3 hrs with big boss

omg. so hot!!!!! i need aircon T_T 

haiz... 

so lazy to blog nowadays.. 

u know hwat. this indian man was looking at me ytd in train. i can se eform the corner of my eyes. 

i gave him a warning' by lifting my head up front. he still din budge. usually normal guys would. cos theyll knwo of shes  noticed. ya know aht i mena. 

then sicne he din budge, i turned my head toeards him .look straight at hime. i told ya. wsoemtimes when im angry, i dun care. imma jsu tlook at them. tell them that i noticed. and no use to trying to peep at me. $$#@#$%^ then he, after abt 1 or two secs, urn back to wards his wphone. 

idiot right.  god kmnows where he's looking at me. my boobs thighs or what. then i saw him tkaing pics of girls butt. though previously he was watching movie in his phone. idiot and pervert to the max omg =( 

had wanted to tell the girl, but o well.she and her frens lighted same stop as me. 

omg. stupid inidna. 

scary ne. even whils ti was running, also hate the indian workers standing there. at one point ,i turned my ghead, saw abt 4 f them at one side. no specs. so cant tell what ther're doing .but sirously uncomfy desu =((( sighs 

wow cesar millan is coming to sg!!!=))) so wanna buy the tix. .but.. no one go with me sighs =((

somemroe duno how to go there alone.. huuuu 

oh man.. =/ if only theres an open event.. sighs. .maybe he's here only for a day =/ 

so.. i wnt on my boss .. aka founders yachut . .abt 3 hrs only lol .but felt so long due to busniess talk. .nice che lunch and all.. 

chef.. 

and he know so much abt.. .politics stuffs. 

colleagues who voices theri unhappiness , , he's able to keep their mouths shut. cetp for maybe one. abt the motherfhhoodo part 

he even say aussie prime miniseter is very lousy.  v v .. bad. cos they paing 300.000 to him a year. 

or somehting. 

cos our colleague pointed out she disliek hte fact that our p minister hav sooooooo high pay. =.= 

wth .

but yea .then big boos was ilike saying.. .eve n  he himself.. .if the p minisneter is doign his job rrly3 great. ofc must pay him more. if not en up like aussie p minister.. .good for nothing. useless. 

true. if u don hav more paym u think u wanna work hard for ur company?

this boss of ours is vey funny and nice. 

haiz.. .rrly ne.. gd life for his wife and kids...... millionaire ne

o well... some ppl are lucky 

anyway, yea. 

long story .but was like. .we were tlaking abt oursleve. i was tlaking abt my passion for lingerines and he was like i shl dbe working at the coming soon bra store.. as though hes very serious O.o 

btu yea. .i woulsnt mind lol. but yea... v interesting. they pening in hk soon 

wonder if i'll get a chance to go there huh 

but i still wanna go syd most .=/ huu

that day... last month or what. quite long ago. i went toilet. then nearby, saw this girl. .. very paiseh of waht she sdoing ne.. like. .pretty girl.. with angmoh bf. .u know la.. those typical young girl going for angmoh bf. .amybe metin club or waht. .=.= 

but yea. .she was touching up in front of mirror nezxt to aa strore. .like.. she's crying.. u kwno. .liek after cried.. .tehn thign is.. .if touch up maybe not so ba.d.. but.. shes like... gluing back her falsie. ..aka fake lashes. 

uh uh.. .omg. ni9ghtmare....... dunno why dhs envr go toilet. somemroe in fron of her bf... and toilet so near only .and her bf was like watching her glue her lashes back all this while. omg.

maybe they had a fight? i dunno. but seems liek she's cried. so tats why her laashes came off. .. gosh.. very paishe. .shes brave ' to do that in forn t of a handsome bf. and in orchard somemore. .but that area wisma.. not so crowded la.. but still... gosh... rather go toilet do... very embarassing

slpy..... 

cant wait to slp

mm... 

if hotel hav tub.. i wanna get bathbombs from llush.. and sock mself in bubble bath.. 

heh. 

mm.. wat elsse.. 

mm............ tats abt it bah 

so slpy.. k.. gonna slp bah

soon

so nice to have ur own apartment.. u can decorate ur own house... decie ur own colours..etc.. though squeezy, yet compact. .how nice.... o well... 

mata

sick day again

gosh. .after five streaight night shifts, my body is wrrecked. plus din rest much on my off. jst doing abit of workout.. too slpy to run. bad idea shouldve let my body rest..
so dehydrated.. ow still ... gosh. tried and so runny nose. sore throat abit
its liek im so thirsty..
cant wait to rest. ned to eat med again
sniff.. .
rrly so tired bah.. thats why sick
body rrly needs a gd gd rest

haha. this angmoh woman asked me put o this hairband . she wanted to buy for her daughter. then i did. then she was like wow. then she wasked her husband see if she shld buy it and what does he think. then her husband was like. . ''shes beautiful''. XD so swt right. old angmohs bah. don get the wrong idea.
haha maybe i hsld buy that hairband ehXD
i kinda like it too

gosh cant stand being sick =/

need tp slp soon

off day just kinda boring ya know. online .. gotta see see game huh

ok. gonna make gd use of my odd fay next. though dunno how=.= .. .and im sick

dunn owaht ive forgotten to blog cant think now.
need med liao

mata

proper sleep pls

soooo slpy. glad i can slp in tmr for a lil bit more. due to work ba.. not been slping soundly nor nicely =/
my heads keep talking and stuff. gosh
and the sun hit my eyes... =.=
rrly. not nice slp

so cant wait to head to bed

ahh... perhaps shall see what sammy say abt the lappy and stuff. i know he rlry wanna play game with me. .i hope i can do it too...
but yea. .gosh if only i can win a lappy ha

my colleague asked me why i always wear low cut. then realized and say perhpas my boobs too big
. =.= ''
but liek i'd said before. .i do think somehwo that affected my dressing bah.. like. .always ppl say wah dress so sexy ar..
dunno .. maybe my figure? maybe my presense. .but. .its ncie compliment. .but.. .just so awkward bah. .cos.. someitmes still uncomfy when ppl are looking .

ok bro gonna slp soon. me too bah

dunn owhat else to say cos too slpy cant think

yawnnnn
omg kk

jaa mata

puppet life

just a quick blog bah.. late liao

body so beat up. extremely tired. not slpy but tired.
=/

don think im enjoying slp much. mind keep talking' and. .so irritating. talking through my dreams and til li wakey then  cant slp .dang ..

sighs oh so tired =/
body so.. yea
probably due to walking non stop for hours. gosh. isnt that the same as having brisk walk from aftnoon till night?
jsut that im not sweating

jsut. .bad dreams and mind tlaking. argh irritating

sammy slp alrfdy. sad that i cant msg him much=/
hopefull y his day will get btetter tmr
sucks not being able to be near each other=/
o well
what to do

gosh i haven print my tix yet .
gosh.. wish i have energy and time to do things i like. i dun even know what i like.
lifes a puppet huh
how can u make it more.. 'alive'?..

mata

stupid bit**

shouldns be bloggin cos sooo late=(
but i cant take htis lying down.

argh .just read this news. abt this beauty pageant contestant insulting this poor uncle's shirt. 
like.. .omg.
i was shocked. cos from the phot you're like thinking.. ok... decent  face . its either shes a bit** ah lian, or a sweet kind lady. well. yea. shes the bit** type. sorry. but its true. 

i cant stand ppl insulting poor ppl like that. so furious =/ 
if she's some auntie typical type, ok ... thats cos they're aunties.. .etc
but thsi one, .. omg 
a great example of what ive been saying. nowadays dunno what ppl learn in school. all no manners. so proud. going for branded. yes even for young teenagers. like ...wth?? ?or perhasp soemthign is wrong with their upbringings. i dunno. 

its like .. i jsut hate the fact that the up is bullying the down. get what im saying? 
argh. rrly a bit** . i hardly dislike ppl like that. but if i do, its for a gd reason .
seriously. nvr judge a book by its cover. pig in a sheep's clothing. cgosh. describing her as sheep clothing is an insult to the sheep. =.= 
shes .. .so low. omg. rrly dislike ppl like her. 
rrly feel like slapping her. 

poor uncle=/ sighs..... rrly poor thing.... 

that kind of girl sure go for rich angmoh or wahtever. u see bah. in future. 
or if anyone is her fren that is. feel liek throwing rotten eggs at her. idiot .

sighs.. i hope htat uncle is feelign better now=/ sighs.. .so poor thing. my heart goes all out to him. .

gosh late liao. kk .gtg

but yea.. .seriuosly.. .gosh. like that also can lie and cheat her way into becoming a beauty pageant contestant. =.= cant believe this. argh. blind... .

few yrs back also a beauty winner somemore. turne dout to be ah lian. curse and swears... turned out she stole stuffs... use frade credit card.. etc.. 
and stripped off her titled.. 
dunno the judges blame bah. 
*roll eyes

kk mata

stupid words

sighs. .i rrly regretted saying stupid stuffs to him.. =((((
like. ..sighs. i dunno. just lil stuff.. like someone he met..  and i was like telling him i dislike her. .etc.
which is the truth. but. .perhaps is shouldn'tve
=/ like.. what if hes not gona tell me stuffs anymore.. .

perhaps jsut a fear bah.. .but. .yea. .i dunno how guys are thinking sometimes..
its jsut..sad.. .u know..
perhpas i shld jsut kept my mouth shut

sighs. i feel so terrible =(

wonder how long before distance will end

turns out i left a gd impression for my country manager..
ah.. .no want to rejoice for now

sighssssssssssssssss
bloody shitty mood ha
o well
if only could turn back time

u know that guy with no limbs at all.? like so popular?
dur to meeting, we get to watch his vid for abit
and its like. .he was saying.. without love and hope, theres no motivation to live.
2nd line.. abt that meaning. not sure hte exact words. skali im spot on.
but yea.. he was saying love and hope are very important .
no motivation to live huh. .spot on.
i felt that way before i met sammy.
he is right though.
when u don love and everything seems hopeless,... all u wanna do is to give up. and.. jsut go cha know.
sighs tahtss life

gonna be 5 yrs soon.. to be in ldr.. a year n half before he left
then ..blink of eye.. 5 yrs hes back there. .crazy huh. how long weve been distance apaort

sighs. .perhaps jsut too tired. like.. difficult to stop thinking
hateit
wonder hwos tmr gonna be like.

i jate my days

sighs

oh yea. heard theres a rapist who escaeped. both sammy and my parents asked me to be careful

but u can only be carefulk thsi much ya know.
its like. .waht can  i do though. store a bread knife in my bag all the time?
besides im the easiest target. i look at my phone all the time. isometimes listen to music.
and i wear abit more nicer than casual wear.
so yea.
psoemmore my area well known for murders. if. .anythign happen, then. .well.. cant be help .
some ppl die in the most unexpected way

see . talking weirdly again. haiz.. .rrly shld just shut up.

tired. mata

rudeness intolerant

mm.. sooooo slpy oh gosh

mrg shifts but din get to msg him alot ne..
he got his things to do mah.
o well

the road is still long ahead for us
all i can do now is to trust that he will not repeat the same mistakes again.. i dont like to be lie or hidden anythign from him . wouldnt u dislike if ur partner do somethign like that too?
i hate heartaches..

wonder when the distance will be close down huh..
cant wait to be by his side..

gtg slp soon

yay. mid of march alrdy.
hope hotel stil lavailable. will they increase the rent as dates drawns near?
like tickets liek that. .
but yea. cant bevlieve mid of march.. .so yea .soon... another month down before i get to see him again. so cant wait ya know that

met a bloody rude typical sg auntie in toiolet that day. face to face her in toilet. ok fine she wont budge. istepped aside let her walk. she then 'tch'' me. the washign area. me and her only. i was so flabberghasted that i dun give a dang i also ''tch'' loudly . yes she sure can hear it.
idiot sia.
so angry at such ppl.
argh .
RUDEEEEE
yea besides young ppl , old ppl also. .angmohs also.. al lso rude. omg i hate rudeness.

that other day kena angmoh customer .ask her wan basket, she say NO!
wth.
chill la.
omg. sooo orude the angmoh custoemrs in my companty. tat time kikki k  one dun have so rude one. have but not so many. o well

k.. better rest down early bah
later bro pla dvd, i cant slp again

mm.. end of april huh.. or 20th.. S5.. gosh. i cant wait!!!

mata. rrly need slp now..nid rest

nice service

dun like to stay away form bloggin for too long. yet i want sure of what to type.. mm,.. like.. still thigns i wonder

anyway, so paiseh to have my coountry manager spot me abit spacing out. its ok la. she only asked if im ok. cos she thought i was still brooding over u know waht.
but guess iw as jsut too slpy that mrg. anywa yhea. .she say if she can she will send me there asap.
yea. .easier said than done. but. .still nce of her to say somethign like that

mm....  so nice. had the best experience from orderign today .curry chicken noodle. i don wan certain ingredients. so the guy say he'll add braised egg then. then asked if i wan chicken. =.=.... duh.curry chicken noodle iofc wan chicken la. v funny.
anwyay, yea. then he asked if wan breast meat. i say no. then he say ok give me wings alright. iw aslike ok anythign.
all gd cept that no potatoe=.=
but anyway, yea. .chicken wings,  braised egg, no extra charges!! so nice. wow.
so yea .
rrly gd impression.

mm.. otta rush for slp

was so nice to slp in today. so tiredddd

sorry late alrdy. shld go bed now.

kk gtg

mata

weird driver =.=

soooo slpy. . decided to blog abit bah.. 

tat night cos was afraid i'll cry in train, so took a cab. met this weird taxi driver. brother riki he said. omg. say hes' quite new.. ask me how to go.. ask me if he shld eat. asked me out for supper . i kept sayign no. im tired. ineede to go home .for a sec there, was afraid he might drove me to somewhere else. glups* 

but yea. .irritating .talked on stop u know. gosh 
asked me to tale his ride everynight .must lok fo rhim. he'll be at wisma. crayz. im not gonna spen cab money everynight=.=

today wore retro outfit to work. dunno who will win. but nvm bah 

its jsut for fun 

received compliments today . cute la.. pretty la.. those very kind aunties la. .

but my colleagues say curley hair suits me more than the noraml straight one 

dun wan ar.. perm v exp...  mafan to mantain too

so nice. my sm heading to thailand liao 

haiz.. few more montsh then my turn

wonder hows sammys dinner. .

.mm.. taks time bah.. o well

thigns that i wanted to type.. sccared later type liao more upset.. 

better forget and yea.. 

gosh. i missed out lego movie=/ 

wonder if nice anot

mm.. think i'd forgotten waht to type again

nvm bah 

gdnight 

mata

hello sunshine again

oh talk about sleeping early.. .gosh. always end up not happening

dang.. .buy lingeries.. ended up so much hassle going on thanks to my colleague=/ huu
rrly.. sooo irritating .

arghhh long story. rrly dislike . be responsible mah. thats why especially ask young ppl do thigns, they cant get it done well. argh
'so.. well... im feeling much better now.. past few dasy of heaache and tears were gone.. mm.. .yea. .it was terrible..
cried 24/7x4

long story..
and.. i don think im prepared to type anythign yet. .
..mm.. yea..recovery mode bah...

just that couldnt believe.. nah. im not gonna say anyting .later regret.
but yea..
so rrly huh.. ppl think im naive and easy to bluff.. so they;ll keep continue to do taht ?
well.. i also gotta ealrne and grow from this bah..

jus thope htere wontbe another time liek this..
u have no idea how hurtful those heartaches were.. .
2nd time alrdy.. first time was when he broke up with me
to think i went through a 2nd time.
that was.. incredibly painful. like.. u cry till cant cry no more.. u cry and u dunno why ur tears are coming out..

well.. those days were in the past. .forget it bah

i cant wait to see him

had want ed to celebrate our bday together.. rememebr?
but decided to cancelled it. too risky. later touch wood.. anything bad happen.. or make him upset cos he dislike bday.. etc

if i could, i wouldve wish to hold onto the pain and pretend nothing is wrong. then ask him all abt it daysss after. apity im weak. i cant . my heart cant hold on .
sighs

its all over now

new lessons learnt. u get to see thigns from another angle

i get to know how he feels.
if only guys are able to open up like this more
as girls, we will be able to know how they truly feel too
if only i know earlier..
i'd guessed it alreayd.. but... to hear it form hiim.. its still the most assuring thing

anyway,
hope he'll enjoy his bbq this wekeend. so nice. i like bbq.
but i cant join o well
dunno is that for his bday post celebrations or what.
but yea .. nvr ask.
told him i wont. last thing i want is to make him feel like having to answer me .later dunno how to answer.. .then history repeat itself again.. .
so yea.
know better than being hid in the dark
rather make it easier by not makign him feel like explaining ya know.

dunno bah. o well

so glad he helped me out jus tnow with picking clothes for the retro theme. yea=.= so mafan.
dunno whats the prize either. o well
but so nice. rrly like hte fact that i was taking pics, adn showing him. u know how u go shopping, and take pics. .asking if its ncie, suggestions.e.tc
or food pics. .etc
so yea. its like hes not here, but he still can help me out
hehe
nice feeling

rrly cant wait to fly over asap
gosh. tix haven book O,O
mm.. just hope the good ones ad reasonable price ones still available
oh man.
so fast one week almost over liao

jaa mata

questions

i trusted him whole heartedly .thats why it hurts

sighs. i applied off just for him. yet he say didnt have to.
dunno what went wrong

ive always thought everythign is ok. the way we are. .even though yrs passed. and .. yea.  so happy .so lucky.

i was right. feeling bad abt telling him all my probs. and he didnt.
i shouldnve done that
or perhasp he couldnt trust his probs with me

his detailed days also unclear. he wont share more of what he likes to do or attend..

i think.,, ive done my best
maybe i dont deserve this happiness


i also duno what im saying anymore

what am i doing these for

hoepfully can still rememebr what to blog .cos rrly have no mood to type it in here

uses ice for my eyes this mornign again
can get used to it alrdy

yea.. lik ehim. shld go out with my frens more often
maybe then i'll understand

im sure they're more than willing to bring me out now
.if im willing .

dunno how to smile again

so xin ku to talk n smile at customers when u don feel like it
even with colleagues too

maybe once u started lying, u get addicted to it. then u thoght u could get away with it.
then u forgot how hurtful that'll turn out to the one u love

is that it

redz also did that to me
and bro

what elsse can i do

i dunno why..

so many questions..

so dark and cold

k bah. perhaps im not thiking straight either

perhaps i shld forget what i said too

thing sthat ive done and give. .nvr gd enough

dislike when ppl ask how am i.
sighs.. who will know how i feel..
walk in my shoes then..

home sucks too. bro nvr tlak when i nvr talk. then he saw me in tears
o well
its ok. i can handle this alone
at whatever cost ..maybe.. jsut acting strong only...

since our bdays both sucks. so i thought of wanting to celebrate together even if thats for a day. and its not that accurate.. mayeb he finds it futile. but say ok to pacify me huh.
why are my thoughts and intentions alwasy so naive.. not gd ennuff

mata

unwell

hey.. just.. a quick update i guess... unsure if im able to blog anytime soon.. o rmaybe i will..

bad things happened to me lately. im not feeling good at all.
its a logng story. perhaps if im ever ready,.. i'll talk about it.
i wish i could.

cant breathe .. so difficult. its like.. somethign is missing already

you know or understand why ppl chooses death over living because of emtional turmoil and pains?
its easy onec u experienced it

met someone new. mutual fren. keep on saying bad stuffs abt my frens .. trying to discord. even though she seem such a swtt person. at first thought she was nice. her voice so swt too.
..rrly scary .keep giving me bad vibes. feel so stress ard her. she sthe perfect example of wolf in sheep clothing. oh no. its devil in  a sheep's clothing.
gosh. .that kinda of person.. rrly. extreme pretencious.
can faint by being ard such person. so mean. talking abt bad stuffs.. tryign to discord us frens. argh

anyway, been washing my face with tears lately. sick of using ice to soothe my swollen eyes .two days now. hopefully tmr no need to do that again. hate crying.
left me look so down. .

talk soon bah.

hungry. but no appetite again.
skipped my dinner.
onl had lunch .
in aftnoon.
next meal.. shld be ard aftnoon again
just tahan bah

life stress work stress stress3...
got home and couldnt find my stuffs cos mum cleaned up my room again. i broke down. slammed real hard at closet. hand red and swollen
shouted abit .rrly cant tahan. wanted to scream like hell.
but yea.
rrly hate to find my thigns been touched and missing
but found it now.
phew

k bah. gtg.

hopefully ..i'll be well again

jaa . mata

syd and sammy. cant wait =)

been soooo slpy these few days. today also .sooo slpy. been busy. from mrg. cleaning and sweating. .etc. gosh
haiz. .morning rgm test.. gosh. morning call with her alwasy so stressful and nwerve wrecking T_T huuuuu

so wanna slp. but awoken by dad to have dinner.
soooo full. gosh those riceeeeeeee

mm.. ytd dunno why din feel well.
mood bah. was so down .
maybe upset abt certain thing. then. .yea. end up v upset and down .
was thiking about how bored i am agani. .etc.
tonight i feel better bah.
hope period come and go soon.
otherwise fele sad longer. huu

holdaiyy. .always the biggest fear.
its like. dunno when that time of motnh will coem. if coming, will worried also. skali arrive earlier. then somemore will have big appetite. later no eat bad mood how. if moody how. later sad this sad that . then later stomach v bloated again and uncomfy. plus breakouts in face. pimples and blemishes.. =.= last yr my stomach was bloated i think. yea. .so uncomfy. like hav tummy =.= argh
the most awesoem part is if its jsut over, then phewwwww
but yea. two yrs back i kena the worst alrdy. first day rch syd, first day see red=/= argh.. worst day of my life when i found out. sianzzzzzzzzz
anyway, hope history wont repeat itself
huu
so hard to predict.
hopef or the best bah

haiyo. stomach still now gd=(

and found a small glass shard in my room last night. phewwww whole day nvr step on it. guess i din clean up well enough

slpyyyyy
mm.. oh yea. still checking for hotel. sammy say will help. so yea. ..next week when he free will help book bah.
hopefully stil lahve availabloe rooms lukcily abit more cheaper than last yr. though forgot last yr i stayed for how many nights. mm
but so exp.
if less than 1000, im happy enough arldy
stil lexp la.. but. .what to do

haiz
 anyway, cant wait fo rit.
rrly hope will have a relax and enjoyable days wit hhim. walk2... as long as with him is gd enough
though i always love to shop with him holding my hands. i rrly3 liek the malls there. especially supermarkets XD
lol. love to take my time walk slowly checking out their chips foods everyda essentials etc. yes. .liek shampoo shower gel etc=.=
everytime u watch youtube or tv . .it sliek wah so niec. but sg don have=.=
so im always intrigueed to see it there and tempted to buy.
jsut trrly lie to shop ther ehaha. and the chinatown market city. lol. my fav places to go.
ahh.. .not to mention paddys market. i wonder if that old man stil lthere. when i bought the opal ring.
i can still remember.. he say mon he's off. but thats my last day in syd.
ha. skali he rememebr me eh.
anyway, yyup3... cant wait to go back. poor him. gotta wait for me to shop finish bras and beauty store,. yea. i can shop for an hour there i think. .feel so bad. he'l lbe waiting outside the store. having yogurt or playing his phone or slp abit bah
but anyway,
mm..... maybe.. .i shld ask himw ait for him at starbucks huh.. so he no ned so poor thing wait for me so long.
mm.. yea. .maybe should do that next tiem.
oh broadway.. .brans n things then k mart. hehehe. XD
i bgouth my paw paw ointment there. my lips soooo dry tat tiem.
and thats one of my best buy. it works soooo well.
for extremely chapped lipsm i'll apply that.

miss everythign there with him
wonder which movie we;ll be watching this time
mm

gotta check back my journal. wonder if we'd missed out anything

returned back earlier today. but sammys still busy so yea .
so ncie. i wonder if he'll use that pool heaps.
swim3...

ahh.. seems like i wont get to wear my bikini this year either. winter again!
nvm . no need tan gosh.. my skin still not that super fair yet huu
stil labit golden warmth tanish colour.. .oh man



anyway,
ok gdnight

mata ne .

sleepy day

broke my cup ytd. huu.. my cup..the one i like.. then picked it up.. guess wasnt careful enough. cut my finger. and my foot too. =/
so pain
one small cut can definitely apcked a punch.
=/

sooooooo extremely slpy huu. din rest well ytd. =/ sighs.
then off day gonna attend work stuff. me kept kena the off day must work. dunno why always like that. but then again. bettter, to kena on off then on aftnoon shift.

been having too much nonsense food. oh man...
mm.. how nice if can slp or nap now. but cant.

ha. my customer , auntine la. poke my cheek say say. .so pretty ar.
XD haha. must've been my rose again bah

mm.. such busy morning.. .

mm.. been waondering hows sammy life at school is like.
dunno what he do. how he hang out.
knw nothing much
...
like yea. .empty knowledge
dun like that .
..so distance
..o well
perhaps gus dun like to discuss those ba..
..

anyway,
mm... i did blogged long ago right..abt that stalker who came into my store..
luckily my colleague alrdy serving him. though god knows why he step into our store in the first place=/=

mm.. think im missing something to blog.. .wonder what...
mm...
too slpy. cant think bah

full now.

haiz. ..boring life. work and work.
helppppppppppppp
how to destress withouth spending money
or how to have fun. =(
sighs

mata

compliments

so tired... sat.. busy like nuts.. then inadquate rest. 5hrs of slp.. nect mrg.. resulting in my late wakey aftnon today.
gosh.. rrly3 dang tired.
even the other asm also said the same thign.
but luckily im off today.
been wanting to blog. butjust too tired. even when watchin shows, me fell aslp ..and wakey almost 3am.
oh amn =((((
sighs
yea. hence the reason why i've not been able to blog

i wonder if i stil lremember.. .

so.. mm. oh yea. ytd me received heaps of compliments from colleagus and customre..s.not to mentioned some weird ppl staring.
sue to my rose clip..matching lippy ..or dress perhasp. anwyay yea. wow .;like so much complimetns .. when colleague told her fren im hot, tis liek. .wow.
females coplimetns i dun mind. but.. of guys, ...i rrly don need that. aznd i feel weird.plus htey might ust be lying. if female compliment female, .its  agreat plus. if guys, rrly. they might jus tbe lying

and i had this angmoh man asking if he can sit with me. . ..crap. wth.
=.=
almost replied ok. but i saw other seast were empty.

haiz..

mm.. waht else.. .im trying to remeebr what i need to tlak with him.. someitme zi forgot cos we harldy talk if both of us were working or if he's busy.
mm..

o well.
so tired. now. its like. i rrly need more slp.
and rest. proper ones.
i dunno how. and im so stress out sometimes.
sometimes.. do u ever feel that?>. like.. youve pushed urself so much... yet.. not enough. and ..so stress...and tired...
and..u dunno what to do anymore.. .=/
im stressedout again.. a likt than last time. .but.. yea. .=/

oh. i told sammy.. to celebrate our bday together. two slices of cakies , in hotel... candles..wishes.. .
 ive always wishes and wanted sammy to celebrate with me.. on my bday. but.. yea. he cant come over .. so.. yea.
and.. htat period of time is gss.. so i doubt i can take leave..
so.. yea. htats why. i wanted us to celebrate it together. ..
he.... might've get a better bday celebrations.. form his mates and family.. but stil.. i wish to be in part of his life.. for that
..so yea...
nothign too big... but.. least i can do.. is sing a bday song or somehting eh..
no need exp gift from himn.. but if i could spend a nice bday with him,.... its the most amazing thing on earth
 though i don think he'll be able to put roses in bed etc. lol.

but yea. im so lookign forward to htat
 4months. so long right. but .. seriously. time flies so fast now.
its amazing. now its march.wow.

cant wait to see him

i forgot what else to type... but...

yea. k bah

mata.