stomach is full...
today so nice.... wakey to a happy start of the day:). feeling gooood!
wakey very early though.. -_-
cos alot of things to buy. tehn.. yeah..
hm.. geezz... i thought i was gonna say alot here.. but.. ... lets do a quick short cut k.. :( my head doesnt feel right..
theres been sudden pulses of dizziness.. i wonder if its anything i ate.. as though im gonna faint.. argh.. the feeling sux... imagine the mind going up and down suddenly.. argh... sick...
:(
anyway.. should be alrite. better if i faint tmr and wont wake up.
ok. .back to the story..
so.. me bought mooncakes! afew.. but should be more than enough. both mum and bro getting some too.
geez... shifts changes again.. =/ o well.. but this week more relaxing i guess?.. though sunday.. .
-_- argh,
....gosh.. whats wrong with my head.. .. tch....
where was i.. ...erm...... ..oh yeah.. so me bought alot today.. never went for movie.. almost did. but.. no. short cut. so no further on.
then.. buy then go back.
hm.. =/ geez.. these 2 days been helping my frens out with their love prob. hm.. only one actually.. one confides in me.. another say i cheer him up. so good. im glad to be of some help. hope those 2 alrite. feels kinda weird sometimes cos talking to them as if im a doc. ha.
hm...
mooncakey.. ^^ heeeee yummy3....
earthquake.. ... is there really one?... in singapore?
i dunno why i don care abit when sam told me about it. i dunno.. that doesnt seem appealing to me at all. hm.. =/ somethigns not right.. usually i;ll be very excited.. but. ...o well........ anyway the part of me wanna experince the earthquake, never change abit ;)
morning.. erm.. i mean early aftnoon, me cooked mee goreng, then 2 sausages, plus an egg ^^ wooo... hehe. full! then dinner, chicken chop(got love shape apeared again!!) fries..chicken wings..
full! oh yes.. and not forgetting my vitagen ;)
ahhh
wanna watch moveis online.. but tired to do so.. lazy to u know what. haha.
hm..... =/.. what else have i missed out.. ..
nah.. gotta let my brain rest..
mata
30 September 2009
29 September 2009
Getting Mooncakes!! :D
hm.. ok.. so.. it feels kinda nice i guess?.. . erm... to know that i've made someone's day today.. actually able to make 2.. but a pity i was too late. .but.. should be fine already..
hm.....
yeah. glad im able to make somebody smile. uplift their mood..
next month's schedule seems pretty relaxing to me:) really3 hope it'll stay that way..
hm......
... yeah.. hope so.. after 4months of hellish schedule work.. geez.. im really in need of some real good shifts now..
hm..
today.. feeling good:) not 100%. but yeah good. happy i guess?..
tmr.. yay... can go buy mooncakes!! really cant wait! hm.. soo gonna eat for sammy :D so really hope i can get them :) ^^ heee
hm......=/... ..geez.. .then don know whats my plan gonna be later...
hmm.......... ...haiz.. o well..... ..my off day... =/
mata
hm.....
yeah. glad im able to make somebody smile. uplift their mood..
next month's schedule seems pretty relaxing to me:) really3 hope it'll stay that way..
hm......
... yeah.. hope so.. after 4months of hellish schedule work.. geez.. im really in need of some real good shifts now..
hm..
today.. feeling good:) not 100%. but yeah good. happy i guess?..
tmr.. yay... can go buy mooncakes!! really cant wait! hm.. soo gonna eat for sammy :D so really hope i can get them :) ^^ heee
hm......=/... ..geez.. .then don know whats my plan gonna be later...
hmm.......... ...haiz.. o well..... ..my off day... =/
mata
28 September 2009
A Night To End
oh.. ytd.. saw this tissue paper lying on the floor in the train.. its a love shape. alot of times i've stumble upon that. seen it everywhere.. ... it still amazes me even now.. ..
hm
........
sigh
i don feel so good. :(
:(:(:(
..
oh.. ........ sigh
i thought wed me off.. ..but no.. :(
full
tmr ne.. me gonna search for mooncakes. cos of sammy.
hm.. .
today finally.. ate alot
ahh
had wanted to get a cab home. but.. -_- couldnt find any.. end up back in square one.. mrt again -_- geezzz
sianz.. wasted lots of our time!!! walking and waiting al aroind-_- arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
...sigh
sorry..
never blog much these few days isit?.. ..
........ i don feel so well
.. until then aites. ..
:(
...............
mata
hm
........
sigh
i don feel so good. :(
:(:(:(
..
oh.. ........ sigh
i thought wed me off.. ..but no.. :(
full
tmr ne.. me gonna search for mooncakes. cos of sammy.
hm.. .
today finally.. ate alot
ahh
had wanted to get a cab home. but.. -_- couldnt find any.. end up back in square one.. mrt again -_- geezzz
sianz.. wasted lots of our time!!! walking and waiting al aroind-_- arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
...sigh
sorry..
never blog much these few days isit?.. ..
........ i don feel so well
.. until then aites. ..
:(
...............
mata
27 September 2009
The Race Is On!!
wowwwwwwwwwwwww the roaring of the formula.. gosh. .so louddddddd... hahaha ears are gonna be busted. :P
but its soooo cool! my fren don like though. cover up her ears. say hate it. hahaha. but for me, gosh! the engine is on fire baby! me so glad to work so near to the race. ;D
totally awesome those players.
me caught a glimpse of the cars.. geez.. sooo small!! LOL XD omg. haha. me always thought it's gonna be bigger. ha.
anyway, today's the last day of the race. .:( aww...... but! really glad me able to witness this event. :) its really cool. happening man. haha..
the other day me took the video of the sounds.. :P my fren say i should've taken a look at myself.. my face look soo excited!! haha. nah.. dunno how me look.. but yes.. im sure im feeling very2 excited when i heard those engins roars........ through the halls..
wow today after work went outta the building, vroom!!! those killer sounds can blast through one's ear man.. ha. cool :)
mata
but its soooo cool! my fren don like though. cover up her ears. say hate it. hahaha. but for me, gosh! the engine is on fire baby! me so glad to work so near to the race. ;D
totally awesome those players.
me caught a glimpse of the cars.. geez.. sooo small!! LOL XD omg. haha. me always thought it's gonna be bigger. ha.
anyway, today's the last day of the race. .:( aww...... but! really glad me able to witness this event. :) its really cool. happening man. haha..
the other day me took the video of the sounds.. :P my fren say i should've taken a look at myself.. my face look soo excited!! haha. nah.. dunno how me look.. but yes.. im sure im feeling very2 excited when i heard those engins roars........ through the halls..
wow today after work went outta the building, vroom!!! those killer sounds can blast through one's ear man.. ha. cool :)
mata
26 September 2009
Way To Go! Dampen It More!!!!
its a freaking sat night. :(
lets cut chase to the cat.
first of all, i was in a very happy mood. becos aftnoon, i learned that im gonna be in aftnoon shift for tmr. and then things just gotta happen.. pisses me dam* right off. argh. hard to get happy occasion, just gotten ruined like this.
feeling really pissed about this right now in fact. argh!!!!...
why isnt anyone with u when u need them the most?! i was wondering.
..
someone keep asking me to go club.. much as i would love to hang out (cos really3 feel like having a blast), i realised it aint the thing for me to do now. so declined yet again. feel bad.. sorry dude..
but feeling so bloody frustrated now:(
its supposed to be a darn right happy sat night!and a rare one at that! but happiness doesnt last long-_- its gone now. back to plain old days..
i wonder if i'd agreed to my fren invitation, would i be enjoying myself?. .. .nah...... ..i don think thats the case now perhaps.. .... :(
argh......... ...
:(
:(
...
why cant things go a easier way??? sometimes i thought i don need this kind of stupid tests..
...
oub..today stocktake.. but gotta take a 2nd time.. cos machine device not working.. the scanning device.. poor them.. done all the work for hoursssssss. i hope i wont get involved though..
weird.. i thought there's something else imma out my piece of mind on. .
da*n.......
...tch
mata
lets cut chase to the cat.
first of all, i was in a very happy mood. becos aftnoon, i learned that im gonna be in aftnoon shift for tmr. and then things just gotta happen.. pisses me dam* right off. argh. hard to get happy occasion, just gotten ruined like this.
feeling really pissed about this right now in fact. argh!!!!...
why isnt anyone with u when u need them the most?! i was wondering.
..
someone keep asking me to go club.. much as i would love to hang out (cos really3 feel like having a blast), i realised it aint the thing for me to do now. so declined yet again. feel bad.. sorry dude..
but feeling so bloody frustrated now:(
its supposed to be a darn right happy sat night!and a rare one at that! but happiness doesnt last long-_- its gone now. back to plain old days..
i wonder if i'd agreed to my fren invitation, would i be enjoying myself?. .. .nah...... ..i don think thats the case now perhaps.. .... :(
argh......... ...
:(
:(
...
why cant things go a easier way??? sometimes i thought i don need this kind of stupid tests..
...
oub..today stocktake.. but gotta take a 2nd time.. cos machine device not working.. the scanning device.. poor them.. done all the work for hoursssssss. i hope i wont get involved though..
weird.. i thought there's something else imma out my piece of mind on. .
da*n.......
...tch
mata
25 September 2009
Not Worth Mentioning
=/... hm.. doesnt seem to be picking up.. 'not really sure if im happy now.. ..
wow.. saw this pic in newspaper.. sydney got this hugeee aquarium. wow i was mesmerized by it. i knew i'll be happy like a nut if im there. ha. cos being in sentosa underwater world already makes me so happy.. and. yeah. .thats one of the best happiest day ever in my life...
my happiest days.. and worst days of my life so far.., ..happened very close u know.. .. do u ppl have them too?.. ..
today.. theres 2 korean customers. i felt kinda violated as one of them brushes his hand across my cheek. even though its kinda as though he's teasing me as a lil girl or wat. man these ppl! i was offended.. argh.
seriously, i don even feel like mentioning this here.. so.. lets forget about it.
sigh. .already not in a good mood... .. argh
crap.
i don care about ppl like that.
gotta move on.. look at more things thats happening around every secs.
hm.. geez.. im getting really sleepy..i think.. . shoulders hurting.. cos of lappy position i guess..
but no choice.. i got no proper desk for it.. :(
argh.. .hurts.. .. ..
mata
wow.. saw this pic in newspaper.. sydney got this hugeee aquarium. wow i was mesmerized by it. i knew i'll be happy like a nut if im there. ha. cos being in sentosa underwater world already makes me so happy.. and. yeah. .thats one of the best happiest day ever in my life...
my happiest days.. and worst days of my life so far.., ..happened very close u know.. .. do u ppl have them too?.. ..
today.. theres 2 korean customers. i felt kinda violated as one of them brushes his hand across my cheek. even though its kinda as though he's teasing me as a lil girl or wat. man these ppl! i was offended.. argh.
seriously, i don even feel like mentioning this here.. so.. lets forget about it.
sigh. .already not in a good mood... .. argh
crap.
i don care about ppl like that.
gotta move on.. look at more things thats happening around every secs.
hm.. geez.. im getting really sleepy..i think.. . shoulders hurting.. cos of lappy position i guess..
but no choice.. i got no proper desk for it.. :(
argh.. .hurts.. .. ..
mata
24 September 2009
Hurts
..
sigh
what have i done wrong again?..
every single words pierce through my heart so deeply cut.
.. why cant words be put across straight in an instant?
..
..
mata
sigh
what have i done wrong again?..
every single words pierce through my heart so deeply cut.
.. why cant words be put across straight in an instant?
..
..
mata
23 September 2009
Sick Again
ok.. so i am sick again today. :(
dunno why i keep having colds nowadays so frequently.. argh
so good thing me not working full today. was having a very bad runny nose again. .:( feeling weak too.. was sitting down on a bucket.. hugging a bunny plushie.. head lying on the drawer.. and sometimes just change position.. all the way throughout till m work's done. cos today very quiet due to the F1 racing cars event. so most of the roads are blocked.
very2 quiet today.
hm..
...geez.... soooo hungry :(
hate my mouse.. giving me probs.. argh..
hm.. sleepy.. but yet so hungry.. ... huu............
hm....... tmr.. gotta make a call.. .. hm... reconfirm.. if so, i gotta head out and settle things. geez..
in any case, hope i'll get betetr by tmr. hm.. sleepy now.. guess i'd better head for bed asap.. i hope.
hm..
mata
dunno why i keep having colds nowadays so frequently.. argh
so good thing me not working full today. was having a very bad runny nose again. .:( feeling weak too.. was sitting down on a bucket.. hugging a bunny plushie.. head lying on the drawer.. and sometimes just change position.. all the way throughout till m work's done. cos today very quiet due to the F1 racing cars event. so most of the roads are blocked.
very2 quiet today.
hm..
...geez.... soooo hungry :(
hate my mouse.. giving me probs.. argh..
hm.. sleepy.. but yet so hungry.. ... huu............
hm....... tmr.. gotta make a call.. .. hm... reconfirm.. if so, i gotta head out and settle things. geez..
in any case, hope i'll get betetr by tmr. hm.. sleepy now.. guess i'd better head for bed asap.. i hope.
hm..
mata
22 September 2009
14 Hours Done
today.......... worked for 14hours non stop :( tiring.. sleepy.. but managed to get my day through. ..
hm....
sunday yet again.. ..
i'd lost count of what date..and time it is already.. ... sometimes i cant even remmeber what i wore a day earlier. everyday i'll be asking. what day is today? what date ar...
..hm...... ...
i dunno.. seems like im really bad with it huh.. different from who i am 3 years ago.. when work was less stressful..
well.. i dunno.. perhaps im just too tired.
.. today hahn our boss, is in such a good mood... .haha. past 2 days not. but today, yeah.. say well done.. very good job.. blah3.. ha. but yes.. at least he's happy rather than bad mood huh. ..weird.
online now......
..wonder if im gonna rest early.. ..
fren ask me out.. but.. nah.. =/ not that interested..
so.. yeah.. here i am.. ..online.. everything.. from msn to frenster.. ha.
hm....... ....
today i hurt my little pinkie. :( not its still very painful and abit numb.. me slammed right hard at the storeroom door.. my carelessness i guess.. din notice..my pinkie will get hurt.. and yes.. it was a real hard darn strong slammed!! bang! there goes my poor little pinkie.. nail especially..hurts alot.. :( no one to kissy this boo2 for me.. .. but in my heart i know someone will ne.. .
hm.....
...sammy taught me not to be too kind to ppl.. .. and i know that.. .. so.. today me turn down something.. i dunno if thats right or wong.. ..but... yeah.. ... if im gonna suffer, might as well turn down right.. ... feel bad.. but.. ..but.. ...
... =/
i dunno what to say..
hm.. kk.. sammy must be busy wit something..
guess me just wait abit more..
hm.. busy3... i wonder how i get past those 14hours.. ha. wow.. ... longgggggggggg wok man..
..
mata
hm....
sunday yet again.. ..
i'd lost count of what date..and time it is already.. ... sometimes i cant even remmeber what i wore a day earlier. everyday i'll be asking. what day is today? what date ar...
..hm...... ...
i dunno.. seems like im really bad with it huh.. different from who i am 3 years ago.. when work was less stressful..
well.. i dunno.. perhaps im just too tired.
.. today hahn our boss, is in such a good mood... .haha. past 2 days not. but today, yeah.. say well done.. very good job.. blah3.. ha. but yes.. at least he's happy rather than bad mood huh. ..weird.
online now......
..wonder if im gonna rest early.. ..
fren ask me out.. but.. nah.. =/ not that interested..
so.. yeah.. here i am.. ..online.. everything.. from msn to frenster.. ha.
hm....... ....
today i hurt my little pinkie. :( not its still very painful and abit numb.. me slammed right hard at the storeroom door.. my carelessness i guess.. din notice..my pinkie will get hurt.. and yes.. it was a real hard darn strong slammed!! bang! there goes my poor little pinkie.. nail especially..hurts alot.. :( no one to kissy this boo2 for me.. .. but in my heart i know someone will ne.. .
hm.....
...sammy taught me not to be too kind to ppl.. .. and i know that.. .. so.. today me turn down something.. i dunno if thats right or wong.. ..but... yeah.. ... if im gonna suffer, might as well turn down right.. ... feel bad.. but.. ..but.. ...
... =/
i dunno what to say..
hm.. kk.. sammy must be busy wit something..
guess me just wait abit more..
hm.. busy3... i wonder how i get past those 14hours.. ha. wow.. ... longgggggggggg wok man..
..
mata
21 September 2009
Stocktake Which Kills
ok. tmr.. not 8am.. but 7.30am gotta reach shop and do stocktake T_T... so meaning.. 6.25am me gotta wakey... T_T.. huuuuuuuu.....
but don care!!! its not gonna affect my slp for tonight. slp late, then so be it. hmph.. sianz... :(
hm.. tired. .sammy playing game now... kinda bored... ..so bath.. and blog first.
geez......... feel like letting out a long sighhhhhhhhhh
i hate it when guys, or especially guys with gf hit on me. somemore their gf even ard -_-
dots.. forget it.
hm...... i think.. i can start something anew now.. from now on my blogs.. ..should sound better bah?.. hahah XD dunno..
hm....... lets see.... tmr.. tons of work gotta be done man.. .. the stocktake which could kill...... -_-anyway me got days to go before off. argh.. -_-
hm.... lets see... ...i thought i was supposed to mention something.. .but i forgot.. cant recall... .. haiyo..
that night, my fren's words enlightened me.. hm. .lets cut the story k. anyway its like.. he got this energy to always do other things after work. i was asking him how did he do that. hahaha.. hm.. i tink i got my answer now.. but.... kinda forgotten about it. lol. XD what the...
hm.... whoa.............. -_- my korean boss here again. omgggggg... and i escaped yet again being caught. omg... this is so risky.. wow........ tmr me bringing lappy along i guess... but... hm.. geez... another risk to come.. wow.. heart attack sia. hahaha...
anyway.. hm.. yeah forgotten what i'd actually gonna say here.. ..hm.. haha.. k, next time perhaps? that is, if i can remember. :P
mata
but don care!!! its not gonna affect my slp for tonight. slp late, then so be it. hmph.. sianz... :(
hm.. tired. .sammy playing game now... kinda bored... ..so bath.. and blog first.
geez......... feel like letting out a long sighhhhhhhhhh
i hate it when guys, or especially guys with gf hit on me. somemore their gf even ard -_-
dots.. forget it.
hm...... i think.. i can start something anew now.. from now on my blogs.. ..should sound better bah?.. hahah XD dunno..
hm....... lets see.... tmr.. tons of work gotta be done man.. .. the stocktake which could kill...... -_-anyway me got days to go before off. argh.. -_-
hm.... lets see... ...i thought i was supposed to mention something.. .but i forgot.. cant recall... .. haiyo..
that night, my fren's words enlightened me.. hm. .lets cut the story k. anyway its like.. he got this energy to always do other things after work. i was asking him how did he do that. hahaha.. hm.. i tink i got my answer now.. but.... kinda forgotten about it. lol. XD what the...
hm.... whoa.............. -_- my korean boss here again. omgggggg... and i escaped yet again being caught. omg... this is so risky.. wow........ tmr me bringing lappy along i guess... but... hm.. geez... another risk to come.. wow.. heart attack sia. hahaha...
anyway.. hm.. yeah forgotten what i'd actually gonna say here.. ..hm.. haha.. k, next time perhaps? that is, if i can remember. :P
mata
20 September 2009
Hungry Ne...T_T
ahhhhh.. so hungry.... wallet no more cash.. so like.. yeah.. never buy food to eat.. had chips in morning only.. now starving.. >_<
hm... had some herbal chicken soup.. but not full ne.. not filling..
then too tired to cook... so now gonna type my blog before going for a nice shower...
ah..........
oh.. yeah still got my rocky road ice cream.. getting it later.yay! :P
ne.. i was like so.. haha.. shouted out for abit?.. ha.. dunno.. when i saw sammy's msn shoutout.. thats really sweet... like.. :) uh huh...... happy ne.. ..
^^
today my korean boss dropped by my shop while i was using lappy. gosh!! buthe left after a few secs. .thats why never see my alpp there.. gosh.. so close man... and good thing me saw the mirror that he's coming. .so me quickly stand up..
hm.. wonder tmr how... ... gosh... what a risk today!!! phew.....
kk.. imma go get ice cream, online abit, then done and go bath.
mata!!
hm... had some herbal chicken soup.. but not full ne.. not filling..
then too tired to cook... so now gonna type my blog before going for a nice shower...
ah..........
oh.. yeah still got my rocky road ice cream.. getting it later.yay! :P
ne.. i was like so.. haha.. shouted out for abit?.. ha.. dunno.. when i saw sammy's msn shoutout.. thats really sweet... like.. :) uh huh...... happy ne.. ..
^^
today my korean boss dropped by my shop while i was using lappy. gosh!! buthe left after a few secs. .thats why never see my alpp there.. gosh.. so close man... and good thing me saw the mirror that he's coming. .so me quickly stand up..
hm.. wonder tmr how... ... gosh... what a risk today!!! phew.....
kk.. imma go get ice cream, online abit, then done and go bath.
mata!!
19 September 2009
Don't Worry
ytd morning.. walking through supermarket... was with mum.. but my mind's on somebody else... ..huu..... miss sammy ne... .. really do.. ..
i'll always remember how sam always hug me tight and say to me while smiling so sweet... 'you're mine. mine! belong all to me! wont let other guys have u.. you're all mine!..' i really misses that.. can never forget it.. his expressions.. always full of happiness.. smiley.. always so sweet... ....
....i miss his smiles and happiness shown on his face like that.. i really3 do.....
i love it when i can give him that kind of happiness... yeah... ...
thats what i wishes to give him the most..
mum was saying she's really worry about me..
saying she scared me anyhow go out to meet friends who i know through the internet.. asked me to be careful and stuff..
but me never ar..
so..
well... i just hope she worry no more... ..
she keep saying me eyes always on the lappy.. yeah.. me almost all the time on my lappy... ha. what to do.. nothing much to do..
sammy haven online though.. perhaps..busy ne..
well.. i'll wait here..
hm.....
its cold now..
..
somehow im in a twirl.. ..
....mata.....
i'll always remember how sam always hug me tight and say to me while smiling so sweet... 'you're mine. mine! belong all to me! wont let other guys have u.. you're all mine!..' i really misses that.. can never forget it.. his expressions.. always full of happiness.. smiley.. always so sweet... ....
....i miss his smiles and happiness shown on his face like that.. i really3 do.....
i love it when i can give him that kind of happiness... yeah... ...
thats what i wishes to give him the most..
mum was saying she's really worry about me..
saying she scared me anyhow go out to meet friends who i know through the internet.. asked me to be careful and stuff..
but me never ar..
so..
well... i just hope she worry no more... ..
she keep saying me eyes always on the lappy.. yeah.. me almost all the time on my lappy... ha. what to do.. nothing much to do..
sammy haven online though.. perhaps..busy ne..
well.. i'll wait here..
hm.....
its cold now..
..
somehow im in a twirl.. ..
....mata.....
18 September 2009
Favourite Spicy Dish
hm........ ..can i cut short my day time?..
me morning auto wakey again.. :( argh. then........
erm.. aftnoon went out.. cos promised my fren to bring his sis out for something really spicy. she say in singapore there's no very spicy food around. so yes... muahahaha,, me brought her to thai express and get her to eat the fiesty thai yellow ginger chicken!! and yes.. she say its hot enuff.. haha.
she cant speak english. .cos she's from myanmar. she ask me through my fren..(her bro) if i eat spicy dishes everyday? cos usually no chinese can take spicyness like that.
hm.. i duno.. for me i just know that i love it. and i wanna get betetr. thats my passion. one of it. heh.
then she say my complexion is very good. -_- hm... i dunno man.. am i?? lol. strange.... thats weird..
hm................
oh.. then while waiting for my fren and his sis to arrive(they're late), me got approached by this guy from dunno what model agency -_-'' ahhhhhhhhh don care.. these ppl irritating deshio? dunno what they're up to. -_- geez
anyway... ..gosh... i dunno why im missing sammy so much.... ... for so many days already.. like. .extra3 lots... .. perhaps.. its coming to 2months huh..
..
..well..hang on like he said.. can pull all this through.. yeah.. ganbate yo.. goood things.. don come easy.. u gotta hold on..
mata... .....
-I close my eyes.. and all i see is him..
..I open up my eyes..
..but he's nowhere to be found....
nonetheless... i searched for him through my heart..... ..and there he is...... ..always right there.. ..with me..-
me morning auto wakey again.. :( argh. then........
erm.. aftnoon went out.. cos promised my fren to bring his sis out for something really spicy. she say in singapore there's no very spicy food around. so yes... muahahaha,, me brought her to thai express and get her to eat the fiesty thai yellow ginger chicken!! and yes.. she say its hot enuff.. haha.
she cant speak english. .cos she's from myanmar. she ask me through my fren..(her bro) if i eat spicy dishes everyday? cos usually no chinese can take spicyness like that.
hm.. i duno.. for me i just know that i love it. and i wanna get betetr. thats my passion. one of it. heh.
then she say my complexion is very good. -_- hm... i dunno man.. am i?? lol. strange.... thats weird..
hm................
oh.. then while waiting for my fren and his sis to arrive(they're late), me got approached by this guy from dunno what model agency -_-'' ahhhhhhhhh don care.. these ppl irritating deshio? dunno what they're up to. -_- geez
anyway... ..gosh... i dunno why im missing sammy so much.... ... for so many days already.. like. .extra3 lots... .. perhaps.. its coming to 2months huh..
..
..well..hang on like he said.. can pull all this through.. yeah.. ganbate yo.. goood things.. don come easy.. u gotta hold on..
mata... .....
-I close my eyes.. and all i see is him..
..I open up my eyes..
..but he's nowhere to be found....
nonetheless... i searched for him through my heart..... ..and there he is...... ..always right there.. ..with me..-
17 September 2009
Exhausted!!
puzzled3........... is my writing really that good? ppl always compliment me that my english is very good. but i dunno. .dots... im really wondering why they would all say that. all im doing is just typing away... typing what i feel like typing.. or asking.. or replying.. but.. is my english really that good? -_- geez............ whatever the case is,.. im just taking their compliments in... and.. well.... erm.. yeah.. thx them.. and. .yeah.. erm... gosh.. im not good with compliments.. so. .yeah.. thx all.. ..
ahh... sam sounded good last night.. nope.. we neevr watch any online movies.. but.. haha.. i think must be the oxygen.. XD cool. thats great for him. i bet u i needed that soooo much right now.
day by day.. as it passes by,... my energy depleted and depleted continuously.. and by today, i was almost a goner. -_-
..wooft... ... glad tmr i off. not happy.. but glad only.. that tmr no need to return to workplace..
and.. well.........
haiyo.. exhausted ne...
just wanna rest my tired out legs..
....
mata
ahh... sam sounded good last night.. nope.. we neevr watch any online movies.. but.. haha.. i think must be the oxygen.. XD cool. thats great for him. i bet u i needed that soooo much right now.
day by day.. as it passes by,... my energy depleted and depleted continuously.. and by today, i was almost a goner. -_-
..wooft... ... glad tmr i off. not happy.. but glad only.. that tmr no need to return to workplace..
and.. well.........
haiyo.. exhausted ne...
just wanna rest my tired out legs..
....
mata
16 September 2009
Tired Out
sigh........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-_-........
no smile across my face now.. totally dead tired.. =( feeling.. sigh. .terrible i should say?.. ..
im so tired.. tmr another 10 hrs to go before i got my break. sigh... i wonder whats gonna happen when i come back tmr night.
just now, i wanted to change into my shorts. but i couldnt find it. i think mum helped me clean up or something.. i dunno.. i open up the door feeling angry anf frustrated.. blah3 abit.. she kept quiet. not blahing at her. but. .sigh.. i cant help it. i need something to vent my anger on. not her. but the shorts.
tch.......
im so sleepy. so tired.
...
sigh.....
life's tiring man...
ytd me joined sammy slp early together. but 9 hours of slp aint enuff for me. freaking frustrated now.
one thing thats great about webcam though.. its no matter how u cry. if u hide well enuff, put on a smile, and altogether u can hide everything.
..but hiding is tough.. pain desu..
but u don want the party to worry. isnt it..
..about one more week plus,.. it'll be sam's 2nd month away.. ah.. ... me still.. haven gotten used to it yet.. sometimes still feel.. yeah..... .. otherwise when walking up the stairs just now wont... .. =/
just one more day to go.. :(
..sigh.. sorry i sigh so much.. i just need my tirednees out abit.. sometimes i chill out, makes me more tired than ever. one off day only mah.
then hours so much.
oh.. heard soul got a better job. ..higher pay.. thats really great huh .. finally..
...hm..
u know.. i just realised.. i wasnt doing that great nowadays.. im happy for sammy there though.. most important is things should be doing alrite now for there.
as for me.. perhaps i need to find what is it that i might need to change. or perhaps not change.. but get back to the old days. hm.. this is kinda confusing huh..
lifestyle kinda changed for abit.. perhaps i don like it.. or not yet used to it.. or perhaps both.
but in anycase....,
i don feel happier than how i used to.
theres nothing pretty much to look forward like i used to..
..wooof... .... =/ well.. perhaps im just too tired out from m long working hrs huh. lasted for ard 4 months ard.. straight like that.. of course i'll break down. im not a strong man ya know.
sammy sounded energetic today. =.= guess must be the oxygen..
geez.. so nice.. huu.. me really needed that lots i bet.
but most of all, theres only one thing i'll need ever most... ...
good thing theres laptop i bring to work with me.
...
jaa mata.......... ....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-_-........
no smile across my face now.. totally dead tired.. =( feeling.. sigh. .terrible i should say?.. ..
im so tired.. tmr another 10 hrs to go before i got my break. sigh... i wonder whats gonna happen when i come back tmr night.
just now, i wanted to change into my shorts. but i couldnt find it. i think mum helped me clean up or something.. i dunno.. i open up the door feeling angry anf frustrated.. blah3 abit.. she kept quiet. not blahing at her. but. .sigh.. i cant help it. i need something to vent my anger on. not her. but the shorts.
tch.......
im so sleepy. so tired.
...
sigh.....
life's tiring man...
ytd me joined sammy slp early together. but 9 hours of slp aint enuff for me. freaking frustrated now.
one thing thats great about webcam though.. its no matter how u cry. if u hide well enuff, put on a smile, and altogether u can hide everything.
..but hiding is tough.. pain desu..
but u don want the party to worry. isnt it..
..about one more week plus,.. it'll be sam's 2nd month away.. ah.. ... me still.. haven gotten used to it yet.. sometimes still feel.. yeah..... .. otherwise when walking up the stairs just now wont... .. =/
just one more day to go.. :(
..sigh.. sorry i sigh so much.. i just need my tirednees out abit.. sometimes i chill out, makes me more tired than ever. one off day only mah.
then hours so much.
oh.. heard soul got a better job. ..higher pay.. thats really great huh .. finally..
...hm..
u know.. i just realised.. i wasnt doing that great nowadays.. im happy for sammy there though.. most important is things should be doing alrite now for there.
as for me.. perhaps i need to find what is it that i might need to change. or perhaps not change.. but get back to the old days. hm.. this is kinda confusing huh..
lifestyle kinda changed for abit.. perhaps i don like it.. or not yet used to it.. or perhaps both.
but in anycase....,
i don feel happier than how i used to.
theres nothing pretty much to look forward like i used to..
..wooof... .... =/ well.. perhaps im just too tired out from m long working hrs huh. lasted for ard 4 months ard.. straight like that.. of course i'll break down. im not a strong man ya know.
sammy sounded energetic today. =.= guess must be the oxygen..
geez.. so nice.. huu.. me really needed that lots i bet.
but most of all, theres only one thing i'll need ever most... ...
good thing theres laptop i bring to work with me.
...
jaa mata.......... ....
15 September 2009
Lots.. Day..
hm................ ....sigh
now ppl are getting on my nerves.. long story man..
=/
i just dislike it when all ppl start gathering in and and.. gosh. i feel like im so busy .T_T
..sigh
somethign's on my mind.. always. not good sia.
sometimes i dunno how to start things.. what i mean is... .. its so diffcult to type everything out. when talk, at least little details can be mention throughout.. but.......
..but...........
when my hands are on the keyboard,.. thigns just stopped. so much happened today. so much to say to him. .yet. i dunno. why fingers stopped. i guess.. im thinking he's busy.. never reply lots..
i dunno man.. its been weird...
my lifestyle like.. suddenly changed.. it just changed.. not like im liking it.. but.... ..tch. its really frustrating. i don like it at all. yet somehow i made it happen. because i wanna rebel for abit. ..did i just said that?
gosh.. i must be going bonkers.
today there lots of love shapes appear before me.. theres chips.. theres mag.. about 4 i think. amazing huh.. ..
ytd was so sick... :( on and off.. i feel like just.. gosh.. but today better again...
oh got this day, chan was buying cigarrette. then he throw me the box from afar(he wanna make payment). i caught it by surprise! O.O i was closing my eyes and i caught it! i was like.. 'i did it!' :) i looked at the box and smile........
sound so.. erm.. yeah. .little girl -_- anyway he was smoking. we're all chatting. zuan also there. i was sitting next to chan. his bud brushed across my finger(its 2nd time already -_- ). and geez.. pain of course.. huu..... kena burnt twice. so not gonna sit next to him when he smoke. grr.. why smoke..
this auntie working beside us ask me fasting ar?? i was puzzled. and say fasting? im not a malay. she say she thought i was one. cos i speak like them. -_-....... ...
im not fasting... geez..
i walked past this long table. to buy my lunch. me eat at 3.30pm plus T_T. theres this bunch of guys sitting there. then they were like saying hi! how are u!? i totally ignored them and move on. wth. these guys.. i hate these type of cowards. .always makes noise whenever they're in a bunch. argh!
my fren suddenly say to me.. not say but type.' your boyfren very lucky.' as in like to have me. .. o well... hm.. ..
ah.. was in the lift with chan, zuan and raz. then i saw chan's new handpone. then everone went 'woooo wow.. ahhh..!!!~~' all gone bonkers like in the heineken commercial. lol. its hilarious.
hm......
..:(
.
i don feel so good.. not happy.. ..not..
ah.. was so angry today. about public holidays matter. me agree to work on public holidays is becos i thought they'll put it as ot. but.. ..no money already.. .. they aint giving. i've work in vain.
sometimes i really wanna chat alot with him. but i dunno.. isit me?.. or is he always replying like.....
thats why me always don dare to continue. i need alot of focus. thats why if cant get, i'll get disappointed.. and i wont feel like doing it again..
.. i'll try to relax as much as possible..
strange.. ..today... ..like i dunno.. weird.. is that all i've gotta say? or am i still keeping mum.
...
i think i'd baetter turn in early.. ..
i just wanan shut my eyes and forget some heavy loads. .. ...
mata
now ppl are getting on my nerves.. long story man..
=/
i just dislike it when all ppl start gathering in and and.. gosh. i feel like im so busy .T_T
..sigh
somethign's on my mind.. always. not good sia.
sometimes i dunno how to start things.. what i mean is... .. its so diffcult to type everything out. when talk, at least little details can be mention throughout.. but.......
..but...........
when my hands are on the keyboard,.. thigns just stopped. so much happened today. so much to say to him. .yet. i dunno. why fingers stopped. i guess.. im thinking he's busy.. never reply lots..
i dunno man.. its been weird...
my lifestyle like.. suddenly changed.. it just changed.. not like im liking it.. but.... ..tch. its really frustrating. i don like it at all. yet somehow i made it happen. because i wanna rebel for abit. ..did i just said that?
gosh.. i must be going bonkers.
today there lots of love shapes appear before me.. theres chips.. theres mag.. about 4 i think. amazing huh.. ..
ytd was so sick... :( on and off.. i feel like just.. gosh.. but today better again...
oh got this day, chan was buying cigarrette. then he throw me the box from afar(he wanna make payment). i caught it by surprise! O.O i was closing my eyes and i caught it! i was like.. 'i did it!' :) i looked at the box and smile........
sound so.. erm.. yeah. .little girl -_- anyway he was smoking. we're all chatting. zuan also there. i was sitting next to chan. his bud brushed across my finger(its 2nd time already -_- ). and geez.. pain of course.. huu..... kena burnt twice. so not gonna sit next to him when he smoke. grr.. why smoke..
this auntie working beside us ask me fasting ar?? i was puzzled. and say fasting? im not a malay. she say she thought i was one. cos i speak like them. -_-....... ...
im not fasting... geez..
i walked past this long table. to buy my lunch. me eat at 3.30pm plus T_T. theres this bunch of guys sitting there. then they were like saying hi! how are u!? i totally ignored them and move on. wth. these guys.. i hate these type of cowards. .always makes noise whenever they're in a bunch. argh!
my fren suddenly say to me.. not say but type.' your boyfren very lucky.' as in like to have me. .. o well... hm.. ..
ah.. was in the lift with chan, zuan and raz. then i saw chan's new handpone. then everone went 'woooo wow.. ahhh..!!!~~' all gone bonkers like in the heineken commercial. lol. its hilarious.
hm......
..:(
.
i don feel so good.. not happy.. ..not..
ah.. was so angry today. about public holidays matter. me agree to work on public holidays is becos i thought they'll put it as ot. but.. ..no money already.. .. they aint giving. i've work in vain.
sometimes i really wanna chat alot with him. but i dunno.. isit me?.. or is he always replying like.....
thats why me always don dare to continue. i need alot of focus. thats why if cant get, i'll get disappointed.. and i wont feel like doing it again..
.. i'll try to relax as much as possible..
strange.. ..today... ..like i dunno.. weird.. is that all i've gotta say? or am i still keeping mum.
...
i think i'd baetter turn in early.. ..
i just wanan shut my eyes and forget some heavy loads. .. ...
mata
14 September 2009
Please Be Fine.. ..
i........... ...sigh.... i really wanan see him.. but din get to just now.. .. really3 want to..... .. for he whoel day down.. ...
sick.. today... fell aslp. .then tc of bro's hammies.. then.. dc din know..
then.. sigh... cos really busy with the new-borns... very freaky and heart thumping the whole process...
feel so... :( terrible....
..i dunno how to explain.. ..huu
i wish his mum is alrite..:(
and most of all he's alrite.. never get to see him.. worry more.. but..
.....
..sigh..
...
i really dunno how to explain this.. but... ........
:(
...oh dear... .. sigh..
cant explain how i feel now....
i wish o see him........
.......
:( i want.. ............
..... mata
sick.. today... fell aslp. .then tc of bro's hammies.. then.. dc din know..
then.. sigh... cos really busy with the new-borns... very freaky and heart thumping the whole process...
feel so... :( terrible....
..i dunno how to explain.. ..huu
i wish his mum is alrite..:(
and most of all he's alrite.. never get to see him.. worry more.. but..
.....
..sigh..
...
i really dunno how to explain this.. but... ........
:(
...oh dear... .. sigh..
cant explain how i feel now....
i wish o see him........
.......
:( i want.. ............
..... mata
Slping Sam (Nawwww~) ^^
sam's compliment always sweet ne.. last night ne.. me got one again ya know. outta the sudden typeXD so shocked. haha. but yeah.. only his words matters. other ppl who aint my close fren say that, i'll either hate it, or don care. like.. weird ar... don feel anything..
hm... good thing me never bring lappy ne.. today me home early.. but he's out. .then later say might not come home cos mum in hosipital.. i hope they're doing fine.. dunno whats wrong.. hope she's fine..
hm....... .....so.. yeah.. timing's kinda off.. was hoping to see him tonight. but.. o well.. still got next time ne..
anyway i just hope things arent that serious.. sounds scary.. to hear she's in hospital..
hope fine ne..
mum say she's worry about my friends outside.. i tell her nothing to worry about.. maybe becos she see sammy not here already.. thats why worry for me..
then she continue.. she ask bro whether i got any problems.. bro say i don wanna reveal anything-_- lol. i was like. thats becos he never ask! XD gosh.. bro ar.. -_- grr..
but me ok.. just that... gotta find my way alittle.. back to another lifestyle?.. i guess......
hehe.. sam really slpt for so long.. ytd. through webby. me kept vigil by his side.. haha.. got change positions ne.. ^^ kawaii desu. interesting.. :)
naw.. then don wanna bath.. cos wanna look longer.. then realised not moving anymore.. haha. then me bath. but cheers! just on time to watch him wakey :D awwwwwwwww
:) so ncie..... ..i wish i was there..
anyway... i hope my parents wont worried so much.. i know what im doing.. even if it aint good, i mean not aint good.. but.. anywa i hope they'll relax abit.. i need to chill out too.. everyday fullshifts.. who's not to break down?
hm... oh!! i cant wait to eat the mooncakes for sam!! :D yummy!!
gonan buy them. .i hope they got the right flavours. :) hopefully. yup
mata
hm... good thing me never bring lappy ne.. today me home early.. but he's out. .then later say might not come home cos mum in hosipital.. i hope they're doing fine.. dunno whats wrong.. hope she's fine..
hm....... .....so.. yeah.. timing's kinda off.. was hoping to see him tonight. but.. o well.. still got next time ne..
anyway i just hope things arent that serious.. sounds scary.. to hear she's in hospital..
hope fine ne..
mum say she's worry about my friends outside.. i tell her nothing to worry about.. maybe becos she see sammy not here already.. thats why worry for me..
then she continue.. she ask bro whether i got any problems.. bro say i don wanna reveal anything-_- lol. i was like. thats becos he never ask! XD gosh.. bro ar.. -_- grr..
but me ok.. just that... gotta find my way alittle.. back to another lifestyle?.. i guess......
hehe.. sam really slpt for so long.. ytd. through webby. me kept vigil by his side.. haha.. got change positions ne.. ^^ kawaii desu. interesting.. :)
naw.. then don wanna bath.. cos wanna look longer.. then realised not moving anymore.. haha. then me bath. but cheers! just on time to watch him wakey :D awwwwwwwww
:) so ncie..... ..i wish i was there..
anyway... i hope my parents wont worried so much.. i know what im doing.. even if it aint good, i mean not aint good.. but.. anywa i hope they'll relax abit.. i need to chill out too.. everyday fullshifts.. who's not to break down?
hm... oh!! i cant wait to eat the mooncakes for sam!! :D yummy!!
gonan buy them. .i hope they got the right flavours. :) hopefully. yup
mata
13 September 2009
Vita Power Naii
hm.. my arm ne.. got abit of red patches.. its underneath the skin.. look like blood cots or dunno what.. dunno how to explain how it looks. it'll appear from time to time. but will disappear after a few days. me tot perhaps me skin sensitive or what.. but anyway, mansoor saw it. he say he also. then he say his doctor tell him that its because lack of vitamins. thats why look like that.
T_T huu.... but.. yeah.. k.. i admit.. no time for fruits.. or.. hm.. perhaps me just never buy them.. haiyo.. dunno ne... health.. always not been my number 1. so don bother. .. i know thats such a wrongful thought.. but.. =/ geez.. always ppl remind me wan..
anyway.. k.. will try to take note bah.. ..
bought victamin before a year ago perhaps? but keep forgetting to eat. ha
about ytd... sam so sweet to wait till morning huh.. ne.. how to find someone like that huh. aint i so lucky? thx swtheart.. appreciated.. yes. i told him that.. not in person la, but.. yeah.. ..ahh.. ... so sweet ne..
hm............. .... me never really thought much of whats gonna be like with sammy's parents... i thought.. i just gotta be myself.. cept' that of course i gotta show lots of respect.. and hm... yeah.. cant be myself that much bah.. cos.. me not gonna be talking and laughing lots. sounds rude. hmm.... ha.. will go think2 ne. :) hm.. i kinda can..... ..picture whats it gonna be like already..
....... .......hm....
kk.. gonna start thinking now.. but most of all.. gotta be who i am ne.. hm..
..cant be explained here ne.. ..gotta think about it bah.. .. haii....
...
he's resting now.. so sweet and peaceful.. hugging lion.. :) awww........ i'll do my best.. i certainly wish his parents will... yeah..
hm........ ... gosh. my first time.. meet parents this kind of thing.. hm..... kk.. ready.
mata
T_T huu.... but.. yeah.. k.. i admit.. no time for fruits.. or.. hm.. perhaps me just never buy them.. haiyo.. dunno ne... health.. always not been my number 1. so don bother. .. i know thats such a wrongful thought.. but.. =/ geez.. always ppl remind me wan..
anyway.. k.. will try to take note bah.. ..
bought victamin before a year ago perhaps? but keep forgetting to eat. ha
about ytd... sam so sweet to wait till morning huh.. ne.. how to find someone like that huh. aint i so lucky? thx swtheart.. appreciated.. yes. i told him that.. not in person la, but.. yeah.. ..ahh.. ... so sweet ne..
hm............. .... me never really thought much of whats gonna be like with sammy's parents... i thought.. i just gotta be myself.. cept' that of course i gotta show lots of respect.. and hm... yeah.. cant be myself that much bah.. cos.. me not gonna be talking and laughing lots. sounds rude. hmm.... ha.. will go think2 ne. :) hm.. i kinda can..... ..picture whats it gonna be like already..
....... .......hm....
kk.. gonna start thinking now.. but most of all.. gotta be who i am ne.. hm..
..cant be explained here ne.. ..gotta think about it bah.. .. haii....
...
he's resting now.. so sweet and peaceful.. hugging lion.. :) awww........ i'll do my best.. i certainly wish his parents will... yeah..
hm........ ... gosh. my first time.. meet parents this kind of thing.. hm..... kk.. ready.
mata
12 September 2009
Need Slp Badly!!
today its killing me.. super9 tired and slpy.
ok.. starting from ytd..
sam went out with his frens.. and its my off day.. feeling super bored, me went out. met up wiht my childhood fren. but then came along another fren of hers.
so.. nvm ar.. we go eat.. then go bookshop.. then took my c fren to see my bro at his working place. as it was already closing, we cant go in.. so can only look from the outside.. but theres a security guard near the window door.. LOL.. i was waving at him.. then it strikes me.. shoot.. i cant let the guard see me like that.. wait he complain or what about my bro. so me halfway waving up my hand, i quickly stretch up another one of my arm.. and.. yeah... pretending to do stretching.. XD my c fren was like. .where got ppl do stretching outside lv shop wan!XD hahaha. really funny sia.. my last min thinking. XD
then. .waited for bro to finish work. .been agessssssssssss since my bro last meet our c fren. we chat abit.. then my c fren bought me and bro to pub.(she really wanted to go crazy and sing lots). but bro and me felt too tired. don wan go. so once again.. i turn down my fren.. haiz.. feeling really guilty that she's feeling stress, and i cant stay by her side.. haiz. cos i was really too tired.. cant stand it.. but she's ok with it she say..
so me and bro took a cab home. cos too tired to even wait for a 5mins bus. and me wanna go back home online too. super tired plus scared sam online already waiting.. cos he did say will onlien after reach home. so yeah..scared he alsp already.. me rush back.. online.. but.. no one's there....
feeling puzzled,.. me decided to try calling him perhaps.. he picked up at my 2nd attempts to call.
and first thing i heard,theres girls singing.. obviously in some kind of a club or pub. and he sounded high too. if he dances with other girls, me would've been so heartbroken and disappointed of course.. but he say no. he pushes them to his frens he said. and i trust him. :) he wont hurt me deshio..
then. ..like. .yeah... i guess good thing me never stay and wait at home.. cos me really tot he's gonna be back at my time here.. 10pm the most or 11 sumtin. otherwise.. will wait till late night. .then.. then... so lonely.. and tot he's gonna be home early.. cos cant msg mah thats why.. then will be disappointed. dun want..
then since he isnt home, and i feel bad leaving my c fren behind, me took a cab and went back there..
after some times, sam called to say he's home.
then ard 3 plus was leaving already.. but then my fren wanna sing badly for the night.. so end up heading to party world.=.=
then me reach home 6am plus. and sam still waiting.. really glad he waited.. so sweet..
hm. .what a off huh...
a very9 tiring one..
i wish he can spend off day with me.. if he'd did, i would've been so much happier.. then no need to go through a whole nite of... yeah.. well.. but he seems to had fun. so yeah.. its ok... he happy.. me ok..
im a home person. bu i need something to stop me from having late nights. its not that good actually.. but. .what i need most isnt ard tat time...
anyway its my childhood fren's night. she was having stress about work.. shes been there for me. so yyup. me glad to be there for her too. i hope after she cried abit last night, she'll feel much better now... ..hopefully...
guess she went to sing2 is a good idea after all.. let her tears out for abit is good..
she lend me her listening ears at times.. now, me just glad to chill with her for abit...
i cant wait to slp....... gosh........
today was one hell at work day.. hm... then at night.. izuan keep asking ppl to go out.. at the end, we just eat supper. cos me also haven eaten. then so long never meet azza already. my ex colleague.
so.. yeah. good thing they really send me back early.. just on time. so.. yup. just a short gathering while..
today at work super pathetic. not enuff slp.. argh... really2 .. argh...... stand also can fall aslp.. sit also.. gosh.
morning.. watch him sleeping....... :) ahhh so nice.. so sweet.. cant explain... just a very ncie sweet feeling.. innocent.. :)
mata
- broken rules= contract broken into pieces.futile.-
ok.. starting from ytd..
sam went out with his frens.. and its my off day.. feeling super bored, me went out. met up wiht my childhood fren. but then came along another fren of hers.
so.. nvm ar.. we go eat.. then go bookshop.. then took my c fren to see my bro at his working place. as it was already closing, we cant go in.. so can only look from the outside.. but theres a security guard near the window door.. LOL.. i was waving at him.. then it strikes me.. shoot.. i cant let the guard see me like that.. wait he complain or what about my bro. so me halfway waving up my hand, i quickly stretch up another one of my arm.. and.. yeah... pretending to do stretching.. XD my c fren was like. .where got ppl do stretching outside lv shop wan!XD hahaha. really funny sia.. my last min thinking. XD
then. .waited for bro to finish work. .been agessssssssssss since my bro last meet our c fren. we chat abit.. then my c fren bought me and bro to pub.(she really wanted to go crazy and sing lots). but bro and me felt too tired. don wan go. so once again.. i turn down my fren.. haiz.. feeling really guilty that she's feeling stress, and i cant stay by her side.. haiz. cos i was really too tired.. cant stand it.. but she's ok with it she say..
so me and bro took a cab home. cos too tired to even wait for a 5mins bus. and me wanna go back home online too. super tired plus scared sam online already waiting.. cos he did say will onlien after reach home. so yeah..scared he alsp already.. me rush back.. online.. but.. no one's there....
feeling puzzled,.. me decided to try calling him perhaps.. he picked up at my 2nd attempts to call.
and first thing i heard,theres girls singing.. obviously in some kind of a club or pub. and he sounded high too. if he dances with other girls, me would've been so heartbroken and disappointed of course.. but he say no. he pushes them to his frens he said. and i trust him. :) he wont hurt me deshio..
then. ..like. .yeah... i guess good thing me never stay and wait at home.. cos me really tot he's gonna be back at my time here.. 10pm the most or 11 sumtin. otherwise.. will wait till late night. .then.. then... so lonely.. and tot he's gonna be home early.. cos cant msg mah thats why.. then will be disappointed. dun want..
then since he isnt home, and i feel bad leaving my c fren behind, me took a cab and went back there..
after some times, sam called to say he's home.
then ard 3 plus was leaving already.. but then my fren wanna sing badly for the night.. so end up heading to party world.=.=
then me reach home 6am plus. and sam still waiting.. really glad he waited.. so sweet..
hm. .what a off huh...
a very9 tiring one..
i wish he can spend off day with me.. if he'd did, i would've been so much happier.. then no need to go through a whole nite of... yeah.. well.. but he seems to had fun. so yeah.. its ok... he happy.. me ok..
im a home person. bu i need something to stop me from having late nights. its not that good actually.. but. .what i need most isnt ard tat time...
anyway its my childhood fren's night. she was having stress about work.. shes been there for me. so yyup. me glad to be there for her too. i hope after she cried abit last night, she'll feel much better now... ..hopefully...
guess she went to sing2 is a good idea after all.. let her tears out for abit is good..
she lend me her listening ears at times.. now, me just glad to chill with her for abit...
i cant wait to slp....... gosh........
today was one hell at work day.. hm... then at night.. izuan keep asking ppl to go out.. at the end, we just eat supper. cos me also haven eaten. then so long never meet azza already. my ex colleague.
so.. yeah. good thing they really send me back early.. just on time. so.. yup. just a short gathering while..
today at work super pathetic. not enuff slp.. argh... really2 .. argh...... stand also can fall aslp.. sit also.. gosh.
morning.. watch him sleeping....... :) ahhh so nice.. so sweet.. cant explain... just a very ncie sweet feeling.. innocent.. :)
mata
- broken rules= contract broken into pieces.futile.-
10 September 2009
whatever -_-
ok... so.. here i am.. on my off day......
gosh.. auto wakey early again.. -_-
hm.. started to sneeze badly again........
...then..... was watching halfway the movie now.. alone.
gonna be heading out later. cant wait.. cos its sickening to stay at home. .is quiet.. its boring.. its lifeless. i just HATED it.
do whatever it is.. i just wanna head out now..
its a upsetting day.
sigh.. would rather stay at home watching a movie with.... ...yeah.. .. o well.....
so boring now.. no mood to do anything..
nah.. forget it i guess. just continue my movie.. and wait to see whos coming online.
have u ever felt that you're in this place.., but your heart isnt there.. well let me tell ya.. that feeling sucks.had it just now.. and it sucks. just hated it.
sigh
i hate my off day
mata
gosh.. auto wakey early again.. -_-
hm.. started to sneeze badly again........
...then..... was watching halfway the movie now.. alone.
gonna be heading out later. cant wait.. cos its sickening to stay at home. .is quiet.. its boring.. its lifeless. i just HATED it.
do whatever it is.. i just wanna head out now..
its a upsetting day.
sigh.. would rather stay at home watching a movie with.... ...yeah.. .. o well.....
so boring now.. no mood to do anything..
nah.. forget it i guess. just continue my movie.. and wait to see whos coming online.
have u ever felt that you're in this place.., but your heart isnt there.. well let me tell ya.. that feeling sucks.had it just now.. and it sucks. just hated it.
sigh
i hate my off day
mata
Headache Through
u know a stupid uncle was looking at me today!! cos theres only one road for me to walk back to shop after buying lunch. then this bloody uncle from office was like looking at me and turning his head eyes still on me when me walked past him. freaking hell. im disgusted by that.the way he look.. gosh.. like some kind of a psycho..
tmr off... was happy actually.. cos get to rest.... and.. yeah.. get away from work and promo.. ..
then.... turn out that.. ...the most important person.. i cannot spend my time with.. :( so sad..... ...its so tough....... feel so lonely sometimes.
sometimes wanna off day stay at home rest.. but.. without sammy ard.. i really2 dislike the feeling of staying at home. its either im going out to shop, bring mum out, or go out with frens. ..its kinda diffcult for me to rest at home now. i just hate to be alone at home. unless theres mrg shift. but.. schedule out.. and mrg shift i can count with my one hand fingers.
shoot... head hurts so much at the tot of all these............ its like wanan split open already............ ...argh... kirai na!!
....
ross my boss say.. to manager.. 'dunno what happen to pauline.. nowadays ask her to stay back work a few more hours, or come down work during OFF DAY, she don want.'
hello???????????????????????????????????????
what!??
c'mon ppl. look at this. how many hours i've been working per week. how many light of the days have i been seeing? how many off i get in a week?? is he crazy??? -_-
but my colleague did point that out to the boss,... korean boss... that i already got so many full.. and stuff.
..sigh... u know what..
.. forget it..
argh. head... .. hurts.... no med taken yet.. .dun wan... resist... .. let me be.. ________ for abit now.. ...
haiz
.... mata.... :(
tmr off... was happy actually.. cos get to rest.... and.. yeah.. get away from work and promo.. ..
then.... turn out that.. ...the most important person.. i cannot spend my time with.. :( so sad..... ...its so tough....... feel so lonely sometimes.
sometimes wanna off day stay at home rest.. but.. without sammy ard.. i really2 dislike the feeling of staying at home. its either im going out to shop, bring mum out, or go out with frens. ..its kinda diffcult for me to rest at home now. i just hate to be alone at home. unless theres mrg shift. but.. schedule out.. and mrg shift i can count with my one hand fingers.
shoot... head hurts so much at the tot of all these............ its like wanan split open already............ ...argh... kirai na!!
....
ross my boss say.. to manager.. 'dunno what happen to pauline.. nowadays ask her to stay back work a few more hours, or come down work during OFF DAY, she don want.'
hello???????????????????????????????????????
what!??
c'mon ppl. look at this. how many hours i've been working per week. how many light of the days have i been seeing? how many off i get in a week?? is he crazy??? -_-
but my colleague did point that out to the boss,... korean boss... that i already got so many full.. and stuff.
..sigh... u know what..
.. forget it..
argh. head... .. hurts.... no med taken yet.. .dun wan... resist... .. let me be.. ________ for abit now.. ...
haiz
.... mata.... :(
09 September 2009
Leave Them
me just finished bathing... wow.. see.. me fiish work at 4pm. now 6 already...
...from now on me swear not gonna msg sammy in msn when offline. was frustrated that the msgs got all mixed up sometimes.. din know what was going on anymore. so.. ..yeah. i wonder how many msgs from him me never receive.. because it got auto delete?? -_- u know how sad that is to type something across, yet never received by the other party.
today.. aite... on my lappy from morning till finish work. no boss ard. business good.. so.. yeah/ me get to check and update my mails.. good. now just waiting for my stuffs to arrive.cant wait.
hm..... got more new staffs and partimers all coming.. cos alot of ppl quitting. ..... u know... of all things.. ... theres this scary possibility that me........ might get to quit even before november.
i cant confirm this yet. but i wont rule out this possibility. reason, long story. but yes.. all im saying here now is, theres a 40% chance of me leaving earlier.
lets say if this really happen, hm.. i'll have plenty of time to sort things out. chill.. learn something new..
but.. what im gonna miss most is.. ..hm.. my customers.. the nice customers..
speaking of which.. ha. today theres a regular pop in again.
erm. lets cut it short. i had a bad impression of him at first. XD oops sorry!! he got this angmoh accent. he bought a keychain from me. then ask this and that...for abit. then me tot he was a indian mix..those stingy types..
today, i guess he's abit arab mixed. but no. i got to know that he's born in singapore. so yup. a singaporean. but he's what.. mexico?? not sure cos i was on the phone when he said that.
oops................. sorry..... but its all ok now. got a better impressioon of him. and yup.
customers are nice. (sometimes:P)
this toyshop..one of the reason why me like working there is because they have the type of customers i like. can talk.. can joke. can laugh. ha.. ..
o well...........
....me don feel like thinking much..haiyo.. dunno why sleepy after work.. argh..
...hm... .... o well.
think me gonna check on the net for more interesting stuffs.. .
..
mata
...from now on me swear not gonna msg sammy in msn when offline. was frustrated that the msgs got all mixed up sometimes.. din know what was going on anymore. so.. ..yeah. i wonder how many msgs from him me never receive.. because it got auto delete?? -_- u know how sad that is to type something across, yet never received by the other party.
today.. aite... on my lappy from morning till finish work. no boss ard. business good.. so.. yeah/ me get to check and update my mails.. good. now just waiting for my stuffs to arrive.cant wait.
hm..... got more new staffs and partimers all coming.. cos alot of ppl quitting. ..... u know... of all things.. ... theres this scary possibility that me........ might get to quit even before november.
i cant confirm this yet. but i wont rule out this possibility. reason, long story. but yes.. all im saying here now is, theres a 40% chance of me leaving earlier.
lets say if this really happen, hm.. i'll have plenty of time to sort things out. chill.. learn something new..
but.. what im gonna miss most is.. ..hm.. my customers.. the nice customers..
speaking of which.. ha. today theres a regular pop in again.
erm. lets cut it short. i had a bad impression of him at first. XD oops sorry!! he got this angmoh accent. he bought a keychain from me. then ask this and that...for abit. then me tot he was a indian mix..those stingy types..
today, i guess he's abit arab mixed. but no. i got to know that he's born in singapore. so yup. a singaporean. but he's what.. mexico?? not sure cos i was on the phone when he said that.
oops................. sorry..... but its all ok now. got a better impressioon of him. and yup.
customers are nice. (sometimes:P)
this toyshop..one of the reason why me like working there is because they have the type of customers i like. can talk.. can joke. can laugh. ha.. ..
o well...........
....me don feel like thinking much..haiyo.. dunno why sleepy after work.. argh..
...hm... .... o well.
think me gonna check on the net for more interesting stuffs.. .
..
mata
08 September 2009
Boomber Boom2 Rang! ^^
boomerang!!! wee~~ ^^ me so want it.. really cant wait to get my hands on it.. hahahahah..... :D oh... and i've already thought of what to get for my frens.. hm.. anyway, yup.. been soooooo long ago since i've wished for a real boomerang.. i cant belive.. ..im this close to getting it.. and.. yeah.. happy desu.. .. :) its.. like ..really happening.. same to.. me flying there.. its.. ..amazing...
heard one staff confirmed quitting already. 2 more goign off this month. me not sure whether.... ... hm....... haiz. if more ppl gone, staffs like us seniors, will have lots of workloads.. and.... ...:( its not gonna be pretty. im just hoping.. my work.. my health.. everything is gonna take me through all the way till nov... ..
otherwise.. .. hm..... there might be a plan b. easy way.
i was so sick last night.. slping also having a big problem.. :( toss and turn for about and hour before i managed to fall aslp.. so wanted to msg sam.. but.. din have the energy to move.. but.. i guess the only good thing me didnt do that was,.. he did woke up u know.. and send me a msg. if he read my msg about how sick and me missing him,. gosh. don think he can slp that well.. so.. ..yeah.. was so surprised though... as if.. i almost tot he could feel my distress call..
today.. morning.. feeling all so weak.. but.. now.. feeling so much better.. weak and tired.. but.. yeah. better. and not surprisingly,.. -_- ppl always remind me to take my med. dots.... why cant i remmeber??! XD haiyo...... ant tell ya how glad i am. wee!! :D happy!!
and its always same ppl. coincidence?.. =.= woo
tmr is morning shift. cant tell ya how i cherish it man... so gonna muakz my day tmr! haha..
hm... lets see what plans i might got.. hmm........ dunno... to rest.. or to... ... hm...... =.= ..
mata!
heard one staff confirmed quitting already. 2 more goign off this month. me not sure whether.... ... hm....... haiz. if more ppl gone, staffs like us seniors, will have lots of workloads.. and.... ...:( its not gonna be pretty. im just hoping.. my work.. my health.. everything is gonna take me through all the way till nov... ..
otherwise.. .. hm..... there might be a plan b. easy way.
i was so sick last night.. slping also having a big problem.. :( toss and turn for about and hour before i managed to fall aslp.. so wanted to msg sam.. but.. din have the energy to move.. but.. i guess the only good thing me didnt do that was,.. he did woke up u know.. and send me a msg. if he read my msg about how sick and me missing him,. gosh. don think he can slp that well.. so.. ..yeah.. was so surprised though... as if.. i almost tot he could feel my distress call..
today.. morning.. feeling all so weak.. but.. now.. feeling so much better.. weak and tired.. but.. yeah. better. and not surprisingly,.. -_- ppl always remind me to take my med. dots.... why cant i remmeber??! XD haiyo...... ant tell ya how glad i am. wee!! :D happy!!
and its always same ppl. coincidence?.. =.= woo
tmr is morning shift. cant tell ya how i cherish it man... so gonna muakz my day tmr! haha..
hm... lets see what plans i might got.. hmm........ dunno... to rest.. or to... ... hm...... =.= ..
mata!
07 September 2009
Faintish
oh... my spicy noodles me cooked ytd, hehe. redz and mum tasted it say very nice! ^^ yay!! thats one of my signature dish yo! ;) hehe... bro ask me cook for them also. XD haha..but not enuff ingredient.. so.. too bad.;)
last night before slp, had a great talk with sammy. so happy. :)hee. me so glad im home. :)
oh that day.. when meeting redz and bro for dinner.. sat. so weirdXD me wanna walk to ion. then dunno how me end up at wisma. then walk.. tot its mrt..can go out to outside ion.. then end up at taka!! XD! lol. redz also dunno how me do the walking.. dots..
dunnno what happen that night.
me actually don feel like typing much. cos im sick today.
at first tot its gonna be a short runny nose. but.. end up getting worse. so weak now... me even fell aslp in bus.. so wanna continue slping there.. cos too tired and without energy to get up..
perhaps i've been slping late? ..
totally weak now.. huu.. i hope tmr i'll get well. cos the aircon there is gonna be double cold. haiz...... :( sick... dislike desu..
ppl can even tell im sick from over the phone. ha
sigh... will rest well tonight bah.. though. not sure wanna eat anot. .my only meal of the day is at 1.30pm.
... feeling... faintish now.. ...
.. :/
mata...
last night before slp, had a great talk with sammy. so happy. :)hee. me so glad im home. :)
oh that day.. when meeting redz and bro for dinner.. sat. so weirdXD me wanna walk to ion. then dunno how me end up at wisma. then walk.. tot its mrt..can go out to outside ion.. then end up at taka!! XD! lol. redz also dunno how me do the walking.. dots..
dunnno what happen that night.
me actually don feel like typing much. cos im sick today.
at first tot its gonna be a short runny nose. but.. end up getting worse. so weak now... me even fell aslp in bus.. so wanna continue slping there.. cos too tired and without energy to get up..
perhaps i've been slping late? ..
totally weak now.. huu.. i hope tmr i'll get well. cos the aircon there is gonna be double cold. haiz...... :( sick... dislike desu..
ppl can even tell im sick from over the phone. ha
sigh... will rest well tonight bah.. though. not sure wanna eat anot. .my only meal of the day is at 1.30pm.
... feeling... faintish now.. ...
.. :/
mata...
06 September 2009
Weekend Ended
my childhood fren planned to sing kbox till morning tonight actually. then have a simple dinenr first.. she asked along 2 other frens. supposed to be after eating, they leave, me and my fren go kbox. but then.. they decided to go play pool...
we had our dinner at waraku. ate alot... omg. haha. they order alot. that we play guessing number game.. who lose, take a bite of the remaining unfinish food. and yup. thats how we finish everything up.. =.=
pool........ well.. me dunno how to play that well. been taught once by someone before. then today, they teach me. it kinda aite.. at the end of session, me geing the hang of it. :) still need more practice though of course. my ch fren suggested a bet. we lost. she won with another fren. so me and another person gotta trreat tehm ben and jerrys icce cream next time. haiyo. tehy so happy sia!!
then shockingly,.. i met my primary school fren. also a fren of my childhood fren. i was so shocked.. she recognize me.. but she din recognize my childhood fren. my childhood fren say becos my face never change-_-. ..ahem.. duno.. anyway..
theress another primary school fren my ch fren was telling me about. long story.. her name is.. h.x. and i heard she got a boyfren.. very ugly looking but very rich. they've been together foryears. and theyre getting married. WOW. Shock!!!! omg..
these 2 primary mates of mine.. ... me actually got some hard feeligns towards them.. cos.. long story man.. lets just say tehres alot of backstabbing behingd these girls. and thats why i swear im not gonna be like one of those girls.. argh.
very slpy.. very tired.. my heart is yearning for home.. him.. was wondering hard.. so difficult. then me decided to bring up the subject.. i aske dmy ch fren if its ok im not going for kbox.. she was so shocked. me felt bad.. but... yeah... good thing she say ok.. then me.. yeah.. feel bad.. but still.. me really need to get home.. aint the time to stay out late man.
im so tired now. thinking about next week's schedule beats me up.. sigh.
3 months.. :( how can i take it.. omg.... im holding on real hard... huuu........... u have no idea.. ..:(
chan lu say he's quitting. omg... so sad. vaz also soon. haiz.. see.. now this company no ppl already.. tough job man.. its the schedule that kill us.
oh.. at the pool, theres this girl.. with her 2 girl frens, and her bf. she play with her bf. and she was acting cool all the way like some kind of a rich spoiled girl. i pity her bf man. really dislike her.
ytd.. and today.. ok.. not that bad.. hm..... ... i really wish he's here now.. my motivation to keep me moving on..... to push me look forward to that off.. or half shift.. so i can get a date.. spend with him.. without him here..., perhaps thats why.. my working days been getting tougher.. as though im having difficulty catching my breath..
actually today would be a nice day to stay at home. bro and redz are at home.. then me can chill with them.. haiz.. why ne.. everytime me bored, they cant keep me company at home. when me got plans, they're at home. -_- argh..
but.. in anycase..
.... tmr.. another week to hang on to...
promo coming.. ..:( sigh....
u have no idea how stress my heart is now about work. not stress about anything in particular.. but.. the tiredness part.... the working time.. is killing me,.. im working like a china staff.. haiz. ..:(
.....
mata... ...
we had our dinner at waraku. ate alot... omg. haha. they order alot. that we play guessing number game.. who lose, take a bite of the remaining unfinish food. and yup. thats how we finish everything up.. =.=
pool........ well.. me dunno how to play that well. been taught once by someone before. then today, they teach me. it kinda aite.. at the end of session, me geing the hang of it. :) still need more practice though of course. my ch fren suggested a bet. we lost. she won with another fren. so me and another person gotta trreat tehm ben and jerrys icce cream next time. haiyo. tehy so happy sia!!
then shockingly,.. i met my primary school fren. also a fren of my childhood fren. i was so shocked.. she recognize me.. but she din recognize my childhood fren. my childhood fren say becos my face never change-_-. ..ahem.. duno.. anyway..
theress another primary school fren my ch fren was telling me about. long story.. her name is.. h.x. and i heard she got a boyfren.. very ugly looking but very rich. they've been together foryears. and theyre getting married. WOW. Shock!!!! omg..
these 2 primary mates of mine.. ... me actually got some hard feeligns towards them.. cos.. long story man.. lets just say tehres alot of backstabbing behingd these girls. and thats why i swear im not gonna be like one of those girls.. argh.
very slpy.. very tired.. my heart is yearning for home.. him.. was wondering hard.. so difficult. then me decided to bring up the subject.. i aske dmy ch fren if its ok im not going for kbox.. she was so shocked. me felt bad.. but... yeah... good thing she say ok.. then me.. yeah.. feel bad.. but still.. me really need to get home.. aint the time to stay out late man.
im so tired now. thinking about next week's schedule beats me up.. sigh.
3 months.. :( how can i take it.. omg.... im holding on real hard... huuu........... u have no idea.. ..:(
chan lu say he's quitting. omg... so sad. vaz also soon. haiz.. see.. now this company no ppl already.. tough job man.. its the schedule that kill us.
oh.. at the pool, theres this girl.. with her 2 girl frens, and her bf. she play with her bf. and she was acting cool all the way like some kind of a rich spoiled girl. i pity her bf man. really dislike her.
ytd.. and today.. ok.. not that bad.. hm..... ... i really wish he's here now.. my motivation to keep me moving on..... to push me look forward to that off.. or half shift.. so i can get a date.. spend with him.. without him here..., perhaps thats why.. my working days been getting tougher.. as though im having difficulty catching my breath..
actually today would be a nice day to stay at home. bro and redz are at home.. then me can chill with them.. haiz.. why ne.. everytime me bored, they cant keep me company at home. when me got plans, they're at home. -_- argh..
but.. in anycase..
.... tmr.. another week to hang on to...
promo coming.. ..:( sigh....
u have no idea how stress my heart is now about work. not stress about anything in particular.. but.. the tiredness part.... the working time.. is killing me,.. im working like a china staff.. haiz. ..:(
.....
mata... ...
05 September 2009
Shopping Destress Time!!
ok.. so i know of this person who lives in australia. he's a local there. and i was so surprised when he told me that he's trying to find a asian wife. =.= i thought.. the womens there should be all.. quite good looking.. erm.. polite or sumtin?? but he say no. the aussie womens are Mean And Snobs. all of them he said. i dunno man. i din know that could be the case. wow.. they're mean, rude and snobs?.. ... whoa.. no wonder my customers.. gosh. alotttttttttttt of them got asian wifes. =.=
i dunno. all im saying is, im just surprised. that.. yeah..
me just came back from movie and shopping trip. me reach home. .whoa... din know i was so tired and slpy.. cant help it.. fell aslp for a short while.. decided not to go out.. then sam say he's going out till late. then me.. hm.. think2.. better don let mum stay at home like that.. nothing to do.. then.. somemore if sam's gone.. me very3 bored at home on a sat too. -_- so... picked myself up, and went out. really feel like slping...
went to town.. took mum to a jap resttaurant.. :) then went bugis.. but.. huu.. the thign me wanna get no more.. in fact, 2 items me never get(cos thought in future like get now will still have..), is gone! sold out or what.. no stocks.. huu.. if only me had just buy them from the start.. don wait.. huu.. wasted... really wanna get those stuffs.. thought they'll still be there.. haiz.
then.. send mum to busstop.. went to town again. shop3.. to destress.. haiz. then thats when sam saying heading back home. oh no... me really feel like turning back. throw away the ticket and head home now. but then. reedz msg he's already outside waiting. so... ...tch.. :( well......
but then.. get to talk with him tonight. :) really happy. its like.. he's back? haha. we're watching different movies, with different ppl. but in my heart,.. ..yeah.
morning at work.. .gosh........ -_- boring!! me online till finish work.. gosh.. and its sooo cold there!! huu :( even customers also ask us to feedback to our bosses.. no need to open shop so early and close so late at that centre.
hm... me suddenly feel like. .wow. still got energy ne...
i cant tell ya how great it is. .to hear sammy's voice.. and laughter.. all the kawaii2 expressions.. :)its just so.. ..:) like back in those days.. im glad sammy really sounded happy and energetic. ^^ and that gibs me all the more laughter and happiness.
mata
i dunno. all im saying is, im just surprised. that.. yeah..
me just came back from movie and shopping trip. me reach home. .whoa... din know i was so tired and slpy.. cant help it.. fell aslp for a short while.. decided not to go out.. then sam say he's going out till late. then me.. hm.. think2.. better don let mum stay at home like that.. nothing to do.. then.. somemore if sam's gone.. me very3 bored at home on a sat too. -_- so... picked myself up, and went out. really feel like slping...
went to town.. took mum to a jap resttaurant.. :) then went bugis.. but.. huu.. the thign me wanna get no more.. in fact, 2 items me never get(cos thought in future like get now will still have..), is gone! sold out or what.. no stocks.. huu.. if only me had just buy them from the start.. don wait.. huu.. wasted... really wanna get those stuffs.. thought they'll still be there.. haiz.
then.. send mum to busstop.. went to town again. shop3.. to destress.. haiz. then thats when sam saying heading back home. oh no... me really feel like turning back. throw away the ticket and head home now. but then. reedz msg he's already outside waiting. so... ...tch.. :( well......
but then.. get to talk with him tonight. :) really happy. its like.. he's back? haha. we're watching different movies, with different ppl. but in my heart,.. ..yeah.
morning at work.. .gosh........ -_- boring!! me online till finish work.. gosh.. and its sooo cold there!! huu :( even customers also ask us to feedback to our bosses.. no need to open shop so early and close so late at that centre.
hm... me suddenly feel like. .wow. still got energy ne...
i cant tell ya how great it is. .to hear sammy's voice.. and laughter.. all the kawaii2 expressions.. :)its just so.. ..:) like back in those days.. im glad sammy really sounded happy and energetic. ^^ and that gibs me all the more laughter and happiness.
mata
04 September 2009
The Romantic Sweet Bicycle Ride
hm.. ydt slpt early.. feeling abit better now..
u know... im really glad im not flying off right now. because of what izuan told me about the dream he had,.. brr...... no matter how much me don care,.. will still worried abit cos of its coincidence. so.. haha. pray for me in dec ne. :) hee. :P
u know.... it doesnt matter whether a guy owns a car or motor bike.. really.
u know.. for 2 days in a row, morning i saw this couple.. (hm.. don think they same person bah) the guy wearing shirt.. seems like going to work.. then he was riding this bicycle.. with a girl behind him. i was like.. awwwwww... thats so sweet... somoehow i seems better than a car.. its so... :) nice... so sweet ne..
no matter what u got.. isnt it the best when u have someone in ur heart u work so hard for? to be happy with everything.
material life..this kind of thing.. everyone sought after.. aint number 1.. what is your number 1?
...haiz.. .. so wanna go to marina cathcy plushie place... but... ..don have the courage to step in there yet... alot of sweet memories there.. dunno what will i be thinking if i step foot in there..
.. one day.. ...one day ne... ..
sam just wokey whne me on msn with him.. so wanted to on webby.and ask him to smile.. but.. me never on.. been waiting for him to just wakey.. but.. .. dunno.. din do it.. scared... miss the kawaii morning smile so much.. love it so much. hee. till..... so difficult to explain.. till.. ....afraid to see it.. cos... will then... wont let go?..... dots.. aint sound right.
but just.. well.... simply put. he got the best mrg smile to cheer me up the start of my day. best med.
cant explain it. :)
k.. me gonna rest down early i guess.. ..
mata
u know... im really glad im not flying off right now. because of what izuan told me about the dream he had,.. brr...... no matter how much me don care,.. will still worried abit cos of its coincidence. so.. haha. pray for me in dec ne. :) hee. :P
u know.... it doesnt matter whether a guy owns a car or motor bike.. really.
u know.. for 2 days in a row, morning i saw this couple.. (hm.. don think they same person bah) the guy wearing shirt.. seems like going to work.. then he was riding this bicycle.. with a girl behind him. i was like.. awwwwww... thats so sweet... somoehow i seems better than a car.. its so... :) nice... so sweet ne..
no matter what u got.. isnt it the best when u have someone in ur heart u work so hard for? to be happy with everything.
material life..this kind of thing.. everyone sought after.. aint number 1.. what is your number 1?
...haiz.. .. so wanna go to marina cathcy plushie place... but... ..don have the courage to step in there yet... alot of sweet memories there.. dunno what will i be thinking if i step foot in there..
.. one day.. ...one day ne... ..
sam just wokey whne me on msn with him.. so wanted to on webby.and ask him to smile.. but.. me never on.. been waiting for him to just wakey.. but.. .. dunno.. din do it.. scared... miss the kawaii morning smile so much.. love it so much. hee. till..... so difficult to explain.. till.. ....afraid to see it.. cos... will then... wont let go?..... dots.. aint sound right.
but just.. well.... simply put. he got the best mrg smile to cheer me up the start of my day. best med.
cant explain it. :)
k.. me gonna rest down early i guess.. ..
mata
03 September 2009
It's A Cold Day
haiyo... that place its the fire station.. the taxi driver say its st john.-_- and i fell for it. ..dots.. the view in orchard.. wow.. at night.. its amazing.. :) really nice.. its as though im outta singapore.. haha
start to feel abit hungry now... argh.... cant tell ya how sleepy i am...... =.= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz slping already while typing this.. ha.
nah.. trying to keep my eyes open.. wondering.. should i eat before slp??
ha.. i can tell for sure.. tonight i can slp within one min. wooo......
hungry ne...
just now super thirsty..
hm......
oh.. sri's in that centre today.. the donut girl. me pass by to say hi. haha.. she say i look better with my specs on XD isit? haha... dunno.. dun care..
huu.. eyes gonna close.. to eat or to slp straight.. actually the best would to eat downstairs with bro and redz.. but me think redz not eating bah.. breakfast not too long ago mah.
sianz.........
stuck in between... in middle...
a part of me wanna eat and stay up late.. cos wanna find a way to destress.
another part of me, wish to slp super early now, and all the way through.
dunno ne... me so hungry now..
and super duper slpy.... ..zzzzzzzz
hair aint dry yet.. haiyo... sianz....
i think im gonna eat.. yes...
hm... k then.. cant wait for my weekend. somaybe gonna go shop. haiz.. destress...... not a good way... but... huu...................... what to do..
my hand.. cos wanna get up and faster get my lappy tat day.. he online mah.. then......... ..hand dunno how brushed against the wood or sumtin.. got cut.. huu.. tot ok already.. but today, maybe bump into the wound alot of times? like. .becum swollen and pain.. abit. very uncomfy.. dun like..
hm...
now... no one here to kissy my wounds for me already.... ...ouch.. .. heart hurts all of a sudden.. ..
just now.. in bus home.. aircon so strong.. im cold..
now... im cold again... no warmth wrap ard me..
..
but..... i will hang on.. no matter what. ..haii.. ...
mata
start to feel abit hungry now... argh.... cant tell ya how sleepy i am...... =.= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz slping already while typing this.. ha.
nah.. trying to keep my eyes open.. wondering.. should i eat before slp??
ha.. i can tell for sure.. tonight i can slp within one min. wooo......
hungry ne...
just now super thirsty..
hm......
oh.. sri's in that centre today.. the donut girl. me pass by to say hi. haha.. she say i look better with my specs on XD isit? haha... dunno.. dun care..
huu.. eyes gonna close.. to eat or to slp straight.. actually the best would to eat downstairs with bro and redz.. but me think redz not eating bah.. breakfast not too long ago mah.
sianz.........
stuck in between... in middle...
a part of me wanna eat and stay up late.. cos wanna find a way to destress.
another part of me, wish to slp super early now, and all the way through.
dunno ne... me so hungry now..
and super duper slpy.... ..zzzzzzzz
hair aint dry yet.. haiyo... sianz....
i think im gonna eat.. yes...
hm... k then.. cant wait for my weekend. somaybe gonna go shop. haiz.. destress...... not a good way... but... huu...................... what to do..
my hand.. cos wanna get up and faster get my lappy tat day.. he online mah.. then......... ..hand dunno how brushed against the wood or sumtin.. got cut.. huu.. tot ok already.. but today, maybe bump into the wound alot of times? like. .becum swollen and pain.. abit. very uncomfy.. dun like..
hm...
now... no one here to kissy my wounds for me already.... ...ouch.. .. heart hurts all of a sudden.. ..
just now.. in bus home.. aircon so strong.. im cold..
now... im cold again... no warmth wrap ard me..
..
but..... i will hang on.. no matter what. ..haii.. ...
mata
02 September 2009
Bloody Pauline
wow.. this feels goodddddddddddddddddddd ^^ me finally home early!!! yay :) feels real good... :)
today working with khai.. ok ne.. no problem for me.. he aint anything sound like the others make him out to be. working with him is fine. he ask what needs to be ask.. so..yeah.. he did what i told.. so.. for me its aite.. hm.. yeah.. he seems to listen to everything.. ..so.. should be alrite bah..
haiyo.. gonna slp soon.. zzzzz slpy and tired.. but so comfy at home.. :)
erm... then.... oh.... :( me abit worried abt izuan's dream.. ..mum say. he's not supposed to say it to me. .must keep to himself.. the reason why im worry its becos.. hard as it is to belive, izuan's dreams.. weird creepy dreams. .always come true... hmmmmm..... ...u wanna know?...
he's not a chinese.. so.. i do not know how he dreamt of this related to chinese custom dream.. i was there too.. with him. alot of ppl there also.. they were spreading rice on teh floor. .while he's carrying the corpse. ppl were saying. .don step on teh rice. cos its not good.
let me explain.. for teh 7th of someone pass away, for chinese, some ppl spread the rice on the floor.. becos they belive the sprit will return to home on the 7th day of death. thats because the wanna see the spirit's 'footprints' on the rice floor. but izuan don care.. he step on them.. he said. suddenly he was covered in blood. he clsoe and open his eyes.. everything went bloody red.. and the corspe wake up, and called after him..
he say.. tehn i was there.. also step on the rice on the floor... then.. my whole face covered in blood.. everything went red for me too.. then i started crying..
i don like the sound of that.. cos the last time he told me about a dream of person cover in blood, the person really get something bad happen, and yes he's in blood. not that whole face in blood though.. but sill...
....
haiyo.. at a month like this somemore.. my goodness... -_- me certainly does not wanna end up like..having blood over me.. or something bad happen to me.. eew... touch wood...
hmm..... ....well..... ... maybe theres nothign to worry about after all.. but in anycase,.. just in case.. ... well.... i'll say goodbye hereXD! hahah.. kidding ..XD
kk.. gtg rest soon.. after movie :P
mata
today working with khai.. ok ne.. no problem for me.. he aint anything sound like the others make him out to be. working with him is fine. he ask what needs to be ask.. so..yeah.. he did what i told.. so.. for me its aite.. hm.. yeah.. he seems to listen to everything.. ..so.. should be alrite bah..
haiyo.. gonna slp soon.. zzzzz slpy and tired.. but so comfy at home.. :)
erm... then.... oh.... :( me abit worried abt izuan's dream.. ..mum say. he's not supposed to say it to me. .must keep to himself.. the reason why im worry its becos.. hard as it is to belive, izuan's dreams.. weird creepy dreams. .always come true... hmmmmm..... ...u wanna know?...
he's not a chinese.. so.. i do not know how he dreamt of this related to chinese custom dream.. i was there too.. with him. alot of ppl there also.. they were spreading rice on teh floor. .while he's carrying the corpse. ppl were saying. .don step on teh rice. cos its not good.
let me explain.. for teh 7th of someone pass away, for chinese, some ppl spread the rice on the floor.. becos they belive the sprit will return to home on the 7th day of death. thats because the wanna see the spirit's 'footprints' on the rice floor. but izuan don care.. he step on them.. he said. suddenly he was covered in blood. he clsoe and open his eyes.. everything went bloody red.. and the corspe wake up, and called after him..
he say.. tehn i was there.. also step on the rice on the floor... then.. my whole face covered in blood.. everything went red for me too.. then i started crying..
i don like the sound of that.. cos the last time he told me about a dream of person cover in blood, the person really get something bad happen, and yes he's in blood. not that whole face in blood though.. but sill...
....
haiyo.. at a month like this somemore.. my goodness... -_- me certainly does not wanna end up like..having blood over me.. or something bad happen to me.. eew... touch wood...
hmm..... ....well..... ... maybe theres nothign to worry about after all.. but in anycase,.. just in case.. ... well.... i'll say goodbye hereXD! hahah.. kidding ..XD
kk.. gtg rest soon.. after movie :P
mata
01 September 2009
Ain't No Innocent XD
-_- tmr working with khai.. hard he got a bad attitude towards work.. .. but!!! nonetheless, me so gonna keep my cool, and work through it. yup! will ganbate!!!!
wish me luck ne. .:P peace.... hehe
haiyo. slpy.. me so gonna slp early this time. .huu
in the bus.., mansoor tell me this morning meeting,... hahn said the same thing again.. 'in this company, only one person who never take MC.. everytime she sick, no matter what she still come to work. she is pauline. everyone gotta be like her and learn from her. '
i was like........... ...dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
omg.......................... huuuuuu.... why he say that.. me feel so.. ..haiyo..
anyway..
mansoor also tell me.. the neighbour shop at that centre where i was working, tell him me close shop very early then go back home. omg!!!!! i was so angry(again). cos i hate ppl say thigns that aint true about me!! but mansoor know.. so yup.. me glad.. tch. bloody indians tailors.. nothign to do.. anyhow talk..
omg.. its hilarious... i was saying how jeff(his best fren, our fren) is so much more innocent than him. omg.. LOL..... izuans face like.. LOL.... i cant stop laughing!! he aint buying it! he say no!! jeff did more erm.. whatever things.. innocent??!! he asked. ha!! he just cant belive i say that XD!!
then super funny thing happen.. he went out for a few shhort secs, then came back again to retaliate. LOL. all becos of that!XD!! he say he more innocent cmpare to jeff! LOL.... i cant tell ya man. .how hard i was laughing at him. .XD!!!
why he get so worked up over this.. haha
oh.. was in the shop.. videoing... soft toys dancing.. omg.. crazy already huh.. ha.. well. .thats the way we destress i guess...
hm. .taht staff not quitting already after a talk with hahn this morning. soon, me only working with khai and norman.. -_-me keeping my fingers crossed... oh well......... -_- haiz
schedule changing again.. -_- what to do huh... irritating.
kk.. need to slp..
mata ne
wish me luck ne. .:P peace.... hehe
haiyo. slpy.. me so gonna slp early this time. .huu
in the bus.., mansoor tell me this morning meeting,... hahn said the same thing again.. 'in this company, only one person who never take MC.. everytime she sick, no matter what she still come to work. she is pauline. everyone gotta be like her and learn from her. '
i was like........... ...dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
omg.......................... huuuuuu.... why he say that.. me feel so.. ..haiyo..
anyway..
mansoor also tell me.. the neighbour shop at that centre where i was working, tell him me close shop very early then go back home. omg!!!!! i was so angry(again). cos i hate ppl say thigns that aint true about me!! but mansoor know.. so yup.. me glad.. tch. bloody indians tailors.. nothign to do.. anyhow talk..
omg.. its hilarious... i was saying how jeff(his best fren, our fren) is so much more innocent than him. omg.. LOL..... izuans face like.. LOL.... i cant stop laughing!! he aint buying it! he say no!! jeff did more erm.. whatever things.. innocent??!! he asked. ha!! he just cant belive i say that XD!!
then super funny thing happen.. he went out for a few shhort secs, then came back again to retaliate. LOL. all becos of that!XD!! he say he more innocent cmpare to jeff! LOL.... i cant tell ya man. .how hard i was laughing at him. .XD!!!
why he get so worked up over this.. haha
oh.. was in the shop.. videoing... soft toys dancing.. omg.. crazy already huh.. ha.. well. .thats the way we destress i guess...
hm. .taht staff not quitting already after a talk with hahn this morning. soon, me only working with khai and norman.. -_-me keeping my fingers crossed... oh well......... -_- haiz
schedule changing again.. -_- what to do huh... irritating.
kk.. need to slp..
mata ne
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