unhappy cny =(

actuall i am very stress today =(
sighss. cant wait to get the day over with.

didnt slpt well.. wakey go toilet.. then early morning rgm called to day sm in labour. so sudden. now everything i need to handle. including stocktake again by myself!!! =((( very stressful. but this is what i need to get throug now =/ sighs.
i will do my best. no chioice.

sometimes i wonder if i have the coursge to tell rgm... wh y isist that during the manager quit time, and this maternal time i am taking hte asm pay, and no extra pay for doing sm  jobfor months.
haiz...
... perhaps if i ever lose it i will ba=/
really need love and support righ tnow.
i feel terrible and stress

i will do my best nonetheless.
=/hope my staffs will understand too

today went to haw par villa. reminded me of my childhood. certain places where i took pics. .so shy.. and afew so scared. the animal part. mum put me on top of girraffe! and beside an giant ant or something. then today i saw hte place was like. ...huh??! thats the palce i was sooo afraid!? sooo not high up and so small . but whne i was a child, as a child i am scared mah. perhasp thats why imagined out the place to be huge and scary.
ha.
so funny

but now .. haiz. =/ feel sad and stress only

anyway i can only do my best now

=/

mm...
so yea. cny huh. told myself not to cry no matter hwat but still did. cos of hunger ba. tire dtoo.
they say if u cry on cny day, u'll cry for hte rest of the year. huuu T_T sad. =((((
but i was soo otired.. no energy.. no smiel. .;nothing . by 7 plus i was a zzombie. no water no food. no proper meal .huuuuu......

just glad hte day is over now.

hope he enjoyed his day too. though he aaid nothign special todya. but glad he's happy to have his bike thingy going on =)
if only i coudl se ehinm .ha
today get to talk with him through fring though.  and its so clear!! so much earsier than last time. omg
though still abit unclear sometimes his voice. but so better than last time. =)
was lying down on my bed listening to him slp. .trying to get his snoring sound... but not relaly. just car.. or the air noise.. but was gd enough... felt so close as though he was next to me.. but gotta save his batt. so gota hnged up in the end..
yea... miss lying down next to hi while he slp in car. though its like. .i have nothing to do and all, but holdin ghis hand and watching him ... really meant the world to me
...

sighs. ok ba. i'll do my best at work . back to the.. .so much to do... so much to worry about... days.
doing job of other position.. getting pay of other position...
haiz.
tell me what would u do.
would u decie to ask rgm that same question? dont forget. he's malay. and he elaly side with them

sighs.

so much work to do. sounded as though im a ceo or soemthing. but tell u waht . the workload... is relaly .... sighs. yea .so heavy.
u cant imagine lemme tell u.
for a sales industry that is.
this company is diff. i liek though. but. im doing a two persons job. meaning, a sm and asm job.
so yea. one person holding two pppls resoponsibility

kk .gtg.

new day wil lstart soon. i hppe it'll be a good one.

lsot money. more workload.. will my love life keep on getting and staying better too?
at least.. .let a part of my life shines and give me hope and light. and of course support

sighs. i look at my syd pics... espiecially the instax filmes one. .really miss the place so much=( .. ..market city area.. world square ..chinatown... darlign harbour.. .sighs.. =((( i am very very sad. =(((( i only wish i coudl... ..sighs.....

heart so pain and sa.d

but all i can do now is to pull through this hard period of itme.

k ba. cry cry again. haiz. baka. what to do. my heart so weak.
i need to get stronger .. ..sighs.

oh i got the pandora catalogue! small one. but good enough to knwo about them .=) will try to post pics on my fb ba.
so cool .so much story that goes into a bracelt =)
ceo but well worht it. i wont buy it i guess. but i just like to look into it now.
so interesting n cute. pretty =) wonde rif i;ll post pics here. but o well. in fb  first .=)
nice one. hand crafted eh. no one piece will ever be the same. asame as human beings =)

mata