and so its liek u know.. .such a bloody bad day for me. =(( im so stressed out enough. supposed to head out with fren. then last min say finally got job interview. blah3...
long story short. found out 1. she lied cos she didnt wanna wakey so early to head out after all
2. she rrly overslpt for her interview. cos shes been slping 3-4plus am. and woke up at 2-3plus PM. in aftnoon.
so yea.
fine. u dun feel like going just say it straight.
no nid to lie.
sighs. anyway. nobody is perfect.
sianz. so decided to head out instead of cooking. need to get away.
and.. .just feel so sianz. only excited moment was when i encountered this ramen chalenge lvl spiciness .. so yea. i went for it. not tat spicy ba. it is. but not tat delicious
longstory short again. im so sianz i feel so stuffy inside. so stresed. maybe due to pms?
or its rrly due to work. cos ive still got hourss to clear. my ot.
sales perious ive been working more than 44 hours.
im so tired.
and since mrg been msging abt workstuffs.
like wth. its my off.
sighs.. .alrdy stress anough shoudlnve bother so much abt work. but as sm i must do it.
arghhhh gonna explode from inside out=(
unhappy =(
jaa
28 May 2015
27 May 2015
my country m
no tips today.
so my country manager pop by the other day... i find it easier to talk to her than the aussie rgm who alrdy left sg.
shes 34this yr. wow right. still quite young ne.
and she talked more to me .. .and she knwos abt my bf and i.. .cos she erm last year spooted me crying my bals out at the store. ha. .anwyay.
yea. sometimes she wil ltlak to me and ask me. so i feel more comfortable talking to her. i even commented on her vampire tooths lookalike . lol i like. XD
but ppl say shes v fierce though.. .when shes not happy. so far thank god ive not encountered that yet. nor with my currant rgm .
duno why. maybe they more lenient towards me. or my luck. hoepfully.
and yea.
she mentioned.. .she just ended her 3 yrs ldr with her bf overseas. he kept wanting her to go europe. but shes permanently based in sg. and he keep saying wil lcome sg. .but didnt. april supposed to come in the end still didnt. say cos of work etc.. she feels llike she cant trust him anymore. .like through her senses.. the thigns he did.. or wat i duno. she nvr say. but she just told me she felt liek she cant trust him anymore with watever he's doing outside..
so .. yea. she end it. and .. wow. she found a new love soon after. a french guy lol. based in sg permanently too haha. her fren hooked them upXD saying to the guy i think you're her type. then she created this chatgroup for them. my country manager wa slike... whatis this> ? lo. apparantly they msg... and meet when shes back in sg (cos she was in s africa that time ) .. .and they went out. ..been dating for 2 months now. aw.w. shes so brave. and im happy for her. =)
hehe
hoepfully iw ont ever see her angry ugly side . meep
and yea.
thats abt it.
i just find that i clicked with her more.
and. .. my rgm gonna chance soon.. .yea... .
and... this country manager ne..
she also can feel em ha.
ishe asked me hows days been cos she saw me 3weeks ago. ands she wa slike. oh yea. ..(todl her abt meeting bf frens) . she is too. like so shy and duno what to talk to ppl she duno. if its one on one shes fine. but when it comes to group she'll be quiet and shy. haha.
i guess takes time bah.. hoepfull one day i;; get used to it. though i still like. i don detest at all. jsut nid to work on the groups of strangers bah. in face one on one i can even talkl to the shyest person. haha
ja amata
remember this?
''don worry when they keep messaging u.. worry when they dont. ''
so my country manager pop by the other day... i find it easier to talk to her than the aussie rgm who alrdy left sg.
shes 34this yr. wow right. still quite young ne.
and she talked more to me .. .and she knwos abt my bf and i.. .cos she erm last year spooted me crying my bals out at the store. ha. .anwyay.
yea. sometimes she wil ltlak to me and ask me. so i feel more comfortable talking to her. i even commented on her vampire tooths lookalike . lol i like. XD
but ppl say shes v fierce though.. .when shes not happy. so far thank god ive not encountered that yet. nor with my currant rgm .
duno why. maybe they more lenient towards me. or my luck. hoepfully.
and yea.
she mentioned.. .she just ended her 3 yrs ldr with her bf overseas. he kept wanting her to go europe. but shes permanently based in sg. and he keep saying wil lcome sg. .but didnt. april supposed to come in the end still didnt. say cos of work etc.. she feels llike she cant trust him anymore. .like through her senses.. the thigns he did.. or wat i duno. she nvr say. but she just told me she felt liek she cant trust him anymore with watever he's doing outside..
so .. yea. she end it. and .. wow. she found a new love soon after. a french guy lol. based in sg permanently too haha. her fren hooked them upXD saying to the guy i think you're her type. then she created this chatgroup for them. my country manager wa slike... whatis this> ? lo. apparantly they msg... and meet when shes back in sg (cos she was in s africa that time ) .. .and they went out. ..been dating for 2 months now. aw.w. shes so brave. and im happy for her. =)
hehe
hoepfully iw ont ever see her angry ugly side . meep
and yea.
thats abt it.
i just find that i clicked with her more.
and. .. my rgm gonna chance soon.. .yea... .
and... this country manager ne..
she also can feel em ha.
ishe asked me hows days been cos she saw me 3weeks ago. ands she wa slike. oh yea. ..(todl her abt meeting bf frens) . she is too. like so shy and duno what to talk to ppl she duno. if its one on one shes fine. but when it comes to group she'll be quiet and shy. haha.
i guess takes time bah.. hoepfull one day i;; get used to it. though i still like. i don detest at all. jsut nid to work on the groups of strangers bah. in face one on one i can even talkl to the shyest person. haha
ja amata
remember this?
''don worry when they keep messaging u.. worry when they dont. ''
20 May 2015
work woes / physicallyy and emtionally drained
no tips for tonight. .didnt feel liek it..
been so tired and busy like a crazy woman. totally broke another record of mine. took 1 and half hr only. worked from 2pm to 430am. yes AM. next time still work and im like living dead.
wow3. i slept at 6am as i was too tired. i still rememebr this minah asked me if we nid pppl cos see me like in malay word ..'lepak' only.. like relax only... i told my colleagues too. they all wanna slap her also hahaa
beneath those glamours dress up theres so much sweats and tears k.
and physical mental tiredness cum sressnes.. .etc
but we get paid for all these work.. .at elast worth it. but still.. .
haiz.
its rrly2 tough job. both mentaly and physically.
mm.. todya i got fered an office job by my custoemr cos she liek me. and she think im pretty .so ppl will come to me. i duno what business la. notin bad .shes a nice auntie.
last night and today i got ppl telling me imvery good. and they like my service =) yay.
and oh the auntie with another auntie.. like older one. ..they were asking if im attached.. .the older one asked.. .not her mum i think.. .then this younger onoe say.. ofc she has one la. guys queue long queue duno who to choose only. .soemtihing like that .lo.. i duno why i get the impressin the older one like trying to ask for her son or grandson.. or wat. i dunoo. luckily the auntie help me by saying i hav. i din even have a chance to say anything lor
so yea. nie customers todya bah.
mostly
duno what els.e. ust been dead busy and tired. .
and dealing with emtional stuffs. ..
lies.. distrust. .dishonesty.. deceit
deja vu..
history repeats itself...
so tired.
when you solved the prob and given the answer. why are thigns happening making the same mistakes again??
forgotten.. memory los.s. or taking advantage.
i also had a talk with my asm todya. i got to.
i cant accept them keep saying forget or overlook... not when she does it for like weeks.
so much going on.
both physically and mentally im tired. mostly due to work. adding on to the pressures.
o well.
jaa mata..
may i not dream of work again as i did today...
been so tired and busy like a crazy woman. totally broke another record of mine. took 1 and half hr only. worked from 2pm to 430am. yes AM. next time still work and im like living dead.
wow3. i slept at 6am as i was too tired. i still rememebr this minah asked me if we nid pppl cos see me like in malay word ..'lepak' only.. like relax only... i told my colleagues too. they all wanna slap her also hahaa
beneath those glamours dress up theres so much sweats and tears k.
and physical mental tiredness cum sressnes.. .etc
but we get paid for all these work.. .at elast worth it. but still.. .
haiz.
its rrly2 tough job. both mentaly and physically.
mm.. todya i got fered an office job by my custoemr cos she liek me. and she think im pretty .so ppl will come to me. i duno what business la. notin bad .shes a nice auntie.
last night and today i got ppl telling me imvery good. and they like my service =) yay.
and oh the auntie with another auntie.. like older one. ..they were asking if im attached.. .the older one asked.. .not her mum i think.. .then this younger onoe say.. ofc she has one la. guys queue long queue duno who to choose only. .soemtihing like that .lo.. i duno why i get the impressin the older one like trying to ask for her son or grandson.. or wat. i dunoo. luckily the auntie help me by saying i hav. i din even have a chance to say anything lor
so yea. nie customers todya bah.
mostly
duno what els.e. ust been dead busy and tired. .
and dealing with emtional stuffs. ..
lies.. distrust. .dishonesty.. deceit
deja vu..
history repeats itself...
so tired.
when you solved the prob and given the answer. why are thigns happening making the same mistakes again??
forgotten.. memory los.s. or taking advantage.
i also had a talk with my asm todya. i got to.
i cant accept them keep saying forget or overlook... not when she does it for like weeks.
so much going on.
both physically and mentally im tired. mostly due to work. adding on to the pressures.
o well.
jaa mata..
may i not dream of work again as i did today...
14 May 2015
light sleeper
mm... so slpy. im such a light sleeper . no matter how tired or slpy i am, once im awake, its quite difficult to calm my thoughts down.
=/
tats why be it holiday.. or off dyas.. im still so tired and slpy
this cab driver was tellign me. how. this young girl was left drunk alone by her frens. in the bush. near roadside. this stranger. picked her up and get into cab.
thankfully this girl manages to wake up halfway through the trip to hotel.
shes still drunk and keep asking wheres her frens.. .she wanna go home.
then after she gets off the cab. driver ask the man. u dun wanna send her up? he say. no. tats nt even his fren. he just saw tat shes drunk and wanna get her into hotel to 'rest'. =.=
he even say to driver. something like. dang it. so wasted she actually woke up!
omg jerk!!
but what to do. when youre with fren swho doesnt c are abt u.. and youre a girl ..and you wanna be so drunk... tats what happen if youre down on ur luck as well.
he also say his passenger. .young girl also. was so drunk that even after 30mins of calling her to wake up, she still couldnt wake up! he had to call police. omg. ...so paiseh =/
then yea. he was talkin aalot lol .say girls shouldnt drink so much.
ha
recently i wactedh this tv show. eh. i mentionoed before isit??
abt how photos got shared ard etc... and this girl was raped becos this man saw her pic or wat saying .. .shes alone at home now.. .or something etc.
scary huh.
but he say luckily singapore is sae. if malaysia or wat . at night time ppl fight. ..drinking and raping.. etc. v dangerous now he say.
gosh
ive been so busy. adn .. .so so much work.. =/ im tired.
high pay. .more work its fair. but.. sometimes. u get so worned out. my clleague also say the same thing.
wish i could fall aslp now.
but my mind is always thinking
its hard to.. belive .. nowadays...
*shakes head.
haiz. o well.\
my f ren.. haiz.. 4 yrs n half.. with her bf.. then cos he neglated her... eetc... she started a new relationsop wiht othr euy.. for few months. bu tdue to his job... yea. thye are not toghete.r hes coplaining.. 4 yrs n hlaf. ..hse had a peaceful life eve thoug at imes she snot appy with him.. but wiht this new guy.... she cnt clivck with his hokkien spekangin ffrens.etc..
me and my fren still support her ex. rather she don go bac ot the new find.
so ya rrly hope tat she wll be fine soon
talk next time. jaa
mata
tips:
86 laugh at her jokes and humour
87 verbally say thank you when she does thigns for you
88 notice when she gets her hair done and give a reassuring compliment
89 don answer the phone at intimate moments or if she is sharing vulnerable feelings
90 create special time to be alone together
tips left with 10more only.... =)
=/
tats why be it holiday.. or off dyas.. im still so tired and slpy
this cab driver was tellign me. how. this young girl was left drunk alone by her frens. in the bush. near roadside. this stranger. picked her up and get into cab.
thankfully this girl manages to wake up halfway through the trip to hotel.
shes still drunk and keep asking wheres her frens.. .she wanna go home.
then after she gets off the cab. driver ask the man. u dun wanna send her up? he say. no. tats nt even his fren. he just saw tat shes drunk and wanna get her into hotel to 'rest'. =.=
he even say to driver. something like. dang it. so wasted she actually woke up!
omg jerk!!
but what to do. when youre with fren swho doesnt c are abt u.. and youre a girl ..and you wanna be so drunk... tats what happen if youre down on ur luck as well.
he also say his passenger. .young girl also. was so drunk that even after 30mins of calling her to wake up, she still couldnt wake up! he had to call police. omg. ...so paiseh =/
then yea. he was talkin aalot lol .say girls shouldnt drink so much.
ha
recently i wactedh this tv show. eh. i mentionoed before isit??
abt how photos got shared ard etc... and this girl was raped becos this man saw her pic or wat saying .. .shes alone at home now.. .or something etc.
scary huh.
but he say luckily singapore is sae. if malaysia or wat . at night time ppl fight. ..drinking and raping.. etc. v dangerous now he say.
gosh
ive been so busy. adn .. .so so much work.. =/ im tired.
high pay. .more work its fair. but.. sometimes. u get so worned out. my clleague also say the same thing.
wish i could fall aslp now.
but my mind is always thinking
its hard to.. belive .. nowadays...
*shakes head.
haiz. o well.\
my f ren.. haiz.. 4 yrs n half.. with her bf.. then cos he neglated her... eetc... she started a new relationsop wiht othr euy.. for few months. bu tdue to his job... yea. thye are not toghete.r hes coplaining.. 4 yrs n hlaf. ..hse had a peaceful life eve thoug at imes she snot appy with him.. but wiht this new guy.... she cnt clivck with his hokkien spekangin ffrens.etc..
me and my fren still support her ex. rather she don go bac ot the new find.
so ya rrly hope tat she wll be fine soon
talk next time. jaa
mata
tips:
86 laugh at her jokes and humour
87 verbally say thank you when she does thigns for you
88 notice when she gets her hair done and give a reassuring compliment
89 don answer the phone at intimate moments or if she is sharing vulnerable feelings
90 create special time to be alone together
tips left with 10more only.... =)
12 May 2015
hectic week
kinda glad br is gonna be home ate due to stocktake .
meaning i can slp eaarlier abit yay.
so slpy.
so much work to be done this week. and yea. its crazy .
the worse yet to come. can twait to get over the sales period. = /
ha how nice if im on AL when its sales period.
sighs.
just hope.. eevrything will be ok.
been upset ..
oh ya it was great to shop at sephora using my voucher annd bros discount . makes me forget unhappy stuffs for a moment there
jaa mata
meaning i can slp eaarlier abit yay.
so slpy.
so much work to be done this week. and yea. its crazy .
the worse yet to come. can twait to get over the sales period. = /
ha how nice if im on AL when its sales period.
sighs.
just hope.. eevrything will be ok.
been upset ..
oh ya it was great to shop at sephora using my voucher annd bros discount . makes me forget unhappy stuffs for a moment there
jaa mata
08 May 2015
invisible me
...was jsut getting.. tearly and uunhappy abt how.. if bro is coming back home for dinner. .mum wouldve heated it up and warm up the dishes.. .it just dawn on me suddenly... so he's not back for dinner.. and ..
u get the drill.
dishes are cold..
i don blame her.
im just wondeirng if she'd forgoteen abt me.
bro is nice. oblah3...
i almosy wanan say this to my bro.. oh u din come home for dinner. so she left the dishes cold..
i always accepted it doesnt mean i will feel its fair to onlhy heat it up when br is ocming back home for dinner!
am i the bad one
just be fair. tats all im asking. but humans.. they tend to forget u see...
im here. im still here. ..
am i not imprt as him?
same question goes to other him. am i not imprt as the others in his life.
subjects. life. family . job.
perhaps ... u know. good girl gone bad.
tired. so so tired.
nid emotional support. ... nid suppport more than ever.
didnt hav a chnace to talk to him.
anwyay tlaked to my frne.. shes also like.. .nah. the surprise tix part..
seems abit weird. suggested better not to meet again
so. am i to lose a long time fren again?
i duno. .
though feel unsafe cos. dislike he used to witchcraft n all...
sighs. see how bah.
phonw is thre forever. for now
i just nid the truth.
jus tell me.
jaa
u get the drill.
dishes are cold..
i don blame her.
im just wondeirng if she'd forgoteen abt me.
bro is nice. oblah3...
i almosy wanan say this to my bro.. oh u din come home for dinner. so she left the dishes cold..
i always accepted it doesnt mean i will feel its fair to onlhy heat it up when br is ocming back home for dinner!
am i the bad one
just be fair. tats all im asking. but humans.. they tend to forget u see...
im here. im still here. ..
am i not imprt as him?
same question goes to other him. am i not imprt as the others in his life.
subjects. life. family . job.
perhaps ... u know. good girl gone bad.
tired. so so tired.
nid emotional support. ... nid suppport more than ever.
didnt hav a chnace to talk to him.
anwyay tlaked to my frne.. shes also like.. .nah. the surprise tix part..
seems abit weird. suggested better not to meet again
so. am i to lose a long time fren again?
i duno. .
though feel unsafe cos. dislike he used to witchcraft n all...
sighs. see how bah.
phonw is thre forever. for now
i just nid the truth.
jus tell me.
jaa
06 May 2015
weird surprise
i worked. 16hrs. like bam. total new record.
next day i was in mrg. still with tummyache into toilet trips.. i slpt only 5 or less hrs. and work again. my body aches so badly. yet more unepected work piles on more
so weird. thought im supposed to meet my fren with his sis . and then i couldnt make it. and then. he revealed that its ok. anyway he wanted to surprise me with 2 horror movie tickets 1140pm show. but yea. he gave them away to his bro.
im like.. what?? surprise?? so long nvr meet alrdy... then.. .yea. i don see the need for surprises from guy other than my bf. O. so that comes to me alot more weird. than surprise. =.=
thank goodness i couldnt make it. and whatveer happen to his sis. tot shes joining us.
ok. guards up. err.... ery weird. i duno. do u do that with ur bestie.
or even say i miss u?
like.. its all so .. mm.. creepy to me lol.
i duno man. so weird.
anyway. gtg go.
my body is aching ad i need rest n slp early soon or asap
jaa mata
next day i was in mrg. still with tummyache into toilet trips.. i slpt only 5 or less hrs. and work again. my body aches so badly. yet more unepected work piles on more
so weird. thought im supposed to meet my fren with his sis . and then i couldnt make it. and then. he revealed that its ok. anyway he wanted to surprise me with 2 horror movie tickets 1140pm show. but yea. he gave them away to his bro.
im like.. what?? surprise?? so long nvr meet alrdy... then.. .yea. i don see the need for surprises from guy other than my bf. O. so that comes to me alot more weird. than surprise. =.=
thank goodness i couldnt make it. and whatveer happen to his sis. tot shes joining us.
ok. guards up. err.... ery weird. i duno. do u do that with ur bestie.
or even say i miss u?
like.. its all so .. mm.. creepy to me lol.
i duno man. so weird.
anyway. gtg go.
my body is aching ad i need rest n slp early soon or asap
jaa mata
03 May 2015
still sick sucks
so i recalled.. literally i did told him that if i coulnt conta ct him in anywas i will head straight to the hotel .
then that day.. i tot i was worng. but actually.. i was rrly going towards the actual plan. .
u guys. do not take cab in syd unless u have to.
thank goodness he's a nice indian man.
im still sick. my collegaue asked me to take mc tmr. but my ceo is coming. and.. having just got back from holidays. .plus alrdy mc one itme... then off the next... i rrly.. cant bring myself to ask for another off.
=/ my rgm woudlve been unhapy about it.
sighs
feeling slightly bette.r yet the med still makign me kinda weak and slpy all day long as usual.
sammy is busy at work today so yea..
mm.. im kinda nervous abt tmr. beore my collegaue arrive will i be rushing to the toilet.
thank god they aint coming in the mrg.
im still soso missing syd... =(
ha. my weather app is still in syd haymarkets mode.
and im missing the weather there.
watched this ch8 show. abt this couple 45 yrs together married.. .
and.. .her husband now on wheelchair. not gd with words romantic mushy words etc. but their grandchildrens etc say he's actually romantic. even thoug he say no. his son say hes a hero to him. once his mum say theres a stalker at bustop there.. .next day. his dad accompay his wife to the bustop with a club. (the club pole) . to the busstop.
its nothte big thigns that rrly mateer ost someitmes the small lil thigns... thats what makes itmost romanti n sweet.
their grands says.. the ppl unlike nowdays ppl who always divorces. .
they are actually more commited. once they chose somone, they will stay commited for life.
which is true even for my pareentcs. my mum suffrs alot form his sibilings and his drinking ways..
but shes still with him
and yea.. .u just stay commited. true love nvr die. but why now ppl... o well.
u know.
kk
gtg.
jaa mata
then that day.. i tot i was worng. but actually.. i was rrly going towards the actual plan. .
u guys. do not take cab in syd unless u have to.
thank goodness he's a nice indian man.
im still sick. my collegaue asked me to take mc tmr. but my ceo is coming. and.. having just got back from holidays. .plus alrdy mc one itme... then off the next... i rrly.. cant bring myself to ask for another off.
=/ my rgm woudlve been unhapy about it.
sighs
feeling slightly bette.r yet the med still makign me kinda weak and slpy all day long as usual.
sammy is busy at work today so yea..
mm.. im kinda nervous abt tmr. beore my collegaue arrive will i be rushing to the toilet.
thank god they aint coming in the mrg.
im still soso missing syd... =(
ha. my weather app is still in syd haymarkets mode.
and im missing the weather there.
watched this ch8 show. abt this couple 45 yrs together married.. .
and.. .her husband now on wheelchair. not gd with words romantic mushy words etc. but their grandchildrens etc say he's actually romantic. even thoug he say no. his son say hes a hero to him. once his mum say theres a stalker at bustop there.. .next day. his dad accompay his wife to the bustop with a club. (the club pole) . to the busstop.
its nothte big thigns that rrly mateer ost someitmes the small lil thigns... thats what makes itmost romanti n sweet.
their grands says.. the ppl unlike nowdays ppl who always divorces. .
they are actually more commited. once they chose somone, they will stay commited for life.
which is true even for my pareentcs. my mum suffrs alot form his sibilings and his drinking ways..
but shes still with him
and yea.. .u just stay commited. true love nvr die. but why now ppl... o well.
u know.
kk
gtg.
jaa mata
02 May 2015
butt watertap =((
remember the night his frens came into our hotel room, and they talked so long.. i rrly enjoyed listening to them, its funny and enjoyable. and sammy was saying his fren say its gd.
so yea. was so nervus when sammy suddenly say that. but yea its a gd thing nonnetheless im relieved.
im not much of a group talker bah.
but i rrly enjoyed their presense. especially with sammy .
so last night i was freezing. and yea.. .middle of night i started heading to toilet. everything out is water.
it was terrible. i could see dark circles under my eyes now. from 430am till 830 i couldnt slp so i headed towards the doc. and when i was walking back, my vision is getting black.. duno how to describe this but yea. i was like almost so close to blacking out. so scary. thank god i managed to rch home. phew.
probably caught it from bro.
so yea. im sure i went to the tilet over 50times. or a hundred maybe?
i sued up more than 2 rolls of toilet paper.
and each time im out i nid to go back within secs.its that terrible of a night=(((
i also have a fever. hence the reason why im freezing shivering and yet sweating on and off.
huuuuuuuu
i hate this =(
i only pray i will be fine soon.
today is my first time ever mc. i was so hesistant abt calling my rgm. thank god theres ppl to do closing.
haiz. anyway... kk gtg have somemore med bah. one more pack to go.
bro bought some food. perhaps he felt guilty.
im so weak now. can onlly slp and slp . all the time in bed so weak...and so out of place.
tmr sianz still nid to drop by store get store key. =/
huu
jaa mata
tc peeps
so yea. was so nervus when sammy suddenly say that. but yea its a gd thing nonnetheless im relieved.
im not much of a group talker bah.
but i rrly enjoyed their presense. especially with sammy .
so last night i was freezing. and yea.. .middle of night i started heading to toilet. everything out is water.
it was terrible. i could see dark circles under my eyes now. from 430am till 830 i couldnt slp so i headed towards the doc. and when i was walking back, my vision is getting black.. duno how to describe this but yea. i was like almost so close to blacking out. so scary. thank god i managed to rch home. phew.
probably caught it from bro.
so yea. im sure i went to the tilet over 50times. or a hundred maybe?
i sued up more than 2 rolls of toilet paper.
and each time im out i nid to go back within secs.its that terrible of a night=(((
i also have a fever. hence the reason why im freezing shivering and yet sweating on and off.
huuuuuuuu
i hate this =(
i only pray i will be fine soon.
today is my first time ever mc. i was so hesistant abt calling my rgm. thank god theres ppl to do closing.
haiz. anyway... kk gtg have somemore med bah. one more pack to go.
bro bought some food. perhaps he felt guilty.
im so weak now. can onlly slp and slp . all the time in bed so weak...and so out of place.
tmr sianz still nid to drop by store get store key. =/
huu
jaa mata
tc peeps
01 May 2015
sat night back to work=(
my replacement manager was telling me. that the store opposite us levis, theres two guys. and they likeme. they were asking her who am i. where am i . cos i was in syd then. she knows them cos its her previous workplace
and.. yea. they told her im very pretty.
=.=
i told u right. somehting is wrong with that store i sense it when i walked past the other day many weeks back and this chinese guy was calling after me. but thank god i hav phone with em and i pretended i nvr hear.
i tot she heard abt me and bf form my colleagues. then we were tlaking and shes like. youre so good! im like what O.o she say youre so good. u have so many guys after u but u remained faithful and good.
im like. aww.. .thank u =3
mm.. .i had a bad exerperience last night .i woke up startled. too me couople of secs to realize whats happy. im taking it as im too tired. etc.. so yea.
its pretty horrifying=( just had joss sticks put up again.
i rrly don like what i heard =(
its nice that sammy asked me to post pic for him of wat i wore. ha. he still rememebrs huh =) lil things matters
so this replacement manager. told me my store is very organized.
=) as a sm, i am v proud to hear other sm complimented on that.
v proud. =))
and this small dangling easily tangled necklaces, apprantly i heard form my team my rgm who just went back to syd=( .. she complimented that its the best looking vm she's ever seen in whole of sg.
omg. wow3.
im rrly proud of my team. and the long hard way we've come through.
like so wow.
amazing.
all these trainings for them. strictness... firmness etc. it all pays off.
i was freezing. omg . its crazy. the moment i stepped into the train, i was freezing. and shivering. bus as well... and came back home straight away head into bathroom...
still so cold. still shivering.
i have no idea why. sg now is supposed to be v v hot at least it still was coupe of hrs ago before i end work.
i must not get sick.
i cant. mc is like a .. .crazy thing to do at my company. no one dares to mc. usually ppl still come to work. my precious company as well.
rgm will just ask u to ocme cos noo replacement.
so far. . im proud to say ive yet to get any mc at all.
uh huh. sick still work crazy huh ha.
today it dawns on me that. ..hey. so weird. but im back into the one meal a day routine =/
not like i wanted. but cos due to work y aknow..
and.. omg.
i was dreading it when i woke up =( me so dun wanan go.
was tryign to seek advice from sammy.. but.. i duno. well. gusy sure took it pretyt cooly and lightly.
huuu.. freedom no more... ut anyway... ha my fren pounced on me when she saw me.
XD at door step lol. literally
mm.. thats abt it then... 3am sammys time and still no answer....
but shall see how. been going to toilet so many times just now=( stomach not gd.
thsi gdlooking lady she came into our store. i duno why. it seems to me that she didnt like to make eye contact when tlaking. she was loking at the table or sideways.. etc. her face is definiltey fake. her nose lips and eyes. its v obvious she got work done to them to look like korean. so i duno if shes a popular blogger? is she inferior? like afraid ppl can tell she got surgeries done to her face. ..i duno. just find that kinda pity i guess=/
u shld be happy if thats what u wanted to do. but why no confidence now?
i duno. just yea. .kinda .. wasted bah.
mata
and.. yea. they told her im very pretty.
=.=
i told u right. somehting is wrong with that store i sense it when i walked past the other day many weeks back and this chinese guy was calling after me. but thank god i hav phone with em and i pretended i nvr hear.
i tot she heard abt me and bf form my colleagues. then we were tlaking and shes like. youre so good! im like what O.o she say youre so good. u have so many guys after u but u remained faithful and good.
im like. aww.. .thank u =3
mm.. .i had a bad exerperience last night .i woke up startled. too me couople of secs to realize whats happy. im taking it as im too tired. etc.. so yea.
its pretty horrifying=( just had joss sticks put up again.
i rrly don like what i heard =(
its nice that sammy asked me to post pic for him of wat i wore. ha. he still rememebrs huh =) lil things matters
so this replacement manager. told me my store is very organized.
=) as a sm, i am v proud to hear other sm complimented on that.
v proud. =))
and this small dangling easily tangled necklaces, apprantly i heard form my team my rgm who just went back to syd=( .. she complimented that its the best looking vm she's ever seen in whole of sg.
omg. wow3.
im rrly proud of my team. and the long hard way we've come through.
like so wow.
amazing.
all these trainings for them. strictness... firmness etc. it all pays off.
i was freezing. omg . its crazy. the moment i stepped into the train, i was freezing. and shivering. bus as well... and came back home straight away head into bathroom...
still so cold. still shivering.
i have no idea why. sg now is supposed to be v v hot at least it still was coupe of hrs ago before i end work.
i must not get sick.
i cant. mc is like a .. .crazy thing to do at my company. no one dares to mc. usually ppl still come to work. my precious company as well.
rgm will just ask u to ocme cos noo replacement.
so far. . im proud to say ive yet to get any mc at all.
uh huh. sick still work crazy huh ha.
today it dawns on me that. ..hey. so weird. but im back into the one meal a day routine =/
not like i wanted. but cos due to work y aknow..
and.. omg.
i was dreading it when i woke up =( me so dun wanan go.
was tryign to seek advice from sammy.. but.. i duno. well. gusy sure took it pretyt cooly and lightly.
huuu.. freedom no more... ut anyway... ha my fren pounced on me when she saw me.
XD at door step lol. literally
mm.. thats abt it then... 3am sammys time and still no answer....
but shall see how. been going to toilet so many times just now=( stomach not gd.
thsi gdlooking lady she came into our store. i duno why. it seems to me that she didnt like to make eye contact when tlaking. she was loking at the table or sideways.. etc. her face is definiltey fake. her nose lips and eyes. its v obvious she got work done to them to look like korean. so i duno if shes a popular blogger? is she inferior? like afraid ppl can tell she got surgeries done to her face. ..i duno. just find that kinda pity i guess=/
u shld be happy if thats what u wanted to do. but why no confidence now?
i duno. just yea. .kinda .. wasted bah.
mata
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