so scary... was walking to my door.. then felt this presense where someone is behind me.. u know like.. u wlak.. hten suddenly u realised that you have to give way to somebody behind to let him pass?
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
30 November 2010
presense
so scary... was walking to my door.. then felt this presense where someone is behind me.. u know like.. u wlak.. hten suddenly u realised that you have to give way to somebody behind to let him pass?
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
yea.. thats how i felt.. so weird.. then bro open door suddnely for me.. lol. i was shocked. haha... XD
freaky presense nonehtless.
o well
wow.. sometimes i wonder how i managed to spend 8 hours working and working wiht things to do.. ..ha. ...
like .. wow.. how did i do htat man>>?
power.
ok. tmr 80 ctns T_T jia you...
got work to do again. straight none stop. o well.
han gon ba.
sometimes i duno where i gfot all my cuts form. =/ tch..
pain ne. huu....
ok. .so ytd was so disappooinyed.. hm.. o well. nvm..
today changed the tix dates.. .
but encountered such bad sercice.. sooo rude to me!!!! omg. .was so pissed =(
..hiaz. don tlak baout htat ba.
o well
hm.. slpy adn tired....
o well.. tmr.. long day ahead..
im drying my hair now.. cant wait to see... shoulder need massage.. and me slpy..
oh ytd.. huu... dropped big ctn onto my feet again =/ then somehow after i struggle to get up, theres this guy and girl walk in. then after im done, the guy ask if i need any help. =,= dots.. when i drop never ask. then after i picked it up, then ask. but nayway how cna i let my customer help me. course i don need jhelp,
hm.. wonder if i should wait till hair is dry then slp.. i want to but.. .hm... im too bored and slpy.. ah.. i should check up more agency nubers.. yea..
kk.. better get to it now..
jaa mata
27 November 2010
look at whats important
aww.. =/ a pity tonight still didnt get to skype with sammy....
o well....
but yea. .the other was funny. lol. .he and his joke.. ha... =) make sme laugh.. omg
kk.. im sooooo super duper tired and slpy.
omg.
wakey auto so earlu to runny nose and sneezy so hard. -=/ duno why also. caught a cold during the nifht >? o well
anyway if me no go out celebrate redz birtdhay, i think most likely i'll be runy nosey wnole day. duno why like that. anuway
todya.. yea.. thought only going out when near buffet choco with redz and bro.. but redz wanna see town night light soyea. head there.. walk.. thats all>
at least along the way i have sammy's company with me =)
so yea.
these few days feel extra close to him .=)
yay
^^
hm.. i think i wanna blog something last night. but i forgot.. haiyo.
anyway...
redz really liek what bro gib him for pressy. a gshock watch. very nice indeed .
hm...
i can do this.
spend on what need to be spend.. yea.. the rest jsut save hard.. for my happiness true happiness i mean . ahead the way.. i can do this. =) gambate ne..
and pray that hotel and airtics still available.. as long as its available.. even is exp.. then yea.. no choice. .at leats have space ba
hm... .. hopefully tmr closing wont be so late =( huu.
baka desu. don care. this time must close exyra early liao. ..
o well
i really wonde rhwat that guy at orachead wanna talk to redz about . hmm.....
bro walking ahead of us.. htis chinese guy suddenly approached redz whos walking next to me.
redz very defending and say no no no.. duno hwat ... then guy say he meant no harm.. not ask for money or what or sumitn. but yea.. redz just walk away. hmm... i wonder why.. whos he..
tonight after buffet almost want to go kbox or sumtin. but... i don relaly wan... cos late, and im so tired.. plus tmr work=/ otherwise would lvoe to go. cos been so long since i sang wit them. oplus i relaly soooo long no go kbox=( been more than a year ba. or so. haiz.
so yea
wow. .shop been so busy every single day.. plsu with stocks =/.. .4 weeks to hang on for... ...wow. .suddenly seems so.. far and long. .howveer i know it will be over before i know it. so yea.
jia you!!! nails broken, got cuts and scratchez, nvm. .hang on ba... my wounds wil lbe heal in no time when i see him =) looking forward
hm.. sometimes .it sso easy to envy someone.. my fren once said.. he envy our otehr fren.. got nice sister.. who dotes onn him.. he's rich. got car./ he's a sugeon or sumtin.. blah3...
while my fren nto super rich.. with his sister cannot get along..
i said to him.. u don have to envy him. perhaps u have somethig which he envys or ppl envys u about. he say liek what? i say im not too sure. but definitely there is somehting. PERHAPS U CANT SEE IT. BUT OTHERS CAN. then he keep quiet. haha.
so yea..
maybe this peson is poor... and down on his liuck al lthe time.. had bad time at work.. but.. perhaps he have alot of close buiddies... he can count on.. talak with.. destress with..
while otehrs.. perhaps rich and good at evrything with work.. but at the end of sdya.. no one is there to share with him anything.
theres always... a balance in erythign.. in life.
good and bad. depending on how u see it.
sometimes u can't see it. but others could.
they knwo. but u dont. and when u dont, u tend not to know how to cherish it nor treasure it. thats when ppl often regret when they lost it, and see whats important to them. but it could be too late.
thats why........... envy.. who doenst.. someitmes i do...
rich girl. .with rich family.. good backgroud.. can study overseas..
but then.... i have to see what im contend with too. i have a mmother who dotes on me and work so hard for this family. she held on so tight for us. i like who i am.
i like the way thigns work sometimes..
i like some nice looking branded bag.. but its alrite even if i don own them. cos i loike unique items. so eve nif they cost next to nothing, but as long as they are unique looking and special be it as a gift or whatsoever... i will be so happy to own it.
i have a hubby who love me so much
yea..
beign down to earth and a simple girl.. its nice too u know.
being a rich girl borned wioht a golden spoon in he rmouth.. hmm... well.. its alrite..
i do like. .being down to earth.
simple pleasure. .is enough.
perhaps.. hte future could bring me mroe.. but for now...Yea.. we must learn how to be contend.. and try not to envy others for what they have...
we have our very special own ppl or thigns...even if we are poorer than them.
its the question of whetehr we could see it for oursdelf or not.
understand it.
see. life would be easier.
don lose what u've alreayd own.. they are special.. don lose it in the process of pursuing something that is... u knw.. whats that word.. hm.. shen wai wu. like.. things that can be bought.. or erm.. just something liek outer thing. forgot whats that word. lol. anwyay.. yea.. don lose what u alreyad own.. just becos of some useless pointless matter..that u thought u should join... or do in oder to be part of the team.. or being popular.. being popular doesnt mean anything.
=/
yea.. thats kinda wha i wanna say..
tyr hard to be in that so called good team, when its actually not, . u end up losing urself, and true frens or family . yea. it cna be that seriosu;
huu. type till shoulder hurts. k gotta stop . \ocuh
well, at leats i know in my life whats the most important hting or rather person in my life. hjow about u?
overcome probs. .and stay strong. .fight for it.
believe in it.
stay true. and to the rules..
mata
o well....
but yea. .the other was funny. lol. .he and his joke.. ha... =) make sme laugh.. omg
kk.. im sooooo super duper tired and slpy.
omg.
wakey auto so earlu to runny nose and sneezy so hard. -=/ duno why also. caught a cold during the nifht >? o well
anyway if me no go out celebrate redz birtdhay, i think most likely i'll be runy nosey wnole day. duno why like that. anuway
todya.. yea.. thought only going out when near buffet choco with redz and bro.. but redz wanna see town night light soyea. head there.. walk.. thats all>
at least along the way i have sammy's company with me =)
so yea.
these few days feel extra close to him .=)
yay
^^
hm.. i think i wanna blog something last night. but i forgot.. haiyo.
anyway...
redz really liek what bro gib him for pressy. a gshock watch. very nice indeed .
hm...
i can do this.
spend on what need to be spend.. yea.. the rest jsut save hard.. for my happiness true happiness i mean . ahead the way.. i can do this. =) gambate ne..
and pray that hotel and airtics still available.. as long as its available.. even is exp.. then yea.. no choice. .at leats have space ba
hm... .. hopefully tmr closing wont be so late =( huu.
baka desu. don care. this time must close exyra early liao. ..
o well
i really wonde rhwat that guy at orachead wanna talk to redz about . hmm.....
bro walking ahead of us.. htis chinese guy suddenly approached redz whos walking next to me.
redz very defending and say no no no.. duno hwat ... then guy say he meant no harm.. not ask for money or what or sumitn. but yea.. redz just walk away. hmm... i wonder why.. whos he..
tonight after buffet almost want to go kbox or sumtin. but... i don relaly wan... cos late, and im so tired.. plus tmr work=/ otherwise would lvoe to go. cos been so long since i sang wit them. oplus i relaly soooo long no go kbox=( been more than a year ba. or so. haiz.
so yea
wow. .shop been so busy every single day.. plsu with stocks =/.. .4 weeks to hang on for... ...wow. .suddenly seems so.. far and long. .howveer i know it will be over before i know it. so yea.
jia you!!! nails broken, got cuts and scratchez, nvm. .hang on ba... my wounds wil lbe heal in no time when i see him =) looking forward
hm.. sometimes .it sso easy to envy someone.. my fren once said.. he envy our otehr fren.. got nice sister.. who dotes onn him.. he's rich. got car./ he's a sugeon or sumtin.. blah3...
while my fren nto super rich.. with his sister cannot get along..
i said to him.. u don have to envy him. perhaps u have somethig which he envys or ppl envys u about. he say liek what? i say im not too sure. but definitely there is somehting. PERHAPS U CANT SEE IT. BUT OTHERS CAN. then he keep quiet. haha.
so yea..
maybe this peson is poor... and down on his liuck al lthe time.. had bad time at work.. but.. perhaps he have alot of close buiddies... he can count on.. talak with.. destress with..
while otehrs.. perhaps rich and good at evrything with work.. but at the end of sdya.. no one is there to share with him anything.
theres always... a balance in erythign.. in life.
good and bad. depending on how u see it.
sometimes u can't see it. but others could.
they knwo. but u dont. and when u dont, u tend not to know how to cherish it nor treasure it. thats when ppl often regret when they lost it, and see whats important to them. but it could be too late.
thats why........... envy.. who doenst.. someitmes i do...
rich girl. .with rich family.. good backgroud.. can study overseas..
but then.... i have to see what im contend with too. i have a mmother who dotes on me and work so hard for this family. she held on so tight for us. i like who i am.
i like the way thigns work sometimes..
i like some nice looking branded bag.. but its alrite even if i don own them. cos i loike unique items. so eve nif they cost next to nothing, but as long as they are unique looking and special be it as a gift or whatsoever... i will be so happy to own it.
i have a hubby who love me so much
yea..
beign down to earth and a simple girl.. its nice too u know.
being a rich girl borned wioht a golden spoon in he rmouth.. hmm... well.. its alrite..
i do like. .being down to earth.
simple pleasure. .is enough.
perhaps.. hte future could bring me mroe.. but for now...Yea.. we must learn how to be contend.. and try not to envy others for what they have...
we have our very special own ppl or thigns...even if we are poorer than them.
its the question of whetehr we could see it for oursdelf or not.
understand it.
see. life would be easier.
don lose what u've alreayd own.. they are special.. don lose it in the process of pursuing something that is... u knw.. whats that word.. hm.. shen wai wu. like.. things that can be bought.. or erm.. just something liek outer thing. forgot whats that word. lol. anwyay.. yea.. don lose what u alreyad own.. just becos of some useless pointless matter..that u thought u should join... or do in oder to be part of the team.. or being popular.. being popular doesnt mean anything.
=/
yea.. thats kinda wha i wanna say..
tyr hard to be in that so called good team, when its actually not, . u end up losing urself, and true frens or family . yea. it cna be that seriosu;
huu. type till shoulder hurts. k gotta stop . \ocuh
well, at leats i know in my life whats the most important hting or rather person in my life. hjow about u?
overcome probs. .and stay strong. .fight for it.
believe in it.
stay true. and to the rules..
mata
26 November 2010
Just Do It!
wow.. my day's been so busy.. finally... finally can off... phew....
so tiring.... omg.
everyday like that..
then closing. .sighs.. donw an talk about it mno more.. money so much.. plus leave me wiht new staffs who doesnt know how to do closing. haiz.
anwayy... nothing special about my day ba..
hmmm...
bought redz birthday pressy... but bro say he might not like it cos its chewy.. haiyo. what to do..
too alte.
haiz.. xos of htese 2 brothers birthdays, gonna cost me like about 2 hundreds? huuuu...... T_T yea.. what to do... o well.
im hunting for xmas pressy as well as birthday pressyt for bro now.
in case last min again. omg.. hate it man.
haha.. today theres this auntie tell me.. i served her.. after that before she walk oiout, she say to me.. ''you're so sweet little girl''. =)
omg. aww..... and another customer say the shop is warm.. i sya yea maybe aircon or somethinf. then she ;s like maybe also becaus eof my good service.
=)
oh another one! this auntie.. duno i served her before anot.. but she bought something.. before she go, she say thank you pauline. she know my name. i wonder.. .maybe i did servced her before eh? and somehroe she stil lrememeber my name xos of me =)
aw
so tiring.... omg.
everyday like that..
then closing. .sighs.. donw an talk about it mno more.. money so much.. plus leave me wiht new staffs who doesnt know how to do closing. haiz.
anwayy... nothing special about my day ba..
hmmm...
bought redz birthday pressy... but bro say he might not like it cos its chewy.. haiyo. what to do..
too alte.
haiz.. xos of htese 2 brothers birthdays, gonna cost me like about 2 hundreds? huuuu...... T_T yea.. what to do... o well.
im hunting for xmas pressy as well as birthday pressyt for bro now.
in case last min again. omg.. hate it man.
haha.. today theres this auntie tell me.. i served her.. after that before she walk oiout, she say to me.. ''you're so sweet little girl''. =)
omg. aww..... and another customer say the shop is warm.. i sya yea maybe aircon or somethinf. then she ;s like maybe also becaus eof my good service.
=)
oh another one! this auntie.. duno i served her before anot.. but she bought something.. before she go, she say thank you pauline. she know my name. i wonder.. .maybe i did servced her before eh? and somehroe she stil lrememeber my name xos of me =)
aw
hm... when it comes to service.. , im confident .. cos i served them well. thats hwy i like. instead of standing behind counter, or doings stocks. .then cant serve them.. i don like. not happy.
oh todya manager ask me if im alrite. cos i look down.
O.o.. ?? huH?? i do?? thats weird!! i wold said cos im doing stocks ba.. then gotta concentrate in tge new staffs and whole shop at the same time.
o well
anyway.. yea.. surprised... maybe i smiled too much always.. so when i did not, they thought im not happy.
oh todya manager ask me if im alrite. cos i look down.
O.o.. ?? huH?? i do?? thats weird!! i wold said cos im doing stocks ba.. then gotta concentrate in tge new staffs and whole shop at the same time.
o well
anyway.. yea.. surprised... maybe i smiled too much always.. so when i did not, they thought im not happy.
last night posted a qutoe i thought of ;ast night. suddenly thought of. ha
then so many ppl like it. was liek. .o...k...
but i guess its true thats why. not guess. ha. it IS true .
but i guess its true thats why. not guess. ha. it IS true .
it applies to veeryone on this earth.
u should know it yoiurseld..
sometimes u know u have to do this. perhaps to make someone happy, or do somethign useful... something liek that.. but somehow u'd rather waste ur time online. .doing something else... watch dvd...
and u kept psuhing back all these times...
and perhaps when u relaly wanna do somethign about it, do somethin for that person, or whatever matter, then you find that its all too late. perhaps the person alreayd move on.
or the case is close.
you have all the tiem u got. but u wasted so much on somethin esle. just becos u dont feel liek doing. or beign lazy. so don wanna do it.
i know.. work.. .schoo...; everything. everyone is busy in theis own way. but... why don we stop and think.
think.
think of wha we could do for some one else..
itll make thir day.
or perhaps chanfed their opnion of youi...whatevert it is,...
yea..stop finding all sorts of excuse alreyad.
gosh.. tonight.. so maddeling. almost missed out on sammy. gd thing get to call him still. phew. and voice is good. okok. but uea. otherwise would've been so frustrated.
stupid closing lor.. during xmas. argh.. hate it
kk. .yawn.. slpy now...
night night...
u should know it yoiurseld..
sometimes u know u have to do this. perhaps to make someone happy, or do somethign useful... something liek that.. but somehow u'd rather waste ur time online. .doing something else... watch dvd...
and u kept psuhing back all these times...
and perhaps when u relaly wanna do somethign about it, do somethin for that person, or whatever matter, then you find that its all too late. perhaps the person alreayd move on.
or the case is close.
you have all the tiem u got. but u wasted so much on somethin esle. just becos u dont feel liek doing. or beign lazy. so don wanna do it.
i know.. work.. .schoo...; everything. everyone is busy in theis own way. but... why don we stop and think.
think.
think of wha we could do for some one else..
itll make thir day.
or perhaps chanfed their opnion of youi...whatevert it is,...
yea..stop finding all sorts of excuse alreyad.
gosh.. tonight.. so maddeling. almost missed out on sammy. gd thing get to call him still. phew. and voice is good. okok. but uea. otherwise would've been so frustrated.
stupid closing lor.. during xmas. argh.. hate it
kk. .yawn.. slpy now...
night night...
oh yea.. and so... im finally gonna have a chance to waear my lol... white dress again!!! XD
that dress.. cannot wear to club.. neither to go out.. liek abit too .. erm.. yea.. haha.
not a gown.. but o well.
XD at least something elegant to wear ba. hahahahha.....
i thought never would have the chance to wear again. seeems liek i do now! yay.. cos gona hve this choco buffet at hotel. and it occurred to me that o yea... haha... cannot anyhow wear.. must wear properly and niceeee... haha... yay.. reason why happy to get to wear it is becos at least i don dfeeel like i waste the money on a one itme dress. haha.
k.. omg. so late.. gotta slp.
nightsthat dress.. cannot wear to club.. neither to go out.. liek abit too .. erm.. yea.. haha.
not a gown.. but o well.
XD at least something elegant to wear ba. hahahahha.....
i thought never would have the chance to wear again. seeems liek i do now! yay.. cos gona hve this choco buffet at hotel. and it occurred to me that o yea... haha... cannot anyhow wear.. must wear properly and niceeee... haha... yay.. reason why happy to get to wear it is becos at least i don dfeeel like i waste the money on a one itme dress. haha.
k.. omg. so late.. gotta slp.
mata
25 November 2010
Zzz
was so bored last night..goodness...
at work.. o well.. theres a couple of new partimers.. one , a ah beng obvious -_-'' erm yea..
anyway.. good thign not malay.
i fiind htat malay.. especially girls. .they liek to talk behind ppls back.. and.. easily misunderstood ppl. .bit*h about ppl.. =/
haiz... working wiht them i gotta watch it man..
then theres another staff. a guy. i stuttered when i intro my name. =.= wth. so paiseh. omg...
anywya,. malay again.
hm... well. .acouple more chinese.. .hiayo. .enough of malay bad staffs ba i hope =/
at least chinese .. so far they are more willing to work without complaining...
o well... duno ba =/
anyway...
hm... ....
im thinking... something's feels wrong. hmm... what coulld...
o well... i duno.
trust is everything right.
ok. slpy now. hm. .today wakey slpy and tired.. then today stocks. .again couldnt finish.. too busy =/
haiz.. .
tch... hope tmr will be fine ba.sianz.. but wel. .good thing alot of customers.. keep me busy
zzz slpy..
oh.. started to look ard for xmas pressy.. n redz pressy... haiyo...
heacache.. and money to spend T_T hate it. haiz.
hm.. its a cold mrg and night today...
waht happens when u detect someone lie to u? its a tough feeling eh..
zzz... slpy.. scared to slp.. meaning wakey gotta work again.. not that its bad.. hbut.. i duno.. =/
ow ell... hmmmm............. i duno
lemme find another answer of my own..again. cant wait to see him.
hm.. k.. better write down a list of items htat i need to get... don wanna overspend man.. soemmore jus paid my bills. huu.. and top up card plus gve parents.. so yup.. besides tickets n hotel fare... hm.. yea. gotta think. what to buy
anyway.. slpy!
k.. gtg
mata
at work.. o well.. theres a couple of new partimers.. one , a ah beng obvious -_-'' erm yea..
anyway.. good thign not malay.
i fiind htat malay.. especially girls. .they liek to talk behind ppls back.. and.. easily misunderstood ppl. .bit*h about ppl.. =/
haiz... working wiht them i gotta watch it man..
then theres another staff. a guy. i stuttered when i intro my name. =.= wth. so paiseh. omg...
anywya,. malay again.
hm... well. .acouple more chinese.. .hiayo. .enough of malay bad staffs ba i hope =/
at least chinese .. so far they are more willing to work without complaining...
o well... duno ba =/
anyway...
hm... ....
im thinking... something's feels wrong. hmm... what coulld...
o well... i duno.
trust is everything right.
ok. slpy now. hm. .today wakey slpy and tired.. then today stocks. .again couldnt finish.. too busy =/
haiz.. .
tch... hope tmr will be fine ba.sianz.. but wel. .good thing alot of customers.. keep me busy
zzz slpy..
oh.. started to look ard for xmas pressy.. n redz pressy... haiyo...
heacache.. and money to spend T_T hate it. haiz.
hm.. its a cold mrg and night today...
waht happens when u detect someone lie to u? its a tough feeling eh..
zzz... slpy.. scared to slp.. meaning wakey gotta work again.. not that its bad.. hbut.. i duno.. =/
ow ell... hmmmm............. i duno
lemme find another answer of my own..again. cant wait to see him.
hm.. k.. better write down a list of items htat i need to get... don wanna overspend man.. soemmore jus paid my bills. huu.. and top up card plus gve parents.. so yup.. besides tickets n hotel fare... hm.. yea. gotta think. what to buy
anyway.. slpy!
k.. gtg
mata
23 November 2010
Another Sick Day
oh my goodness.... am so sick today. again for so long. huu... whole day.. especually on my off day.. sucks... =./
duno what to ssay ba.. haiz....
oh a customer say like my service again ^^ haha. only come in when im in the store. yay..
hm... haiz.. tmr back to work.. hang on ba.. hope i'll get my enervy back before i start my work.. i bet theres alot of stocks to be done.. .haiz
so yea.. hope my nose will be fine desu
tch.. poor mum.. i hope she gets well =./ she lost her voice outta the blue.. though yea..
i know she's getting sick.. but yea.. her voice sueenly.. o well
my stomach not feeling so gd now either.. =/
so wanna slp.. bene restinga dn slping.. am i so tired?
mayber i am ba..
o well
k.. not feeling well typing away here. better go slp or resxt..
mata
duno what to ssay ba.. haiz....
oh a customer say like my service again ^^ haha. only come in when im in the store. yay..
hm... haiz.. tmr back to work.. hang on ba.. hope i'll get my enervy back before i start my work.. i bet theres alot of stocks to be done.. .haiz
so yea.. hope my nose will be fine desu
tch.. poor mum.. i hope she gets well =./ she lost her voice outta the blue.. though yea..
i know she's getting sick.. but yea.. her voice sueenly.. o well
my stomach not feeling so gd now either.. =/
so wanna slp.. bene restinga dn slping.. am i so tired?
mayber i am ba..
o well
k.. not feeling well typing away here. better go slp or resxt..
mata
21 November 2010
Busy Weekend Mrg and Night
such a morning.. omg... with 2 ppl opening shop omn weekend, its impossible!! good thing my colleague forgot her shift is next week, and arrived. otherwise, i can say for sure, we'll lose out alot of sales,a nd gfain alot of erm.. thigns for me to do?
anwyay,.. been so busy.. goodness... its good. but yea.. wow.. evryday so busy. cant wait to get the day over with for tmr. huu... go work earlier, and end late. ..haiz.. whatever.. =/
just hang onnnnnnn
gosh.. my throat.. =/ my collegaue is having a sore throat ..then now i htink im getting it tooo.... huuu =/
hopes its fine ba.. voice abit change...d o well
hm.. goodness... im very surprised i still survived.. and not super tired.
i sudden woakey at 2am. slpt at 1am. then about 3 or 5am.. wakey again.. 5plus is the time i wakey feeling very uncomfy.. then nose starts to get sooo runny... huuu... then lie ther suffer till 6.45.. then decide to just wakey.. =/
today doing stocks. .ewanna finish.. so head for work early..
now yea.. feeling slpy..
hm... but...
hate it when liek ytd.. home. .eat.. watch abit of t.v... then slp. .about 4hrs later, work. =.=
haiz.
if sammys here, evryhing would be so much betetr =/
hope he get this schhol scholarship or sumtin ba. .maybe he can come over one day eh..
pray...
wow. .so fast.. his finall exam is coming up . like in a blink of an eye. so weird. ..ha.
and redz birthdya. omgggg... duno what to buy for him. .how.... oh no... bro also.. nevr say anything. .liek wanna share or not. just say ar.. liek no confir, answer like that.
hey, i wanna try typing wihtout looking at the keyboard, LOL, nice, ive always wanted to do just that since less than 10 yrs old!! hahah. o well. anwyay, its kinda fun. im doing it now. my manager is so good at this. haha.
i mena the manager from melb.
k.. but seriously not so nice for eyes.. eyes keep lookey at screen.. very uncomfy,
so brigjt the screen
k.. at least i know i can do it now. yay...
ahh.. looking forward to the days to spend wiht sammy.. veverynight and day is gonna be great. =)
mata!!
anwyay,.. been so busy.. goodness... its good. but yea.. wow.. evryday so busy. cant wait to get the day over with for tmr. huu... go work earlier, and end late. ..haiz.. whatever.. =/
just hang onnnnnnn
gosh.. my throat.. =/ my collegaue is having a sore throat ..then now i htink im getting it tooo.... huuu =/
hopes its fine ba.. voice abit change...d o well
hm.. goodness... im very surprised i still survived.. and not super tired.
i sudden woakey at 2am. slpt at 1am. then about 3 or 5am.. wakey again.. 5plus is the time i wakey feeling very uncomfy.. then nose starts to get sooo runny... huuu... then lie ther suffer till 6.45.. then decide to just wakey.. =/
today doing stocks. .ewanna finish.. so head for work early..
now yea.. feeling slpy..
hm... but...
hate it when liek ytd.. home. .eat.. watch abit of t.v... then slp. .about 4hrs later, work. =.=
haiz.
if sammys here, evryhing would be so much betetr =/
hope he get this schhol scholarship or sumtin ba. .maybe he can come over one day eh..
pray...
wow. .so fast.. his finall exam is coming up . like in a blink of an eye. so weird. ..ha.
and redz birthdya. omgggg... duno what to buy for him. .how.... oh no... bro also.. nevr say anything. .liek wanna share or not. just say ar.. liek no confir, answer like that.
hey, i wanna try typing wihtout looking at the keyboard, LOL, nice, ive always wanted to do just that since less than 10 yrs old!! hahah. o well. anwyay, its kinda fun. im doing it now. my manager is so good at this. haha.
i mena the manager from melb.
k.. but seriously not so nice for eyes.. eyes keep lookey at screen.. very uncomfy,
so brigjt the screen
k.. at least i know i can do it now. yay...
ahh.. looking forward to the days to spend wiht sammy.. veverynight and day is gonna be great. =)
mata!!
20 November 2010
Mad Sat
gosh. .such a bz non stop day..
only a couplke of mins in between which is quiet. .but yea. good. tiem flies. .good2... though bz and tired...
zzz......
hm... tmr earlier go work.. o well. .do stocks. haiz. .tocks arrived at a very unexpected time. .o well
so tired now me.
this morning thoguh.. really not in the mood for work. .haiz. like. .haiyo.. don feel like working. .just wanna continue resting. .but yea. so glad get through this night liao..
oh morning, felt as htough i was in the car with sammy on the way out. like i was with him all the way.. it was so nice. =)
warm and comfy. .like so near.
haiyo.. me just ate. .quite alot. .but yea. .think better slp alreyd..
=.= tired..
slpy..
tmr another madness.
oh dear xmas. .wount u be over...
mata
only a couplke of mins in between which is quiet. .but yea. good. tiem flies. .good2... though bz and tired...
zzz......
hm... tmr earlier go work.. o well. .do stocks. haiz. .tocks arrived at a very unexpected time. .o well
so tired now me.
this morning thoguh.. really not in the mood for work. .haiz. like. .haiyo.. don feel like working. .just wanna continue resting. .but yea. so glad get through this night liao..
oh morning, felt as htough i was in the car with sammy on the way out. like i was with him all the way.. it was so nice. =)
warm and comfy. .like so near.
haiyo.. me just ate. .quite alot. .but yea. .think better slp alreyd..
=.= tired..
slpy..
tmr another madness.
oh dear xmas. .wount u be over...
mata
19 November 2010
Cook For Family
haiyo headache...
hmm.. today me cooked jap curry.. redz asked if me wanna go with bro to esplanade after their work and have supper.. then yea.. they end up coming back to have dinenr. cos i cook mah. hm.. i kidna feel like going.. but then again.. its better to savce up the money for nightout. ha. so yea.
but curry taste great. cheerx=)
yea.. that night after watching the show. .then decided to cook up curry. hahaha.
its such a hassle long work. and to boil it for hours.. wow. sorry i mean simmer. ha
hm.. oh ! been wanting to say this. .that day theres this angmoh lady.. i saw her ring so huge the ..erm i duno.. diamond or whatever stone. its very beautiful .very pretty ring. wedding ring. i commented on it, and say it must be very expensive.. then she say yea.. she did not buy it. her husband is the one who spend money and bought it she said. lol.
what a great answer! XD
hm....
really2... so shoick to have these 2 dasy off... omg.
ytd was out getting curry ingredietns..
then got back.. yea.. nap alot. today also nap. yea.. im really titred. very tired body.
wow.
even now .. yea.. still tired and slpy.. i can feel it.
then home.. nap or what.. cnat reemebr.. but yea. .then waited for samy to online..
but yea.. goodness.. these 2 days though it great to rest, but its seriously freaking bored!!!!
just online, watch tv.. omg.. its very so so boring =/
but anyway.. yea.. like i said.. rest alot. .i wish tmr as well.. .but o well..
hm.... yea... well.. tmr sure gonna be a super busy day.. hm.. keep my fingers crossed, and get through with these days ba.
hmmm....
haiz....
off days kinda wasted liek that..
nayway.. oh ytd.. saw some unique white onions. then ask mum to buy. we saw some black,purple, and light yellow colur.. very light colour.. of the capsicums. when we are choosing it, a auntie walk passed us and lament that she bought htem before,, and it didnt taste good. its bitter she said. so yea..
we didnt buy. i took pics already though.. pic colours aint that great.. but yea.
hmm.. yawnn... still slpy..
haiz. .i wonde rif communications time is ever enough....
now im waiting again. for bro and redz.
come back eat. so bored now =( haiz.
last night also.. waited for bro to come back home watch dvd with.. was so sianzzzz...
oh yay. just got the blood tiny clot outta my skin. phew. .luckily not pain.
haiz.. mabe i should go tke a rest now or sumtin.. hm.. or dol something.. sianz. .so boring . but nonetheless.. realy appreciate the rest i got.. really need more rest..
at the shop.. been so busy and.. well, just tons of work there for me to do.
so yea..
hm.. with ppl quitting. .i wonder if my leave would be fine.. but if i insists .. .it should be fine eh? wish me luck. anyway not like im going for one month wat.
o well.
hm... busy .. till.. was wondeirng.. how come my break (one hour) seems so long and slow. then realised. .oh wow.. no wonder i feel this way. cs usually would feel.. why so fast break is over. now i know why.. cos hte shop been so busy.. hours moving kinda fast.. thaZts why when i slow down during breaktime, i feel totally different.
O.o my colleagues was like. .ha. .don let it affect u , then become a workaholic.
nah.. im not. my manager is. i think. ha.
o well.
anwyay.. if sammy is here.. my life wouldnt be just work and wait at home.. o well
ok. gotta keep track on what im spendin gnow.. ah.. .
tight budget desu.
goodness.. cant wait for everything..
hhm.. not been checking ht etix.. but. ... it shoudl still be available ba.. ...
yawn again.. omg.. =.=
goodness.. tmr must gambate again.. haiz..
oh. .duno what to buy for redz pressy.. seems liek bro saying to give him terat. .but yea. .i duno man...
hmm....
u know.. i have alreayd forgotten how i celebrate my birthday fo this year.. .....
i know aftnoon bought a cake.. not so nice.. hten.. duno .. oh yea.. my bro.. he wanted to go company dinner .then end up never go.. then join us.. fo rdinner outside..
yea. .kinda remeber liao.. my birthdya alwyas so simple and same. .o well>
at elast i get to celebrate it ..kinda. unlike some poor kids out there right.. didnt even have any cakes.. so yea..
o well
oh.. i hope they home soon. im so bored!!!!!!
nothig to online.. argh..
mata
hmm.. today me cooked jap curry.. redz asked if me wanna go with bro to esplanade after their work and have supper.. then yea.. they end up coming back to have dinenr. cos i cook mah. hm.. i kidna feel like going.. but then again.. its better to savce up the money for nightout. ha. so yea.
but curry taste great. cheerx=)
yea.. that night after watching the show. .then decided to cook up curry. hahaha.
its such a hassle long work. and to boil it for hours.. wow. sorry i mean simmer. ha
hm.. oh ! been wanting to say this. .that day theres this angmoh lady.. i saw her ring so huge the ..erm i duno.. diamond or whatever stone. its very beautiful .very pretty ring. wedding ring. i commented on it, and say it must be very expensive.. then she say yea.. she did not buy it. her husband is the one who spend money and bought it she said. lol.
what a great answer! XD
hm....
really2... so shoick to have these 2 dasy off... omg.
ytd was out getting curry ingredietns..
then got back.. yea.. nap alot. today also nap. yea.. im really titred. very tired body.
wow.
even now .. yea.. still tired and slpy.. i can feel it.
then home.. nap or what.. cnat reemebr.. but yea. .then waited for samy to online..
but yea.. goodness.. these 2 days though it great to rest, but its seriously freaking bored!!!!
just online, watch tv.. omg.. its very so so boring =/
but anyway.. yea.. like i said.. rest alot. .i wish tmr as well.. .but o well..
hm.... yea... well.. tmr sure gonna be a super busy day.. hm.. keep my fingers crossed, and get through with these days ba.
hmmm....
haiz....
off days kinda wasted liek that..
nayway.. oh ytd.. saw some unique white onions. then ask mum to buy. we saw some black,purple, and light yellow colur.. very light colour.. of the capsicums. when we are choosing it, a auntie walk passed us and lament that she bought htem before,, and it didnt taste good. its bitter she said. so yea..
we didnt buy. i took pics already though.. pic colours aint that great.. but yea.
hmm.. yawnn... still slpy..
haiz. .i wonde rif communications time is ever enough....
now im waiting again. for bro and redz.
come back eat. so bored now =( haiz.
last night also.. waited for bro to come back home watch dvd with.. was so sianzzzz...
oh yay. just got the blood tiny clot outta my skin. phew. .luckily not pain.
haiz.. mabe i should go tke a rest now or sumtin.. hm.. or dol something.. sianz. .so boring . but nonetheless.. realy appreciate the rest i got.. really need more rest..
at the shop.. been so busy and.. well, just tons of work there for me to do.
so yea..
hm.. with ppl quitting. .i wonder if my leave would be fine.. but if i insists .. .it should be fine eh? wish me luck. anyway not like im going for one month wat.
o well.
hm... busy .. till.. was wondeirng.. how come my break (one hour) seems so long and slow. then realised. .oh wow.. no wonder i feel this way. cs usually would feel.. why so fast break is over. now i know why.. cos hte shop been so busy.. hours moving kinda fast.. thaZts why when i slow down during breaktime, i feel totally different.
O.o my colleagues was like. .ha. .don let it affect u , then become a workaholic.
nah.. im not. my manager is. i think. ha.
o well.
anwyay.. if sammy is here.. my life wouldnt be just work and wait at home.. o well
ok. gotta keep track on what im spendin gnow.. ah.. .
tight budget desu.
goodness.. cant wait for everything..
hhm.. not been checking ht etix.. but. ... it shoudl still be available ba.. ...
yawn again.. omg.. =.=
goodness.. tmr must gambate again.. haiz..
oh. .duno what to buy for redz pressy.. seems liek bro saying to give him terat. .but yea. .i duno man...
hmm....
u know.. i have alreayd forgotten how i celebrate my birthday fo this year.. .....
i know aftnoon bought a cake.. not so nice.. hten.. duno .. oh yea.. my bro.. he wanted to go company dinner .then end up never go.. then join us.. fo rdinner outside..
yea. .kinda remeber liao.. my birthdya alwyas so simple and same. .o well>
at elast i get to celebrate it ..kinda. unlike some poor kids out there right.. didnt even have any cakes.. so yea..
o well
oh.. i hope they home soon. im so bored!!!!!!
nothig to online.. argh..
mata
17 November 2010
Close To Bleeding!
Last night.. OMG>. i cant belieev this!!! i was THIS CLOSE to getting hurt!!!!
was about to slp. .took off my glaasses. jhead to my bedroom.. then wanna apply lotion. .then stepped onto something wet and gluey. then look down.. my lotion bottle dropped and broke. into half. the other half, shattered around the floor with bits n ppieces.. so yea. they are glaasses. omg.
cos it was all dark.. and i couldnt see clearly.. so i on light. .walk in straight.. and yea. was like.. if i took another step, or had the item dropped nearer to me, my feet would've been bleeding now! a step, or an inch. whatever. but yea. it was like. just right in front of my toes. ha.
sooo scary.
anyway, shockign as it might be, im fine. and boy am i glad i am. phew...
today.. let me chcek... hm... yay!! i think i didnt have any cuts on me. wow... amazing. finally!
mm.. tmr. .duno what to do. but for now,. all i knwo is i need SLEEP. gd long slp. or just a deep one. slppppppppppppppppppppp i need rest!!!!
these 3 days been long and super duper busy and kinda stress.. plus with the shifts liek that.. no time to rest in between. .then meeting.. blah3..
hm..
i really hate the dark... if alone i guess... that time tried.. accidentally offlights. but ba ckroom door..alreayd close.. then forgot.. was like panicking.. weird. .when did i have this.. when i was a lil girl no have ba...
today my 22yrs old collegae ask me how old.. lol. then she say i look like 20 very young.XD. now finally.. at leats 20 souds good. when those time they say i look like 17,18,/// .. lol.. i was like.. what the..
but yea. .anyway... ha. she say i look very young. however, over 20 is indeed young wat. where got old. i like that it's the perfect age for being a young lady^^. swt.
a blossoming flower... ahh.. how nice =)
sighs.. heard somethign abou tmy fren.. then get to knw the truth.. of what despicable maanger did...
=/
haiz... i should say something. ...but. .yea.. i'll wait till dec or sumtin then see how.>.. tch.. tricky..
ouch. ytd tiny c ut turn out to be so painful =.= cos of hte skin peeled. dang.
gd thing today no new ones. phew
mm.. finally get away from work.. wonder.. ..what should i do next.. need to relax myself... yea..
oh dear.. was watching japanese curry tc show just now.. then .. goodness.. make me so wanna try cooking curry again. but this time. i wanna do it my wya.. try making my own jap curry. and not from those cubes.
heh.
hm. .maybe i should try> ? argh.. tch.. but meaning must spend money =.=
but suddenly feellike cooking again.. hm...
see hwo ba.
mm///
oh.. happy that sammy's exam went good todya. thats gd news.. hopefully his 2nd exam will do fine.. .yea. really wish he can make it.. ..=/ sighs. .miss him. =(
..o well
k ba. i better go rest.. tiem is precious... ...
..mata
was about to slp. .took off my glaasses. jhead to my bedroom.. then wanna apply lotion. .then stepped onto something wet and gluey. then look down.. my lotion bottle dropped and broke. into half. the other half, shattered around the floor with bits n ppieces.. so yea. they are glaasses. omg.
cos it was all dark.. and i couldnt see clearly.. so i on light. .walk in straight.. and yea. was like.. if i took another step, or had the item dropped nearer to me, my feet would've been bleeding now! a step, or an inch. whatever. but yea. it was like. just right in front of my toes. ha.
sooo scary.
anyway, shockign as it might be, im fine. and boy am i glad i am. phew...
today.. let me chcek... hm... yay!! i think i didnt have any cuts on me. wow... amazing. finally!
mm.. tmr. .duno what to do. but for now,. all i knwo is i need SLEEP. gd long slp. or just a deep one. slppppppppppppppppppppp i need rest!!!!
these 3 days been long and super duper busy and kinda stress.. plus with the shifts liek that.. no time to rest in between. .then meeting.. blah3..
hm..
i really hate the dark... if alone i guess... that time tried.. accidentally offlights. but ba ckroom door..alreayd close.. then forgot.. was like panicking.. weird. .when did i have this.. when i was a lil girl no have ba...
today my 22yrs old collegae ask me how old.. lol. then she say i look like 20 very young.XD. now finally.. at leats 20 souds good. when those time they say i look like 17,18,/// .. lol.. i was like.. what the..
but yea. .anyway... ha. she say i look very young. however, over 20 is indeed young wat. where got old. i like that it's the perfect age for being a young lady^^. swt.
a blossoming flower... ahh.. how nice =)
sighs.. heard somethign abou tmy fren.. then get to knw the truth.. of what despicable maanger did...
=/
haiz... i should say something. ...but. .yea.. i'll wait till dec or sumtin then see how.>.. tch.. tricky..
ouch. ytd tiny c ut turn out to be so painful =.= cos of hte skin peeled. dang.
gd thing today no new ones. phew
mm.. finally get away from work.. wonder.. ..what should i do next.. need to relax myself... yea..
oh dear.. was watching japanese curry tc show just now.. then .. goodness.. make me so wanna try cooking curry again. but this time. i wanna do it my wya.. try making my own jap curry. and not from those cubes.
heh.
hm. .maybe i should try> ? argh.. tch.. but meaning must spend money =.=
but suddenly feellike cooking again.. hm...
see hwo ba.
mm///
oh.. happy that sammy's exam went good todya. thats gd news.. hopefully his 2nd exam will do fine.. .yea. really wish he can make it.. ..=/ sighs. .miss him. =(
..o well
k ba. i better go rest.. tiem is precious... ...
..mata
16 November 2010
Precious Time
tch.. haiz..
ytd bruise arm..then drop thing on feet again.. same spot somemore.. =.= veinsn haasnt heal, then drop on ssame spot again. .so suey deus..
today another tiny bit peeled off skjin. bit only. but yea. pain of course. hopefully tmr will break the record of curse.
sales been really awesome.. hm.. im so tired though..
mrg wakey.. and.. well tmr mrg again.. o well.need to slp liao
tv show coming to an end..
so touching the scene..
long story..
so wife dying..
husband finally become gd..
he plait for her by the seaside..
she shave for him..
he asked regretfully why did they waste so much precious time on quarrelling since marriage..
such touching scene indeed. .she look so pale.. so poor thing..
yea.. i never try shaving on him before..yet. would be lovely if i could..
ah..
then they take pics.. by the seaside..
...mata... ..
always put on your best smile no matter what. in front of colleagues, family and customers. thats, a must.
ytd bruise arm..then drop thing on feet again.. same spot somemore.. =.= veinsn haasnt heal, then drop on ssame spot again. .so suey deus..
today another tiny bit peeled off skjin. bit only. but yea. pain of course. hopefully tmr will break the record of curse.
sales been really awesome.. hm.. im so tired though..
mrg wakey.. and.. well tmr mrg again.. o well.need to slp liao
tv show coming to an end..
so touching the scene..
long story..
so wife dying..
husband finally become gd..
he plait for her by the seaside..
she shave for him..
he asked regretfully why did they waste so much precious time on quarrelling since marriage..
such touching scene indeed. .she look so pale.. so poor thing..
yea.. i never try shaving on him before..yet. would be lovely if i could..
ah..
then they take pics.. by the seaside..
...mata... ..
always put on your best smile no matter what. in front of colleagues, family and customers. thats, a must.
14 November 2010
A Liar? And Lies?
sighs...
its just like a glass.. u dropped it. .foundation breaks.. then the 2nd time.. u drop it again.. u see the cracks. .perhaps lil ones.. bu tits not perfect anymore. not as strong as it used to be a whole full healthy glass of cup.
then again and again.. u drop it.. u'll only see the cracks appearing more. but u cant see it healed back to where it used to be.
i wish i didnt know the truth.
like what most ppl said.. the truth hurts.
things shaken up.. questions lies beyond that point of trust..
ouch. it hurts to touch that broken cup.
ps.. i got a cut even on my off. outta noweher when i was on my bed.. i duno wherei got there.. but yea. .weird. ouch..
tmr. . would ther ebe yet another dot of cut? oh yea.. ytd. .got a tiny dot one..
mata
its just like a glass.. u dropped it. .foundation breaks.. then the 2nd time.. u drop it again.. u see the cracks. .perhaps lil ones.. bu tits not perfect anymore. not as strong as it used to be a whole full healthy glass of cup.
then again and again.. u drop it.. u'll only see the cracks appearing more. but u cant see it healed back to where it used to be.
i wish i didnt know the truth.
like what most ppl said.. the truth hurts.
things shaken up.. questions lies beyond that point of trust..
ouch. it hurts to touch that broken cup.
ps.. i got a cut even on my off. outta noweher when i was on my bed.. i duno wherei got there.. but yea. .weird. ouch..
tmr. . would ther ebe yet another dot of cut? oh yea.. ytd. .got a tiny dot one..
mata
12 November 2010
Cuts For Work
. last night no bloggy.. gotta rush for slp.. haiz. closing late.. with that colleague of mine.. then yea. .o well. anyway, today is over. yay.
while doing displays, somehow i got a deep cut on my knuckle. ouch. hten reliazed.. im having them everydya. goodness. ha.. o well..
rememebr used o have sammy kissy them for me after work. .o well
so yea. .todays' one.. pain. cos abit deep. andits on hand.. so pain.. when touch water.
total about 7 small ones ba.. i think. on both hands.
today saw another piece of clothing. i like. omg.. noo... i musnt. i have a fren and redz pressy haven yet to get. omg. but sooo glad its still about one week to go fefore my pay day =) as long as i continue to keep saving money, and not spending on anything else besides food, then yea. great. next month could be better le ba.
heh. .so proud . beeen a gd girl desu. bu tyea.. have to spend money ba.. duno. .wonder what to get for my collegue.. hm. i think i know. ...hm..
see how ba
ytd.. so scary.. i walked out of hte lift to give way.. then heard this scary loud thump.. like something heavy metal and big dropped on top of the lift. then i stil lwalk back oin. before door closes, i was thiking to myself. omg. if anythin ghappen, im so gonna blame myself for stupidluy stepping back in there,. XD haha.. but yea. im safe. but so scary.. so loud. duno what thing dropped or rop ebreak. never know
haiz.. ytd couldnt slp.. os yea. .didnt slpt much either =/ liek somethings on my mind i duno.
cant figured out.. could be sammy.. but i dunio. jsut htta couldnt slp.. hten yea. .wwakey here and there. hai.bad night
hm.. what else..
o well. .stil lworried about hte tickets. .hopefull yeverything will be well ba.. however tickets prices alreyad raise up.. too near to the date..
still, heart is yearning to see him soon. cant wait.
hm. .manager's fren gonna be visintg her in 5 weeks time. staying for 2 weeks. so nice! will be staying at her place. but i wonde rhwats gonna happen. cos she's gonna be working. he really poicked a wrong time to visit her. hm. .alil worried that.. she might hand me alot of nights shifts eh? O.o cos surely she'll wanna go back ealrier to spend time with her fren ba.
o well... just pull through dec ba.
suddenluy was like.. oh wow.. .today alreyad 12th. .alreayd about 2 weeks gone for nov.. awesome. i cant wait.
dec.. u'll be over soon eh.
..
just wanna do what a couple could do.. with him.. just the 2 of us..
haiz...
once a year i'll probably only get about 2 weeks to do that eh.. ..
hm. .tired and slpy.. plus bored.. it was nice to ge home early.. but yea.. then didn know what to do next after online.
k. .hopefully tonight will slp better ne.
hm.. what else.. k thas it ba.. hopefully after get pay, wil lgo check everything, and then yea. paln out what to spend.
save2
mata
-I always try my best to see his smiling face - =)
while doing displays, somehow i got a deep cut on my knuckle. ouch. hten reliazed.. im having them everydya. goodness. ha.. o well..
rememebr used o have sammy kissy them for me after work. .o well
so yea. .todays' one.. pain. cos abit deep. andits on hand.. so pain.. when touch water.
total about 7 small ones ba.. i think. on both hands.
today saw another piece of clothing. i like. omg.. noo... i musnt. i have a fren and redz pressy haven yet to get. omg. but sooo glad its still about one week to go fefore my pay day =) as long as i continue to keep saving money, and not spending on anything else besides food, then yea. great. next month could be better le ba.
heh. .so proud . beeen a gd girl desu. bu tyea.. have to spend money ba.. duno. .wonder what to get for my collegue.. hm. i think i know. ...hm..
see how ba
ytd.. so scary.. i walked out of hte lift to give way.. then heard this scary loud thump.. like something heavy metal and big dropped on top of the lift. then i stil lwalk back oin. before door closes, i was thiking to myself. omg. if anythin ghappen, im so gonna blame myself for stupidluy stepping back in there,. XD haha.. but yea. im safe. but so scary.. so loud. duno what thing dropped or rop ebreak. never know
haiz.. ytd couldnt slp.. os yea. .didnt slpt much either =/ liek somethings on my mind i duno.
cant figured out.. could be sammy.. but i dunio. jsut htta couldnt slp.. hten yea. .wwakey here and there. hai.bad night
hm.. what else..
o well. .stil lworried about hte tickets. .hopefull yeverything will be well ba.. however tickets prices alreyad raise up.. too near to the date..
still, heart is yearning to see him soon. cant wait.
hm. .manager's fren gonna be visintg her in 5 weeks time. staying for 2 weeks. so nice! will be staying at her place. but i wonde rhwats gonna happen. cos she's gonna be working. he really poicked a wrong time to visit her. hm. .alil worried that.. she might hand me alot of nights shifts eh? O.o cos surely she'll wanna go back ealrier to spend time with her fren ba.
o well... just pull through dec ba.
suddenluy was like.. oh wow.. .today alreyad 12th. .alreayd about 2 weeks gone for nov.. awesome. i cant wait.
dec.. u'll be over soon eh.
..
just wanna do what a couple could do.. with him.. just the 2 of us..
haiz...
once a year i'll probably only get about 2 weeks to do that eh.. ..
hm. .tired and slpy.. plus bored.. it was nice to ge home early.. but yea.. then didn know what to do next after online.
k. .hopefully tonight will slp better ne.
hm.. what else.. k thas it ba.. hopefully after get pay, wil lgo check everything, and then yea. paln out what to spend.
save2
mata
-I always try my best to see his smiling face - =)
10 November 2010
Ouch at work
colleague told me.. ytd theres a few volley guys came for interviews. quite goodlooking . i was like.. omg.. no way.. please don let them work at my outlet! im really too used to working with gals, and theres this hilarious guy. if they are what. .typical good looking hunks whatsoever, i;ll be so uncomfortable. rather work with ppl i like, and easy to handle.
yea.
pray man.. pray.. haiyo..
oh yea.. airport are having 2 stores. i have no idea why O.o like. .wow.. i hope thats a worthy risk to take. ..hm...
anwyay.. ...
hm...
oh.. ytd cooking.. broke a small dish. omg. one piece fell on to my feet! i was like.. omg. not again! O.o but good hting no blood. phew... no cuts i mena. so scary.. i didnt move at all for a couple of secsXD . was like. .wow.. dont tell me again.. smash directly on, and ouch. but yea. .close one. phew. im all safe. just abit pain
todya.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cartonas of stocks. 70.. then another 70.. omg.
at the end of day, reached home, saw that my whole hand full of red marks and lil cut again =.= sianz. o well
and my poor lil pinky.. again.. kena smashed by door again. heavy door =.,=
o well.
pain till almost cry ..well on the verge of crying.. i know.sucks. lol. red eyes liao.. so pain. huu
hm...
tmr. .gonna continue doing stocsk and be busy.. .yea.. do non stop for 8 hrs ne.
cant belieev it eh. ha
hm.. what else...
o well.. new store opening.. duno.. manpower enough anot. .i hope so.. otherwise how to leave.. shoud be fine eh.. pray for me ne..
eh.. wht else. .o well...
mata ne
yea.
pray man.. pray.. haiyo..
oh yea.. airport are having 2 stores. i have no idea why O.o like. .wow.. i hope thats a worthy risk to take. ..hm...
anwyay.. ...
hm...
oh.. ytd cooking.. broke a small dish. omg. one piece fell on to my feet! i was like.. omg. not again! O.o but good hting no blood. phew... no cuts i mena. so scary.. i didnt move at all for a couple of secsXD . was like. .wow.. dont tell me again.. smash directly on, and ouch. but yea. .close one. phew. im all safe. just abit pain
todya.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cartonas of stocks. 70.. then another 70.. omg.
at the end of day, reached home, saw that my whole hand full of red marks and lil cut again =.= sianz. o well
and my poor lil pinky.. again.. kena smashed by door again. heavy door =.,=
o well.
pain till almost cry ..well on the verge of crying.. i know.sucks. lol. red eyes liao.. so pain. huu
hm...
tmr. .gonna continue doing stocsk and be busy.. .yea.. do non stop for 8 hrs ne.
cant belieev it eh. ha
hm.. what else...
o well.. new store opening.. duno.. manpower enough anot. .i hope so.. otherwise how to leave.. shoud be fine eh.. pray for me ne..
eh.. wht else. .o well...
mata ne
09 November 2010
deja vu
haiz.. even after upgrades.. still the same.. online.. will stil lapppeas as offline.. hia.z. sianz .so tired of it.. =/..
wnonder hwo much time i wasted. ..o well.
i dno ba.
anyway.. intering. well, i sen a couple of ppl who look liek sammy.. but today, redz say he saw someon who looke like him! its his custoemr. he turned his head thrice. lol .funny redz.
then the looka like sam walk up to him and say yes? then redz say he lok failiar to someone he knows. hahahhaa... interintg. i wonde rhow he loks like.
but yea.. o well...
i think if im in redz pshoes.. hm.. maybe i'll feel sad ba.. ha. he was saying.. he kept staring at him throughout. even wondering when sam is back in sg wihtout him knowing. lol. thats funny.
even he makde payment, he stil lstarre.XD hahaha..>
i duno how much lok a like is he. but yea.. o well. interesting
come to think of it, i hvaent seen any person who looks like redz.
sighs. .suddenly fell sick.. =(((
adtnnoon after lucnh, suddenly runny nose.. nap cos nothing to do alreyad.. nap.. wakey.. then still the same. now gotten worse. haiz..=(
im so cold.. =(
had a nightmare whhile napping. so frightening.. trying to forget it now.. huu...
haiz.. so weak.. if only tmr i could rest for the day. but yes. cold be fine. if only tmr i get well.
praying ne
sad. .wouldnt be able to speak with sammy soon..
trying to get used to it. .=/ o well.. what to do.. haiz
hm.. oh. .he done somethng which impresses me. his work .ha. cool. duno how he done that. im curious. but yea. its nice. so ncie
could hardly smile =/
haiz.. i still wanna travel. u think the world end cold be coming? would all the ancients prophency come true> ?
i haven even have afamily of my own yet..
i wonde rhow i would die. not in a traffic acccident for sure. =.= would so hate that
and i defniitely don wan to get burn to death either. nor get killed without knowing the murderer.
haahhaa...
yawn.. slpy abit. todya been so slpy.. thats why nap.. ha. o well.
tch..
haiz.. what else.>
...
my nose is stukcked. i cant breathe =(
haiz..
breathing through my outh now =/
i just want lots of careness on me. simple.
mata
wnonder hwo much time i wasted. ..o well.
i dno ba.
anyway.. intering. well, i sen a couple of ppl who look liek sammy.. but today, redz say he saw someon who looke like him! its his custoemr. he turned his head thrice. lol .funny redz.
then the looka like sam walk up to him and say yes? then redz say he lok failiar to someone he knows. hahahhaa... interintg. i wonde rhow he loks like.
but yea.. o well...
i think if im in redz pshoes.. hm.. maybe i'll feel sad ba.. ha. he was saying.. he kept staring at him throughout. even wondering when sam is back in sg wihtout him knowing. lol. thats funny.
even he makde payment, he stil lstarre.XD hahaha..>
i duno how much lok a like is he. but yea.. o well. interesting
come to think of it, i hvaent seen any person who looks like redz.
sighs. .suddenly fell sick.. =(((
adtnnoon after lucnh, suddenly runny nose.. nap cos nothing to do alreyad.. nap.. wakey.. then still the same. now gotten worse. haiz..=(
im so cold.. =(
had a nightmare whhile napping. so frightening.. trying to forget it now.. huu...
haiz.. so weak.. if only tmr i could rest for the day. but yes. cold be fine. if only tmr i get well.
praying ne
sad. .wouldnt be able to speak with sammy soon..
trying to get used to it. .=/ o well.. what to do.. haiz
hm.. oh. .he done somethng which impresses me. his work .ha. cool. duno how he done that. im curious. but yea. its nice. so ncie
could hardly smile =/
haiz.. i still wanna travel. u think the world end cold be coming? would all the ancients prophency come true> ?
i haven even have afamily of my own yet..
i wonde rhow i would die. not in a traffic acccident for sure. =.= would so hate that
and i defniitely don wan to get burn to death either. nor get killed without knowing the murderer.
haahhaa...
yawn.. slpy abit. todya been so slpy.. thats why nap.. ha. o well.
tch..
haiz.. what else.>
...
my nose is stukcked. i cant breathe =(
haiz..
breathing through my outh now =/
i just want lots of careness on me. simple.
mata
08 November 2010
Chat Talk
actually didnt wanna blog.. but o well...
hm.. throat not so good. ha. just sang.. bro's game again. lol
o well
hm.. szo early mrg.. gosh.. do display.. do3 non stop till9.. then gotta do report. by then alreayd done. phew. which is great =) yay.
done it right on time.
then breaktime.. found that my hand.. so many cuts and redness.. i duno why. maybe while getting my stuffs for display or duno what. o well
i'll make it a short blog. cos yea. slpy.
then some stupid matter occured. argh. i wanna forget it. don takl about it.
there'll always be pl trying to put u down. o well
hm.. ya.. then got home.. so slpy.. nap.. abnit only. an hour?
then dont feel good. dinner .. o well.. then bathing time. .gosh. .water no strength and hot. duno whats wrong.
then slpy and tired. it was till when sammy completed his work, he talked to me, then i smiled. and eventually got better. my best med. love him.
so slpy...
hm. .wow. .las night knock out. ha. slpt early for work. .at work today not slpy..
weird huh.
oh then last night .. tried out fring. .yay!! its clear =) and can type faster with sam now. hearing him talk abou this day beats better htan msn. like short and cant feel it. like 'feel'.
voice always sounds so much better and interesting.
and easier to rememrb hwatever u missd out on typing.
yawn*
slpy. ha. .yawning
hm.. so yea.. o well. so gonna have a gd rest again. ha.
tmr. zzz...
hm... k ba. .thats all folks.
mata
hm.. throat not so good. ha. just sang.. bro's game again. lol
o well
hm.. szo early mrg.. gosh.. do display.. do3 non stop till9.. then gotta do report. by then alreayd done. phew. which is great =) yay.
done it right on time.
then breaktime.. found that my hand.. so many cuts and redness.. i duno why. maybe while getting my stuffs for display or duno what. o well
i'll make it a short blog. cos yea. slpy.
then some stupid matter occured. argh. i wanna forget it. don takl about it.
there'll always be pl trying to put u down. o well
hm.. ya.. then got home.. so slpy.. nap.. abnit only. an hour?
then dont feel good. dinner .. o well.. then bathing time. .gosh. .water no strength and hot. duno whats wrong.
then slpy and tired. it was till when sammy completed his work, he talked to me, then i smiled. and eventually got better. my best med. love him.
so slpy...
hm. .wow. .las night knock out. ha. slpt early for work. .at work today not slpy..
weird huh.
oh then last night .. tried out fring. .yay!! its clear =) and can type faster with sam now. hearing him talk abou this day beats better htan msn. like short and cant feel it. like 'feel'.
voice always sounds so much better and interesting.
and easier to rememrb hwatever u missd out on typing.
yawn*
slpy. ha. .yawning
hm.. so yea.. o well. so gonna have a gd rest again. ha.
tmr. zzz...
hm... k ba. .thats all folks.
mata
07 November 2010
Weirf awkward situation
my colleague once told me. .she tohought of taking leave in jan next year. then our melb manager was like saying no. then my collegaus say. but our contract staes its only dec and nov we may not take leave. it never says jan. then she’s like. .oh really> cos for australia, for them it is liek that.
=.= wweird. o well. however.. .
anyway good thing it wont crash with that date.. .. sammy say for 3rd or 4th week. good hting mamanger only disalloed on the first 2 weeks. so phew. was like. whoaO.o.. phew. haha
o well.
and yes. im very very dertermine ^^ besides spending the omnney on food,m and redz pressy, im not gonna ever spend another cent on other item. uh huh ^^ strong will ne.
oh today just top up my card though.. ..so yea. but its ok.
as for the uss ticket.. 5 bucks.. no choice. .cos bro bring us alnog mah.. well. .just treat it as dinner ba.
so yea.. 2 weeks to go. i cna do this!!!
=) going smooth.. so far so good.. 2 weeks to go.. uh huh…
then can re write whatever the thing si ned to spend on againb. carefully…. hee
oh . its soooo weird. i think he’s my regular customer. i duno. it slike.. i went to the ladies. then i came back, collegua say ppl looknig for me. girl asking questions. but the guy like.. looking around for me. hten he say maybe most likely the guy wanna get to know me.
then i was like.. puzzled. i thoguht could be my frens. but no ne.
then they really came back. and i was liek petrified. =.= omgggg…. i hate this type of situation. like. .don wanna hurt anyone’s feleings or what also..
then blah3… i try to keepmyself outta the shop floor. .so stayed behind counter. then act very busy. then he girl still cam eup to me say her fren wanna talk with me =.=”” then he did. omg. oh lord… then ask.. hi. .hows ur day going? then looking down at the jar. .i was like. .err… good. .busy. .=.= then so lucky. got cust0omer making payment. so phew. then after some time, cos i kept pretending busy. tlaking to my collegau about work..
then i say im headnig back alrayd. then she called her fren. he didnt come over. like so shy liek that. whatever. then i hurried to back room .take my bag.. wonder how to handle this.. omg. then i come out, my colleagus ask me hurry get out. she tol d them i was gone alryad. then i hurried out. but i felt weird. like. .as though they wasnt gone. and indeed, just as i was reaching the mrt, that girl tapped my on my shoulder again. then asked if im in a rush. i say yes. then blah3.. that guy came up to me. omg. soo.. .weird. how he look like?> well, my fren descried him as macho. =.= like muscular kind of body. but i don go for hunks!! or whoever. i just go for one man. my man. as for the others, im really3 not interested. =.= so yea. still he looked kinda pitiful enough whne i turned him down. i have to said it twice. then he slowly tucked away his phone. lie poor thng. but. well.. i cant say anyingn. just apologised, im attached, and excused myself. good thing also my collegaue next to me when i turned. omg.
i hate this kind of situation. goodness gracious. omg.
dread it! -_-
glad its over now. but duno if he’s gona be back again or what. this situation is diff.. cos usually guy will ask on the spot. while making payment or sumtin. but he’s liek with his frens. .and ask someone else to do it for him. .not do it for himn. but yea. u know hwat im trying to sya. so yea.. like the whole process is so long and awkward =.=
omg.
weird.
anyway…. yea. duno if he’s still gona be back or what. however. .weird. i tought i served him pretty long ago. then again, was it really the same person? im not so sure. rememerb that time i blog about this cusotmer name so unique? like relaly never heard of before? i think thats hinm. but yea.. .rally cant recall how he relaly look like. whatever.
just hope wont se ehim again. so paiseh. dots.
o well… haiz. what a day.
oh my. tmr.. 7am work. .an hour extra to work.. huu. .so hoping to leave at 4 instead. o well.. =/
hm. .supposed to be 4 mah. .haiz.
o well.. anyway, gona so hang on. cos im really super slpy. haiz. sure gonna be sleepier than today. all the best to me tmr!
raining again tonight. quite heavily . but good hting ht etraffic is fast. i just dashed through. so all good. hee. though, im wet of course! =.= o well
hm.. k ba.. hopefull yi’ll be able to fall aslp. sometimes think2 of someone u love, could prevent u from falling aslp no matter how tired u are.XD lol.
kk.. jaa mata ne
=.= wweird. o well. however.. .
anyway good thing it wont crash with that date.. .. sammy say for 3rd or 4th week. good hting mamanger only disalloed on the first 2 weeks. so phew. was like. whoaO.o.. phew. haha
o well.
and yes. im very very dertermine ^^ besides spending the omnney on food,m and redz pressy, im not gonna ever spend another cent on other item. uh huh ^^ strong will ne.
oh today just top up my card though.. ..so yea. but its ok.
as for the uss ticket.. 5 bucks.. no choice. .cos bro bring us alnog mah.. well. .just treat it as dinner ba.
so yea.. 2 weeks to go. i cna do this!!!
=) going smooth.. so far so good.. 2 weeks to go.. uh huh…
then can re write whatever the thing si ned to spend on againb. carefully…. hee
oh . its soooo weird. i think he’s my regular customer. i duno. it slike.. i went to the ladies. then i came back, collegua say ppl looknig for me. girl asking questions. but the guy like.. looking around for me. hten he say maybe most likely the guy wanna get to know me.
then i was like.. puzzled. i thoguht could be my frens. but no ne.
then they really came back. and i was liek petrified. =.= omgggg…. i hate this type of situation. like. .don wanna hurt anyone’s feleings or what also..
then blah3… i try to keepmyself outta the shop floor. .so stayed behind counter. then act very busy. then he girl still cam eup to me say her fren wanna talk with me =.=”” then he did. omg. oh lord… then ask.. hi. .hows ur day going? then looking down at the jar. .i was like. .err… good. .busy. .=.= then so lucky. got cust0omer making payment. so phew. then after some time, cos i kept pretending busy. tlaking to my collegau about work..
then i say im headnig back alrayd. then she called her fren. he didnt come over. like so shy liek that. whatever. then i hurried to back room .take my bag.. wonder how to handle this.. omg. then i come out, my colleagus ask me hurry get out. she tol d them i was gone alryad. then i hurried out. but i felt weird. like. .as though they wasnt gone. and indeed, just as i was reaching the mrt, that girl tapped my on my shoulder again. then asked if im in a rush. i say yes. then blah3.. that guy came up to me. omg. soo.. .weird. how he look like?> well, my fren descried him as macho. =.= like muscular kind of body. but i don go for hunks!! or whoever. i just go for one man. my man. as for the others, im really3 not interested. =.= so yea. still he looked kinda pitiful enough whne i turned him down. i have to said it twice. then he slowly tucked away his phone. lie poor thng. but. well.. i cant say anyingn. just apologised, im attached, and excused myself. good thing also my collegaue next to me when i turned. omg.
i hate this kind of situation. goodness gracious. omg.
dread it! -_-
glad its over now. but duno if he’s gona be back again or what. this situation is diff.. cos usually guy will ask on the spot. while making payment or sumtin. but he’s liek with his frens. .and ask someone else to do it for him. .not do it for himn. but yea. u know hwat im trying to sya. so yea.. like the whole process is so long and awkward =.=
omg.
weird.
anyway…. yea. duno if he’s still gona be back or what. however. .weird. i tought i served him pretty long ago. then again, was it really the same person? im not so sure. rememerb that time i blog about this cusotmer name so unique? like relaly never heard of before? i think thats hinm. but yea.. .rally cant recall how he relaly look like. whatever.
just hope wont se ehim again. so paiseh. dots.
o well… haiz. what a day.
oh my. tmr.. 7am work. .an hour extra to work.. huu. .so hoping to leave at 4 instead. o well.. =/
hm. .supposed to be 4 mah. .haiz.
o well.. anyway, gona so hang on. cos im really super slpy. haiz. sure gonna be sleepier than today. all the best to me tmr!
raining again tonight. quite heavily . but good hting ht etraffic is fast. i just dashed through. so all good. hee. though, im wet of course! =.= o well
hm.. k ba.. hopefull yi’ll be able to fall aslp. sometimes think2 of someone u love, could prevent u from falling aslp no matter how tired u are.XD lol.
kk.. jaa mata ne
06 November 2010
Touched By Kindness
omg. soo sleepy now. but so many there's nice shows going on till 3am!!! omg... T_T huu.. cant watch huh? i duno.. sighs..
huu...
so yea. as expected. phew. good thing i managed to last till 5.30pm. thats when i started to feel the sleepyness starts to kick in.
yawn.. im so slpy now. .perhpas gonna watch abit of tv then decides if i wanna slp. ha.
o well.. another slpy day tmr. might be. could be.
but its a .. omg. its a sat o.O ha. i thought its fri. keep thinking its a fri. weird. o well.
hm.. interesting happened with a chat with me and sammy today. ha. its cool. =) wow. .hwat a nice dream it must've been..
hm... slpy.. waht else. .o well.. just worked3... as usual. nothing special i think. yea. today's normal. o well.
hm......
what else.. ..
o well. just kept thinking about hows it gonna be like when i see sammy again. ha.
oh!! just now! i was in the rain.. everyone has a shelter of their own. only me. huu. poor girl. out in the rain alone. then suddenly theres this umbrealla shelter ove rmy head. no =.= not prince charming or anyting k. not movie hor. its juts an auntie. so nice of her! apparently we stayed at the same blocl. i duno. mayeb she knows me? i duno. but i've never met her. anyway, yea. she walked me across the lights. huu. .touched. its raining pretty heavily i must say at that time.
kk. i gotta stop blogging now. scary show on. huu.. slping alone tonight. omg. scary!!! huuu
wish sam is here right tnow!!! =(
mata
huu...
so yea. as expected. phew. good thing i managed to last till 5.30pm. thats when i started to feel the sleepyness starts to kick in.
yawn.. im so slpy now. .perhpas gonna watch abit of tv then decides if i wanna slp. ha.
o well.. another slpy day tmr. might be. could be.
but its a .. omg. its a sat o.O ha. i thought its fri. keep thinking its a fri. weird. o well.
hm.. interesting happened with a chat with me and sammy today. ha. its cool. =) wow. .hwat a nice dream it must've been..
hm... slpy.. waht else. .o well.. just worked3... as usual. nothing special i think. yea. today's normal. o well.
hm......
what else.. ..
o well. just kept thinking about hows it gonna be like when i see sammy again. ha.
oh!! just now! i was in the rain.. everyone has a shelter of their own. only me. huu. poor girl. out in the rain alone. then suddenly theres this umbrealla shelter ove rmy head. no =.= not prince charming or anyting k. not movie hor. its juts an auntie. so nice of her! apparently we stayed at the same blocl. i duno. mayeb she knows me? i duno. but i've never met her. anyway, yea. she walked me across the lights. huu. .touched. its raining pretty heavily i must say at that time.
kk. i gotta stop blogging now. scary show on. huu.. slping alone tonight. omg. scary!!! huuu
wish sam is here right tnow!!! =(
mata
05 November 2010
True Happiness =)
aw.. last night.. was looking through all the pics i took in sydney.. =) feels so nice.. so good.. ahhh.....
then like.. aw.. .. somehow just felt a lil different..
its like.. compare to about 10months ago.. i look so simple and happy. like a lil woman.. simple happy life.. i guess.. there're some stages we all have to go through huh>?
then now.. truly happy times are hard to come by..
ha.. i still feel so shy taking pics with sammy.. hm.. wait.. yea.. i think i would be XD when i see him again that is. lol.
think i;ll gushes or blush eh. lol.
o well...
but yea.. i guess those pics.. i never really realised i do look pretty.. its weird to say this.. but yea.. i think i do look kinda pretty when i lookey through pics taken with sammy together. like.. becos we;re together. .so the whole pic look nice and happy. happiness is what i'll called it. hahaha... .
uh huh... pics taken in the opening time.. shop not yet open.. in toy store.. sammy about to pluck his eyebrows off.. i mena trimmed.. then we took pic.. im sitting on his lap.. waslooking at it last night . like. .incredible feeling..
he was looking.. shy.. cam shy kinda. while i.. happy. pure joy... yet my face saying i am comfortable and safe with him next to me. i find i look abit like him. i duno.. smile perhaps? maybe thats what they called .. erm.. couple face look? hahaha...
o well...
i just.. find it a .. lil.. hm.. sad? that i couldnt seem to feel nor look thta way as i did with him. i wish to go back..
thats the girl i want to be. thats who i am.
being a man's woman.
erm.. sounds wrong=.= lol. anyway yea..
hhm.... just.. yea.. he brings out the best in me. hte true beauty within me.. haiz.. i duno. i just don think i look the same.. nah.. rather. .feel the same when my pics are out..
it slike. somethings missing.. u will truly look happy. .when u're really with someone u love.
cute eh. ha.. o well. a lil difficult t o explain.. but yea. thats about i t..
makes no effect to smile..when he's around.... =)
gosh.. i hope tmr wont be so tired.... bro tok me and mum out to the uss night. my first time there. so explored a lil.. .it was alrite. but the fire works are spectacular.. wow....!!
throughout whole journey.. i kept thinking. .of how it would be liek if sammy is in sg.. i would take 2 days at sentosa to spend it with him. watch fireworks together..
day time will go coaster rides.. night can enjoy nightviews...
ahh.. .so nice....
hm....
still kinda worried about the hotel.. hopefully there'll still be space left.. and tickets.. weird. .i din know.. so fast ..even the price breaker alreayd sold out if im not worng. O.O this is like. .huh?? so fast>??
oh.. had dinner at 11.30pm/ am soo tired . omg. mum also eat late with us. no space to eat at uss..
oh.. whil waiting for fireworks to start, theres this kid.. i duno if hes' nuts, or.. yea.. i duno. its as though either he's u know.. thos etype of erm.. yea.. somethigns wrong with him. or becos he lack of discipline. he kept kicking me!! but its weird.. usually only when im very tired or not feeling right, i'll be rude unknowingly. like. .he kicked me.. i went 'oi!', ppl turned to look. i was like.. omg. what had i done? but it puzzles me.. i was feelign ok.. not so tired.. but.. yea.. i duno... it slike another me or sumtin.. anywya, he kicked and kiced. even kicked my mum!!!! how dare he!!! then this time i came to my senses. i dont care what ppl are thinking. i just rais emy voice.. gib him a hey!! or sumtin like that. i dun even care if ppl are watching. wth. kick real hard u know! somemore so big alreyad. still sit on stroller.. howvever.. i keep having this feeling that he's a.. u know. .those woodbridge kind of kid.. erm. .yea.. but anwayy,.. i don like ppl kicking my mum!
arhg... so rude.
then mukm have to end up at the back.. let them go front. sighs. wth...
o well.... my mum also get angry and say how could he do that... i knwo my mum. like me. usually we are peaceful angels. if we get angry over something, that something usually is something big and wrongful.
and i mean very3 wrong. thats why.. no wonder mum get angry too. me don wan her to angry.. =/ haiz.. poor mum.
but yea.. evolved huh. .or changed for hte better.. i wouldn't used to .. hm.. fight for myself.. i think ..most likely.. ytea.. after i met sam.. he taught me alot.. adn yea..
haiz.. if only.. i could be with him always.. and.. i could be his number one in everything..
oh.. suddenly.. was wondering what to do when i see sam again.. gt some plans.. but yea.. its best if we need not spend money... but.. hm.. yea.. i don care. i hitnk hwats most important is he's by my side. and we can finally have some real dates liek other couples does. hehe. =) walk and wakl.. hold hands.. sit down.. look at the crowds..
..yea... wouldnt htat be the best alreayd?. . hee ^^
i believe.. simple pleasures is hte best. .a lnog as we have one another.
today.. read a news about this couple.. who are married for 35yrs.. and they .. they are glad to have each other. just each other. money doesnt matter to them. even when they striked lottery. that. is the type of love i yearn for.
nowadasy.. ppl are so busy with their own life.. carreers.. or even theyir own busines.. health.. or children.. they kidna. .forgot.. how dang important it is.. to have a good look at ur own patrtner.. and appreciates who he or she is(to u). this couple. .is what we called.. almost extint rare type of couples. haha... but i believen they exists. adn yea.. as long as both feel the same way of each other.. they do will be able to own such love as them. for money doesnt matter.. as long as they have each other. that is hwat true love is all about. erm.. part of. lol .true love. .mystery.. yet.. lots of amazing reasons behind it all..
ah.. my fren is saying they are offering more pay for htat job. i ended up forgetting all baout it.. and never reply! lool. so yea.. but now. .im starting too like my job better and better.. so.. .yea. i wont go to his side for now. not now. no way. i think.. higher pay doesnt mean u will get happier in life. no no.
u get more money. but everydya u'll rather be happier.
do something .. in lfie.. that'll get u to where u will be happy. not for the sake of money. or any other outside worldy things. find a job.. that will make u happy .let u feel where u are or needed. not for the sake of higher pay. well, if u cant feel happy, hten yea. head for pay. lol.
pursue happiness.. not something.. which u can buy or get..anyhow..
ouch.. m shoudler achign. oh no. i gtg. slp time!!!! hope tmr not tiredddd
ouch.. shoudler..
mata!
then like.. aw.. .. somehow just felt a lil different..
its like.. compare to about 10months ago.. i look so simple and happy. like a lil woman.. simple happy life.. i guess.. there're some stages we all have to go through huh>?
then now.. truly happy times are hard to come by..
ha.. i still feel so shy taking pics with sammy.. hm.. wait.. yea.. i think i would be XD when i see him again that is. lol.
think i;ll gushes or blush eh. lol.
o well...
but yea.. i guess those pics.. i never really realised i do look pretty.. its weird to say this.. but yea.. i think i do look kinda pretty when i lookey through pics taken with sammy together. like.. becos we;re together. .so the whole pic look nice and happy. happiness is what i'll called it. hahaha... .
uh huh... pics taken in the opening time.. shop not yet open.. in toy store.. sammy about to pluck his eyebrows off.. i mena trimmed.. then we took pic.. im sitting on his lap.. waslooking at it last night . like. .incredible feeling..
he was looking.. shy.. cam shy kinda. while i.. happy. pure joy... yet my face saying i am comfortable and safe with him next to me. i find i look abit like him. i duno.. smile perhaps? maybe thats what they called .. erm.. couple face look? hahaha...
o well...
i just.. find it a .. lil.. hm.. sad? that i couldnt seem to feel nor look thta way as i did with him. i wish to go back..
thats the girl i want to be. thats who i am.
being a man's woman.
erm.. sounds wrong=.= lol. anyway yea..
hhm.... just.. yea.. he brings out the best in me. hte true beauty within me.. haiz.. i duno. i just don think i look the same.. nah.. rather. .feel the same when my pics are out..
it slike. somethings missing.. u will truly look happy. .when u're really with someone u love.
cute eh. ha.. o well. a lil difficult t o explain.. but yea. thats about i t..
makes no effect to smile..when he's around.... =)
gosh.. i hope tmr wont be so tired.... bro tok me and mum out to the uss night. my first time there. so explored a lil.. .it was alrite. but the fire works are spectacular.. wow....!!
throughout whole journey.. i kept thinking. .of how it would be liek if sammy is in sg.. i would take 2 days at sentosa to spend it with him. watch fireworks together..
day time will go coaster rides.. night can enjoy nightviews...
ahh.. .so nice....
hm....
still kinda worried about the hotel.. hopefully there'll still be space left.. and tickets.. weird. .i din know.. so fast ..even the price breaker alreayd sold out if im not worng. O.O this is like. .huh?? so fast>??
oh.. had dinner at 11.30pm/ am soo tired . omg. mum also eat late with us. no space to eat at uss..
oh.. whil waiting for fireworks to start, theres this kid.. i duno if hes' nuts, or.. yea.. i duno. its as though either he's u know.. thos etype of erm.. yea.. somethigns wrong with him. or becos he lack of discipline. he kept kicking me!! but its weird.. usually only when im very tired or not feeling right, i'll be rude unknowingly. like. .he kicked me.. i went 'oi!', ppl turned to look. i was like.. omg. what had i done? but it puzzles me.. i was feelign ok.. not so tired.. but.. yea.. i duno... it slike another me or sumtin.. anywya, he kicked and kiced. even kicked my mum!!!! how dare he!!! then this time i came to my senses. i dont care what ppl are thinking. i just rais emy voice.. gib him a hey!! or sumtin like that. i dun even care if ppl are watching. wth. kick real hard u know! somemore so big alreyad. still sit on stroller.. howvever.. i keep having this feeling that he's a.. u know. .those woodbridge kind of kid.. erm. .yea.. but anwayy,.. i don like ppl kicking my mum!
arhg... so rude.
then mukm have to end up at the back.. let them go front. sighs. wth...
o well.... my mum also get angry and say how could he do that... i knwo my mum. like me. usually we are peaceful angels. if we get angry over something, that something usually is something big and wrongful.
and i mean very3 wrong. thats why.. no wonder mum get angry too. me don wan her to angry.. =/ haiz.. poor mum.
but yea.. evolved huh. .or changed for hte better.. i wouldn't used to .. hm.. fight for myself.. i think ..most likely.. ytea.. after i met sam.. he taught me alot.. adn yea..
haiz.. if only.. i could be with him always.. and.. i could be his number one in everything..
oh.. suddenly.. was wondering what to do when i see sam again.. gt some plans.. but yea.. its best if we need not spend money... but.. hm.. yea.. i don care. i hitnk hwats most important is he's by my side. and we can finally have some real dates liek other couples does. hehe. =) walk and wakl.. hold hands.. sit down.. look at the crowds..
..yea... wouldnt htat be the best alreayd?. . hee ^^
i believe.. simple pleasures is hte best. .a lnog as we have one another.
today.. read a news about this couple.. who are married for 35yrs.. and they .. they are glad to have each other. just each other. money doesnt matter to them. even when they striked lottery. that. is the type of love i yearn for.
nowadasy.. ppl are so busy with their own life.. carreers.. or even theyir own busines.. health.. or children.. they kidna. .forgot.. how dang important it is.. to have a good look at ur own patrtner.. and appreciates who he or she is(to u). this couple. .is what we called.. almost extint rare type of couples. haha... but i believen they exists. adn yea.. as long as both feel the same way of each other.. they do will be able to own such love as them. for money doesnt matter.. as long as they have each other. that is hwat true love is all about. erm.. part of. lol .true love. .mystery.. yet.. lots of amazing reasons behind it all..
ah.. my fren is saying they are offering more pay for htat job. i ended up forgetting all baout it.. and never reply! lool. so yea.. but now. .im starting too like my job better and better.. so.. .yea. i wont go to his side for now. not now. no way. i think.. higher pay doesnt mean u will get happier in life. no no.
u get more money. but everydya u'll rather be happier.
do something .. in lfie.. that'll get u to where u will be happy. not for the sake of money. or any other outside worldy things. find a job.. that will make u happy .let u feel where u are or needed. not for the sake of higher pay. well, if u cant feel happy, hten yea. head for pay. lol.
pursue happiness.. not something.. which u can buy or get..anyhow..
ouch.. m shoudler achign. oh no. i gtg. slp time!!!! hope tmr not tiredddd
ouch.. shoudler..
mata!
04 November 2010
Time Tight
hm...
today.. tired day.. duno why.. kept slping throughout.. restless..
hm.. think i had weird dreams..
this is weird.. feeling weird.>
unexpected..
duno why..
maybe tired.
unexpected reactions. .don get it.
haiz. boring day.
but o well.. just rest ba. what to do..
trying to find a nice hotel to settle in at sydney.. but the time could be a lil tricky.. not much rooms left.. alot of expemsive ones..
sighs. if only could stay for 2 weeks.. =/
thx to the hotels..
o well
so yea.. hopefully the tics and hotels wil lsettle breatifully.. leave. ..hm. .should be fine ba. jus say book already. ha. hm.. o well
hm.. not bro coming home tonight.. mum company me abit.. but.. i duno what to say to my parents.
oh.. good thing my throat seems fine now. phew.. ..
shouldn've sang right awya last night.
mata
today.. tired day.. duno why.. kept slping throughout.. restless..
hm.. think i had weird dreams..
this is weird.. feeling weird.>
unexpected..
duno why..
maybe tired.
unexpected reactions. .don get it.
haiz. boring day.
but o well.. just rest ba. what to do..
trying to find a nice hotel to settle in at sydney.. but the time could be a lil tricky.. not much rooms left.. alot of expemsive ones..
sighs. if only could stay for 2 weeks.. =/
thx to the hotels..
o well
so yea.. hopefully the tics and hotels wil lsettle breatifully.. leave. ..hm. .should be fine ba. jus say book already. ha. hm.. o well
hm.. not bro coming home tonight.. mum company me abit.. but.. i duno what to say to my parents.
oh.. good thing my throat seems fine now. phew.. ..
shouldn've sang right awya last night.
mata
03 November 2010
Throat =(
huu.. haiyo.. =( throat .. haiz.... =/
voice changed .. jsut now playing bro's new game.. singing one. .then yea. T_T... never warm up. .too excited.. then sing. hurt my throat liao. haiz.......
o well... poor me.. really poor me......................
...
bah...
oh today another customer asked for my name.cos like my service. yay.
yea.. its good..
hm.. feels kinda weird..
oh after about 4days, finally today have a chance to speak with sammy.
but seems like our days stil lthe same
hm... yea.. i like serving customers.. instead of working behind counter.. or do changing the display..
hope tmr wil lheal ba..
haiz.
hm.. hmmm... sianz. o well..
don wanna blog anymore.
mata
voice changed .. jsut now playing bro's new game.. singing one. .then yea. T_T... never warm up. .too excited.. then sing. hurt my throat liao. haiz.......
o well... poor me.. really poor me......................
...
bah...
oh today another customer asked for my name.cos like my service. yay.
yea.. its good..
hm.. feels kinda weird..
oh after about 4days, finally today have a chance to speak with sammy.
but seems like our days stil lthe same
hm... yea.. i like serving customers.. instead of working behind counter.. or do changing the display..
hope tmr wil lheal ba..
haiz.
hm.. hmmm... sianz. o well..
don wanna blog anymore.
mata
02 November 2010
Tanner? O.o
hm.. ok.. today abit.. not so busy. .however.. o well.. still okok ba.. .
tired.. abit. ha.
hm.... got a lil ciut on my thumb today.. the other day my lil pinky too.. T_T haiyo..
gotta be watchful ne.. nails not so good too.. dry i think..
then today.. omg. -_- so pain!!! toes cramped!!! cos took off shoes to push the heavy caton boxes!! about 4 piled ontop? then wanna find stocks, omg. =.= go puch using feet, then kena cramped. omg. -_- haizz... but now ok .but pain when cramped. omg..
as for my bruise.. no worries.. will heal in time. .just let it heal ba..
ouch
oh.. duno hwy.. when trying fo rmy lingerie, i saw that my skin tone. .like so much darker. i duno.. then i ask bro if im tan. .he say a lil ba. O.o
weird ne.. me no go out much.. neither do i head out in sun.. only at work place. .duno why like htat also tan. lol
but nvm. i like my skin tone colour. i dont like if me look so pale and white and weak.. like no energy..
yea.. met girls liek that before.. skinny like bones , so white and pale looking.. like so fragile. .i dun like. i wanna me to be fleshy, volumpous. ah. .thats the word. lolllll.
must have curves and plus at the righ t place. minus at the right place. XD lol.
nah.. but whats most important is to eat well.. don force oneself to eat too much.. or don eat. thats not good.
so far.. yea. .i m ok. i eat alot as always .lol. snacks.. drinks. .coffee, soda even at late night.. basically if night shift come home.. yea..eat.. o well.
hm.. o well. .abit slpy now .shall head tobed liao..
hm....
weird. .wonde rif im missnig out on anything.. ..hm..
yea thats about it..
i think.
o well. i think anyway.. yea.. i almost forgot. .lol. since young im always darker than my frens. i guess. .thast cos of my dad? no.. lol. mum once told me..
hm.. nah. its a personal thingy. i don wanna share it here. llol. nothing bnig nayway.
mata ne!
tired.. abit. ha.
hm.... got a lil ciut on my thumb today.. the other day my lil pinky too.. T_T haiyo..
gotta be watchful ne.. nails not so good too.. dry i think..
then today.. omg. -_- so pain!!! toes cramped!!! cos took off shoes to push the heavy caton boxes!! about 4 piled ontop? then wanna find stocks, omg. =.= go puch using feet, then kena cramped. omg. -_- haizz... but now ok .but pain when cramped. omg..
as for my bruise.. no worries.. will heal in time. .just let it heal ba..
ouch
oh.. duno hwy.. when trying fo rmy lingerie, i saw that my skin tone. .like so much darker. i duno.. then i ask bro if im tan. .he say a lil ba. O.o
weird ne.. me no go out much.. neither do i head out in sun.. only at work place. .duno why like htat also tan. lol
but nvm. i like my skin tone colour. i dont like if me look so pale and white and weak.. like no energy..
yea.. met girls liek that before.. skinny like bones , so white and pale looking.. like so fragile. .i dun like. i wanna me to be fleshy, volumpous. ah. .thats the word. lolllll.
must have curves and plus at the righ t place. minus at the right place. XD lol.
nah.. but whats most important is to eat well.. don force oneself to eat too much.. or don eat. thats not good.
so far.. yea. .i m ok. i eat alot as always .lol. snacks.. drinks. .coffee, soda even at late night.. basically if night shift come home.. yea..eat.. o well.
hm.. o well. .abit slpy now .shall head tobed liao..
hm....
weird. .wonde rif im missnig out on anything.. ..hm..
yea thats about it..
i think.
o well. i think anyway.. yea.. i almost forgot. .lol. since young im always darker than my frens. i guess. .thast cos of my dad? no.. lol. mum once told me..
hm.. nah. its a personal thingy. i don wanna share it here. llol. nothing bnig nayway.
mata ne!
01 November 2010
Poor Foot
huu.. ouchie... my foot.. kena drop a big heavy box.. onto my foot.. thus hitting my veins.. and swollen..and black.. aw.... a bump now. huu.. =/
o well.. just abit more to go.. with the stocks.. hm.>
oh.. today ne. .manager had a tlak with one of the erm.. eya. not nice ppl who tlak about me. duno.. but. .hm.. i don htink its anything good. .but o well. who cares.
whatver.
haiz.
oh... i don think i ever mentioned this.. cos its like.. such a happy things to say.. but then shortly after, that matter happened. yea.. that bitc*ing matter. .thats why totally no mood to blog about happy stufs...
the last day i met my manager, before she went off, well, she gib me hugs cos i gib her nice pressy.. then when she's leaving.. i truly felt sad, maybe my face expression or what.. then she's like aw.. then hug again.. she say ' you're such a lovely person..'
i was like. .awww... thats such a swt thing t to say to someone. and im happy that she said that.
cos i turly treat ppl with real heart. innocent pure thoughts. unlie ppl.. some ppl trying to get something outta ppl. haiz.. i do like this innocent part of me.. but. .haiz.... sometimes still gets very hurt..
hm... aw.. time to slp again.. soon. o well..
hm.. wow.. imagine . if i head to ssydeny.. oen night. .then next mrg gotta go back.. O.o.. hahaha... its like.. wow? like will have the feeling of.. dd that just happened? its magic! ah.. if only we could use time travel.. its true ya know thta. its proven. its true.
hm.. k ba.. time to rest again. .times up. .aww....
need to slp liao..
hm.. o well..
todya.. alot of thigns to do. .almost couldnt get em all done.. but yea.. rush them off.. and tada.. tmr continue the bits and poieces ba..
huu.. bruise.. *pouts.. i think my arms not strong enough to carry those boxes huh.. always drop on me =.=
kk.. gtg..
theres good news form sam today. yay.
jaa mata ne^^
o well.. just abit more to go.. with the stocks.. hm.>
oh.. today ne. .manager had a tlak with one of the erm.. eya. not nice ppl who tlak about me. duno.. but. .hm.. i don htink its anything good. .but o well. who cares.
whatver.
haiz.
oh... i don think i ever mentioned this.. cos its like.. such a happy things to say.. but then shortly after, that matter happened. yea.. that bitc*ing matter. .thats why totally no mood to blog about happy stufs...
the last day i met my manager, before she went off, well, she gib me hugs cos i gib her nice pressy.. then when she's leaving.. i truly felt sad, maybe my face expression or what.. then she's like aw.. then hug again.. she say ' you're such a lovely person..'
i was like. .awww... thats such a swt thing t to say to someone. and im happy that she said that.
cos i turly treat ppl with real heart. innocent pure thoughts. unlie ppl.. some ppl trying to get something outta ppl. haiz.. i do like this innocent part of me.. but. .haiz.... sometimes still gets very hurt..
hm... aw.. time to slp again.. soon. o well..
hm.. wow.. imagine . if i head to ssydeny.. oen night. .then next mrg gotta go back.. O.o.. hahaha... its like.. wow? like will have the feeling of.. dd that just happened? its magic! ah.. if only we could use time travel.. its true ya know thta. its proven. its true.
hm.. k ba.. time to rest again. .times up. .aww....
need to slp liao..
hm.. o well..
todya.. alot of thigns to do. .almost couldnt get em all done.. but yea.. rush them off.. and tada.. tmr continue the bits and poieces ba..
huu.. bruise.. *pouts.. i think my arms not strong enough to carry those boxes huh.. always drop on me =.=
kk.. gtg..
theres good news form sam today. yay.
jaa mata ne^^
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