better dad

ok. long day. but gonna make it into short

so...

haiz. v sad. more of disappointed. =( my best fren lied to me. again. after redz. .... sighs. ...i dunno why =( ...
ppl nowadays.. so ... i dunno hwo to believe anymore.. .theres this mutal fren thogh. v nice . gab me free balloon and this book marsk i set my eyes on. ha. yea free!

haiz. my other best fren told me the whole storey today =/ so yea. ...
haiz.
tch. i dunno hwose words to believe anymore.. ....

only matte ris sammy a. im happy when he din hestited to reply he trust me. he knew me well u knw. so yea.
im very gld.

omg im sooo oslpy. he went to bed alreyad. huu. me better to do so. late liao. imma try to slp with light soiff today. last night i on it. but wakey to find lights off by paretns=X omg. then forced myself to slp huu

body rrly aching today. as though the dream was real.. like. ..something rrly did... lay on top of me.. omg. sharks. why did i mention that. ..god.
touch wood.

kk. i'll take it as though im tired. yes. thast why my whole body is aching

so nice. dad bought chocolate.. bak kwa.. and vitamin water for us. 8 bottles. =) when i say wanna go pp, he say yea later we going in abit.
...he nvr ever said that u know. when he was still drinking.... ....i am v grateful. .and v proud of him. though last night he went down. saying 2nd uncle asked him head down at night. but hope he din drink ba =/
but yea....
when he was stil ldrinking, me and mum asked him go out, he'll say.. .no. tired. see how. . so hot!.. etc...... yea.... he dislike going out.. .so htat he could drinkwith his frens later.

now i rrly understand. ... how these bad habits can destroy a happy family
throw away bad habits, and you'll -realized how much more thigns u can buy with those EXTRA money!! spend more time with family.. make urself hap[ier.. etc

uh huh.. .

haiz.  though his knewe not that gd.. but seriosuly.. if not for that, i wouldnt have gotten my nice dad back. he's not the best. but at least he's better than before. and tht means alot to me. at least to my mum. he spent more time with my mum. tv..eating.. shopping..etc.. im very glad for them rrly.

haiz. ...these poisins.. smoking..drinking..drugs... etc..... rrly can destrpy and taek wawy ur future plsu happiness..plus familoy

do not get addicted to that

as much as i wish sammy cant stay clear form tat. .but.. o well.. uni huh. plus some frens.. .i think.. tht sld be quiet immposible=/

anwy

yea.. so nice. its maazing huh. how boa is so short. abt 158cm. yet so power in her performance. ha. wanna dance like her. but me no clubbing bad girl. only love to dance withmy darling. so wish he's here..

tired liao .wat else i missed out.

kk. tmr ba

mata