18 January 2016

future

hellloooo ... still din get to blog as much as i would like to.. used to do it every other day=/

been so busy.. stressed.. and tiring.. .

my previous company.. her husband side.. be it relatives and such etc.. .they are all with big roles. like rich etc.
whikst she's just a retail sm

she// been through alot.
... her pay shld be pretty gd,,
i fogot.. what did she say abt her husband family..his parents ofc..

lookdown on her? or sumtin> ,,, ?
i dunno.... etcetc...

im glad her lie is better now.

just.. dawn on me thou...

ur partner.. ..being judge by a family due to great 'reputation',... they earn heaps.. etc..doctors..lawyers.. etc...
how woud u protect her / him
..
..why does that matter..

in life.. love who u love.  be with them forever.. it sur life. and it sucks having relatives... or i eman htnking.. oh relatives gonna  judge ur partners..

i don have a huge cert . bt i work my as off. off till... personal problem arises... etc.

i don thave a choice. im not born under golden spoon...
don get me wrong. i love who i am.
i would rather be poor than be a spoilt brat( youll see heaps nowadays) .

but.. yea.

i d not know what futue holds..
i have a bf for 8 yrs. first love..
and. i wan it to work..

future seems dimmer now than ever..

adulthood sucks..
sighs... anwyay.....

i need somoone to pamper me .

my fam cant do that..

and i feel awkward even sitting next to my mum.. i duno what to talk abt..


future is .. so unknown.. i .. wanna find out.. whats in hold fo rme this yr..

mata





12 January 2016

hello again =)

omg. cant believe my last blog was in dec

i just wanna drop by say hi. miss bloggin.. tlaking...

still busy as always.. htings slowing down a lil... but yea..

anyway.

in need of holiday soon. cant wait. wish me luck peeps.

so wanan tlak heaps.. but yea.. whne im not so lazy bah haha

will and wann blog soon!! aasapppp
jaa mata