like my waves

gosh. nearly cant blog again.
internet so slow! soemtimes really cantstand it. =/ o well

mm.... sighs. .busy sia. very tired. been so sleepy too. tonight yet again, i fell aslp in the living room. on the carpet floor... soo slpy. zzzzzzz missed out the endings for 2 movies. =.= dots

oh u know waht. great news. i can collect my passport this week!! woo hoo!!~ and then imma be able to check out the airline tickets soon =D omg. so excited. but... sighs.. another job to do=.=..... look for tix. haiz. must call3 again... must dconfirm which date i wanna go... what time i need to reach there.. .omg.haiz. so wanna meet yanika.. but =/ ,,, i dunno man...
haiyo. my internet keep gettigg dc=.=

oh .my hairstylist say i have abit of natural curls. or waves.. looks nice. at first i didnt think much of it. then today my colleague asked if i perm my hair. ha.. i said no. she said cos my hhair looks abit wavy. .like that very natural. .very nice =)
hehe. i like that. natural eh. =) nice. ^^
i like abit of wavy myself. so yup. =) i like her comment.

so yup. busy. .public holiday somemroe .can die sia. haiz=/ tch.. hopefully tmr will be fine ba.
i wonder what should i do for this coming weekend.. mmm.... =.=
haiz. last sat was sooo boring! only good thing was that sammy was there for me to msg with. otherwise i couldve flied into a rage... cos was so bored. and no mood wanna do anythign else=/

haiyo very late alreyad. imma hurry blog dry hair, sketch and go slp. zzz slpy sia. and tired=/

jaa mata

Awaiting for my holiday...

ok. lets forget about the unhappy stuffs..

today am soooo tired= / super tired.... sighs... had a long sleep.. gosh.. i couldnt even recall getting up and reply my msgs... and i thought it could wake me up, but it didnt. wow. i was that tired. dots... deep deep slp i am in .
mm.. i am sleepy... so far.. .. dunno ba.
haiz.............
i really cant wait to get my hands on tickets... seriously... haiz...
o hyea. i am so sleepy now as well.
tmr.. dunno wanna do waht ne.. .haiz. think i might know.. but. .see how ba.
oh.. .dunno what time must get up for the voting... o well.
just get it over with ba. troublesome ne. =.=
oh , somehting to share here. recently it came to my liking of this new lingerie store.. and guess waht. its in australiaaa!!! woo hoo! meaning? well, if i go sydney, its gonna be there too. not sure if imma get anything or not. could be very expensive.. but yea. one more store to my list! and i cant wait =) cheers
mm.. not sure what else to say..
well then

jaa mata

=( =/

... =/ been a really bad bad bad day for me.. ... sighs. thought of not blogging todya.. cos.. .either internet slowwwww, cannot load at all, or too tire dn slpy.. no itme.. or like now.. too much bad news. =( sighs.. too many bad thigns. .resulted of.. me not willing to blog it down. i do not wanna get reminded of those .. sighs =. btut it wont go away =/
so frustrated. .sighs...
why didnt  the previous managers do that to set a good example for me before? i wouldnt done the same as them.. not even yanika... sighs..
k.. im not gonna blog any of those down. im down enough.. i have no idea where i am.. =/ so yea... i hope somehow i can pull myself together.
sigshs.. been such bad day =( no. its bad dayssssssss

sighs...
don wanna blog about bad suffs, not, not even good stuffs. k ba.. in the case i better save n go. nothign to blog liao.sighs.. sad n frowning to teh max=(

jaa

Only happy moments of the day..

haiz.... =/ haiz....... there's this drama.. gosh.. their wors.. like.. exactly of what i'd say.. like whast the female character would sy when she heartbreak.. or waht the guy would say...

today he said to the girl ..if it wasnt for you, a person like me wouldnt even know im able to love someone like this..  and even have a chile with together..
omg. that was such a touching scene. sighs... so sad=( always cry whenever i watch the show. =/ reminded me so much of our love story. haiz.. =/
sighs...............................
especially words he said before.. or smiliar words he said before...
it was great though.. today i heard his voice. it was so great. ... thought just a voice yet.. mean so mcuh.. ..dunno what to say ba...
just wish.. couldve have more time..

but yea.. sometimes can be nervous n too sudden.. overwhelmed.. dunno what to say.. but.. glad tonight i was quite fine i thin. ha. though stil lsurprosed. .but yea.. =)

haiz. if only things doesnt have to be so complicated.. ..
gosh... how amny year has he been gone? ... 2? or more.. not sure.. 3 years and a half since i know him now.. soon will be 4 years.. so fast eh.

oh. today i decide to go trim my fringe. so yea. just a little. but. .well., not that irritating anymore. its ok ba. though shorter, but its gonna grow back soon i hope.. yup. and i'll have my old hairstyle back again. mm.. yea. i didnt hate it too much. so okok ba
 today.. dunno.. still didnt feel that well.. =/ i hope tmr will be fine. ...sighs..
jaa mata

Sad morning suey day

mm... so suey =/ ... sighs.......... feel so down.. but i try not to let that bother me... =/ haiz.... my staff forgot to lock the door.... store door... wth.... sighs.. i dunno what to say ba, so =/,,, yea...
o well...

tch. anyway........ .....
well at least that took my mind off something. was like keep on thinking whether i should cut my fringe anot. cos abit irritated ba..
haiz. sianz.
=( wonder what i should do to keep my mind off that matter...
sighs

go out? sighs. .perhaps i should eh.. =/ i just need a wind off right now. =( haiz.. so sianz.... really.. ...
haiz. where to go sia. without tiring myself out too much... .... or just stay at home and feel sulky,, =/
sianz. .seriously. me not enough slp to. slpt too late... so yea
tch.. runny nose abit too

haiz. .suddenly so sad =( sianz. .wish have someone to go out with now. haiz,.... o well

jaa mata

cant even talk. argh!!!!

haiz.... =( off days also cannot talk much.. sianz..... always like that ba.. o well

don talk about that ba.. anywya, ok. i finally settled my id photo!! now, im waiting for the notification card, after which i can officially collect my new passport, and u knwo what that means!! holiday time!! i am alreyad lagging behind=( i dont even dare look at hte prices now of the tickets. huu.... but yea... as soon as i get my passport, imma start to look at the tix and purchase... hotel... i don know if ... mm... ssee how ba. rather settle tix first.. then yea.. hotel slowly find. .hope wil lhave ba. glups.. .later ledt with only the expensive ones..dieT_T anyway yea. very tiht budget now. but nonetheless, will try my best to save ba. the most i just eat nothing but instant cup noodles. hey, its nice to try instant noodles in aurtralia k. hahaha.
but yea. i don mind one bit. shopping is more important than eating. somemore the food there.. haiz.. so expensive and serisouly, not nice. ok. .acouple of it are good.. but yea. .not worth the money =/
anyway................ yup.
further details about that wil llet you guys know. wee

haiyo.. sianz. .tmr my fun colleagues not working ne... =/ nvm. sunday.. haiz. yea. .sunday ba. wonder if they miss me now. haha

today.. omg. finally! i did not auto wakey too early. guess im too slpy n tired out. yea. .ytd worse.. =/ glad today had enough rest nba

huuuuuu saw online this lingerie set =( sooooo super pretty n sexy looking. but no online shop. no stores in singapore. OMG. huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu T_T sooooo wasted!!!!!!!! =( huuuu... very3 unique looking u know!! sad sia.. so wasted.
haiz... too bad ba. but never say never. nowadasy sooo many overseas stores chooses to open in sg. so yea. i hope that is included as well. thats one of the gd thign in sg ba. u don have to travel so far to get soemthing from ur fav store. most of all, no shipment fee needed! wee

haiyo. .my internet so slow nowadays=/ haiz... irritating!!

oh yea. i hate my id phtoo the way it turned out. omg. imma so hate my passport... huuu ... but o well... waht to do...

gosh there goes again. .internet super slopw =/

sianz... huu

sianZ..today so bored. at least ytd stil lget to go out. haiz....
=( sad

jaa mata

Nice Colleague

boo hoo.... =/ sighs.. one of my fav colleague to work with is heading off.. HUU... .sadddddd.... =( waht to do. .sighs.. i hope the new batch of staffs will be good... =/ sad sia.. had laughter and all.. haiz...
... haiz......................
anyway, today i saw this thingy. its gotta do with erm.. making love? .. dots. .yea. it was place next to the deo for underarms section. i pick that up, and guess waht. yea its that hting. OMG. i was like.. oh shit! my expression and all must've been hilarious.. seriously. .omg.. lthank god no one was beside me!!! phewwww..... omg... so funny... i recalled my expressino, and wanna laugh alreayd. dots.. hahah.o well...
sighs. .watch my fav drama.. so sad the story=/ haiz.. the main character reminded me of him. .so yea.. more sad desu. .easily upset.. and heartfelt too.
sighs... sad sia....
i cant wait to watch the last episode... huu...... so sad T_T
o well........... but yea.. i cant wait for the happy ending!
weird.. .i thought ytd i wanted to blog something. .but too slpy.. so never.. waht was it huh...
mmm=.=
forgot.. haiyo
today so funny. haha... omg. i wanna laugh sia. my staff. today came a new staff. i called him the brother of my colleague. my colleague, say that fellow, is my bf . omggggg i wanan die liao. touch wood sia!!
ok. heres what happened. oh yea.. now i recalled! i think i'd wanted to blog about this ytd? i totally forgot all about it. anywya, yea.. so this new staff.. .after floor trial., he returned back to store and bought this iphone case. then my... wait. had i blog this before? geez.. pardon me. .i could not remmeber a thing.
anyway, yea.. and thats how my colleague starts to joke about him wooing me with iphone. oh god... =.= thats how this brother joke i gave my colleague too. the way they walk.. about the same . not relaly .but well, yea..  ha. omg. i cant imagine if put 2 of them work together on the same day with me.... gonna be crazy siaaa.. -_- glups...
anywya, today tried new thingy.. yay. mm... yup. i relaly cant wait to learn more.
my reg manager tells me todya... you cannot COMPARE yourself with the other managers... because at your outlet, its very fast pace. you have to be quick, think fast act fast.. veyr fast pace all the time.. he said somethign like that.. while snapping his fingers. =.= so yea... was that a good or bad thing>? im not that sure.. but yea. ..o well.
im not comparing.. but. what he meant by that sia? O.o good or bad? i wonder... meaning hwat? if i be a manager at changi, its ok la? huh? i dont get it. O.o anywya, i have more things to do ahead. learn to interview pl, do review performance with team members, (which im looking forward to ;) ) and... yea.
today i learnt about briefing through contract with staffs. he didnt teach or anythign. .just that i looked through. .and observe and stuff. but yea. its good.
and its nice when u have colleagues who wants you to work on the day they are working. .before i leave, my staff was like asking me why leave at 6.. stay till 7 la.. and asked if tmr im working anot... i couldnt bear to say no. .so yea.. asked twice, but i wa slike. .err...ooonoooo... softly. dont think my words could be heard though. ha. but yea. .... its nice indeed... o well. =)
but ppl come and go.. so yea.. haiz.
ok. imma try to settle my passport by this week. huuu.... ognna save hard liao. sobx .. T_T no money... must save more.. haiz. *pouts... theres hotel. .plane tickets.. .and spendings... huu.... ook. wil ldo my best!!!
last part of day wasnt too bad. ha. so funny la.
jaa mata ashita ne!
-see.. he's a devil.. his brother ar.., i tell you, an angel-
jk.

Mind is blank

mm.... duno what to write today.. busy ba. kinda in a way.. somehow i also dunno how the hours passed by so fast.. like.. dododod.. find work to do. .then yea.... time over liao...
mm..... oh yea. i like my new cam alot. hehe. my frens like it too.  mm.. geez.. i really have nothing to say today.

haiz... i just hope all the chinese staffs can work... .we are in need of ppl right now =/ huu....
my hari raya busted again ba =/ always like that. waht to do. .sales job this line.. so many malays=.= '' haiz..
omg. im kinda worried though. .about the review thingy. see.. .my manager is new, and i know better than what to ask for sure. so like. .. i dunno man. to entrust my review form to her is so weird. hope she will hurry email to tayissa or something.
haiz
k ba. gonna stop here now. im not gonna have enough slp.. sighses. what to do
jaa mata

A life you wish for, go for it

haiyo... my mum tell me don wear too revealing clothes at night... if go out with bro or frens, still ok.. but at night don.. dangerous.. mm.. well... guess so. but yea.. anywya i found a wear to wear out my corset! some clothes are translucent. so yup. hehe .can put them to good use liao.
but of course, i know what she's saying..

wow. busy doing review form thingy... gotta submit. .serisouly i have no faith of what or how my manager is going to conduct this thing. wonder if thats all gonna be push to me again or waht. duno why .. ..haiz.. =/ anwyaym , my colleague was like saying why not i become manager instead.. she thinks i do more than her.
but.. well... i like this reiew thingy alot though. can fill up what i wanna improve on, what i want to do.. etc.. and 1-3 years plans.. i have been waiting for this.. finally man.. i felt that its the right time.. mm...... o well... haiz. hope they'l ltake this sersiously.. cos yanika isnt around anymore.. i doubt this thingy will be conducted and handle properly.. but see how ba o well =/

mm....... .....oh. today have this new staff. i dunno la. my collegaues say they can tell he like me. i was like. .wth??????? =.='''''' they say can tell from the way he keep smiling when i talk to him. wth sia. so scary. i hope its not true man. huu.. .nono. it cant be. so awkward sia. cos he came back later to buy iphone case. then my colleague was like. .he like you.  i was like. .huh? did i hear correctly? omg. this is crazy. it's better not be true . goshh!

mm... u know. .i think that..
he's a fine grown man now. he have his own thinkings and plans for future for fo rhimself. im glad he have some ideas now.. u know.. what he want.. how he wants it to be .etc. so why stop him?
sighs.. =/ dunno what happened though. .once he's home.. guess.. . something bad came out from his u know who again... ..=/ if he don wanna talk then.. yea.. o well.. hope he'll feel better tmr ba...
just. .don wan him to bottle it up.. thats all=/
wonder wahts wrong.. jsut reached home only.. then what couldve happen.. haiz. .dunno ba. his u know who... so ... how to say.. so.. complicated.. and liek a ticking bomb. ..a mine. u cant n u dunno when u'll step onto the mines... i guess.. thats kidna the best description ba... Mines. o well...
mm........

haiz. o well. k ba. i just hope things will be fine. and. .hopefully he will move out and have a better life on his own ne. will root for him . ha. the woman behind him eh. ..belahx. o well

k jaa, mata ashita ne

Hours

haiz.. so misses his voice... haiz.... =/ ..those days that could talk with him over the phone before bed.. so nice..
to ppl, perhaps if u do that every night, u might not cherish it, or starts to take it for granted. but imagine if u have to stop one day,... you'll be greatly miss of what u used to do.. and.. how u wish u could do it everyday. thats why... don take anything for granted...

gosh i don feel well.. =/ very slpy n tired. sighs.. .
glad today no work. .very busy today. gosh.

mm.. u know im thinking.... if for japan and hongkong. .when they open a new store... wouldnt htey need someone who could really speak chinese? thogh.. .hk now ppl can speak english quite alright.. however.....
yea. sighs. i would've feel happy about this great chance.. but. japan n hk not my type of place ba =/ uk still ok. but that is too far. ha. but yea. anwayy, wil lwork hard and stuff ba. .whatever comes my way will come eh...
mm.............
 o well... se ehow ba

anyway, ....
haiz. i don feel well. how i wish tmr i can off=./

oh. .so many staffs quit. .sighs. how i wish my off wont be affected =/
huu...

is it true? they say by righ tmanagers not supposed to claim any extra hours. even in australia? thats so hard to believe. i .. i dunno.. i wonder if my reg manager is speaking the truth.. =/ ..but anwyay, he say compared to other stores, we are lucky enough. .cos otehr stores didnt allow managers claim hours. i was like. ..why compared?? its this company we workiing for . .we are talking about our only company. why pull other companies down as well? no need compared ar. so xin ku right.
but o well.... i still believe that. if staffs are treated fair and well enough, we will return them back the kindness too.

kk. .gtg.

i don feel comfy n well..zz

jaa

miss you dear... huuu

creepy night

gosh.. been super sleepy n tired. more of sleepy. .reach home, just wanan slp only =/
thats why din have much time or energy to blog. 

gonna blog abit tonight ba. .

still slpy n headache.

well, guess waht. i went down to eat with my family. when we get back up. , the window and door was open. but before we walk wawya, mum said she closes the window, and dad closed the door. locked it too. i have no idea waht happen. i hope tonigh tsleep will be peaceful

gosh.. nearly kena one day off per week.. =/ but i dunno whats gonna happen yet.
sianz... imagine if one day off.... yes cxan endure so waht? but when serving customers wont have the passion alreayd. somemore sleeepy and tired. u think anyone would have energy to work?
i dunno ba... but o well 

headache.. huu...

i wonder if he could rememerb my voice eh..

kk. .gtg

jaa mata

What manager is that =.=

u know. now that i throughly think about it. .and based oin the manager's performance,. . its really weird. basically, my reg have no probs with me. and ask manager teach me more about ppl management. (she din teach anything other than 1 % or so) =.=
anwayy,.. .besides that,.... its like. wth is she a manager here for?? ??? was like.. O.o huh? wait a min. every now and then i still have to teach her this n that.. then... wth is she here for? i dun get it man. ha. this is funny . it slike.. .weird. o wlel. i dunno what to say. whatever ba. i hope he knows what he's doing

i cant blog for long. very slpy now =/ wanan sleep soon.
had a dream. .at first it was nice.. then it turned disturbing.
o well
ahh.. rememerb that fren of mine who kinda ..like... encourages me to draw or something like that? well, coincidence or waht, cos of my fren, i actually bought this sketching book. will take pic and show in facebook or something.
so yea.. well, it promts me to draw abit here n there everyday. which is good. but soemtiems could be hard. .as im sleepy n tired .. .back from work to do anythng but draw. howveer with that book , i;ll try to draw everyday. though when i first started , i forgotten all about my sketch book sfor 2 days. ha.. so yea.
kk.. i really need to sleep now.
mm.. tch. .at work i feel disturbed today. .dunno why =/
jaa mata

I like my body =)

oh man.. kept forgetting abojt this..
so.. my rgm through my manager, say that. .he have plans.. next level..delopement for me. .no promises.. but its in progress... i dunno ba... but well, at least thats something.
so yea.
still consider as good news ba eh
mm....
yea. i dun like my manager thinking. i duno wha shes thinking. see, the other day, ytd. my staff wanna go toilet. of course i say ok. then out of hte blue, she ask my staff do report thing... i was like. .eh? thoght he wanna go toilet? she say no let hinm do the report first. i was like . oh ok. anything .then she add on this line. u sayang him alot ar. she said it with a smile like jokoe not joke like that. i wa slike. huH? where got. wth was that peeps??? crazy!!! ppl wanna go toilet, let him go right. sayang for what sia??? then if my staff is a girl, what? she wanna say im a les? wth. crazy words sometimes. like. ..i know. we are not perfect. but please say words that has meanisng so ppl can understand. wth was that joke for? argh...
haiz... today sooo sleepy and tired. me alwasy auto wakey at one time =( been a week or so now. sianz. i hate that. dunn owhy. but yea... alwasy about the same time, i'll wakey liao. =.= argh.... so yea. i hope tmr wont be like that. huu...
so sleepy sia.. even though had 7 hours of sleep or so. =/ body also tired
sianz.. budget tight again =( .. huuu..... how... passport haven settle.. then tics.. i gotta start saving my spendsing trip soon. huuu............ hwat to do... sometimes when stress strikes, its either food or yea.. shop. sianz. i really don like. =/
nvm .will work harder in the next couple of months. i relaly hope to settle my pic soon =/ aug alreayd.. i shoulds buy my tickets by now.. huu =/
haiyo. suddenly forgot what to say...
mm....
well. .thast about it ba.
ps. i like my eyes and  now, i really like my nose too. tlak about changes eh. i hope as time passes in future, i'll continue to blossom, and like myself even more than now.
haiz... soemtimes kinda wish i could model for lingeries shoot or someting... while i have my figure and young... lol. but yea.. o well........................  at least i know secretly i have my stuff.. but its being kept underwrapped.. shhh
jkjk.. ha. but yea. glad so thojhg. despite my always eating in huge portions. .even my colleagues also say that fo rmy size, i relaly eat alot. lol. but hten again, i don eat on time ba. =/ but yea. i do eat suppers and huge portions of food.. and snacks too. thank god i still have my curves and figures...
that time when just broke up with him, i was at my worst i guess... so skinny my waist.. i really dislike it. u know me right. i don like girls being too skinny like a wooden stick =.= so yea.. glad i have my meats on again. wee... curvess~ =P haha. yea .really lucky me still have a tone body. dunno how but yea... sometiems really kjust wonder how come eat3... even for suppers. .eat3... still have a tone body. O.o. o well.  me
not say super curvy tat type, but just to my likings. as long as not bone like skinny!!
mm. .k ba. better publish this post now. otherwise dunno when bro gonna off internet again.
jaa mata ne!! =)

Pay attention to girls part 2

ok. so. .latest news... continue from last night blog yea..

turned out that he;s flirting with my jas cousin right now. wtf?
i mena. .whats wrong with this man!? sighs.. luckily she did not head over to germany yet. =/ i feel bad for her. .seriously =/ like.. wow. flabbergasted man he is such a bloody jerk.
sighs.. i wonder how she's taking in right now.. and.. how shes holding everything.. and how she's gonna be heal... sighs.
tch. .duno what to say ba.

if he can invite complete strangers to his birthdya party, without htinking of how jas is feeling, .. well, from there you caxn tell what sort of a man he is.
sianz... she must be feeling very sad now. =/ for a girl to be treated this way, .. sighs... .its one of the worst way ever.
im sure there's far more situations happened .. just that i only have half a day to listen to her. so eya... but.. those couple of cases, already put a bad name on htat guy.
guess he didnt make enough efforts eh.

o well. nvm ba. talk about such distressing matters... sighs.
=/ tch just kinda .. u knwo .so disturbing someitmes. u put all ur heart and energy towards this person, and you get treated like though u're a spare tire and rubbish.
and i simply hate the fact that that bitch got her ways. she broke them up well.  perhpas not jsut her alone. .but well, she's part of the reason. and now, he's flirting wit jas cousin? wth?? ha. why am i not so surprise =.=

o well . anywaykk... i better stop nowwwwwww
stressful and sad topic =(
sighs

ok. so.. i get to clean up my room today. not throughly, but i did ok. so eya. felt better abit. just abit
today too slpy and tired to go out. no energy. been heading ot for so many on my offs. today decided to stop, and take a break at home.
been so sleepy like hell.

geez. i couldnt find nice lingeries that cxatches my eyes ne. =/ internet don have.. shops don have.. have ba. but too expensivec, hten i don wan. if i wan, it must be overly good to make me wanna buy. but so far... nope.
hiayo.. whats wrong with the desgisn.. mm.. or maybe it sme.
ha. expectations high

haiz.... wish today wont be over too fast. slpy abit. .tired abit.. down abit.. duno why.
and its either hot, or cold...

well.. dad headin gto bath now.. i cant wait to eat . but. .not much of an appetite.. =/ duno.. waht to eat eh...

haiz.. i don wanan go japan and work sia.. think2.. like not right ne.. anway, glad they opening up more stores in nsw. =) mm... hopefully they need more ppl there=P haha.
o well

k ba. wanna keep myself away form thinkog of work. sighs...
7pm huh.. ... soon will be slping time. gonna be abit lonely. bro not coming home tonight=/
sighs =( why i feel down all of a sudden. cannot.... ok. eat more to cheer up later ba. haiz

jaa

Pay attention to girls

ok. bro switching off internet in 5,10 mins. i gotta be quick. 

mm.. been sooo sleepy... 

u know. i was really eager to attend the meeting! it was fun and good. then get to this part. i dunno hwy htey think i am htinking of heading to japan when store opens. well... u know.... i have this feeling when my aust rgm talked.. its like... i have this feeling. .don tell me in future imma be.. station over injapan? hell no!! earth quake here n there. sia la. .can die anytime sia.
=.= somemore they opening soon.... another 6 or 5 more months. i tihnk. geez. seriously i better odn think too much right now. brrr.. scary at the though tof htat . 

haiz. that day i get to work with this partiemr... her last day. but our first time workign together. did i mention here? omg. i cant remember. but anwyay, yea. its like.. .she's in ldr.. wait. .i thin ki said this before??? anwyay, i think so ba. but i cant remember.... so i'll just skip he whole story and get to main part. but i dunno main part.. had i blog it or not. anwyay... here goes..

so. her german bf. woith this pretty besft friend. and.. imagine. u are tickling ur beaiful german bestfren in front of skype(while skype) with ur gf. wth>??? of course my fren is mad!!! and he was like... why did u hang up in skype? she was like. .hello? u are ticklign her in front of me, and she was laughing and all... wth? he was like. .u've changed... i was so pissed off at him for the partimer of mine. wth? thats his fault!!! what if she's tickling a handsome angmoh guy in front of him while skypuing halfway through too??? how would he feel??? wth right?? some guys are plain stupid and insensitive and could not think for hte girls at all! i was so sad and pissed off for her =/ sighs... they been in ldr for a year now. she went to german for exchange course. haiz... then they fell in love.. and ben ldr. but he's been asking her to head tere and work. 

another one. he went to party. say there isnt any girls. then. (beach oarty i tihnk) then ended up theres pics.. with girls. he say. oh they have bf. but. there's no bf of theirs htere. only the girls alone. they din bring no bfs.
boyfrens. i mean. and his top was off. the girls in bikinis took close photos with her boyfren close shot. u can guess what or how my partimer is feeling. right? sighs... like. wth was that for>? and don say partimer.. ok her name is. .lets called her jas. my partimer. so its notliek jas is being senstiive. but imagien if jas is doing the same thing, wearing the same bikini with posing close to 2 guys whio aint wearing nothign. wouldnt her bf be pissed??? i knwo their culture. she knows too. but. thats nothign to do.. with the fact that if u love someone, u would pay attention to how they would have feel. isnt it?

i just feel sad for her. cos i totally know how she's feeling. somemore her bf bestfren is a pretty angmoh girl. same country as her bf i think. so yea. haiz... my fren liek to photograph ppl. her bf also. she took professional nice pics of his bestfren pics... he standing aside taking too. cmon. you as a woman, wouldnt u feel hurt? or if u are a man, ur gf took pics of her bestfren.. handsome man. wouldnt u be hurt or sad or even jealous too???

and when i say pretty, yes she really looks liek a model .she show me her pic before. now, i heard she came in between them. i dunno how they are now. .but i think thigns aint looking good.=/ think they broke liao. but i have no idea. we not clsoe at all. just clicked on that day we work.

kk.. i better save htis post and post now. otherwise kena no internet. continue tmr ba. if i remmeber

jaa 

Better days now =)

mm... long story.. lets just say... i hope things will be open and honest from now. .and im glad i felt it from him.. .
..in anycase, just glad things are now fine..

ive been feeling so sleepy these few days .today really must slp early ne., tmr important meetnig.

gosh. so excited to see gm ppl. lol. i was like oh hi!!!!!!!!!!! XD omg...... anyway, im so glad that i done a good job too. received a good feedback. yay... and i got this pressy from reg melb. so nice eh. see. i work on my off, my aust reg manager offers me day off, plus a bag of gift. and a thank you card. haiz. so nice right. thats why ppl willing to work fo rsuch ppl. willingly, and fully strive to work better. because they really appreciates u.

mm... so yea. tmr im quite looking forward to the meeting. but im so sleepy =/

oh. today gastric pain. intestines or what dunno. so pain.... till i finally get to eat at 2plus . huu... then felt better. haiz. dunno ba.

anwa, i knew it. my ,anager didnt do any work. todya then rush to complete. wth. expectng me to complete for her again??? tch.. she's the manager . not me . somemore still need me on the shop floor.. .like. .haiz. she herself can go see the reg manager aust mah.
o well.. dunno ba. todya whole break i spend in the backroom. cos scared the aussie ppl come. in the end, so late then come. omg. worried fo rnothing =.=

mm.... haiz. k ba. thats abt it. i hope tmr i will get to learn alot moremoremoer... wish me luck

u know. the ldr website couple finally get to stay together. i wonder if htey will get married soon. or perhaps live together then earn money first ba eh. after all, the guy just found a new job to her place. which is like. wow. so touching. u feel so happy for them =) sobz.... finally eh. 5vbyears ended fo rhtem. and they can be together everydya now, sweeetttt =)

mm...

k ba. i wanna go liao. soorry for short blog. been so slpy  lately..

jaa