am super slpy..
anwyay, just a quick blog befor i forget.
mm.. oh yea. so... .was watching this concert live fromboa.. aw... ha. so emtional. but very cut en funny too. actually she had to come back up the stage again and sing it all over again cos its the night of convert where they gonna put into dvd. (cant expect them to record a crying boa wihtout singing into dvd mah) so yea. lol; then ppl laughing. ha. as in laugh not cos of meaness. but yea. so funny. blur queen sometimes she =) haha.
in fact, she's very cute and blur sometimes. lol. though in mv and stage, shes very cool and so serious at work. .yea. i rrly admired her alot. ultimate idol =)
anwyay,... just read a post abt her.. in interview.. saying she dont think she's sexy.nor suit sexy.. as in. she chose cute over sexy. she says. .she thinks sexy is like an alien to her. XD she more of belong to cute.. but the host (a female) say she thinks she's very sexy in boa's show(shes a judge) . i thin kitz great. when you're not trying to be sexy or cute, or not intended to be, yet ppl recognizes u as one, its rrly.. yea. nice .the most truly sexyness and cuteness come from not knowing at all. nor trying hard to be . thats the ultimate true sexy and cuteness.
u dont pretend, u dont depend on clotehs, nor action2 to be cute nor sexy. if u do all those on purpose, thats nothign . nothing special about u anymore=/ yea ..sadly. nowdasy women try so hard. sighs.
in case you're wondering, if u know me., you wouldve known i dont try or do that at all. just let nature take its course. i dont see the need of purposely doll urself up to look in another certain way=/ so unnatural.
except for bed time. if im living alone or with my partner, yes. i will wear sexy lingerie. becaus ei like it .it makes me feel good. its liek. feelign sexy naturally. its just a natural thing. without trying too hard or watsoever. thast just me.
bed time. only me or my partner can see anyway=.= so yea. nothing to show off or imitate sexy cuteness about.
anwyay, .. .cos. .speaing of that =( huu.. .me so wanna wear it... huu...
o wweell
mm.. oh yea. rrly think my rgm is so biased with certain staffs. .haiz. o well........ nvm ba. i.. dunno ba
been slloy and tired.yet i enjoyed las ngiht wih sammy. though i wish couldve stay with him till he slp. but a pity me in mrg shift
=(
m.. wat else....
so eya thats abou tit??
O.o
mm........... u knw me. alwaysforget
ohh.. yea.. he was saying about not being 'stupid',, ,i understadn somestupid cutomer rudeness and all.. but i wonder if he meant the same way...
but.... was abit worried whne he aske dme not to be like them. cos dunno whats he meant.. definition by stu[pid.. so ueya.. o well.. hoep its nothign too .. deep ba.. of course im not as bringht as a lawyer, judge, or ceo. but. .yea. .just neeed ppl to see me as i am .see me best. love my flaws.
but. .yea. .hoepfully.. my flaws are hte ones he can stand. .otherwise....
but its always gd to be truth ful yea.
gosh. was browsing though playbo bras n thing website. omg. play boy bras.. on saleT_TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i cannot buyyyyyyyyyyyy huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sadddd . .huuuuuuuu not sad. but yea. .sad. huuuuuuuuuuuu
=( u know. of all bras, 9 out of 10, play boy is he one i liek hte most. but .. cannot ship to my counry. huuuuu
can someone ship me to australia now? =(
omg. if im crazy enough, and rich, i wouldve. .. .book2 or 3 days tix to syd, buy bras see him, and come back to sg. (cos hotel exp mah ). if normal rich. if super rich, duhhhhhstay as long as i can=.=
but yea. .too bad fo rme i guess
i still rememebr.. i get so many nice deals from brasn thigns that time .. aww.... i rrly lie the store so much .how i wish can work there.. hahaha.
but yea. wt a great store.. my fav place to shop for bras there. .. lingerrie. though lasenza baby dolls are absolute gorgeous. i saw a piece i soooooooooo liek liek liek in love with. but. u knwo me. i buy a exp baby doll, how am i gonna wear? =/ show my whole family my figure ar? huu =( but seriously. i rrly 3 liek that soooo much=/ no choice. gotta let it go..... sighs. if cheap. ok. but.. its not cheap. and if i wear once a year only, (when holiday) wwasted right? =/ haiz.
too bad.....
esepcially when times im tired, body aching or abit too warm, after bath i think to myself. how i wish im not wearing a bra now. or ust soemthing silky soft... nighties. .babydoll... omg. how nice..
too bad. im not alone. so cannot do watever i wan=/
kk. about 2am now. omg so late
jaa!!!!
29 August 2012
28 August 2012
aww. .yet another sweet video
aww.. .was all smiley when i watched yet another youtuber gotten engaged. XD lol. wattt?? is this a trend now?? hahah. but i was surprised though. that man is her first love, well they been together for about 10 years. met when she's turning 16. haha .wow. i didnt know that O.o she doesnt look like that type of u know. long relationship kinda face girl .XD
but yea. it was nice. .swt. then dasy later, he surprised her with hot air balloon private one.. watch sunrise. i think thats very romantic and thoughtful of a guy eh. instead of just lazing away ater the propposal, at least he done something nice for her. awwww....
mm.. sammy met me before he turn 19. wow. how time flies =X we grew and progress along each other.. wow.. how special is taht.
ha. will never forget our first night chat =) so awesome
anyway, mm... gosh. sm is v strict about ppl mc-ing.. =/ she say unless u cant get out of bed, then u can be allow to mc=.= if not, she expect u to come work no matter wat. omg.
after i heard that, i also like. .wow. thank god that fri fever i managed to survive. phew. but in future, i cant afford to mc. gosh. otehrwise kena scold liao=.=
but hse herself also mc ne.. .yeaaa
so. .ow ell
mm.. wat else. .ytd wanted to type. .but forgot. .mm... gosh i forgot again.
=X
haiyo...
mm... wat else.. ...eh.. yea. we;ve coem a longggg way.... .uh huh.
=)
eh.. .wat else. ..gosh. wat did i wanted to blgo about . .totally no recollection O.o
haiz. just another boring tiring day at work ba ..
should i end this blog now... mm.... cant remmeber wat else to blog about.. o well. anwyay, hehe. am proud to say ive not been shopping during my break time. controlling myself desu =)
wow. can u believe it?? september is here. seriously, i cant wait to ge tto jan . im not sure if im going anywhere... but well. .gotta see how much i can save ba. wanna shop playboy brasssssT_T huu.. but see how eh. who knwos. i might not be able to make it anywhere. but yea. need to se ehow much i can save and if i got nay plans ba
if only sammy could come b ack to sg during my non blackout leave period time. dang that dec and nov >=( haiz. .stupid blackout period. wouldnt that meant that my xmas is forever tiring and work3? =/
at least couple of years backi get to spend it with sammy in syd. thats my first time there =) but yea. their xmas is nothing much..
okk. thats about it i guess. i stil lcant recall what i'd wanted to blog about last night =.=
oh. ha. mum saw too. bro's fren postcard from him when she was in japan. lol .she sign off as ''your girlfriend'. XD sooo funny. lol. my bro was like .huuuhhhh??? XD such a funny girl. mm.. wonder if she rlrly mean it=.= but yea. liek i said. if only they can be togetehr huh. but sighs. sadly she gone back to indonesia already =/ so yea.... o well. nvr know about the future ba. maybe she just rrly wrote for fun after all /. joking only eh?
jaa mata ne
but yea. it was nice. .swt. then dasy later, he surprised her with hot air balloon private one.. watch sunrise. i think thats very romantic and thoughtful of a guy eh. instead of just lazing away ater the propposal, at least he done something nice for her. awwww....
mm.. sammy met me before he turn 19. wow. how time flies =X we grew and progress along each other.. wow.. how special is taht.
ha. will never forget our first night chat =) so awesome
anyway, mm... gosh. sm is v strict about ppl mc-ing.. =/ she say unless u cant get out of bed, then u can be allow to mc=.= if not, she expect u to come work no matter wat. omg.
after i heard that, i also like. .wow. thank god that fri fever i managed to survive. phew. but in future, i cant afford to mc. gosh. otehrwise kena scold liao=.=
but hse herself also mc ne.. .yeaaa
so. .ow ell
mm.. wat else. .ytd wanted to type. .but forgot. .mm... gosh i forgot again.
=X
haiyo...
mm... wat else.. ...eh.. yea. we;ve coem a longggg way.... .uh huh.
=)
eh.. .wat else. ..gosh. wat did i wanted to blgo about . .totally no recollection O.o
haiz. just another boring tiring day at work ba ..
should i end this blog now... mm.... cant remmeber wat else to blog about.. o well. anwyay, hehe. am proud to say ive not been shopping during my break time. controlling myself desu =)
wow. can u believe it?? september is here. seriously, i cant wait to ge tto jan . im not sure if im going anywhere... but well. .gotta see how much i can save ba. wanna shop playboy brasssssT_T huu.. but see how eh. who knwos. i might not be able to make it anywhere. but yea. need to se ehow much i can save and if i got nay plans ba
if only sammy could come b ack to sg during my non blackout leave period time. dang that dec and nov >=( haiz. .stupid blackout period. wouldnt that meant that my xmas is forever tiring and work3? =/
at least couple of years backi get to spend it with sammy in syd. thats my first time there =) but yea. their xmas is nothing much..
okk. thats about it i guess. i stil lcant recall what i'd wanted to blog about last night =.=
oh. ha. mum saw too. bro's fren postcard from him when she was in japan. lol .she sign off as ''your girlfriend'. XD sooo funny. lol. my bro was like .huuuhhhh??? XD such a funny girl. mm.. wonder if she rlrly mean it=.= but yea. liek i said. if only they can be togetehr huh. but sighs. sadly she gone back to indonesia already =/ so yea.... o well. nvr know about the future ba. maybe she just rrly wrote for fun after all /. joking only eh?
jaa mata ne
27 August 2012
had a better day cos of him
day started out as frustrating mode....
now im feeling all better
cos dunno wanan head out or stay home. totally too bored.
but glad im home. he skype wiht me today too =) glad he skipped class. cos todya im off. oops. yea. .once in a while mah.. .haha. hope i dont sound too evil for sayingim glad =P
well, at least i had an hour plus of time with him befor ehis parents are back
so tired still. not enough rest ba. woken up by stomachache. i swear to god if he's heere with me, 100%no doubt i'll slp till 3 pm at least. yea . its pretty comfy in bed.. its like. .im glued to bed todya .omg
gotta forced mysefl to get up
ahh.. jap shows are so funny. was watching vs arashi. my fren so in love iwth arashi.lol. but. after watching that show, surprsingly, i rlry liek them!! hahaha .yea. well. .not the first time i'd knonw of htem anyway.. somemore of the member, i think is pretty cute. not liek those. .ohhh cut eguy ... not that knd of wow cute. but just ok. oh he's fine cute. yea. get it? anwyay. cos of bro bought a dvd with him in th movie. though i disliek him acted too cool == hate act cool guys. anwyay htats just acting.
theyre leader i thin hes fine too .anywya,
i found myself. .not liking too hshort guys. like. . .dunno. abit irritating. lol. XD i liek tall ppl. like sammy. so glad he's tall. hahaha. i thin kits after being with him for years, then suddenly i realized, hey. i rrly don find short guys ..appealing. lol .oops i mean. i don mind abt appearence. .but. .short guys. .nah. nvr love at first sight ba.. .anway, alreayd love at first sight with sammy. hhaah .=)
but yea. besides that, i find guys with buck tooth are appealing.LOL>>>>> i knowwwwwwwww weird rigttttttttttttt most girls wil lget turn off. but i find them cute. XD lol. and that team memebr he's got abit of that (i think .) and harry potter movie. .long bottom. i dunno. i find taht most of the time, guys with buc k tooth are rrly honest down to earth and frenly..shy.. innocent.. sincere.. .v sincere..
nah. sammy no have that. but i don love him for his tooth =.= so yea. its fine =)
he made my day today. after skyping, i felt better .
almost instantly
uh huh
coem to think of it, we msg alot today ne. =)
but he slp early so yea.
mm.. guess im slping at 2 today.. or later. see how
stomach still full so yea=/
gosh. so many colleague of mine mc... me nvr. .thoug that fri i was havign a fever, and feeling so weak =/
i know wat smamy meant. uh huh. must work and show ppl.. i saw m sm does thta whenevr rgm is ard. and i htink sh'es very fake. it shumane nature thinking ba. .o welll. ...
human nature i mean
still slpy. gosh. if not fo my somachache. .i couldce slpt better in aftnoon
cant eai tot slp now. .troubelsome .stil lmust wash fae. .brush teeth.. so wish to just hug bloster after shut down lappy
m..wat else .. weird. cant rememebr. .besides arashi.. wat esle .. i was going to blog abt..
mm...
o well. nvm ba
. hope i'll rememebr soon
how i so yearn for him to be right beside me now.. =/
mata
now im feeling all better
cos dunno wanan head out or stay home. totally too bored.
but glad im home. he skype wiht me today too =) glad he skipped class. cos todya im off. oops. yea. .once in a while mah.. .haha. hope i dont sound too evil for sayingim glad =P
well, at least i had an hour plus of time with him befor ehis parents are back
so tired still. not enough rest ba. woken up by stomachache. i swear to god if he's heere with me, 100%no doubt i'll slp till 3 pm at least. yea . its pretty comfy in bed.. its like. .im glued to bed todya .omg
gotta forced mysefl to get up
ahh.. jap shows are so funny. was watching vs arashi. my fren so in love iwth arashi.lol. but. after watching that show, surprsingly, i rlry liek them!! hahaha .yea. well. .not the first time i'd knonw of htem anyway.. somemore of the member, i think is pretty cute. not liek those. .ohhh cut eguy ... not that knd of wow cute. but just ok. oh he's fine cute. yea. get it? anwyay. cos of bro bought a dvd with him in th movie. though i disliek him acted too cool == hate act cool guys. anwyay htats just acting.
theyre leader i thin hes fine too .anywya,
i found myself. .not liking too hshort guys. like. . .dunno. abit irritating. lol. XD i liek tall ppl. like sammy. so glad he's tall. hahaha. i thin kits after being with him for years, then suddenly i realized, hey. i rrly don find short guys ..appealing. lol .oops i mean. i don mind abt appearence. .but. .short guys. .nah. nvr love at first sight ba.. .anway, alreayd love at first sight with sammy. hhaah .=)
but yea. besides that, i find guys with buck tooth are appealing.LOL>>>>> i knowwwwwwwww weird rigttttttttttttt most girls wil lget turn off. but i find them cute. XD lol. and that team memebr he's got abit of that (i think .) and harry potter movie. .long bottom. i dunno. i find taht most of the time, guys with buc k tooth are rrly honest down to earth and frenly..shy.. innocent.. sincere.. .v sincere..
nah. sammy no have that. but i don love him for his tooth =.= so yea. its fine =)
he made my day today. after skyping, i felt better .
almost instantly
uh huh
coem to think of it, we msg alot today ne. =)
but he slp early so yea.
mm.. guess im slping at 2 today.. or later. see how
stomach still full so yea=/
gosh. so many colleague of mine mc... me nvr. .thoug that fri i was havign a fever, and feeling so weak =/
i know wat smamy meant. uh huh. must work and show ppl.. i saw m sm does thta whenevr rgm is ard. and i htink sh'es very fake. it shumane nature thinking ba. .o welll. ...
human nature i mean
still slpy. gosh. if not fo my somachache. .i couldce slpt better in aftnoon
cant eai tot slp now. .troubelsome .stil lmust wash fae. .brush teeth.. so wish to just hug bloster after shut down lappy
m..wat else .. weird. cant rememebr. .besides arashi.. wat esle .. i was going to blog abt..
mm...
o well. nvm ba
. hope i'll rememebr soon
how i so yearn for him to be right beside me now.. =/
mata
26 August 2012
realization
sighs. no mood to blog. ha..
anyway, was looking through boas pics.. then saw couple of pics. .abt this girl ... erm. 32 yrs old? from after school korean girl gorup look like her. cos they both have dimple. i don find them look alike at all though. gosh wth are boa fans thinking. weird kahi name. anwyay, i think they're pals though .turned out to be boa's backup dancer when boa was stillin gsinging no.1. omg. shocking.
she looekd rrly diff back then as her backup dancer. she's fine on her own. not so ugly. but.. maybe im jsut a big fan of boa. so thats why i can tell they don look alike at all .and that pisses me ooff. ha. so baka ne. =.=
this fan soul inside of me.
but yea. dunno. just pissed off. ha. weird eh. nah. not no mood becos of that
just having some mized feelings now.
mm.... dunno ba. so confusing huh. everything.
long phone caxll with sammy. his game play sounds was gd. o wellha. almost can see him playing in my head.
mm.. nah.. nope. din ask him the questions . now i realised. .some stuffs are rrly best talk in throgh voices eh
sometimes. .ppl depend too much on sms.. lost touch of reality.. he's very focus on the game as usual .adn leveling up.
if u get wast i mean
mm.. yea. like that ba.
i wonder if its time for me to think like really deeply.
future. wat i want. wats worth fighting for, worth my life for, basically just everything i guess
not easy
need to think of all sorts of possibilities
opportunities chances reality
wat is real, or just fadig away'
mm.. think imma do somet thinking in bed at night later. gonna slp real son so yea .doubt i'll slp well .
thought of playing tonight. but.. mm.. nah. perhaps not.. gonna go do soemt hinking.. whether if thats nescessary for all, and.. yea. hopefulyy tmr i'll decide wat i wanna do
so chim huh my words.
uh huh. a lil confused myself too . so yea.
jaa
striked hhard, fell back, now which way to get up
anyway, was looking through boas pics.. then saw couple of pics. .abt this girl ... erm. 32 yrs old? from after school korean girl gorup look like her. cos they both have dimple. i don find them look alike at all though. gosh wth are boa fans thinking. weird kahi name. anwyay, i think they're pals though .turned out to be boa's backup dancer when boa was stillin gsinging no.1. omg. shocking.
she looekd rrly diff back then as her backup dancer. she's fine on her own. not so ugly. but.. maybe im jsut a big fan of boa. so thats why i can tell they don look alike at all .and that pisses me ooff. ha. so baka ne. =.=
this fan soul inside of me.
but yea. dunno. just pissed off. ha. weird eh. nah. not no mood becos of that
just having some mized feelings now.
mm.... dunno ba. so confusing huh. everything.
long phone caxll with sammy. his game play sounds was gd. o wellha. almost can see him playing in my head.
mm.. nah.. nope. din ask him the questions . now i realised. .some stuffs are rrly best talk in throgh voices eh
sometimes. .ppl depend too much on sms.. lost touch of reality.. he's very focus on the game as usual .adn leveling up.
if u get wast i mean
mm.. yea. like that ba.
i wonder if its time for me to think like really deeply.
future. wat i want. wats worth fighting for, worth my life for, basically just everything i guess
not easy
need to think of all sorts of possibilities
opportunities chances reality
wat is real, or just fadig away'
mm.. think imma do somet thinking in bed at night later. gonna slp real son so yea .doubt i'll slp well .
thought of playing tonight. but.. mm.. nah. perhaps not.. gonna go do soemt hinking.. whether if thats nescessary for all, and.. yea. hopefulyy tmr i'll decide wat i wanna do
so chim huh my words.
uh huh. a lil confused myself too . so yea.
jaa
striked hhard, fell back, now which way to get up
25 August 2012
save it
argh. .dunno dl wat nonsense again=.= haiz. need to uninstall when im free. huu
gosh. tired still. but better than ytd. duh. ytd fever mah =/
..
today rest my eyes abit. played too longs ytd. eeyes @_@ haha. but fun desu.
its gonna be a short blog. a pity today cant speak with him alot.
cos gonna slp early. me too. though. .alreayd 1330am =X omg
anwyay, bro's fren flying off. no wonder staay at our house. ha. but i like her. aww... if only she cna be my bro's gf. LOLLLLL> .din rrly tlak to her. but i think shes a nice person ba. always laugh so loud. like a guy XD lol. its true.
ha
oopsy =P
mm.. gonna ask him some questions tmr. hoep i wont forget ne. ha
fren cxalled., wanna fix me up with our mutual fren. but i thin khe joking ba. omg. always wanna fix me up cos ppl desperate for a gf =.= wth
but it'll sure be ince though if i can catch up with my fren again in syd. though no say rrly know each other .just.. yea. not that familiar. but ok ba.. haha. joked about staying at his place for fre.e hell no =.= . no way man. though can sa ve alot of money. haiz. but yea. see how ba. though would lvoe to go back. .but. .seesm liek im on a tight budget here=/
oh feel so proud of myself though. not proud. but. .yea okok ba. saw two expensive items, and i did not buy. DID NOT BUYYY i bear with it!!!!!! though its love at first sight, i rrly rrly liek the items, it suits me so much. but i did not buy =( i mean .yea. .sad i cant own it. but at least my money can use for other thigns ba
gosh. no time eat today . anwyay not hungry. had a med size coleslaw. geez. got home, not hungry still. maybe too tired .
so bz nowadasy . gosh. wanna off.. .and.. .i dunno do wat!! =X just wanna off.
mm
anwyay, its irritating when u catch some guys look at u , or staring right at ur face. i eamn. liek. look for wat? im not charlie angel nor victoric secret model . =.= go turn on tv and look all they wan ar. omg. geexz...
haiz. o well. nvm ba. take it as compliment then. =/ anyway, stucked in store, where else can i run and hide?
kk. so late. omg. im still here??? /kk.
tmr talk more
jaa!
gosh. tired still. but better than ytd. duh. ytd fever mah =/
..
today rest my eyes abit. played too longs ytd. eeyes @_@ haha. but fun desu.
its gonna be a short blog. a pity today cant speak with him alot.
cos gonna slp early. me too. though. .alreayd 1330am =X omg
anwyay, bro's fren flying off. no wonder staay at our house. ha. but i like her. aww... if only she cna be my bro's gf. LOLLLLL> .din rrly tlak to her. but i think shes a nice person ba. always laugh so loud. like a guy XD lol. its true.
ha
oopsy =P
mm.. gonna ask him some questions tmr. hoep i wont forget ne. ha
fren cxalled., wanna fix me up with our mutual fren. but i thin khe joking ba. omg. always wanna fix me up cos ppl desperate for a gf =.= wth
but it'll sure be ince though if i can catch up with my fren again in syd. though no say rrly know each other .just.. yea. not that familiar. but ok ba.. haha. joked about staying at his place for fre.e hell no =.= . no way man. though can sa ve alot of money. haiz. but yea. see how ba. though would lvoe to go back. .but. .seesm liek im on a tight budget here=/
oh feel so proud of myself though. not proud. but. .yea okok ba. saw two expensive items, and i did not buy. DID NOT BUYYY i bear with it!!!!!! though its love at first sight, i rrly rrly liek the items, it suits me so much. but i did not buy =( i mean .yea. .sad i cant own it. but at least my money can use for other thigns ba
gosh. no time eat today . anwyay not hungry. had a med size coleslaw. geez. got home, not hungry still. maybe too tired .
so bz nowadasy . gosh. wanna off.. .and.. .i dunno do wat!! =X just wanna off.
mm
anwyay, its irritating when u catch some guys look at u , or staring right at ur face. i eamn. liek. look for wat? im not charlie angel nor victoric secret model . =.= go turn on tv and look all they wan ar. omg. geexz...
haiz. o well. nvm ba. take it as compliment then. =/ anyway, stucked in store, where else can i run and hide?
kk. so late. omg. im still here??? /kk.
tmr talk more
jaa!
24 August 2012
game game =3
so sleepy... oh goodness.
but nice try for the dota 2 game. yea.. .cos was so bored, just nanywya, eed to find something to do.
sammy is my teacher tonight. ha. but yea. i understand better now and all.. .which i slike .wow .amazing. i did this .. like. o..k.. ha. cant believe it.
anyway, so tired todya. had a fever too.
headache. terrible day.
@_@
day time yes. terrible. slpy. no energy. gosh.
so weak. due to fever i guess?
mm... so tired alreyad.
my brain is like half dead now. im not too sure wat to blog. mm...
somethig happened ytd. wat was it?
too bored? mm... cant remember. .
ok. this is it. cant type no mor.
oh yea. past 2 days off... omh. i have no energy at all. so tired ot the max.
mm... o well...........
todya no appetite. so sianz to eat the same food all over again n again=.=
and so expensive. gosh .
kk. so short boring blog
oh yea. theres this news. abt jap slam the korean artists=/
haiz. its not gd if both sides get ugly. not easy for boa to open up this industry for them u know
anwyay, i think its abit stupid and overboard. .too proud of the koreans to state that this particular jap area or place belog to them. so called calling them as the 'korean' palce. or area. i dunno. somethign like that. i thin kits stupid. so stupid. you are in other ppls territory. such a nerve to called that yuor orgin of place? omg. no wonder hte japs are so mad. even though they are popular or wat, shouldnt have done that. it is japan after all. not korea. dunno why they anyhow name that palce as their korean area. omg. are they trying to ruin their career?
jaa mata.
but nice try for the dota 2 game. yea.. .cos was so bored, just nanywya, eed to find something to do.
sammy is my teacher tonight. ha. but yea. i understand better now and all.. .which i slike .wow .amazing. i did this .. like. o..k.. ha. cant believe it.
anyway, so tired todya. had a fever too.
headache. terrible day.
@_@
day time yes. terrible. slpy. no energy. gosh.
so weak. due to fever i guess?
mm... so tired alreyad.
my brain is like half dead now. im not too sure wat to blog. mm...
somethig happened ytd. wat was it?
too bored? mm... cant remember. .
ok. this is it. cant type no mor.
oh yea. past 2 days off... omh. i have no energy at all. so tired ot the max.
mm... o well...........
todya no appetite. so sianz to eat the same food all over again n again=.=
and so expensive. gosh .
kk. so short boring blog
oh yea. theres this news. abt jap slam the korean artists=/
haiz. its not gd if both sides get ugly. not easy for boa to open up this industry for them u know
anwyay, i think its abit stupid and overboard. .too proud of the koreans to state that this particular jap area or place belog to them. so called calling them as the 'korean' palce. or area. i dunno. somethign like that. i thin kits stupid. so stupid. you are in other ppls territory. such a nerve to called that yuor orgin of place? omg. no wonder hte japs are so mad. even though they are popular or wat, shouldnt have done that. it is japan after all. not korea. dunno why they anyhow name that palce as their korean area. omg. are they trying to ruin their career?
jaa mata.
22 August 2012
extremely tiredness continues..
gosh. extremely tired still =( im surprised.
dang.. if only that man did not woke me up with knocking on the door for some constructions thingy.
huu.. .soooo tiredddd=( me certainly overworked. .and i know. .i slpt late too =/ o well......
will gambate ba.. .haiz. its tough.
mm.. .so fast huh. back to tire dme again.
had a bath. so need to relax.. though it din help much, but at least. .yea. .still its a bath.. small one
tired. .so tired.. no energy... restless=/
huuuuuuu
pout* so need help
help me to rest or something. or being happier at home or someting .or so iw ont feel bored or something.
tch. maybe tonight wil ltry slp early ba. though my early its prbably you rkind of late
wow. had great watsons sales today. bought quite a few products. but its all useful to me so yea. discounts is rrly worth it. very gd. but one day ponly.
o well
kk mata ne. mm..... think im hungry alreayd
dang today feel so swollen my face and body. especially face= /
had my haircut todya. dang that lady who destroyed my hair the otehr time. she was the only one who cut my hair stright acrossed without first shampooing my hair. when i said that, my hairstyilst say oh he htink he know who im talking about alreayd. =.= grrrrrr
see. i bet she's the only one.
=.= my poor hair
but my hair very smooth. veyr straight. ha. the stylist thought i straighten my hair with hair straightedner or used the hair dryer to blow dry it. he also thought i know alot abt hair. i was liek .no=.=
gosh. i don even do much to my hair. ha.
but course its not perfect. just glad its smooth fo rnow and glowing looking for now =) i liek my hair shinyness.
though not much difference, as i dont rrly wanna cut too short. .but still i can see the overall changes. its definitely better than before. u know me. i like to take before and after haircut pics. lol.
wont post here. but yea. lie my fringe.. and hair not so thick at the bottom now.
okk!!! jaa mata. for real this time
=)
dang.. if only that man did not woke me up with knocking on the door for some constructions thingy.
huu.. .soooo tiredddd=( me certainly overworked. .and i know. .i slpt late too =/ o well......
will gambate ba.. .haiz. its tough.
mm.. .so fast huh. back to tire dme again.
had a bath. so need to relax.. though it din help much, but at least. .yea. .still its a bath.. small one
tired. .so tired.. no energy... restless=/
huuuuuuu
pout* so need help
help me to rest or something. or being happier at home or someting .or so iw ont feel bored or something.
tch. maybe tonight wil ltry slp early ba. though my early its prbably you rkind of late
wow. had great watsons sales today. bought quite a few products. but its all useful to me so yea. discounts is rrly worth it. very gd. but one day ponly.
o well
kk mata ne. mm..... think im hungry alreayd
dang today feel so swollen my face and body. especially face= /
had my haircut todya. dang that lady who destroyed my hair the otehr time. she was the only one who cut my hair stright acrossed without first shampooing my hair. when i said that, my hairstyilst say oh he htink he know who im talking about alreayd. =.= grrrrrr
see. i bet she's the only one.
=.= my poor hair
but my hair very smooth. veyr straight. ha. the stylist thought i straighten my hair with hair straightedner or used the hair dryer to blow dry it. he also thought i know alot abt hair. i was liek .no=.=
gosh. i don even do much to my hair. ha.
but course its not perfect. just glad its smooth fo rnow and glowing looking for now =) i liek my hair shinyness.
though not much difference, as i dont rrly wanna cut too short. .but still i can see the overall changes. its definitely better than before. u know me. i like to take before and after haircut pics. lol.
wont post here. but yea. lie my fringe.. and hair not so thick at the bottom now.
okk!!! jaa mata. for real this time
=)
21 August 2012
tired blog
extremely tired. and its such a bad bloody day fo rme =( sighs.........
still tired after bath and all... yea. cant wait to enjoy my off.
not enjoy. but. just off is liek extremely nice for me ba
=/
ao well
anwyay, theres tourists or something. angmoh man n woman. i think thats his gf? i dunno. so after attending to the guy , cashier, done, my manager say he kept looking at me. i was like.. wattt... nonsenese.. .==. =
not the first itme they say such thigns to me. but thing is.. i don have the habit of looking guys in the eyes, or their face u see. i fidn that awkward.. very. and hard to do. so i don like to look at them for long. maybe thats why if they rrly look and look huh. and thats why my colleagues wil ltell me. *roll eyes. but then again, maybe they're wrong time and again. omg. i just hate guys looking at girls especially when they're attached. wth
thast why they say huh. .wat.. men are borned to look at girls. .or blah3... something gotta do with their eyes on girls quote. natural insint or soemthing. argh. hate it . *roll eyes. so unfair. so if girl stare at guys, don compain boys=.=
anwyay, sighs.tough day .. =( so sad. so frustrated.
not sad .but. .yea. .o well. /
too tired or bad sales day i guess=/
haiz.
wat els.e .. oh. sm asked us to stay back. cos cannot hit sales. target. o.m.g. ........... i duunno wat to say. i understand. for store good. but . BUT>.... please. how many bloody night shifts they got??? heloo???????????????????? always bloody leave early. when u get so much ****ing night shifts to do, try staying back !!!!! noooo. oh noooooo NO WAY will they ever do so. no way. tell ppl to do, yes. do themselves? wait long2.
sigs. sorry. just so pissed and tired. .and.. .i don fele good at all.
overworked i guess=/
i hate night shifts. ****ing hate it.
..sighs.
imma slp late tonight. just cant. .yea. just cant cheer up. =/
234am now. haven finish bloggin yet
sighs. so unfair.
.............
haiz.... sorry. findinf it so hard to smiel .cant smile. unhappy.
and hate it if ppl hide anything form me. or treat me like i dunno anything at all .
so frustrated.
know wat i wish to do now?
to throw my phoine, smash a vase, scream, shout. scold, push everything away... just wanna vent my anger.
sharks. or fudge;
tch =/
sighs
after bath still not well.
=(
i think tmr i'll feel better. maybe today jsut too tired.
dinner.. i rrly cant tak eit=( and im sorry .
so had to take cup noodle. extra spic y curry noodle. yum though. but not healthy. todya. no vegie at all consumed.
jsu tat when im too tire,d i rrly cant fore myself to eat anymore ba. somemroe not tha hungry
gosh. im so tire dnow. frowning... nothing to cheer me up with
today suddenly i thought of my lnog lost forgotten fav game. destiny something. ....theres..alot. up till 12 or wat. .wat that.. .theres an online one...... wats that. ..mm.... i dunno stil lcan play anot.... destiny. .wat destiny... mm........ ahh.. dunno. forogt
cant think. k. gonna fgo back online.
probably will forget wat i blog tonight ba . jsut another tired and stressful day night blog
mata
still tired after bath and all... yea. cant wait to enjoy my off.
not enjoy. but. just off is liek extremely nice for me ba
=/
ao well
anwyay, theres tourists or something. angmoh man n woman. i think thats his gf? i dunno. so after attending to the guy , cashier, done, my manager say he kept looking at me. i was like.. wattt... nonsenese.. .==. =
not the first itme they say such thigns to me. but thing is.. i don have the habit of looking guys in the eyes, or their face u see. i fidn that awkward.. very. and hard to do. so i don like to look at them for long. maybe thats why if they rrly look and look huh. and thats why my colleagues wil ltell me. *roll eyes. but then again, maybe they're wrong time and again. omg. i just hate guys looking at girls especially when they're attached. wth
thast why they say huh. .wat.. men are borned to look at girls. .or blah3... something gotta do with their eyes on girls quote. natural insint or soemthing. argh. hate it . *roll eyes. so unfair. so if girl stare at guys, don compain boys=.=
anwyay, sighs.tough day .. =( so sad. so frustrated.
not sad .but. .yea. .o well. /
too tired or bad sales day i guess=/
haiz.
wat els.e .. oh. sm asked us to stay back. cos cannot hit sales. target. o.m.g. ........... i duunno wat to say. i understand. for store good. but . BUT>.... please. how many bloody night shifts they got??? heloo???????????????????? always bloody leave early. when u get so much ****ing night shifts to do, try staying back !!!!! noooo. oh noooooo NO WAY will they ever do so. no way. tell ppl to do, yes. do themselves? wait long2.
sigs. sorry. just so pissed and tired. .and.. .i don fele good at all.
overworked i guess=/
i hate night shifts. ****ing hate it.
..sighs.
imma slp late tonight. just cant. .yea. just cant cheer up. =/
234am now. haven finish bloggin yet
sighs. so unfair.
.............
haiz.... sorry. findinf it so hard to smiel .cant smile. unhappy.
and hate it if ppl hide anything form me. or treat me like i dunno anything at all .
so frustrated.
know wat i wish to do now?
to throw my phoine, smash a vase, scream, shout. scold, push everything away... just wanna vent my anger.
sharks. or fudge;
tch =/
sighs
after bath still not well.
=(
i think tmr i'll feel better. maybe today jsut too tired.
dinner.. i rrly cant tak eit=( and im sorry .
so had to take cup noodle. extra spic y curry noodle. yum though. but not healthy. todya. no vegie at all consumed.
jsu tat when im too tire,d i rrly cant fore myself to eat anymore ba. somemroe not tha hungry
gosh. im so tire dnow. frowning... nothing to cheer me up with
today suddenly i thought of my lnog lost forgotten fav game. destiny something. ....theres..alot. up till 12 or wat. .wat that.. .theres an online one...... wats that. ..mm.... i dunno stil lcan play anot.... destiny. .wat destiny... mm........ ahh.. dunno. forogt
cant think. k. gonna fgo back online.
probably will forget wat i blog tonight ba . jsut another tired and stressful day night blog
mata
20 August 2012
unimaginable life
mmm.. hope he's feeling better now.. glad im able to wakey when he's so angry suddenly.. just glad im able to listen'.. though he din say wat happened.. but yea..
haiz. so wish he couldve been happier through his childhood days.. i understandmore than in the past now. .why thigns cant be said to his family and yea. ..
me dunno how anyone can tahan . .bear with it for so long.. especally after youve all grown up .. wonder how that feels.. =/ coudlnt have been gd eh... all ur life.. so much.. restricted. by ur family.. those restrictions.. and. .frustrations... ..i rrly duno how to imagien all that. mustve been rrly bad.. so wish i couldve known him earlier. so i can make him happier longer..
but yea. .soemtimes when its enough. .its enough. when its time to say no. stop. the time will come for the day. no one can be controlled throughout ur whole life.. no one deserve that.. so yea.. just rrly wish he can be happy always.. do the thigns he ever wanted to do .. (good ones of course XD duh ha).
..i have more freedom ba..i guess? at least. .my family are very flexible. now that im no longer a child, i hav more freedom than ever. cept to make a call if not coming home for dinner..(duh) that sort of small thign ba. but.. its.. ..tough. .to imagine whole life being like that.. cannot do anything much... i.. wow. dunn ohow he can stand it for so long.
mustve been so tough on him.. so so tough.. dunno how he rrly .. survive it all.. me just wanna be there for him ya know. make sure mi the source of 'light' and happiness fo rhim .. at least all i can do, is to make this special man, specially happy =)
and i wan to do that forever.
mm.. .tough day. haiz. oh man.. =/
znd so wish im off. to keep him company. and im so tire alreyad. cant wait for off .
anwyay, me still rrly uncomfortable with bunch of male customers coming in. then i 'll request to swope areas with my colleagues. cos i don feel comfortable like you'll hear these guys talking. .''blah3.... ..its ok to make frens..''...''...hello can i help u''... stuffs liek taht. hanging ard the store dunno chit chat for wat. not even browsing. gosh. i suspected they wanted to make frens with me.. (like last tiem remember? that guy=-.=) . maybe its my imagination. but to take precaution, i hurrie dto toilet. lol. after swoping places with my colleague.
luckily after im back theyre gone. but yea. i rather not take the risk of anythign happen. be it my imagination or wrong intution. if not later colleague say agian.. oh that guy keep checking u out. think he liek u=.= omg... disliek desu=.=
hair abt to dry. .gtg soon. sammy slpt first cos he wakey very early later. .aw...
hope he'll have a peaceful slp. no tummy ache. hope me wont get either. hahahah
haiz. time to rest
jaa mata ne .
haiz. so wish he couldve been happier through his childhood days.. i understandmore than in the past now. .why thigns cant be said to his family and yea. ..
me dunno how anyone can tahan . .bear with it for so long.. especally after youve all grown up .. wonder how that feels.. =/ coudlnt have been gd eh... all ur life.. so much.. restricted. by ur family.. those restrictions.. and. .frustrations... ..i rrly duno how to imagien all that. mustve been rrly bad.. so wish i couldve known him earlier. so i can make him happier longer..
but yea. .soemtimes when its enough. .its enough. when its time to say no. stop. the time will come for the day. no one can be controlled throughout ur whole life.. no one deserve that.. so yea.. just rrly wish he can be happy always.. do the thigns he ever wanted to do .. (good ones of course XD duh ha).
..i have more freedom ba..i guess? at least. .my family are very flexible. now that im no longer a child, i hav more freedom than ever. cept to make a call if not coming home for dinner..(duh) that sort of small thign ba. but.. its.. ..tough. .to imagine whole life being like that.. cannot do anything much... i.. wow. dunn ohow he can stand it for so long.
mustve been so tough on him.. so so tough.. dunno how he rrly .. survive it all.. me just wanna be there for him ya know. make sure mi the source of 'light' and happiness fo rhim .. at least all i can do, is to make this special man, specially happy =)
and i wan to do that forever.
mm.. .tough day. haiz. oh man.. =/
znd so wish im off. to keep him company. and im so tire alreyad. cant wait for off .
anwyay, me still rrly uncomfortable with bunch of male customers coming in. then i 'll request to swope areas with my colleagues. cos i don feel comfortable like you'll hear these guys talking. .''blah3.... ..its ok to make frens..''...''...hello can i help u''... stuffs liek taht. hanging ard the store dunno chit chat for wat. not even browsing. gosh. i suspected they wanted to make frens with me.. (like last tiem remember? that guy=-.=) . maybe its my imagination. but to take precaution, i hurrie dto toilet. lol. after swoping places with my colleague.
luckily after im back theyre gone. but yea. i rather not take the risk of anythign happen. be it my imagination or wrong intution. if not later colleague say agian.. oh that guy keep checking u out. think he liek u=.= omg... disliek desu=.=
hair abt to dry. .gtg soon. sammy slpt first cos he wakey very early later. .aw...
hope he'll have a peaceful slp. no tummy ache. hope me wont get either. hahahah
haiz. time to rest
jaa mata ne .
19 August 2012
stand out from the crowds
oopsy. been tired and lazy to blog lately. so yea.. .
very tired... back to those tired days from work and all.. =/
gosh. .heard my colleague talk aso much abt the living lifestyle in australia.. huuu... me rrly so wanna go =( sighs. but so hard...
but.. so nice... and. .gosh. boy do they drink all the time=.= i wonder if they are the numebr one country for drunk driving or accidents..
anwyay, naw.. last night so happy when sammy sudenly being so romantic. small gestrure. but i think thats ver sweet and romantic=) hehe.
^^ its so nice and swt when a guy opens up to u and confesses how they ffeel eh =) nice.
haiz. was so pissed off just now. my phones internet. .tch. so much prob with my phone. either no ringtone.. cant type. .blah3.... small probs. but.. i always need to restart from time to tiem =/ then just now no internet. whoel day checking my phone, wondering why sammy so busy to msg me . then realisse could it be internet prob> /? cos i tried to log into fb. no connection. so after restart, =.= yea . theres internet liao. OMG. so friggin irritatinggggg argh
today so glad i found the size for the dress ive been yearning for=) fianlly foudn it hehehe. so pretty. rrly like it alot. =) and i think that rrly suits me.
saw another romper style. but thats rrly3 expensive.. =/ cant afford to buy so yea...
o well..
mm.. wat else
oh. todya yet another case of my colleague telling me a guy kept looking at me. ==. = haiyo... very weird ne. i thought it was a wrong gut feelign .skali its right. dun like how ppl look at me in whichever kidn of way ba=.= so weird. imagine u dunno anythign cos uve not been paying attention. then suddenly ur fren tel u. hey i think he liek u. he keep staring at u... etc... omg. if i'd known earlier, i wouldve gone to toilet, or hide in backroom=.=
so weird to let ppl stare at u thinking god knows wat.
haiyo.. always like that ne . having my colleagues or frens telling me tat=.=
me dun like desu. they shld look at someone else =.=
so slpy. not gona wait for hair to dry ba .
slpy. v slpy...
nice to pic him slping in the way he described^^ imma slp with that image in my mind later
mm.. wat else. basically ytd so bored. ohhh. now i remembered =/ fri night had such a bad day. the night part. haiz. thats why sat still very sianz. =/ stupid mistake made.
sighs.
but today definitely feelign better .cetp for the internet part=.=
mm.. wat else.
oh . boa is rrly popular among the male artists. hehe. not hard to know why.
i think she's special ba. don have to wear sexy clothes. wear baggy jeans, singlet, normal casual wear, minimal makeup.. hairstyle so simple. so cool. she don have to dance in a sexy way, and u can tell that shes sexy and pretty in her own special way. its like. she stands out among all other female artist .shes not trying hard to be someone else. she's herself. and, thats very real. no made up images. very down to earth. and i think thats why everyone can see that .see her own true shine (personaility). i rrly like tat. u don have to wear wat mini shorts al lthe time.. or low cut top.. or dance ur hips away.. draw thick eyeliner.. curl ur hair all the time.. mini dress to show off ur legs.. etc.... don have to. shes mesmerizing in her own way. and ppl can tell that .=) and thast one of the reason why i liek her alot . she don have to do the same as other female artists does. yet she's still stand out brightly. and memorable. ppl can remember her. = )
being different among the rest, rrly makes her stand out so much. she's not a copy cat to other artists. she got her own style. and i think thast so cool
same thing ba.. its like how. .i dislike being look a liek with exp clubbing girls. imagien if i wanna go club, omg. wear same type of lbd.. (stil lcan wear lbd but in a different special wayyyyy)... mini tigh tfitting one.. then.. hang out with a bunch of smiliar girls.. .omg. i cant stand it. i dislike being the same as others. thats their own trends ba. i can do my own way with a twist. without being too alien like out of place type of twist k -but yea.
stil lrememebr. .after movie isit.. yea. after movie with sammy in syd. he bought me to maccas. then we saw teenagers. or uni ppl... obviously going to club. (it was sat or fri night. .nono. its fri? or thurs. i thinkits fri. mm. not sure. but not sat. cos sat was the sday he bought me to club ^^ )
but anwyaym we saw abunch of gusy and girls. and the girls, hanging out together, making loud chatting noises=.= (hate that) .. wearing all abt the same outfit. .with a clutch.. all look the same O.o. then i remmeber sammy say. .yea. .the girls there typically all the same. mm. he siad somehtin gliek that i think. so yea.
gosh. if im studying there. .or wat. .i cant imagine myself haniging out with such ppl.. depends ba.. =/ just. .rrly dislike attention seeking girls. argh. so irritaintg!! i wouldve wear something different ba. i dunno. i just don wish to become one of those girls u see out in uni or clubs. anyway, ive always been different since i was a child. so yea...
not trying to say.. oh im so special.. blah3... but this is just me. and i ike finding my own way to be me. not soeone else.
aw.. hoep sammy is well now. .tummy ache in middle of night sucks. especially when its middle of night.. .so dark.. huu. me hate to wakey and go toilet =/
ahh.. quetion ar. gd wife..... being a gd wife.
i think most importantly, must have respect for eac other. listen.. being a great companiion.. nthin is easy of course. and must cook, tc of ur partner well. lvoey all the time=) prepare clothes. .iron.. all everything for him so he can have a easier time at home. ahh.... the life of twosome... =)
working in pair.. to keep this happy family going. i think yea.,
so wish i could gib him med or a cuppa warm water now=/ hope he's doing fine...
stomach ache rrly not gd at all. huu.
hahaha.. lol. oopsy. stopped tying for a few seconds there.XD was imagining me giving him med and hav twosoem life together. haha XD oopsy. =P
but yea. .u cant clap with one hand. when both hand does the job, it will only then be completed..
i believe .. as long as u have trust and respect for each other, things will be so much easier in lfie. nothing is perfect at all times. but. compromise, listen with respect, understand each other.. move back one step if need to.. taking turns. .respect. .uh huh... fairness.. truths.fun..joy... yup. i think thast great
but overall. .these few years of ldr.. and long years with him.. rrly .. we grew.. and feelings getting stronger. .and i understand better now. and learn day by day how not to be so sad. .still will. but. at lrast compared to the days he just went over.,.. yea.. better abit. can never be oh so well. cos.. who wil lwanna be apart form ur most imporatnt one at all times eh.. .
okk. see. type so long .gtg
slping time
mata =) sudden msg from the awoken sammy made me smile^^ my night turn better, not pissed off alreayd.
-
very tired... back to those tired days from work and all.. =/
gosh. .heard my colleague talk aso much abt the living lifestyle in australia.. huuu... me rrly so wanna go =( sighs. but so hard...
but.. so nice... and. .gosh. boy do they drink all the time=.= i wonder if they are the numebr one country for drunk driving or accidents..
anwyay, naw.. last night so happy when sammy sudenly being so romantic. small gestrure. but i think thats ver sweet and romantic=) hehe.
^^ its so nice and swt when a guy opens up to u and confesses how they ffeel eh =) nice.
haiz. was so pissed off just now. my phones internet. .tch. so much prob with my phone. either no ringtone.. cant type. .blah3.... small probs. but.. i always need to restart from time to tiem =/ then just now no internet. whoel day checking my phone, wondering why sammy so busy to msg me . then realisse could it be internet prob> /? cos i tried to log into fb. no connection. so after restart, =.= yea . theres internet liao. OMG. so friggin irritatinggggg argh
today so glad i found the size for the dress ive been yearning for=) fianlly foudn it hehehe. so pretty. rrly like it alot. =) and i think that rrly suits me.
saw another romper style. but thats rrly3 expensive.. =/ cant afford to buy so yea...
o well..
mm.. wat else
oh. todya yet another case of my colleague telling me a guy kept looking at me. ==. = haiyo... very weird ne. i thought it was a wrong gut feelign .skali its right. dun like how ppl look at me in whichever kidn of way ba=.= so weird. imagine u dunno anythign cos uve not been paying attention. then suddenly ur fren tel u. hey i think he liek u. he keep staring at u... etc... omg. if i'd known earlier, i wouldve gone to toilet, or hide in backroom=.=
so weird to let ppl stare at u thinking god knows wat.
haiyo.. always like that ne . having my colleagues or frens telling me tat=.=
me dun like desu. they shld look at someone else =.=
so slpy. not gona wait for hair to dry ba .
slpy. v slpy...
nice to pic him slping in the way he described^^ imma slp with that image in my mind later
mm.. wat else. basically ytd so bored. ohhh. now i remembered =/ fri night had such a bad day. the night part. haiz. thats why sat still very sianz. =/ stupid mistake made.
sighs.
but today definitely feelign better .cetp for the internet part=.=
mm.. wat else.
oh . boa is rrly popular among the male artists. hehe. not hard to know why.
i think she's special ba. don have to wear sexy clothes. wear baggy jeans, singlet, normal casual wear, minimal makeup.. hairstyle so simple. so cool. she don have to dance in a sexy way, and u can tell that shes sexy and pretty in her own special way. its like. she stands out among all other female artist .shes not trying hard to be someone else. she's herself. and, thats very real. no made up images. very down to earth. and i think thats why everyone can see that .see her own true shine (personaility). i rrly like tat. u don have to wear wat mini shorts al lthe time.. or low cut top.. or dance ur hips away.. draw thick eyeliner.. curl ur hair all the time.. mini dress to show off ur legs.. etc.... don have to. shes mesmerizing in her own way. and ppl can tell that .=) and thast one of the reason why i liek her alot . she don have to do the same as other female artists does. yet she's still stand out brightly. and memorable. ppl can remember her. = )
being different among the rest, rrly makes her stand out so much. she's not a copy cat to other artists. she got her own style. and i think thast so cool
same thing ba.. its like how. .i dislike being look a liek with exp clubbing girls. imagien if i wanna go club, omg. wear same type of lbd.. (stil lcan wear lbd but in a different special wayyyyy)... mini tigh tfitting one.. then.. hang out with a bunch of smiliar girls.. .omg. i cant stand it. i dislike being the same as others. thats their own trends ba. i can do my own way with a twist. without being too alien like out of place type of twist k -but yea.
stil lrememebr. .after movie isit.. yea. after movie with sammy in syd. he bought me to maccas. then we saw teenagers. or uni ppl... obviously going to club. (it was sat or fri night. .nono. its fri? or thurs. i thinkits fri. mm. not sure. but not sat. cos sat was the sday he bought me to club ^^ )
but anwyaym we saw abunch of gusy and girls. and the girls, hanging out together, making loud chatting noises=.= (hate that) .. wearing all abt the same outfit. .with a clutch.. all look the same O.o. then i remmeber sammy say. .yea. .the girls there typically all the same. mm. he siad somehtin gliek that i think. so yea.
gosh. if im studying there. .or wat. .i cant imagine myself haniging out with such ppl.. depends ba.. =/ just. .rrly dislike attention seeking girls. argh. so irritaintg!! i wouldve wear something different ba. i dunno. i just don wish to become one of those girls u see out in uni or clubs. anyway, ive always been different since i was a child. so yea...
not trying to say.. oh im so special.. blah3... but this is just me. and i ike finding my own way to be me. not soeone else.
aw.. hoep sammy is well now. .tummy ache in middle of night sucks. especially when its middle of night.. .so dark.. huu. me hate to wakey and go toilet =/
ahh.. quetion ar. gd wife..... being a gd wife.
i think most importantly, must have respect for eac other. listen.. being a great companiion.. nthin is easy of course. and must cook, tc of ur partner well. lvoey all the time=) prepare clothes. .iron.. all everything for him so he can have a easier time at home. ahh.... the life of twosome... =)
working in pair.. to keep this happy family going. i think yea.,
so wish i could gib him med or a cuppa warm water now=/ hope he's doing fine...
stomach ache rrly not gd at all. huu.
hahaha.. lol. oopsy. stopped tying for a few seconds there.XD was imagining me giving him med and hav twosoem life together. haha XD oopsy. =P
but yea. .u cant clap with one hand. when both hand does the job, it will only then be completed..
i believe .. as long as u have trust and respect for each other, things will be so much easier in lfie. nothing is perfect at all times. but. compromise, listen with respect, understand each other.. move back one step if need to.. taking turns. .respect. .uh huh... fairness.. truths.fun..joy... yup. i think thast great
but overall. .these few years of ldr.. and long years with him.. rrly .. we grew.. and feelings getting stronger. .and i understand better now. and learn day by day how not to be so sad. .still will. but. at lrast compared to the days he just went over.,.. yea.. better abit. can never be oh so well. cos.. who wil lwanna be apart form ur most imporatnt one at all times eh.. .
okk. see. type so long .gtg
slping time
mata =) sudden msg from the awoken sammy made me smile^^ my night turn better, not pissed off alreayd.
-
16 August 2012
extremely tired me
mm.. recently my bro went to this farwary tempple... at loyang. he's not the type of person who'll do that. he went with his fren. i sense something amiss.. .but. ..me nvr rrly provbe. we're not close till.. u know. like i said. he wont tell me thigns.. like work tired. .or wat.
so yea. but.. .i dunno. like the dream i had. i almost tell him. but i didnt.
just. .too scary to mention again ba. todya hungry month starts. haiz.
anwyay, yea. ..dunno if anythign happen anot. its just way too abnormal for him to go temple without a valid reason. he don care one bit about temple. =/ much less visit one . haiz. dunno. but i rrly hope everything is fine.. .
just.. .too weird. like.. exp. a child learned to speak french overnight. yea. that kind of weird and too abnormal
lost blood time =/ plsu so tired. very.3. .tired. im at my max energy now=/ rrly sooooooo tired. the moment i woke up .i knew it.
my eyes cant fully open now. shoot. nose blocked at this time. so gonna slp liao.
i think way too tired alreyad.
yet stil lhav to do my best smile and be virbant in the store .. get sales... blah4.... =/
very tired today. first thing was to chat with sammy. cos no call no person mah. so text only. need a shoulder to lay on
think he's veyr busy doing things ba . also dun wanna dis him. he need to spend time with frens too
but yea. its terrible when suddenly u stepped outta work, and.. everythign quiet. back to normal self. tiredness all sinks in... omg. nad u just need someone to be there .
wow.
this job is so tiring.
no energy alreayd.
sleepy and very tired.
imma slp soon.
cant think anymore or wat to type
numb
mata
so yea. but.. .i dunno. like the dream i had. i almost tell him. but i didnt.
just. .too scary to mention again ba. todya hungry month starts. haiz.
anwyay, yea. ..dunno if anythign happen anot. its just way too abnormal for him to go temple without a valid reason. he don care one bit about temple. =/ much less visit one . haiz. dunno. but i rrly hope everything is fine.. .
just.. .too weird. like.. exp. a child learned to speak french overnight. yea. that kind of weird and too abnormal
lost blood time =/ plsu so tired. very.3. .tired. im at my max energy now=/ rrly sooooooo tired. the moment i woke up .i knew it.
my eyes cant fully open now. shoot. nose blocked at this time. so gonna slp liao.
i think way too tired alreyad.
yet stil lhav to do my best smile and be virbant in the store .. get sales... blah4.... =/
very tired today. first thing was to chat with sammy. cos no call no person mah. so text only. need a shoulder to lay on
think he's veyr busy doing things ba . also dun wanna dis him. he need to spend time with frens too
but yea. its terrible when suddenly u stepped outta work, and.. everythign quiet. back to normal self. tiredness all sinks in... omg. nad u just need someone to be there .
wow.
this job is so tiring.
no energy alreayd.
sleepy and very tired.
imma slp soon.
cant think anymore or wat to type
numb
mata
14 August 2012
Deep Thoughts Blog
was so hot.. did not slpt well.. =/ plsu worried about roach
haiz.
long story. for today,
my right hadn..arm is aching badly =( i rrly need slp and rest.
since hes'; workig till late tmr, i wonder if i should finish my shift late too. gonna be super tired. anyway..
mm.... o well.
see wat my sm paln ba
so tired. =/
now im feeling hungry. btu. din had any dinner. throuout my life im not used to 3 meals a day kinda lifestyle.
unless sammy is there. then im liek. opk. im willing to eat with him.. etc
but yea. i cant now. break fast sm treat. so full. soon after, not hungry, but time for lunch=( so need to eat. haiz. then yea. plus coffee, drinks, water,... omg.
uh huh. i cant take any dinner liao =/
hungry now. so wish can pull sammy down to eat my fav mee kuah =( sighs
bear with it and slp ba.
aw. so sad. finally r pat appeared on tv. he din said anything abt tat bit** kristen stewart. . but . i dunno. its just a feeling. .its like. .he's happy..and smiling.. but... beneathe all that, i sense ...sadnesss... like. recovered.. but not quiet at all.. .=/ liek. .forcing himself... like. .. acting happy.. cos he's on tv. i dunno .he seems. .abit fragile. .and .. not that. .usuall loking fa ce of his.. mm... yea...
i dunno . maybe im totally wrong. but u know. tat period of time.. .tats how i live on. cried on shop floor, till i learned how to control abit.. till cry during break time.. at home..at night whilst slping.. in bath.. then shop floor.. act happy.. smiel.. joke... do ur best to ur customer.. .
yea.. but .. lie i said. maybe he's getting better. maybe i was wrong . but .. i dunno. after all, the woman who betrayed him was the one he wanted to spend his life with. close to propose, and a man who grew up beliving true love due to his parents influence.
yea. ive totally changed my opnions of him. no longer dislike him. gonna support him now. unless!!! if he decided to patch thigns up with tat kristen. =.= then meaning he's stupid, then yea.
but.. uh huh. a man who drinks when he's happy. no no longer drin at all and he's left dead sober cos of her. healing his broken heart at home instead of out partying all night.. i think. yea. he rrly gained my support.
hope he'll get through this one day. .liek. .totally.. haiz...
he's a good man..
so yea. accoring to newspaper i read today whilst in train, cos of t ara abused news, more news are out. alot of korean groups are not getting along well behind the scenes. shinee, anything not happy withm will have cold war with each other. mm. another super popular one... very long alreayd.. ... omg. suddenly i cant rememebr their name=X but yea.. i was shocked. cos that group name ..popular ba.. and it was way before shinee was out. they too. will pick a fight and cold wars over little tiny bit of things. =X
dunno if tats true. but.... ....i think it is. jsut a feelign thats all. hope tvyxq isnt . anyway just two of them haha. nah. i believe they are brotherly love=)
anwyay,.... yea.. .tat girl.. so poor hting. saw her images..news.. how other team members ignored her, poke her eyes purposely in tv.. say scartics remarks about her.. in tv! and purposely dun hug her in tv live concert.. ....and otehr live show.. purposely neglet her... again. i cant say ohhh 100% true. but i believe so. but i wont say 1--%. cos im not lie a fan or whatsoever. but those images are so real.. and videos.. i felt it. i duno. it sliek. from me since young.. wu knwo. shy girl. = /. .sighs. sometimes v isolated .. then other classmates.. u knwo... =/... can be very irritating . or those popular ones... v.. proud.. or.. ovelry confident. .then when i started work in here... i ried to be very profeessional. rule 1 means 1. then causing other memebrs dislike me or wat. .. cos i was too strict. left alone at one side of store while they chatted happily away.. chat with me also very.. like. .not close.. .
sighs. tat was a very togh and sad period for me. but. u know. i rrly like this job. tats why i stay on. i clenched my teeth and i held on. even when they say bad thigns behind my back, and with rgm siding with htem. very sad .=( but i held on.
tat isolated feeling.. is something... .inde'scrible. especially for a shy or quiet girl lie me. but now i learn to open up and smile or laugh whenveer i can. even if sad. i still need to put on a false front yea.
but anyway...
yea. i sympathise wiht her. that korean group girl.
rrly sad. like. the otehr bimbo girls in that group gang up against her. taling to one another but not to her. =/
i .. sighs. i dunno. i just. .wonde rhow she felt. cos. .she belog part of a super star group after all. dunno if she s in that mv mister. (like i said.. i dunno how they look liek they all look the sam e=.= same face and features.). but.. ..o well.....
duno wat happen now. heard shes forced to write apologises twit. even the other members bullied her via thei tweet. all from internet k. cos i dun hav twitter acctount.
so yea
its.. .sad. saddening =/ sighs..............
so yea. =/
all hte best to her ba.
thats why.... (though not becos of her).. me and my melb sm.. yanika.
we both think the same way. too many gf, not gd. and we dun rrly like. cos they back stab, gossips, jealous, envy.. all these. .omg. very frightening =( or even steal ur bf. =/
stuffs liek tat. destroy ur frendship with one another, or with ur bf .
cos of jealousy or wat.
but for me, i still hav some gf. but not say super close where i can tell all my probs to.
theres oen. but not super everydya chat thype of close fren. cos no time meet up. but at leats. i trust her. i do. (yea. .trust is a scary word..=/ _)
but. .not every thign im comfortable to tell her with. so yea.
somemore shes busy. other than that. ..i dun htink theres any gf im close with to tlak about personal probs.
so yea... some females.. typical ones. .very good at pretending. being popular, innocent, hot, or anything. but beneath those outer appearence,(liek the girls in t ara ..if tta news is 100% true)... there lies such ugly evil heart..... i .. .i rrly felt asham,ed of the females. =/ perhaps guys too? but wlel. im tlaking abou tmy own species here for now ba. so yea.
its scary . u cant tell those type of bit****.. wat theyre thinking. . or planning soemthing in the dark... or to destroy u... or spread a rumour or something.. .to destroy u. very scheming.
haiz...... =(
but yea wat to do.. .
atst life. all sorts of ppl fo ru.
gdluck with the females. i can say for sure . .i am 100% good hearted. not to brad or wat. but im proud to be who i am,.
and not part of those **tches nowadays they turn out to be.
sop eya.
hoep u guys out there. ..will find someone with a pure heart. do not ever find someone who acted sweet in forn tof tv ,fans, or others... then deep beneath that soul, is osmen with an UGLY HEART.
ugly heart.. ..will not make someone pretty no matter how she may lok like megan fox, angeline jolie.. or whoever .
my deep felt blogtonight eh..
GOSH IM STARVING=XXXX
no choice. i rrly need to slp and rest huuuu =(
kk. bear with my hunger
jaa mata....
news whether true or not, fact is still the same... being pretencious will not get u far. .sooner or later, ppl can tell and see that u have an ugly heart to begin with....-
haiz.
long story. for today,
my right hadn..arm is aching badly =( i rrly need slp and rest.
since hes'; workig till late tmr, i wonder if i should finish my shift late too. gonna be super tired. anyway..
mm.... o well.
see wat my sm paln ba
so tired. =/
now im feeling hungry. btu. din had any dinner. throuout my life im not used to 3 meals a day kinda lifestyle.
unless sammy is there. then im liek. opk. im willing to eat with him.. etc
but yea. i cant now. break fast sm treat. so full. soon after, not hungry, but time for lunch=( so need to eat. haiz. then yea. plus coffee, drinks, water,... omg.
uh huh. i cant take any dinner liao =/
hungry now. so wish can pull sammy down to eat my fav mee kuah =( sighs
bear with it and slp ba.
aw. so sad. finally r pat appeared on tv. he din said anything abt tat bit** kristen stewart. . but . i dunno. its just a feeling. .its like. .he's happy..and smiling.. but... beneathe all that, i sense ...sadnesss... like. recovered.. but not quiet at all.. .=/ liek. .forcing himself... like. .. acting happy.. cos he's on tv. i dunno .he seems. .abit fragile. .and .. not that. .usuall loking fa ce of his.. mm... yea...
i dunno . maybe im totally wrong. but u know. tat period of time.. .tats how i live on. cried on shop floor, till i learned how to control abit.. till cry during break time.. at home..at night whilst slping.. in bath.. then shop floor.. act happy.. smiel.. joke... do ur best to ur customer.. .
yea.. but .. lie i said. maybe he's getting better. maybe i was wrong . but .. i dunno. after all, the woman who betrayed him was the one he wanted to spend his life with. close to propose, and a man who grew up beliving true love due to his parents influence.
yea. ive totally changed my opnions of him. no longer dislike him. gonna support him now. unless!!! if he decided to patch thigns up with tat kristen. =.= then meaning he's stupid, then yea.
but.. uh huh. a man who drinks when he's happy. no no longer drin at all and he's left dead sober cos of her. healing his broken heart at home instead of out partying all night.. i think. yea. he rrly gained my support.
hope he'll get through this one day. .liek. .totally.. haiz...
he's a good man..
so yea. accoring to newspaper i read today whilst in train, cos of t ara abused news, more news are out. alot of korean groups are not getting along well behind the scenes. shinee, anything not happy withm will have cold war with each other. mm. another super popular one... very long alreayd.. ... omg. suddenly i cant rememebr their name=X but yea.. i was shocked. cos that group name ..popular ba.. and it was way before shinee was out. they too. will pick a fight and cold wars over little tiny bit of things. =X
dunno if tats true. but.... ....i think it is. jsut a feelign thats all. hope tvyxq isnt . anyway just two of them haha. nah. i believe they are brotherly love=)
anwyay,.... yea.. .tat girl.. so poor hting. saw her images..news.. how other team members ignored her, poke her eyes purposely in tv.. say scartics remarks about her.. in tv! and purposely dun hug her in tv live concert.. ....and otehr live show.. purposely neglet her... again. i cant say ohhh 100% true. but i believe so. but i wont say 1--%. cos im not lie a fan or whatsoever. but those images are so real.. and videos.. i felt it. i duno. it sliek. from me since young.. wu knwo. shy girl. = /. .sighs. sometimes v isolated .. then other classmates.. u knwo... =/... can be very irritating . or those popular ones... v.. proud.. or.. ovelry confident. .then when i started work in here... i ried to be very profeessional. rule 1 means 1. then causing other memebrs dislike me or wat. .. cos i was too strict. left alone at one side of store while they chatted happily away.. chat with me also very.. like. .not close.. .
sighs. tat was a very togh and sad period for me. but. u know. i rrly like this job. tats why i stay on. i clenched my teeth and i held on. even when they say bad thigns behind my back, and with rgm siding with htem. very sad .=( but i held on.
tat isolated feeling.. is something... .inde'scrible. especially for a shy or quiet girl lie me. but now i learn to open up and smile or laugh whenveer i can. even if sad. i still need to put on a false front yea.
but anyway...
yea. i sympathise wiht her. that korean group girl.
rrly sad. like. the otehr bimbo girls in that group gang up against her. taling to one another but not to her. =/
i .. sighs. i dunno. i just. .wonde rhow she felt. cos. .she belog part of a super star group after all. dunno if she s in that mv mister. (like i said.. i dunno how they look liek they all look the sam e=.= same face and features.). but.. ..o well.....
duno wat happen now. heard shes forced to write apologises twit. even the other members bullied her via thei tweet. all from internet k. cos i dun hav twitter acctount.
so yea
its.. .sad. saddening =/ sighs..............
so yea. =/
all hte best to her ba.
thats why.... (though not becos of her).. me and my melb sm.. yanika.
we both think the same way. too many gf, not gd. and we dun rrly like. cos they back stab, gossips, jealous, envy.. all these. .omg. very frightening =( or even steal ur bf. =/
stuffs liek tat. destroy ur frendship with one another, or with ur bf .
cos of jealousy or wat.
but for me, i still hav some gf. but not say super close where i can tell all my probs to.
theres oen. but not super everydya chat thype of close fren. cos no time meet up. but at leats. i trust her. i do. (yea. .trust is a scary word..=/ _)
but. .not every thign im comfortable to tell her with. so yea.
somemore shes busy. other than that. ..i dun htink theres any gf im close with to tlak about personal probs.
so yea... some females.. typical ones. .very good at pretending. being popular, innocent, hot, or anything. but beneath those outer appearence,(liek the girls in t ara ..if tta news is 100% true)... there lies such ugly evil heart..... i .. .i rrly felt asham,ed of the females. =/ perhaps guys too? but wlel. im tlaking abou tmy own species here for now ba. so yea.
its scary . u cant tell those type of bit****.. wat theyre thinking. . or planning soemthing in the dark... or to destroy u... or spread a rumour or something.. .to destroy u. very scheming.
haiz...... =(
but yea wat to do.. .
atst life. all sorts of ppl fo ru.
gdluck with the females. i can say for sure . .i am 100% good hearted. not to brad or wat. but im proud to be who i am,.
and not part of those **tches nowadays they turn out to be.
sop eya.
hoep u guys out there. ..will find someone with a pure heart. do not ever find someone who acted sweet in forn tof tv ,fans, or others... then deep beneath that soul, is osmen with an UGLY HEART.
ugly heart.. ..will not make someone pretty no matter how she may lok like megan fox, angeline jolie.. or whoever .
my deep felt blogtonight eh..
GOSH IM STARVING=XXXX
no choice. i rrly need to slp and rest huuuu =(
kk. bear with my hunger
jaa mata....
news whether true or not, fact is still the same... being pretencious will not get u far. .sooner or later, ppl can tell and see that u have an ugly heart to begin with....-
13 August 2012
i hate boring days =((((
oh gosh. today. such a .. bad morning again. 7am. woke up screaming nin stop cos of a roach =((( sighs. couldnt slp no more. though tonight i rrly hate to slp in my room, but i guess i haev to try =((
so bored. beat myself up fopr not going anywhere today. sighs. gosh. ii cant tell u how bored i am. =((( sighs. baak to those dasy. .tired. .bored... no energy for outside world. ...dammit. i gotta change myself. = /
tch. very frustrated.. .=( sighs.
shoudlve push and forced mysefl to head out no matter wat. .bt. .o well.......
jus so tired ba.. inside out
this job.. ...just so tiring =/
tch ... stupid roach. wiill it attack me again tonight? =( causing me to lose slp? we shall see haiz... wisxh me luck =/
OMG. i feel so bored.
ha. was asking sammy about any pet peeves of his... then he nvr reply. i din ask again .guess thats pros n cons ba. can improve if know.. but.. then i wonde rif i rrly wanna know. ha. interesting q huh.
sighs. how i wish to slp right now.
=/
hate my dinner.
had a few mouthfuls before i threw my rice away. yea. when i cant eat, i just cant. no choice but to throw =(
few pieces of vegie .. one small meat. thats it.
maybe not feeling too gd eh i guess.
sighs. guess its itme for me to find a gd place to chill.
=/
tch..
jsut hate this type of days. .nothing to do.. moodless to do anything...
=/ ... sighs. so.. argh
not happy desu. =/
wanted to clog abt thsi k goup girl getting all bullied and stuff.. her poor vbullied treatments reminded me of my own ... so yea. i rrly rrly hate and dislike girls in a grpup. as in being frens, or being colleagues. .etc. because girls tend to get gossips.. .jealous, backstab each other... etc etc... alot. they ar every mean when in a gourp. as in if they are bad females in the beginning with .argh. hate it.
.but... nah. ges i'll skipped. say another day ba. and robert plus kristen.. .kept forgetting..
anwyay, robert is a very good guy. cant believe i misjudge hi. he's such a nice homebody guy. very down to earth.
the roach inniceident happened before.. got me all frigetende up. now this happened again.. gosh .now whenevr thigns touches my feet , or i thought i saw something black or brown small moving along hte ground, i will scream out of oure fear. yea. sighs.
sad the roach got away =(
... in my room still.. sighs.. =/ another unhappy things about slping at night.
so rrly wish i hav a proper room of my own.. sharing an apartment also will do with others. as long as i have my own room....
sighs.. .
will blog those another time ba=/ jaa
mata
so bored. beat myself up fopr not going anywhere today. sighs. gosh. ii cant tell u how bored i am. =((( sighs. baak to those dasy. .tired. .bored... no energy for outside world. ...dammit. i gotta change myself. = /
tch. very frustrated.. .=( sighs.
shoudlve push and forced mysefl to head out no matter wat. .bt. .o well.......
jus so tired ba.. inside out
this job.. ...just so tiring =/
tch ... stupid roach. wiill it attack me again tonight? =( causing me to lose slp? we shall see haiz... wisxh me luck =/
OMG. i feel so bored.
ha. was asking sammy about any pet peeves of his... then he nvr reply. i din ask again .guess thats pros n cons ba. can improve if know.. but.. then i wonde rif i rrly wanna know. ha. interesting q huh.
sighs. how i wish to slp right now.
=/
hate my dinner.
had a few mouthfuls before i threw my rice away. yea. when i cant eat, i just cant. no choice but to throw =(
few pieces of vegie .. one small meat. thats it.
maybe not feeling too gd eh i guess.
sighs. guess its itme for me to find a gd place to chill.
=/
tch..
jsut hate this type of days. .nothing to do.. moodless to do anything...
=/ ... sighs. so.. argh
not happy desu. =/
wanted to clog abt thsi k goup girl getting all bullied and stuff.. her poor vbullied treatments reminded me of my own ... so yea. i rrly rrly hate and dislike girls in a grpup. as in being frens, or being colleagues. .etc. because girls tend to get gossips.. .jealous, backstab each other... etc etc... alot. they ar every mean when in a gourp. as in if they are bad females in the beginning with .argh. hate it.
.but... nah. ges i'll skipped. say another day ba. and robert plus kristen.. .kept forgetting..
anwyay, robert is a very good guy. cant believe i misjudge hi. he's such a nice homebody guy. very down to earth.
the roach inniceident happened before.. got me all frigetende up. now this happened again.. gosh .now whenevr thigns touches my feet , or i thought i saw something black or brown small moving along hte ground, i will scream out of oure fear. yea. sighs.
sad the roach got away =(
... in my room still.. sighs.. =/ another unhappy things about slping at night.
so rrly wish i hav a proper room of my own.. sharing an apartment also will do with others. as long as i have my own room....
sighs.. .
will blog those another time ba=/ jaa
mata
12 August 2012
the way ppl think and act
wow time flies. so late alreyad
oh yea. oopsy sorry. saw the post. so yea. that emo weird looking giuy i was tlaking about in my previous post, he's from shinee. i duno .theres another weird looking guy too. they all look the same. even for the guys!! XD lol. i cant tell whose who. sorry. but yea.
anyway,... haha. just realized that =X yea.
becos koreans looked all pretty similar. .mm.. i wonder if thats the reason why they hav the highest rate of undergo sugery eh. plastic sugery. anwyay, i think jap also right? abit. mm.. dunno ba. don care
haiyo. cant rememebr wat i wanna blog... .
anwyay, mm... today so tired omg.
im so tired now too =/ very tired.. .and slpy. i rrly cant wait to slp. so yea. cant rrly think righ tnow.
mm...... wats tat thinkg i wanted to blog about... besides abt that emo guy.. mm.......
=/ couldnt remember. .
eh... .mmm.... =.=
...
erm. ..ok.. tats abt it ba Oo
my mind is blank
so swt of himm to tell me he misses our dates together ..and me.
mm.. yea. .who wouldnt like to go out with ur own partner eh.
oh yea. so as i said before times. .
today again , saw this couple. quite young. but i think they're married. late 20s or early 30s ?
the way girl talk.. like. .not so polite as the guy. as in the way she talk to him. i mean yea.. coouple will eb c lose mah. thats wat so special about that. even guys did the same to girls. but sometimes. .don u think its abit unsensitive.. like.. sicne you're mamrried now, youre not on ur first date anymoe, doesnt mean u should act that way all the time mah. like. .so rude.. .and so not sweet =/ me dunno.
not my prob. but im just saying. like. .at least always treat ur partner as though u just met her.. as in.. those sweetest moments between u and her.. .dont talk so rude like youre talking to a stubborn crying baby mah.
gosh. today saw this parent.. child in stroller. his dad say. cry somemore and i wil lthrow and push u down escalator. =/ boy. .a few yrs. quite big. haiz. .some parents. .dunno how to cherish =( how can u threaten or say such htings to ur own flesh and blood? =/ certain htigns they wil lremember for life when they grow up ..
and.. .oh yea i think this is it. the blog. erm
so yea. read this interesting post. abt some guys liek girls.. .example. .flabby tummy, no makeup , wat else.. .singing badly.. bad habits.. ugly hairstyle. .not ugly as in not so pretty hairstyle. .. liek messy.. .etc. then i was like. yea this can be very true for some guys. but then again. theres been cases where u heard ofrm tv or others...
like. exp bf asked gf eat more cos shes too skinny, and he like her more fleshy. then when she did, get fat, he dumped her for a skinny girl. wth?? /i felt sad when i heard tat=/
or some guys will say.. o yea i liek ur natural pale look.. .etc2.. beautiful.. .etc2.... then skali, dumped ppl for another girl with a pretty looking face. O.o. get wat i mean?
its just so difficult to believe sometimes. cos. i think guys mah. once htey see someone prettier, the thigns they said, will just be erased form their memory =.= some guys only i meant. so yea.
that was a gd post. its nice to know guys out there does think that way. but. nah. i dont believe 100% it can stay that way . it may. but not to all who said that in the post. ..maybe ba. but.. yea. some words are swt when u read abt the stomach part..
imagien a guy say liek ur budgling stomach, then skali dump u for a great figure with flat tummy. .=.= yea. the girl most liekly wil commit suicide ba=.= haiz. girls are so poor things sometimes...
anwyay, oh .theres this shameful singaporen guy. think he's in sydney now. good thign i cant see his face. pic i mean. otherwise if i rrly do see him, omg. im so gonna throw him this dirty look =.= pfft. apologise rudely after he molested a girl .saying he's too high. wtH>> ?? in that case ppl steal money, murder, rape, all uses.. oh too high. wth. so stupid for a man in unsw. studying in unsw. omggggggggggg stupid. i dunno what to say.
hate this type of rich brat who thinks they're so cool, rich and can get away with anything jsut ebcos they are in uni, marine force school, or wherever he's from .u can tell he's a soab. =son of.. yea.
kk. gtg. omg. so late. had wanted to slp ealry =.=
he's extraly sweet today .mm. =)
kk jaa mata
oh yea. oopsy sorry. saw the post. so yea. that emo weird looking giuy i was tlaking about in my previous post, he's from shinee. i duno .theres another weird looking guy too. they all look the same. even for the guys!! XD lol. i cant tell whose who. sorry. but yea.
anyway,... haha. just realized that =X yea.
becos koreans looked all pretty similar. .mm.. i wonder if thats the reason why they hav the highest rate of undergo sugery eh. plastic sugery. anwyay, i think jap also right? abit. mm.. dunno ba. don care
haiyo. cant rememebr wat i wanna blog... .
anwyay, mm... today so tired omg.
im so tired now too =/ very tired.. .and slpy. i rrly cant wait to slp. so yea. cant rrly think righ tnow.
mm...... wats tat thinkg i wanted to blog about... besides abt that emo guy.. mm.......
=/ couldnt remember. .
eh... .mmm.... =.=
...
erm. ..ok.. tats abt it ba Oo
my mind is blank
so swt of himm to tell me he misses our dates together ..and me.
mm.. yea. .who wouldnt like to go out with ur own partner eh.
oh yea. so as i said before times. .
today again , saw this couple. quite young. but i think they're married. late 20s or early 30s ?
the way girl talk.. like. .not so polite as the guy. as in the way she talk to him. i mean yea.. coouple will eb c lose mah. thats wat so special about that. even guys did the same to girls. but sometimes. .don u think its abit unsensitive.. like.. sicne you're mamrried now, youre not on ur first date anymoe, doesnt mean u should act that way all the time mah. like. .so rude.. .and so not sweet =/ me dunno.
not my prob. but im just saying. like. .at least always treat ur partner as though u just met her.. as in.. those sweetest moments between u and her.. .dont talk so rude like youre talking to a stubborn crying baby mah.
gosh. today saw this parent.. child in stroller. his dad say. cry somemore and i wil lthrow and push u down escalator. =/ boy. .a few yrs. quite big. haiz. .some parents. .dunno how to cherish =( how can u threaten or say such htings to ur own flesh and blood? =/ certain htigns they wil lremember for life when they grow up ..
and.. .oh yea i think this is it. the blog. erm
so yea. read this interesting post. abt some guys liek girls.. .example. .flabby tummy, no makeup , wat else.. .singing badly.. bad habits.. ugly hairstyle. .not ugly as in not so pretty hairstyle. .. liek messy.. .etc. then i was like. yea this can be very true for some guys. but then again. theres been cases where u heard ofrm tv or others...
like. exp bf asked gf eat more cos shes too skinny, and he like her more fleshy. then when she did, get fat, he dumped her for a skinny girl. wth?? /i felt sad when i heard tat=/
or some guys will say.. o yea i liek ur natural pale look.. .etc2.. beautiful.. .etc2.... then skali, dumped ppl for another girl with a pretty looking face. O.o. get wat i mean?
its just so difficult to believe sometimes. cos. i think guys mah. once htey see someone prettier, the thigns they said, will just be erased form their memory =.= some guys only i meant. so yea.
that was a gd post. its nice to know guys out there does think that way. but. nah. i dont believe 100% it can stay that way . it may. but not to all who said that in the post. ..maybe ba. but.. yea. some words are swt when u read abt the stomach part..
imagien a guy say liek ur budgling stomach, then skali dump u for a great figure with flat tummy. .=.= yea. the girl most liekly wil commit suicide ba=.= haiz. girls are so poor things sometimes...
anwyay, oh .theres this shameful singaporen guy. think he's in sydney now. good thign i cant see his face. pic i mean. otherwise if i rrly do see him, omg. im so gonna throw him this dirty look =.= pfft. apologise rudely after he molested a girl .saying he's too high. wtH>> ?? in that case ppl steal money, murder, rape, all uses.. oh too high. wth. so stupid for a man in unsw. studying in unsw. omggggggggggg stupid. i dunno what to say.
hate this type of rich brat who thinks they're so cool, rich and can get away with anything jsut ebcos they are in uni, marine force school, or wherever he's from .u can tell he's a soab. =son of.. yea.
kk. gtg. omg. so late. had wanted to slp ealry =.=
he's extraly sweet today .mm. =)
kk jaa mata
11 August 2012
emo looked bad
o well. just been tired and sleepy. abit resetless lately.. no time for blogging.
anyway just a quick one here cos im rushing for bed=/
bro played dvd so yea. gosh no time for slp liao
anyway, nefore i forget, mm... theres this korean guy dancing with boa. is he taemin? from super junior? i think so right? hav i blog abt this before? he's so emo looking=.=
omg. the black dark eyeliners, the hair weirdly cut in a way to cover his not so gd looking face(sorry if youre a fan of him)... skinny and pale looking,... omg. i serisouly. i have no idea why girls liek that group so much. or even think he's cute=X
he looked like a girl =X oopsy. i mean. i dunnooo. gosh. too emo looking for a guy. so wat if he can dance?
i duno. just dislike guys looking like tat=.=
so weird. ..
nvm. make boa look even prettier ha.
but i rrly don undersatnd why girls go gaga over the weird looking bang. like. weird blond hair.. eyeliner,... pale skin... how come ar. their dancing skills okok mah. don have the whole packaging. voice... okok. some very very bad. erm .i din rrly listen to them so ya. only support tvyxq. anwyay,
..yea. i don get it thats all. same thing goes to jap of course. but i don think jap guys have alot of eyeliner and .. i dunno. i dont go research for yea.. ha. no time .huuuuuu
mmm... why ar. whats sxo attractive abt them? those bands. i dun get it.
o well maybe thats just me ba. i dont go for those ppl go crazy for .. erm. well. hardly rarely ever does. unfair to say nvr. cos i like boa ^^ hahaha.
gosh cant wait for her jap single to be out =) can sing til lmy heart content.
wonder if sammy like all those kkorean2 songs becos of its catchy tunes, or their dances huh.
o well. u know me. i go for personaility and thei vocal skills. thats all.
nowadays , only such few rare artist can catch my eyes. .
kk. gtg. hair. .stil lwet huu
mmm........ before i went on a long leave, i blog alot right. (guess that tiem i mustve ben overworked without much enjoyment) .. about how i dread each day saying same thingover and over again... doing same thing. like a robot. so sianz....
now, i dont feel that. at least not now.
so yea. it occurred to me that. u know. that was the peroid of itme my body is trying to tell me. this is ur limnit now. u gotta take a leave, relaz, enjoy urself. gosh. wish i couldve realized tat sooner
anyway, hopei can tahan till next year.
kk gtg .
jaa
everyday i wish to learn more about him
anyway just a quick one here cos im rushing for bed=/
bro played dvd so yea. gosh no time for slp liao
anyway, nefore i forget, mm... theres this korean guy dancing with boa. is he taemin? from super junior? i think so right? hav i blog abt this before? he's so emo looking=.=
omg. the black dark eyeliners, the hair weirdly cut in a way to cover his not so gd looking face(sorry if youre a fan of him)... skinny and pale looking,... omg. i serisouly. i have no idea why girls liek that group so much. or even think he's cute=X
he looked like a girl =X oopsy. i mean. i dunnooo. gosh. too emo looking for a guy. so wat if he can dance?
i duno. just dislike guys looking like tat=.=
so weird. ..
nvm. make boa look even prettier ha.
but i rrly don undersatnd why girls go gaga over the weird looking bang. like. weird blond hair.. eyeliner,... pale skin... how come ar. their dancing skills okok mah. don have the whole packaging. voice... okok. some very very bad. erm .i din rrly listen to them so ya. only support tvyxq. anwyay,
..yea. i don get it thats all. same thing goes to jap of course. but i don think jap guys have alot of eyeliner and .. i dunno. i dont go research for yea.. ha. no time .huuuuuu
mmm... why ar. whats sxo attractive abt them? those bands. i dun get it.
o well maybe thats just me ba. i dont go for those ppl go crazy for .. erm. well. hardly rarely ever does. unfair to say nvr. cos i like boa ^^ hahaha.
gosh cant wait for her jap single to be out =) can sing til lmy heart content.
wonder if sammy like all those kkorean2 songs becos of its catchy tunes, or their dances huh.
o well. u know me. i go for personaility and thei vocal skills. thats all.
nowadays , only such few rare artist can catch my eyes. .
kk. gtg. hair. .stil lwet huu
mmm........ before i went on a long leave, i blog alot right. (guess that tiem i mustve ben overworked without much enjoyment) .. about how i dread each day saying same thingover and over again... doing same thing. like a robot. so sianz....
now, i dont feel that. at least not now.
so yea. it occurred to me that. u know. that was the peroid of itme my body is trying to tell me. this is ur limnit now. u gotta take a leave, relaz, enjoy urself. gosh. wish i couldve realized tat sooner
anyway, hopei can tahan till next year.
kk gtg .
jaa
everyday i wish to learn more about him
09 August 2012
weaky me
mm.. so weak today=/ mum can tell that too. i dunno. mayeb just. . not.. been having like. .gd health?
went to temple. but doubt thats gonna help
anyway, gosh. so slpy and am tired. so boring =/ yea gd thin g i went out. but. tired too though
then got home, bored. dunno wat to do. cant concentrate on my jap lesson. sammy online bz, left me alone thinking wat else to do. online till nothing to online liao ha. pathetic.
decided to piece my optimus prime lego things . but not lego brand. its fun. like. wow. finally completed. u knw that kind of feeling?
yea. a pity no place to put. have to squeeze it in.
slpy. but yea. just wanted to find thigns to do. game so difficult to find and dl. dunno ha.. i still waonder how i managed to do it for lOl
though though him i dislike him going to u know wat places. but. yea. cos i dunn wanna lie. but still need to let him go mah isnt it. if he;s happy then yea. i cant possibly stop anyone. most important is he's happy ba. hope he din get my msg wrong
i dont feel good.. need slp now
kk need to slp le ba.
gdnight everyone.
jaa
went to temple. but doubt thats gonna help
anyway, gosh. so slpy and am tired. so boring =/ yea gd thin g i went out. but. tired too though
then got home, bored. dunno wat to do. cant concentrate on my jap lesson. sammy online bz, left me alone thinking wat else to do. online till nothing to online liao ha. pathetic.
decided to piece my optimus prime lego things . but not lego brand. its fun. like. wow. finally completed. u knw that kind of feeling?
yea. a pity no place to put. have to squeeze it in.
slpy. but yea. just wanted to find thigns to do. game so difficult to find and dl. dunno ha.. i still waonder how i managed to do it for lOl
though though him i dislike him going to u know wat places. but. yea. cos i dunn wanna lie. but still need to let him go mah isnt it. if he;s happy then yea. i cant possibly stop anyone. most important is he's happy ba. hope he din get my msg wrong
i dont feel good.. need slp now
kk need to slp le ba.
gdnight everyone.
jaa
08 August 2012
man's best fren
i feel terrible. today just .. not so well. tired. just one day of work rrly left me tired out.
today i tol dmy parents abt taht dream. wat happened.. u know. haiyo.wonder if i rrly shoudlve done that = / probably not eh? oh man. but anyway, so far ok. .mum nvr nag too much. jsut asked if i would like her slp with me. (course not -_-) so yea. ha. mm.. .
oh yea. was looking through long and hard at this doggie rescue website or soemthign. lots of stories. touching ones, cute ones, sad ones. can u beleiever it? burn the dogs? omg. my heart ache for them =/
sighs. u get to read those. doggie save owners, take bullets for them, etc
wat i like most abt dogs is their personailities.. faithfulness. loyalty, freidnlyness. i mean. most of all, one easy word, they have humanity . and. .yea. they are so.. human like. in away ba. not say oh totally human=.=
i mean. cats are too, cute , nice , well, yea. . but they just lack that kind of humanity dog has. i mean. u don see cat uses its body as a shield for bullets now do u. i mean. well, animals are great nonetheles.s.
gosh stomach rrrly uncomfy.
oh gosh.
abit uncomfy and tired to type. unsure wat else=/
haiz,.
k ba
jaa
today i tol dmy parents abt taht dream. wat happened.. u know. haiyo.wonder if i rrly shoudlve done that = / probably not eh? oh man. but anyway, so far ok. .mum nvr nag too much. jsut asked if i would like her slp with me. (course not -_-) so yea. ha. mm.. .
oh yea. was looking through long and hard at this doggie rescue website or soemthign. lots of stories. touching ones, cute ones, sad ones. can u beleiever it? burn the dogs? omg. my heart ache for them =/
sighs. u get to read those. doggie save owners, take bullets for them, etc
wat i like most abt dogs is their personailities.. faithfulness. loyalty, freidnlyness. i mean. most of all, one easy word, they have humanity . and. .yea. they are so.. human like. in away ba. not say oh totally human=.=
i mean. cats are too, cute , nice , well, yea. . but they just lack that kind of humanity dog has. i mean. u don see cat uses its body as a shield for bullets now do u. i mean. well, animals are great nonetheles.s.
gosh stomach rrrly uncomfy.
oh gosh.
abit uncomfy and tired to type. unsure wat else=/
haiz,.
k ba
jaa
07 August 2012
short blog again
sighs. .... =(
dunno how ppl are thinking sometimes..
so confused right now
..tch =/
is this called.. being treated the wrong way?
dunno ba. so ..sianz desu ne.
one time say.. 2nd time remind. ,..thats it
o well
wonder how many ppl out there kena timeline alreyad huh. mine is still under the normal one. gosh. its as though virus spreading. unsure when wil lthat be my turn=X
i see through everything .
and its sad
cant smile. shld online more then rest soon. stomach prob this morning. so weak
jaa
dunno how ppl are thinking sometimes..
so confused right now
..tch =/
is this called.. being treated the wrong way?
dunno ba. so ..sianz desu ne.
one time say.. 2nd time remind. ,..thats it
o well
wonder how many ppl out there kena timeline alreyad huh. mine is still under the normal one. gosh. its as though virus spreading. unsure when wil lthat be my turn=X
i see through everything .
and its sad
cant smile. shld online more then rest soon. stomach prob this morning. so weak
jaa
06 August 2012
secrets for?
hmm. need to rest asap later.
since mrg. .toilet trips endless... =/
weak and. .tired now
but very hungry.
mm..... had a ncie few mins chat with sammy.. always nice to hear his voice.
gosh. slpy n full now. haiyo. gonna wait for bro to come back he say incase ab fare not enough
tch. so much to blog. wait. i cant remmeber any =X
o well. .
anyway,
hmm.. i know there are still some stuffs i wasnt told of...
dunno why. but... sighs.
i just couldnt get why........
is hiding rrly that nescessary>
?
wat for. why. i rrly dont get it. . =(
sighs
gosh. tired. and full. hope stil lcan slp peacefully ba . mm.wonder if bro bought more thigns for me anot. he said theres this piglet dress slightly longer than singlet which he bought for me. =.= i cant wait to see it.. but.. piglet??? -.- dots.. okk. hope not too kiddish.
lol
jaa mata
he soon back. in cab liao. wee.. tonight wont be so lonely
since mrg. .toilet trips endless... =/
weak and. .tired now
but very hungry.
mm..... had a ncie few mins chat with sammy.. always nice to hear his voice.
gosh. slpy n full now. haiyo. gonna wait for bro to come back he say incase ab fare not enough
tch. so much to blog. wait. i cant remmeber any =X
o well. .
anyway,
hmm.. i know there are still some stuffs i wasnt told of...
dunno why. but... sighs.
i just couldnt get why........
is hiding rrly that nescessary>
?
wat for. why. i rrly dont get it. . =(
sighs
gosh. tired. and full. hope stil lcan slp peacefully ba . mm.wonder if bro bought more thigns for me anot. he said theres this piglet dress slightly longer than singlet which he bought for me. =.= i cant wait to see it.. but.. piglet??? -.- dots.. okk. hope not too kiddish.
lol
jaa mata
he soon back. in cab liao. wee.. tonight wont be so lonely
05 August 2012
better dad
ok. long day. but gonna make it into short
so...
haiz. v sad. more of disappointed. =( my best fren lied to me. again. after redz. .... sighs. ...i dunno why =( ...
ppl nowadays.. so ... i dunno hwo to believe anymore.. .theres this mutal fren thogh. v nice . gab me free balloon and this book marsk i set my eyes on. ha. yea free!
haiz. my other best fren told me the whole storey today =/ so yea. ...
haiz.
tch. i dunno hwose words to believe anymore.. ....
only matte ris sammy a. im happy when he din hestited to reply he trust me. he knew me well u knw. so yea.
im very gld.
omg im sooo oslpy. he went to bed alreyad. huu. me better to do so. late liao. imma try to slp with light soiff today. last night i on it. but wakey to find lights off by paretns=X omg. then forced myself to slp huu
body rrly aching today. as though the dream was real.. like. ..something rrly did... lay on top of me.. omg. sharks. why did i mention that. ..god.
touch wood.
kk. i'll take it as though im tired. yes. thast why my whole body is aching
so nice. dad bought chocolate.. bak kwa.. and vitamin water for us. 8 bottles. =) when i say wanna go pp, he say yea later we going in abit.
...he nvr ever said that u know. when he was still drinking.... ....i am v grateful. .and v proud of him. though last night he went down. saying 2nd uncle asked him head down at night. but hope he din drink ba =/
but yea....
when he was stil ldrinking, me and mum asked him go out, he'll say.. .no. tired. see how. . so hot!.. etc...... yea.... he dislike going out.. .so htat he could drinkwith his frens later.
now i rrly understand. ... how these bad habits can destroy a happy family
throw away bad habits, and you'll -realized how much more thigns u can buy with those EXTRA money!! spend more time with family.. make urself hap[ier.. etc
uh huh.. .
haiz. though his knewe not that gd.. but seriosuly.. if not for that, i wouldnt have gotten my nice dad back. he's not the best. but at least he's better than before. and tht means alot to me. at least to my mum. he spent more time with my mum. tv..eating.. shopping..etc.. im very glad for them rrly.
haiz. ...these poisins.. smoking..drinking..drugs... etc..... rrly can destrpy and taek wawy ur future plsu happiness..plus familoy
do not get addicted to that
as much as i wish sammy cant stay clear form tat. .but.. o well.. uni huh. plus some frens.. .i think.. tht sld be quiet immposible=/
anwy
yea.. so nice. its maazing huh. how boa is so short. abt 158cm. yet so power in her performance. ha. wanna dance like her. but me no clubbing bad girl. only love to dance withmy darling. so wish he's here..
tired liao .wat else i missed out.
kk. tmr ba
mata
so...
haiz. v sad. more of disappointed. =( my best fren lied to me. again. after redz. .... sighs. ...i dunno why =( ...
ppl nowadays.. so ... i dunno hwo to believe anymore.. .theres this mutal fren thogh. v nice . gab me free balloon and this book marsk i set my eyes on. ha. yea free!
haiz. my other best fren told me the whole storey today =/ so yea. ...
haiz.
tch. i dunno hwose words to believe anymore.. ....
only matte ris sammy a. im happy when he din hestited to reply he trust me. he knew me well u knw. so yea.
im very gld.
omg im sooo oslpy. he went to bed alreyad. huu. me better to do so. late liao. imma try to slp with light soiff today. last night i on it. but wakey to find lights off by paretns=X omg. then forced myself to slp huu
body rrly aching today. as though the dream was real.. like. ..something rrly did... lay on top of me.. omg. sharks. why did i mention that. ..god.
touch wood.
kk. i'll take it as though im tired. yes. thast why my whole body is aching
so nice. dad bought chocolate.. bak kwa.. and vitamin water for us. 8 bottles. =) when i say wanna go pp, he say yea later we going in abit.
...he nvr ever said that u know. when he was still drinking.... ....i am v grateful. .and v proud of him. though last night he went down. saying 2nd uncle asked him head down at night. but hope he din drink ba =/
but yea....
when he was stil ldrinking, me and mum asked him go out, he'll say.. .no. tired. see how. . so hot!.. etc...... yea.... he dislike going out.. .so htat he could drinkwith his frens later.
now i rrly understand. ... how these bad habits can destroy a happy family
throw away bad habits, and you'll -realized how much more thigns u can buy with those EXTRA money!! spend more time with family.. make urself hap[ier.. etc
uh huh.. .
haiz. though his knewe not that gd.. but seriosuly.. if not for that, i wouldnt have gotten my nice dad back. he's not the best. but at least he's better than before. and tht means alot to me. at least to my mum. he spent more time with my mum. tv..eating.. shopping..etc.. im very glad for them rrly.
haiz. ...these poisins.. smoking..drinking..drugs... etc..... rrly can destrpy and taek wawy ur future plsu happiness..plus familoy
do not get addicted to that
as much as i wish sammy cant stay clear form tat. .but.. o well.. uni huh. plus some frens.. .i think.. tht sld be quiet immposible=/
anwy
yea.. so nice. its maazing huh. how boa is so short. abt 158cm. yet so power in her performance. ha. wanna dance like her. but me no clubbing bad girl. only love to dance withmy darling. so wish he's here..
tired liao .wat else i missed out.
kk. tmr ba
mata
04 August 2012
worst nightmare yet =(
i bought her al bum. boa. yay... haha .got her two cute photo cards wiht signatured XD yay. anwyay, haven open up the poster...
mm. no space to put up =.=
see how ba.
terrible day start. .cos orf morning. =/ had two weird nightmares. first one was like. i rrly cant type it now. its too frightening. only told this to sammy . gosh. its so .. haiz. im trying hard not to think.
so eya. let sjust say.. its not the first time alreyd. i think its stress huh? when u dreamt of liek. .soemthing enterin ur body or ur body cant move.. cos its.. yea.
but that voice i heard this moring. omg. thats it.
kk. im not gonna type liao. later cant slp at all =(
anwyay.. so. no mood to go out. decided to cook. yay. awesome job. lol XD yea. i like my cooking lol. hahahaha.
so yea. am proud of it =) and finally have the time to cook thai express yellow ginger chicken. omg. i altered the recipe u know. yea. its MY recipe. haha.so happy it turned out awesome . almost same taste and colour the same ^^
praticed boas song.. so weird korean. i still liek sining in jap. im v comfortable with
mm.. jap book. yea. its gd so far. but will continue bit by bit. if not scared cant rememebr everythign if read too much eh.
mm...
wat else.
was jsut looking back at my old album in fb. love hte way he held my hand tight .looking back.so much happened.. so much learnt. .grew up.. new hobbies developed.. stuffs like tat ba. went through all pics of my syd trip. 2010. first time there.
v v nice stay. how i wish to go again.
mm...
yea.
ha. alot of my pics my eyes pretty swollen. cos cried alot tat time.. aw.. .yea. poor hting right. ha. o well.. .
but yea.
must look forward to future happiness liao. so yea.
mm.. .dislike night time. huu. i wish hes here to slp with me. =/
huu... i think i shld be fine ba. but i definitely cant gurantee for future. not first time liao. each time seesm to get wors.e or was it. cant rrly remember.
just recalled in syd isit... sammy wakey me up. and i recalled i said somehting like. omg im so glad u woke me up! was having nightmare halfway.. soemthing like that ba.
amazing huh he can tell ..
but yea. huuu.... .mish him
will tahan for these few nights ba. hoepfully tmr night i will be ok enough to slp with lights off.
or shld i wait for morning... nah. later i get too tired out. then lie todya will be so weak and restless. rrly v weak today. =/
haiz
mm.. wat else. yea a pity bro not here. he went holiday. huuu.... otherwise at least will have someone here at this time ba
kk. jaa mata ne.... will slp with lights on tonight. hope it wont off by itself T_T choyyy ykk. don think2... not gonna happen again liek thaat time at hotel.. .kk.. need to relaz
jaa mata T_T huuuwish me luck n pray fo rme.
cant tell my mum the dream. later make it into larger prob =/
mm. no space to put up =.=
see how ba.
terrible day start. .cos orf morning. =/ had two weird nightmares. first one was like. i rrly cant type it now. its too frightening. only told this to sammy . gosh. its so .. haiz. im trying hard not to think.
so eya. let sjust say.. its not the first time alreyd. i think its stress huh? when u dreamt of liek. .soemthing enterin ur body or ur body cant move.. cos its.. yea.
but that voice i heard this moring. omg. thats it.
kk. im not gonna type liao. later cant slp at all =(
anwyay.. so. no mood to go out. decided to cook. yay. awesome job. lol XD yea. i like my cooking lol. hahahaha.
so yea. am proud of it =) and finally have the time to cook thai express yellow ginger chicken. omg. i altered the recipe u know. yea. its MY recipe. haha.so happy it turned out awesome . almost same taste and colour the same ^^
praticed boas song.. so weird korean. i still liek sining in jap. im v comfortable with
mm.. jap book. yea. its gd so far. but will continue bit by bit. if not scared cant rememebr everythign if read too much eh.
mm...
wat else.
was jsut looking back at my old album in fb. love hte way he held my hand tight .looking back.so much happened.. so much learnt. .grew up.. new hobbies developed.. stuffs like tat ba. went through all pics of my syd trip. 2010. first time there.
v v nice stay. how i wish to go again.
mm...
yea.
ha. alot of my pics my eyes pretty swollen. cos cried alot tat time.. aw.. .yea. poor hting right. ha. o well.. .
but yea.
must look forward to future happiness liao. so yea.
mm.. .dislike night time. huu. i wish hes here to slp with me. =/
huu... i think i shld be fine ba. but i definitely cant gurantee for future. not first time liao. each time seesm to get wors.e or was it. cant rrly remember.
just recalled in syd isit... sammy wakey me up. and i recalled i said somehting like. omg im so glad u woke me up! was having nightmare halfway.. soemthing like that ba.
amazing huh he can tell ..
but yea. huuu.... .mish him
will tahan for these few nights ba. hoepfully tmr night i will be ok enough to slp with lights off.
or shld i wait for morning... nah. later i get too tired out. then lie todya will be so weak and restless. rrly v weak today. =/
haiz
mm.. wat else. yea a pity bro not here. he went holiday. huuu.... otherwise at least will have someone here at this time ba
kk. jaa mata ne.... will slp with lights on tonight. hope it wont off by itself T_T choyyy ykk. don think2... not gonna happen again liek thaat time at hotel.. .kk.. need to relaz
jaa mata T_T huuuwish me luck n pray fo rme.
cant tell my mum the dream. later make it into larger prob =/
03 August 2012
proposal video =)
aw... so touching... just watched that youtubber video or her roposal... wow. u can feel the atmosphere.. like. oh.. so this is how ppl propose.. well, soem ppl do it openly, soem do it between themselves. ..but yea. so nice and sweet awwww..... =') rrly touching.
just.. yea. dunno wat to say ba. just happy for them =)
such a lucky girl.. and man. hahah
oh.. so usually guys will choose and buy ring? thought its always liek buy togetehr.. eh .O.o cos its movies ar? but in real life, i think guy will buy the ring or design (if rich) .. otherwise how cna hey propose with a surprise right. i think ne. surpise is the bvest.
at least ask alreayd, buy ring, then knee down. nice dinner. still ok mah.
no nid so expensive right. unless can afford haha.
gosh tired. slpy today ne. =.= din slpt well. cos worried abt the alarm i think .gosh.
anyway, mm.. leave starts. not long. but better than none. uh huh
mm... ohh.. so tday.. dropped by kinokuniya.. ha. always been wanting to ge this kind of erm. .jap activity book .but not boring one. i cant stick with boring book. like. .wont makes me wanan learn lol .so eya. found one. good. thick big book .but price. omg. to exp T_T so foudn another one .cheaper. much cheaper. but smaller. good or not. .see how ba. hopefully i wil lforce myself to finish up. ha
mm....... eh. nothing much alreyad huh? O.o so boring today. omg.
work ne.. sometime just... get on ur nerves. .what to do. work wil lalwasy be liek that.
how i wish to work at bras n things. mm. .one more store is wat ar. .. cant recall fo rnow. i thin kits great when u get to work at ur fav store huh? lasenza not bad. lol .lingerie stores eh XDD hahaha.
mm...... pandora.. ha. i wonder how much staff discount XD . skali no hav =P
but whenevr i walked past tpilet, i'll always turn my head to look at their display. adn as usual. .sometimes will see guys.. or even young teenagers there. .was like. ..wah. they can afford ar? but hten why not. if once a month buy one or two.. ok right. as for guys, maybe they buying fo rhteir wife or their gf. or even mum .
but yea. can always see those unexpected pl in that store. ha. pandora is magical eh. i dunno. somehow ppl just love it so much.
because of their workmanship one and only pcs? or becos of the story a bracelt is saying abt u.
haha. nowadasy i cant walk past pet store without checking their puppies out =P like. .will visit' them once in a while. XD lol. funny how. ha. cannot buy mah. .so just. .yea. .admire them ba..
gosh hair still not yet dry. =.=
wil lslp later ba. once dry
kk jaa mata
just.. yea. dunno wat to say ba. just happy for them =)
such a lucky girl.. and man. hahah
oh.. so usually guys will choose and buy ring? thought its always liek buy togetehr.. eh .O.o cos its movies ar? but in real life, i think guy will buy the ring or design (if rich) .. otherwise how cna hey propose with a surprise right. i think ne. surpise is the bvest.
at least ask alreayd, buy ring, then knee down. nice dinner. still ok mah.
no nid so expensive right. unless can afford haha.
gosh tired. slpy today ne. =.= din slpt well. cos worried abt the alarm i think .gosh.
anyway, mm.. leave starts. not long. but better than none. uh huh
mm... ohh.. so tday.. dropped by kinokuniya.. ha. always been wanting to ge this kind of erm. .jap activity book .but not boring one. i cant stick with boring book. like. .wont makes me wanan learn lol .so eya. found one. good. thick big book .but price. omg. to exp T_T so foudn another one .cheaper. much cheaper. but smaller. good or not. .see how ba. hopefully i wil lforce myself to finish up. ha
mm....... eh. nothing much alreyad huh? O.o so boring today. omg.
work ne.. sometime just... get on ur nerves. .what to do. work wil lalwasy be liek that.
how i wish to work at bras n things. mm. .one more store is wat ar. .. cant recall fo rnow. i thin kits great when u get to work at ur fav store huh? lasenza not bad. lol .lingerie stores eh XDD hahaha.
mm...... pandora.. ha. i wonder how much staff discount XD . skali no hav =P
but whenevr i walked past tpilet, i'll always turn my head to look at their display. adn as usual. .sometimes will see guys.. or even young teenagers there. .was like. ..wah. they can afford ar? but hten why not. if once a month buy one or two.. ok right. as for guys, maybe they buying fo rhteir wife or their gf. or even mum .
but yea. can always see those unexpected pl in that store. ha. pandora is magical eh. i dunno. somehow ppl just love it so much.
because of their workmanship one and only pcs? or becos of the story a bracelt is saying abt u.
haha. nowadasy i cant walk past pet store without checking their puppies out =P like. .will visit' them once in a while. XD lol. funny how. ha. cannot buy mah. .so just. .yea. .admire them ba..
gosh hair still not yet dry. =.=
wil lslp later ba. once dry
kk jaa mata
02 August 2012
congrats to this lucky girl
before i read the news, i was thinking to myself. mm.. she mentioned he will proposed this year. but not sure when. then ytd was their 9 yrs anniversay. i was liek. maybe he will proposed, and there'll be some news. then.. soon after, i read it. ha. she said yes. awwwwww =) am so touched and happy for them.
this youtube star.
but yea. sad part was they actualy broke up when they moved to hong kong.. cos they wanted diff thigns in life. drifted apart, .. i read somewhere. ..plus hs;es with these youtube guys or somehting hanging out .. roomates were guys too.. something liek that. so somehow broke up. but then they realises that they cant do without each other. and so they patches up with months? i cant remember. .posts are gone. her videos of it i nvr get to watch cos i only know about htis girl(same age as me ) after theyre back together again.
anyway, i can tell he is such a honest man. nerdy looking, but u know he'll be a great man for life.
glad in the end the patches thigns up. if not.. so wasted. anyway, 9 years eh. aw.. .so swt. and im happy for them too. though shes ust a stranger, im not a huge fan of her whatsoever. but yea. seeing them, rrl makes me feel.. yea... just so happy for them i guess. lucky girl =)
ha .some ppl lifes .. yea. is that lucky and blessed =)
anwyay, just a post about them ba. thats all.
wanna share this joyous news.
wow. cant wait to see the pics of them and videos of them in marriage and all eh. next year she wrote. mm....
yea. guess that every girl. .the wya u picture how you'll say yes , will turn out different. somehow tears rolled down ur cheeks, yourre shaking with excitement. .nervous.. etc... .haha.
aww.. o well
lets congrats them once again =)
rrly a piece of great news .
my days sucks. thast all i can say =(
ps. brought tears to my eyes when she wrote' i know i was born to marry you'. ..awwwww =;) siobx
jaa mata
this youtube star.
but yea. sad part was they actualy broke up when they moved to hong kong.. cos they wanted diff thigns in life. drifted apart, .. i read somewhere. ..plus hs;es with these youtube guys or somehting hanging out .. roomates were guys too.. something liek that. so somehow broke up. but then they realises that they cant do without each other. and so they patches up with months? i cant remember. .posts are gone. her videos of it i nvr get to watch cos i only know about htis girl(same age as me ) after theyre back together again.
anyway, i can tell he is such a honest man. nerdy looking, but u know he'll be a great man for life.
glad in the end the patches thigns up. if not.. so wasted. anyway, 9 years eh. aw.. .so swt. and im happy for them too. though shes ust a stranger, im not a huge fan of her whatsoever. but yea. seeing them, rrl makes me feel.. yea... just so happy for them i guess. lucky girl =)
ha .some ppl lifes .. yea. is that lucky and blessed =)
anwyay, just a post about them ba. thats all.
wanna share this joyous news.
wow. cant wait to see the pics of them and videos of them in marriage and all eh. next year she wrote. mm....
yea. guess that every girl. .the wya u picture how you'll say yes , will turn out different. somehow tears rolled down ur cheeks, yourre shaking with excitement. .nervous.. etc... .haha.
aww.. o well
lets congrats them once again =)
rrly a piece of great news .
my days sucks. thast all i can say =(
ps. brought tears to my eyes when she wrote' i know i was born to marry you'. ..awwwww =;) siobx
jaa mata
01 August 2012
visit to petshop (again )
ok. jsut a super quick blog short one here.
fell aslp so many ties whilst watching anime gosh missed a couple of episodesT_T
anwyay,
bro brushy, as i fell walk towards sofa, picked up phone, i fell onto sofa..., i slpt again =.= ............ uh huh. i fell onto sofa and fallen aslp once again. short one. gosh. what in million world i mea who in millo wolrd couldve done that. i dun cae abt my spellings now. im typing s fast as i c are. soprry peeps .ineed slp . dunno why so slpy.
toda.. haiz. somehow.. got brought back that feeling how i hated when he's at uni.
and.. from earl morning all the way till 2300pm, i only received 24msgs including those small ones. compared to if a fren msg me, thats a huge difference
o well. wat to do.
somemore its my off.
i guess. .nothing can forever be perfect ba
ow ell
wat else. saw this golden retrivever. .omg. though medium size, but the way he slpt. awwww u know humans right. like. .moving mouth .. when mouth dry, or slping so soundly.. you'll go.. *tch tch* not exactly tch.. sorry i cant describe.. but all humans does that. even the dogs!!! og. so cute. then he kept chaning positions wanting to slp. hahaha .i walked back anf forth just to follow him watch him slpo lol
rrly wanna share this wit him somehow. .but. o well.
anwyay, so cute huh. yes small doggy easy to maintain and all.. th epoop easy. .etc.. but .. gosh. golden retriever is such a heartrobe . aww
wat else.
ok. so a boring day .gd hting i wen tout. just too bored.
and blah3... .
sometimes. .when nothing is being shared, ,.. u think i'll wan to do that too?
fair enough eh.
humans huh..
i dunno. i just thought. ..fair. needs to be fair. so yea.. .
haiz
not such a great day but..
o well .thats life.
so yea. now maybe i cant really afford a gd place for a puppy adn stuff. but i swear. i swear i'll do that in years to come. watch me.
but.. .i also know that.. ....haiz. as a owner, u need to go through death too. ...given my personailiy, .. gosh. i cant imagine how huge the blow will be to me =(
mata jaa
fell aslp so many ties whilst watching anime gosh missed a couple of episodesT_T
anwyay,
bro brushy, as i fell walk towards sofa, picked up phone, i fell onto sofa..., i slpt again =.= ............ uh huh. i fell onto sofa and fallen aslp once again. short one. gosh. what in million world i mea who in millo wolrd couldve done that. i dun cae abt my spellings now. im typing s fast as i c are. soprry peeps .ineed slp . dunno why so slpy.
toda.. haiz. somehow.. got brought back that feeling how i hated when he's at uni.
and.. from earl morning all the way till 2300pm, i only received 24msgs including those small ones. compared to if a fren msg me, thats a huge difference
o well. wat to do.
somemore its my off.
i guess. .nothing can forever be perfect ba
ow ell
wat else. saw this golden retrivever. .omg. though medium size, but the way he slpt. awwww u know humans right. like. .moving mouth .. when mouth dry, or slping so soundly.. you'll go.. *tch tch* not exactly tch.. sorry i cant describe.. but all humans does that. even the dogs!!! og. so cute. then he kept chaning positions wanting to slp. hahaha .i walked back anf forth just to follow him watch him slpo lol
rrly wanna share this wit him somehow. .but. o well.
anwyay, so cute huh. yes small doggy easy to maintain and all.. th epoop easy. .etc.. but .. gosh. golden retriever is such a heartrobe . aww
wat else.
ok. so a boring day .gd hting i wen tout. just too bored.
and blah3... .
sometimes. .when nothing is being shared, ,.. u think i'll wan to do that too?
fair enough eh.
humans huh..
i dunno. i just thought. ..fair. needs to be fair. so yea.. .
haiz
not such a great day but..
o well .thats life.
so yea. now maybe i cant really afford a gd place for a puppy adn stuff. but i swear. i swear i'll do that in years to come. watch me.
but.. .i also know that.. ....haiz. as a owner, u need to go through death too. ...given my personailiy, .. gosh. i cant imagine how huge the blow will be to me =(
mata jaa
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