things aint going well

still not feelign that well.
i think i pushed myself my body to the mazx. =/
veyr tired.
very depress.
i wasnt feeling to ohappy todya. pr perhaps even in the past few days. i dunno why =/
felt empty . so weir dhuh
..

dunno ba.
o well

hoep to stand up again

anyway, sad. bro pressy told him cant give htoday =/ cos no pay yet. rlry tight budget. sighs.
so mny ppls pressy to get this month=( pay come, sure gone dfast eh

anwyay,

haiz

im rrly not happy. dunno how to be happy again
i cant smile .i don feel happy. heart is heavy
,...i wonder hows tmr gonna be. don plan to go out though. dunno. though bro off also. but. i think most liekly his frens wil lask him go out celebrate or something right?
haiz.

soemthign he said though... i felt bad but. o well

my fren once said to me..
no need to be strong. its ok to be weak. no need ot put on  astrong front
... i rlry apprecitate those words. but... i know i cant and i mustn comply
sighs

anwyay, ha

erm.

yea. and i lost a fren .. ytd. cos he's no longer working htere. and ive no ways to contact him alryd. im sad. but what to do.
..sigsh.
why all my close frens are gone just like that =/

mata