cycle of life

very extremely tired today.
n stil lvery dehydrated despite drank alot of tap water. =.=

anywyay.. yea super duper tired crumbling body huuuu =((((
anyway,

was watching this youtubeber bridal photo taking video. her pics too. wow. so nice. its amazing how. how couples like her. from young.. fall in love..went through ups and downs any couples couldve gone through.. etc... then to this day. finally. married. now in white gown... gonna spend life together. it rrly is a life circle huh. uh huh.
life circle....
haiz. wat a lucky life. but everybdys diff. wats ur life gonna be like. wat will ur choices be

omg. my fren ar. remember that poly graduated one. pay is 35 or 3600 k now. ...wth. exclude commision k. engineer only ne... omg.......................
i think uni graduate also pay not as high as his. he ar. dare to ask for pay rise. omg. i dunno wat to say. but it worked. wah... dream job i tell u.

kk .v tired. =/ sorry. gtg slp. long time

mata

extremely tired out

sighs.. =( im not feeling good at all... 

extreml tired from ytd. and dehydrated. cos worked whole day. drinking water is so limited=( 

very busy today again. eveyrthign is.. .so tired.. ...=( i rrly dunno wat to say. good day or bad day. 

sighs

work. .bound to get tired ba. wonde rif i should slp early again. ..i should huh.. 

i dunno. im so tired.. =( v tired... 

like i wanna cry out loud.. .sighs. ..

i hope tmr i'll feel better. did the energy drink made me feel this way? i dunno .if morning me no took it, i wouldve no energy at all to work. i was tht tired in mrg k =/ 

sighs. no happy liao. happy feeling is gone. now is tired feeling. =/ 

sighs

wat should i do. 

maybe i should wait abit more then slp. guess bro coming back late huh. 

..

sighs. .dunno wat to say ba. 

work also sometimes not fun at all

jaa 

creepy ppl

so tired. omg. finally 11 n half hours is over

ytd this creepy uncle customer of mine. omg. look at me so.. . lecher like. my collegaue and i were laughing. he;s scary. tripped whilst keep looking at me and say good bye. omg. creepy!!!!!
why so many weird creepy ppl huuuuu
he got wife leh. wth??
i dunno. his look is definitely alike of lecher

huu me so tired n slpy. rrly cant hold on anymuch longer. ytd night shift too. so tired. short blog k

wat else. so yea. by night alrdy wanna die liao.
i cant think of anything else t blog.

dorry. too tired. my brain cant think. huuuuu
still got days to work. help

mata

long time no see

been rrly tired and busy out witrh work lately... sorry no time to blog =/ v slpy too

anyway...
dunn owhere ive stopped at.. but i'll just type along yea. .mm. .today not feeling happy. sad. like wanna cry =(
though ytd was a good day at work.

mm...  oh yea. my finger. it was smashed pretty badly. =( i cried. the blood came gushing out. few days back alrdy. forgot to blog.
so yea. it was unberable. so painful.. sighs.
now still numb.. but took off plaster liao .
still healing v slowly.

mm..
sighs

anyway..
mm....... yea. even today now, im slpy n tired too. like not enough rest. next couple of days to come, will be alot more worse=(
... dunno wat to say
but somehow i like my job alot. but.. .dunno ba.. .

sighs.

mm.. s oyea.
sometimes ne. .i cant wait to venture into the future...
to see whats in store for me.. .will i be married by then? any children? or will i be doing something else ? something new?
future is unknown. but u certainly can plan and secured it.

ytd i was v tired.
took take 5 energy drink.
it worked perfectly for hours. it gave me the energy to focus on my customers. on the shop floor, i always need to give my 100% focus and attention to customers. at least i tried. ha.
so yea. it was gd.
but v addivtice i think. i  had that kinda urge to drink a 2 nd bottle. luckily it was busy n not enough manpower. so i didnt do it. somemore not cheap k.
but it wokred better than redbull and coffee
anyway, yea. i needed that 'drug 'drink to keep me up and going.
haiz

bu tyea. i hav probs of my own. everyone have them .
but,. i do my best to focus on customers. to smile. to bring out the best of myself on shopfloor.
ytd maybe cos o the energy drink"? ha. dunno ba. but even thoug i looked tired, i feel tired, i also feel very confident. i smiled and all. but.. fo rthose moments of quietness, u snapped out of it. .adn youre into ur world of prbs. facing it.
then.. u snapped out of that despair moment again. and you focus onto customers again.
its hard. cos one part of me is having to put on a strong front on the shop floor for hourssssssssss.
then when it is over, the darkness sets in.
but i do my best to be as gd as possible i think.
becos. .to much darkness, can kill.

its stepping into nov already....
so fast eh...
... sighs. i rrly have no idea of.. wats in hold fo rme.

i rrly nid to find more joy in my job.
and in my life.
haiz. o well.

mabe im too bore dnow. too slpy . uh huh.
type so long and so much huh. yea.

but yea. that confidence i felt.. so long ..nvr ever felt this way before.. i hope i can continue be that way. confident, but not arrogant. im nvr arrogant before in my life. so yea. nvr will i be.

wish sammy could be by my side at all times.
he;s my one true love.

mata

shoes day

though pretty slpy n tired.still decided to head out. gotta look for new shoes. haiyo though not exactly the one i wanted.. mm. .but ok ba. hope will last. i quite like it. mm.. yea. hope comfortable ba. thogh stil abit exp.. but at least not dr martin shoes over hundreds of bucks over

v slpy n tired now. but haha. online sing2 .. bro la. he also  did that jus tnow lol

anwyay... mm.. ever occured to u. .soemtiems ppl wanna make amendments. wanna treat u better cos they din treat u that well in the past. then when they realizes it, too late already.
ppl are all like that huh.
haiz.

work gotta stay focus and ..keep myself happy too. not easy.
but. well.. gotta try.
so much thigns going on.
then gotta keep pushing sales n stuffs. o well
mm.. see how ba
things arenot always perfect.

me also been busy n tired. if new store open before xmas.. .=/ gosh. dun wanna think if imma be the sm there first anot. but. .definitely more thigns to do and.. yea.
don wan hopes too high see how ba. most likely i will be. .btu yea see how

tired.

kk. gota go slp soon in abit

huu. see sing2. .now not enough slp liao. oh no.

kk one last song then imma go

nights
jaa=)

weird angmohs?

huu. dunno what hapepned to the au yahoo news. now no longer works the same as beforoe. was so much easier to read the other time=( why they changed it?

omg. sleepy... wish i could sleep more. but somehow me just wokey at the wrong time.. slp abit then wokey agin  haiyo.
wth my brain is like half past wake
haha

anway, cant wait to head out with parents later. mm. .yea think they'll go out ba
can sort of 'celebrate' dad's birthday. haha .nah. will feel the same ba.
gosh. rrly not wakey fully.

oh. omg. ytd theres this angmoh man. like. ..abit whiteish hair.. but tall.. like.. yi dunno. 40s? but well groomed. he was staring at me completely. OMG> freaky. remember that man i spoke of earlier on? he was like staring even whilst i was tlaking to his fren or bro.
omg.
so was showing him the cardholder he wanted. he wasnt even loking at the cardholder. his eyes was on me. Omg.
i dunno wat to say=.=
then making payment also. when done he tried to strike up a conversation saying where is the best place to hang out in sg. so my colleague luckily) she's next to me. i looked at her fo rsuggestions .u know me. i dunno sg that well lol. then when done, phewwwwwwww luckily he rrly went off without asking me for numebr or wat
at first i thought ok maybe im too sensitive. thenboth mycolleagues say he really was looking at me throughout. even when my colleague was suggesting to him, his eyes were only on me. haiz........
its weird. very freaky. i dun  like ppl staring at me like that. he's trying to do what ar? no.. im not gonna fall for his charms. omg. weird angmohs lool.
but hten. not weird ba. just that compared to asians men, maybe they're very forward and open. if htey like you htey'll act it out faster than just keep on waiting .
i think so ba. but... haiyo. why so weird wan.. .

wanna slp but cant fall aslp. mm... nvm ba. later soon get ready to head out or somehting. was so tired ytd. but hey i was so happy at work. target met, =) but theres this bloody bitch angmoh . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr so angry. so wat if she's rich ppl? wth?? so rude and arrogant!!! i HATE arrogant ppl. but wat to do. sales liine. or every job will have such difficuties

kk gtg then
jaa mata

caffeine you evil one.. =.=

omg. had too much caffeine . no choice. i rrly3 need that. it rrly worked though. only conquences is that im suffering right now =/= haiz
but i rrly need all the focus i can get to stay focus and concentrate on this important meeting. oh dear .boy do i have to wakey in middle of night and cannot slp back again =.= so yea. only slpt for like three hours? huu
terrible =( so...

redbull, hten take 5, then coffee. omg. ..... yea....
so much caffeine eh. haiz
wat to do =/
but it rrly helped though. so yea. got through the meeting. hang on till night. now feeling like shi* cos caffeine too mcuh fo rme. me not gd with caffeeine mah. abit allergy ? i dunno. sensitive or wat ba
but i stil ldrink ha
now trying to drink as much plain water as possible. to replenish my water intake. i cant do without water each day

mm... yea. tired ne.. huuu hate caffeeine lol XD
o well oops

oh yea. ytd? was walking with sm. then she say im so popular. two ah bengs sitting there smoking turn their heads on me as i walked past. thast wat she said. i usually ignored. i rrly dislike these type of attentions. i dun like ppl staring at me =/.=
so yea. then she say whilst doing the performance review, this male waiter kept looking at me. =.= her eyes ar... dunno la. sh elove to watch ppl or wat . haiyo
then. was sending my rgm to taxi stand helping him carry heavy bags. when i walked back alone, one phililpino and a bloack man was like looking or wat. (from my corner of eyes) . then this philipino guy say. ''angeline! hey! youre angeline right?'' he shouted out to me. i kept walking. saying no im not. hes like u sure? i say you got the wrong person. i just kept walking. no use stopping to talk to ppl like that. so bloody lame. angeline??? oh please. but! then again, maybe its real. but anyway i dun care. im busy enough. don dis me please=./ =

read a book once said abt my horoscope. .that every 5v years, soemthing big will happen. mm... whe i was like 20,.. or about 21.. i met sammy... that counted? then changed my life.. then now at 25... wah.. .how come so many unwanted attentions sia....... omg. =/.= '''' '
but then again. book may not always be right. however, .. mm. .when i was 15.. wat happened ar... ...mm.. i started liking boa nad singing? found my 'talent'? lol..llllll omg. nah. dunno ba.
but im looking forward to see what'll happen .=)
yay. happy againb. cos finally settled dad's pressy. his birthda today
so.. .kfc, and i bought him his fav snacks. dad is very simple man. anything regarding food he'll like ba. as long as its his fav ha.
luckily at meeting place hav!! phew.
otherwise imagine me so tired no energy liao still need travel dunno where to buy omg
but yea. no cake. he's simple la. so yea.
haiaiz. more stuffs to do. as xmas coming nearer ,my job more. stress more. tiredness mroe. busy3 more3. =/
no choice. this year i tell u. confirm very busy in my life.
cos now, alreayd busy till im very tired. very very busy everyday. rrly worned out.
haiz.
trying to rest and have a calm mind at all tiems
 better blog now before in case im too tired and need to slp.
caffeine still in me i can sense it.

oh. ...been having weird abit ghostly dreams i think. but luckily i couldnt remember 100% of it. only parts of it. both of my recent ghostly dreams not so much ghosts in deatils i can recaleld of. but mum is always there to save my day. or night. =/.=
so yea.
me drinking lots now...
hope will help
erm. .yea. so. .hoepfully my slp will be omre pleasant soon
but for now, i just need more slp instead of wakey sooo early! think not the first time liao huuuuuu

yea. weir dhuh. suddenly i cna recaleld so mny thigns. =.= thanks to caffine? weird. anwyay yea. days been messed up and busy like mad. i dun even know when 's when. which day is which. wat i had for lunch, wat i did ytd. or day before. agar2 ba.. but. .wah.. wat i wore i also cant remember.

anwyay ,wish me al lthe best
uh huh
haiz .even after xmas.. ..through 2013 early year will also be very busy. huuu
help =/ somemore words of new store is coming. ...i wonder. ... .

jaa mata

no energy day

oh god. another tiring day. =( by end of night im alreayd.. dying. sighs

maybe cos of ytd stocks. feet aching too badly huu

anywaym geez=.= turned out that gm not coming to attend meeting after all =.= wat the....
but yea. all the better. just not sure whne gm wil lturn up unexpectedly =/

so angry. late break. due to work. haiz. stuffs to complete mah.. wat to do =/
haiz... v v tired now =/
mm.. wat to get for my dads birthday. was excited to found out wat id wanted to buy =) then.. today forgot due to work =./=
haiz. see how tmr ba. dad don wan anything anyway. o well
he deserved something good since he stopped drinking, and became a better person now =)

gosh. lkeggy breaking. ha

o well.

so yea. colleague not yet eaten too. so let her eat first ba =/
though i came in half an hour earlier. but yea. ... nvm ba o well

tired3..... .

huu

hm.. keptforgettin to ask sammy. if its snowing in nsw. ha. thought i read some news

interesting n weird huh

jaa mata

as im tyoping this, my body and face is like half dead lol

relaxing tues

i am so hungry now =( starving. but ate awhile ago. huu....

anwyay, wow. as expected. v tired and slpy. slpt and wakey early. but luckily am able to slp again .till late abit late only. wow. jst rest my body.. tats all i rrly wanna do.

hopefully next few days will be able to get through it =/ haiz.

been so bz and everyday so crazy lately. work3... bz like hell. hideous desu . huu

mm.. nothing much eh. O.o so boring.

wat else.
mm... dunno wat to say liao.
huu... rrly dread the days to come =( busy at work

oh yea. my melb manager tender liao =X huuuu sadddddddd very shocking too. dunno why. maybe she wanan go paris? or new job ?or further her studies? so wasted. haiz. but im sure she knows wat she want, and wat she's doing ba.

cant wait to slp again

oh. had a dream . went back to the same dream and continued again. weird. but nice .can make into movie. such a surreal dream. bizarre . but liek time burton lie taht the story. darkness crepy.. yet.. okok ba

kk. jaa mata

stupid ppl

haiz... okok at work. but to imagine the way rgm talked. but isit true? i dunno. should be. but.. .yea

so disappointing. so other ppl quit, not their fault. now sm wanna quit, my fault??? wth is tat nonsense shit about. pfft. pretty unhappy about it. a lil pissed off.
but i should be ready(i hope) when i get to u know.
say something.
dunno ba see how
stupid review thingy .
.... all ppl wanna quit, think of who to blame first. do some soul research. not on others but on urself!

grrr idiot

anwyay, sighs. super busy day
 tired as always. but better abit. still, tired. cos too bz.

u know. i think .. .rrly alot2 of thigns i forgot to blog. =.=
like last week onwards ones. ..i cant rremember anything liao .huu

sorry for my boring blog

mm... yea. nothing much. v slpy as always
ut tv gonna be on soon.. so.. yea. maybe shld stay up and watch?
ha. .oh dear. see how. if i can tahan anot

mata

insaneful day

been an insane day.

5 mini cuts on both of my hands.
and.. yea duh. as expected. told rgm abt lifting and struggling with table. he skipped toppi . did not say thanks did not say oh so poor thing im so sorry to put u through all that.

watever=.=

anwyay so much stocks. gosh. crazy .tiring. mm... i dunno . imma relax by watching more of bro playing game

so tired=(

mm.. stress too
sighs

haiz i rrly dunno. just kinda frustrated i guess
and u know. sm wanna quit, rgm forbids. i knew this will happen
but. see how ba. and that staff. man. .suka2 mc. haiz
and sm wan her fired. but rgm say cannot. somemore got manpower issue

ok .enough of work

mm. think i forgot to bloog something. wat is it=/ abt movie taken 2? did i mention that ? oh no ytd no blog. sorry
too tired. =/

but it was great. action packed. perhaps even better than the first. i rrly like it.  mm.. tired liao. blog another time abt it i hope huu=/ legs aching


jaa mata

family day out

Your dating personality profile: Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have. Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Big-Hearted 2. Romantic 3. Funny 4. Liberal 5. Adventurous 6. Traditional 7. Stylish 8. Sensual 9. Shy 10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your date match profile: Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Romantic 2. Practical 3. Funny 4. Big-Hearted 5. Adventurous 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Outgoing 8. Traditional 9. Conservative 10. Athletic

so....  haha. thats my result. i think it is pretty accurate! haha. pretty good eh. its this http://www.wouldidateyou.com/pquiz/quiz5.html website. i was online. came across this blog. this girl posted the above table of result of hers. i find that quite interesting. so i went to the website, and took the test. haha. cool eh. =) but.. wat? i dont take myself seriously? mm.. i don think thast very tru e though=.=
if i dont take myself seriously, then how to live in this world. as in not overly serious .just okok.
but anwayy, im pleased with the results. ha.
overall, okok ba. no need look at this so seriously. but the bottom part blue one right, matches smammy i tink .haha. the way they descirbed those three. ha.
anwyay, highlight the table graph above cos the words dunno why not black. highlight it and you'll be able to see clearly the words =)

mm....... so. finally all those hardwork ytd, today though still very tired n slpy, headedout with parents. relaxing. .grocery shopping (i love grocery shopping =) ) simple and relaxing. .
catch up with my ex colleague  aka one of my very good fren .then eat with parents. .walk abit more. .v nice. slow paced day... .i enjoyed that. just wish he's inthe pic too.
wouldve been fun and all .
anwayy,

hahahaha. was tellign my mum abt that england man who wanted to asked me out today. i rather go out with parents cos i kenw dad shld sure be out today. so yea. dunno hwen he asked. gosh. i forgot .not ytd ba . anwyay, mum was like. don anyhow go out with ppl u dunno know like those foreigner.. hahahah .i am surprsied. i thought she'll be delighted. XD
anway, she has the same thining as me.
they are probably just lonely cos sg they no fren. thats why they're sjut trying to make some new frens .
but yea mum say don ayhow go out with ppl i dun know too well. can be dangerous. haha .wise mum =)
but rest of my colleagues were like askingme gogo for it. i was like. wth =.=

mm.. .
yea. then chatting with my frne halfway, my fren noticed the crystal jade guy looked at me as though'' oh its her!? long itme no see her around''. me always disliek crystal jade guys. so ah beng . omg. always dis girls . of course they dis me before la. back whe i was working at atz. anwyay, we're like. huh? could it be? that crystal jade guy actually can still remember me ar?? they all have ah beng golden hair. so me not sure who that was.

nice bath. .tv... trying to relax.. though im still. .yea. kinda.. not able to relax. =/ ha o well

mm. .. wat else. i think i missed something. oh! ya. so. just now mum received a  call .wedding incitations. dunno why its in aftnoon. anwyay, yea.... anouther cousin(but accoridng to mum, he's not my cousin) its like. .he's dunno my wat. anway, i don give a dang abt this. rrly.
so.... yea. mum was like.. .se.e. .they al lso mamny married alrdy. .mary ( my cousin mum) is so lucky with two sons married alrdy.. .ur bro hasnt... i was like. snap out of it. no mum . u cant compared us to other ppl .then she's liek yea. eeryone is diff. cannot do taht. luckily she understand. then dad was like. talkin gto me. see. when  is it ur turn? go get married alrdy.. mum was like .yea. .married u out.. .XD wthhhhhhhhhhh omg.
they wan grandson badly huh. lol
oh god.
but yea. me dun like attend . mm.. .so far nvr get such marriage questions from relatives cept for dad. maybe cos two years ive nvr seen them liao. yea very long. maybe this year cny wil lget to see them .o well =. =
anway, mm.. yea. if they ask, then just ask lor. wtheck right.
and best thing is, i can get another red packet form this newly wed couple!!! wooo hooo!!! =D hehe

but its nice for him ba. heard mum say he's been dating the girl from even before he went uni. gd ba. not rrly childhood swtheart fairy tale.. but. .haha .stil lis ba =) teenage swtheart. aw..  yup./ they are getting married. all the best to them. though i honestly couldnt care less XD me and bro just dread this kind of relatives cny occasions n stuffs. they asekd so much questions. wat u doing now.. hows work.. etc.. .omg.

kk. jaa mata ne.

most boring day of my life =(((

today.. such a long boring day. wil lcut short ba. otehrwise.. .sianz. =(

every hour . .10-7 pm is the longest.. .like. ..as though its been 24 hrs alreayd. its.. .omg. so tough. stand there. u can walk ard much. no break. no money somemore. can only drink beer to get some energy and de thirst. very poor hting. huu.
=(

2 weird guys i met. two nice guys i met. strangely today at that place.

one is pretend wanna scan my pass. then cheekily say no just kidding=.= lame.
another, asked me if i wan a third cuppa beer. how come he can recognize me ar? ok maybe he's frenly not weird
third one. at first weird. thought like. .he's checking me direction out. dunno me or just happened to look towards my directions. cos their booth is next to me . anwyay , he was also pushing this baby stroller at one point. wen tto toilet, out, walked past my booth, i was looking at the baby. he said hi. i was like hello. then he's like just walked past only. werm... ok.. .frenly i guess.
but with pushing baby pram at that moment, i think he's a ok angmoh ba. anwyay,m he's very nice.
when me abt to pack up, erm. dunno why he approached me. hows it going.. blah3.. he mentioned abt party.  then wat. .oh start packing up alreayd.. i think theres an after party. but i dunno. al li know is i need to get back to the mall.
so yea. so he left. yea very randomly .
then i rrly struggled with the heavy wood large table =((( me so poor thing. he saw, and he rrly came over to help me out. he asked wat posotion i am. am i partimer or working for htis compa, ''they just left u all alone here? '' y. i said working for this company. see. even he can tell me so alone and poor thign=(( huuuu
anway, ok he went back packing his stiuf  when done with table .not for the two stands. i also struggled. he came back up to help me again. without him i thin ki'll leave the place an hour later or wat. vene my sm also nid two persons wrap that thing u know
so yea. he helpekld me all .i kept thanking him . and shouted out to him thank u before i go. but very sad...  cos one of my ring is loose. i put it on the floor when i was doing the table .=( then ..sighs. i put it near my bag u know. yet i forgot to bring back. dunno why. i looked back to double check nothign on the fllor. maybe i made a mistake? ... i dunno. sighs. .... i do like that ring alot. i recevied compliments for it alot too. rrly sad. but of course not my sammy ring. that one i die form heartpain.
but yea. .sighs. i'll try not to dwell on it ba=(
..haiz. bad bad day fo rme
wonder who will get my ring.... =/

anwyay, mm.. yea. then me dragged two huge bacgs to taxi .asked that staff or dunno who there. hes sitting in a small room .he told me its outside can take cab. phew. no nid walk so far.
when i was draggi nit, me alreayd almost wanna cry. cos so tired. and i feel so mistreated. and angry at my rgm =(
then drive so long then wanna come out help me pout my stuffs. suddenly he say your fren. .i tot huh who?? oh so its that man or uncle. cant remember. but yea. that same man who told me the taxi. .yea. he helped me carry the heaviest bag into the cab.
i am so touched by these two men kindness.

sighs. tch. no. i wont get thanks form my rgm. wait long2 also wont happen.

angry

kk .gotta stop liao. sianz

mm. wat else. haiz .bad day ba. wasted my oen day worth of life.
but well, i gained the kindness of others.
appreciated.

mata

freakishness

wow. couldnt slp last night till 3am.... =/ abit owrried ba. cos of stupid patining dropped and nearly hit my head. =/ 

now, another thing happened. coincidence or not. i still hate it. 

so toilet light suddenly flickered off. i instantly called after my bro, then lights on again. dunno ba. but it wasnt him who did that. 

its rrly like flickered off ya know. 

i hate thigns like that= /

telling myself not to think abt it nor be afraid. yet still.. .haiz. hopefully thigns wil lbe back to normal soon ba

me slpy and tired.

stomach not feleing well huu... .hopefully wont need to go toilet in middle of night=/ if me alone in toilet darkness, i'l l... .yea.. =( huuu

k. me need rest alryd. gonna wait for bro to come outta bathroom, then me go slp. 

will feel safer this way

more thigns to be done this weekend ba.. mm.. . busy3..... 

for a sales kinda job, my busyness is like that of ceo or u knw wat eh. ha. .o well......... 

k. jaa mata

useless politics

mm.. 2am alreyad... headache ne. .hope med will work..dunno shld i slp anot. maybe i shld ba

these few nights me rrly not looking forward to slp at all =/
and just now a painting suddenly dropped due to i dunno wat reasons. been put there for so long liao.
dunno ba. luckily nvr hit my head. well almsot =.=
huu... scared toslp.
but i cannot be scared. must do my best not to. if not.. might attract more.. bad stuffs

gonna pray again before slp ba.
haiz=/
from liking slp, to not at all.
biggest fear is to wakey in middle of night ..then cannot slp back. wil lstart to think. brr....

mm. .stomach not so gd. maybe ate too much.
oh yea. so.. theres debates of blah3.. .goverment wat. .bring in foreigner. .erm. hope i nvr blogged abt this before. i cant remember .
but yea. ppl wil lrambling abt how this not gd, that not gd. i am like. ..=.= huh? cmon. is it rrly that serious>?
it is for the future gd of sg.
i dunno. but luckily for me, unlike soem of the ppl i know. fo rme, im fine with it. in fact, i rrly like it. i have no problems or watsoever complains thats going on right now. i think it is gd, well played, and yea. thats it.
dunno why one of my fren so agitated abt it. i think another one also ba .
dunno
anwyay, if they dislike forgeiner, if they migrated to other coiuntry, well, u think other country ppl will like them? or dislike them the way my frens dislike the foreigner now.
its the same cycle.
but watever.
i'll rather keep quiet than to explain all these to them. they rambling on n on which is very irritating. if i defend , later get into argument into something i dun even bother ,
but yea. thats just it ba. if only ppl know how to appreciate wat we have now. than to complain n make noise abt al lthese new changes.. .
=.= seriously. gosh.
or maybe becos their partners are snatched away by forgeiners eh . thast why they angry.
o well.

kk gotta slp before bro. otherwise whole place dark .huu

so wish sammy is here. i wouldve nothing to fear
everynigh twil lbe a blessed one.

huu. .when wil l i like slping again?

mata =/

hating nightmares

just a short blog here. 

super slpy. gonna hit the sack soon. but

sighs. had one of those cursed dang nightmare again =( 

trying not to think abt it.. and. .oh man. dunn owho to pray to. 

at least jsut blabber abit will do fine huh? 

toda ad a free hair trim. nothing too major. but i like hte way my hear ends feels now

long story. anwyay, there was this question this hairstylist anmog man form england aske dme. i was stunmped for words. do u guys know the answer?

he asked. so wat do the ppl our age(we're both same age)  do most of the time? 

i was lik gonna open my mouth and reply.. then... nothing comes out. iw as like. .thinking... ...huh... i dunno ne =.= dots.... my life is pretty boring so yea. i have no idea wats the ppl in sg for our age doing everyday. 

another one. he seems to urge me go get a tattooee. haha. cos his body has heaps of that so yea. =.= goodness. no one ever encourage me go for tattoo before=.= 

dots

mm. window change. .busy. mm. tired.slpy. cos of nightkmare. wokey sklightly earlier. im so tired n slpy to the mazx now=/ so gonna slp laio. so late now. sighs. .

im trying hard not to hitnk so much before i slp. 

gdluck to me. even if today is fine, how about the next few nights. .

gosh. hate my slp. dislike now. 

mata