Need Slp Badly!!

today its killing me.. super9 tired and slpy.

ok.. starting from ytd..

sam went out with his frens.. and its my off day.. feeling super bored, me went out. met up wiht my childhood fren. but then came along another fren of hers.
so.. nvm ar.. we go eat.. then go bookshop.. then took my c fren to see my bro at his working place. as it was already closing, we cant go in.. so can only look from the outside.. but theres a security guard near the window door.. LOL.. i was waving at him.. then it strikes me.. shoot.. i cant let the guard see me like that.. wait he complain or what about my bro. so me halfway waving up my hand, i quickly stretch up another one of my arm.. and.. yeah... pretending to do stretching.. XD my c fren was like. .where got ppl do stretching outside lv shop wan!XD hahaha. really funny sia.. my last min thinking. XD

then. .waited for bro to finish work. .been agessssssssssss since my bro last meet our c fren. we chat abit.. then my c fren bought me and bro to pub.(she really wanted to go crazy and sing lots). but bro and me felt too tired. don wan go. so once again.. i turn down my fren.. haiz.. feeling really guilty that she's feeling stress, and i cant stay by her side.. haiz. cos i was really too tired.. cant stand it.. but she's ok with it she say..
so me and bro took a cab home. cos too tired to even wait for a 5mins bus. and me wanna go back home online too. super tired plus scared sam online already waiting.. cos he did say will onlien after reach home. so yeah..scared he alsp already.. me rush back.. online.. but.. no one's there....

feeling puzzled,.. me decided to try calling him perhaps.. he picked up at my 2nd attempts to call.
and first thing i heard,theres girls singing.. obviously in some kind of a club or pub. and he sounded high too. if he dances with other girls, me would've been so heartbroken and disappointed of course.. but he say no. he pushes them to his frens he said. and i trust him. :) he wont hurt me deshio..
then. ..like. .yeah... i guess good thing me never stay and wait at home.. cos me really tot he's gonna be back at my time here.. 10pm the most or 11 sumtin. otherwise.. will wait till late night. .then.. then... so lonely.. and tot he's gonna be home early.. cos cant msg mah thats why.. then will be disappointed. dun want..

then since he isnt home, and i feel bad leaving my c fren behind, me took a cab and went back there..
after some times, sam called to say he's home.
then ard 3 plus was leaving already.. but then my fren wanna sing badly for the night.. so end up heading to party world.=.=
then me reach home 6am plus. and sam still waiting.. really glad he waited.. so sweet..

hm. .what a off huh...
a very9 tiring one..
i wish he can spend off day with me.. if he'd did, i would've been so much happier.. then no need to go through a whole nite of... yeah.. well.. but he seems to had fun. so yeah.. its ok... he happy.. me ok..

im a home person. bu i need something to stop me from having late nights. its not that good actually.. but. .what i need most isnt ard tat time...

anyway its my childhood fren's night. she was having stress about work.. shes been there for me. so yyup. me glad to be there for her too. i hope after she cried abit last night, she'll feel much better now... ..hopefully...
guess she went to sing2 is a good idea after all.. let her tears out for abit is good..
she lend me her listening ears at times.. now, me just glad to chill with her for abit...

i cant wait to slp....... gosh........
today was one hell at work day.. hm... then at night.. izuan keep asking ppl to go out.. at the end, we just eat supper. cos me also haven eaten. then so long never meet azza already. my ex colleague.

so.. yeah. good thing they really send me back early.. just on time. so.. yup. just a short gathering while..

today at work super pathetic. not enuff slp.. argh... really2 .. argh...... stand also can fall aslp.. sit also.. gosh.
morning.. watch him sleeping....... :) ahhh so nice.. so sweet.. cant explain... just a very ncie sweet feeling.. innocent.. :)

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