i noticed that. .by the ned of middle of my 2nd youtube video, eh.. about 3rd video, then the robitic sound andhang will start. sighs. dunno ne , =/ its so irritating
oh. one of this hotel i stayed is amazing. i took some pics cos in case future home who knwos one day hah... i'll get to have it renovate liek this. anyway its jsut an idea.
its a very2 small hotel room yet so high fashion ... the style. .wow. the walls.. black leather.. or plum. its sliding doors. so its liek ..elft side is basin, and right side is iron board, closet. bed right near it.. tv in front of bed. more of mattress actually. the thick type. no bed frame then desk table next to it. table lamp.. chair.. then mnini fridge.. .drawers. .kettle.. toilet its msmall. got the .. what do u call that. the stick that sticks out to spray water and clean ur ass. omg love that hahaha. so useful XD
then opposite is showerroom. bigger abit. but again its just simple design. black... very nice tiles.. .the feel... yea. oh room floor is wooden. not wooden but brown.. gosh forgot whats its called. anyway. lacking only is a kitchen. small one. but imagine how awesoem it is. even if stay alone or two. jsut small space, and its so pack of everythign youll ever need
imagine how awesoem it is to coem home everyday to home swt cosy home .doesnt have to be huge. but yea. its so small like.. a square room yet so big cos of the sliding spaces and all. .oh the sliding doors are mirrors btw. yea big mirrors. just need a small kitchen,or even just have the steamboat type of stove, the small machine stove. then can cook liao. then small fridge. a small backroom .perfect .
its small space, yet the interior desigsn are so. wow. so cook and nice. =) a perfect home. ahh. .how nice. rlry .to come home everyday to this after a hard days work. jsut liek every other home. but mini and smaller version . living aloen or two. cosy desu =) ideal home desu.
im so slpy. wish im in bed now
throat hurts =/ maybe ate too much chips ytd eh huu..
getting sore throat.
have u even had the experience of trying to wipe ur screen, then u screenshot? recently i did it again. thats with msging sammy cos was seeing if he reply.. anyway, had the case of lke in bus or toilet? like. .so paiseh isnt it. so loud the snap pic sound. then wait ppl thought u selfie in bus or toilet =.=
omg
mm.. i think its time fo rme to change screenssaver. somehow no see any gd ones ne. o well
soo oslpy. kk gtg shower soon
mm...
hoep my throat wil be alright by tmr ne
oh!!! almost forgot. pfffttttt this arab man!!!!! OMG. maddening! his wife wore this full black veil head ot toe outfit. only can see the eyes. my fren say should be arab. form dubai etc.. .he have a wife, a daughter, maybe abt 2yrs old. omg. he can chat me up u know!!! bastard righttttttttttt >=( i knew somehting wasnt right when he asked me something .after i greeted them and tell his wife promo. his wife v quiet. then he asked me again . got chair? then he asked me again (different approach times) wheres my aussie lady. my rgm la. i say not here always.he asked me waht time i will work in stores. i say sometimes mrg sometimes night .not al ldays same. after that i KNEW my 6th sense is telling me right .i trust my guts feeling now. after so many irritating encounters.argh .so i pretended to walked away to my colleague and tel lher what happeneed, and pretend im v busy friding thigns
then he sat at the edge of this thngiy .
when i walked past in fron tof him, (i have no choice cos my customer walked that way im serving her. =( . aeach time i walsked past him i felt liek dying arghhhh) .i have a feelign he's watching me. indeed, after they left my colleague say when i walked past, he keep looking at me . omg soooo eewwwyyyy
i know . men can see but they cant touch me. so wahtever, but .in this case. still i feel yucky cos its liek knowing a man is looking at u in a ..eew... another way.. .like. gosh. god knows where he's looking .my front, back, or where. when i think of that, i felt so disgusted by a man like him. gosh. for goodness sake. u have a child and wife! =/= so disgusting. gosh .
just so.. cant stand it.. he still can turn his head and look at me my colleague say. even when im next to him. quite far way serving my cust.
gosh. freaked me out. i knew somethign's wrong from the moment he started talking to me. the way thet speak, eyes contact, body language. i dunno. somehting about those combined, jsut gib me my gut feelings that i should be wary of this man.
*rolled eyes
wahtever bah o well
hope i wont see him again .
fancy hatting up other girls when you've got someone alrdy. shameless. argh .jerk!!!!! not a man. but a downright jerk pfft.
felt so violated form the way he looke dat me. dang. =/ o well. .sighs .waht to do. .
mm.. im not too sure if u can mized med for throat cough / and nose . runny nose.
if doc prescribed, can. but if panaldo, and home cough xyrup. or zryteec. .sometimes i go ahead. sometimes i don dare to .
jaa mata
30 August 2014
lappy error again =/
gosh. my tooth.. abit .. weird. i hope the strange feeling will go away soon=/ not yet book any appointment. so scared =/ huu
ah...=.= great. my lappy . july sammy managed to fix it for me. now its same prob again sighs. =/
watched halfway youtube suddenly hanged with slow laoding and robotic sounds... oh man. isit rrly hard disk prob>? thats what my fren said
me agar2 recalled what sammy did. ..so... rrly hope that'll help. but after restart, still loading v slow. hoep this blog can be uploaded.
oh man. i rrly hope the sublte pain wil lgo away tmr for my tooh =(
so worried. im scared huu...
ah forgot what to blog.
its a boring sat as usual .
but. yea. o well. jus tglad i cleaned up my dressing table
guess i cant uplaod any pics to my fb for now. lazy to do so anyway hahah
oh man. do i rrly nid to get a small lappy? =/
hoep this can be fix
sammy suddenly texted me. .was great to hear form him again
he asked me agagin that quetion .jsu tthat this is in text .if i would say yes if he asked me to marry him
. my answer is the same as before. its positive. =)
we both felts so empty and lost without each other. ..oh well.. only he completes my life .
..
mata
ah...=.= great. my lappy . july sammy managed to fix it for me. now its same prob again sighs. =/
watched halfway youtube suddenly hanged with slow laoding and robotic sounds... oh man. isit rrly hard disk prob>? thats what my fren said
me agar2 recalled what sammy did. ..so... rrly hope that'll help. but after restart, still loading v slow. hoep this blog can be uploaded.
oh man. i rrly hope the sublte pain wil lgo away tmr for my tooh =(
so worried. im scared huu...
ah forgot what to blog.
its a boring sat as usual .
but. yea. o well. jus tglad i cleaned up my dressing table
guess i cant uplaod any pics to my fb for now. lazy to do so anyway hahah
oh man. do i rrly nid to get a small lappy? =/
hoep this can be fix
sammy suddenly texted me. .was great to hear form him again
he asked me agagin that quetion .jsu tthat this is in text .if i would say yes if he asked me to marry him
. my answer is the same as before. its positive. =)
we both felts so empty and lost without each other. ..oh well.. only he completes my life .
..
mata
29 August 2014
few days posts
ok. i'll try to type out everything ive accumulated over the past few days blog
i gotta say though. .so this is how it feels to love ur own body
. erm. yea. cos over scratched my butt the other day ouchie =.= was looking at the mirror. was like. wow. they're just nice size perky. not too big not too small. i dunno .i like them. i also dunno how i get perky butt. well. perky in my own opinion. at least i dun think they sucks
but yea. its nice. and i rrly like it .amazes me lol
im grateful. and thankful. yea. for that butt=.=
ha
its so cold now. raining again. gosh that wind. i wonder if i was in sg
so cold. and these days so cold due to rain, when i slpt on mat, not matttress. its mat. the fan and cold floor makes me shiver. not gd i know. but. i duno. someitmes im prepared to go back into room. but ..then i dunno. perhaps not ready yet
=/so suffered the coldness lor
my fren say her bf left house at 20. he dropped outta school early. he cant stand his mum nagging all day when he's 18 so yea. he moved out. but dunno why even though he's a hair stylist, he still can afford and like to use branded good stuffs. was like. huh .then he no money pay rent etc. eat.. .then shes liek yea he dropped out early and work.
sounded like his mum. well. my fren's bf mum nag at him from early mrg . nag him wake up early etc.
somemore they'r ekoreans .so yea. u know how fierce they are. i dunn owhy she still wanna stick with him. the way he treated her .omg .wanna slap him for her sia.
dunn ola. blow hot and cold. men =.=
he dislike her nagging . cos reminded him iof his mum. dunno how my fren can tahan this man. haiz. o well
love..is blind indeed. only they'll know(how much in love they are) . we can nvr tell .
oh man. my colleague. pinoy and her huubby. now cos of tighten rules, its like. they're 2yrs old baby nid to go back to phi , at elast 3 week or so, then come back sg 3months max .then gotta go back again. cos must have either mum or dad pay of 4k and above. cannot combine .somemore shesfulltiem.
aw.
but i was rrly surprsied. they got married ard. (they are not pr. so no cpf btw) .. age 23? no. think she's 22. somewhere there. so i always htought her hubby is rich. cos he wanted to marry her so early .though he used ot be a playboy. ha. and cos he came to sg and work. so. .was kinda surprised his pay is less than 4k.
i wonder how they survived ne. cos somemore got children now. wow.
thought he's v rich so have child and marry her. but yea.
then again. i know he rrly wanted a family. a child with her. and he married her so she can come over.
well. i guess.. .sometiems u don have to think so much. as long as youre happy. ur wish came true. jsut work hard. and yea. stil lcan be a happy family
=)
just so intereating still bah. the fact that after playboy. he can be so fullheartedly commit to his wife. but someitmes they still fight. and recently she told me. his manly ego. don wan buy toner. ask his wife buy. somemroe my fren niid to work. then come town early jsutt to search fo rhim. haiyo. inconsiderate ne =.=
tired at work alrdy stil lhav to help him search.
just toner mah
=.=
true man buy tampons and pads for their gf in supermarket k . if ppl ssee,, they wont laugh at them. they will only think .wow. what gentleman and how swt he is. at least tats for me.
i will be very wow. liek .so nice. perfect partner . thinking. lucky gf/wifey
or even babys milk powder
told my fren i kena molested. two of them say.. =.= ' '...yea! meaning you're still attractive even though you purposely dress til lso ugly. still got man wanna touch u''. =.=''''(cos i told thenm how i purposely dress up without makeup and all etc)
they meant it in a compliment way la. but.. omg. that nightmare. argh.
looking at the pics.. i almost forgot... yea. it happened before. i like how i am without makeup on.
abit awkward.. btu i do like it still. =) to be able to lov ehow u lok bareface, i think its a good thing. cos makeup can only compliment ur features and looks. enhance it. brings u heaps of confidence. but it cant cover any ugly bitchy personaility at all. atts why even when i see any decent looking girls. be it with or without makeup on, with ugly rude personailities, gosh. i cna roll my eyes. =. =
those sure go for rich handsome ppl ones. =.=
but yea. thats it.
mm... seems liek forever since the last time i upload ay albums in fb. imma do it son. three huge albums coming up. omg. i hoep i can get ti tover with
too much pics. gosh. at least 600. and over. most likely 800 liao abt ther.
gosh
part of the reason why me no blig coa lappy havinh same prob.:(again. Robotic sound. Fren Say wan fix for me. But in the end sammy fixed for me throuhh skype.
Sighs i totally forgot what he asked me to do:((
shall i get new lappy?huuu:(dunno how
kk jaa mata
i gotta say though. .so this is how it feels to love ur own body
. erm. yea. cos over scratched my butt the other day ouchie =.= was looking at the mirror. was like. wow. they're just nice size perky. not too big not too small. i dunno .i like them. i also dunno how i get perky butt. well. perky in my own opinion. at least i dun think they sucks
but yea. its nice. and i rrly like it .amazes me lol
im grateful. and thankful. yea. for that butt=.=
ha
its so cold now. raining again. gosh that wind. i wonder if i was in sg
so cold. and these days so cold due to rain, when i slpt on mat, not matttress. its mat. the fan and cold floor makes me shiver. not gd i know. but. i duno. someitmes im prepared to go back into room. but ..then i dunno. perhaps not ready yet
=/so suffered the coldness lor
my fren say her bf left house at 20. he dropped outta school early. he cant stand his mum nagging all day when he's 18 so yea. he moved out. but dunno why even though he's a hair stylist, he still can afford and like to use branded good stuffs. was like. huh .then he no money pay rent etc. eat.. .then shes liek yea he dropped out early and work.
sounded like his mum. well. my fren's bf mum nag at him from early mrg . nag him wake up early etc.
somemore they'r ekoreans .so yea. u know how fierce they are. i dunn owhy she still wanna stick with him. the way he treated her .omg .wanna slap him for her sia.
dunn ola. blow hot and cold. men =.=
he dislike her nagging . cos reminded him iof his mum. dunno how my fren can tahan this man. haiz. o well
love..is blind indeed. only they'll know(how much in love they are) . we can nvr tell .
oh man. my colleague. pinoy and her huubby. now cos of tighten rules, its like. they're 2yrs old baby nid to go back to phi , at elast 3 week or so, then come back sg 3months max .then gotta go back again. cos must have either mum or dad pay of 4k and above. cannot combine .somemore shesfulltiem.
aw.
but i was rrly surprsied. they got married ard. (they are not pr. so no cpf btw) .. age 23? no. think she's 22. somewhere there. so i always htought her hubby is rich. cos he wanted to marry her so early .though he used ot be a playboy. ha. and cos he came to sg and work. so. .was kinda surprised his pay is less than 4k.
i wonder how they survived ne. cos somemore got children now. wow.
thought he's v rich so have child and marry her. but yea.
then again. i know he rrly wanted a family. a child with her. and he married her so she can come over.
well. i guess.. .sometiems u don have to think so much. as long as youre happy. ur wish came true. jsut work hard. and yea. stil lcan be a happy family
=)
just so intereating still bah. the fact that after playboy. he can be so fullheartedly commit to his wife. but someitmes they still fight. and recently she told me. his manly ego. don wan buy toner. ask his wife buy. somemroe my fren niid to work. then come town early jsutt to search fo rhim. haiyo. inconsiderate ne =.=
tired at work alrdy stil lhav to help him search.
just toner mah
=.=
true man buy tampons and pads for their gf in supermarket k . if ppl ssee,, they wont laugh at them. they will only think .wow. what gentleman and how swt he is. at least tats for me.
i will be very wow. liek .so nice. perfect partner . thinking. lucky gf/wifey
or even babys milk powder
told my fren i kena molested. two of them say.. =.= ' '...yea! meaning you're still attractive even though you purposely dress til lso ugly. still got man wanna touch u''. =.=''''(cos i told thenm how i purposely dress up without makeup and all etc)
they meant it in a compliment way la. but.. omg. that nightmare. argh.
looking at the pics.. i almost forgot... yea. it happened before. i like how i am without makeup on.
abit awkward.. btu i do like it still. =) to be able to lov ehow u lok bareface, i think its a good thing. cos makeup can only compliment ur features and looks. enhance it. brings u heaps of confidence. but it cant cover any ugly bitchy personaility at all. atts why even when i see any decent looking girls. be it with or without makeup on, with ugly rude personailities, gosh. i cna roll my eyes. =. =
those sure go for rich handsome ppl ones. =.=
but yea. thats it.
mm... seems liek forever since the last time i upload ay albums in fb. imma do it son. three huge albums coming up. omg. i hoep i can get ti tover with
too much pics. gosh. at least 600. and over. most likely 800 liao abt ther.
gosh
part of the reason why me no blig coa lappy havinh same prob.:(again. Robotic sound. Fren Say wan fix for me. But in the end sammy fixed for me throuhh skype.
Sighs i totally forgot what he asked me to do:((
shall i get new lappy?huuu:(dunno how
kk jaa mata
28 August 2014
listen . then talk
just squeezed in abit of time to blog
so nice. my frens went bangkok alrdy...
ive complied some stuffs i wanted to blog. but think im in no mood bah. somehow wil ltake time to type. so yea
funny how the ppl u thought will listen to u in details. didnt. turned out that my best fren does a better job than a girl .oh and my colleague whom im not so close with but.. i dunno. she say she rrly adore me =.= cos im so strong. ....erm... well.. waht to do .cry more at store ar. later kena trouble
i didnt talk to alot of ppl la. seriously but thats a gd thing bah .think only 3 ppl ha
no wonde rim so sad all the time
my fren called . turned out he just broke off. stupid la . such nice gf don wan. dunn owhat to say of that baka =.=
but i dun rrly liek contacting guy frens without gf. duno . dun rrly like bah
so was liek fdang he's signle now=./ =
he mentioned. if a guy rrly crazy over u. no matter what he wil lfind ways to contact even if in toilet .haha. sounds funny but true huh
o well
two of them said abt same thing.
dunno wanna talk liao. nid to hit the sack soon
sighs
mata
so nice. my frens went bangkok alrdy...
ive complied some stuffs i wanted to blog. but think im in no mood bah. somehow wil ltake time to type. so yea
funny how the ppl u thought will listen to u in details. didnt. turned out that my best fren does a better job than a girl .oh and my colleague whom im not so close with but.. i dunno. she say she rrly adore me =.= cos im so strong. ....erm... well.. waht to do .cry more at store ar. later kena trouble
i didnt talk to alot of ppl la. seriously but thats a gd thing bah .think only 3 ppl ha
no wonde rim so sad all the time
my fren called . turned out he just broke off. stupid la . such nice gf don wan. dunn owhat to say of that baka =.=
but i dun rrly liek contacting guy frens without gf. duno . dun rrly like bah
so was liek fdang he's signle now=./ =
he mentioned. if a guy rrly crazy over u. no matter what he wil lfind ways to contact even if in toilet .haha. sounds funny but true huh
o well
two of them said abt same thing.
dunno wanna talk liao. nid to hit the sack soon
sighs
mata
25 August 2014
sweetest bumblebee ever. aawwwwww =)
quickie blog cos im running outta time
first time me snapchat vids so many today! 9!Wow. anyway.
yea thats cool hope peeps can see hows uss
anyway.
omg during queue, stupid encounter indians again!=(
my fren say she keep starin at him cos he;s liek keep on standing so close to me .keep on moving towards me .
two tiems he stepped on my foot =.= he even bunped into my fren. 'bumped' argh hate it .
somemore such long waiting time =/
i took a step forward, he did likewise. wth right. so obvious. i tested him. i took 3 steps forward. each time he follwoed me. wth. think he's my bf ar? trying to protect me? or make ppl think we're a couple =.= argh hate those ppl .then got stage performance. three angmohs singing . women .and dancing. wearing the vintage agogo dresses. sooo many indians video and take pics=.= duh
why am i not surprised.
gosh i rrly hate indian men now i know. not all of them are liek that. but im v careful with thos suspicious ones
in store. not indian bah. dunno which country. fren told me. is wife shop v long. he keep looking at my fren up and down. my fren cant tahan go toilet long2. when she returned my other fren say shes angry cos he asked questions and keep staring at her boobs. then she pulled her top up and he looked away. shes's v fat la. so yea. her boobs much bigger.
gosh. god knwos hwo many lecherous men are lusting over our company gals. especially those stupid got gf and wives fellows. argh .sianz
=/
such lowdown jerks
i hate the feelign of ppl staribg or checking me out without me knowing.
cos so scary =/
and creepy thats why i always walk fast2 and don smile. maintained my not approachable face look.
not liek im haolian .but i jsut don wan ppl dis me
yea i knw i mentioned that umpteen times alrdy
today saw this bumble bee. awwwwwwww he's so freaking swt!!=)))
i dunno la. guy or girl
but so swt. it saw me trying to take his pic from side way. ( cos front way is where ppl quque up and take pic with it close shot) long quque i dun want mah. so took from outside sideway
. to my surprised, he turned, and he looked at me! i managed to take a proper front face of him .=) omg. then to my surprised, even when theres ppl alrdy at his front, hteir turn to ake pic, instead of lookign towards their direction, and at the cam, he look towards me! i even took a pic. his bondy and head is facing me .but the ppl in front of him is facing another direction which is the camera direction. wow. rrly swt. im so touched. whoever that was, it made my day =))))
im so grateful. so swt and so nice. ^^
awwwwwwwwwwwwww heart melt!! so wanna go again . ha. but exp =.= abit , but luckily got offer
gotta utilsie my time do other stuffs. jaa mata for now
heaps of pics today gosh .gonna uoload soon i hope. soooooooo many pics yet to be upload! =/
mata
24 August 2014
sexy outfit not my idea nor intention at all =.=
erm.. well.. guess im back
will talk more into details when im ready perhaps
thought couldve cleared up my mind abit but... didnt rrly help =/ so yea... sighs
the thigns i learnt, i passed it on to my bro. ha. liek the hotel thigns sammy taught me. what to do. and i have my own idea ofc. mm.. yea. o well
just .. images of him will be there u see.. .
anywya,
u know its not liek i wanna dress low cut or whatver right. so today i wore a basic casual pink spaghettic top. with blazer. ad somehow the top. and with my bra plus time of month? i dunno. everything somehow i dunno how my boobs so ..big bouncy nad perky today. or ive been eating alot i duno. but yea. its like.. omg. then i wore thisbody necklace. customer say nice. sexy.
i hope shes referring to the chains.
then my fren . like to pat my butt. and shes like. .say my boobs are so .. i forgot the word she used. s something? ...soemthign menaing bat. .sensual..sexy.. alluring?
i duno .she say she wanna pat them. like her hands doing the motions. .u know like.. both hands.. u pat and bounce the basketballs. yup. liek that. =.= so weird. but shes straight la. just that shes straight forward. ha.
i din realized until she said that. i was like. gosh. its like lowcut. and .. sexy? like.. so.. .gosh. i bet thats most bf would love to have that in their bedroom in private =.=
outfits i wear, not sexy also end up ppl say lowcut la ..sexy la.. .etc=.= sianz . not like i want ne
pity blazer .. couldntcover everything. thats why front part middle. .got hole. and my cleveage is so.. like wow today
so weird to say that .but yea. its a gd thign. but. its bad as awell .cos duno if theres any ppl looking. or guys looking when im not noticing. somemore i was wearing a tight skirt.
liek v professional today office kinda wear bah
ha. can be sexy secretary eh =.= jk
cant wait to go uss again with my fren. though need rest. tired and not enuff slp. but yea.. .stil lwanna clear up some stuffs in my head
..
needed to
oh. had i mentioned.. he sent me a quick vid of him munching on crunchy chickne. was nice to see him again. glad he's doing ok bah
o well
anyway
yea. since tues, or mon. tues i think. only last night i slpt more than 6 hrs
gosh.
another colleague of mine. just found out today she broke up with her bf.
same as the other time. i felt upset for her too. both of them so nice. such swt girls.
i told her today. her bday somemore. its the guy stupid. he shld be the one crying cos he lost a treasure.
i asked her not to cry. seems liek shes fine now. but. .well. .we nvr know eh. .cos we're not the ones beside her when shes bathing.. or slping alone at night..
anywya, i was talking to her. and i felt the anger in me. so angry for her. previously i was like thinking. .wow oh how lucky her bf is. to think he can have a gf liek her. so funny. cute swt and nice girl.
i like working with her. though only short while .when i first started.
she decided to go back to school .but then rgm offered her more money so yea she's a manager now .
anyway.
hope she will find a better guy bah. i asked her. .he did something wrong ar.. she jsut say.. yea..
i guessed .. two time her? duno ba
but.. yea. rrly. so wasted. that guy .haiz. but then again i dunno whats going on behind it.. so yea.
in anycase, if he's rrly at fault, well. his lost .may he regert it forever. most of them will wanna come back. but im pretty sure he will. but i hope she wont accept him .well. hoep shes fine bah
kk gtg liao
mata
will talk abt my awayness soon
will talk more into details when im ready perhaps
thought couldve cleared up my mind abit but... didnt rrly help =/ so yea... sighs
the thigns i learnt, i passed it on to my bro. ha. liek the hotel thigns sammy taught me. what to do. and i have my own idea ofc. mm.. yea. o well
just .. images of him will be there u see.. .
anywya,
u know its not liek i wanna dress low cut or whatver right. so today i wore a basic casual pink spaghettic top. with blazer. ad somehow the top. and with my bra plus time of month? i dunno. everything somehow i dunno how my boobs so ..big bouncy nad perky today. or ive been eating alot i duno. but yea. its like.. omg. then i wore thisbody necklace. customer say nice. sexy.
i hope shes referring to the chains.
then my fren . like to pat my butt. and shes like. .say my boobs are so .. i forgot the word she used. s something? ...soemthign menaing bat. .sensual..sexy.. alluring?
i duno .she say she wanna pat them. like her hands doing the motions. .u know like.. both hands.. u pat and bounce the basketballs. yup. liek that. =.= so weird. but shes straight la. just that shes straight forward. ha.
i din realized until she said that. i was like. gosh. its like lowcut. and .. sexy? like.. so.. .gosh. i bet thats most bf would love to have that in their bedroom in private =.=
outfits i wear, not sexy also end up ppl say lowcut la ..sexy la.. .etc=.= sianz . not like i want ne
pity blazer .. couldntcover everything. thats why front part middle. .got hole. and my cleveage is so.. like wow today
so weird to say that .but yea. its a gd thign. but. its bad as awell .cos duno if theres any ppl looking. or guys looking when im not noticing. somemore i was wearing a tight skirt.
liek v professional today office kinda wear bah
ha. can be sexy secretary eh =.= jk
cant wait to go uss again with my fren. though need rest. tired and not enuff slp. but yea.. .stil lwanna clear up some stuffs in my head
..
needed to
oh. had i mentioned.. he sent me a quick vid of him munching on crunchy chickne. was nice to see him again. glad he's doing ok bah
o well
anyway
yea. since tues, or mon. tues i think. only last night i slpt more than 6 hrs
gosh.
another colleague of mine. just found out today she broke up with her bf.
same as the other time. i felt upset for her too. both of them so nice. such swt girls.
i told her today. her bday somemore. its the guy stupid. he shld be the one crying cos he lost a treasure.
i asked her not to cry. seems liek shes fine now. but. .well. .we nvr know eh. .cos we're not the ones beside her when shes bathing.. or slping alone at night..
anywya, i was talking to her. and i felt the anger in me. so angry for her. previously i was like thinking. .wow oh how lucky her bf is. to think he can have a gf liek her. so funny. cute swt and nice girl.
i like working with her. though only short while .when i first started.
she decided to go back to school .but then rgm offered her more money so yea she's a manager now .
anyway.
hope she will find a better guy bah. i asked her. .he did something wrong ar.. she jsut say.. yea..
i guessed .. two time her? duno ba
but.. yea. rrly. so wasted. that guy .haiz. but then again i dunno whats going on behind it.. so yea.
in anycase, if he's rrly at fault, well. his lost .may he regert it forever. most of them will wanna come back. but im pretty sure he will. but i hope she wont accept him .well. hoep shes fine bah
kk gtg liao
mata
will talk abt my awayness soon
21 August 2014
quickie update :(
Just a quick blog. Away at the moment. Got wifi so can use.
i feel terrible:((( kena molested. Stupid indian or malaysian touched my butt. Out of reflex i shouted out loud oi!!! So pissed off. Almost wanna auto refle push him but luckily within a sec i snapped back to myself again. Whole day so scared or indians ard me.
Ok time to slp nlog more when im back
Mata
19 August 2014
long time no see
mm.. slpy .just cant wait to slp my night off.
if only wont get wakey by bro
actuallynothing much to blog i think.. minds pretty empty ..
ohhhhh today so weird. met someone i knew long ago
i started working for atz when i was abt 18? i think
i worked with a coupe of peeps back then. one of them is soooo hilarious. he and another guy hit it off so well liek best fren
anywya. we only texted for sometime. after he quite as hes jsut a parttime for xmas promo. then we only added each other in fb. but nvr tlak at all. no contact. today suddenly saw him at my store. i look. then do my thing. .then. eh. wait so familair. i glanced agai. O.o its him. dunno he still remember me anot out of reflex, i say hi! to him. then so weird. i alwasy knew his name. but at that moment i was like.. your name is....... i was thinking hard* then he say.... i was like oh yea! youre right
i was busy then so yea. not like i wanna chat with him =.=
but so weird. small world indeed .like tht also can see each other again after almost 10yrs haha. he still look abt the same i think
anyway.. haiz.feeling sadly so sad. very troubled =/ dunn othink i got wisdom tooth. not pain but.. .u know the way it grows and all. im not so sure.
and.. i dun feel right. haiz. i dunn ohwo to go about. fren say must go xray at polyclinic.. then if nid to. book surger =( huuuuuu
liek those drama surgery..........
then yea.. .so scared... .v v scary =(((
somemore don think i can tkae one weke off to mc . gonna be so difficult. cos rgm say al no one can take anymroe all booked fo rhte year. baka ne. haiz. so yea. hoepfully by next yr my tooth will not be pain ..yet *glups =( dunno bah. v worried but what to do. see if can organize a appointment firs tbah. ..
saw my fren in hosipital pic getting ready for surgery.. .scary
=/
huu
i cant imagine having ot go through all those =/ duno bah....
se ehwo .. .next month or so=/
huu =( still pa pa desu. sighs
my fren wen tto slp mode and they took out all her four wisdom tooth *glups.. .theres a lwasy a risk to choose to slp through. bt if me duih ofc i will choose the same
thats why my mum did so too
kk. tmr night dunno free to blog anot. gonna get ready adn all .
will be back soon. hoep this getaway for abit can make me feel better
no more al till next year liao haiz. if i knwo i take more leaves this year. so sad right .o well = /
jaa mata
haiz... so this year i only off longest for 8 days =( no more liao. one time only. why oh why din i apply more. how i know will have policy' that ... yea. ppl can tak eone at a time so many staffs. how..
oh yea.
baka desu. shouldntve listen to my stockteam =/ kena trouble for myself yet again
if only .. nvm .lazy to type. over liao .watever. count it as bad timing bah=/
kk m,ata
if only wont get wakey by bro
actuallynothing much to blog i think.. minds pretty empty ..
ohhhhh today so weird. met someone i knew long ago
i started working for atz when i was abt 18? i think
i worked with a coupe of peeps back then. one of them is soooo hilarious. he and another guy hit it off so well liek best fren
anywya. we only texted for sometime. after he quite as hes jsut a parttime for xmas promo. then we only added each other in fb. but nvr tlak at all. no contact. today suddenly saw him at my store. i look. then do my thing. .then. eh. wait so familair. i glanced agai. O.o its him. dunno he still remember me anot out of reflex, i say hi! to him. then so weird. i alwasy knew his name. but at that moment i was like.. your name is....... i was thinking hard* then he say.... i was like oh yea! youre right
i was busy then so yea. not like i wanna chat with him =.=
but so weird. small world indeed .like tht also can see each other again after almost 10yrs haha. he still look abt the same i think
anyway.. haiz.feeling sadly so sad. very troubled =/ dunn othink i got wisdom tooth. not pain but.. .u know the way it grows and all. im not so sure.
and.. i dun feel right. haiz. i dunn ohwo to go about. fren say must go xray at polyclinic.. then if nid to. book surger =( huuuuuu
liek those drama surgery..........
then yea.. .so scared... .v v scary =(((
somemore don think i can tkae one weke off to mc . gonna be so difficult. cos rgm say al no one can take anymroe all booked fo rhte year. baka ne. haiz. so yea. hoepfully by next yr my tooth will not be pain ..yet *glups =( dunno bah. v worried but what to do. see if can organize a appointment firs tbah. ..
saw my fren in hosipital pic getting ready for surgery.. .scary
=/
huu
i cant imagine having ot go through all those =/ duno bah....
se ehwo .. .next month or so=/
huu =( still pa pa desu. sighs
my fren wen tto slp mode and they took out all her four wisdom tooth *glups.. .theres a lwasy a risk to choose to slp through. bt if me duih ofc i will choose the same
thats why my mum did so too
kk. tmr night dunno free to blog anot. gonna get ready adn all .
will be back soon. hoep this getaway for abit can make me feel better
no more al till next year liao haiz. if i knwo i take more leaves this year. so sad right .o well = /
jaa mata
haiz... so this year i only off longest for 8 days =( no more liao. one time only. why oh why din i apply more. how i know will have policy' that ... yea. ppl can tak eone at a time so many staffs. how..
oh yea.
baka desu. shouldntve listen to my stockteam =/ kena trouble for myself yet again
if only .. nvm .lazy to type. over liao .watever. count it as bad timing bah=/
kk m,ata
15 August 2014
sadful day
sighs =( failed again
was pretty determined to make today better . but=///
.. so called mum ask if theres sambal sauce. she say yes. i got home. no there wasnt
=.= an dive bought all other ingredients alrdy. was gonna cry on the spot. sighs
so upset and angry ofc. not her fault. i shouldve remember earlier and check before i left
then cooked jap ramen. bought from jap super market. din know theres two packs in one. they sealed tight into one bunhc. then. .sianz.. .cooked two. in a pot. ended up somehow dunno what happened. its sticky. and i couldnt force myself eat anymroe. so had to throw everything awa .sighs. not cheap u knwo
then end up with cup noodle. jus tmee. then went down bought onion rings. 100pcs. better than nothing.
totally no mood
=/
oh bother.
jus tmaybe.. .next weej wuill end up better
need a break =(
dislike .
wow just realized from 7th aug ive been blogging straight. gues si mustve been pretty stressed out huh o well
that day i blogged in day time. todya also . yea blog early. i usually blog at night. day time only when im off bah. depends
remember my post? recent one.''cant stand some ill mannered women ''
gosh. i dunno whats the world coming to. everydya hav customers like them. =/ shockingly even for those 20s to even 30s .. like. .idnt their school teach them anythign anymore. or their parents. oh yea. parents only nowadsay care how much money they have. send their children overseas. england la. .aust.. america.. .etc.
u jus tfeel liek slapping them. and seein their frens do so, naturally more ppl also wanna do that. well. i overheard conversation of a mum abt how her daughter wanna study overseas. so yea. im sure her daughter aint the only one.
butyea. that was a horrible lunch cos htey talked loud =.=
mata
was pretty determined to make today better . but=///
.. so called mum ask if theres sambal sauce. she say yes. i got home. no there wasnt
=.= an dive bought all other ingredients alrdy. was gonna cry on the spot. sighs
so upset and angry ofc. not her fault. i shouldve remember earlier and check before i left
then cooked jap ramen. bought from jap super market. din know theres two packs in one. they sealed tight into one bunhc. then. .sianz.. .cooked two. in a pot. ended up somehow dunno what happened. its sticky. and i couldnt force myself eat anymroe. so had to throw everything awa .sighs. not cheap u knwo
then end up with cup noodle. jus tmee. then went down bought onion rings. 100pcs. better than nothing.
totally no mood
=/
oh bother.
jus tmaybe.. .next weej wuill end up better
need a break =(
dislike .
wow just realized from 7th aug ive been blogging straight. gues si mustve been pretty stressed out huh o well
that day i blogged in day time. todya also . yea blog early. i usually blog at night. day time only when im off bah. depends
remember my post? recent one.''cant stand some ill mannered women ''
gosh. i dunno whats the world coming to. everydya hav customers like them. =/ shockingly even for those 20s to even 30s .. like. .idnt their school teach them anythign anymore. or their parents. oh yea. parents only nowadsay care how much money they have. send their children overseas. england la. .aust.. america.. .etc.
u jus tfeel liek slapping them. and seein their frens do so, naturally more ppl also wanna do that. well. i overheard conversation of a mum abt how her daughter wanna study overseas. so yea. im sure her daughter aint the only one.
butyea. that was a horrible lunch cos htey talked loud =.=
mata
down on my luck =/
so suey ytd =((((( sighs. kena one crazy gay uncle scolded me and called me cho nu ren. like.. stinky woman in translation i purposely didnt look back at him. cos he's crazy anywy. if i look back its like im taking in his words. then in store kena this girl abit crazy also. walked past me so rude and squeeze her way through
subsequently afew others customers also bump into me in order to walk past i was so pissed.
i keep tellin gmyself forgive the man and the girl. cos the girl is sick. maybe borned crazy
the uncle. maybe cos woman turn him into gay? sohe hate women? anyway in bus i alrdy sense he not happy with me. keep turning his head to see me. then wan come out of seat also purposely do it when its my turn.
haiz. so yea. tell myself forgive them cos i was so furious =((
throughout the day so upset and angry and. .haiz.my woes =/
rea ched home tired alrdy. i don feel like talking to anyone. feel so guilty towards my parents=( sighs. jus tneeded to be alone for abit ...few hours .. o well
so cool .im alwasy happy to chat with japanese. this jap lady . i asked her. certain words. and talked to her in certain words. ha. cos she only know how to speak jap. so i understand a lil; and help her out abit.
mm.. forgot wha tto blog again..
my colleague like to lightly smack my butt u kniow. that girl mia alrdy. this time another girl. woman la. girl sounds so teenage. butyea. =.=
so weird. i dun like to smack other girls bum ne. O.o
colleague told rgm shes losing her motivcation. then she cried abit. gd bah. to speak out. even if i do lose it, i don think i will ever speak out. cos i don let them into my world bah .if htat make any sense at all . everyday is just a smiling day
ohhhhh just found out todya .so poor thign =( rrly ne. robin williams had early stage of parkinsons diease =((( sighs. he doesnt deserve that .rrly .. .=( so poor thing. no wonder plus depression, he decided enuff is enuff =/
haiz. .cant blame him. life.. is a hard long journey
..i wonder if his wife done her best to support him anot. or just don know anything and pretty2 smile at camera buy branded stuffs like typical woman. dunno bah =/
oh. painting dropped twice in diff days. middle of nght . shocked me. and dang .its on my foot again =.=
oh what are the chances eh. bruises ofc
haiz. poor feet of mine
feel like cookign my fav pasta tmr. my mean spicy hot pasta. fav.
nothing beats a home cooked meal
i feel guilt.
=/
and i dunno how to change that
sighs
trying to make thign ard and gd again but thoughts also get swayed ard by
o well ...
jaa
subsequently afew others customers also bump into me in order to walk past i was so pissed.
i keep tellin gmyself forgive the man and the girl. cos the girl is sick. maybe borned crazy
the uncle. maybe cos woman turn him into gay? sohe hate women? anyway in bus i alrdy sense he not happy with me. keep turning his head to see me. then wan come out of seat also purposely do it when its my turn.
haiz. so yea. tell myself forgive them cos i was so furious =((
throughout the day so upset and angry and. .haiz.my woes =/
rea ched home tired alrdy. i don feel like talking to anyone. feel so guilty towards my parents=( sighs. jus tneeded to be alone for abit ...few hours .. o well
so cool .im alwasy happy to chat with japanese. this jap lady . i asked her. certain words. and talked to her in certain words. ha. cos she only know how to speak jap. so i understand a lil; and help her out abit.
mm.. forgot wha tto blog again..
my colleague like to lightly smack my butt u kniow. that girl mia alrdy. this time another girl. woman la. girl sounds so teenage. butyea. =.=
so weird. i dun like to smack other girls bum ne. O.o
colleague told rgm shes losing her motivcation. then she cried abit. gd bah. to speak out. even if i do lose it, i don think i will ever speak out. cos i don let them into my world bah .if htat make any sense at all . everyday is just a smiling day
ohhhhh just found out todya .so poor thign =( rrly ne. robin williams had early stage of parkinsons diease =((( sighs. he doesnt deserve that .rrly .. .=( so poor thing. no wonder plus depression, he decided enuff is enuff =/
haiz. .cant blame him. life.. is a hard long journey
..i wonder if his wife done her best to support him anot. or just don know anything and pretty2 smile at camera buy branded stuffs like typical woman. dunno bah =/
oh. painting dropped twice in diff days. middle of nght . shocked me. and dang .its on my foot again =.=
oh what are the chances eh. bruises ofc
haiz. poor feet of mine
feel like cookign my fav pasta tmr. my mean spicy hot pasta. fav.
nothing beats a home cooked meal
i feel guilt.
=/
and i dunno how to change that
sighs
trying to make thign ard and gd again but thoughts also get swayed ard by
o well ...
jaa
12 August 2014
RIP R.W /thoughts about Death
i dunno him well.. watched only a few of his movie. i know he's a great man. but u know. like id said i dunn ohim well. i like him. but its not wow im a fan of him and i know everythign abt him
but ..having said that... .my heart goes all out to his family... robin williams =( i cried. yea. .it was.. .sighs.. unexpected. he commited sucide. why cant he die peacefully in his wife arms with grandchildren beside him. he dersrerves it
=/
then i read on. his dark personal life. hard to imagine eh =/ but yea.
i thought.. his wife and children will be able to make him happy and all... butstill.. sighs. =/ everybody well loved him =/
life so fragile. .depression.. .sighs. he lost the battle against it =(
he lost to the devil... =(
i was reading on and from what his famous close mates said.. .it slike.. 'Williams’ seemed driven to try to take care of everyone around him but himself.'
''Robin looked after everyone. If only he would have looked after himself,''
''He could make everybody happy but himself.''
when i read this. i was like stunned for abit. cos. thats how i feel..of myself
its always abt everyone else. abt him. but.. i dunno what to do abt myself. what to do for myself
i have the greatest advice for others.. but not formyself. doesnt work on me
i tend to make sure others will feel happier. if not i feel guilty .then ssad( if somehow the decision i made makes me happy) = /
sighs. .
im scared
but nobody could tell behind his dark personal life inside.
another noted.. ..''one never knows the interior of someone elses life'' -john green
i thought he was happy with great wife and children. but. .i guess depression surpassed it all .perhaps. .due to his happy smiling cheery nature, not even his wife know of whats hes been going through or battling with
sighs. rip rw
im sure his life up there will be great. he's such a great man
look at michael j fox. why i like him. becos he's so down to earth. grounded. he married his swtheart fo rsooo many years when he's young. he got parkinson diease . yet he founded this foundation or something. to find cures for ppl like him. to treat this illness. cos fo rnow, no treatment available. he could've gotten depression and die now. but he didnt. difft ppl bah. diff way of thinking. diff lives. .diff childhood.etc. his wife is taller than him i think. pretty too. rrly great man. his wife din left him either. so happy for him
and yea.
cant compare to ppl with ppl .theres strengths and weaknesses in all .
...ha. which remidned. me. .his parents only point at my bad .which i dunno even knwo waht they are.. .
if all ppl are able to open up their eyes and hearts, how ebautiful and wonderful this world wouldve been
i wonder how rw killed himself. ..by pills, strangled or what. though. .sadly. if only he'd left a note behind fo rhis family =( so irreponsible. dunno bah
liek that glee guy also .haiz
anyway. how would u say gdbye to ur love ones ..to ensure they wont overgrief for ur death. someties i wonder. but. .seems liek. .no last note will ever help ..
..haiz.. .
early mrg cried liao .sianz. sad sad day fo rme
=/
ytd keyboard fell onto my foot. so painful alnmost wanna cry. somemore my foot not fleshy ne. its all bones and veins. and now abit swollen and blueblack ofc
then still have to serve cust with smiles. what to do. msut smile everyday. for hte sake of who. customerx. and my job. no. not for rmyself.
to move up a nouth, have to make sure smile is on the face no matter what. thogh they htought im strong, well. .if they think this way. ive succeeded. tears shld be kept at home. nto at wok. though sometimes..its still inevitable
so i was saying the other day. .imma head away for abit.
how scary it is to read news of so many planes crash etc.ppl died etc.
5 cases alrdy within weeks?
then it sliek .ok. don scared myself. then open up news. was liek eyes right on the headlines right away. coach bus crashes down onto mountains or dunno where. ppl died.
was like. .hello .is that a sign. or signs. O.o glups
man. .better don think so much. anyway. death might not be a bad thing after all .
jsut that. the worst part is the ppl you lef tbehind. i will be so upset if i didnt get to say how much i love... u know
u just wanna apologise.. and say i love u. if u didnt get to, and jsut die out of a plane crash etc. then... will u become a wandering ghost?
ligfe is unpredictabel. .o well
k bah. gotta stop here.
took a pill. .so long nvr take that. forgot its causing me slpy.
sharks.
i better onlnie more. prevent slping
shocked.. robin willams birthdate is.. 21st july...
...
u know whats mine..
mata
but ..having said that... .my heart goes all out to his family... robin williams =( i cried. yea. .it was.. .sighs.. unexpected. he commited sucide. why cant he die peacefully in his wife arms with grandchildren beside him. he dersrerves it
=/
then i read on. his dark personal life. hard to imagine eh =/ but yea.
i thought.. his wife and children will be able to make him happy and all... butstill.. sighs. =/ everybody well loved him =/
life so fragile. .depression.. .sighs. he lost the battle against it =(
he lost to the devil... =(
i was reading on and from what his famous close mates said.. .it slike.. 'Williams’ seemed driven to try to take care of everyone around him but himself.'
''Robin looked after everyone. If only he would have looked after himself,''
''He could make everybody happy but himself.''
when i read this. i was like stunned for abit. cos. thats how i feel..of myself
its always abt everyone else. abt him. but.. i dunno what to do abt myself. what to do for myself
i have the greatest advice for others.. but not formyself. doesnt work on me
i tend to make sure others will feel happier. if not i feel guilty .then ssad( if somehow the decision i made makes me happy) = /
sighs. .
im scared
but nobody could tell behind his dark personal life inside.
another noted.. ..''one never knows the interior of someone elses life'' -john green
i thought he was happy with great wife and children. but. .i guess depression surpassed it all .perhaps. .due to his happy smiling cheery nature, not even his wife know of whats hes been going through or battling with
sighs. rip rw
im sure his life up there will be great. he's such a great man
look at michael j fox. why i like him. becos he's so down to earth. grounded. he married his swtheart fo rsooo many years when he's young. he got parkinson diease . yet he founded this foundation or something. to find cures for ppl like him. to treat this illness. cos fo rnow, no treatment available. he could've gotten depression and die now. but he didnt. difft ppl bah. diff way of thinking. diff lives. .diff childhood.etc. his wife is taller than him i think. pretty too. rrly great man. his wife din left him either. so happy for him
and yea.
cant compare to ppl with ppl .theres strengths and weaknesses in all .
...ha. which remidned. me. .his parents only point at my bad .which i dunno even knwo waht they are.. .
if all ppl are able to open up their eyes and hearts, how ebautiful and wonderful this world wouldve been
i wonder how rw killed himself. ..by pills, strangled or what. though. .sadly. if only he'd left a note behind fo rhis family =( so irreponsible. dunno bah
liek that glee guy also .haiz
anyway. how would u say gdbye to ur love ones ..to ensure they wont overgrief for ur death. someties i wonder. but. .seems liek. .no last note will ever help ..
..haiz.. .
early mrg cried liao .sianz. sad sad day fo rme
=/
ytd keyboard fell onto my foot. so painful alnmost wanna cry. somemore my foot not fleshy ne. its all bones and veins. and now abit swollen and blueblack ofc
then still have to serve cust with smiles. what to do. msut smile everyday. for hte sake of who. customerx. and my job. no. not for rmyself.
to move up a nouth, have to make sure smile is on the face no matter what. thogh they htought im strong, well. .if they think this way. ive succeeded. tears shld be kept at home. nto at wok. though sometimes..its still inevitable
so i was saying the other day. .imma head away for abit.
how scary it is to read news of so many planes crash etc.ppl died etc.
5 cases alrdy within weeks?
then it sliek .ok. don scared myself. then open up news. was liek eyes right on the headlines right away. coach bus crashes down onto mountains or dunno where. ppl died.
was like. .hello .is that a sign. or signs. O.o glups
man. .better don think so much. anyway. death might not be a bad thing after all .
jsut that. the worst part is the ppl you lef tbehind. i will be so upset if i didnt get to say how much i love... u know
u just wanna apologise.. and say i love u. if u didnt get to, and jsut die out of a plane crash etc. then... will u become a wandering ghost?
ligfe is unpredictabel. .o well
k bah. gotta stop here.
took a pill. .so long nvr take that. forgot its causing me slpy.
sharks.
i better onlnie more. prevent slping
shocked.. robin willams birthdate is.. 21st july...
...
u know whats mine..
mata
11 August 2014
cant stand some ill-manner women argh
stil notin from him yet.. owe ll
tat night came across this couple .. his bf was chiding her.. that she don even know how to cook, wash dishes, do housework etc.... then it fades off. i was like. .yea.. nowadays a man truly still nid this kind of woman ard. thank god i can do all those. paiseh if a woman cant do those u know. . don have to be a housewife .but.. u know. sa a woman, its the most basic stuffs to know. especially for a family
ha. no wonder. my colleague is pinoy spanish and chinese mixed blood. when she showed me her bro pic, lol. so cute. like so funny she was jumping abit saying handsome right2? ha... thought shes a mum now, yet shes still very young at heart bah in a way. but shes mature too. o well
so maddening. those women. anyhow hang the stuffs in store. even young women. like those with education u can tell de. or those with accent. etc. or fake accent. whatever. like.. hello. youre not typical sg auntie.so why act like one. hang the items properly. its not giant supermarket. so why anyhow put the item. or hang it upside down etc. especially those with fren tyoe.like two women. talk2... put3.... anyhow put. both the same. today so many of them so angry.
argh
just don get it. roll eyes*
whatever ba
uni or school nvr teach them the basics of manners. #$%^&*()(*%$ =.=
pathetic. rrly
especially for those who studied overseas. liek so haolian .so proud. dunno for what.
and their parents too. gosh.
wanna slap them all
so atas
haiz. what to do. in life no one bother to teach them manners / not even in schioool
o well. just pathetic
no wonder many marriage fails too. couldve been the women. =.=
and by women i meant 20-30.or yea jncludes 17-19 yrs old too. not 40s 50s k. so yea .surprise2=.= they have such irritating aunties bad habits too. argh
mata
mata
tat night came across this couple .. his bf was chiding her.. that she don even know how to cook, wash dishes, do housework etc.... then it fades off. i was like. .yea.. nowadays a man truly still nid this kind of woman ard. thank god i can do all those. paiseh if a woman cant do those u know. . don have to be a housewife .but.. u know. sa a woman, its the most basic stuffs to know. especially for a family
ha. no wonder. my colleague is pinoy spanish and chinese mixed blood. when she showed me her bro pic, lol. so cute. like so funny she was jumping abit saying handsome right2? ha... thought shes a mum now, yet shes still very young at heart bah in a way. but shes mature too. o well
so maddening. those women. anyhow hang the stuffs in store. even young women. like those with education u can tell de. or those with accent. etc. or fake accent. whatever. like.. hello. youre not typical sg auntie.so why act like one. hang the items properly. its not giant supermarket. so why anyhow put the item. or hang it upside down etc. especially those with fren tyoe.like two women. talk2... put3.... anyhow put. both the same. today so many of them so angry.
argh
just don get it. roll eyes*
whatever ba
uni or school nvr teach them the basics of manners. #$%^&*()(*%$ =.=
pathetic. rrly
especially for those who studied overseas. liek so haolian .so proud. dunno for what.
and their parents too. gosh.
wanna slap them all
so atas
haiz. what to do. in life no one bother to teach them manners / not even in schioool
o well. just pathetic
no wonder many marriage fails too. couldve been the women. =.=
and by women i meant 20-30.or yea jncludes 17-19 yrs old too. not 40s 50s k. so yea .surprise2=.= they have such irritating aunties bad habits too. argh
mata
mata
10 August 2014
whats wrong with that O.o
i refrained from taking pill tonight
scared not healthy
erm. so this not so close fren of mine aagin c ontacted me. and was sort of complaining abt her bf again . and how her bf meet her only weekend one wkend? or yea. and also pho. yet he still saying he don hav time for himself. despite that he spend his time heaps with her frens.
then recently bought her tifffany and co bracelt. ask her choose. no budget just choose. say she scared choose too exp (he has alot of exp stuffs. so yea. ) then ask him he say let her decide.
i was like. nothing wrong wat. O.o
bf boguht u branded bracelt alrdy happy if thats me. would like him choose . but if he dont, then wat to do. but still a gd thign mah. ppl want also don have .
$280. thought of choosing a 20. but she scared too exp. i understand la. if me also. but i would rather say i pay half or sumtin lor. at least i choose the one i like most.
btu yea. if bf choose that'll be the best.
cos its from him his thoughts and decision.. well.. depends bah i guess.
anyway. dunno why she not happy abt that=.=
don wan give me la the bracelt .
bt dislike msging her. =/ she can msg 16 or 21 msgs at one shot. my phone ring till wanna die
omg
mm... so many things on my bucket list. i dunno which to get first
mmo well
nothing else to say as of now bah ..
life ..happy or not happy. .clock will still be ticking..away...
mata
scared not healthy
erm. so this not so close fren of mine aagin c ontacted me. and was sort of complaining abt her bf again . and how her bf meet her only weekend one wkend? or yea. and also pho. yet he still saying he don hav time for himself. despite that he spend his time heaps with her frens.
then recently bought her tifffany and co bracelt. ask her choose. no budget just choose. say she scared choose too exp (he has alot of exp stuffs. so yea. ) then ask him he say let her decide.
i was like. nothing wrong wat. O.o
bf boguht u branded bracelt alrdy happy if thats me. would like him choose . but if he dont, then wat to do. but still a gd thign mah. ppl want also don have .
$280. thought of choosing a 20. but she scared too exp. i understand la. if me also. but i would rather say i pay half or sumtin lor. at least i choose the one i like most.
btu yea. if bf choose that'll be the best.
cos its from him his thoughts and decision.. well.. depends bah i guess.
anyway. dunno why she not happy abt that=.=
don wan give me la the bracelt .
bt dislike msging her. =/ she can msg 16 or 21 msgs at one shot. my phone ring till wanna die
omg
mm... so many things on my bucket list. i dunno which to get first
mmo well
nothing else to say as of now bah ..
life ..happy or not happy. .clock will still be ticking..away...
mata
09 August 2014
hate bugs still
got home. dunno why feel like crying... =.= then so hungry. but . no food. ate snacks. then eat pill. then tryign to relaz now
sianz. kena few bite marks=( dunno isit bed bugs again or waht=( sighs
finally like slping again . rrly don wish to hate slping again =/
mm.. slpy .
catn wait to slp but need to check for bugs.
just wish one day i can slp in my rooom again. with aircon and all. haiz =( rrly sianz
so wanna live away
sighs stupid bugs wanna ruin my night =/
hopefully tonight will be fine bah =/
so nice. my colleague going to syd stay one month .her aunt is there so yea .since she studied there for a few yrs. so nice s.she can see her bf again
oo well
lucky girl
haiz. k bah. gtg
jaa
sianz. kena few bite marks=( dunno isit bed bugs again or waht=( sighs
finally like slping again . rrly don wish to hate slping again =/
mm.. slpy .
catn wait to slp but need to check for bugs.
just wish one day i can slp in my rooom again. with aircon and all. haiz =( rrly sianz
so wanna live away
sighs stupid bugs wanna ruin my night =/
hopefully tonight will be fine bah =/
so nice. my colleague going to syd stay one month .her aunt is there so yea .since she studied there for a few yrs. so nice s.she can see her bf again
oo well
lucky girl
haiz. k bah. gtg
jaa
08 August 2014
teary gdbye
cried to slp, and woke up crying.. o well
anyway,
my fan is like.. damaged right now. badly =/
omg i dunnowhy
the whole thng cracked. and its brokened into half wth .thank goodness im not injured. phew
thast so weird
im ... heading away for days in sometime soon
i think. thats gd in a way.. cos.. i can clear my head and feelings...etc
yea... this opporturnity came in a righ way i guess...
just..rrly need to clear my mindoff everything...
needed to claer my thoughts ands all so yea.. i'll be away. and i'll blog again when im back k
i cant stop crying... perhaps due to my period comign as awell..? o well
heartache2
but i think ne.. once this is over. everything shld be over too
i just need to wait abit more.get through tear period hao well
and no dont tell me to be strong cosim not. so dont. im so sick of hearing ppl say im strong. or ask to stay strong. gth
i don nid that
i hate the feeling of heartache
i rrly do
forgot waht i nid to blog again o well nvm
jaa mata
dang.why oh why store openign alwasy delay. forever all stores delay
anyway,
my fan is like.. damaged right now. badly =/
omg i dunnowhy
the whole thng cracked. and its brokened into half wth .thank goodness im not injured. phew
thast so weird
im ... heading away for days in sometime soon
i think. thats gd in a way.. cos.. i can clear my head and feelings...etc
yea... this opporturnity came in a righ way i guess...
just..rrly need to clear my mindoff everything...
needed to claer my thoughts ands all so yea.. i'll be away. and i'll blog again when im back k
i cant stop crying... perhaps due to my period comign as awell..? o well
heartache2
but i think ne.. once this is over. everything shld be over too
i just need to wait abit more.get through tear period hao well
and no dont tell me to be strong cosim not. so dont. im so sick of hearing ppl say im strong. or ask to stay strong. gth
i don nid that
i hate the feeling of heartache
i rrly do
forgot waht i nid to blog again o well nvm
jaa mata
dang.why oh why store openign alwasy delay. forever all stores delay
07 August 2014
frustrating days
still cries.. here and then.. almost every night.. at home.. so wish im living out alone.. .
u know that other day.. i was down again..and i looked terrible. the worst yet. and this cusotmer. she complimented me. i was surprised. cos. when u looked ur worst. , and ppl complimented on the way u look, pretty etc, thats so like. huge.
i was on the other hand. kinda guilty. cos its like. .hello. that wasnt my best after all. but she actually from her heart say that to me. so yea. im grateful
mm.. its like. .i have other things importnat to say dunno why i forgot
oh. one. i found snapchat can actually post video for 24hrs. yea just found out=.= quite interesting . but.. notin much to post anyway =.=
rgm bf alrdy moved to sg. so nice eh. but sometimes he travels to manila for work. etc.
but still nice. cos they living together.
.. so envy
...guess..thats how that feels like for him too huh
mm.. one more... forgot liao. haiz. watever bah. somehow it will come back to my memory
my colleague jsut brokw up not too long ago. now got guy texting her in twitter she say. then meeting up on sat. ha. so nice.
wish her luck bah
she seems happy
..
so frustrated with this freaking machine i bought . dang exp. use half a time now broke down. sighs. very suey ne.
=/
everything isnt going right.
money wasted liao
dunno what to do with the machine. to throw or wat. keep it in my rrom like its rubbish. sighs
sianz
o well
finding it difficult to smile
jaa
u know that other day.. i was down again..and i looked terrible. the worst yet. and this cusotmer. she complimented me. i was surprised. cos. when u looked ur worst. , and ppl complimented on the way u look, pretty etc, thats so like. huge.
i was on the other hand. kinda guilty. cos its like. .hello. that wasnt my best after all. but she actually from her heart say that to me. so yea. im grateful
mm.. its like. .i have other things importnat to say dunno why i forgot
oh. one. i found snapchat can actually post video for 24hrs. yea just found out=.= quite interesting . but.. notin much to post anyway =.=
rgm bf alrdy moved to sg. so nice eh. but sometimes he travels to manila for work. etc.
but still nice. cos they living together.
.. so envy
...guess..thats how that feels like for him too huh
mm.. one more... forgot liao. haiz. watever bah. somehow it will come back to my memory
my colleague jsut brokw up not too long ago. now got guy texting her in twitter she say. then meeting up on sat. ha. so nice.
wish her luck bah
she seems happy
..
so frustrated with this freaking machine i bought . dang exp. use half a time now broke down. sighs. very suey ne.
=/
everything isnt going right.
money wasted liao
dunno what to do with the machine. to throw or wat. keep it in my rrom like its rubbish. sighs
sianz
o well
finding it difficult to smile
jaa
05 August 2014
bad month
been down on my luck lately .many bad thigns happened =( sighs
so slpy
throat still coughing.. slowly will get well soon bah
haiz. world been upside down
just dunno how to handle
took pill again last night. nid to relax more
think im taking again tonight
cant wait to slp. but dunno bro gonna play dvd anot=/
so slpy
yay. asm and i are excited that rgm going to syd for a week or so. ha.
yea less stress when shes ard
anyway.
have quite alot in my bucket list. hopefully will get them by next month? o well see how ba
wish to have my holiday soon
hoope can slp early tonight
o well
and hope all bad thign swill go away
what bad month for me. cos of my bday ar
dunno. stupid month. o well
=/
jaa mata
so slpy
throat still coughing.. slowly will get well soon bah
haiz. world been upside down
just dunno how to handle
took pill again last night. nid to relax more
think im taking again tonight
cant wait to slp. but dunno bro gonna play dvd anot=/
so slpy
yay. asm and i are excited that rgm going to syd for a week or so. ha.
yea less stress when shes ard
anyway.
have quite alot in my bucket list. hopefully will get them by next month? o well see how ba
wish to have my holiday soon
hoope can slp early tonight
o well
and hope all bad thign swill go away
what bad month for me. cos of my bday ar
dunno. stupid month. o well
=/
jaa mata
02 August 2014
ippudo in sg omg so excited!!
o well. .still kinda a crappy day for em somehow..
just a quick note. wow. the bes tramen ive ever tasted as far as i can remember, is ippudo . sammy brought me there when iw as in syd recently. and omg. so greta .so absolutely great the ramen. everyhing is perfect. soup ramen and. .omg. yu,m. today found the dipping spicy kinda sauce at jap supermarket. ippudo. i was liek .hey. why so familiar. tht scauce i'd wanted to get right before when i went to syd. so iw ent back today. i sw it and wad liek. .mm.. .sounds familiar.. then realized.. .it could be the restaurant i like!
so i chekced. up indeed it was. and yea. .wow. oh wow. sg hav that ippudo. omg. .... if possible, immahead htere for dinenr tmr. see hwo ba. scared wkend alot of ppl. but. omg. i thought i'll nvr get to taste it again. sobx. so ncie. so glad to knwo that its in sg!!!!!
hopefully the quality is as gd as there
my colleague asek me .wasit the ramen thats sp gd. or was it befos of my bf is ther( the company) thats why its so gd. ha
and yea. .i rrly cant wait to try the sauce.
the spicy sauce i bought.
still feeling sad .. tot will be ok.. but o well.. not rrly
haiz
anway, im looking forward to eat a i[[udo again. im a huge fan of ramen. ramen is the best thign ever. and the soup omg. .shoyu... spicy miso.. i like shoyu better.. if only theres spicy shoyu. omg. wouldve been perfect.
i wonder if that special spicy bowl is available in sg or not mm... cos that time when i wann eat, its sold out.
so yea
anwyy ,i cant wait. yea.. so.. probably tmr i'll check it out. se ehow ba. bet will hav heaps of ppl =.= sg mah. plus wk end.
o well
anyway, ye. rrly cant wait . hoep that it the same if not better quality. wee
haiz. still not happy..
still not use to not msging him..
..wonder how long thats gonna last for. .cant even emai:l? .. haiz. i duno ba owell
jaa mata
just a quick note. wow. the bes tramen ive ever tasted as far as i can remember, is ippudo . sammy brought me there when iw as in syd recently. and omg. so greta .so absolutely great the ramen. everyhing is perfect. soup ramen and. .omg. yu,m. today found the dipping spicy kinda sauce at jap supermarket. ippudo. i was liek .hey. why so familiar. tht scauce i'd wanted to get right before when i went to syd. so iw ent back today. i sw it and wad liek. .mm.. .sounds familiar.. then realized.. .it could be the restaurant i like!
so i chekced. up indeed it was. and yea. .wow. oh wow. sg hav that ippudo. omg. .... if possible, immahead htere for dinenr tmr. see hwo ba. scared wkend alot of ppl. but. omg. i thought i'll nvr get to taste it again. sobx. so ncie. so glad to knwo that its in sg!!!!!
hopefully the quality is as gd as there
my colleague asek me .wasit the ramen thats sp gd. or was it befos of my bf is ther( the company) thats why its so gd. ha
and yea. .i rrly cant wait to try the sauce.
the spicy sauce i bought.
still feeling sad .. tot will be ok.. but o well.. not rrly
haiz
anway, im looking forward to eat a i[[udo again. im a huge fan of ramen. ramen is the best thign ever. and the soup omg. .shoyu... spicy miso.. i like shoyu better.. if only theres spicy shoyu. omg. wouldve been perfect.
i wonder if that special spicy bowl is available in sg or not mm... cos that time when i wann eat, its sold out.
so yea
anwyy ,i cant wait. yea.. so.. probably tmr i'll check it out. se ehow ba. bet will hav heaps of ppl =.= sg mah. plus wk end.
o well
anyway, ye. rrly cant wait . hoep that it the same if not better quality. wee
haiz. still not happy..
still not use to not msging him..
..wonder how long thats gonna last for. .cant even emai:l? .. haiz. i duno ba owell
jaa mata
01 August 2014
creepy ppl this time round
i dunno. u tell me. compliment or what. =.=
ok .so. early mrg. this man .indian or malay i dunno .was like turning his head. i was like. ok. he's blocking ppl...and he dunno where's he's heading.. .then.. he got up on escalator. .still ooking back... was like. wats wrong with him. looking at me? maybe im wrong. skalia when he rch up first, he turned his head again! and serves him right cos he almost tripped!!! irritating. look somemore la =.=
argh. so hateful .somemore can look for so many times. wth.im an animal or alien isit
this stylish auntie always look for me de. erm. shes' in her.. i dunno. 40s? i dunno
but she was looking at me and gave me compliments. i was rrly3 shy. she say.. im really pretty and sweet. aznd have a nice body( figure) she rrly envies me. and wish she could be like me.
i waslike. .whoa. thank u. im shy. but.. .yea.. ok. thats a ncie compliment coming from a woman. erm yea. .well ..erm thanks.. i guess
my colleagu mentioned anting to intro her bro to me. then today my sm say her bf wanna intro me his fren 30s over policeman very honest de. i was like hell no. and she knew i'll object. ha.
she say her bf fren walked past the other day. and saw me. say i am very pretty. but he's a married man .
i dunno how or when did that happened, but lie i'd said. i find that absolutely creepy with ppl looking at me and thinking oh watever.
its yea. just. .kinda creepy to me. even though thats supposed to be a compliment. but yea. i don rrly are abt that
guys. .they're eyes are always watching huh?
so hard to find decent guys whose eyes will only stay on their gf
even my sm bf i also tend not to stand close to him whenever he visit. he's very frenly .and i don wanna giv my sm or risk any bad ideas. so yea .
well ..thansk for the compliments. .but. watever. i don rrly care much anyway.
just fin dit mostly creepy
yea
tats why all the more disliek headin gout alone
o wlle .
haiz
deep down. .stil lsad bah. can nvr get toaly heal fast de. owe ll
and still ppl ask me to stay strong. dislike desu
reminded me of boa's words. she s a judge. she once broke down. and say..she hate it whenever ppl always tel lher. u can do it. no problem for u. becos youre boa. you're boa. thats why u can do it for sure.etc... becos.. you're boa.
she say she hated that even though thats a compliment. and pushes her to do well
well. .for her age..she started out so young and away to foreign country.. i understand. .rrly tough for her=/
but.. there'll be certain thigns. .or words. .that.. even though its compliments. .or encouraging words.. .someitmes. ..not everyone will love it. in fact, they'll hate it. and feels weigh down by it.
u nvr know if youre putting stress on ppl
o well
haiz. k bah
gtg.
another day passed..
wish me luck
throat stil lhurts
din tel lsm wanted leave early cos still sick .
ha. she asked me go back 20misn early cos jsut found out from the stock girl say i poor damn thing
'
cos mrg she saw how sick i am
so yea. but din expect her to menton to my sm
been sick since wed. but sm thought just running nose. well ..smalll thing can turn into big problem mah
at least my senses are returning. ytd totally no tsaste no smell. at all =. =
so yea.
though throat and voice. .nid to get them back ocmpletely ne
o well
mata
ok .so. early mrg. this man .indian or malay i dunno .was like turning his head. i was like. ok. he's blocking ppl...and he dunno where's he's heading.. .then.. he got up on escalator. .still ooking back... was like. wats wrong with him. looking at me? maybe im wrong. skalia when he rch up first, he turned his head again! and serves him right cos he almost tripped!!! irritating. look somemore la =.=
argh. so hateful .somemore can look for so many times. wth.im an animal or alien isit
this stylish auntie always look for me de. erm. shes' in her.. i dunno. 40s? i dunno
but she was looking at me and gave me compliments. i was rrly3 shy. she say.. im really pretty and sweet. aznd have a nice body( figure) she rrly envies me. and wish she could be like me.
i waslike. .whoa. thank u. im shy. but.. .yea.. ok. thats a ncie compliment coming from a woman. erm yea. .well ..erm thanks.. i guess
my colleagu mentioned anting to intro her bro to me. then today my sm say her bf wanna intro me his fren 30s over policeman very honest de. i was like hell no. and she knew i'll object. ha.
she say her bf fren walked past the other day. and saw me. say i am very pretty. but he's a married man .
i dunno how or when did that happened, but lie i'd said. i find that absolutely creepy with ppl looking at me and thinking oh watever.
its yea. just. .kinda creepy to me. even though thats supposed to be a compliment. but yea. i don rrly are abt that
guys. .they're eyes are always watching huh?
so hard to find decent guys whose eyes will only stay on their gf
even my sm bf i also tend not to stand close to him whenever he visit. he's very frenly .and i don wanna giv my sm or risk any bad ideas. so yea .
well ..thansk for the compliments. .but. watever. i don rrly care much anyway.
just fin dit mostly creepy
yea
tats why all the more disliek headin gout alone
o wlle .
haiz
deep down. .stil lsad bah. can nvr get toaly heal fast de. owe ll
and still ppl ask me to stay strong. dislike desu
reminded me of boa's words. she s a judge. she once broke down. and say..she hate it whenever ppl always tel lher. u can do it. no problem for u. becos youre boa. you're boa. thats why u can do it for sure.etc... becos.. you're boa.
she say she hated that even though thats a compliment. and pushes her to do well
well. .for her age..she started out so young and away to foreign country.. i understand. .rrly tough for her=/
but.. there'll be certain thigns. .or words. .that.. even though its compliments. .or encouraging words.. .someitmes. ..not everyone will love it. in fact, they'll hate it. and feels weigh down by it.
u nvr know if youre putting stress on ppl
o well
haiz. k bah
gtg.
another day passed..
wish me luck
throat stil lhurts
din tel lsm wanted leave early cos still sick .
ha. she asked me go back 20misn early cos jsut found out from the stock girl say i poor damn thing
'
cos mrg she saw how sick i am
so yea. but din expect her to menton to my sm
been sick since wed. but sm thought just running nose. well ..smalll thing can turn into big problem mah
at least my senses are returning. ytd totally no tsaste no smell. at all =. =
so yea.
though throat and voice. .nid to get them back ocmpletely ne
o well
mata
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