boring sunday

ok. so.. tmr countdown and all. .haiz. .im so sad im in aftnoon shift=/ duno whats gonna happen though

anway, ushc a boring day

guess iwas frustrated over nothing huh. mmm...
not enough slp ba perhaps

anyway,

duno waht to blog ne

ye.a.. ppl owe me money. dunno rrly will pay by this week anot
haiz

mm. .sorry gusy noting much to blog.

but wish you all have a happy new year ahead. be it countdown in front of tv or wahtever, have a great year aites. mm. .gonan eat med and slp. throat still not gd=/

jaa mata

=( kinda dislike xmas now

sighs. don feel good.
=/
see how next week ba. bloody hate it when plp borrow lots of money and don return. sianz. somemore need money urgently liao... =/
sighs.
dunno how ne..

anwyay throat gotten worse. but i still jokoe n talk with colleagus n customes.
its crazy. im using my voice al lthe time =/
somemore. .too broed. so did some singing.. i know..=.='' baka ne. but just feel like singing cos boredbmah. stucked in my room

haiz. pain pain huuu....
so slpy n tired. very3.... =/
i got tons to do today. so yea. bz non stop
gtg rest son. finally early rest n with longer hours of slp
hope i'll wakey late. see how

soemtimes i'll worry.. but.. yea.

ha. bro stil lkeep tlaking n video skyping hta girl every night. about midnight time. nawww
haha
=) always laughing see him tlaking happily. thats gd

mm..

o well

mm. .wat will tmr brings huh.. anyway, ...
haiz.. .rrly feeling down. think i need a proper good sleep and rest

so yea.

kena cheated on money. grr... hopefully not ba. by next week hopefully cna get the money back.
=( stupid xmas season. though fun, but yet cos tme my money lots. sorry not fun. i mean its nice la. .to share the xmas gift giving. .but.. o well

bear till few more weeks ba. for now gotta survive without shopping and breads=(

sighs

hoep next week can get money back. ...bloody idiot

jaa

loses...

throat. so pain. i think abit swollen liao. huuu... dunno rrly cos of me singing or wat. i sang abit only right. mm,.. .duno la. youtube home sing along also kena so bad ar? O.o
but yea. very pain. my voce changing. however sitll cant resist singing.. .ha. addicted to boa.
dry n pain. huu. cant see doc la

anwyay, omg. haiz. . first week after pay, and ive spend so much on xmas. =(
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
T_T
very sadddd desuuuuu
now gotta eat bread liao. dunno la. see how. gotta save hard ba
yea
haiz. hate dec. kena xmas and bro's birthdya. =.= grrr

anyway
but its stil lfun thogh. like giving pressys n all. sharing ba. yea. but. .haiz. overspend aint fun one bit =.=

anwyay, very slpy. so much to do for the day.
mm.. yea

hey. ever thought of whats gonna happen if you lose your best freind one day? recenlty i did. yea. dunno where my fren is now. no conact. sighs.
i guess its kinda liek sammy ba. that feeling? isit?
like. .someone u spend itme with every single day. then suddenly you're left behind all alone. though stillcan talk sms.. .but cannot meet al lthe tiem hang out movie shoopping eat n stuff...
like. ...so sad huh .when u think about it... yea ....sad huh..
suddenly you lsoes the most important part of u.. like. dunno where to begin next...
its very. .sad.

huu face is breakign out T_T not enough slp, not enough rest, not enough water. me thirsty al lthe time. =( haiz. so bz. must tlak so much. somemroe rgm always ard cos of xmas

dunno ba

haiyo. find it so hard to ask for money back form colleagues. shared money for sm pressy mah. os yea.
liek non e of hem pay me back. =.=
they forgot or wat i dunno.
but yea. few dasy liao. so. .decieded to sms them. cannot la. paiseh also must do it .right

anwyay

k. nee to slp soon. not gonna be 6 hrs of slp. gonna be less than that again

its crazy. for days straight liao i think. =/

mata

throat hurts

mm.. actually nothign much to blog. .but. .o well.

erm. jsut work. mm... lotsa thigns to do. but no sm around. so abit more. .not stess. but yea. lots of work. tmr will continue ba

so tired.
tmr not enough slp again. here i am, though suppose to slp liao, yet still blog. ha. baka ne XD

o well

anyway, throat hurts. wonder if i sang too much T_T
huu
i think so u know. that day at home.. sing and stuff. .omg. think hurt my throat. v v thirsty too. haiyo. maybe cos of ytd.

coe to think of it. ive never countdown before. not to xmas, not to new year. always ontv.
yea.
mm.. so weird huh. like.. yea. thin kno one will believe ba

mm.. loading video. think i shld slp while let it load? haiyo. only halfway done=.=

kk. gonna slp and let it load. hope lappy will be alright.

mata

merry christmas again!

hey. merry xmas again everyone

gosh so tired today

went to beach. cos frens wanted to. thought of not going so slpy. then no sun!! omg. no sunnnnn
then yea==
funny part. fren saw one girl he like at the train right. somehow we bumped into them again .then he went up to them (finally after some thought) to intro himself. omg. lol .then end up asking me n frne to join them .cso that group of strangers invited us over as we're like lonely over there.
weird group of ppl. like. .so distance
anwyay

gosh. legs ac hing

just chill with tv at fren's place. eat again abit

lunch rrly sucks. wanton noodle. omg. couldnt finish. it sucks.

mm. .yea

omg so tired

mm.. yea. thats about it ba. sea cold. cos weather not good today.
luckily my board shorst din gib me tan line. cos sun not good mah. kena cover up

anyway

yea. v slpy. wanna rest soon. nothing much ba. just another day. xmas only. nothing special. not liek xmas dinenr or party. nothing liek that

but yea. just a day out ba. been working hard mah me

soyea... true. ytd as expected.. that girl. .rlry like someone else. a married man. =X yup. overheard their conversation. me tv mah. then bro in living room
anway, bro said he been through alot(said to that girl) .. and also.. if only they met before earlier..
aw.. i was like. .haiz. bro never ever tell me his troubels nor worries u know=/
..sammy also. not much. its liek im the one always talk ssterss. till i decieded not to do so much. cos its like. .unfair ba. form there i learn not to let them worry. i worry for them beter.
but bro nvr say anything one. haiz. wonder if he kept it al linside him =/

anyway, yea.. but they chatted for over an hour. or longer. mm. .when i rch home. .din see him atalking on phone

anwyay he's giving her adivce about that married man

wish them al lthebest ba

somemore heard bro early in mrg play love songs.. haiz.....

hoep he's oki spend time msging him. uh huh. liek having conversation
warm n cosy inside heart =)

though cannot spend xmas with sammy. at least

mata ne

merry xmas to all!!!

aww... just before midnight. .ha. bro talking through skype again. haha. must be that girl from malaysia la. hehe
too bad she went back there to work eh =/
aww
but hee. glad he's happy. or at leat i think he is ba

skype with sammy today.
but internet not gd. mayeb my side u think? even bro also just now heard he say wifi cut off suddenly. =.=

so slpy this morning. been so bz during xmas period. so tired. omg.
today somemore need to shop again for xmas pressy. haiyo. jus when i thought is over

sm not on shop floor help out today. she bz with other thing  outsid store and in storeroom. seems relazing
but. .o well.
anyway, im so tired. stayed back still yea

ha. oh first tiem ne.i wore xmas hat. ha.
yea... xmas hat at work. i like sia. XD funny right. i hated the idea of wearing hats at work .santa hat somemore. but i like it this year ha
i loked ok with it on. i think .XD at least i don mind

sammy also v tired. me too. soemmore me v slpy. slpt 4 hrs. .then ytd 5hrs. .omg.

crazy

merry xmas to all!! hope tmr i can relax
mm... why i dont feel like going out ar=/ mm. .need to push myself. my frens been saying stil lthat i have no life. ha. stuck at work.

ha. indeed. i suspect bro bought s 3 phone just to call that fren of his. haha. he's using it talking to his fren now. haha. wiht ear piece. awww
=)

eh wait. ...i just overheard. .he tlaking about her feelings.. she must sort out. .then wat.. ''he cannot just ask u marry him..etc''... omg. she's attached ar!?? huuu.. .poor bro. =/
or maybe they just frens only ar. ..mm.. weir dne. .dunno ba...

jaa mata

mm. .so fast xmas liao. .how i wish to spend it in syd with him =/

playboy bras.. haiz..

omg. sorry .almost forgot about bloggin =/
been working till 11pm, then mrg. .then mrg and lots of thigns to do. im so slpy n tired out. not enough slp. slpt late
haiz.
toniht i'l ltry slp early. so tired.

anwyay, ha. thin ksoemthign fishy is going on. .thin kmy bro has someone he like. i thin ki know who. remember long tiem ago i mentioned theres a girl i like? and i hope tey can be together? thi nkshe s back in kl or jb cant rememebr.
he's been talking on the phoen for long laughing and all .even now dinner ate halfway then go in room to tlak awww haha
but dunno whast gonna happen. as long as he's happy ba

oh yea. hsopped for xmas pressys... omg. spend alot=( no choice. then so difficult to find. gosh .kuckily mum company me.
about settled ba. wrapped liao so.. mm. .hoep i din missed out anyones

wat else.

oh .was trying to find playboy bras.
they are not cheap. but when theres sales, it can be very cheap and sooo oworth it!! this jan i bought alot mah. so loving it =)) though i spend like.. few hundreds on it. but yea. so awesome their bras. and their seizse fit me perfectly. = )
anwyay,
was searchign online but to no avail. then sammy was asking what if he buy instead. ha. dont think he wil lthough. but wil lbe great if he could help send it to me . then i pay him for every cost.s. all a guy need to do is show a girl message and say. .hi im helping my fren from overseas to get these. do u have it? here's her msg of the items listed.. could u help?
it sounds so easy. but i wonder if a guy will do it. its liek how i helped my fren bought the items at lush. just that i din show the sales person her msg. ionly a note paper
but great idea right.
ha. but wont force him la

sighs. rlry wish to go and shop and all .wow. one year passed liao. =/
i ggotaa save hard in jan though. dec duno can hit saving target anot. so much to buy =/

mm. wat else

so yea. was like upset with work recently =/ rrly unhappy. then these wo dasy. worked rrly hard. but quite fun .yet soo otiring.
gosh.
need rest
more rest.
=/

mm.. wat els.e .think theres more. .but i forgot.. haiyo.

kk nvm
til lnex ttime. i hope i'l lremember to blog more!! tmr i hope.
jaa mata

not happy.. why =/

been long sinc ei blog? ive been busy like hell .god knos. so tired. ..... stuffs happened with work. n sm

cryaz xmas week eh.. =/
sighs

 ........

and my fren too

haiz. soemitmes os difficult to keep in touch expescially when tey're attached. you'll just thave to forgo them , cos its like u know not v nice to contact the if they;re in relationships. they will be bz and all

anyway,

OMG

stress out and tired.

wish i have money to go on holidya.
im hoping to do so in july. but. i dunno if i can witnes the cold. i dunno .rrly dunno how imma spend my next 'real' hiliday

so tired.

need money

stress

about work
about life
about future

haiz

wow. so fast. 3am liao .
not gd

im slpnglate. i cant help it

im abit stess. dunno why. suddenly

haiz

kk. tmr see sm face for abit ba=/

mata

teary call

v late now. tmr working so super early. but gonna wait for sammy to be home then slp.

for got to mention. daysss ago, was still listening to his msg lef tin my cyber shot phoen whihc is liek a alarm clock for me now haha.
still get teary whenever i replay that msg of him. could so picture hi in my room .. can hear the fan blowing saying how much he love me no matter wat.. .
the sincereity from his voice. .love it. .so touching...

then jsut now teary and cried again haha.
so nice to hear his voice. .good healthy and cheery. fun. can picture him besideme.. or as though i could see his image clearly of whats he doing and expressions. .lie how when u read a book, theose images just pop into ur head clearly
yea
. amazing huh

i miss him
heartache. but alwasy glad he's safe and sound.
he's stil la very important person to me after all. glad i din fall aslp early tonight.
otheriwse wouldve missed him again

oh god. just cried. so yea. tmr mormning sure swollen eyes huh =.= dots

o well wat to do. soemore drank so much water . die. tmr sure look terrible XD
o well

kk. haiz. more hideous days ahead for me

i was so stress today .jus now was hte best part of my day

thasnk to him

and yea.. i wodner if.. i should take that big break

maata

things aint going well

still not feelign that well.
i think i pushed myself my body to the mazx. =/
veyr tired.
very depress.
i wasnt feeling to ohappy todya. pr perhaps even in the past few days. i dunno why =/
felt empty . so weir dhuh
..

dunno ba.
o well

hoep to stand up again

anyway, sad. bro pressy told him cant give htoday =/ cos no pay yet. rlry tight budget. sighs.
so mny ppls pressy to get this month=( pay come, sure gone dfast eh

anwyay,

haiz

im rrly not happy. dunno how to be happy again
i cant smile .i don feel happy. heart is heavy
,...i wonder hows tmr gonna be. don plan to go out though. dunno. though bro off also. but. i think most liekly his frens wil lask him go out celebrate or something right?
haiz.

soemthign he said though... i felt bad but. o well

my fren once said to me..
no need to be strong. its ok to be weak. no need ot put on  astrong front
... i rlry apprecitate those words. but... i know i cant and i mustn comply
sighs

anwyay, ha

erm.

yea. and i lost a fren .. ytd. cos he's no longer working htere. and ive no ways to contact him alryd. im sad. but what to do.
..sigsh.
why all my close frens are gone just like that =/

mata

finally gonna mc

so slpy and tired. need to slp now

still v v sick. almost cnt rest for tmr. but gd thing it has been resolved. phew

anwyay

i nid slp now
so hungry

i nid a gd rest
but see hwo

so slpy
gonna shut my eyes abytiem soon

bro got back so late. think he watched movie ba
kk. brain is slping soon
mm.. tmr must see doc. almost coulndt. cos. not enough ppl whos strong nough to work =/
sighs
is work rrly more important than my health huh

sighs. but u kwo i dont feel good. mc. i don like.; sighs. .tch
me rrly nid soeoen to tc of me real gd

mata

mm.. slping late again. .drying hair now..
huu just poked my eyeball accidentally =.= '' '

anwyay,

nothing pretty much. last two days were so much busier and xrazy .today okok. but still crowded like hell n busy
haiz
weekend eh =/
anwyay,

haiyo.. .so wanna buy bras n things=(((
but no money go there. huu
dunno la.........
dunno wat i wan also

oh yea. sad. bro just told me mum eyes not gd. likeblurred vision.. abit black =( .. me sad. sighs
i dunno ne.. wahst gonna happened. .just hope she'll be fine= (
..sighs
dunn omust go hospital anot. or normal clinic=/
haiz.. .dunno ba

ten off again must go for stocktake. .next week si yea o well
jus get it over with ba=/

mata

sick again

so tired. stocktake everthign n all. prepared for the gm arrival... so much happened. sorry been bz and slipping my mind to do blog. =/ so tired. my fren also. like me. say tired3...
i hate sg working hours
sighs

i dunno where to begin.
omg. love my fren's new haircut. so pretty n nice. envy sia. haha
mm.. oh yea thats ytd.
mm. .wat else. bene approached by h n m recruitment ppl.. but i look at their stores ar.. haiz. nvm. see how

today asm of changi told me.. that next fri her last day. its like tiring working there. one hting is the shifts. but most of all, its like you've alreayd been doing so much work, yet they keep giving u more work like theres never enough work to do. more n more keep pouring in. and she cant take it anymore. totally. so true.
haizzzz

o well.
wat to do.

mm.. wat else.
xmas is coming. need to shop for pressies when pa is in. =/
haiz.
wat to buy i dunno ne
but theres abt 2 big pressies i need to spend on.
omg.
haiz
today had bread n tuna. feels gd to save

anyway,
yea.. been trying to learn how to be happy.
but today i am sick. at night got worse=/
now after med still not gd
almost wanna mc  but i didnt . cos of work. i need to go.
anyway,
hope my mum her eyes will be fine soon.

period time. dizzy.
think not been resting or eating well huh. work alot. rest abit only. then period joins in. so ea.
maybe weak

dunno wat else to say
eyes closing. cant think. sick

mata

magic of pandora

ahh.. its been a few weeks now..
been trying to mention this but forgot time n time again

few weeks back walked passed pandora. saw this sliver bracelt.. theres this beautiful sapphire bluish ringstones in it. its beautiful . v nice. im not a fan of blue. but that, is gorgeous. so elegant.
prior to that was the red ones. but soemhow the sliver brings ot the sapphire coolness to the limit ba

anwyay, its getting soooo crowded everday. pandora was insane too. al lsorts of ppl were int er. old young middle age. as in teenagers too. mans boys,, women young ladies.. al lthere. omg. why? cos it makes sure a awesome xmas pressy?
cos of waht? i dunno. its liek .pandora is so amazingi dunno why. cos its v expensive. yet ppl of all sexes n ages love it.
O.o
uh huh
amazing huh
liek that time. wore a fake one on my hand. smiliar to that of real.this customer making payment asked me oh is tha pandora!? like os excited like that . but i guess maybe shes like me ba. i also looked at customers panora bracelt. someitmes i asked. but now i refrained from doing so. ha. later the more i wanna get=.=

my colleague was teasing me. she say i off ydt. this man from previous day this weke was like headed into the store. looking ard. like looking for me. i hope not. seriously i dont need another stalker =.=
cos she was teasing me the day he bought soething. saying he came back twice. looking ard like looking at me or wat.
i duno. blah3
im not that observant when it comes to ppl like that u know me.
its always ppl telling me then i eralized wahzt was going on. but i dun liek .ppl watching without me knowing. but if me know i'l lfeel greatly uncomfortable.
=.=
argh
anwyay, i hope he wont be back .for watever reason.
hoep my colleague is wrong

me so slpy now. wanna wait for my candal instruction and burn it for 4hrs
gosh
my skin break out liao. huu

maanger kept saying i not enough rest. i wa slike thinking. ...yea.. 3 weeks in a row liao.. one off day. 7am must wakey for stocktake...
then i thought. no. better dont think such thing .
i dun wanna think negatively
so yea
forget it .

i am so slpy now

gtg soon. about an hour to go.. .for candla. mm.. see how ba.
anyway hair stil lwet..
haiz.
these two days not been good=/

mata

silent hill 2 soon!

so slpy n tired. had to much lsp. decided to type online abit. still very tired though=/ dunno next week stocks take will fall on my off again anot.

anwyay,
wil lshort blog

so hungry. sudden woke up by stomach ache. but nto the wanna go shit type of pain.
huu

v tired omg=/

haioz. u know. soemtiems fb is liek that. whatever u post or whenever u post somehting, will bound to have misunderstadnings or misread correct
haiz. dunno la.
me hoping to watch silet hill 2. wanna bring mum. but that kind of movie.. =/ haiyo. like. .let her watch is kinda. .not match eh. but. .o well

omg. late liao. been eating well.( better abit) ... so yea. wil ltry to have healthy lifestyle ba. but always tired n slpy.

jaa mata

not enough slp

v slpy. another stocktake cming up soon
in hours=.=
so yea. hopefully i''ll get to slp early n all the way through without wakey

today sm v gd mood. spend alot too. on branded bags .wow. anwyay, she say she rrly liek my pants today. i was like. huh. maybe shes in too good mood? cos ive been wearing that for long liao. =.=
but yea. glad at least shes happy. makes it easier to work long too eh

ive not been slping well. like. not enough ba. 5hrs slp. tonight most probably too agai
v v v slpy now=/
almost missed my stop todya. luckily wakey on time.
haiz. cant enjoy my night. i did. abit. relac in bath..
but gotta slp now ba. though i ate alot ha. omg

huu slpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

kk. better slp soon .mm. .feel like sining. .omg. later sing til lovershot time how
k. .try a song ba
=P

jaa mata

couple fair life

nowadasy so lazy to type ha. slpy. huuu =/
boring day. day slpwed day abit

haha. anothr obsevatiion from my colleagues

so its my tow colleagues customers.thye came back to colelct stuff. i happened to be alone on the otehr side of store. then they're like. .slwoly handed me the receipt. .then my colleagues saw them n handed them over
they left
then my colleague say.. they suddenly quiet and tone down stammering becos of me. i was lik ewat??
O.o she said yea they were like so noisy and loud when talking to my colleagues jsut now. then saw me, like stammering and quiet take out receipt. =.=
dunno la. only my colleagues can tell. me nvr notice such thigns wan
so weird. n funny. omg. v weird

yawn.. im so slpy

sm recently having probs wit her husband. i dunno what happen also. but she sas lie saying he think she demanded too much form him. ask him cook. .iron clothes.. .i think ne. IF what she said is true, then her husband is in the wrong. as husband n wife(somemore shes pregnant ) , husban shld do their part mah.
everything must share n compromise. hters no hus nor wife must do type of chores. =/
so weird. n unfair.
whree got Only wife must ioron clothes.
i like it when guys are independent

kk. rrly need slp. haiz. not much res.t. n now going to slp soon

jaa

long day at bugis

soo otired n slpy. gotta catch up on slp soon

haiz

long day

dunno where to begin.
brekafast with parents. .headed out cos dad wanna go bugis. .wow we walked for rrly long this time round. omg. had heavy breakfaast n dinner. =.= no lunch / see. very difficult for us to have a proper three meals =.=
used to it alrdy. like. not hungry at all during lucnh . and no habit to muchn a bite during middle of day
haiyo

anwyay so slpy

mm... weird. wat i wanan blog ar.

got some pretty cool rings=) very nice.
mm....
nothing much i guess

omg. so boring . nowadasy dunno wah to blog alryd. maybe theres thigns. but i jdut cant rememebr
haiz

=/

kk. i am very tired n slpy =/ gotta go. haiz.... long week ahead

mata =(

bz weekend =/

omg. so busy. sm off on these two busy days. how nice eh. either that or she'll leave at 5pm, or 530. very early.
so unfair =(
then all these bz thigns we need to do ourselves.
so busy like hell.
seriously. i cant imagine tmr= =/ sighs
will be so much worse than todya.
hwoever, these two days sm not ard me very happy though. uh huh
relax abit. no need see her mood changes here and then

anwyay, mm.. my back still red ..kinda. yea. but at lest pain is almost all gone .so scary sunburnt. =/ nvr get so red before my skin. huuuuuuu

anwayy, i still like the sea ba. yea.
cos u knwo me. i like water. so no swimmingpool, at least theres
sea. ha. though not the best one .at one point i thought i saw a small fish swam passed XD lol
i dunno. imagination maybe. but i was scared. still scared. but not of drowning. more of sharks and fishes. .jelly fish.. .read online childern kena jelly fish sting. dunn ohwo long ago la the news. maybe not true. but i dunno. im still scared.
it sliek we as humans are in their world now. sea. so we're the preys. at any time. if in australia....,........ i dun even iknow if i'll have the courage to go into sea anot even if its near. even with sammy ard. cos so many sharks there=( scary

kk omg so late

jaa mata!! huuu bzzzzzzzz=(

whats up ahead?

mm.. actually nothing to blog abt=/
jsut so slpy
mm... v busy n tired. ver  sianz =/
alot to be done
so much customers to serve.
not happy
less enjoyment of freedom
sighs''

dunno the future. dunno wat i want
i think i know but its like not easy
when  think abt it, its depressive=/
haiz. sianz

soemtimes. future. .when its gd its exciting to look forwward to. but when its cloudy,  din know wat to expect
its just so...
mm. dark

soslpy
need to rest =/

hopefuly tmr will fel better

sm not ard, me so happy

mata

sun tanning

omg totally forgot to blog =/
was like. hey got thigns to blog! bt me alrdy in bed lights off ==
rrly too bz with work and everything i dun have a gd memory no more=/

ok lets start

so... erm. sunday.  2 angmohs guys. looked young. one of them came in asked for direction. was with my colleague. he left thanked us, then looked back at me say thanks also. i din wanna think so much. then my colleague was laughing. she said the guy standing outside was checking me out. XD! lollllllllllllllllllllll
omg. i was laughing along. i rrly have no idea. m,y colleague are the ones who'll tell me all these. i find it amusing.
but luckily i nvr go up to htem and tell them one floor down. cos i almost did. but didnt as they were leaving, and my colleague din confirm with me
anwyay

monday. ytd. OMG.
this guy. phillipino guy
he ar.. omg. borrow a pen. returned, then borrow again. return. thanked me shakeed my hand .intro himself.
and keep asking if i need help. twice!! wth. i can do my won job mah. he's totally freaking me out. i told my sm alrdy .* roleld eyes.
its like. omg
i dunno wat to say

two weird encoutners in a roll. omg. sun and mon. luckily today im safe.

again stocktake on my off.
but today im in gd mood. i finally done something i've been wanting to try for a long time. but didnt dare to.
anway, was like. .so worried about hte weather. but good thing din rain till i was outta sentosa.
my first time there. =) at that beach .ha
was like. ..ohhh so this is how ppl tan.. how it feels like.
but me din rrly know wat to do ba. like. .how long. and stuff. if not for my bra strap, i dun think i'll actually go tan so long. ha.
but now my skin is abit painful =/
cos of my bra. .brushing against my skin.. still red mah

anwyay ,
yea.
but godo thing came outta it though.
i actually ventured into the sea!! though i cant swim. but i took a dip. something i wouldnt dare to try. but i decided to try . cos its quiet, i wont be so paiseh n shy. 2nd, my body alot of sandds liao irritating. third, its getting very boring. and i don wanna read my book for now.
so yea. its a nice dip. cmpared to my mini pool at home.
its cool, refreshing. and nice. though at the end of it all, i was like. .cant wait to get home and take a nice bath!!!! omg. hair kena sea water. =.= din wan that. but it happened.
so yea. now bra straps marks lessened, but theres bikjini marks. lol .duh. but its ok ba.
anway, wow. i rlry felt that burning bbq human sensation. omg. scary abit. cos i know its not gd to be under sun.
but i just cant stand that bra marks.XD llol so no choice but to go.
oh. sammy didnt scold though.  im surprised.
yea i know. its dangerous to go sunbathing actually/ =/.

mm. in a way, im happy cos im proud of myself. i stepped outta my comfort zone. into a place i nvr been to. having to do that in public, try something ive nvr done before. all alone. wow. so brave. O.o nvr thought i could do that. =)

anwayy, thirsty... v v thirsty..
huu.. how i wish to take off bra. =/ but  cannot cos im living with family here. haiz.
i wanna get married and live out =.=
XD hahaha.
o well

anwayy , htink i tan too muchXD erm. .shall see hwo tmr ba.
haha.

mm.. xmas is coming. .haiz. gonna spend money on bros pressy n xmas pressy again. oh dear=/
hope pay wont be late for dec.
bro boght lv heels for me. must be exp huh though its sale item. .wat should i get him. must spend alot too.. .mm=/ o well. shall figure ot waht ba

jaa mata

me so tired now. .and very sleepy but. overall, been a good day =) wow. hard to come by - good day

slow paced day

suddenly recaleld things

ok. and so....... amazingly, sammy actually is fine with me going for photoshoot ha. surprise2. =)
but yea. if theres extra cash why not. see how ba. not like theres always extra job to take on.
where got such eas money job right

mm..
slpy liao. had some quiet tiem. .
shop2.. gosh. rrly liek destress i guess=/
shop3.. haiz
spend money , haiz

anwyay,
im so not looknig forward tow ork at all. haiz. til lend of next week .still not looking forward to it =/
so yea. mood actually not so happy. not especially when sm is like. .haiz. i dunno ba

oh yea. bought my swimsuit XD haha. yea. cos my old pair liek long ago liao. somemore its not strapless.
ha. the sales person say i can fill u the cup, and with natural clevelage, i dun need push ups XD
of course happy to hear that la. lol.
but yea. haha .
nice compliment. like id said. girls compliment are better than men;

mm.. oh yea. i dunno why . whenever i wore nice top just normal top. liek cover up. like t shirt.
then with normal shorts. ppl will say so sexy ar. like. huh? rrly /wahs so sexy about that? O.o
everyone is wearing liek that mah. then all girls are so sexy here n there ar?
even lil malay kids dare say that to me when i walked passed. wth.
i just totally ignored n walk away liek their' idiots tlaking to themselves. me always walked away and looing ahead of me as though i din hear a thing .stupid ppl . no need pay attentiont othem =.=
cos thats waht they wan. attention. watever ba

raining now. .how nice to cosy up with sammy.
been a long day. but yet a relaxing one. kinda. cos of shopping ba. wihtout mum. .just alone time.. relax.. take my time. .walk2..
thinking about stuffs too.. had a nice bath n all..
cleared bit o fmy room..
uhh hu
trying not to think of tmr.. haiz
..
kk.. think i gtg ba
need to rest soon.
oh and read a book too before bro back..
watched movie. not that creepy it turned out==.
dots. but ok nonetheless ba

wat a rare off.

mata

short catch up

i am extremely slpeey and tired. i dun even wish to blog cos its a bad day

sighs. yea.. =/
....
dunn o.. dun wanna say either.

sm again ba

sighs

do this wrong. do that also wrong?

im splpy n tire.d din veen wish to blog this . =/ just hate the day

at lezst sammy is there to listen. sighs
stupid work

gosh cant htink straight.better hurry up and read abit before i slp. headache liao =/

today stocks alot n slpy..

hiz .gonna bad mood again
better slp soon

mata

stressful tired day

so extremely tired. can u imagine i couldnt slp? only had about 4 hrs of slp. then go work on my off day. omg. then niid to nap n rest. then get some dinner itme out iwth fren slast min.
sighs. tough day .glad the dinner's good enough.
had a nice fruit punch and bbq chicken. not cheap, but worth the hard days work ba. plus baka caffine.. haiz.

anwayy. .

this week is very tough like id said. im so not looking forward to it sighs= /

u know. sometimes i dunno what im thinking too.
very confused. i dunno wat is in the next few months to go. money is an issue. sighs.
so many things.
and my manager giving me probs again.. =/
ytd. did i blog? yea. .so upset. sighs. =/ i dunno la..
haiz then my charger got problem. .tch

i rrly wsih to take some time out to relax again .but not now. =/
huu.
busy3 not enough manpower. sighs
help2..

oh. bene getting ppl still thinking im 18 or 19. good compliment la .but. u know me. very shy. my fren suggested me not to cut bangs liao. cos it made me look younger. and i gues thats not good? like.. yea. duno ba. confusing.
i think i'll outgrow my fringe longer then see how. alot of hairstylst since last time keep asking why i dun perm my hair. omg .expesnive mah .see how. maybe one day eh. dunno .ha

mm... o well

k ba. thats abou tit. me been having trouble slpign.
like. din get to slp long.
tch. work3...
haiz

im so tired. xmas period always so tired.
if new store  not open yet, if me stil las asm, i think i'd better apply for few days leave before my sm go into labour leave. but i dunno when ne
then dec she say wat. die2 must take leave help her mum move house. but dec such a busy period for all of us. sighs. .

=/ someitme sits difficult to balance out al lstuffs.
...

why suddenly im sad. guess im too stress out ba. a short dinner trip helped a lil only. thats all.

haiz

mata

tired out again

i am sooo slpy n tired.xsoryr bene so tired out to blog=/

nothign much.

bad day at work. not enough slp and res.t my brain headache n slwloolem
think my eyes also affected =( like swollen huuuuu
not gd

gonna slp now. less than 6 hrs of slp again sighsssssss
 =((((((((99 boooooo

i du even know wast goin on in my life now. work3... busy3.. im so frustrated. very sianz. haizzzzzzzzzzzz

help

gonna break down liao.

sorry blog just bene boring lately i know. nothing to write. have. but sometimes i cant remember anything at all =/ dfang it

jaa

haiz. .long day

omg. =/ bad morning sighs. but anway, .. long story ba. just glad day is over. lots of stocks .its crazy =( haiz...
more thigs to do in days to come .sianz =/
..baka desu
unfair

anway, at night at leats happier ne.
but. .still abit slpy ba. long day. like fullshift =/

haiz. tickets still ever so expensive. .=/
wonder if sammy always so kind to gib rides to his frens. hope he wont be taken advantage of eh

mm// like. .now abit tire.d more slpy ba. but.. .weird. kinda like. .still got strength left .O.o i wonder why

anwyay, liek always. rgm alwasy expect his staffs to sacrifice. wat take early break. .wat 15mins hsort break.. where got enough u tell me.

anway forget it

my book... ha. yea im trying to read more. on the way there. ..
not so interesting much yet. .but getting there i think .XD

today used my basic jap skill on jap customers. ha. cos they paying mah. so yea.
sometimes simple english they don undersatnd.

anwya, it always makes me feel so good when i used jap. be it with japnese or with frens. i ffel happy and comfortable .=}) mm.. haiz. if only i have the wil to keep learning eh. see how ba. o well

jaa mata

another long day to coem =/

boring day.. busy soon =/

my long week just about to start. =/ todya been pretyt boring and peaceful since stocsk not here. but. .tmr. .o well. .we shal lsee=/ 

haiz. ..

been stress lately dunno for what. gosh. no wonder face now pimple pop out =.= 

mm... just gotta get through this period of time ba. sianz ne

i cant wait to off=/ 

soemtimes just so stressful at work. 

soemtimes wanna get out of sg . not living here..not working here. nothing wrong with here ba. .jus that maybe.. i wanna know more ppl, i wan new place, i wan new workstyle .dunno. weird huh

ha. ive been repeatingly playing boas only one song. XD

o well

hope im able to read somemore before i slp.  uh huh. 

mata

reading time

so slpy. wil lblog fast.

huuuu fell aslp again .nvr completely watch finish nightmare before xmas. bro just played it. he tried wakey me up. i fell aslp once again =/ feel so bad. =/
huuu
but yea.... too slpy n tired

saw this trailer of upcoming movie. so i bought the book. and another special book. i cant wait to start reading them up.
reading.. yea. somehting i wanna do but not been doing. like. not very me ba= /ha
but  i wanna try. cos the imagination of reading is so vast and fun. =)
you'll be hte only perso to know who n hows the charscters looked lke in ur head

anwyay, yea. the book with no name. .i didnt read finish at all . hte one i bought from kinokuniya at sydney. XD! lol...... omg. i hope my two new books wont end up liek htat

huuu drench again .o well... =/ rain3.. sianz

me ver tired n slpy now huu

kk mata time to rest!!

sleepy day short blog =/

so thirsty... anway, fast day.. kinda. but boring in abit
gosh. slpy. v slpy...
think maybe cos of energy drink tats why im thirsty?? i dunno... im starting to think so

haiz... rrly wish to go back australia. .though wanna go travel esle where too.. but money3.. =/ haiz............... then bro saying next pay then pay me back. =/
how ar.
= /tch duno ba. .se ehow...........
hopefull ycan go back. .budget3.. haiz

ytd too tired. nothing to blog. so yea. me stopped halfway. decieded to blog tonight instead.

mm. .something happened. .wat ar i forgot. ..mm............. omg. bad memory again =/

anwayym hauizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i dunno wat to do

sianz

think imma sing more. .then slp soon

huu =(
boring

i dunno wat to type.

k ba. sorry

mata

wet from head to toe =.=

omg.

and so... hey wait. have i blog about xmas dinner? i did right? i rrly cant remmeber wahst been blog or not =(
so busy.
anwyay, yea xmas dinenr just simpler . dinenr. tlak abit. bioring. eat =.= then takeaway leftovers. by rgm la. he say giv me and otehr managers. anwyay, mum n bro loved it. ha. they ate all .
mm. yea. so funny. then when we left, the food staller say 'goodbye pauline' . at first i thought i heard wrong. so i just smield say gdbye. then my cilleague say how come he know ur name ? htne i was like. huh. omg. he rrly know my name. so scary .lol. nah think becos my rgm or colleagues called me by name so somehow the foodstalelr also know ba. so weird. say gdbye in my name=.=

oh. todya . i just recalled. out with mum .then as i was walking, this chinese man or china man. standing behind opened carboot. stared at me!!! i get frustrated. so i look at him purposely. but he not scared. kept staring non stop. OMG..................... help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so i walked on faster. sianz =/ =omg. some men.. so thick skin .

haiz =/

anwyay, though tof movie. but din. then wanna shop. but couldnt get the thing i wanted. v exp too. mm...
huuu i nid more money. =(

howwwww

mm.. anwyay, was drenched again .comepetley totally. luckily nvr wear white. omg. heavy rian. no shelter. rain so long. hair wet. veerything wet. wore white shorts. but luckily not wet la my shorts.
geezzzzzzzzz

mm. but very slpey. worke up too ealry. =.= yet not tired=) i rather be slpy than tired.
the feelign of not being tired is awesome .omg.
so yea. even htough i was out for abit, im not that tired u know =) just yea. wan slp more now ba

mm.. thats abo tit? i hope wont have to go through heavy rain again =( so far i think i can rememebr. ..about 5 times alryd? i encountered such like shower in rain kinda situation.
omg. sianz.

kk jaa mata ne

good day. but not quite. haiz

busy lifestyle

mm... bad bad day i guess=/ ..
u know. sometimes in life stuffs happens..
youre confused.. and.. dunno what to do.. which is which. .wat is wat.. .wat u want.. what is real.. wat is just illusions... .
=/
its pretty much confusing.
life is so difficult and full of challenges ahead
soetimes. .it can be more of pains than happiness

so slpy today

imma head to bed soon. though just eaten only
... mmm

dunno wat else been ahppenin
work has beenso crowded every single day. busy7..... non stop. so much to do. not enough time
v tired
slpy. i nid more energy

haiz..... stress. went t o shop today
=/
o well
but yea.
just shop.. ..

slpy. .kk. gtg ba. i think im just not that happy today. ...when u thought everythign is right, ..somethig happened andtookk that thought away from u..

mata

finally sg beach

i ma SO tired. morning and work today din go well. sighs. i dun wanna say anything ba.
cos very stressful. sm not gd today. alot of thigns. blah3
sighs. ... hiours doing the lights.. detangled it. .etc

ok. i gotta try and relax.

anyway
mm........
yea. oh ytd went to beach. omg. sentosa beach. my first time! sea was so blueee =)
blue and nice. sunny .for an hour? i duno .short while only. then it started raining. too bad i cant swim. and im shy to wear swimwear. lol. so me walk along beach only. BUT. i still like. cos get to suntan . haha .always wanted to try it out. though its the same in syd. with sammy. just walk.. then that time omg. syd sun power. make my skin so red.
my skin also abit red ba. but im naturally nborned not so pale and fair. so i think im easily tan ba. not super tan type. but just darker abit u know. =)
still nice.ahh those vic d. me don have the habit of putting on sunscreen so yea haha. oops

anyway
so tired. ive got 0 energy left=(
hate my sm huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

okok.enoug about work. im stress.

wat else. omg. im tired till dunno wats been happening in my life =.=
rrly. been busy with xmas work stuff. its.. haiz. so much to do within a hosrt time

kk .i rrly gotta rest n catch up on my slp.

jaa mata=/

stupid woman

sometimes its like. .when u thought u get to know everything, then.. .ended up therere questions again.. humans are difficult..... sighs

anyway, my middle finger. .after a few weeks. .finally  bettter... not 100% healed.. still numb abit. but yea ... better liao. still not gd. but better than before
am tryign to peel off hte blood cot dead skin though
huuuu

stupid manager today said somethign got me al lpissed off and wanting rto cursed. badly.
baka woman. sighs. .job job job.. .i dunno ba. .sianz

oh yea. todya my long itme no see fren dropped by!! omg. still din get to see his gf. but he said shes heading back to melb soon =/ .. cos she couldnt find a job in sg. aww......... i thought it'll be easy. u knw. seems like alot of rules been tighten liao. if not signaporean, then v difficult to get a job in sg. sg now standards so high. eveyrthing is good. if can work here, its like wah so blessed. haha.

anywya, yea. so nice to see him =)
send my regards to rest of our frens too. a pity we dont have much tie too meet up and stuff. haizzzzzz
then alwzys like that. soon after, my colleagues off today. dropped by say hi. one of them nvr see for a long time too. haha .so nice to see them =)
alwyas like that. no eon vivist. then if have, more than one will drop by. lol

mm.god. late alrdy. gotta rest. tough day at work eh. bz while manager relaxes in storeroom .head home early. leave the bloody tough work to all of us.. .

sighs forget it.
tmr will be a better day

mata

cycle of life

very extremely tired today.
n stil lvery dehydrated despite drank alot of tap water. =.=

anywyay.. yea super duper tired crumbling body huuuu =((((
anyway,

was watching this youtubeber bridal photo taking video. her pics too. wow. so nice. its amazing how. how couples like her. from young.. fall in love..went through ups and downs any couples couldve gone through.. etc... then to this day. finally. married. now in white gown... gonna spend life together. it rrly is a life circle huh. uh huh.
life circle....
haiz. wat a lucky life. but everybdys diff. wats ur life gonna be like. wat will ur choices be

omg. my fren ar. remember that poly graduated one. pay is 35 or 3600 k now. ...wth. exclude commision k. engineer only ne... omg.......................
i think uni graduate also pay not as high as his. he ar. dare to ask for pay rise. omg. i dunno wat to say. but it worked. wah... dream job i tell u.

kk .v tired. =/ sorry. gtg slp. long time

mata

extremely tired out

sighs.. =( im not feeling good at all... 

extreml tired from ytd. and dehydrated. cos worked whole day. drinking water is so limited=( 

very busy today again. eveyrthign is.. .so tired.. ...=( i rrly dunno wat to say. good day or bad day. 

sighs

work. .bound to get tired ba. wonde rif i should slp early again. ..i should huh.. 

i dunno. im so tired.. =( v tired... 

like i wanna cry out loud.. .sighs. ..

i hope tmr i'll feel better. did the energy drink made me feel this way? i dunno .if morning me no took it, i wouldve no energy at all to work. i was tht tired in mrg k =/ 

sighs. no happy liao. happy feeling is gone. now is tired feeling. =/ 

sighs

wat should i do. 

maybe i should wait abit more then slp. guess bro coming back late huh. 

..

sighs. .dunno wat to say ba. 

work also sometimes not fun at all

jaa 

creepy ppl

so tired. omg. finally 11 n half hours is over

ytd this creepy uncle customer of mine. omg. look at me so.. . lecher like. my collegaue and i were laughing. he;s scary. tripped whilst keep looking at me and say good bye. omg. creepy!!!!!
why so many weird creepy ppl huuuuu
he got wife leh. wth??
i dunno. his look is definitely alike of lecher

huu me so tired n slpy. rrly cant hold on anymuch longer. ytd night shift too. so tired. short blog k

wat else. so yea. by night alrdy wanna die liao.
i cant think of anything else t blog.

dorry. too tired. my brain cant think. huuuuu
still got days to work. help

mata

long time no see

been rrly tired and busy out witrh work lately... sorry no time to blog =/ v slpy too

anyway...
dunn owhere ive stopped at.. but i'll just type along yea. .mm. .today not feeling happy. sad. like wanna cry =(
though ytd was a good day at work.

mm...  oh yea. my finger. it was smashed pretty badly. =( i cried. the blood came gushing out. few days back alrdy. forgot to blog.
so yea. it was unberable. so painful.. sighs.
now still numb.. but took off plaster liao .
still healing v slowly.

mm..
sighs

anyway..
mm....... yea. even today now, im slpy n tired too. like not enough rest. next couple of days to come, will be alot more worse=(
... dunno wat to say
but somehow i like my job alot. but.. .dunno ba.. .

sighs.

mm.. s oyea.
sometimes ne. .i cant wait to venture into the future...
to see whats in store for me.. .will i be married by then? any children? or will i be doing something else ? something new?
future is unknown. but u certainly can plan and secured it.

ytd i was v tired.
took take 5 energy drink.
it worked perfectly for hours. it gave me the energy to focus on my customers. on the shop floor, i always need to give my 100% focus and attention to customers. at least i tried. ha.
so yea. it was gd.
but v addivtice i think. i  had that kinda urge to drink a 2 nd bottle. luckily it was busy n not enough manpower. so i didnt do it. somemore not cheap k.
but it wokred better than redbull and coffee
anyway, yea. i needed that 'drug 'drink to keep me up and going.
haiz

bu tyea. i hav probs of my own. everyone have them .
but,. i do my best to focus on customers. to smile. to bring out the best of myself on shopfloor.
ytd maybe cos o the energy drink"? ha. dunno ba. but even thoug i looked tired, i feel tired, i also feel very confident. i smiled and all. but.. fo rthose moments of quietness, u snapped out of it. .adn youre into ur world of prbs. facing it.
then.. u snapped out of that despair moment again. and you focus onto customers again.
its hard. cos one part of me is having to put on a strong front on the shop floor for hourssssssssss.
then when it is over, the darkness sets in.
but i do my best to be as gd as possible i think.
becos. .to much darkness, can kill.

its stepping into nov already....
so fast eh...
... sighs. i rrly have no idea of.. wats in hold fo rme.

i rrly nid to find more joy in my job.
and in my life.
haiz. o well.

mabe im too bore dnow. too slpy . uh huh.
type so long and so much huh. yea.

but yea. that confidence i felt.. so long ..nvr ever felt this way before.. i hope i can continue be that way. confident, but not arrogant. im nvr arrogant before in my life. so yea. nvr will i be.

wish sammy could be by my side at all times.
he;s my one true love.

mata

shoes day

though pretty slpy n tired.still decided to head out. gotta look for new shoes. haiyo though not exactly the one i wanted.. mm. .but ok ba. hope will last. i quite like it. mm.. yea. hope comfortable ba. thogh stil abit exp.. but at least not dr martin shoes over hundreds of bucks over

v slpy n tired now. but haha. online sing2 .. bro la. he also  did that jus tnow lol

anwyay... mm.. ever occured to u. .soemtiems ppl wanna make amendments. wanna treat u better cos they din treat u that well in the past. then when they realizes it, too late already.
ppl are all like that huh.
haiz.

work gotta stay focus and ..keep myself happy too. not easy.
but. well.. gotta try.
so much thigns going on.
then gotta keep pushing sales n stuffs. o well
mm.. see how ba
things arenot always perfect.

me also been busy n tired. if new store open before xmas.. .=/ gosh. dun wanna think if imma be the sm there first anot. but. .definitely more thigns to do and.. yea.
don wan hopes too high see how ba. most likely i will be. .btu yea see how

tired.

kk. gota go slp soon in abit

huu. see sing2. .now not enough slp liao. oh no.

kk one last song then imma go

nights
jaa=)

weird angmohs?

huu. dunno what hapepned to the au yahoo news. now no longer works the same as beforoe. was so much easier to read the other time=( why they changed it?

omg. sleepy... wish i could sleep more. but somehow me just wokey at the wrong time.. slp abit then wokey agin  haiyo.
wth my brain is like half past wake
haha

anway, cant wait to head out with parents later. mm. .yea think they'll go out ba
can sort of 'celebrate' dad's birthday. haha .nah. will feel the same ba.
gosh. rrly not wakey fully.

oh. omg. ytd theres this angmoh man. like. ..abit whiteish hair.. but tall.. like.. yi dunno. 40s? but well groomed. he was staring at me completely. OMG> freaky. remember that man i spoke of earlier on? he was like staring even whilst i was tlaking to his fren or bro.
omg.
so was showing him the cardholder he wanted. he wasnt even loking at the cardholder. his eyes was on me. Omg.
i dunno wat to say=.=
then making payment also. when done he tried to strike up a conversation saying where is the best place to hang out in sg. so my colleague luckily) she's next to me. i looked at her fo rsuggestions .u know me. i dunno sg that well lol. then when done, phewwwwwwww luckily he rrly went off without asking me for numebr or wat
at first i thought ok maybe im too sensitive. thenboth mycolleagues say he really was looking at me throughout. even when my colleague was suggesting to him, his eyes were only on me. haiz........
its weird. very freaky. i dun  like ppl staring at me like that. he's trying to do what ar? no.. im not gonna fall for his charms. omg. weird angmohs lool.
but hten. not weird ba. just that compared to asians men, maybe they're very forward and open. if htey like you htey'll act it out faster than just keep on waiting .
i think so ba. but... haiyo. why so weird wan.. .

wanna slp but cant fall aslp. mm... nvm ba. later soon get ready to head out or somehting. was so tired ytd. but hey i was so happy at work. target met, =) but theres this bloody bitch angmoh . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr so angry. so wat if she's rich ppl? wth?? so rude and arrogant!!! i HATE arrogant ppl. but wat to do. sales liine. or every job will have such difficuties

kk gtg then
jaa mata

caffeine you evil one.. =.=

omg. had too much caffeine . no choice. i rrly3 need that. it rrly worked though. only conquences is that im suffering right now =/= haiz
but i rrly need all the focus i can get to stay focus and concentrate on this important meeting. oh dear .boy do i have to wakey in middle of night and cannot slp back again =.= so yea. only slpt for like three hours? huu
terrible =( so...

redbull, hten take 5, then coffee. omg. ..... yea....
so much caffeine eh. haiz
wat to do =/
but it rrly helped though. so yea. got through the meeting. hang on till night. now feeling like shi* cos caffeine too mcuh fo rme. me not gd with caffeeine mah. abit allergy ? i dunno. sensitive or wat ba
but i stil ldrink ha
now trying to drink as much plain water as possible. to replenish my water intake. i cant do without water each day

mm... yea. tired ne.. huuu hate caffeeine lol XD
o well oops

oh yea. ytd? was walking with sm. then she say im so popular. two ah bengs sitting there smoking turn their heads on me as i walked past. thast wat she said. i usually ignored. i rrly dislike these type of attentions. i dun like ppl staring at me =/.=
so yea. then she say whilst doing the performance review, this male waiter kept looking at me. =.= her eyes ar... dunno la. sh elove to watch ppl or wat . haiyo
then. was sending my rgm to taxi stand helping him carry heavy bags. when i walked back alone, one phililpino and a bloack man was like looking or wat. (from my corner of eyes) . then this philipino guy say. ''angeline! hey! youre angeline right?'' he shouted out to me. i kept walking. saying no im not. hes like u sure? i say you got the wrong person. i just kept walking. no use stopping to talk to ppl like that. so bloody lame. angeline??? oh please. but! then again, maybe its real. but anyway i dun care. im busy enough. don dis me please=./ =

read a book once said abt my horoscope. .that every 5v years, soemthing big will happen. mm... whe i was like 20,.. or about 21.. i met sammy... that counted? then changed my life.. then now at 25... wah.. .how come so many unwanted attentions sia....... omg. =/.= '''' '
but then again. book may not always be right. however, .. mm. .when i was 15.. wat happened ar... ...mm.. i started liking boa nad singing? found my 'talent'? lol..llllll omg. nah. dunno ba.
but im looking forward to see what'll happen .=)
yay. happy againb. cos finally settled dad's pressy. his birthda today
so.. .kfc, and i bought him his fav snacks. dad is very simple man. anything regarding food he'll like ba. as long as its his fav ha.
luckily at meeting place hav!! phew.
otherwise imagine me so tired no energy liao still need travel dunno where to buy omg
but yea. no cake. he's simple la. so yea.
haiaiz. more stuffs to do. as xmas coming nearer ,my job more. stress more. tiredness mroe. busy3 more3. =/
no choice. this year i tell u. confirm very busy in my life.
cos now, alreayd busy till im very tired. very very busy everyday. rrly worned out.
haiz.
trying to rest and have a calm mind at all tiems
 better blog now before in case im too tired and need to slp.
caffeine still in me i can sense it.

oh. ...been having weird abit ghostly dreams i think. but luckily i couldnt remember 100% of it. only parts of it. both of my recent ghostly dreams not so much ghosts in deatils i can recaleld of. but mum is always there to save my day. or night. =/.=
so yea.
me drinking lots now...
hope will help
erm. .yea. so. .hoepfully my slp will be omre pleasant soon
but for now, i just need more slp instead of wakey sooo early! think not the first time liao huuuuuu

yea. weir dhuh. suddenly i cna recaleld so mny thigns. =.= thanks to caffine? weird. anwyay yea. days been messed up and busy like mad. i dun even know when 's when. which day is which. wat i had for lunch, wat i did ytd. or day before. agar2 ba.. but. .wah.. wat i wore i also cant remember.

anwyay ,wish me al lthe best
uh huh
haiz .even after xmas.. ..through 2013 early year will also be very busy. huuu
help =/ somemore words of new store is coming. ...i wonder. ... .

jaa mata

no energy day

oh god. another tiring day. =( by end of night im alreayd.. dying. sighs

maybe cos of ytd stocks. feet aching too badly huu

anywaym geez=.= turned out that gm not coming to attend meeting after all =.= wat the....
but yea. all the better. just not sure whne gm wil lturn up unexpectedly =/

so angry. late break. due to work. haiz. stuffs to complete mah.. wat to do =/
haiz... v v tired now =/
mm.. wat to get for my dads birthday. was excited to found out wat id wanted to buy =) then.. today forgot due to work =./=
haiz. see how tmr ba. dad don wan anything anyway. o well
he deserved something good since he stopped drinking, and became a better person now =)

gosh. lkeggy breaking. ha

o well.

so yea. colleague not yet eaten too. so let her eat first ba =/
though i came in half an hour earlier. but yea. ... nvm ba o well

tired3..... .

huu

hm.. keptforgettin to ask sammy. if its snowing in nsw. ha. thought i read some news

interesting n weird huh

jaa mata

as im tyoping this, my body and face is like half dead lol

relaxing tues

i am so hungry now =( starving. but ate awhile ago. huu....

anwyay, wow. as expected. v tired and slpy. slpt and wakey early. but luckily am able to slp again .till late abit late only. wow. jst rest my body.. tats all i rrly wanna do.

hopefully next few days will be able to get through it =/ haiz.

been so bz and everyday so crazy lately. work3... bz like hell. hideous desu . huu

mm.. nothing much eh. O.o so boring.

wat else.
mm... dunno wat to say liao.
huu... rrly dread the days to come =( busy at work

oh yea. my melb manager tender liao =X huuuu sadddddddd very shocking too. dunno why. maybe she wanan go paris? or new job ?or further her studies? so wasted. haiz. but im sure she knows wat she want, and wat she's doing ba.

cant wait to slp again

oh. had a dream . went back to the same dream and continued again. weird. but nice .can make into movie. such a surreal dream. bizarre . but liek time burton lie taht the story. darkness crepy.. yet.. okok ba

kk. jaa mata

stupid ppl

haiz... okok at work. but to imagine the way rgm talked. but isit true? i dunno. should be. but.. .yea

so disappointing. so other ppl quit, not their fault. now sm wanna quit, my fault??? wth is tat nonsense shit about. pfft. pretty unhappy about it. a lil pissed off.
but i should be ready(i hope) when i get to u know.
say something.
dunno ba see how
stupid review thingy .
.... all ppl wanna quit, think of who to blame first. do some soul research. not on others but on urself!

grrr idiot

anwyay, sighs. super busy day
 tired as always. but better abit. still, tired. cos too bz.

u know. i think .. .rrly alot2 of thigns i forgot to blog. =.=
like last week onwards ones. ..i cant rremember anything liao .huu

sorry for my boring blog

mm... yea. nothing much. v slpy as always
ut tv gonna be on soon.. so.. yea. maybe shld stay up and watch?
ha. .oh dear. see how. if i can tahan anot

mata

insaneful day

been an insane day.

5 mini cuts on both of my hands.
and.. yea duh. as expected. told rgm abt lifting and struggling with table. he skipped toppi . did not say thanks did not say oh so poor thing im so sorry to put u through all that.

watever=.=

anwyay so much stocks. gosh. crazy .tiring. mm... i dunno . imma relax by watching more of bro playing game

so tired=(

mm.. stress too
sighs

haiz i rrly dunno. just kinda frustrated i guess
and u know. sm wanna quit, rgm forbids. i knew this will happen
but. see how ba. and that staff. man. .suka2 mc. haiz
and sm wan her fired. but rgm say cannot. somemore got manpower issue

ok .enough of work

mm. think i forgot to bloog something. wat is it=/ abt movie taken 2? did i mention that ? oh no ytd no blog. sorry
too tired. =/

but it was great. action packed. perhaps even better than the first. i rrly like it.  mm.. tired liao. blog another time abt it i hope huu=/ legs aching


jaa mata

family day out

Your dating personality profile: Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have. Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Big-Hearted 2. Romantic 3. Funny 4. Liberal 5. Adventurous 6. Traditional 7. Stylish 8. Sensual 9. Shy 10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your date match profile: Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Romantic 2. Practical 3. Funny 4. Big-Hearted 5. Adventurous 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Outgoing 8. Traditional 9. Conservative 10. Athletic

so....  haha. thats my result. i think it is pretty accurate! haha. pretty good eh. its this http://www.wouldidateyou.com/pquiz/quiz5.html website. i was online. came across this blog. this girl posted the above table of result of hers. i find that quite interesting. so i went to the website, and took the test. haha. cool eh. =) but.. wat? i dont take myself seriously? mm.. i don think thast very tru e though=.=
if i dont take myself seriously, then how to live in this world. as in not overly serious .just okok.
but anwayy, im pleased with the results. ha.
overall, okok ba. no need look at this so seriously. but the bottom part blue one right, matches smammy i tink .haha. the way they descirbed those three. ha.
anwyay, highlight the table graph above cos the words dunno why not black. highlight it and you'll be able to see clearly the words =)

mm....... so. finally all those hardwork ytd, today though still very tired n slpy, headedout with parents. relaxing. .grocery shopping (i love grocery shopping =) ) simple and relaxing. .
catch up with my ex colleague  aka one of my very good fren .then eat with parents. .walk abit more. .v nice. slow paced day... .i enjoyed that. just wish he's inthe pic too.
wouldve been fun and all .
anwayy,

hahahaha. was tellign my mum abt that england man who wanted to asked me out today. i rather go out with parents cos i kenw dad shld sure be out today. so yea. dunno hwen he asked. gosh. i forgot .not ytd ba . anwyay, mum was like. don anyhow go out with ppl u dunno know like those foreigner.. hahahah .i am surprsied. i thought she'll be delighted. XD
anway, she has the same thining as me.
they are probably just lonely cos sg they no fren. thats why they're sjut trying to make some new frens .
but yea mum say don ayhow go out with ppl i dun know too well. can be dangerous. haha .wise mum =)
but rest of my colleagues were like askingme gogo for it. i was like. wth =.=

mm.. .
yea. then chatting with my frne halfway, my fren noticed the crystal jade guy looked at me as though'' oh its her!? long itme no see her around''. me always disliek crystal jade guys. so ah beng . omg. always dis girls . of course they dis me before la. back whe i was working at atz. anwyay, we're like. huh? could it be? that crystal jade guy actually can still remember me ar?? they all have ah beng golden hair. so me not sure who that was.

nice bath. .tv... trying to relax.. though im still. .yea. kinda.. not able to relax. =/ ha o well

mm. .. wat else. i think i missed something. oh! ya. so. just now mum received a  call .wedding incitations. dunno why its in aftnoon. anwyay, yea.... anouther cousin(but accoridng to mum, he's not my cousin) its like. .he's dunno my wat. anway, i don give a dang abt this. rrly.
so.... yea. mum was like.. .se.e. .they al lso mamny married alrdy. .mary ( my cousin mum) is so lucky with two sons married alrdy.. .ur bro hasnt... i was like. snap out of it. no mum . u cant compared us to other ppl .then she's liek yea. eeryone is diff. cannot do taht. luckily she understand. then dad was like. talkin gto me. see. when  is it ur turn? go get married alrdy.. mum was like .yea. .married u out.. .XD wthhhhhhhhhhh omg.
they wan grandson badly huh. lol
oh god.
but yea. me dun like attend . mm.. .so far nvr get such marriage questions from relatives cept for dad. maybe cos two years ive nvr seen them liao. yea very long. maybe this year cny wil lget to see them .o well =. =
anway, mm.. yea. if they ask, then just ask lor. wtheck right.
and best thing is, i can get another red packet form this newly wed couple!!! wooo hooo!!! =D hehe

but its nice for him ba. heard mum say he's been dating the girl from even before he went uni. gd ba. not rrly childhood swtheart fairy tale.. but. .haha .stil lis ba =) teenage swtheart. aw..  yup./ they are getting married. all the best to them. though i honestly couldnt care less XD me and bro just dread this kind of relatives cny occasions n stuffs. they asekd so much questions. wat u doing now.. hows work.. etc.. .omg.

kk. jaa mata ne.

most boring day of my life =(((

today.. such a long boring day. wil lcut short ba. otehrwise.. .sianz. =(

every hour . .10-7 pm is the longest.. .like. ..as though its been 24 hrs alreayd. its.. .omg. so tough. stand there. u can walk ard much. no break. no money somemore. can only drink beer to get some energy and de thirst. very poor hting. huu.
=(

2 weird guys i met. two nice guys i met. strangely today at that place.

one is pretend wanna scan my pass. then cheekily say no just kidding=.= lame.
another, asked me if i wan a third cuppa beer. how come he can recognize me ar? ok maybe he's frenly not weird
third one. at first weird. thought like. .he's checking me direction out. dunno me or just happened to look towards my directions. cos their booth is next to me . anwyay , he was also pushing this baby stroller at one point. wen tto toilet, out, walked past my booth, i was looking at the baby. he said hi. i was like hello. then he's like just walked past only. werm... ok.. .frenly i guess.
but with pushing baby pram at that moment, i think he's a ok angmoh ba. anwyay,m he's very nice.
when me abt to pack up, erm. dunno why he approached me. hows it going.. blah3.. he mentioned abt party.  then wat. .oh start packing up alreayd.. i think theres an after party. but i dunno. al li know is i need to get back to the mall.
so yea. so he left. yea very randomly .
then i rrly struggled with the heavy wood large table =((( me so poor thing. he saw, and he rrly came over to help me out. he asked wat posotion i am. am i partimer or working for htis compa, ''they just left u all alone here? '' y. i said working for this company. see. even he can tell me so alone and poor thign=(( huuuu
anway, ok he went back packing his stiuf  when done with table .not for the two stands. i also struggled. he came back up to help me again. without him i thin ki'll leave the place an hour later or wat. vene my sm also nid two persons wrap that thing u know
so yea. he helpekld me all .i kept thanking him . and shouted out to him thank u before i go. but very sad...  cos one of my ring is loose. i put it on the floor when i was doing the table .=( then ..sighs. i put it near my bag u know. yet i forgot to bring back. dunno why. i looked back to double check nothign on the fllor. maybe i made a mistake? ... i dunno. sighs. .... i do like that ring alot. i recevied compliments for it alot too. rrly sad. but of course not my sammy ring. that one i die form heartpain.
but yea. .sighs. i'll try not to dwell on it ba=(
..haiz. bad bad day fo rme
wonder who will get my ring.... =/

anwyay, mm.. yea. then me dragged two huge bacgs to taxi .asked that staff or dunno who there. hes sitting in a small room .he told me its outside can take cab. phew. no nid walk so far.
when i was draggi nit, me alreayd almost wanna cry. cos so tired. and i feel so mistreated. and angry at my rgm =(
then drive so long then wanna come out help me pout my stuffs. suddenly he say your fren. .i tot huh who?? oh so its that man or uncle. cant remember. but yea. that same man who told me the taxi. .yea. he helped me carry the heaviest bag into the cab.
i am so touched by these two men kindness.

sighs. tch. no. i wont get thanks form my rgm. wait long2 also wont happen.

angry

kk .gotta stop liao. sianz

mm. wat else. haiz .bad day ba. wasted my oen day worth of life.
but well, i gained the kindness of others.
appreciated.

mata

freakishness

wow. couldnt slp last night till 3am.... =/ abit owrried ba. cos of stupid patining dropped and nearly hit my head. =/ 

now, another thing happened. coincidence or not. i still hate it. 

so toilet light suddenly flickered off. i instantly called after my bro, then lights on again. dunno ba. but it wasnt him who did that. 

its rrly like flickered off ya know. 

i hate thigns like that= /

telling myself not to think abt it nor be afraid. yet still.. .haiz. hopefully thigns wil lbe back to normal soon ba

me slpy and tired.

stomach not feleing well huu... .hopefully wont need to go toilet in middle of night=/ if me alone in toilet darkness, i'l l... .yea.. =( huuu

k. me need rest alryd. gonna wait for bro to come outta bathroom, then me go slp. 

will feel safer this way

more thigns to be done this weekend ba.. mm.. . busy3..... 

for a sales kinda job, my busyness is like that of ceo or u knw wat eh. ha. .o well......... 

k. jaa mata

useless politics

mm.. 2am alreyad... headache ne. .hope med will work..dunno shld i slp anot. maybe i shld ba

these few nights me rrly not looking forward to slp at all =/
and just now a painting suddenly dropped due to i dunno wat reasons. been put there for so long liao.
dunno ba. luckily nvr hit my head. well almsot =.=
huu... scared toslp.
but i cannot be scared. must do my best not to. if not.. might attract more.. bad stuffs

gonna pray again before slp ba.
haiz=/
from liking slp, to not at all.
biggest fear is to wakey in middle of night ..then cannot slp back. wil lstart to think. brr....

mm. .stomach not so gd. maybe ate too much.
oh yea. so.. theres debates of blah3.. .goverment wat. .bring in foreigner. .erm. hope i nvr blogged abt this before. i cant remember .
but yea. ppl wil lrambling abt how this not gd, that not gd. i am like. ..=.= huh? cmon. is it rrly that serious>?
it is for the future gd of sg.
i dunno. but luckily for me, unlike soem of the ppl i know. fo rme, im fine with it. in fact, i rrly like it. i have no problems or watsoever complains thats going on right now. i think it is gd, well played, and yea. thats it.
dunno why one of my fren so agitated abt it. i think another one also ba .
dunno
anwyay, if they dislike forgeiner, if they migrated to other coiuntry, well, u think other country ppl will like them? or dislike them the way my frens dislike the foreigner now.
its the same cycle.
but watever.
i'll rather keep quiet than to explain all these to them. they rambling on n on which is very irritating. if i defend , later get into argument into something i dun even bother ,
but yea. thats just it ba. if only ppl know how to appreciate wat we have now. than to complain n make noise abt al lthese new changes.. .
=.= seriously. gosh.
or maybe becos their partners are snatched away by forgeiners eh . thast why they angry.
o well.

kk gotta slp before bro. otherwise whole place dark .huu

so wish sammy is here. i wouldve nothing to fear
everynigh twil lbe a blessed one.

huu. .when wil l i like slping again?

mata =/

hating nightmares

just a short blog here. 

super slpy. gonna hit the sack soon. but

sighs. had one of those cursed dang nightmare again =( 

trying not to think abt it.. and. .oh man. dunn owho to pray to. 

at least jsut blabber abit will do fine huh? 

toda ad a free hair trim. nothing too major. but i like hte way my hear ends feels now

long story. anwyay, there was this question this hairstylist anmog man form england aske dme. i was stunmped for words. do u guys know the answer?

he asked. so wat do the ppl our age(we're both same age)  do most of the time? 

i was lik gonna open my mouth and reply.. then... nothing comes out. iw as like. .thinking... ...huh... i dunno ne =.= dots.... my life is pretty boring so yea. i have no idea wats the ppl in sg for our age doing everyday. 

another one. he seems to urge me go get a tattooee. haha. cos his body has heaps of that so yea. =.= goodness. no one ever encourage me go for tattoo before=.= 

dots

mm. window change. .busy. mm. tired.slpy. cos of nightkmare. wokey sklightly earlier. im so tired n slpy to the mazx now=/ so gonna slp laio. so late now. sighs. .

im trying hard not to hitnk so much before i slp. 

gdluck to me. even if today is fine, how about the next few nights. .

gosh. hate my slp. dislike now. 

mata

happy marriage =)

and so.. that morning. .my previous blog ba. wakey and was thinking of sammy =) today also. then in bed.. so tired also wanna slp. slpt lat eyt dmah. but couldnt slp at all =.= ha. think  of him .mind fuull of him. guess he'll be very happy if he knows huh =)

wow. think my primary school mate same age as me ba. i think .we in same class mah. well,........ he proposed to his gf!!!!!!! OMG> =X was like...huh? so young wanna get married liao ar. Dunno. i think he's working alrdy. yea he did told me. but. wow. this is gd eh. if a man can save enough to marry a woman at his age, yea. thast rrly something.

well, guess theres rrly isnt long or fast journey to marriage ba. once u feel that the time is right, you get married. book' first before someone else gets their hands on her XD lol .
but yea,. or some couple, waited for 10 yrs , lived together, like my previous kind rgm sabrina. then she get married.

anwyay, earlier better ba. haha. but yea. think he placed the ring in a biuquet of flower. dunno hows it like... but. well, seems liek it only two of them. like. nothing fancy ba. .liek those romantic proposal videos u see eh .ha. so memorable.
but then again,  yea. marriage and proposal is always a great thign as long as its sincere and heartfelt =)

hehe .today. wow. after so long.. finally me get to dress up again . =) i rrly like to dress up. but usually too tired to. =// cos u know me. work rrly tired me out. however, its rrly nice. i am excited though. to be able to doll myself up again. i rrly like hte eye makeup i done today.
simple easy and fabulous.
my dress and heels. .nails. all nicely done. ( at least to me i think so hahahaXD)
uh huh. rrly need to doll up once in a while. no id everyday. haha .but. .course i wan though XD just need energy. and a bf to doll up for. sammy no here. so .. .yea. all the more me just need mini shorts and t shirt ,singlet simple will do fine =)

mm.. wat else.
theres a couple of thigns. cant rememebr. ..mmm.. oh

sugergy
read two bloggers from sg . one spend like $130 000 , the oter got sponser or somethign. no. htink she spend alot of money too. she saved hard for months.
anwyay, they do look ok. maybe beter than a few other girls.
but i vcan tell. their face are fake.
like. the features. .cna be maybe nose too narrow and thin.. stuffs like that.
but ... wow .al lsuch money.. spend onto not just their faces, but body too. they dont look normal. like. .abit plastic doll. no sense of realisticness to them.
however, i believe that. if they are happy, they are rich. hten yea. i have nothing against them. so no worries haha
just saying that.. haiz. .soemtimes. ..these undergo the knift to pursue beauty. .can end up making u un natural ... =/ plastic looking.
too perfect may not be a gd thign .just.. not realistic. .unreal ba
wow . all those money onto their faces and body. ... gosh. and those pains.. .
dunno why they wanna do it. maybe cos beauty to them.. .is a huge thig ba. they wan ppl always look at them? they wanna be popular? they wanna be liek their korean girl group stars .. haiz. nowadasy.. .
o well

then today saw this pointed chin girl .i duno real anot. but... omg. its disgusting. how can anyone think thats pretty???
anime looking girls are not liek that .rrly2 not liek that. big eyes, rosy cheeks. .uh huh.. .but. .certainly not alien pointed cheeks like..so ...over the top . gosh.

sad huh. if im a parent. and... my childern.. wanna change their featuires.. features of me and my partner who gave it to them.. features of them who resemblenms us.. .then having to erase it.. .=/ sad. very sad.
rememebr those days ppl say.. ohj ur eyes looked like ur mum. oh ur lips looked like ur dad.. .etc.. .having one day my child wanna say i wanna change my lips. .eyes.. nose.. etc.. .gosh. =/ sad.
no wonder that korean girl group. .erm. i emntioned before. but forgot her name liao. too many of them .
but yea. she say thast such a harsh and sad thign for the compoany to tell her parents stright in the face that they wanted to change her face, and her body.
.. especially when ur parents come form humble family, ..=/ sad

im lucky my parents are supportive. thogh. ..mm. .onot those. .difficult to say ba. at least i have my freedom and all.
how i wish sammy could have those kind of life.
freedom, wont lead stray, happily do watever he want.
..its hard ot imagine ba .. if i come home. .. late or slpt late.. or... talk too loud. .etc.. .everythign i need to check ard me.. .to see if i can do it or not... gosh .
me wan him to be happy. i rrly do.
if i ever live wit him , i'l lmake sure he'll be the most happiest man in the world=)
wan him to feel free. ..coming home can do watever he wan.. wont missed out on thigns that'll make him happy. that he wanna do..  the kind of life im havin gnow.
of course mine isnt perfect ok. haha .but at least. its good enough for now ba
jsut wish he can be nearer.

my ex colleague is getting married soon. next year june ba. eh.. .or march? htink june.. . then shes gonna head to malaysia and live wit her fiance. as in husband liao. ha.
uh uh. that girl ar. younger than me.
ldr too. his fiance travel here n there. .korea.. malaysia. .sg... blah3... pretty much awat .but at least they stil lcna meet here n there when he's nearer in sg
thin kshe's younger than me? i think so. but happy for her =)

mm.. wat else. ..

oh yea. haha. i was so short. (if sammy hear this think he'll laugh. no if he see , he'll laugh) . so short that. i went in my bro room .mum told me he bought masks. so i see. ohhhhhh ok .nice i took long time to admire it. then when he'd finally back homne, he was talking abt it. then he said the thir mask. i was like. ..huh? wat thiid mask. cos i only saw two new ones. turned out htat theres a much bigger mask.. .hung above the other two smaller new masks=.='''''''''''
i said. .omg. i din see. cos i did tilt my head up, but. .i was so short. i din noticed theres another mask above!XD!!!! lolll then bro bend down so his head same height as mine. he was like. omg...!
lol. sorry la. wat to do. me short mah. tilyed my head up, still canot see that mask hung above XD lol .ssssoooooo funny. i was infact looking through like long itme u know. not say one ,5 secs. lol..........
still i din notice that mask . that third mask above. XD hahahhahaha. so funny.

gosh im tired. kk .thats abt it.

jaa mata

slow paced day nice beginning

mm............ alwys like that. ha. mornign wakey. soemtimes feel so energetic, wanna go out. dress up. then soon after, think3. .dunno where to go..wat to do, then ended up no energy to go out liao XD ha. .o wellllllllllllllllllll
just rest and bored at home. but ok ba. theres sammy =) if not more bored.morning checked out guildwar 2. wow. so interesting. thats the kind of game i'll like to play .
but apity i think my lappy rrly canot. .u know. must buy one. better don spend money. skali doesnt work.
ut yea. to have own story line, its great. n characters can customized.

dang. theres 48hrs special sale from scoot. to syd. me din check. but its saying very cheap.
wait later check, not gonna buy, found out oh so cheap, i'll feel terrible for missing out on chances like this
so yea.
but hopefully they'll hae special offer again soon ba

me still alil tired.

oh poor jill that woman from melb. .rrly died. htink probably kena raped too =/ very poor thing. so young. 29 only. haiz.
..wat to do... =/
if only.. she did not turne down her colleague's offer to send her home. haiz.....
so scary. so close to home alrdy. then they attacked. i thin kits more than one man. cos thers vans parked outside his house. i dunno. i cant wait for more news.
hate men like them . its so ..despicable
argh =/

mm. slpy.. wakey so early. nice dream. relaxing one.

yay bro finally oming back home tmr.
cant wait to see wat he bought
mm.. wonder wat time he'll be back

dunno wat else to type. tired liao. oh but its gd though. slow paced day... at work been busy everyday .. though vip alrdy gone. soon, another one coming. scarier one =( gm. huuu.....
T_T
gdluck to us all
anyway,
customers alot .bz3. .must snatch n hunt for sale. everyday alwasy tired at work can be very sianz at times=/
snatching sales.. .haiz. ...
vying for sales..
anwyy, yea. rush3... but today. off. get tiem to walk slowly.. pour water slowly. .eat slowly... sit and sit.. online...
slowlyyyyyy
uh huh..

haiyo. rrly slpy liao

kk jaa mata ne

danger always lurking around

ha. so lazy to blog today. omg. cos kept forgettingstuffs.. .

mm

today so boring =/ i dun like.
and walking back home. dislike either. scary and ..just felt dangerous ha. maybe cos after reading the melb missing woman jill case. so scary n poor thing=( only 5mins walk... haiz. but u know. ..fate has it. .sometimes.. even if its 5mins or 3mins walk, if something meant to happen, no matter how safe the place is, u will still get killed or abduct. taken in a way. uh huh. TAKEN> hahahah. that movie. =) oh anway, yea. tkaen=/
haiz.... so poor thing. i wonder what she tlak to her bro on the phone about. luckily theres cctv. if not how. =/ and to think polivce always knew that area is dangergous. or alot of problems time to time. yet, they do nothing. omg. i dunno what have they tried. but. they themsleves can say that, yet. .theres no prevention or improvements to that area? hello? that is so.. omg. humiliating .for the polcies. so useless. =/
if u knw theres troubels there, do ur best to prevent. it. why wait for a missing woman to happen , then come say oh that area always in trouble. =.= wth.
haiz. dunno ba. so scary.
luckily me the most wat. ..7 or 8pm. hmm.... eh i forgot. i went back to hotel quite late one my first day there. yea. i remember the sky alreayd very dark. and i was lost. goodness. so . .scary haha .luckily that tiem i didnt know of this news yet. so many strangers ard.. and those pub. .crawling with indencent ppl.. eew. sacry .there there this one guy angmoh guy. i thought i caught him looking at my bags of stuffs. liek rrly look. i dunno. but yea. im alive. haha.
but still, so poor thing. dunno wat that man taled to her before she's gone. maybe he asked her out? maybe he tried asking her questions to determine if shes alone? like taken . tha movie. that bad guy also start by asking them non scary questions .then the girl tell him oh they're alone=.= then he say to pick them up to a party, she go and tell him their room floor. *head palm =.= uh huh
o well. .sometimes. .ppl tend to take for granted ba.. oh nothing will be wrong. 5mins walk left only. stil lahve lots of cars ard. .still hav couple more ppl walking ard.. .area is bright.. blah3....
next thing u know, car u turn towards u, youre a goner. =.= push u into car, or stab u behind ur back for that one sec when no one see u. take ur possession, then rnu. u left there.. alone .dying. regretting the words u said before. 5 mins walk only? tink again

but then again. its human nature to think nothing of such 5mins walk danger. or with 2 frens, oh it is save for sure. skali u kena ppl with 15 frens. ahhh die =.= thats why. stupid ppl will find fault with ppl when they tot oh 2 frens of mine are so strong. i can act cool by raising my voice and picking a fight . then when 10 frens of theirs come out, ahh.. .all those cocky talk wil lbe 0 points. but all human nature thoguhts ba. especialy if theyre drunk =/ . me also ba? will think shld be fine. but in my heart i know. this cant be sure. if ur time is up, something sure will happen .ppl come out attack me, or kill me.

tats why stil lwill worry for sammy whenver he';s alone or out late in the dark n stufff. syd there. .mm.. rrly cant say safe. day time might be beautiful. .night time,.. .horrible i ithnk .like wat my rgm said before his encountered in melb. rememerb?
beach where beautiful in mrg, but drugs and prosititue at night.. sighs .wat a waste..

late alrdy. .me nono feel gd.
i dun like this feeling=/
huu
wish i wont think too much

mm. .wat else. .ok. saw a young man alone in pandora today..
buying dunno wat. choosing charms ba. .or sumtin

mm.. ohhhh

am happy thogh. =) dad finally dare to order food. he never ever dare to or wan to order food at hawker. he'll always ask me mum go buy. no matterh ow much mum tried to persuade him to get up n go. i thin khe's paiseh ba? maybe cos he always drink2. tere... then paiseh to buy food form those stalls.. .nearby.
but that day, he actually finally get up and go cehck out the food after mum as usual kept asking him to go see wat he wanna eat.
=) i was so surprised.
then lately, he did it again. he go... and he looked at the stall's menu.. and he ordered. omg. i was so taken aback. 2nd time alrdy. even at bugis. he also queue up for bean curd drink.
by himself.
=) just so glad and happy that finally thigns are getting better abit for him.
like. yea.
all thse years of drinking. .i wonde rif he ever regret now..
his fren asked him to go join them for a drink. he declined .say his leg not well. yea. .his leg.. i dunno .but i think he's not fully recovered yet.
another time. think his fren  called. he say.. daughter and wife wanna go out, if he free will go find him. that fren is a drinking fren.
but i tin k he's turning him down . cos. he himself wanna go out. with mum . and me wanna tag along of course ha.
then by the time we're back, of course he no time go find his fren.
so yea. mm.. yea. .hoep this will be fine ba.
in the past mum want him to bring us out on sunday, or on his off. , he also always say dun wan, tired, or in the aftnoon, will head down for drinks with frens.
now, every sunday he off, sure will go out with mum. =) im impressed though hah .one day off only, he still wanna go out. omg. if me,... comepared to him, i sucks. lol.
dunn oba. cannot compared the same tired level ba. my job workload is hideous.
one day off not enough .
v tired.

mm. late alryd. think he fallen aslp eh
haiz. dunno how to play with him. rrly wan to too.
but. if use my old lappy, wonder wats gonna happen eh. maybe i shld try=.=
maybe it wont be that bad. haha .o well .gotta find out .

kk. gtg.
bro is coming home soon .finally. hahahahha wonde rwat pressy he got me this time=P mm. .but then.. maybe he not much money left ba .ha. maybe less pressy ?

k jaa mata ne