didnt feel gd today =(
...sighs. sad. very sad.
soetimes wonder why life always like that.
anyway, found iout today tha my fav brand of lingerie couldnt be shipped to my country. =/ sighs. what disappoitmnet
=(
deeply
can u imagien that> ? haiz...
cant believe its only in au n nz.. its ridicuklous
..=/
sighs.. just need to get tback to syd n get them ba.
but wonde rwhen.
these two days nvr prepared home food. so yea=/
dunno wha tto eat ne.
sometimes bread until very sianz.
very hungry a few hours later.
usually have to wait till night then can hav proper food=/
...
sighs.
if only can live alone
then i can do anything i wan liao.
sad =(
.....
haiz ...
wonder if i should eat bread tmr. din buy any though.
or i think i'll tahan with just old chang kee ba
a dollar plus i sbetter than 4 plus.
im gd at taking care of others. but i dunno why. when it comes to me, i dont bother at all. lol.
so weird.
perhasp.. i just don care much about myself
others will always be more important
i am so tired. slpy. and very3 tired. at my max liao. really need a break. need to chill.. .need to let off. sighs. =( stress.. .gosh. i felt the stress... cant believe this...
sobx.=/
baka desu
but yea. i am very tired... very3 tire.d.... u cant imagine that...
=(
cant take this anymore...
but need to hang on...
oh. long daysss ago, theres this guy buying pressy for her gf. he bought a diary. but wee left with only green. she like red. his gf not ard. he bought it secretly.
so ncie.
another one. an older angmoh man. secretly bought a card for his wife or gf. wife ba given their age.
he ask her to shop her own... lol. so funny. then i sw him pout something inside the card. but dunno what. so swt.
ha.
cute actions
finanly feel so sterss out .ha. baka desu... so fast tired liao...
...wonder if i had any hollidays.. if syd was a dream..
oh had a nightmare today. dreamt of sammy msging in a group msg. 6 or 5 ppl. ( somehow i can see that lol). then nvr msg me in wahst app. ha .was like sad when i wakey. XD
oh ya. then continue on, my day sucks =/
haiz...............
fed up
i wan more money.
mata
31 January 2012
30 January 2012
No brans n things =(
extremely slpy now... gota hang on=(
short blog k. sorry
mm.. sad. disapp;ointed that the playboy bras cant be deliver to sg. its only for au n nz =(( 9huuuuuuuu
meaning is i wanna buy, must wait till like. .wat... one year later??? =(( huuu...........
why .. .huu.....
even though i like bras n thigns, but... the main ones i like is form their playboy collection. huuu... very disappointed=((( now i cant buy liao =((
unless i go australia=((( baka desuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
if only htey open up in sg=(( huuuu
speaking of which, ... yea. i worre one that dya to work. as im wearing white, i gues sit shows ba. ha. the cross2 one.. then my sm from othger outlet was there.. she was like... mm.. her reaction was like.. .i dunno. surprised.. or what. lol. like paiseh to say anything. well, the designs are bold mah .anwyay i don care what they think.
as long as i really liek it.
haiz...
ih did i say my collegau sya my eyes very pretty?
anwyay, she's a very nice and hardworking staff. i bought her and another staff a small little ssomehting. i think they deserve it=)
but.. really ? my eyes that pretty? O.o... i dunn o man. nah
anyway, oh. today this staff from brisbane my companmy dropped by. omg. he said hi. i thoguht who sia.. keeop clearing the throat. .like cough2.. .i purposely ignored.. because i was busy.
he did that like 3 times? omg. then he finally get clsoe and approaches me . lol
mm.. me never reveal myself ne when i was in syd. LOl. i should rightXD
anwyay, i hope didnt left him with a bad impression. i said i was busy, he said he understand. phew.
very frenly person =)
now.. =.= if only everyone cold be liek him.. haiz
i saw this book the other day... its by katie piper. .book title called beautiful.. (i think)
anwyay.. its true story. about this young angmoh lady.. my age i think.pretty, good figure,.. book desicrbes as a young beautiful woman on her to to achieving her model dreams. . til loe day she met this guy at this club. club ba i think. also through facebook. maybe from facebook then to club they meet in perosn. eya.
anwyay, after that, she kena kidnapped or somethign im not sure. she get raped over and over again by her new bf. violet.. .and all. so yea=/ in the end he pour acid on her face. ... yea .acid. what can u expect. but luckily she's strong.. after operations n operations, etc.... she recovered. scars still there. but make up helps ba. so eya. u still can ssee scars. but at least she's strong enough to live.
haiz.. .waht to do. with that type of personaility, age, and confidence, when u know a guy from fb, then meet up in that kind of indecent' place - club, .. thast what happens =/
very pity. but. well, she releases a book now. she's storng. and. .yea.
at least she lives on
if me, without money for operations and all, i would've chosen the never return road.
told ya im not strong. ha
gosh too slpy. gtg slp soon. ..
how logn is my zzz gonan last. huu.. cant take this laio =(
mata.. .zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
29 January 2012
super tired body =/
just a quick bloer here. im rushing off to work soon.
sorry been so busy and tired i didnt have time for blog. soososososo tired=((((((
can u imagine tat? omg
haiz...
today alot more work going on.
so yea.
i am so tired. i think im starting to forget alreayd. again. ha.
i couldnt remember if i had blog ytd. turns out that i didnt. oops
oh yea. good thing sammy settled his bike thingy with his colleague before his parents rch home. phew.
mm.. wonder if his mum really bought him 9 pcs of gastby eh. lol sorry spelled wrong.
anyway no tiem for change.
hope they did spend their time walking aroun dsg. if not wasted ne. so long they nvr come back wat.
had yu sheng last night. it was alright. not bad.
but very full ba. gd thing i have my appetite back.
but depends. like now, im having breads most of the tiem just to save money. but its like not so healthy bread. ha. with cream abit only thta type XD
today no bread cos no buy. mm... see how ba. if too hungr go for food, if not go for old change kee eh
so tired n slpy. relaly cant wait for day to end. haiz.
will gambate de.
kk. i gtg soon.
later must settle paperwork. haiyooooo
it was nice to speak with him lst night through phone. though connection not perfect, but at least still can hear eh =)
ha. so nice of his colleague to even prepared for him dinner and garage.
as long as his bike is safe ba. uh huh.
gosh. my body relaly maxiumn liao... very tired every inch of my poor body=/
jaa mata
sorry been so busy and tired i didnt have time for blog. soososososo tired=((((((
can u imagine tat? omg
haiz...
today alot more work going on.
so yea.
i am so tired. i think im starting to forget alreayd. again. ha.
i couldnt remember if i had blog ytd. turns out that i didnt. oops
oh yea. good thing sammy settled his bike thingy with his colleague before his parents rch home. phew.
mm.. wonder if his mum really bought him 9 pcs of gastby eh. lol sorry spelled wrong.
anyway no tiem for change.
hope they did spend their time walking aroun dsg. if not wasted ne. so long they nvr come back wat.
had yu sheng last night. it was alright. not bad.
but very full ba. gd thing i have my appetite back.
but depends. like now, im having breads most of the tiem just to save money. but its like not so healthy bread. ha. with cream abit only thta type XD
today no bread cos no buy. mm... see how ba. if too hungr go for food, if not go for old change kee eh
so tired n slpy. relaly cant wait for day to end. haiz.
will gambate de.
kk. i gtg soon.
later must settle paperwork. haiyooooo
it was nice to speak with him lst night through phone. though connection not perfect, but at least still can hear eh =)
ha. so nice of his colleague to even prepared for him dinner and garage.
as long as his bike is safe ba. uh huh.
gosh. my body relaly maxiumn liao... very tired every inch of my poor body=/
jaa mata
27 January 2012
bike done!
absolutely forgotten what i wanan say.
just a quick blog. its very late. and im super slpy!!
just finished watchng yet another episode exciting one of doctor who. lol
i slpt. omg. so exciting. =( but i fell aslp while hugging my bloster =.= ''
too comfy
haiz
anyway, bro say he'll reply tmr .so hope so ba
im so tired. been slpy the whole day. omg.
not enough rest ba
mm.. .5 hours later theres this ldr tv blog thing. huu. =/ thought of waking early to watch.. but.. not sure if im able to wakey. how ar..
oh yea. finally sam settled himself with a bike.
heh.
but hopefully not too tough to hide from his parents ba
cant think now. lol
mm..........
oh yea. theres that nuts stalker. still waling through our store so often. crayz.. omg. i relaly just wanan give him a slapXD
kk. talk tmr.
im so slpy. need slp soon
mata
just a quick blog. its very late. and im super slpy!!
just finished watchng yet another episode exciting one of doctor who. lol
i slpt. omg. so exciting. =( but i fell aslp while hugging my bloster =.= ''
too comfy
haiz
anyway, bro say he'll reply tmr .so hope so ba
im so tired. been slpy the whole day. omg.
not enough rest ba
mm.. .5 hours later theres this ldr tv blog thing. huu. =/ thought of waking early to watch.. but.. not sure if im able to wakey. how ar..
oh yea. finally sam settled himself with a bike.
heh.
but hopefully not too tough to hide from his parents ba
cant think now. lol
mm..........
oh yea. theres that nuts stalker. still waling through our store so often. crayz.. omg. i relaly just wanan give him a slapXD
kk. talk tmr.
im so slpy. need slp soon
mata
26 January 2012
slpy mode on!
mm... soooo slpy. had only 4 hrs of slp. lol. huuu not lol. thansk to ebay.. .remmeber last night i said hopefull nohting catches my eye or something. well i found osmething =.='' '
o well............
nvm. for hte next 3 weeks i shall control myself.
today forgot bring bread. huu.. so had laksa for lunch
=/ spend abit moe. but ow ell.... hopefull yi'll bring next time.
gosh ive been slpy n tired. cos so much work need to be done.
then plus review thingy coming up again =/ sighs.
so much thigns to settle
but point is, ive been working since cny. and remmebr ? cny iwas so tired like hell .
gosh
hope thigns will be fine ba. im starting to feel a lil more than stress now=/
will hang in there
ha. my colleague recently her bf went thai or dunno where. dunno how long or what for. me no ask.
she asked me if fring is free. then she's very glad it is after i let her know.
we msg abi. .then she say that yea its hard n only been 1 week, she's very sad alreyad.
she said i am strong. thats why can tahan all these.
i was like. .huh? im strong? OMG.
lol
u gotta be kidding me.
im nowhere near strong.
but weird huh. someone actually se eme as a strong person. ha. O.o
mm.. well.. .its been like... 2 years n a half sort of ldr alreayd eh? but known him for 4 years. wow. time flies.. .
i never expect that. .. it is 4 yrears now.
it seems as though it was ytd when he put in his msn captions. .'2 yeras and still going strong''.. ;lol. yea i know. sometimes i rememebr well certain thigns XD
ha.
but yea. 4 years huh.. .stepping into 5 years... wow. who couldve thoght tha we've coem so far.
when i first met him, i also nvr predicted future is to be like this.
o well.. .=)
mm. .super slpy. hope i'll feel betetr soon. thirsty too
oh! i think i had a dream of sammy very very clear deram.. almost real. last night? or last 2 nights.
yea. not sure whas it about.. but.. .yea. any dreams of him is nice.
and rememebr the deram i sued to had? me shoppig with him in syd.. me around syd with him... ha. well. finally i get to do that.
certainthings to do, see , say etc.. i forgot. because too rush ba.. work tired etc. soemreo din get see him often. plus i was sooo tired everydya in syd. but fun tired kinda.
so yea... a lil aww.... but nothigs perfect. at leats i even get to spend some nice dates. best dates yet . =)
first 2 nights are the best ba. i dunno. every nights are special.
first day i went shopping spree alone. omg. such a nice day relaxing moment in my life once a year. gosh.. ..to feel that way,... =/ i coudlnt ask for more.. .u have no idea hwats that feel like to enjoy for a day with no worries.
..haiz... yea...
tough life eh.
after all ive been through.. i only have such a day to enjoy. but of course. so on and on... i have enjoyed myself too. clubbing, movie, eating.. .dessert... =) haiz... omg. how i wish that can happen every month =/ huu...
jsut wanna be near him.. =/
sighs.
so sad...
see. .me where got strong. .ha. baka.
o well... review is up again.. .i shall do it. same goal. same request.
k. .gtg soon
mata ne
o well............
nvm. for hte next 3 weeks i shall control myself.
today forgot bring bread. huu.. so had laksa for lunch
=/ spend abit moe. but ow ell.... hopefull yi'll bring next time.
gosh ive been slpy n tired. cos so much work need to be done.
then plus review thingy coming up again =/ sighs.
so much thigns to settle
but point is, ive been working since cny. and remmebr ? cny iwas so tired like hell .
gosh
hope thigns will be fine ba. im starting to feel a lil more than stress now=/
will hang in there
ha. my colleague recently her bf went thai or dunno where. dunno how long or what for. me no ask.
she asked me if fring is free. then she's very glad it is after i let her know.
we msg abi. .then she say that yea its hard n only been 1 week, she's very sad alreyad.
she said i am strong. thats why can tahan all these.
i was like. .huh? im strong? OMG.
lol
u gotta be kidding me.
im nowhere near strong.
but weird huh. someone actually se eme as a strong person. ha. O.o
mm.. well.. .its been like... 2 years n a half sort of ldr alreayd eh? but known him for 4 years. wow. time flies.. .
i never expect that. .. it is 4 yrears now.
it seems as though it was ytd when he put in his msn captions. .'2 yeras and still going strong''.. ;lol. yea i know. sometimes i rememebr well certain thigns XD
ha.
but yea. 4 years huh.. .stepping into 5 years... wow. who couldve thoght tha we've coem so far.
when i first met him, i also nvr predicted future is to be like this.
o well.. .=)
mm. .super slpy. hope i'll feel betetr soon. thirsty too
oh! i think i had a dream of sammy very very clear deram.. almost real. last night? or last 2 nights.
yea. not sure whas it about.. but.. .yea. any dreams of him is nice.
and rememebr the deram i sued to had? me shoppig with him in syd.. me around syd with him... ha. well. finally i get to do that.
certainthings to do, see , say etc.. i forgot. because too rush ba.. work tired etc. soemreo din get see him often. plus i was sooo tired everydya in syd. but fun tired kinda.
so yea... a lil aww.... but nothigs perfect. at leats i even get to spend some nice dates. best dates yet . =)
first 2 nights are the best ba. i dunno. every nights are special.
first day i went shopping spree alone. omg. such a nice day relaxing moment in my life once a year. gosh.. ..to feel that way,... =/ i coudlnt ask for more.. .u have no idea hwats that feel like to enjoy for a day with no worries.
..haiz... yea...
tough life eh.
after all ive been through.. i only have such a day to enjoy. but of course. so on and on... i have enjoyed myself too. clubbing, movie, eating.. .dessert... =) haiz... omg. how i wish that can happen every month =/ huu...
jsut wanna be near him.. =/
sighs.
so sad...
see. .me where got strong. .ha. baka.
o well... review is up again.. .i shall do it. same goal. same request.
k. .gtg soon
mata ne
25 January 2012
heavy workloads
as expected. .what a longgg tiring day. so much work to do... yet to be done .but i can do this. uh huh.
i don get it.. why my rgm say he dont think i can handle the fast paced store. i suit quiet store. .. ...if yanika is here, im sure she wont think that way =/
manager in training huh.. .hopefull yhe'll be a betetr sm than that lady
morning such a diaster wakey so early n super slpy.. then received call about staff din go work cos of sm email wrongly. soemthign like that
haiyo. what to do. rgm wil side with her de ba
mm... yea. and glad sammy found soem ideas n deals he like. he seems to be in such a happy gd mood today =)
just checkoed out the bike he mentioned to me. cool. =) haiyoooo wish i can ride that / huu
so wanna sit! lol
anyway, haiz. i wonder how difficult it is to hide from his mum. ...=/ so troublesome. haiz.
everythign must hide.. =/ but good for him. can seize this chance go around and find bike infos before they're back
just hope he'll be safe
heard of the details hwo his day went =) i think thats pretty gd. for me, gosh. nothing but busy workloads. like i said. one day also cannot finish on time.
before i know it, another task handed down to me .
o well. liek wha i told my colleagues too
im likeone perosn doing 2 ppls job
so eya
one brain but must store 2 brains infomations
anyway, disappointed desu. today only wed huuu =(
time is slowing down.. .
so tired. and slpy. wanna rest soon
mm.. forgot what i wanna say. .
o well
anyway my diary .. ha. i cant believe im writing so much. mine is a daily diary.
soyea
. cos too much workload liao.
hair still wet.. haiyo
kk. will check out ebay since hair wet. huu.. .but no money liao.
anyway ever since i got back, i didnt shop. uh huh. controlled very well desu ^^
hehe
im glad too.
todya bread n puff. for lunch.
til lend of march ba.. .will hang in there=/
relaly crave to eat laksa..
ha. dunno why.for a moment there, the image of heading down to ntuc gas station below the block of sam's old house.. flashes across my mind.
so wish he's here now n me go buy a tub of ice cream.. then can watch tv n eat...
.... =/ o well..
haiz.
anwyay, my rgm don wanna tell me whats in plan fo rme. he only tell me cannot say much. but theres future plans
im supposed to be the sm for new store opening. however they are now holding back from opening more stores cos now even australia the stores aitn making much money.. so yea///
but i stil lwnana go syd to work if i could
n have a chance to
ha i always joke with sam htat .. ok la. i go pick grapes in australia!
ha.. .
kk. me go check out ebay
mata ne!!
i don get it.. why my rgm say he dont think i can handle the fast paced store. i suit quiet store. .. ...if yanika is here, im sure she wont think that way =/
manager in training huh.. .hopefull yhe'll be a betetr sm than that lady
morning such a diaster wakey so early n super slpy.. then received call about staff din go work cos of sm email wrongly. soemthign like that
haiyo. what to do. rgm wil side with her de ba
mm... yea. and glad sammy found soem ideas n deals he like. he seems to be in such a happy gd mood today =)
just checkoed out the bike he mentioned to me. cool. =) haiyoooo wish i can ride that / huu
so wanna sit! lol
anyway, haiz. i wonder how difficult it is to hide from his mum. ...=/ so troublesome. haiz.
everythign must hide.. =/ but good for him. can seize this chance go around and find bike infos before they're back
just hope he'll be safe
heard of the details hwo his day went =) i think thats pretty gd. for me, gosh. nothing but busy workloads. like i said. one day also cannot finish on time.
before i know it, another task handed down to me .
o well. liek wha i told my colleagues too
im likeone perosn doing 2 ppls job
so eya
one brain but must store 2 brains infomations
anyway, disappointed desu. today only wed huuu =(
time is slowing down.. .
so tired. and slpy. wanna rest soon
mm.. forgot what i wanna say. .
o well
anyway my diary .. ha. i cant believe im writing so much. mine is a daily diary.
soyea
. cos too much workload liao.
hair still wet.. haiyo
kk. will check out ebay since hair wet. huu.. .but no money liao.
anyway ever since i got back, i didnt shop. uh huh. controlled very well desu ^^
hehe
im glad too.
todya bread n puff. for lunch.
til lend of march ba.. .will hang in there=/
relaly crave to eat laksa..
ha. dunno why.for a moment there, the image of heading down to ntuc gas station below the block of sam's old house.. flashes across my mind.
so wish he's here now n me go buy a tub of ice cream.. then can watch tv n eat...
.... =/ o well..
haiz.
anwyay, my rgm don wanna tell me whats in plan fo rme. he only tell me cannot say much. but theres future plans
im supposed to be the sm for new store opening. however they are now holding back from opening more stores cos now even australia the stores aitn making much money.. so yea///
but i stil lwnana go syd to work if i could
n have a chance to
ha i always joke with sam htat .. ok la. i go pick grapes in australia!
ha.. .
kk. me go check out ebay
mata ne!!
24 January 2012
another person like me
haiyo. today stress sia.
but.. .managed to solved half of it. ....even had a night mare of my rgm... =( sighs.
this familiar nightmare is back
my not so close partimer also cask me. .why never ask for pay increasement since im doing a 2 mens job.
but. .well, how do u expect me tobring up such thing .further more, im not a sm. imagine he go and ask tayissa or head office. omg.
u know. while havign dinner, i told my bro of waiting for a chance to go aust work. i told him i wanna work there. lol .
he din say nothign .well cos we started the topi of 'why not intro me to ur workplace' . he have so many benefits there.
haiz. very sad. very stress. =/ today. .relly.. ...worked 10 hrs and i couldnt finish my work. hteres too much to be done. remmeber .im doing both asm and sm job k
plus have to hadnle staffs somemore.. .hoepfully they'll help me out too
..haiz.
really dunn ohwo to smile right now =/
hopefully everythign wil lbe alright .
finished early today. tot could msg him but. guess he's too bz.
o well
anwyay, today my fren's gf went backto melb. i feel so sad for him =(((
really wanna make me cry. i understadn his pain.
i am very sad for him. hopefully they'l lstay striong together. at least i think their parents no probs with ldr
just so sad for them. but i really hope he can go see her soon.
which im sure he will .
in every pic u get to see him close with her. very nice n swt
affection is so obvious ne
anwya, todya so slpy. had night mare, not enough hrs of slp =/
sighs
bad day.. bad day indeed... =(
why this year cny so. ...=/ sigs.
cried today too.
... bad signs
..haiz.
=/
heavy heart today =((( very sad.
more of stress knd of sad.
.. haiz..
hope u guys will pray for them too. to be reunited once again soon.
..i thin ki can imagine how their gdbye felt... =( ... mustve been so.. ..sighs.
...
yea.. .hoepfully somemore she'll be back again. .or somehow he can get to aust like how i wish to...
=/
very heartpain... i totally feel his heart. .=(
sobz
mata
but.. .managed to solved half of it. ....even had a night mare of my rgm... =( sighs.
this familiar nightmare is back
my not so close partimer also cask me. .why never ask for pay increasement since im doing a 2 mens job.
but. .well, how do u expect me tobring up such thing .further more, im not a sm. imagine he go and ask tayissa or head office. omg.
u know. while havign dinner, i told my bro of waiting for a chance to go aust work. i told him i wanna work there. lol .
he din say nothign .well cos we started the topi of 'why not intro me to ur workplace' . he have so many benefits there.
haiz. very sad. very stress. =/ today. .relly.. ...worked 10 hrs and i couldnt finish my work. hteres too much to be done. remmeber .im doing both asm and sm job k
plus have to hadnle staffs somemore.. .hoepfully they'll help me out too
..haiz.
really dunn ohwo to smile right now =/
hopefully everythign wil lbe alright .
finished early today. tot could msg him but. guess he's too bz.
o well
anwyay, today my fren's gf went backto melb. i feel so sad for him =(((
really wanna make me cry. i understadn his pain.
i am very sad for him. hopefully they'l lstay striong together. at least i think their parents no probs with ldr
just so sad for them. but i really hope he can go see her soon.
which im sure he will .
in every pic u get to see him close with her. very nice n swt
affection is so obvious ne
anwya, todya so slpy. had night mare, not enough hrs of slp =/
sighs
bad day.. bad day indeed... =(
why this year cny so. ...=/ sigs.
cried today too.
... bad signs
..haiz.
=/
heavy heart today =((( very sad.
more of stress knd of sad.
.. haiz..
hope u guys will pray for them too. to be reunited once again soon.
..i thin ki can imagine how their gdbye felt... =( ... mustve been so.. ..sighs.
...
yea.. .hoepfully somemore she'll be back again. .or somehow he can get to aust like how i wish to...
=/
very heartpain... i totally feel his heart. .=(
sobz
mata
23 January 2012
unhappy cny =(
actuall i am very stress today =(
sighss. cant wait to get the day over with.
didnt slpt well.. wakey go toilet.. then early morning rgm called to day sm in labour. so sudden. now everything i need to handle. including stocktake again by myself!!! =((( very stressful. but this is what i need to get throug now =/ sighs.
i will do my best. no chioice.
sometimes i wonder if i have the coursge to tell rgm... wh y isist that during the manager quit time, and this maternal time i am taking hte asm pay, and no extra pay for doing sm jobfor months.
haiz...
... perhaps if i ever lose it i will ba=/
really need love and support righ tnow.
i feel terrible and stress
i will do my best nonetheless.
=/hope my staffs will understand too
today went to haw par villa. reminded me of my childhood. certain places where i took pics. .so shy.. and afew so scared. the animal part. mum put me on top of girraffe! and beside an giant ant or something. then today i saw hte place was like. ...huh??! thats the palce i was sooo afraid!? sooo not high up and so small . but whne i was a child, as a child i am scared mah. perhasp thats why imagined out the place to be huge and scary.
ha.
so funny
but now .. haiz. =/ feel sad and stress only
anyway i can only do my best now
=/
mm...
so yea. cny huh. told myself not to cry no matter hwat but still did. cos of hunger ba. tire dtoo.
they say if u cry on cny day, u'll cry for hte rest of the year. huuu T_T sad. =((((
but i was soo otired.. no energy.. no smiel. .;nothing . by 7 plus i was a zzombie. no water no food. no proper meal .huuuuu......
just glad hte day is over now.
hope he enjoyed his day too. though he aaid nothign special todya. but glad he's happy to have his bike thingy going on =)
if only i coudl se ehinm .ha
today get to talk with him through fring though. and its so clear!! so much earsier than last time. omg
though still abit unclear sometimes his voice. but so better than last time. =)
was lying down on my bed listening to him slp. .trying to get his snoring sound... but not relaly. just car.. or the air noise.. but was gd enough... felt so close as though he was next to me.. but gotta save his batt. so gota hnged up in the end..
yea... miss lying down next to hi while he slp in car. though its like. .i have nothing to do and all, but holdin ghis hand and watching him ... really meant the world to me
...
sighs. ok ba. i'll do my best at work . back to the.. .so much to do... so much to worry about... days.
doing job of other position.. getting pay of other position...
haiz.
tell me what would u do.
would u decie to ask rgm that same question? dont forget. he's malay. and he elaly side with them
sighs.
so much work to do. sounded as though im a ceo or soemthing. but tell u waht . the workload... is relaly .... sighs. yea .so heavy.
u cant imagine lemme tell u.
for a sales industry that is.
this company is diff. i liek though. but. im doing a two persons job. meaning, a sm and asm job.
so yea. one person holding two pppls resoponsibility
kk .gtg.
new day wil lstart soon. i hppe it'll be a good one.
lsot money. more workload.. will my love life keep on getting and staying better too?
at least.. .let a part of my life shines and give me hope and light. and of course support
sighs. i look at my syd pics... espiecially the instax filmes one. .really miss the place so much=( .. ..market city area.. world square ..chinatown... darlign harbour.. .sighs.. =((( i am very very sad. =(((( i only wish i coudl... ..sighs.....
heart so pain and sa.d
but all i can do now is to pull through this hard period of itme.
k ba. cry cry again. haiz. baka. what to do. my heart so weak.
i need to get stronger .. ..sighs.
oh i got the pandora catalogue! small one. but good enough to knwo about them .=) will try to post pics on my fb ba.
so cool .so much story that goes into a bracelt =)
ceo but well worht it. i wont buy it i guess. but i just like to look into it now.
so interesting n cute. pretty =) wonde rif i;ll post pics here. but o well. in fb first .=)
nice one. hand crafted eh. no one piece will ever be the same. asame as human beings =)
mata
sighss. cant wait to get the day over with.
didnt slpt well.. wakey go toilet.. then early morning rgm called to day sm in labour. so sudden. now everything i need to handle. including stocktake again by myself!!! =((( very stressful. but this is what i need to get throug now =/ sighs.
i will do my best. no chioice.
sometimes i wonder if i have the coursge to tell rgm... wh y isist that during the manager quit time, and this maternal time i am taking hte asm pay, and no extra pay for doing sm jobfor months.
haiz...
... perhaps if i ever lose it i will ba=/
really need love and support righ tnow.
i feel terrible and stress
i will do my best nonetheless.
=/hope my staffs will understand too
today went to haw par villa. reminded me of my childhood. certain places where i took pics. .so shy.. and afew so scared. the animal part. mum put me on top of girraffe! and beside an giant ant or something. then today i saw hte place was like. ...huh??! thats the palce i was sooo afraid!? sooo not high up and so small . but whne i was a child, as a child i am scared mah. perhasp thats why imagined out the place to be huge and scary.
ha.
so funny
but now .. haiz. =/ feel sad and stress only
anyway i can only do my best now
=/
mm...
so yea. cny huh. told myself not to cry no matter hwat but still did. cos of hunger ba. tire dtoo.
they say if u cry on cny day, u'll cry for hte rest of the year. huuu T_T sad. =((((
but i was soo otired.. no energy.. no smiel. .;nothing . by 7 plus i was a zzombie. no water no food. no proper meal .huuuuu......
just glad hte day is over now.
hope he enjoyed his day too. though he aaid nothign special todya. but glad he's happy to have his bike thingy going on =)
if only i coudl se ehinm .ha
today get to talk with him through fring though. and its so clear!! so much earsier than last time. omg
though still abit unclear sometimes his voice. but so better than last time. =)
was lying down on my bed listening to him slp. .trying to get his snoring sound... but not relaly. just car.. or the air noise.. but was gd enough... felt so close as though he was next to me.. but gotta save his batt. so gota hnged up in the end..
yea... miss lying down next to hi while he slp in car. though its like. .i have nothing to do and all, but holdin ghis hand and watching him ... really meant the world to me
...
sighs. ok ba. i'll do my best at work . back to the.. .so much to do... so much to worry about... days.
doing job of other position.. getting pay of other position...
haiz.
tell me what would u do.
would u decie to ask rgm that same question? dont forget. he's malay. and he elaly side with them
sighs.
so much work to do. sounded as though im a ceo or soemthing. but tell u waht . the workload... is relaly .... sighs. yea .so heavy.
u cant imagine lemme tell u.
for a sales industry that is.
this company is diff. i liek though. but. im doing a two persons job. meaning, a sm and asm job.
so yea. one person holding two pppls resoponsibility
kk .gtg.
new day wil lstart soon. i hppe it'll be a good one.
lsot money. more workload.. will my love life keep on getting and staying better too?
at least.. .let a part of my life shines and give me hope and light. and of course support
sighs. i look at my syd pics... espiecially the instax filmes one. .really miss the place so much=( .. ..market city area.. world square ..chinatown... darlign harbour.. .sighs.. =((( i am very very sad. =(((( i only wish i coudl... ..sighs.....
heart so pain and sa.d
but all i can do now is to pull through this hard period of itme.
k ba. cry cry again. haiz. baka. what to do. my heart so weak.
i need to get stronger .. ..sighs.
oh i got the pandora catalogue! small one. but good enough to knwo about them .=) will try to post pics on my fb ba.
so cool .so much story that goes into a bracelt =)
ceo but well worht it. i wont buy it i guess. but i just like to look into it now.
so interesting n cute. pretty =) wonde rif i;ll post pics here. but o well. in fb first .=)
nice one. hand crafted eh. no one piece will ever be the same. asame as human beings =)
mata
22 January 2012
chinese new year eve
so.... today.. .cny eve. didnt staart out the way i'd hoped.. .but yea. .o well. but after work was nice and all. jus glad to have steamboat finally. one of my fav!
mm.. am slpy tired and all.. but just very glad to have these moments. peaceful. and relax... just as though back to when im having my leave.
at least better than nothing. stil lget to relax abit. and chill
but still.. .haiz. definitely not the best cny eve =/
i truly hope tmr would be a better one.. .sighs
=/
haiz.
hate it when i know nothing. nor understand anything. things are complicated sometimes
and. yea. don wana say too much ba .. ..o well
mm.. sad. today found out that inded.. ..my fren;s gf went back to melborne liao. =( must've been tough for them. sighs. bet my fren didnt predict that he'll have a situation like mine eh.
hope they can get through this. shoudl be fine ba.
she seems to be a very nice gentle lady form their pics. can tell he relly love her. always shower her with attentions accompny, and nice dinner gifts. but waht matter most is the time he's making an effort for her. so yea. sad that she's left for melb=/ sighs.
not sure of their wholes ituation.. but i hope they ldr wont be too long.
and hopefully they will be strong. and wont cry so much like me. lol.
anwayy... haiz. so yea.
truly need both hands to clap well and make it work.
i wish fo rnothing but the best for them.
haiz. .they shouldntve gone through what im going through... but i guess, theres jsut so many ldr around. even fren's fren also hae alot. so yea. isit the
in' thing now? ha.
o well.. .hope they'll be fine sooon =/
happy chinese new year u all. about half an hour more to go...
enojy ur cny.
hope i'l do too=/
mata
mm.. am slpy tired and all.. but just very glad to have these moments. peaceful. and relax... just as though back to when im having my leave.
at least better than nothing. stil lget to relax abit. and chill
but still.. .haiz. definitely not the best cny eve =/
i truly hope tmr would be a better one.. .sighs
=/
haiz.
hate it when i know nothing. nor understand anything. things are complicated sometimes
and. yea. don wana say too much ba .. ..o well
mm.. sad. today found out that inded.. ..my fren;s gf went back to melborne liao. =( must've been tough for them. sighs. bet my fren didnt predict that he'll have a situation like mine eh.
hope they can get through this. shoudl be fine ba.
she seems to be a very nice gentle lady form their pics. can tell he relly love her. always shower her with attentions accompny, and nice dinner gifts. but waht matter most is the time he's making an effort for her. so yea. sad that she's left for melb=/ sighs.
not sure of their wholes ituation.. but i hope they ldr wont be too long.
and hopefully they will be strong. and wont cry so much like me. lol.
anwayy... haiz. so yea.
truly need both hands to clap well and make it work.
i wish fo rnothing but the best for them.
haiz. .they shouldntve gone through what im going through... but i guess, theres jsut so many ldr around. even fren's fren also hae alot. so yea. isit the
in' thing now? ha.
o well.. .hope they'll be fine sooon =/
happy chinese new year u all. about half an hour more to go...
enojy ur cny.
hope i'l do too=/
mata
21 January 2012
have u ever thought of how your partner feels?
mm... slpy. finally sfelt slpy..
haiz. not feeling in a too gd mood today ba=/
anyway, bought this cooking book thingy. similar to masterchef tips kinda thing i was looking for. brought to work today. read abit only.. cos yea wa sout. don worry. i only spend two bucks today.
mm.. was thinkign where to go on cny.. .oh. gd thing my auntie say we stil lcan take hongbaos. phewwwwwwww but. wonder who will come. haiz.
so weird to see strangers eh..
but yet. .gd.. nah,,, o well
mm.. forgot what to blog. anyway, me very looking forward to having steamboat. oh yea. my fav. lol
once a eyar mah..
mm.. dunno what to wear on monday...
..wonder if sammy wil lhave place to go anot. .he does have relatives there. ..so yea. .o well
anwyay hope he's able to find hte bike he need.
gosh. finally feel less water retention now that u know wat is here. but stomahc still bloated... however yea. arms and all.. yea. i felt better now. .not so swollen feel to it liao .
really like it when my body fel less swollen from all those water retention due to the hateful month.
mm...
forgot what to blog. k ba. thats about it.
may u guys have a wonderful chinees new year.
mm. .weathers been back to normal again. thanks to the rain =)
i liek it when its hot then cold. at least not so boring. and mafan. like. .hot all the way.. .or cold al lthe way. i rather mix it all up ha
today my colleague last day. haiz... =/ what to do. mm.. .when asked about guys the way they react to etc... wow. same sia.
but her case i feel so.. =/ bad for her.
even her frens wonder why she's patient to stick with him.
it slike. .not returning her msg or lie he's slping and he's gonna get ready to meet her soon.. infact, been commenting in facebook photo or a girl's wall post to him.
wtf.
i understand the comment part. .like. .i dunno how guys think sometimes .perhasp they felt commenting with other females while leaving aside their gf is more important ba. sorry just saying.
anwyay, but to lie that slping? or gonna get ready now yet stil lcommenting each other? omg. al lthis wihle just been commenting... if wanna ignore gf, tc of other gal, just say so. don go al lthe way to lie. so what if its covered up for a day , a month or so? fire can never wrap a piece of paper.
the cat wil lbe let out of its bag. theres always a way to find out everything.
but for my colleagues case. yea,.. its obivous.
then call her up only when my colleague interefered in their comments.
=( sighs. she must've felt terrible.
ignored is one thing. but to think ppl uses up those tiem to chit chat with opposite sex fren, ... haiz. very sad =(
somemore its his ex. omg.
=/
wat is she do the same to him i wonder. nvr reply msg whole day. then purposely fb msg another man.
nah .i think guys wouldnt even feel a thing ba. perhaps wil lonly make her bf more confuse only. duno ba.
evry couple go through ups and down. .but as long as trust is there.. .no lies.. .yea.. thats the most basic for everyone else.
just. ..feel so sad when i heard of her case=(
sighs.
but she's a very nice guai girl. i hope her bf wil lcherish her and unsderstand whats right from wrong. ex meaing ex liao.
and to lie about doing something else, in fact was chatting with girl, thats a big no no no. =/
haiz. just hope she'll be fine. perhaps her bf is blind. been together for too long, sometiems they'll think belittle of u. or liek i always said. .take u for granted.
yea .. wish her all the best. i hope to see her soon again .she can work well and is a very decent girl. her bf is very lucky. and hope he realises that.
somemore his ex msg comemnt on his pic. .oh cant recognize u.. .u getting more and mor handsome. .etc.
if you're a guy and u heard that, don be happy. gosh. why would u be happy when ur ex suddenly come back to u and change her attitude because of the way u look. meaning if u suddenly get fat, she'l ldump u again ar.
nowadasy.. it saddens me that humans really doesnt seem to appreciate anything thats worth fighting and keeping for.
why give up so easily .or why be blinded by lies and deception from others.
o well. sorry just feel sad for my colleague.. thus type this out so long. ha.
oh my arm ne. have this brown unknown hwat seems liek nail cuts. 2 are very deep .total of 4 i think. the 4th one very faint .
even bro told me looks like nail marks. i think so too.
dunn owhen or how i get them. haiz. today i got more cutss=( 2 on my right hand now=/
anwyay yea. but the nail shape. .like.. its from opposite my direcetion.. but no one injured me ne. so i relaly have no idea whats those marks are.. .=/
o well. freaky but.. better don think liao
oh at work place i've been drinking alot of tap water. hope its fine ba. shld be eh. they say sg water is fine O.o hope so ba. cos relaly not enough to drink in one day =/
looking forward to the brand new day. cheers peeps.
may u have an awesoem cny too.
mata ne !
-have you ever stop and wonder even for a moment of how your partner feels?-
haiz. not feeling in a too gd mood today ba=/
anyway, bought this cooking book thingy. similar to masterchef tips kinda thing i was looking for. brought to work today. read abit only.. cos yea wa sout. don worry. i only spend two bucks today.
mm.. was thinkign where to go on cny.. .oh. gd thing my auntie say we stil lcan take hongbaos. phewwwwwwww but. wonder who will come. haiz.
so weird to see strangers eh..
but yet. .gd.. nah,,, o well
mm.. forgot what to blog. anyway, me very looking forward to having steamboat. oh yea. my fav. lol
once a eyar mah..
mm.. dunno what to wear on monday...
..wonder if sammy wil lhave place to go anot. .he does have relatives there. ..so yea. .o well
anwyay hope he's able to find hte bike he need.
gosh. finally feel less water retention now that u know wat is here. but stomahc still bloated... however yea. arms and all.. yea. i felt better now. .not so swollen feel to it liao .
really like it when my body fel less swollen from all those water retention due to the hateful month.
mm...
forgot what to blog. k ba. thats about it.
may u guys have a wonderful chinees new year.
mm. .weathers been back to normal again. thanks to the rain =)
i liek it when its hot then cold. at least not so boring. and mafan. like. .hot all the way.. .or cold al lthe way. i rather mix it all up ha
today my colleague last day. haiz... =/ what to do. mm.. .when asked about guys the way they react to etc... wow. same sia.
but her case i feel so.. =/ bad for her.
even her frens wonder why she's patient to stick with him.
it slike. .not returning her msg or lie he's slping and he's gonna get ready to meet her soon.. infact, been commenting in facebook photo or a girl's wall post to him.
wtf.
i understand the comment part. .like. .i dunno how guys think sometimes .perhasp they felt commenting with other females while leaving aside their gf is more important ba. sorry just saying.
anwyay, but to lie that slping? or gonna get ready now yet stil lcommenting each other? omg. al lthis wihle just been commenting... if wanna ignore gf, tc of other gal, just say so. don go al lthe way to lie. so what if its covered up for a day , a month or so? fire can never wrap a piece of paper.
the cat wil lbe let out of its bag. theres always a way to find out everything.
but for my colleagues case. yea,.. its obivous.
then call her up only when my colleague interefered in their comments.
=( sighs. she must've felt terrible.
ignored is one thing. but to think ppl uses up those tiem to chit chat with opposite sex fren, ... haiz. very sad =(
somemore its his ex. omg.
=/
wat is she do the same to him i wonder. nvr reply msg whole day. then purposely fb msg another man.
nah .i think guys wouldnt even feel a thing ba. perhaps wil lonly make her bf more confuse only. duno ba.
evry couple go through ups and down. .but as long as trust is there.. .no lies.. .yea.. thats the most basic for everyone else.
just. ..feel so sad when i heard of her case=(
sighs.
but she's a very nice guai girl. i hope her bf wil lcherish her and unsderstand whats right from wrong. ex meaing ex liao.
and to lie about doing something else, in fact was chatting with girl, thats a big no no no. =/
haiz. just hope she'll be fine. perhaps her bf is blind. been together for too long, sometiems they'll think belittle of u. or liek i always said. .take u for granted.
yea .. wish her all the best. i hope to see her soon again .she can work well and is a very decent girl. her bf is very lucky. and hope he realises that.
somemore his ex msg comemnt on his pic. .oh cant recognize u.. .u getting more and mor handsome. .etc.
if you're a guy and u heard that, don be happy. gosh. why would u be happy when ur ex suddenly come back to u and change her attitude because of the way u look. meaning if u suddenly get fat, she'l ldump u again ar.
nowadasy.. it saddens me that humans really doesnt seem to appreciate anything thats worth fighting and keeping for.
why give up so easily .or why be blinded by lies and deception from others.
o well. sorry just feel sad for my colleague.. thus type this out so long. ha.
oh my arm ne. have this brown unknown hwat seems liek nail cuts. 2 are very deep .total of 4 i think. the 4th one very faint .
even bro told me looks like nail marks. i think so too.
dunn owhen or how i get them. haiz. today i got more cutss=( 2 on my right hand now=/
anwyay yea. but the nail shape. .like.. its from opposite my direcetion.. but no one injured me ne. so i relaly have no idea whats those marks are.. .=/
o well. freaky but.. better don think liao
oh at work place i've been drinking alot of tap water. hope its fine ba. shld be eh. they say sg water is fine O.o hope so ba. cos relaly not enough to drink in one day =/
looking forward to the brand new day. cheers peeps.
may u have an awesoem cny too.
mata ne !
-have you ever stop and wonder even for a moment of how your partner feels?-
20 January 2012
songs check
i likr it when its my off, and i dont have to pay much for my meals. =)
mm.. .very full now. uh huh... but been looking around.. not sure what to bring to work for lunch=/ see how ba
yay. todya weather is gd. been pretty warm past few days. nowits cool. yay.
=)
oh saw this alubm today. the joraean ones. erm... i thinks it sthe girl generation taxi cover 3rd album. shld be them if i remmeber correctly. there are so many long hairs... only one one or two is blond. O.O i was like. .omg. they look all the same indeed! when they smile espeically. iwas like.. gosh.. .they fans must be so gd at memoriszing whos their fav ones eh O.O. .... omg. but they say theppl there under go sugery almost all of them. =/
however, their catchie sogns are nice. i love koreans ballands .. so saddddddd so nice. compared to jap, their ballads are so much sadder =) i llve to sing those.
however, their catchie sogns are nice. i love koreans ballands .. so saddddddd so nice. compared to jap, their ballads are so much sadder =) i llve to sing those.
anyway, redz happens to hear their song in club. anad he was playing their video the other day. i wont say their voice and all is gd. cos obviously they aint gd. =/ howevr, its very gd catchei song. and i can understadn why its in club. remix version according to redz. ha. interesting. but i find it weird to be in club. lol
anyway, u gusy shld try give it a shot too. catchie popish songs. ha. love koreans ballands. so far nvr heard of any ballands from those so called smiliar girls group. perhaps cos of their voice ba. nayway, but boa is so far hte greatest to me.
and also i do like aumi hamasai and koda kumi ballads. i dislike that koda cos of her implants and sort of fakeness.. however im a ballad person. lvoe to sing any ballad sad songs. so yup.
but im still only singing boas' thast all. and ayumi. though not often
haiz. tireds til. and slpy still/// think my jet lag should be over eh O.o yea. think so ba.
hopefully sammy as a man now, is enjoying his tiem at home relaxing without the fear of naggings. its relaly nice when u get to relax without anyones interference=) mm.. wonder if he feels the same as tiem back in sg army period.. when he's alone or with his bro
kk. gtg. think i forgot what to blog about again
haiz. no extra cash due to funeral =( sad. haiz. .why like that =(( how coem timing like tat
....
but i do like the atmosphere in sg now.. for cny. always so .. yea. nice. =)
oh plus bought a cooking book sort of book. llool .cannot find master chef. so that ine i guessshould help.
about the same i guess? hopefully i'll do my best to read them all up! all for his sake =) but of course ;)
oh and im hoping sammy wil lget a nice bike for his sake. too bad i cant see it this year. .bt glad he'll be getting one for his convenience =) yay
19 January 2012
jap/kor?
seriously headahec righ tnow .huuuu
anwyay,
kk gonna make this a quickeie
and so...
just nw i watched tv . this taiwanese artist name show luo, he's pretty famous in taiwan i think. well i relaly don liek him. however, he has a great personaility and charming personaility too according to other females. which i seriously obviously not a fan of his adn i see no nothing i like about him=.=
anwyay, found out he just released a jap single. and the song is nice. omg. very nice song. no full version yet. but am awaiting to hear it.
very nice dance song. cool . maybe he's trying to be liek tohoshinki> ? sort a my fav kkorean boyband...erm htye left with 2 members. yup. they singing jap songs too ha.
so yea.
maybe taiwan trying to be liek that huh. but very difficult. to succeed in jap, u really need ot have more than what it takes.
p
anyway,
oh todya bought alot of instant noodles again. lol .wth righ ti know.
haiz. .wanna do salad.. but too epxensicve=/ really no idea like.. tuna.. .changed.. they no gib free sppoon .. haiz.
rally dunno wha to eat.. .maybe bread again?
mm..
haiz. anyway, bad news. me no red packet. cos of funeral form dads side. just to clarify.. mum said that uncle most of the time quiet.. nvr say much. .so yea. he din relaly bullied her. phewwww but still. he's a stranger to me
today din speak with sam much. but undetandable. gosh im slpy liap. ytd slpt at 3am plus. now late also.
i feel him man.
he's probably feelign worse than i do now eh
anwyay.............
yup.
oh bought this jap magazine.
theres this one of the korean girl group. they all lok the same face. i took a closer look at them.. .single eyelids.. uh huh.. .very fair ba.. .mm... sxoem golden hair. .some not.. very small eyes.. normal. looking...
mm.. .yea. thats about it.
very diff from the japs in mag. yea.
and i dunno y koreans including womens, all very fierce. (speaking of my ex korean boss=.=''') ... perhaps of cultures/? cos. my ex booxx... he's terrifying
=(( huu.. .totally a diaster=/ gosh
i really wish not to se ehim again. though on my final day while at broad way with sammy slping in car, i thought i saw him. with a kmorean woman. he's carryign a child. boy. but... nah. i think not him. cos alot of koreans look the same. shouldnt be him ba
mm so slpy now.
kk.. gtg. need to settel some stuff before slp
oh stil lcouldnt find the asterchef book 1.. haiyo.
anyway had a nice time walkin arounf bugis with mum. =)
weather been hot. but thanks to mall s aircon, it freezes me. ha
eyes gonna close soon huu
jaa mata ne
18 January 2012
beautiful photos
ok. and so.... after blogging last night. it suddenly dawned on me that i couldcheck out the photos after all! ha. and yup. i found it. whats not to find in internet. ;)
i mena how not to find. anyway, yup. found 3 with us in it. 2 big main ones. oneof them.. mm.. okok..but he look amazing as always =) the other, wow. i adore it. nice pic. =) its as though looks liek a wedding phooto=.= dots.
but i was liek smiling...showing my teeth. .i looked shy.. eyes away from cam a lil... aw.. .and sam's smile. .so big and wide.. yet so charming with gentleness in it... gosh. i didnt know i can look so happy . like.. i know i cna. but nt that type of smikle./. .showing teeth smiel gently... difficult to explain ba. just a rection i don think i've ever seen myself in pic ever before. i was indeed amazed. =)
wow. really nice pic. really shocked to see that. and u know what. it is awesome too! as a couple, we had 2 pics taken! =) ha. cool eh.
haiz... wish if only that could happen often=/
anyway glad at least i have another night to remember now =) haiz.. .so nice.... so gonna look at that pic everyday. =)
oh. speaking of which. that 2nd day we went out. we went for movie then to maccas. thats when i saw the girls there.. shoulding be heading to club.. their dressings are all very much the same. mini dress, high heels, and tight dreses at that. like. .showing al ltheir buldgin fats.. gosh... goodness gracious.
sam say he don like clubbing girls. i don like either.
i dunno about how i dressed or whatsoever that day. but i do find that very almost all often, the typical girls will wear like. .very... mm.. .like. .bitchy whore look ? sorry! i dunno which other words to use thats not so meanie. =(
but yea. thats what i meant. but im not sure which nicer word to use to describe the above.
anwyay... i guess the guys who want them are pretty typical too eh>? they perhaps want them more than that thats why they didnt mind. gosh.. .so frihtening come to think of it.... =.=''''''
gosh. work pretty busy today. met rgm and sm=.= grr.. .sianz. but ow ell. heck care ba.
me just tired n slpy by 8plus. n of course. super hungry. yup. stick to my bread and yam cake 1.10 from old chang kee for 2 days liao. phew. but laksa is so tempting me .. huu.... but nvm. must hang old. save money is more important desu! =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlxEvbb2ddQ&sns=fb
saw this video today. haiz. ...jst reminded me of u know=/
..sighs.
o well... especially the last part of video.. so totally feel them man=/
heart just. u know.. .=/ cos happened before to me too amh..
..come to think of it.. its been about 4 years with him now.. still im glad i get to meet him and know him.. yea.. once in a lifetime chance.. i wil lcherish it
ha. shoot. tears dropped liao. too touching eh. XD lol
o well
mmm.... i try not to feel stress or whatsoever. especially with work.
as for relationship, ha. somehow like pro but not quite there.. i meant.. kinda like used to this whole ldr internet, msging, etc kinda way of communicating... nothign will be perfect right. bound to have ups and downs. but without downs, theres no cherish or treasure eh
shoot. my singtel bill is here.
o well. will see how ba. should be fine.
no worries. as long as he's happy. uh huh. think of his smiling face... everytiem will cheer me up somehow. like sometimes how i will say certain things and he'll find it so funny. lol. or the way i react ba.. like so natural.. then eh. he's laughign liao. ha. im a born natural say weird thigns or weird actions to make him smile n laugh like that eh. haha. o well. =P bleax
mm. .think jus now closing also. .my coleagues laughing at dunn owhat.. .
O.o i said something. . but they thinki ts funny or cute.
yea. htey always say my ahh choo! sneeze sounded so cute=.=''' 'i dunno ne. me sneeze like that mah. dots. cute meh> ? =.=
mm... oh .gosh. sleeping late todya ne.
o well. its ok.
jusyt glad otdya .. oh i mean.ytd. is over. 18th is over. uh huh
=) yay
mm. .forgot what else to blog ne... ...
anwyay, cos managers in store. so i need to go out during break.
and so glad i controlled myself. its ok. not so hard. u know why. cos i've alreayd shopped to my hearts content in syd. uh huh.
my rgm say nothign to shop in syd. so expensive. but i don mind. becos that place theres him mah.
oh. and todya saw another nice babaydoll lingerie wear. huuuuuu =((( i relaly wish to live alone sia...... then can wear that kind of sexy nighties to slp =( evernight. huuu.....
sadddd. =( cannot wear. so nice u know. .ahiz......theres one corset pretty good too. but yea. cannot buy. buy also cannot wear to slp. cos of family ard=/ haiz
wear for partner everynight is the best don u think =)
at least theres someone else to appreciate besides u
mm.. htink slpy lioa. .need to slp soon.
gota fix my c am.. haiyo
u know. there are moments i wont forget in syd. also the one where i stood there... at darling harbour. .take a good long look at hte sea.. flag.. .surroundings.. .sounds.. .i took instax pic of htat too. its beautiful.
... i will rememerb always....
sighs. .miss htat pkace liao =((
mm. .dunno why. but sometimes will keep thinking of hows sams paretns now. wonder if they are shopping around town... or checking out the new places in sg.. or maybe go parkway hav their chicken rice or char kway teow...
haiz. .if only his parents are easy ppl... but .. o well.
nontheless, sam is such an amazing person. uh huh. ^^
mm... kk. gtg ba .sleepy ne. plus thirsty. huu. but cannot drink too much water. if not later me wil lget up go toilet early =.=
mm.. forgot what else to blos..
we received new product valentine reangce. sa.d couldnt do any of those fo rhim =/ o well... yup. have nice products.. .jus wanna u know .do it for him. but.. o well.. no chance
jaa mata ne,
i mena how not to find. anyway, yup. found 3 with us in it. 2 big main ones. oneof them.. mm.. okok..but he look amazing as always =) the other, wow. i adore it. nice pic. =) its as though looks liek a wedding phooto=.= dots.
but i was liek smiling...showing my teeth. .i looked shy.. eyes away from cam a lil... aw.. .and sam's smile. .so big and wide.. yet so charming with gentleness in it... gosh. i didnt know i can look so happy . like.. i know i cna. but nt that type of smikle./. .showing teeth smiel gently... difficult to explain ba. just a rection i don think i've ever seen myself in pic ever before. i was indeed amazed. =)
wow. really nice pic. really shocked to see that. and u know what. it is awesome too! as a couple, we had 2 pics taken! =) ha. cool eh.
haiz... wish if only that could happen often=/
anyway glad at least i have another night to remember now =) haiz.. .so nice.... so gonna look at that pic everyday. =)
oh. speaking of which. that 2nd day we went out. we went for movie then to maccas. thats when i saw the girls there.. shoulding be heading to club.. their dressings are all very much the same. mini dress, high heels, and tight dreses at that. like. .showing al ltheir buldgin fats.. gosh... goodness gracious.
sam say he don like clubbing girls. i don like either.
i dunno about how i dressed or whatsoever that day. but i do find that very almost all often, the typical girls will wear like. .very... mm.. .like. .bitchy whore look ? sorry! i dunno which other words to use thats not so meanie. =(
but yea. thats what i meant. but im not sure which nicer word to use to describe the above.
anwyay... i guess the guys who want them are pretty typical too eh>? they perhaps want them more than that thats why they didnt mind. gosh.. .so frihtening come to think of it.... =.=''''''
gosh. work pretty busy today. met rgm and sm=.= grr.. .sianz. but ow ell. heck care ba.
me just tired n slpy by 8plus. n of course. super hungry. yup. stick to my bread and yam cake 1.10 from old chang kee for 2 days liao. phew. but laksa is so tempting me .. huu.... but nvm. must hang old. save money is more important desu! =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlxEvbb2ddQ&sns=fb
saw this video today. haiz. ...jst reminded me of u know=/
..sighs.
o well... especially the last part of video.. so totally feel them man=/
heart just. u know.. .=/ cos happened before to me too amh..
..come to think of it.. its been about 4 years with him now.. still im glad i get to meet him and know him.. yea.. once in a lifetime chance.. i wil lcherish it
ha. shoot. tears dropped liao. too touching eh. XD lol
o well
mmm.... i try not to feel stress or whatsoever. especially with work.
as for relationship, ha. somehow like pro but not quite there.. i meant.. kinda like used to this whole ldr internet, msging, etc kinda way of communicating... nothign will be perfect right. bound to have ups and downs. but without downs, theres no cherish or treasure eh
shoot. my singtel bill is here.
o well. will see how ba. should be fine.
no worries. as long as he's happy. uh huh. think of his smiling face... everytiem will cheer me up somehow. like sometimes how i will say certain things and he'll find it so funny. lol. or the way i react ba.. like so natural.. then eh. he's laughign liao. ha. im a born natural say weird thigns or weird actions to make him smile n laugh like that eh. haha. o well. =P bleax
mm. .think jus now closing also. .my coleagues laughing at dunn owhat.. .
O.o i said something. . but they thinki ts funny or cute.
yea. htey always say my ahh choo! sneeze sounded so cute=.=''' 'i dunno ne. me sneeze like that mah. dots. cute meh> ? =.=
mm... oh .gosh. sleeping late todya ne.
o well. its ok.
jusyt glad otdya .. oh i mean.ytd. is over. 18th is over. uh huh
=) yay
mm. .forgot what else to blog ne... ...
anwyay, cos managers in store. so i need to go out during break.
and so glad i controlled myself. its ok. not so hard. u know why. cos i've alreayd shopped to my hearts content in syd. uh huh.
my rgm say nothign to shop in syd. so expensive. but i don mind. becos that place theres him mah.
oh. and todya saw another nice babaydoll lingerie wear. huuuuuu =((( i relaly wish to live alone sia...... then can wear that kind of sexy nighties to slp =( evernight. huuu.....
sadddd. =( cannot wear. so nice u know. .ahiz......theres one corset pretty good too. but yea. cannot buy. buy also cannot wear to slp. cos of family ard=/ haiz
wear for partner everynight is the best don u think =)
at least theres someone else to appreciate besides u
mm.. htink slpy lioa. .need to slp soon.
gota fix my c am.. haiyo
u know. there are moments i wont forget in syd. also the one where i stood there... at darling harbour. .take a good long look at hte sea.. flag.. .surroundings.. .sounds.. .i took instax pic of htat too. its beautiful.
... i will rememerb always....
sighs. .miss htat pkace liao =((
mm. .dunno why. but sometimes will keep thinking of hows sams paretns now. wonder if they are shopping around town... or checking out the new places in sg.. or maybe go parkway hav their chicken rice or char kway teow...
haiz. .if only his parents are easy ppl... but .. o well.
nontheless, sam is such an amazing person. uh huh. ^^
mm... kk. gtg ba .sleepy ne. plus thirsty. huu. but cannot drink too much water. if not later me wil lget up go toilet early =.=
mm.. forgot what else to blos..
we received new product valentine reangce. sa.d couldnt do any of those fo rhim =/ o well... yup. have nice products.. .jus wanna u know .do it for him. but.. o well.. no chance
jaa mata ne,
17 January 2012
memorable moments
gosh sooo slpy now. by now i wouldve been aslp.. anway.. today was sooooo nervous while on my way to work! first day after about almost 2 weeks of rest. gosh. but thank god don hav to face manager cos shes off. phewwwwww ... but drag tmr. =/ she'll be there. sianz. so dun wanna se eher.
just gotta bear for another day ba. soooo glad todya is over finally. yup. felt refreshes and energized. a good break is waht i need indeed.
guess what. today i walked past the pandora store again. they changed the board again.
theres even a pendant called 'first year together' i wa slike. .aw.. thats swt. i went in to grab a copy of their catalogue. but not really. turns out to be like. .it teaches u how to tie knot with their leather strings.. for necklace n wrist. but like what sammy said. .indeed. its pretty tough to get the leather type. cos it did says.. cannot touch water, best to care with leather cream product. omg. so troublesome. and it can only hold hte most 9 charms. =.=
u knwo that time i went to buy my ultimate fav bra set, at ikea arrea with sam. that lady cashier she wore one too. sliver i thin. but i oculdnt make out whats her pendant.. seems liek gold.. but a couple only. i din take a closer look. young chinese lady. sighs.... i was like. .how i wish i could take ur place and work ther=(((
o well. i think sam made me like pandora somehow haha. but its interesting to have meanings in ur charm bracelt! so cool. nvr thought pandora oculd be liek that. imma check out ppls pic later. theres story behind them all. cool or waht. swt =)
oh i just recalled!!! soemone took our pic in the club! =) lol. now that i think of it, u know, each time i went to club with sammy, always have ppl coem up to us and have a photo taken. ha. but i never get to see those pics=( huu... but yea. was like. .huh. again eh. lol
we have the sparks huh. lol. o well dunno. but so interesting. wonder if next time we ever do club, ..mm.. most likely yup i think will have pic taaken again ba. XD
cool
oh. my arm ne.. that tiem quite alot of rough patches.. like sun burnt or what. skin dry.. like lil bubbles.. just dry skin ba? cos of hte sun i guess. gosh so strong the sun there.my arm alsmot all ok now. no more rough patches. only two or so ba. but yea... always liek that whenver im there. guess the sun eh
omg. guess what. i was so shocked at my cup size. i am a double D. O.O.... omg. i thought i heard wrong! but the lady was liek saying it with a straight face. and indeed, double d works fine for me.
wow. never thought i would surpassed the d. from a to b... to then a happy c.. now im a very happy double d cup. =) yay. and it seasier to find the bra i wan .. mm.. i htink.. in a way ba
i felt so comfoprtable in the bnt bras. omg. so perfect. =)
my colleague 30 plus. .she was like saying wow! their bras she don like cos she find them very 'happening' like. .wild and super sexy.
lol .i told her i like bnt mahXD so yea.
shes liek. .oh.. .hhaa. .so u like that kind..
ha. of course. i just dislike plain and boring old white beige and black. like. .so old hag kinda colour.. =/ i duno .thats just me ba. find them so boring and hello. u get to live sexy hot beautiful and young. why settle for such boring.. ..mm.. o well. perhaps to each of its own ba. for me i like it special.
uh huh =) thast why glad bought so many bras from bnt. but all worth it. now, imma just have to work hard n save my money back.
huu.. that day saw their website.. still got sale items.. so nice... but some cannot ship over to sg. =((( huu.. .baka desu.
anyway yea. so sad. .see cannot buy so yea. .on sale somemore T_T
today i started eating bread
so yup. haiz. will tahan desu. till i repay money. uh huh. but when it gets to 8pm or so, my stomahc growling liao. huu...
kk. .gtg.
hope when i see mrg, will be fine. haiz. sianz.. .o well .at least today no her
oh was telling my colleague how i lost my money.. then like. .so sad.. eyes watery sia. huuu....
=/ didnt know me would talk till so sad n cry. haiz.
k jaa mata ne!!!
just gotta bear for another day ba. soooo glad todya is over finally. yup. felt refreshes and energized. a good break is waht i need indeed.
guess what. today i walked past the pandora store again. they changed the board again.
theres even a pendant called 'first year together' i wa slike. .aw.. thats swt. i went in to grab a copy of their catalogue. but not really. turns out to be like. .it teaches u how to tie knot with their leather strings.. for necklace n wrist. but like what sammy said. .indeed. its pretty tough to get the leather type. cos it did says.. cannot touch water, best to care with leather cream product. omg. so troublesome. and it can only hold hte most 9 charms. =.=
u knwo that time i went to buy my ultimate fav bra set, at ikea arrea with sam. that lady cashier she wore one too. sliver i thin. but i oculdnt make out whats her pendant.. seems liek gold.. but a couple only. i din take a closer look. young chinese lady. sighs.... i was like. .how i wish i could take ur place and work ther=(((
o well. i think sam made me like pandora somehow haha. but its interesting to have meanings in ur charm bracelt! so cool. nvr thought pandora oculd be liek that. imma check out ppls pic later. theres story behind them all. cool or waht. swt =)
oh i just recalled!!! soemone took our pic in the club! =) lol. now that i think of it, u know, each time i went to club with sammy, always have ppl coem up to us and have a photo taken. ha. but i never get to see those pics=( huu... but yea. was like. .huh. again eh. lol
we have the sparks huh. lol. o well dunno. but so interesting. wonder if next time we ever do club, ..mm.. most likely yup i think will have pic taaken again ba. XD
cool
oh. my arm ne.. that tiem quite alot of rough patches.. like sun burnt or what. skin dry.. like lil bubbles.. just dry skin ba? cos of hte sun i guess. gosh so strong the sun there.my arm alsmot all ok now. no more rough patches. only two or so ba. but yea... always liek that whenver im there. guess the sun eh
omg. guess what. i was so shocked at my cup size. i am a double D. O.O.... omg. i thought i heard wrong! but the lady was liek saying it with a straight face. and indeed, double d works fine for me.
wow. never thought i would surpassed the d. from a to b... to then a happy c.. now im a very happy double d cup. =) yay. and it seasier to find the bra i wan .. mm.. i htink.. in a way ba
i felt so comfoprtable in the bnt bras. omg. so perfect. =)
my colleague 30 plus. .she was like saying wow! their bras she don like cos she find them very 'happening' like. .wild and super sexy.
lol .i told her i like bnt mahXD so yea.
shes liek. .oh.. .hhaa. .so u like that kind..
ha. of course. i just dislike plain and boring old white beige and black. like. .so old hag kinda colour.. =/ i duno .thats just me ba. find them so boring and hello. u get to live sexy hot beautiful and young. why settle for such boring.. ..mm.. o well. perhaps to each of its own ba. for me i like it special.
uh huh =) thast why glad bought so many bras from bnt. but all worth it. now, imma just have to work hard n save my money back.
huu.. that day saw their website.. still got sale items.. so nice... but some cannot ship over to sg. =((( huu.. .baka desu.
anyway yea. so sad. .see cannot buy so yea. .on sale somemore T_T
today i started eating bread
so yup. haiz. will tahan desu. till i repay money. uh huh. but when it gets to 8pm or so, my stomahc growling liao. huu...
kk. .gtg.
hope when i see mrg, will be fine. haiz. sianz.. .o well .at least today no her
oh was telling my colleague how i lost my money.. then like. .so sad.. eyes watery sia. huuu....
=/ didnt know me would talk till so sad n cry. haiz.
k jaa mata ne!!!
16 January 2012
freedom
me veryyy super slpy. ben falling aslp on the couch.. omg. rellay abot 12am the max.. me totally slpy. need to slp liao. still jet lag huh? i dunno.
sighs. .sianz tmr back to old days=/ wish me luck peeps... hope i'll enjoy it.
but im stil ltired. T_T huuu... dunno hwo tmrs gonna be like
o well.. wish me luck aites.
this is just a short blog cos im too slpy. cant wait to slp
oh. turns out that sammys bro 's fren headed to his house for a stayover.. .
mm.. o well. .l. i dun think his parents will be looking out from him for table cleaing or greeting or keeping toilet water free huh. i dunno. wonder how... bet they have fun eh.
but seem stroublesome ba.. cos yea..
anyway... ok. u know what ,this is it. imma head to bed liao. extremely tired n slpy. auto wakey sooo early!! huu.... then fast slpy... haiyo.
mm.. anyway, hopeofull yhe'll have good weeks ahead since his parents are gone ba. at leaste no need to worry about ppl nagging or unhappy thigns happen eh.. hope he can feel more relax.. and of course wish him luck too as he would like.
haiz. .tmr.. =/ sad sia..
o well............. wis me luck too pps.
jaa mata.
talk another day. me to slpy to type anymore.
sighs. .sianz tmr back to old days=/ wish me luck peeps... hope i'll enjoy it.
but im stil ltired. T_T huuu... dunno hwo tmrs gonna be like
o well.. wish me luck aites.
this is just a short blog cos im too slpy. cant wait to slp
oh. turns out that sammys bro 's fren headed to his house for a stayover.. .
mm.. o well. .l. i dun think his parents will be looking out from him for table cleaing or greeting or keeping toilet water free huh. i dunno. wonder how... bet they have fun eh.
but seem stroublesome ba.. cos yea..
anyway... ok. u know what ,this is it. imma head to bed liao. extremely tired n slpy. auto wakey sooo early!! huu.... then fast slpy... haiyo.
mm.. anyway, hopeofull yhe'll have good weeks ahead since his parents are gone ba. at leaste no need to worry about ppl nagging or unhappy thigns happen eh.. hope he can feel more relax.. and of course wish him luck too as he would like.
haiz. .tmr.. =/ sad sia..
o well............. wis me luck too pps.
jaa mata.
talk another day. me to slpy to type anymore.
15 January 2012
back in sg day 2
gosh. sooo slpy and tired! very slpy.
anyway... today auto wakey at 900am plus... then head out for breakfast with parents. .din have lunch. cos we went out. dad wanna find his jeans.
spend a good old 2 hours at ntuc after eating. gosh. but i think its great. just chilled... go ntuc.. simple n nice.
of course.. wakey evem in the middle of night still first thought is.. syd.. him... gosh im back home now? haiz.
but yea. o well.. ..
i have his perfume scent of smell here. so yea. its great.
can smell him anytime i wan.
so yup. went to parkway...
din do much there. but just nice day to chill and all before im back to work again. pastimers complained to me they kena scold by wati. hauiz... .
and so many of them aske dme why aint i the manager instead. ha... so honour to have them all ask me that. .really.
i deteste to talk abot work today. kk.. need to stop. one more day of freedom
mm... so yup. oh ytd too tired to blog again. so yea. oops.
gosh i miss the feel of holding his hand.. his surprise kiss.. his smiles and all.. huu.. T_T sad.
really miss everything... =/
even when out to pp, i kept thinking of the places and him at syd..
i recalled another question he asked me in his car that day.. .about me will like to be in korean style,look or somethieng.. . i replied no i htink. ha. not sure why he ask..
i guess its quite limited. like. .they are pretty scary when it comes to u know.. their hair and extreme make up... very .. erm.. extreme.. .weird sometimes..
whilst japanese. .they can be cute, sweet demure and sexy looking all at the same time. i really like that.
but. u know hwat. i'll be me.
=)
thats the best. cos everyone is unique and indiviual.. i'll be myself. not be liek someoen els.e
and yea. nvr would i thought he'll like all these korean songs and all. ha. i like a couple of them. but very limited.
u know my taste. i have erm. .so called high taste? .. lol.
nah .just very difficult for me to like someone or something. unless its love at first sight, or that somethign or someone hav the talent to porve me wrong.
u knwo my first impressions of boa>? its bad. i hated her. LOL. it was till her 2nd album jap) out, then i like her. lol. cos she s so talenbted. voice dance personaility all so good and ike a pro. i hate artists without true talent only based on looks.
thats why i really liek her. and she's not proud. shes down to earth. haiz. redz met her once u know when she came to sg. lol he say she's so nice and frenly. gosh.. how i wish to take pic wit her. lol. jk
but this trip still enables me to know him more and thigns he do.. work thingy.. life thingy. what his thoughts.. not say huge portions of it. .but betetr than nothing=)
worthful trtip ne
mm.. dad's bro passed away just now.
... im not sad. because i know his family ill treated my mum . even when she's pregnant. long storey o well.
anyway, so yup. we dunno them well. nvr keeop in touch. .etc. i don care either. ppl who ill treated my mum, .. ha. pls. don talk to me. i don care. so yea.
but yea. o well.. .hope my dad is fine ba.... =/.
know how his bro died? mum say he keep on smoking and drinking even when he's been to hospital alreayd. he discharged stil ldo the same.
drinking3.. .smoke3.... and soemmroe not drink normal beer or what. he drink the strong type. i guess its whiskey or i dunno. something liek that ba.
hoep thats a wake up call fo rmy dad. =/
he's only 50 plus. and he's dead now. haiz...
thats what happen when u dun listen and keep on doing the bad things=/
...thats its huh. .so thats what they meant whne they say.. when u died, ppl around u get hurt and grieve...
while you'll be away for good.(either to heaven or hell)
yea. nothigns over. ppl stil lgethurt cos of what u did. when u ended ur life. but sometimes....
choices are difficult. one could get so desparate to just u knwo. do a foolish thing and never get to turn back..
haiz. another day is almost over. =/
mm...
oh i noted down a couple of japanaese movie dvd or soemthign whiel at giant uspermarket! just wanna find htem in manga reader.com. hehe. recommeneded by him .=) would love to try that out. but dunno wheere to start. so hoepfully i'll be able to find those i saw.
pspellings sucks i know. forgive me. im so tired to type properly =/
mm.. hope redz iphone is ok. got problem. omg. poor thing. he bought it like... less tha a month ago ?
gosh. somemore batt cant take out.. sim card so special kind. =.= omg.
so ma fan
haiyo. really miss the nasi goreng at syd.. the spicy one. ..haiz. no chance to eat now=/ huu
seriously. instant noodles taste so much better than their 10bucks meal. gosh. why their cooking skill sucks O.o
but really. i dun mind. cos overall the stay there, im just so thankful and glad to be a part of where he is.. =) uh huh.. thats all it matters.
doesnt matter how much he could do fo rme. .just so thankful i even get to see him here and there....
haiz... mis shim...
all is worth is. nothing good comes unless u get through big rocks ahead of ya.
good lasts forever.
uh huh.
slpy. ha.
mm.. k ba.
gonna go liao.
how i wish to club with him and chill out again.
missing sammy dearly...
hope he get well alrayd...
but he still need plenty of slp and proper rest.
ok redz back. he changed for a new phone .same model. ha. so troublesome. but his pics and all all gone. omg.
mm... so yup.
todya now cant really think much.
mm.. hoepfull ytoday year uni wil lbe awesome for him as well.. he always warn me that he's gonna be busier and all .ha. i understand.. so yup... hope he'll be fine and health all good too ne...
i just wanna say. i am me. one and only me.
my style. my own. mutiple styles . yuniquely me.
=)
cheers
mata
anyway... today auto wakey at 900am plus... then head out for breakfast with parents. .din have lunch. cos we went out. dad wanna find his jeans.
spend a good old 2 hours at ntuc after eating. gosh. but i think its great. just chilled... go ntuc.. simple n nice.
of course.. wakey evem in the middle of night still first thought is.. syd.. him... gosh im back home now? haiz.
but yea. o well.. ..
i have his perfume scent of smell here. so yea. its great.
can smell him anytime i wan.
so yup. went to parkway...
din do much there. but just nice day to chill and all before im back to work again. pastimers complained to me they kena scold by wati. hauiz... .
and so many of them aske dme why aint i the manager instead. ha... so honour to have them all ask me that. .really.
i deteste to talk abot work today. kk.. need to stop. one more day of freedom
mm... so yup. oh ytd too tired to blog again. so yea. oops.
gosh i miss the feel of holding his hand.. his surprise kiss.. his smiles and all.. huu.. T_T sad.
really miss everything... =/
even when out to pp, i kept thinking of the places and him at syd..
i recalled another question he asked me in his car that day.. .about me will like to be in korean style,look or somethieng.. . i replied no i htink. ha. not sure why he ask..
i guess its quite limited. like. .they are pretty scary when it comes to u know.. their hair and extreme make up... very .. erm.. extreme.. .weird sometimes..
whilst japanese. .they can be cute, sweet demure and sexy looking all at the same time. i really like that.
but. u know hwat. i'll be me.
=)
thats the best. cos everyone is unique and indiviual.. i'll be myself. not be liek someoen els.e
and yea. nvr would i thought he'll like all these korean songs and all. ha. i like a couple of them. but very limited.
u know my taste. i have erm. .so called high taste? .. lol.
nah .just very difficult for me to like someone or something. unless its love at first sight, or that somethign or someone hav the talent to porve me wrong.
u knwo my first impressions of boa>? its bad. i hated her. LOL. it was till her 2nd album jap) out, then i like her. lol. cos she s so talenbted. voice dance personaility all so good and ike a pro. i hate artists without true talent only based on looks.
thats why i really liek her. and she's not proud. shes down to earth. haiz. redz met her once u know when she came to sg. lol he say she's so nice and frenly. gosh.. how i wish to take pic wit her. lol. jk
but this trip still enables me to know him more and thigns he do.. work thingy.. life thingy. what his thoughts.. not say huge portions of it. .but betetr than nothing=)
worthful trtip ne
mm.. dad's bro passed away just now.
... im not sad. because i know his family ill treated my mum . even when she's pregnant. long storey o well.
anyway, so yup. we dunno them well. nvr keeop in touch. .etc. i don care either. ppl who ill treated my mum, .. ha. pls. don talk to me. i don care. so yea.
but yea. o well.. .hope my dad is fine ba.... =/.
know how his bro died? mum say he keep on smoking and drinking even when he's been to hospital alreayd. he discharged stil ldo the same.
drinking3.. .smoke3.... and soemmroe not drink normal beer or what. he drink the strong type. i guess its whiskey or i dunno. something liek that ba.
hoep thats a wake up call fo rmy dad. =/
he's only 50 plus. and he's dead now. haiz...
thats what happen when u dun listen and keep on doing the bad things=/
...thats its huh. .so thats what they meant whne they say.. when u died, ppl around u get hurt and grieve...
while you'll be away for good.(either to heaven or hell)
yea. nothigns over. ppl stil lgethurt cos of what u did. when u ended ur life. but sometimes....
choices are difficult. one could get so desparate to just u knwo. do a foolish thing and never get to turn back..
haiz. another day is almost over. =/
mm...
oh i noted down a couple of japanaese movie dvd or soemthign whiel at giant uspermarket! just wanna find htem in manga reader.com. hehe. recommeneded by him .=) would love to try that out. but dunno wheere to start. so hoepfully i'll be able to find those i saw.
pspellings sucks i know. forgive me. im so tired to type properly =/
mm.. hope redz iphone is ok. got problem. omg. poor thing. he bought it like... less tha a month ago ?
gosh. somemore batt cant take out.. sim card so special kind. =.= omg.
so ma fan
haiyo. really miss the nasi goreng at syd.. the spicy one. ..haiz. no chance to eat now=/ huu
seriously. instant noodles taste so much better than their 10bucks meal. gosh. why their cooking skill sucks O.o
but really. i dun mind. cos overall the stay there, im just so thankful and glad to be a part of where he is.. =) uh huh.. thats all it matters.
doesnt matter how much he could do fo rme. .just so thankful i even get to see him here and there....
haiz... mis shim...
all is worth is. nothing good comes unless u get through big rocks ahead of ya.
good lasts forever.
uh huh.
slpy. ha.
mm.. k ba.
gonna go liao.
how i wish to club with him and chill out again.
missing sammy dearly...
hope he get well alrayd...
but he still need plenty of slp and proper rest.
ok redz back. he changed for a new phone .same model. ha. so troublesome. but his pics and all all gone. omg.
mm... so yup.
todya now cant really think much.
mm.. hoepfull ytoday year uni wil lbe awesome for him as well.. he always warn me that he's gonna be busier and all .ha. i understand.. so yup... hope he'll be fine and health all good too ne...
i just wanna say. i am me. one and only me.
my style. my own. mutiple styles . yuniquely me.
=)
cheers
mata
13 January 2012
sydney holiday trip summary =D
oh wow. hey guys im back!!! gosh... but i feel very sad now. =( so much happened.. so much to type and blog.. gosh. dunno where to start. if i recalled anything , ill blog it in my next blog and so on k. cos so much to talk about,.
ok. first thing first. so dramatic. i lostmy travel money =((( no idea when or how. i recalled i checkout and open up my wallet to make sure my notes are there before i throw my wallet into my bag. sighs.
but when i was heading to airport, i had the shocked of my lifer. moneys gone =((( i took cab back n rush to find.. but to no avail .i cried al lteh way to departure gate and into the palce. sighs. terrible start =(((
now im still sad and i m kinda stress cos of money isssue. u knwo, i miscaculated. tbut this year, i'll make sur eim strict with my self. shoppings all done in this week. so no more of that for monthsss to coem. imma live on breads n all.. so i could return my fren the money she's kind enough to lend me.
gosh. i didnt know i'll be spending so much this time! so diff from last year. maybe cos i was left alone to shop.. so no one to control. haiz. but this year imma save hard!!! for trips and for personal life.
so yea. i noted down everything everyday in my travel journal. i went to have dim sum with sammy.. we watched movie at imax.. .it was such a perfect date. =) we even went clubbing!! so fun and always its great to dance with him. the drinks he ordered bailey thingy are so nice. =P
as we're walking down the street, he asked me to notice my surroundings.. ppl eyes on me and all.. .ha. but i cant la. so shy. XD eyes on floor instead while holding his arms tight . club eneded about 330am we started walking back. he met his sort of a fren there. after club he found him.. he shook my hands again with his very sweaty palm.. ha. he's very drunk u can tell.
so nice.. we walked back slowly towards hotel... still energetic.. we talked alot.. then he asked if i would marry him if he asked me to. ha.. so shy. i looked on the floor while grasping his arm tight i replied 'of course i will'. ha..was too shy to look at him saying that mahXD. but yea. what a surprised questions eh.
dunno why he suddenly ask.. but well. if when ppl ask u a question like that, it should be a yes. if not a yes, why even be together.
that reply of mine i didnt even think twice. cos i know whats my answer long ago. *blush
anyway, i hope his citizenship get approve soon and all.. and hopefully he get what he wants, his plans all go smoothly.. his bike as well... so glad he have this good job with high pay enough to make his living better now.
yup. just hope everything will go well for him =) at least he's good at planning the future living expenses and all.
mm.. as a housewife and both at work.. if finish early by the time reach home at least still have time to cook and tc of family eh. good thing its not so stressful to work there. huu.. i wanna go =(
mm.. i think that it is certainly a sweet thing to do when ur partner thought about the future the both of u share together like that. thats very nice. =)
mm... food there still same.. huge portions.. not so nice.. expensive.. .weather. .not tat burning hot like last year. huu. .which is abit..aw. .=/ but the wind very cold. strong as usual. like. .just so cold especially at night.
i think both sammy n i loses all our energy by the 3rd date or so. haha. gosh so tiring from all those walking! soemtimes i'll just rather lay in bed whole day just to rest n watch tv. relaxing n chilling.. omg. nice. but still very tired. even now too. ha. but great holiday.
i also met this kind china lady? i dunno. a chinese lady. she commented that i look very young compared to her daughter whos younger than me. lol. but she's frenly. thats at the paddys market. one of my fav place to walk around.
mm... boght something for my mum too from there.. pearls
mm.. bro nothing much.. haiz...
dad.. a lil something omw back from airport. XD
o well.. no money liao. but this week is worth it. i just wish things couldve been easrier and enjoyable more for sam .
haiz. but yea.
mm....
then hotel... scary thing happened the days before im heading back.
aircon on n off by itself repeatedly..(luckily its morning if night i dunno how)
then final night in hotel, lights flickered. huuu.. .scaryyyyyyyy i was like. .omg. not me tat is so movie!
i msg sammy but he din reply. i thoght he's slping. but then suddenly he called n asked me to open up the door. huu...... he did it again. sobx. =)
he surprised me! ..reminded me the day before he left sg,.. i was so sad and yearning to see him again.. and he did. he suddenly pop into my room.. i piouce on him. huu....
so glad to see him and be with him on this final night.
sobx. .so touched and sooooo happy.
he thought of driving me to the rocks area..night scene. i think last year also... we walked along hte lights and all... but we din go in the end. cos i could tell he's very tired and he's still sick .i was tired too. i don mind. really. cos as long as i get to be with him. anywhere wil ldo. =)
haiz. still cant believe im back in sg .....new chapter huh.. i hope he's right.
i miss him dearly now.
i hope his parents din find out this time that i was there.
but basicaly me din go anywhere much either.
i was so sad days before im leaving. the final day too . cried and cried... sighs.....
=/ cant help it. i miss hte place.. miss him... i really envy the ppl working there. china pl alot too. was like. .how the hell they get there when they cant even speak good english.
sighs. .so envy ne.. =/
wish i could stay and work tehre too... haizzzzz
we drove past this max brenner or brennder chocolate bar. he said he forgot to bring me there. i was like aww.... but o well.. hopefully theres a next time ba. seems like a romantic place. ha
we din go to this thai restaurant i wanted to go either. cos money.... o well.... its ok. hopefully will hav next time. but dunno how ba... i know its difficult for him
anyway, glad to see him again. feel him again. know him better, spend soem real quaility time with him.
he taught me alot about streets and all... .hope ill remember all!
mm... yea. i get to see his morning smile!! yay. hugging each other to slp. yay. not alot but glad we did.
he's very slpy most of the time. he would just slp.. and i'll watch him.. 2 hours in the car the final day where he slpt at carpark. ha. yup. 2 hours. so long right but every minute counts...
i like his final 'jaa!' said to me when i stepped into the departure gate in syd.
was surprised. but i managed to turn on time to wave back n replied jaa...
before heading in, i kissed him , hug him, and grab hold of his hand again just to feel him for the so called last time before im back in sg.
i think i din shed tears at that moment. but heart so pain... and crie din the palne as always.
again. new memoried wondereful made in my mind now.
i wont forget. not taht now i have my travel journal with me
on the final day.. i relaly wonder if i should ask him take the instax photo with me. so i could keep. or he could keep it too. but hav a feelign he'll say no... but again. im scared.. so scared that i'll cry non stop each time i look at the photo in my wallet or something. os yea... in the end didnt ask him to take.. ha.
o well.. .
but his face and all will be in my heart and mind. so yes. i tried to take alot of pics liek my bro asked me to.
my cam got problem again. but good thign it happened the last few dasy before i leave. so yeta. i used my phone instead.
i think not as much pics.. but yea. still gd
i even walked to darling harbour.. i video it.. i feel the wind. .the sound... i took a good long look. .asking myself to remember all of it. cos i know its all gonna change back to sg soon.
nice moment. but.. sighs. stil labit sad one.
oh we had a nice dinner at darling harbour area. with all the newly built fountains and all... ha.
so nice. =)
nice night... and all.... gosh.
liek i said.. its been great with him.
he gottel sick though out of a sudden morning. huu... hope he's feeling better now...
all hte more he need slp..
its ncie to give him a good hug in the hotel before we left.
i'll rememebr these feelings
mm.. yea. great that he got me this sim card. so at least i can still use internet and all.
good thing i note down in my book. cos i know that whenever i read it(though most liekly i'll cry) , at least i have all fresh memories in my head.
the htings he said.. how he looks like. .the way he sound.. his cute expressions and all... =)
that means alot to me. not alot of time and days we spend together, however im thankful for even a day being jsut with him. liek i said. every minute counts. i still love him dearly .
u know. i walked past this liquer store. i walked in and plucked up my courage to purchase. cos stores are closed and all... so yea. might as well chill in my room .. but main reason is that i'll stop feeling so sad about leaving.. .
that hotel is good. i'll consider going backk again i think. nice location. at least i know where to walk from there.. .
rrly thansk to sam. if not for him, and im alone, i wouldntve know where to start. my first night i got lost. but yea... then i learned again. .oh how to get ba ck.. its easy once i saw the tall building he told me of.
mm.... anyway, imma hurry unpack luggage again....
hopefully can upload pics soon. but first is to find money. but seriously. i find till dunoo where else to fin dliao =((
i wish for a miracle.. sighs.... help
huuuu
double check money still gone missing. whats going on. =( wish i could have every secs of my memory back. sighs
kk. see if theres time or anythign to add on, i'll blog again soon.
jaa mata! glad to blog again .
ok. first thing first. so dramatic. i lostmy travel money =((( no idea when or how. i recalled i checkout and open up my wallet to make sure my notes are there before i throw my wallet into my bag. sighs.
but when i was heading to airport, i had the shocked of my lifer. moneys gone =((( i took cab back n rush to find.. but to no avail .i cried al lteh way to departure gate and into the palce. sighs. terrible start =(((
now im still sad and i m kinda stress cos of money isssue. u knwo, i miscaculated. tbut this year, i'll make sur eim strict with my self. shoppings all done in this week. so no more of that for monthsss to coem. imma live on breads n all.. so i could return my fren the money she's kind enough to lend me.
gosh. i didnt know i'll be spending so much this time! so diff from last year. maybe cos i was left alone to shop.. so no one to control. haiz. but this year imma save hard!!! for trips and for personal life.
so yea. i noted down everything everyday in my travel journal. i went to have dim sum with sammy.. we watched movie at imax.. .it was such a perfect date. =) we even went clubbing!! so fun and always its great to dance with him. the drinks he ordered bailey thingy are so nice. =P
as we're walking down the street, he asked me to notice my surroundings.. ppl eyes on me and all.. .ha. but i cant la. so shy. XD eyes on floor instead while holding his arms tight . club eneded about 330am we started walking back. he met his sort of a fren there. after club he found him.. he shook my hands again with his very sweaty palm.. ha. he's very drunk u can tell.
so nice.. we walked back slowly towards hotel... still energetic.. we talked alot.. then he asked if i would marry him if he asked me to. ha.. so shy. i looked on the floor while grasping his arm tight i replied 'of course i will'. ha..was too shy to look at him saying that mahXD. but yea. what a surprised questions eh.
dunno why he suddenly ask.. but well. if when ppl ask u a question like that, it should be a yes. if not a yes, why even be together.
that reply of mine i didnt even think twice. cos i know whats my answer long ago. *blush
anyway, i hope his citizenship get approve soon and all.. and hopefully he get what he wants, his plans all go smoothly.. his bike as well... so glad he have this good job with high pay enough to make his living better now.
yup. just hope everything will go well for him =) at least he's good at planning the future living expenses and all.
mm.. as a housewife and both at work.. if finish early by the time reach home at least still have time to cook and tc of family eh. good thing its not so stressful to work there. huu.. i wanna go =(
mm.. i think that it is certainly a sweet thing to do when ur partner thought about the future the both of u share together like that. thats very nice. =)
mm... food there still same.. huge portions.. not so nice.. expensive.. .weather. .not tat burning hot like last year. huu. .which is abit..aw. .=/ but the wind very cold. strong as usual. like. .just so cold especially at night.
i think both sammy n i loses all our energy by the 3rd date or so. haha. gosh so tiring from all those walking! soemtimes i'll just rather lay in bed whole day just to rest n watch tv. relaxing n chilling.. omg. nice. but still very tired. even now too. ha. but great holiday.
i also met this kind china lady? i dunno. a chinese lady. she commented that i look very young compared to her daughter whos younger than me. lol. but she's frenly. thats at the paddys market. one of my fav place to walk around.
mm... boght something for my mum too from there.. pearls
mm.. bro nothing much.. haiz...
dad.. a lil something omw back from airport. XD
o well.. no money liao. but this week is worth it. i just wish things couldve been easrier and enjoyable more for sam .
haiz. but yea.
mm....
then hotel... scary thing happened the days before im heading back.
aircon on n off by itself repeatedly..(luckily its morning if night i dunno how)
then final night in hotel, lights flickered. huuu.. .scaryyyyyyyy i was like. .omg. not me tat is so movie!
i msg sammy but he din reply. i thoght he's slping. but then suddenly he called n asked me to open up the door. huu...... he did it again. sobx. =)
he surprised me! ..reminded me the day before he left sg,.. i was so sad and yearning to see him again.. and he did. he suddenly pop into my room.. i piouce on him. huu....
so glad to see him and be with him on this final night.
sobx. .so touched and sooooo happy.
he thought of driving me to the rocks area..night scene. i think last year also... we walked along hte lights and all... but we din go in the end. cos i could tell he's very tired and he's still sick .i was tired too. i don mind. really. cos as long as i get to be with him. anywhere wil ldo. =)
haiz. still cant believe im back in sg .....new chapter huh.. i hope he's right.
i miss him dearly now.
i hope his parents din find out this time that i was there.
but basicaly me din go anywhere much either.
i was so sad days before im leaving. the final day too . cried and cried... sighs.....
=/ cant help it. i miss hte place.. miss him... i really envy the ppl working there. china pl alot too. was like. .how the hell they get there when they cant even speak good english.
sighs. .so envy ne.. =/
wish i could stay and work tehre too... haizzzzz
we drove past this max brenner or brennder chocolate bar. he said he forgot to bring me there. i was like aww.... but o well.. hopefully theres a next time ba. seems like a romantic place. ha
we din go to this thai restaurant i wanted to go either. cos money.... o well.... its ok. hopefully will hav next time. but dunno how ba... i know its difficult for him
anyway, glad to see him again. feel him again. know him better, spend soem real quaility time with him.
he taught me alot about streets and all... .hope ill remember all!
mm... yea. i get to see his morning smile!! yay. hugging each other to slp. yay. not alot but glad we did.
he's very slpy most of the time. he would just slp.. and i'll watch him.. 2 hours in the car the final day where he slpt at carpark. ha. yup. 2 hours. so long right but every minute counts...
i like his final 'jaa!' said to me when i stepped into the departure gate in syd.
was surprised. but i managed to turn on time to wave back n replied jaa...
before heading in, i kissed him , hug him, and grab hold of his hand again just to feel him for the so called last time before im back in sg.
i think i din shed tears at that moment. but heart so pain... and crie din the palne as always.
again. new memoried wondereful made in my mind now.
i wont forget. not taht now i have my travel journal with me
on the final day.. i relaly wonder if i should ask him take the instax photo with me. so i could keep. or he could keep it too. but hav a feelign he'll say no... but again. im scared.. so scared that i'll cry non stop each time i look at the photo in my wallet or something. os yea... in the end didnt ask him to take.. ha.
o well.. .
but his face and all will be in my heart and mind. so yes. i tried to take alot of pics liek my bro asked me to.
my cam got problem again. but good thign it happened the last few dasy before i leave. so yeta. i used my phone instead.
i think not as much pics.. but yea. still gd
i even walked to darling harbour.. i video it.. i feel the wind. .the sound... i took a good long look. .asking myself to remember all of it. cos i know its all gonna change back to sg soon.
nice moment. but.. sighs. stil labit sad one.
oh we had a nice dinner at darling harbour area. with all the newly built fountains and all... ha.
so nice. =)
nice night... and all.... gosh.
liek i said.. its been great with him.
he gottel sick though out of a sudden morning. huu... hope he's feeling better now...
all hte more he need slp..
its ncie to give him a good hug in the hotel before we left.
i'll rememebr these feelings
mm.. yea. great that he got me this sim card. so at least i can still use internet and all.
good thing i note down in my book. cos i know that whenever i read it(though most liekly i'll cry) , at least i have all fresh memories in my head.
the htings he said.. how he looks like. .the way he sound.. his cute expressions and all... =)
that means alot to me. not alot of time and days we spend together, however im thankful for even a day being jsut with him. liek i said. every minute counts. i still love him dearly .
u know. i walked past this liquer store. i walked in and plucked up my courage to purchase. cos stores are closed and all... so yea. might as well chill in my room .. but main reason is that i'll stop feeling so sad about leaving.. .
that hotel is good. i'll consider going backk again i think. nice location. at least i know where to walk from there.. .
rrly thansk to sam. if not for him, and im alone, i wouldntve know where to start. my first night i got lost. but yea... then i learned again. .oh how to get ba ck.. its easy once i saw the tall building he told me of.
mm.... anyway, imma hurry unpack luggage again....
hopefully can upload pics soon. but first is to find money. but seriously. i find till dunoo where else to fin dliao =((
i wish for a miracle.. sighs.... help
huuuu
double check money still gone missing. whats going on. =( wish i could have every secs of my memory back. sighs
kk. see if theres time or anythign to add on, i'll blog again soon.
jaa mata! glad to blog again .
03 January 2012
heading to sydney today =)
hi guys, i am so dizzy and in a haze now. worse than last year im afraid. for ive been really busy and tired. lack of slp too. somemore had only 3 horus somehting of slp =/ im soo oslpy. but cant nap. for im heading to syd soon. in couple of horus time. omg. can u believ it? from 3 months, to one month. .to weeks. .now im heading over. omg. im so worried. and nervous. not at all happy n excited about this trip. hahah. but i will try my best to relaxz. i dunn owhat to plan or what. no time liao. so yea. later eat, prepared abit pa ck up, then gotta bath n changed.. .
good thing this year have redz company me all the way to airport. im so nervous about getting lost. but i guess it should be fine huh.=/
read a news about a lady rejeected the offer of someone claming to help her show her around, in the end, reject still kena attack. =X very scary. hai .nvm. i'll be strong to get through this ba. hope i wont be too tired. for im prepared to rock my thurs. haha.
so yea. wont be able to blog liao . bear with me and i'll be back for blogging soon!
haha. my collegaue kept telling me how so cute i am wearing specs! huh? really>? O.o omg. so paiseh. but i like all looks. nerdy, normal, natural, foxy, cute,sweet. one can play with heaps of looks. i like that ha
anyway, bro even gib me his traffic and travelling safve amulet tailsman from japan. aww....
=) and he's like suddenly wanna wait fo rme go back together at night. but too bad we missed each other ha. maybe cos he's gonna miss me? lol. dunno ba.
haiz.
if only i can still online. =/ but wifi aint free. =/
bros jap motel wifi is free. how convenient eh.
1300pm now.
gotta eat soon. gosh. .can u imgaine no slp for like 24hours plus? nvm. tahan till thurs night. i can do it. late night shopping on thurs u know. gonna enjoy n check it out. thats why me purposely arrive on thurs. lol. so in case slpy, still can shop at night. but... wait. its night.
glups./... my fren was telling me about this place... king cross. i din even know ehre.=.= skali i go also dunno. OMG. touch wood. hell no i hope.
but yea. how to be careful. anyway,
i'll meake my way around without map ba.
mm.. .
and yea. din know bondi also a dangerous place at night. what main road... hello? do i look like i know which part of bondi is main road?? =.= but anyway im not heading to bondi at night ba.
the other places i forgot liao. in my fb. but nvr relaly care to remember. haha
haiz. so this is it.
mm.. .i wanna look at my company store in the airport. but everytime i reach, i couldnt find it. haiyo. their service always go tcusotemrs compliment u know. this guy name jason? dunno forgot.
it sat domestic terminal. mm... dunno wanan check it out anot =/
skali im lost again =.= in airport. se ehow ba. hauiyo.. .
dunno which terminal im arriving at. internationl u thionk?
kk. later must remember to check my sg terminal .lol so far haven check.
,mmm.. k. .gtg. me still no idea what to do after 5 in sydney =/ haiz..... oh 5b not consider as night right. so should be fine. night should meant as dark black sky time ba.
kk.. gtg. eat n rest. huu.. miss u all. will be cak in one piece sa fe n sound soon i hope. pray for me!!!!!
all the best
mata ne!!!
good thing this year have redz company me all the way to airport. im so nervous about getting lost. but i guess it should be fine huh.=/
read a news about a lady rejeected the offer of someone claming to help her show her around, in the end, reject still kena attack. =X very scary. hai .nvm. i'll be strong to get through this ba. hope i wont be too tired. for im prepared to rock my thurs. haha.
so yea. wont be able to blog liao . bear with me and i'll be back for blogging soon!
haha. my collegaue kept telling me how so cute i am wearing specs! huh? really>? O.o omg. so paiseh. but i like all looks. nerdy, normal, natural, foxy, cute,sweet. one can play with heaps of looks. i like that ha
anyway, bro even gib me his traffic and travelling safve amulet tailsman from japan. aww....
=) and he's like suddenly wanna wait fo rme go back together at night. but too bad we missed each other ha. maybe cos he's gonna miss me? lol. dunno ba.
haiz.
if only i can still online. =/ but wifi aint free. =/
bros jap motel wifi is free. how convenient eh.
1300pm now.
gotta eat soon. gosh. .can u imgaine no slp for like 24hours plus? nvm. tahan till thurs night. i can do it. late night shopping on thurs u know. gonna enjoy n check it out. thats why me purposely arrive on thurs. lol. so in case slpy, still can shop at night. but... wait. its night.
glups./... my fren was telling me about this place... king cross. i din even know ehre.=.= skali i go also dunno. OMG. touch wood. hell no i hope.
but yea. how to be careful. anyway,
i'll meake my way around without map ba.
mm.. .
and yea. din know bondi also a dangerous place at night. what main road... hello? do i look like i know which part of bondi is main road?? =.= but anyway im not heading to bondi at night ba.
the other places i forgot liao. in my fb. but nvr relaly care to remember. haha
haiz. so this is it.
mm.. .i wanna look at my company store in the airport. but everytime i reach, i couldnt find it. haiyo. their service always go tcusotemrs compliment u know. this guy name jason? dunno forgot.
it sat domestic terminal. mm... dunno wanan check it out anot =/
skali im lost again =.= in airport. se ehow ba. hauiyo.. .
dunno which terminal im arriving at. internationl u thionk?
kk. later must remember to check my sg terminal .lol so far haven check.
,mmm.. k. .gtg. me still no idea what to do after 5 in sydney =/ haiz..... oh 5b not consider as night right. so should be fine. night should meant as dark black sky time ba.
kk.. gtg. eat n rest. huu.. miss u all. will be cak in one piece sa fe n sound soon i hope. pray for me!!!!!
all the best
mata ne!!!
02 January 2012
worriful trip
i am extremely tired=( had only about 4 hrs of slp. ..
wed i have meeting. yes. .the day i am supposed to fly off=(
sighs.. fml
u know what my rgm say? accoridng to sm of other outlet. ..'but pauline flying off on wed leh.. ....rgm: so"? no choice. ''
..... omg.
sighs
whatever ba=/
very tired. but i tell myself. no matter what. slpy thourhg the hwole day of thurs, still must shop finish. slp only at night!
uh huh.
wil lrest in syd ba. sighs
i am so tired now=((
leg pain huuuuu =((
u knwo. m,y collegau almost pinched me again cos hse cant resist. lol .
she kept saying i look so cute today with specs on. =.= ;''
my another colleague, 3 of her male airforce frens visted her. she gib me this funny weird wink look. i was like.. huh.. .dunno what=.= then after that she tell me that her 3 frens say im very pretty. OMG. hello???/ i loked freakin shagged la. no mascara on, eye swollen. wear specs somemore. .how come they still say i look pretty. then i joke to my colleague.x. maybe i should wear spec everydya. Lol
but yea very surprised leh. todya i loked terrible! yet got 3 airforce guys say i look pretty? omg. but anyway, who cares about airforce. i care for personaility. so yea.
but paishe ne hwover.=.=
haiz. will wed be over soon?
tch//=/
tmr is the last day to go shop fo ritems i need to bring to syd.. .i hoep din miss out on anything.
wish me luck. still no time to research of how to go and where to go.. as in how to get there.. =/
nvm. lso tlost ba.. scared.. so what. ...not htat first time ba. just that no cab to take this time. sighs=/ no money.
walk home ba..
kk. .better don think so much now..
gdnight peeps... i hope to speak with u soon
mata ne
01 January 2012
feeling lost
weird. .theres something i wanted to blog. .but i kkept forgetting!anyway... huu.. my right eye =( swollen.. eyelid. .cos of. .haiz. stupid thing ba. =/
anyway so itchy T_T n huu.. not nice with swollen red eyelid.
hate it =( hopefully will heal soon
gosh.. im really very worried about getting around... my colleague ask me go research . then map.. whne i replied that i still odn get map ,. ..she stopped talking like gib up liao. lol
o well.. .hough wil lhave bit of help.. but there'll bound to have times imma be alone right. so yea.. .
gosh.. totally unprepared... ...but. this is what imma have to do. so yea. no turning back. just do it.
so scared=(
its like.. totally arriving there without any preparations. nor research. T_T .don have time. cant be bother ba. =/ i know. even if i do, i still don get what the woprds are trying to direct me.
anyway,
my mum asked me last night. .that if i see him, tell him that mummy n daddy misses him alot.. ask when he;s coming back to sg... then she ask if he's like even coming to sg and visit his grandma perhasp..
what can i reply> i was like.. i have no idea.
i..haven tell him yet. cos u know.. face to face? like. .so awkward to say those ba=/ i dunno.. what if he gets the wrong idea opf what my parents are thinking.
so yea.. se ehow ba. duno how to tell him too. its their concern for him after all.
..
but yea. .wonder why especially my mum miss him so much huh. ..o owell
today . .my colleague cant resist.. and pinched my cheeks after i smiled at her =.='' she say im so cute, and really cannot resist.. just wanna pinch me. so yea. i kena pinched both sides of cheeeks by her. ha. the young one lor. .17yrs old that one.
haha.. .omg. i was like. .huh. why she pinch me XD
haiz.... my poor eyeT_T huuuu.. please heal soon....
u know .sometimes i fear for my safety too.
..like.. waling down the street if left alone.. hwats gonna happen>?
..gosh.. better stop thinking those ba.
just. .perhaps fear should be cast aside asap.
just a.. weird bad feeling im having thats all... .
gosh. .me so dislike apply sunblock. but my colleguae from perth(she study there n hates it remember ) she advices to do so. can get skin cancer.. what... huu.. but i liek the sun. btu. .why so hot . hottern hotter every year=./ haiz.
anyway, stil lcant wait ba.
os yea. .bought a kids one. .from daiso. cheap mah. watson cant find ne. so eyea. probably sold. o well
i don relaly bother with sunscreen anyway.
mmm.....dunno what esle nee to buy. times almost up... must bring what. .all must write down..
haiz.
kk.. gtg... tmr wil lcontinue packing. ..
jaa mata
anyway so itchy T_T n huu.. not nice with swollen red eyelid.
hate it =( hopefully will heal soon
gosh.. im really very worried about getting around... my colleague ask me go research . then map.. whne i replied that i still odn get map ,. ..she stopped talking like gib up liao. lol
o well.. .hough wil lhave bit of help.. but there'll bound to have times imma be alone right. so yea.. .
gosh.. totally unprepared... ...but. this is what imma have to do. so yea. no turning back. just do it.
so scared=(
its like.. totally arriving there without any preparations. nor research. T_T .don have time. cant be bother ba. =/ i know. even if i do, i still don get what the woprds are trying to direct me.
anyway,
my mum asked me last night. .that if i see him, tell him that mummy n daddy misses him alot.. ask when he;s coming back to sg... then she ask if he's like even coming to sg and visit his grandma perhasp..
what can i reply> i was like.. i have no idea.
i..haven tell him yet. cos u know.. face to face? like. .so awkward to say those ba=/ i dunno.. what if he gets the wrong idea opf what my parents are thinking.
so yea.. se ehow ba. duno how to tell him too. its their concern for him after all.
..
but yea. .wonder why especially my mum miss him so much huh. ..o owell
today . .my colleague cant resist.. and pinched my cheeks after i smiled at her =.='' she say im so cute, and really cannot resist.. just wanna pinch me. so yea. i kena pinched both sides of cheeeks by her. ha. the young one lor. .17yrs old that one.
haha.. .omg. i was like. .huh. why she pinch me XD
haiz.... my poor eyeT_T huuuu.. please heal soon....
u know .sometimes i fear for my safety too.
..like.. waling down the street if left alone.. hwats gonna happen>?
..gosh.. better stop thinking those ba.
just. .perhaps fear should be cast aside asap.
just a.. weird bad feeling im having thats all... .
gosh. .me so dislike apply sunblock. but my colleguae from perth(she study there n hates it remember ) she advices to do so. can get skin cancer.. what... huu.. but i liek the sun. btu. .why so hot . hottern hotter every year=./ haiz.
anyway, stil lcant wait ba.
os yea. .bought a kids one. .from daiso. cheap mah. watson cant find ne. so eyea. probably sold. o well
i don relaly bother with sunscreen anyway.
mmm.....dunno what esle nee to buy. times almost up... must bring what. .all must write down..
haiz.
kk.. gtg... tmr wil lcontinue packing. ..
jaa mata
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