flying off tmr! =)

heyyy

just a quick blog here...

gosh. finally its time. soon. tmr night will fly off.
so hungry now

anwyay. yea. don think im able to blog for the next whole week.

it was nice to have sammy waited for me jsut to chat up =3
soon. we will be able to talk alot. hold hands alot. slp alot etc. hehe =) cant wait. rlry so nervouse to see him hahXD

anwyay. tired liao. din rest. was workign straight. then now gotta pack. guess will continue tmr. gosh so hungry

mm... yea. oh. omg. i think thc to my rgm.. now everyone know im fantastic at the bra event =.= ''
the i dunno. angmoh guy delivered the bras today .and he say he was working with our ceo. and... he was like. .i heard from tracey that u were fantastic that night. XD omg.......... so.... paiseh. like v shy.
its good compliment la.. but.. haiyo. i wonder if ceo also heard from my rgm alrdy O.o.. .shld be hor... =.=''.. .dots

anyway. gtg ba
yawns... .so slpy many more thigns to get finish off tmr. oh gosh

jaa mata

exciting news

wow. hello. this is so exciting. yet im so nervous at the same time! im flying off soon. =) wiont be ard to blog for abt a week or if too tired, more than a week

mm... work matter again...
=/ o wel. mus tlearn to relax..

gosh im packign last minute desu. so much to do on sat

mm.. waht else
jeez. my spec... the glasses.. there's scratches alrdy. i need to change them fast =/
cant stand seeing the blur scratches when im wearing them
meep

anyway. i rrly hope i wont forget to pack stuffs. like. .i nid to write them down ba
mm.. yea. so much to do. okk i better double check my luggage weight

mata

happpy family dream

haha. i had a dream. XD its jsut. .for some moments.. the images ..its like. .me and samm.. one happy family. he was carrying our new born baby. XDlol.. .yea. din tell him. cos dun wan him freakout. lol. later guys easily think what we trying to hint by telling them this dream=.=
haha

anyway. but so cute. sammy had his usual black spickey hair. and our baby also. like. .abit kawaii spikey..in the middle.. and otal blackness. he's so small. yet big eyes i think. v handsome looking. kawaii desu. like anime. haha. we're all smiling. v happy

hehe
yea. dunno why i suddenly dreamt of that. but can only remember that part. think ... only that part of dream bah..ihad. i dunno.
btu yea .thats swt .
thats how happily ever after is like huh.. .

ok. so i almost cried when i gave my gdbye hugs on my last day in town outlet .but luckily i didnt .phew. took pics.. and yea.. gonna rrly miss them all. we're such great team. and nobody backstab anyone

o well.

so stress today .. .found out i'll be doing vm with rgm. gosh.
rrly wanna do my best and gie it my all. so yea .keeping my fingers crossed that everything will go well .
wish me luck ne
first time do wihtout help from sto ckteam. uh huh.
and new team.. i also wanna be firm .
ok. gotta relax....

jaa mata

teary gdbyes

haiz. .and there goes again.. i cried. yes. my 2nd last shift. and. .sm and another fulltimer ..last shifts with them. sighs=/
so yea. crybaby huh. ha. guess... jsut so emtional. and too attached to ppl u know. ..
cant help it. i feel so sad. abt 6 months plus workign there.. .sighs. yea. .i gotta hva emy own store one day. .and all. i cant stay there forever.. .
just hope i wont cry too much on my last shift. haiz. =/
at first thought i wont cry. but then i feel the sadness whenits time for me to go.. then yea=/ huuu ....
i hate parting. =/

that asm mentioned that.. she'll miss my sugary voice. O.o i was wondering. huh? do i hav sugary voice> ? soi asked sam .

oh yea. was shocked to see the date today. 20 alrdy??? i thought 2 weeks. now 8 days left. ok the day is down. so. omg. 7 days left=X whoa....
when im there, i wish the time will pass by as slow as possible. so i can enjoy more seconds with him.

haiz. when it comes to saying gdbye to him again, i dont think i can control my tears=/
im a human.  awoman. luckily period over. if not... dunno got pms anot. later cry so much more ha

mm..
k ba. tats abt it. gtg

mata ne

great job to me. =) well done.

wow. so i'd wanted to say from last night.. .

so.. we had new. .two asm from other outlets.
one of them pretty gd. the other... haiz. abit like fulltimer. =/
anwyay. sm was like telling them. say must be like me. my standards. cos i alwasy approach customers.
wow. i was so shocked and proud of myself. cos she nvr tell me that. like. .hey you are so gd.. youve done great job. .shes not the kind of person wholl say that. but lets admit it. usually singaporean managers not like angmohs. .where they'll shower u with nice words.
sg .. harder to say such htings ba. paiseh?

anyway... yea. oso even jsu tnow over thephoen she was telling me what to take note. and she said. .she told our rgm.. i am very gd. she's very happy for me. since day one. im good. then she train and from abit blur till now im v v good. everythign i do is very well done. just need to knwo waht thigns to auto put up liek signages.. that kind of detaisl.
so yea. so happy she said that to rgm.
cos.. seriously she's strict abt training ppl. and.. she don praise ppl anyhow one. if gd. gd. if not gd. she wil lsay.
so.. thats why even though we hang out together. im sure she wont say such gd thigns unless its true. see. she also point out my flaws mah.

so yea. jsut happy ba. like. .work so hard. rgm cant see cos shesx not in store everyday. yet sm is such a person who observes ppl very well. and she also as an sm need to feedback every month to rgm. so.. to have her say that to rgm. yea. im happy desu.
=)

just hope the new outlet will be able to let me learn more and grow. .and be prepared to be a new sm by xmas.
wish me luck. sobs.. gonna leave them soon =( sad

bought a new bigger.. more spacious luggage. bright colour. so yea. phew. easier to spot my luggage htis time. cos the old one is black. so yea. and.. .but.. .i mean.. .mm. .abit exp for a normal brand. .but. u knwo waht. its spacious. so it wont be squeeezy liek last yr. will be better desu right. =) though.. rrly scared heavy ne. exceed the weight. o well.

sianz. the tax refund in syd must show the thigns u bought. =/ ifnot i go for it liao.
still have to take out and present my items. so troublesome. haiz=/
o well... see how ba


mata

scar and bruise

gosh. dunno how the hell i get another bruised buttock again =.= luckily found out early .this one not as painful.. but.. huuu ugly!!! luckily not sumer time i go syd. later wan wear swimsuit cannot liazo. huuu..... dun wan sammy see either =( pout*
o well.

oh u know. this also wanna blog long itme ago. i found another two glass shards on my floor ..same day. that day i cut my toe remember? yea.
gosh. luckily i found those two pcs.
if not. imagine if my mum or i step on it again how=/

mm... haiz. i jsut take htigns v seriously huh. or.. .i dunno. sometimes... rrly hate myself fo rmaking small mistakes. though not like i knew im lacking common sense or what.. sometimes ppl don know for a reason.
sighs... exp even if 99 % ppl knew u cant drink from a fork, doesnt mean ALL ppl will know mah. but that shouldnt make them u know. like.. out .. haiz. whatebver bah =/

mm.. wonde rif training with dragon 2 out in syd anot. sg so difficult to find seats. al lfull. well almost. gd seats all taken.
o well =/
would be great if can watch with sammy
see how ba

gosh. sprained my neck. and my pimple on my cheek so red. like. blood or soemthign. it teared up perhaps . brop laughed at me=.=
so yea. think that might left me with scar for many weeks to come=.= sianz
got bruise got scar. haiz....
if only everythign is perfect before i head to syd

yea. .abt at my limits liao. i rrly urgently need a break .
huuuu
so many things haven do.
..tch
must settle...

k ba. thats abt it.

think perhaps got mroe to say. but as alwyas. i forgot liao.

grr... rrly dislike breakout before period=.=

oh. had a weird dream though. at weird place. its like sg. but nvr been to that new place before. with my fren. he celebrated bday with me. O.o was abt to find out what pressy or sumtin. then woke up liao. kk. time for me to hit the sasck. nights peeps

mata

time goes by

feeling abit stress abt things to things. trying to control abit.. =/
deep breathe... mm... ok. everything can be settle de.. jsut gotta.. .put it all together.. huu

oh. theres this.. ive been wanting to blog since last month or so. yea so long. but always forgot.
this reality tv show.. as in true story.
like. .couplesx who faces troubles but pulled through u know. maybe got financial prob.. or baby sick then poor family.. etc

theres this one caught my attention. sigsh. i forgot the exact words of what this indian man said. they're both old and still married now

anwyay. so this indian man. fell in love with this chinese woman. teachers both i think. then u know ba. think that generations ppl don rrly like mix races?
anyway, their parents object. and his father was like. why u hav to marry a chinese. why cant u marry ur own race.
but they still wanna stay together. i din wantch the show =/ but from the clips commercial la
then dunno the man or woman. they say. its just too painful to let it go. cant bear the though of letting go or something.
ohhh!!! they said its a pity to jsut let it go. mm... no wait. think its both lines. yea. am touched by their love .and yes. =) glad htey made it finally. don think its easy. cos its both parents somemroe. soyea .but glad old alrdy. they're still happily together. osme thigns are worth fighting for after al. and once you won it, you get to be happily ever after =).. aw...

mm... i only have a day to rest before heading back to work 4 days. htink roster confirmed liao. haiz. .gonna be v tired ba =/
o well
cant wait to get those 4 days over with. gosh. how i wish can start on 8th. o well . cos other sm they also abt one week leave. me more than 7 days. so yea. ... abit paiseh. like.. not v nice.
o well

gosh. after the love story. somethign slipped my mind again.

mm. .isit. ..
i wanted to aay.. .omg. next sat night im flying off????? O.O say whatttttttttt
i was like telling my previous colleagues. then say two more week .then i truly thought abt. .next next week. then my fren was like. eh .28? thats next week la.
wth. omg. so near alrdy>??
O.o wow.

anyway, i hope i'll be slping well for the day or two before i fly off. cos. .yea. later sure tired n slpy at there.
cos their shops closes early. and .. have to wakey early. then.. used to slping late.. yea .but all worth it for sammy
. hope he'll be ok too though.
mm.. so yea. wow. next sat. how fast is that. O.o

kk gtg ba

am looking forward to seeing him again. and let my hair down. relax. hav a ncie trip.
spoiled myself after a one whole year work without leaves. without holidays.
yes. its time for my time and his time couple time.
i only have abt a week. so i rrly wish it to be the most happy period in my 2014.
its time to reward myself eh

seriously ne.. one whole yr... no leaves. .no break... wow. the last time i did that was.. pretty long ago.
kk. soon. real soon. before i know it. thats such a true line eh.
before u know it. we're together alrdy.
before u know it. or before i know it, im flying off alrdy. en od june is coming alrdy. etc.. .
time rrly flies eh..
by a month plus ish, and it will be our 6 and half yrs liao wow. 5 yrs of ldr. 1 yr and half together in sg.
..time rrly.. is so. .wow. fast eh...
unbelivable..

 owe ll. gd ba

anwyay, glad sales is gd. had one of the most rare relax last few hrs of work today .cos know can hit. how i wish can feel like this every night.

mata ne.

Workload

oh gosh. so much.. that i cant remember what to blog abt.. .
=/

anyway, cant believe its only less than 2 weeks before i get to see him.
mm... oh. =/ cried today .cos asm transfer to other outlet liao=( haiz. .today worked wiht her last day at this outlet. so yea. soon my turn. next week my last liao .huu .
cant believe i rrly cried. maybe due to period coming ba
soyea. emtional =/

but so sad. huu.. =(
wonder if i wil lcry again next week last day... haiz. anyway, will get to have more time hang out with asm and sm bah. cos since our shifts all diff liao
good

today still .. .up till today still rrly cant forget rgm's tone . haiz. like wanna find trouble like that. asm say. the way she ask abt vm
not my fault wat. at night i kena suey closing .ppl buy cheap stuffs we've done our best. what to do. stay till 3am?
haiz...

if rgm is not handling the bra store. .which yes think it wil lopen in sg.
ten yea. heard we also cannot crossover to bra store.
=/
i rrly wish i can crossover though. ..mm..though. .scared pay different. but better to work for sumtin u like right?

mm... anyway, see how in future ba

lately... been kinda afraid. .when i picture myself as sm.. .no wonder rgm say the other asm say she don wan be sm yet hahaha.
but yea. .god knows her expectzation of sm is how muchhhh=.=
but ofc i understand. .better benefit, = better and stressful work situations. heavier responsibilities
o well
only few lucky ppl can get to enjoy their work yet paid greatly
like those youtubers perhaps haha

kk gtg slp
mm..
face got pimple. period la =. =
hope it come soon

jaa mata

scary moody rgm=/

ok. had only abt 2 hrs of slp. so im gonna bllog fast and hurry to bed .

last night last min decision again =.= cos both me and asm heading off to other outlets soon. sm say wanna treat us. ask if im free. always last minXD omg... but i was rlry tired. and next day mrg shift. but this chance hard to come by bah. somemore free treat. .so yea. say yes lor. joining us is another fulltimer.
her first time

haiz.. today so sad=(
rgm sounded so unhapy. even stockteam and sm say yea. due to sales rrly bad for our outlet ba. somemroe i do closing. suey sighs=( so stressed out
even the way she talk.. .like. ..want specific details. .etc. sm say she nvr said that to her leh.
haiz.
my luck bah.
supposed ot be sm do closing. but due to mrg sm meeting . so she nid to swope with me. huu
=/ what to do. rgm moodyness can frightened ppl u know. so scary. especially if shes a moody woman. =/
which i heard ppl there say she is .
anwyay.

she got asked before.. like casually. .she said. .why that mia girl scared to call her. she rather lose her job than to call her? why seems like al ppl afraid to tlak to her or sumtin. i was like laughing awkwardly.. like. .err.. .ha.. . i almost wanna say cos shes intimadating and her tone ...sometimes her face also v serious. gosh. =/ anyway. yea.. haiz....

i gtg. wanted type more bt i need slp was trying to figure out the roster...
still thinking of her fierce unhappy tone haiz=/
i msu tlearn how to tak eit more easy =/

so yea. basically we talked for few hrs throughout the night.
chatting. its nice to thrash stupid customers matters out. .etc.... or talk nonsense.
though sitl ltired n slpy. knockout in bus. kk gtg

mata

awkward silence

and u know... how that one of the other time.. he said he's tired and busy and dealing qwith ppl.. and. .he had the time to han gout with ppl... and... i was there. .left alone. without his replies. wont it only tak,e a less than 10 secs to send a msg of gd night? even if theres nothing to say..

not the first nor 2nd time. do u think its healthy?
ha. i dunno .
o well. .it hurts me. but yea.

o well

u know. my ceo today. .
i was standing near him.. and .. i dunno. rgm was taking stocks out for him or sumtin.. then.. .he suddenly said to me.. how are you?
i was like. .whoaaaaaa O.O..
i didnt said that out ofc. i replied. gd gd... then i smile.. .my eyes looking ard. .like. .super AWKWARDXD. ahahhaa
 omg... i f i could turn back time. .i wouldve asked how are you.
oh man..... but i was so .. boss-strucked. ha. so yea .. oh man...

told my colleague abt it. she say he only said hi to her. and yes. she saw i was stumped and standing there.

man.  i am so shy ok. my ceo ne. when he ask how are u ofc i am dumbfounded.
gosh
so sudden. who knows he'll be speaking to me =.=

but its my honour though.
like. hello. he happened to ask me ne. i shld be happy lor. erm. .shld i? =.=

had the worst mrg workign with rgm.so stressed. imagine working with ur boss k. =.= sweat man.. gosh

..need to take a big breath.. i hppe i can relaz soon

especially right arm. .still abit pinky.. oh man. i rrly wish not to see doctor man =/ why aint it going away??
what had i eaten...applied... or.. idunno. sighs
=/
hopefully will be fine bah
but there sdefniitely bite marks. don thin kinfectiours too serious ba .if not alrdy fever liek dengue eh

mm..dunno why. .someitmes when raining ..im remidned of taking bus aloen from pp... to his place. .i brought umbrella.. raining. .i crossed road. .heavy rain.. then. .soon after i crossed, he's there. happy to see him there. he said somtuing like. .wanna make sure and see me knwo how to rch there'' cso my first time i think. .there alone.. crossing that road and taking that bus alone ..

sobx. .why cant time be turn back..

mata

down on my luck

sighs= ( .. i feel so sad .. bored... he did it again. he ignored my msg. waiting whole day for a msg that nvr come..
sighs. what to do.
rrly wish my off and mrg shifts couldve been spend more with him. more than anything else. o well. especially when days i edn early. like today. v early. =/
ha .headache. dunno what to do alrdy. o well.
so be it bah

oh i recalled waht i wanted to type ytd.
been down on my luck or what. the nail polish bro bought for me from thai, smashed . i rrly like that red colour=/ sighs .and the memont i step foto on ground, i stepped onto one of the glass shard. the other tiem also. but this time i was bleeding. like the fan inccident. if youve been reading my blog you would've known. anyway yea. was blood dribbing .though im ok  bah .next day still gotta finish up stocks. so. .yea. alil pain here and there.still abit painful if i touches it. wonder if the glass is in there. touchwood.

then. that following day, i dunno what happened. my arms so itchy and red and its burning. omg. it was hot to the touch. theres aircon in my store ok. even my colleague say its hot.
in a frantic, i hurried to the guardian pharmancy. and yea. even that girl wasnt like 100 percent sure=.= so yea. .im trying my luck here. thought ytd ok alrdy. to think the redness is back =/
sighs. oen weke she says. .if not must see doc=( huu...... why so suey. =(
so scary. nvr had this kind of redness burning sensation on my arms before.
wonder what happened.. bite perhaps... haiz. dunno la. scared kena infected. sammy... didnt seem v concern though.. m,.,. o well
anyway, interesting fact is.. .
=.=
btoh med. .one is to consume. the other is to apply creme.
and both stated as poison. XD
omg.
yea. im consuming and applying poison to my body. =.=
sounds weird eh.
jsut hope this poison is able to kill this infection off for me bah. great as long as not dengue fever.
...cannot be bah.

cant wait to slp away all my troubles. slpy .
and not happy. =/
sighs

tmr ...shld be a better day hor?.. u think?
=/owell

jaa mata

no title hahaha =P

hey all.... gosh sooo slpy. literally slpt an hour more. gonna slp soon.

and so was saying in my last post.. the being happy book sounds pretty good. but i dunno .we shall see abt that. though i don agree with everything. like i'd said. sometimes ppl don seek faults. but. its so obvious that it presents itself. u know?
i don like the word 'fault' becos .. it sounded like.. bad. so yea.
but other than that, i think he spot on other thigns well too.
gratefulness pulls u away from being a victim.
hating ur job, instead of wishing someone will spot u and ask u to work for them , why not make a decision urself. be it quit or talk abt it
though again. nothign is perfect right. u may be working for the money. that is why u cant quit. but perhasp u shld seek out someone who could offer u a higher pay eh
sometimg liek that. mmm
true

anyway, gosh .so many thigns forgotten to note down... dun owhat else ne.
mm.. .oh man ceo coming again =/ sianz=.= haiz. gotta wear nice2 as so they say

mm...

o well. thats abt it ba for tonight.
rrly cant remembbe what eslse . shoudlve note down on  apc of paper instaead. ha

jaa mata

to see the better side

gosh i noted down on my hadn what i wanted to blog. and.. now, i can only remeebr one or tow. =.= or only just one. omg

cos my hand's ink got washed away. 

so.. oh yea. rgm checkd out hte HB work outfit. and seem slike need to wear high heels and dressed or skirts.
guess its like. .sexy kinda outfit bah .
liek going club> but.. yea. its got carpet on.. but. .imagine 0 hrs or longer on high heels. holy cow=.= ......

still.. i would rather work with my passion than u know.. .se ehow bah

mm... omg. dunno liao. lol /

so many to blog since so long. oh man=/ 

sorry 

my memory aint gd these dasy=/ sighs...... rrly bad memory desu. haiz. for cetain thigns ba

so slpy. wanna slp asap. bro stillwatching dvd haiyo =/ 

mm.. so yea. gomen. cant recall... 

haiz

oh yea. i had a dream sbt sammy. due to his company thingy. he's allowed to sned one person to syd or sumtin. so he put my nam,e. so i recevied email. .instead of working, im flying off to syd for a day. i was so surprised. then we went wet market.. talk to ppl.. its like he's the bos sor sumtin. .i dunno.. we wore like suit and gown. .u know ha. and he evenm carried me... my hand's on his back of head.. hard to explain.. but.. that felt so gd.. when i was msgin g him.. i even cried.. cos.. that was so nice.. .so vivd the dream.. surreal desu... rrly wish i can dream it everyday.. he was smiling. .ahe look so happy.. i lov ehis smile u know

read this mag.. .abt this author abt being happy .. .happiness. .etc... he say being grateful is.. .sutmin2...
and.. .if u look for fault in something or someone, u will see it. if u look for it in ur bf, in ur job....
u will find faults.. but hey. sometiems mistake are mistakes. its not like u are finding it. its just there. soemtimes u may choose to close one eye. ignored it if u can. or solve the problem. its not like. trying to find 'faults' at all

say.. why their pay is higher... .instead of ...we shldl be thinking.. .be grateful that we have a job to pay the bills with.. to have themoney to eat. .etc... .get it? 

so.. yea.. i rrly try to focus on the nice stuff.. .or.. if sammy nvr msg me like he used to.. i tried.. rrly o think of somthing... mmm.. u know.. to.. feel better with. if that make sense.
soyea. simple things. .yet makes so much sense.. .rrly wanna read his book

kk gtg. bro finnaly finished off his dvd

mm.. still missed out on alotto blog abt gomen. 

mata

mia again =.=

phew. finally had my hair trimmed. had. was surprised sammy din ask me tak e pic show him. usually he will .i even took puicsXD but true though. my hairstyle not a huge major change .no one can rrly tell a huge difference bah. even mum say like nvr cut leh haha
o well. but at least i feel abit more comfy bah.

gosh.. i'll be outta town area soon =/ will miss my colleagues.. haiz. speaking f which.. .ppl mia again. why 20s over alrdy. not like 15 16 teenager leh. why .. i dunno. so.. =/ uncalled for. its. .irreponsible. somemore can block us. haiz. somemroe we quite close together. i even knwo her step sis. sianz. adult alrdy still cant even think properly for the basic of responsibility for ur work =..=
sm say why malay kids are like that one. anyhow like mia. so far i join here... two fullertimers mia. that time newly hired partimers. .two of them .frens. also mia same day=.= childish.
work is not a joke mah. be serious mah. dunno bah. over 20s alrdy still cant think. anyhow mia leaving troubles behind for ppl sianz

mm.. what else.

im so slpy. gonna slp early but bro still playing his dvd movie=.= huu slpy. ytd night shift. 5hrs slp only

kk gonna head outta my room first bah .

oh yea. so funny. v paiseh .country manager say rgm told her i was the hottest model' she'd ever seen. i was like.. waht??...... O.O so paiseh .dunno what else she told me. before theres a phone call. but yea. just.. hot on that night.. somethign like that. ha. v shy la.
but great comments form them nonetheless. so yea .

kk. gd bah

gotta go

mata

A bra's night

so.... went to my rgm apartment.. and .. oh yea. so nice. such cosy apartment..to be living with ur bf.. and got the typo alphabet wooden thigny. tc heatshaped)  J soemthign. his initials. awww.. she put at the window. anwyay, always so nice to come home to a cosy house. even if its small. but wah. so exp. rent 4300 a month. condo its 3500. but she liek it here better cos near to mrt and so. 

anyway, i was modelling fo rthem the bras.. cos i also get a free set haha. and. .yea. luckily nvr received comments of me flat chested. pheww.w..... now i appreciate my bobbies more. XD ;lol. one of them say im actually quite ample for an asian girl. another was shocked to hear my cup size=.=''' so paiseh u know. omg. cos they asked=.= 

and there were sex toys.. .wow. over two hundred plus. anyway the vibrating modes was intense. haha. one of it got bunny ears moving along with a penis look alie thing..twirling ard. lol .everyone was laughing. cos so interesting! 

anyway i changed into bras. .camisole. .corsets. .v sexy looking. soemmore im wiht red lippy so yea. ha. wah.. exp but worth it bah. so pretty. but. playboy still the best. uh huh

mm.. so yea. v funny leh. my sm and asm very open. can talk about making love so easily lol. like. .saying ot one another. jokingly. yea everytime u call me its when im making love with my bf. lol.. omg. i shy also by listening. =.=but htye very good long itme frens so yea

anyway, its been an interesting night. cos i rrly like lingeries mah .

mm.. .so yea. liek that lor. oen of the angmoh.. she ask me where i worked and whats my name.. which outlet.. i duno ne. isit cos she wan offer me a job>? lolll..... but anyway, also met this previous sm . i join shes gone liao. her voice so swt. shes so nice. angmoh. she's 30. and she's married. tai tai. wah.... no need work at lovisa liao lor.. .haha. 

oh yea. i asked her her age. she asked me bakc. she say. i thought you are 18! XD ok thank u. i received alot of compliments that night .phew. maybe ne. for angmohs, they rrly do think asian girls are pretty flat chested.  cos no the first time i heard angmoh say.. ''for an asian girl, your boobies are pretty big''.. .somethign liek that. sorry dunno how to make the sentence sounds right. erm yea. 

supposed to be slping. .but bro still playing game. ow ell=/ 

anyway, rather slpy today at work. 
mm... 
and disliek other ppl bf in store looking at me. rrly dislike. i cant stand it. wanna jsut walk far far away from them. soemmore still can smile at me. maybe cos i caught him looking=.= 
argh. .irritating. 

among the frens and female frens i have, this sm and asm rrly get along well. we hit it off pretyt good. heard they used to have another close fren. but she recently got married. ha. somehow its threesome again huh. though cos of work we hardly can hang out. and htey make last min decisions. =.= so mafan. liek suddenly middle of work ask.. hey wanna go out anot after work =.= ''' 

not a bad thign la. bt im not prepared. ha.

mm.. anyway. at least they're not liek typical female frens u know. like wan look pretty2.. .don wan eat much. so atas.. .etc. not that kind whic is why im comfortable with hanging out with them bah

so cold. in room now

kk mata

true signs or not

my other asm was talking abt bras online etc.. ask me wanna buy anot.. then talk2.. then end up saying. .u think my figure is like yours very good meh.cos she's flatchested maj. oh yea. think we talked abt the size bah. i was shy la. my figure where got v good. =.=
but i take that as a complimented too

tat day i posted.. read this only. 21 signs that he's a great bf. no one i sperfext la. and thats not the 100% accurate post kind read ya know..i think.

then the third one caught my attention. haha 

3. He does not fail to text and call you. Whether they are “good morning” and “good night” messages, or a regular reminder for you to eat your breakfast, dinner and lunch. Also, he texts/calls you even though he is with his friends. It may not be like your usual exchange of texts or length of conversations, but then he will make it a point to update you about how he is.

he used to do it . but then now yea.. ha. sometimes can go days without reply. still do bah. perhaps just not consistent anmore .lifestyle changed bah. o well.  busyness
or thats the so called honeymoon period of relationship ar. but the rest of signs. .well.. i think he's great still .passed bah. ha.
notin too serious . just a post bah..right

ha

dunno accurate anot. but the rest.. kinda forgot liao. the rest think quite ok bah. passed? ha

gtg slp soon.bro still playing game. 

sofa too warm. im back to slping on floor with mat. 

into june alrdy. soon i can see him again 

hold on tight!

mata

ps been trying to eat healthy. more healthy. hope slowly can change my lifestyle bah.
healthy food aint cheap. nor easy to get .but.. ha. ims till lazy to get up for exercise.XD me dislike laaaaa.... haiyo =/ wan slp only lol. and eat XD oopsy. 

surprised compliment

scary.. humans are so.. argh... brr... they ways of.. killing.. .=/ tch.. haiz. dunno bah 

oh. so i had my first accident. .minor one. long story. and im not gonna live it through again bah. but yea. learnt me lesson. gonna be mroe careful in future. 

theres this pub i went that night. then got few women on the stage. think ppl award them money or what. dunno la. but u can tell their face. .certain parts v weird. especially the nose. like they wanna look like jkorean. sharp straight long nose? but its obvious v fake. =/ eee.... kinda creepy though. especially lips and eyelids as well. if ppl underwent surgery, those are the easy ares to spot .cos v fake looking. 

gosh i gotta rush to bed soon 

not my room.stil lin living room so yea=.= 

mm.. oh. haha. was takling abt first impressions with my sm and asm. then my asm say.she thought i was like cute and sha. like.. abit silly(not in a bad way kind of silly. like blur..kinda)..? cos my first day mah .then everything dunno. then like keep asking her. haha .she also say at one point she thought to herself. that i am very pretty. she wonder where did they find me and hire me such a pretty sales assitant .she thought i wasnt local .haha. cos i was pretty and why work in retail .seomthing like that. i was shocked u know. cos we are frens mah. we compliment custoemrs.. etc. but we dont hey u are v pretty leh. u know? we speak of others.but not to ourselves. anyway, then when she said that at one point she think i am very pretty, sm nodded in agreement!! omg. shocker. cos my sm very. .how to say. mature? mm... nah. like. .more of. .serious..cool type of person .so when she agreed, i was like. .wow. thank u to the both of them .was rrly flattered. its so weird bah. having own frens say they think you're very pretty. yea. .rrly not used to it. cos its always. .that custoemr very pretty hor.. etc. 

haha. anyway, true or not, i am flattered. 
so thanks to them. =) 

mm.. k bah gonna go slp i guess. wish i could slp in my aircon room huu

mm.. gonna make some changes today onwards. wish me luck

mata