Don't Worry

ytd morning.. walking through supermarket... was with mum.. but my mind's on somebody else... ..huu..... miss sammy ne... .. really do.. ..

i'll always remember how sam always hug me tight and say to me while smiling so sweet... 'you're mine. mine! belong all to me! wont let other guys have u.. you're all mine!..' i really misses that.. can never forget it.. his expressions.. always full of happiness.. smiley.. always so sweet... ....
....i miss his smiles and happiness shown on his face like that.. i really3 do.....
i love it when i can give him that kind of happiness... yeah... ...
thats what i wishes to give him the most..

mum was saying she's really worry about me..
saying she scared me anyhow go out to meet friends who i know through the internet.. asked me to be careful and stuff..
but me never ar..
so..
well... i just hope she worry no more... ..

she keep saying me eyes always on the lappy.. yeah.. me almost all the time on my lappy... ha. what to do.. nothing much to do..

sammy haven online though.. perhaps..busy ne..

well.. i'll wait here..

hm.....

its cold now..
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somehow im in a twirl.. ..

....mata.....