30 September 2012

happy marriage =)

and so.. that morning. .my previous blog ba. wakey and was thinking of sammy =) today also. then in bed.. so tired also wanna slp. slpt lat eyt dmah. but couldnt slp at all =.= ha. think  of him .mind fuull of him. guess he'll be very happy if he knows huh =)

wow. think my primary school mate same age as me ba. i think .we in same class mah. well,........ he proposed to his gf!!!!!!! OMG> =X was like...huh? so young wanna get married liao ar. Dunno. i think he's working alrdy. yea he did told me. but. wow. this is gd eh. if a man can save enough to marry a woman at his age, yea. thast rrly something.

well, guess theres rrly isnt long or fast journey to marriage ba. once u feel that the time is right, you get married. book' first before someone else gets their hands on her XD lol .
but yea,. or some couple, waited for 10 yrs , lived together, like my previous kind rgm sabrina. then she get married.

anwyay, earlier better ba. haha. but yea. think he placed the ring in a biuquet of flower. dunno hows it like... but. well, seems liek it only two of them. like. nothing fancy ba. .liek those romantic proposal videos u see eh .ha. so memorable.
but then again,  yea. marriage and proposal is always a great thign as long as its sincere and heartfelt =)

hehe .today. wow. after so long.. finally me get to dress up again . =) i rrly like to dress up. but usually too tired to. =// cos u know me. work rrly tired me out. however, its rrly nice. i am excited though. to be able to doll myself up again. i rrly like hte eye makeup i done today.
simple easy and fabulous.
my dress and heels. .nails. all nicely done. ( at least to me i think so hahahaXD)
uh huh. rrly need to doll up once in a while. no id everyday. haha .but. .course i wan though XD just need energy. and a bf to doll up for. sammy no here. so .. .yea. all the more me just need mini shorts and t shirt ,singlet simple will do fine =)

mm.. wat else.
theres a couple of thigns. cant rememebr. ..mmm.. oh

sugergy
read two bloggers from sg . one spend like $130 000 , the oter got sponser or somethign. no. htink she spend alot of money too. she saved hard for months.
anwyay, they do look ok. maybe beter than a few other girls.
but i vcan tell. their face are fake.
like. the features. .cna be maybe nose too narrow and thin.. stuffs like that.
but ... wow .al lsuch money.. spend onto not just their faces, but body too. they dont look normal. like. .abit plastic doll. no sense of realisticness to them.
however, i believe that. if they are happy, they are rich. hten yea. i have nothing against them. so no worries haha
just saying that.. haiz. .soemtimes. ..these undergo the knift to pursue beauty. .can end up making u un natural ... =/ plastic looking.
too perfect may not be a gd thign .just.. not realistic. .unreal ba
wow . all those money onto their faces and body. ... gosh. and those pains.. .
dunno why they wanna do it. maybe cos beauty to them.. .is a huge thig ba. they wan ppl always look at them? they wanna be popular? they wanna be liek their korean girl group stars .. haiz. nowadasy.. .
o well

then today saw this pointed chin girl .i duno real anot. but... omg. its disgusting. how can anyone think thats pretty???
anime looking girls are not liek that .rrly2 not liek that. big eyes, rosy cheeks. .uh huh.. .but. .certainly not alien pointed cheeks like..so ...over the top . gosh.

sad huh. if im a parent. and... my childern.. wanna change their featuires.. features of me and my partner who gave it to them.. features of them who resemblenms us.. .then having to erase it.. .=/ sad. very sad.
rememebr those days ppl say.. ohj ur eyes looked like ur mum. oh ur lips looked like ur dad.. .etc.. .having one day my child wanna say i wanna change my lips. .eyes.. nose.. etc.. .gosh. =/ sad.
no wonder that korean girl group. .erm. i emntioned before. but forgot her name liao. too many of them .
but yea. she say thast such a harsh and sad thign for the compoany to tell her parents stright in the face that they wanted to change her face, and her body.
.. especially when ur parents come form humble family, ..=/ sad

im lucky my parents are supportive. thogh. ..mm. .onot those. .difficult to say ba. at least i have my freedom and all.
how i wish sammy could have those kind of life.
freedom, wont lead stray, happily do watever he want.
..its hard ot imagine ba .. if i come home. .. late or slpt late.. or... talk too loud. .etc.. .everythign i need to check ard me.. .to see if i can do it or not... gosh .
me wan him to be happy. i rrly do.
if i ever live wit him , i'l lmake sure he'll be the most happiest man in the world=)
wan him to feel free. ..coming home can do watever he wan.. wont missed out on thigns that'll make him happy. that he wanna do..  the kind of life im havin gnow.
of course mine isnt perfect ok. haha .but at least. its good enough for now ba
jsut wish he can be nearer.

my ex colleague is getting married soon. next year june ba. eh.. .or march? htink june.. . then shes gonna head to malaysia and live wit her fiance. as in husband liao. ha.
uh uh. that girl ar. younger than me.
ldr too. his fiance travel here n there. .korea.. malaysia. .sg... blah3... pretty much awat .but at least they stil lcna meet here n there when he's nearer in sg
thin kshe's younger than me? i think so. but happy for her =)

mm.. wat else. ..

oh yea. haha. i was so short. (if sammy hear this think he'll laugh. no if he see , he'll laugh) . so short that. i went in my bro room .mum told me he bought masks. so i see. ohhhhhh ok .nice i took long time to admire it. then when he'd finally back homne, he was talking abt it. then he said the thir mask. i was like. ..huh? wat thiid mask. cos i only saw two new ones. turned out htat theres a much bigger mask.. .hung above the other two smaller new masks=.='''''''''''
i said. .omg. i din see. cos i did tilt my head up, but. .i was so short. i din noticed theres another mask above!XD!!!! lolll then bro bend down so his head same height as mine. he was like. omg...!
lol. sorry la. wat to do. me short mah. tilyed my head up, still canot see that mask hung above XD lol .ssssoooooo funny. i was infact looking through like long itme u know. not say one ,5 secs. lol..........
still i din notice that mask . that third mask above. XD hahahhahaha. so funny.

gosh im tired. kk .thats abt it.

jaa mata

28 September 2012

slow paced day nice beginning

mm............ alwys like that. ha. mornign wakey. soemtimes feel so energetic, wanna go out. dress up. then soon after, think3. .dunno where to go..wat to do, then ended up no energy to go out liao XD ha. .o wellllllllllllllllllll
just rest and bored at home. but ok ba. theres sammy =) if not more bored.morning checked out guildwar 2. wow. so interesting. thats the kind of game i'll like to play .
but apity i think my lappy rrly canot. .u know. must buy one. better don spend money. skali doesnt work.
ut yea. to have own story line, its great. n characters can customized.

dang. theres 48hrs special sale from scoot. to syd. me din check. but its saying very cheap.
wait later check, not gonna buy, found out oh so cheap, i'll feel terrible for missing out on chances like this
so yea.
but hopefully they'll hae special offer again soon ba

me still alil tired.

oh poor jill that woman from melb. .rrly died. htink probably kena raped too =/ very poor thing. so young. 29 only. haiz.
..wat to do... =/
if only.. she did not turne down her colleague's offer to send her home. haiz.....
so scary. so close to home alrdy. then they attacked. i thin kits more than one man. cos thers vans parked outside his house. i dunno. i cant wait for more news.
hate men like them . its so ..despicable
argh =/

mm. slpy.. wakey so early. nice dream. relaxing one.

yay bro finally oming back home tmr.
cant wait to see wat he bought
mm.. wonder wat time he'll be back

dunno wat else to type. tired liao. oh but its gd though. slow paced day... at work been busy everyday .. though vip alrdy gone. soon, another one coming. scarier one =( gm. huuu.....
T_T
gdluck to us all
anyway,
customers alot .bz3. .must snatch n hunt for sale. everyday alwasy tired at work can be very sianz at times=/
snatching sales.. .haiz. ...
vying for sales..
anwyy, yea. rush3... but today. off. get tiem to walk slowly.. pour water slowly. .eat slowly... sit and sit.. online...
slowlyyyyyy
uh huh..

haiyo. rrly slpy liao

kk jaa mata ne

27 September 2012

danger always lurking around

ha. so lazy to blog today. omg. cos kept forgettingstuffs.. .

mm

today so boring =/ i dun like.
and walking back home. dislike either. scary and ..just felt dangerous ha. maybe cos after reading the melb missing woman jill case. so scary n poor thing=( only 5mins walk... haiz. but u know. ..fate has it. .sometimes.. even if its 5mins or 3mins walk, if something meant to happen, no matter how safe the place is, u will still get killed or abduct. taken in a way. uh huh. TAKEN> hahahah. that movie. =) oh anway, yea. tkaen=/
haiz.... so poor thing. i wonder what she tlak to her bro on the phone about. luckily theres cctv. if not how. =/ and to think polivce always knew that area is dangergous. or alot of problems time to time. yet, they do nothing. omg. i dunno what have they tried. but. they themsleves can say that, yet. .theres no prevention or improvements to that area? hello? that is so.. omg. humiliating .for the polcies. so useless. =/
if u knw theres troubels there, do ur best to prevent. it. why wait for a missing woman to happen , then come say oh that area always in trouble. =.= wth.
haiz. dunno ba. so scary.
luckily me the most wat. ..7 or 8pm. hmm.... eh i forgot. i went back to hotel quite late one my first day there. yea. i remember the sky alreayd very dark. and i was lost. goodness. so . .scary haha .luckily that tiem i didnt know of this news yet. so many strangers ard.. and those pub. .crawling with indencent ppl.. eew. sacry .there there this one guy angmoh guy. i thought i caught him looking at my bags of stuffs. liek rrly look. i dunno. but yea. im alive. haha.
but still, so poor thing. dunno wat that man taled to her before she's gone. maybe he asked her out? maybe he tried asking her questions to determine if shes alone? like taken . tha movie. that bad guy also start by asking them non scary questions .then the girl tell him oh they're alone=.= then he say to pick them up to a party, she go and tell him their room floor. *head palm =.= uh huh
o well. .sometimes. .ppl tend to take for granted ba.. oh nothing will be wrong. 5mins walk left only. stil lahve lots of cars ard. .still hav couple more ppl walking ard.. .area is bright.. blah3....
next thing u know, car u turn towards u, youre a goner. =.= push u into car, or stab u behind ur back for that one sec when no one see u. take ur possession, then rnu. u left there.. alone .dying. regretting the words u said before. 5 mins walk only? tink again

but then again. its human nature to think nothing of such 5mins walk danger. or with 2 frens, oh it is save for sure. skali u kena ppl with 15 frens. ahhh die =.= thats why. stupid ppl will find fault with ppl when they tot oh 2 frens of mine are so strong. i can act cool by raising my voice and picking a fight . then when 10 frens of theirs come out, ahh.. .all those cocky talk wil lbe 0 points. but all human nature thoguhts ba. especialy if theyre drunk =/ . me also ba? will think shld be fine. but in my heart i know. this cant be sure. if ur time is up, something sure will happen .ppl come out attack me, or kill me.

tats why stil lwill worry for sammy whenver he';s alone or out late in the dark n stufff. syd there. .mm.. rrly cant say safe. day time might be beautiful. .night time,.. .horrible i ithnk .like wat my rgm said before his encountered in melb. rememerb?
beach where beautiful in mrg, but drugs and prosititue at night.. sighs .wat a waste..

late alrdy. .me nono feel gd.
i dun like this feeling=/
huu
wish i wont think too much

mm. .wat else. .ok. saw a young man alone in pandora today..
buying dunno wat. choosing charms ba. .or sumtin

mm.. ohhhh

am happy thogh. =) dad finally dare to order food. he never ever dare to or wan to order food at hawker. he'll always ask me mum go buy. no matterh ow much mum tried to persuade him to get up n go. i thin khe's paiseh ba? maybe cos he always drink2. tere... then paiseh to buy food form those stalls.. .nearby.
but that day, he actually finally get up and go cehck out the food after mum as usual kept asking him to go see wat he wanna eat.
=) i was so surprised.
then lately, he did it again. he go... and he looked at the stall's menu.. and he ordered. omg. i was so taken aback. 2nd time alrdy. even at bugis. he also queue up for bean curd drink.
by himself.
=) just so glad and happy that finally thigns are getting better abit for him.
like. yea.
all thse years of drinking. .i wonde rif he ever regret now..
his fren asked him to go join them for a drink. he declined .say his leg not well. yea. .his leg.. i dunno .but i think he's not fully recovered yet.
another time. think his fren  called. he say.. daughter and wife wanna go out, if he free will go find him. that fren is a drinking fren.
but i tin k he's turning him down . cos. he himself wanna go out. with mum . and me wanna tag along of course ha.
then by the time we're back, of course he no time go find his fren.
so yea. mm.. yea. .hoep this will be fine ba.
in the past mum want him to bring us out on sunday, or on his off. , he also always say dun wan, tired, or in the aftnoon, will head down for drinks with frens.
now, every sunday he off, sure will go out with mum. =) im impressed though hah .one day off only, he still wanna go out. omg. if me,... comepared to him, i sucks. lol.
dunn oba. cannot compared the same tired level ba. my job workload is hideous.
one day off not enough .
v tired.

mm. late alryd. think he fallen aslp eh
haiz. dunno how to play with him. rrly wan to too.
but. if use my old lappy, wonder wats gonna happen eh. maybe i shld try=.=
maybe it wont be that bad. haha .o well .gotta find out .

kk. gtg.
bro is coming home soon .finally. hahahahha wonde rwat pressy he got me this time=P mm. .but then.. maybe he not much money left ba .ha. maybe less pressy ?

k jaa mata ne

25 September 2012

short quick blog

i have so much to type. butit late. im having a headache.. and slpy .huu

so. quick blog again

mm. ok. had terribel ghostly nightmare again. though not as worse as previous one.. but still very bad=(

watched this the possession movie. not scary. predictable. but still very nice. watched it cos of the actor from supernatural.
after movie just wanna hea home asap. dunno .just felt. .uncomfy. not cos movie scary or wat. but.. just .. i dunno =/ cos of my nightmares perhaps

therees a cope of contentants i lie form x factor. they are not those typical gd looking handsome or beautiful ones. but their voices are incredible.
i rrly3 like them
saw this girl. think shes young ba. has this bf accpmained her. god. i dunno wat her bf see in her.
such a bitc* . nobody like her . shes so nosey ard. anwyay,

short blgo. imma slp now. sammy headin to bed liao

,,. wat else.

erm

yea. tats it. cants think liao .late

kk jaa will continue soon.

23 September 2012

restless day

gosh. so tired.............. =.= suddenly afetr such hectic week, no work. my body gonna crumble liao
can feel every inch of my body muscles trying to relax..

anwyay, alot to blog. lets see if i remember

so.. ytd. i thought i saw redz at taka. from the corner of my eyes... but its liek he wore a hat, the way he stand (leaning against the wall and looking at his phone was like 100% his style.  i think its him. but i dunno ba. that time thought i saw him at mrt too. reason why i don wanna see him not becos im scared of him watsoever. its because i dunno what i'l ldo. i'll probably gib a dirty evi lglare, scold or shout at him in public. i will u know. those anger are still inside of me. thigns i wanna scold him upside down but din get a chnce to do so.. all inside of me. so wanna lashes out at him. pfft
ow ell... hope i wont ever see him again

oh. so today. was checking ot this korean singer wat banana song.
canadian korean i thinK? omg. that girl. she was dancing and singing live. its quite rare though. cos i heard they don usually sing live. cept for boa. =)
anwyay, yea. i dunno that was a pre recorded live, or live performance. i think its live performance. so her dancing was minisie cos if dance  , u need to restrict abit. if not ur singing will not be very good. will be tough ba
and soooooooooooo i was like .oh great! finally a live performance form korean. then......... =.=
o.m.g. she suckssssssssssssss. her dancing as expected some moves. .but not so great. worse thing is her singing. like teenagers karaoke. like that also can become singer? wat to do. u have a face, body, can become star liao. voice just need to edit through dunno wat. so yea.
but.. omgggggggg
her live really sucks. i couldnt bear to watch finish the video .i just close it. =.=
so disappointed.
=/
hopefully there'll be a good performer  like boa coming up soon.
like that also dare to come out and sing live? omg. image shattered =/
too bad. thought i would like her .
but yea. rrly liek the fact that boa didnt have to blend in with the other girls. lke they'll be wearing skirts and all.. dressy up. then boa will be wearing a casual top with jeans or something. and she looks beautiful. yea. u rrly don have to blend in with anyone in iorder to look beautiful. if u ahve it, ppl can see it. =)

anwyay,
mm... im forgetting something .i dunno wat.

last night was quite a gd one =) though day wasnt.=.= due to fren asked me and another fren last min msg wanna head out for gathering anot. then last min also let us know oh cannot make it. wth.
stil lgot time to fb. then say too busy to msg us. excuses. =.=
o well. no hard feeling sba. soemtimes pppl does forget thigns. .o well

huu.... =/ appied for leave cos of bro la. voucher gonna expire then use. omg.
haiz. waxted my leave. o well.
once in a while family dinenr ba ..

im so tired and nono energy today.. huuu =/
terrrible.
oh back to last night. was finally alone. msging sammy. on the couch comfy. sat night. tv playing my fav movie resident evil. chips. if only he's here, omg. everythign wil lbe perfect. but anyway, still its comfy and cosy. .nice to relax. its been such a hideous week for me. =/ busy liek mad. huuuuuuu
uh huh. =(
and then tired. not enough rest. etc.haiz. then finally last night get to have a dinner outside with parents. then ntuc. then home. online bath, then fav movie. its such a short lived moment. but yet its almost near perfection for a night. uh huh. sat night at home quiet and peaceful. then sammy gotta slp early. then me just watch movie.
thinking how nice it wouldve been if he's here with me
hopefully this kind of night will coem soon ba.
nice night. uuh huh .
simple. but rrly relaxing.
bath... .was like .under the shower... for a good few mins letting water splashy onto my head and face whilst im sitting down...
just relax.. htinking.. oh how nice it is. finally this hectic crazy week is over. finally my off day tmr.

o well. liek tat ba. so short lived. but at least betetr than none eh

mm... anything else anot.. =.=
mm...
thast abt it i guess?

hoep bro is having a great time in rome now .
k. .gtg.
though im pretty bored and slpy tired restless...now.. huu
seeknig joy with msging him

jaa mata

21 September 2012

nice customers

and so... i find that i llost interest in speaking with my fren after i knew wat lies he told me of.. and  ..stuffs like tat. liar.
i hate it. after betrayal liek that, i rrly cant trust tat person again. i mentioned before so yea.
but . .o well. jsut felt like strangers now. who ask him lie to me

mm... wat else

oh. spotted 5 youngs men checking out pandora today. O.o i dunno why. they seems to be younger than sammy. or perhaps about... 20s? i think ba. yea . maybe they maybe for pressy ba. ha. din know guys liek them would know or even heard about pandora

mm.. i forgot wat else im supposed to type =.= dotsss just few secs ago i still remember =.= '''''

anwayy, gonna rest soon. sighs. long day =/

another staff gonna quit. uh huh. o well. .watever ba

wat else. .mm.... '
ohhhh yeaaa

haha. ytd a customer so funny. i was being nice to her. she wanted to meet my rgm for business purposes. then asked if he is as nice as me.  XD lol. then say i have a bf anot? cos she has a brother. LOLLL .she tell her colleagues 2 ladies .that i have very pretty eyes. incase youre wondering is that the reason why i changed my fb cover.. -_- no. i swear nothing to do with her comment. always got ppl talked abt my eyes. mm.. =.= dunno ne. rrly that nice meh? =.= nah. .just normal ba. i think alot of ppl hav diff pretty features

kk. gonna go. hair dry alryd?
oh. someone approached me to join anothers company =.= ha. tat person told me its higher pay than wat im earning now. o welllllllllllllll dunno ba.
omg. imagine if i quit also, my rgm wil lgo nut. then my sm quit, then everythign go nuts hahahah

kk. nighst

jaa mata

19 September 2012

aussie way of living?

very tiring day.. .omg. =( by the end of night. .im like dead meat xombie. huu... 800 -1000 then 1230-2230.. uh huhT_T can faint liao. huu worked non stop every sec throguhout the day. OMG
andits not gonna be over yet so soon huuuu
=/.

anway... was just lookey throgh my frens fb.. so his gf is from melb. anyway he rrly dislike sg i think? not say dislike .but then he jsut prefer overseas ba i guess? at least he's sure he'll wanna buy house in melb.one day. someone with his gf. h eknows where he wanna be. but he's tinking.. difficult part is to intergrat the way of their living.

mm.......... i try to put myself in his shoes. .if me, will it be difficult? i think its fine ba. just that. ..
no spicy hot food =.='''''
haha. yea. wat a pity. ohh!! hav!!! ut its difficult to get i guess. i stil lrememebr that spicy friend rice indonesian store i think. sammy ate. a pity i couldnt find my way there n eat it again =( but at least i tried the noodles. hehe .

weather. too cold sometimes. hair slapping across my faceXD .couple of times i thought i was gonna blown off XD hahahhaa. =_= yea im not kidding.

mm........
yea. basically just chilli ba. XD haha. and the after bath step out part. omg. can die. *faint.
haiz............. =( me miss tha place so much. and times spend with him.
anwyay, me resisted to look ard at the pandora started kit. uh huh.
hopefully it'll go away soon XD haha.

mm...
o well. thats about it ba. just so tired. exxtremely tired... workload a million tasks to complete. deadline is near for everyone =/ wish us luck. haiz

oh yea. not so close childhood fren.not even fren ba. just no contact type. anyway, found out his gf of two yrs. went pearth or melb. i duno .just australia. study i think. then few weeks later, somehow i think something happened. maybe a guy flirted with his gf. or she replied back in a not so gd way.. (hmm. .i dunno if i blog this before or not)
anyway, somehow he's single. posted. .. ''soemtimes u shouldnt bite off more than u cna chew'' . ''some guys shameless. .knowing ppl has a bf, still wanna come in between them ''.. .yea. but anway, gd news. phew. somehow, he went to melb , dunno he got meet her anot. i dunno. but he's with a couple of frens whos staying there. so yea., then soon after, he came back, they both put up their couple profile pics liao.
so yea. i think they're back together again .
think he lost 8kg in one month. but dunno .. due to previous heartache i guess??
i couldnt eat well nor live well when i was in pain either..
anwayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
uh huh .
thats about it ba. wa slike .huh so fast broke up liao O.o then was like ..ohhhh yay. think they're back together again

serioulsy.. no matter wat happened to her. .or my fren misunderstood.. .dunno. but. 2 yrs relationshoip. .if less than one month busted cos of stupid ppl(that guy) , then its so not worth it. its so wasted=/
cos blinded by stupid guy, or truth, then causes years of relationship to fail.. haiz.. .rrl not worth it.. =/

kk gtg slp

OMG> time to resttttttttttttttttt =) finallyT_T huuu
cant wait to hit the pillow

oh one more.. XD

omg=.= the ho ppl. .dunno how they work. it comes to me and my sm that.. they are lazy . slacking. sorry harsh words. but. they couldve done better. always last min. then say things not clear.
omg. ended up so much trouble causes for my team. and we .. omg. last two days? did some much changes to the store, in the end, foudn out couldve save the trouble if they had gotten back to us earlier, or more accurately. etcetc
so many times alrdy. kk .gtg liao

jaa mata!

18 September 2012

missing him

wow. ..saw this limited edition started set at pandora. OMG. $326. but i think its considered as cheap ba. i loveeee this set. with red background(the main glass bead) then theres ladybug in black colour  as the design. omggggg sooooo niceeeeee but theres other desgisn to choose from too. if im rich , i would've buy it now. starter kit ne!! huuuu... nvm..... bear with itttt i bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr grr=.=
so yea. huu. too bad. i can buy. but .. nah.. later i need to save till crazy T_T
cannot.
aw.. but so ncie .
nvm. i bear. uh huh =.=

so...... yea. talking with sammy last night . i konw more about him =) and im happy.
he asked about if i go out often with other male frens.. omg. i am so busy with work .so tired. most of hte time i spedn with my family. where got time for my frens .XD uh huh=.= poor me eh.
but since i started working here, i have more female frens now. going out with them is nice . =) but of course im not talking about those bitchy typical kind of girls .but nice down to earth kinda female frens.
as for guys,  i sense soemthings not right, if they're interested in me or watsoever, i wont meet them up haha . omg. excuses to think of are running out liao. either use. .im sick, tired,or working, busy, not free.. .etc... to push down an invitation. liek that tiem the lego land invite. hahaha .luckily got gd excuse. i like to use a true excuse. but most of the time its true. not false. im so tired wit h work. where got time for them .cept for my family and sammy. well sammy is my family so yea .haha=)
lucky sammy eh. don have to worry so much. haha. im such a good girl ^^ XD!!! cheyy=.= dots. sorry. thick skin of me eh .lol =.= baka desu

but yea. when he's not concentrating on game and online, talking more can make laughter more ^^ aw .rrly cant wait to see him again . love his laughter and everything. ha. can so ttotally picture him slping halwfway throughout phone call ^^ cute

mm.. today turned out to be a nice day after all. but always in bad mood whenever i get to eat lunch too late on my off. ha. o well

today a tad to owarm for me. gosh

mm.. me still no time to make sushi. have time. but not in the mood yett.. mm. .how ar. unless i hav long holiday week again. but not now ba

mm... hell of a week is coming soon=/...
...gdluck to me. haiz.. ....huu

jaa mata




17 September 2012

trampire reunited


ok. better blog now before i forget
and soooooo... heard the news of trampire asnd robert getting back together. haha. guess he's still gonna forgive her after all. i think he's a gd man. jsut such a pity. but yea. i guess.. .it rrly depends on situation. .some ppl make mistake, some don deserve sympathy cos they'll do again. others, wil llearn their stupid mistake, adn deceded to love their partner back even more than ever in tiem to come. hopefully she's that type of gril ba. but yea. guess they stil lcouldnt live without each other. hopefully she didnt feel that way cos of ppl hatin gher and all. o well. u nvr know. haha. i stil dislike her for the record=.= 
mm... was soooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely tired ytd=( bz non stop.. haiz. ...move hte entire wall bays... ard store.. .=.= uh huh.... with only 3 staffs. huuu
toughest day is yet to come .this week is very tough =( 
huu

anwyay

mm.. oh. had a nice chat with sammy las tnight. alwyas nice to hear o rwatch him slp. ohhh spoken and video call with bro last night too. he cxaleld us. haha .mum was there. aw.. .so nice. one room all for himself . so exp the room .. i think?
mm...  me very tired. still. yea. .but dunno wat to do for day. rot again at home? or.... mm.. maybe i should go out. .though im scared i'll spend =X
sammy said about after uni then he'll know.. i was thinking.. mm.. yea.. no definite answer for himself till years later..
i thought. its always better if u know wat u want, and chase them . but then.  taht wont work for all situations. every situations is different
ut... jjust .. yea. i  hate these kind of.. days alone 
mm.. should i go out.. geez
=/
mata

16 September 2012

movie age

mm.. dunno wat to blog about. .

just super duper tired....... oh gosh.
..
haiz

=/
o well.. tahan abit more ba

anwyay. today was taking my time observing the customers at pandora XD LOL... uh huh i did that=.=
but yea. there's couples there... there's girlfrens there... interesting. but our store been so bz. even pandora. omg. they are so busy!! guess business is gd. but i wonder why O.o
its like.. u need to spend 300 then can get free charm. (promo) . that cant be the reason why it attracted so much customers right? mm.. .i wonder...

anyway, mm... thinking how i should save my money for next month.
mm.. .and wonder if theres any pkans in the next fewe months.. dunno yet ne..
mm... =. =dunno

omg. im sjut too tired huuuuuu =/
need a great massage.. and lots of slp and.. and... RESTT!! huuu
but .. .but.. =/ haiz..

mm. .seems like i have something to blog about... wat else besides pandora. .wat else....
haiyo. dunno. forgot liao =. =

tats about it i guess.

u know. seems as though i've worked for o0ne whole week already=.=
thats how i feel .huu

mm. .bro flew off le ba.. .aw.. hope he'll hav fun. sounds so awesome. haiz. me miss him and travelling
..
wonder if there'll be a chance to.. mm... if only can stay for another 3 weeks there. omg. i'll be the most happy girl in the world. work hard one year also worth it. XD
but surv iivng on instant noodle for 3 weeks.. erm. .not gd idea hor? lol. one week pkus still can.
that time 9 dasy or 10 days i went there.. also surviev on those. its delicious though =)
even though its inside hotel most of the time, i rrly enjoy the freedom of away from family, aircon, tv, (not counting in the horror part where aircon turnb itself on and lights flickering =.= )
..gosh. freedom. do watever i wan. buy watever i like. go to my fav paddy market. ..=) haiz. me rrly happy . and though din see him that often. but, its better than nothing. a  one day or a night's dinner is worth every smile on my face=)
and im so glad though. no period. hahahahaha. everytime wanna go travel, the most im worried about is that=.=
haha. o well. wat to do. im a girl mah

mm.... ohhhhhhh! that day watched movie rememebr?
wanan buy nc movie tix. that cashier was like. ..pointing to the nc 16 sign.. smug look.. look at me liek this =_= then asked.. ''are you at least 16 years old?'' =_=
wth................. =.= dots...... .
i was like so happy to say yes i am over 16 yrs old! of course me no shout la. was like with an innocent face and face like O.o when i replied her
 haha
was taken aback. .wat kind of question is tat=.=

mm.. kk .gtg.
dunno wat else to bkog for now

mm.. money issue ba.. but otherwise would so love to travel asap and for longer days
gtg
shall save harder next month

mata

15 September 2012

longggg day

long story.. but .. first

gosh today is xmas or wat????? huuuuu tired. =( super bz. leg hurts
finger cut for i dunno how
but so pain. think the cut gotten deeper cos i din hav a plaster. always wrapped with tissue with tape =.=
anwayy,
feels soooo good to have a plaster on now
just a suddenl thought. thats why ppl need someone to protect them and stick a plaster on after their heart gets broken eh?
anwyay feesl gd to have a plaster on now.. ahhhhh


anwyay... so tired. huu disappointed that the email i received from pandora doesnt work in sg. though they not sure.. .but .. o well.. =/
supposed to be u spend 100, u get the chain for free worth us 65 bucks .but i gues 100 may not be sg dollar ba. but such a worth it deal. =/ too bad eh..... haiz

gosh. gonna be sucha  tough long week for the next =( u have no idea... huuuuuuuu

another staff quit. so.. o well...... so many huh..

mm.. hopefully sammys exam will be fien n well ba... rrly isnt that easy at all eh.. but i guess it takes time ba..
wonder how the way they teaches in aust... .mm...
o well...
he studie long n hard for it. .so hope that there'll be some fruitful result outta it ba.
he deserves it

wat a nice mrg to slp in.. .goodness... too bad gotta wakey eh

ohhhhhhh today cos was at pandora asking abt the promo. theres this man. i let him be served first. i overheard him asking for a charm. its a pressy for his wife or gf. i think wife ba by the look of his face. .like a  mature man.. he asked for one year anniversary charm. aww... .how swt. sseeeee told ya. i knew it. men went in to get for their partner! hahha.
but yea. kept seeing customers wearing them. O.o
mm.. k ba. .one day... wil lget. ha. maybe =.= if can afford

anwyay

goshhh long dayyyyyyyyyyyy huuu
ytd was so boring too in the after half of day=.= haiz

mm.. cant remember wat else to add on..

mm..... okk .ttas it ba

jaa mata

13 September 2012

u deserve it

ahahha... im listening to youtube josh krajcik now.. my fav of all time.. though he's older,  fat, so wat? his voice is amzinggggggggggggggggg i listened to him once in a while =) its very soothing. .very so .. i dunno .ust so ncie =)

anway, haha. today after meeting, went with my colleague to pandora. walked ard abit.. but yea. decided to head to pandora. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy =D after montsh of walking outside the store,... i mean passingby the store while im headin to toilet..
finally today i stepped in =D lol;
its aweome. my fren asked the price of the gold plated one... (rememebr i blogged ytd abt the customer saying gold is super exp?) yea... one smalll tiny clip.. guess how much /14K gold. = sg $ 750 ./ 750 or 780./... $700 plsu. OMG............................................ speecheless.. somemore its latest.
BUT. so??? if u love it alot, so wat if u save a year for it bit by bit....... say... $50 amonth or 20 a month.. put aside... then buy it once a year. its rrly nice. but the prfie for 14k is scary. but. yea. if u love it, go for it =) life is too short. u  or i nvr know
if we're going to die next day. next month. o r next week. at least you'll be happier for a day or two huh

anywayyyyyyyyyyyy haha. thats very far ...

erm anyway...

mm.. i hoep sammyhs  exam will go well.. .he said somethign quite serious. though. .wasnt sur eif thats gotta do with his family.. or.. wat.. becasue to me.. anything is poossible i f u dont give up and willing to fight for it..
but... i dunno
i dunn wanna guess nor anythig.. .just. .see how his results will go ba
very late now. think imma slp at 4am or almost 5.
mm.
tired. fullshift toda. 830-1030.. ten 1230 -2230..
yea

i thgouth i hav a lot to blog abt. mm.. gues im a lil tired.

guess wat
imma end this now ba

all the best to sammy.. adn

hope life will be happier

gosh. afraid i'll forget .. watkind of classy''  dress he wan me to wear u think>? now aitn the time to ask.

mm.. dnno ba

oh yea. hahahahha.. i watched taken just now again =_=

wohohohohohoho

...uhhuh =_=

jaa mata

12 September 2012

Pandora

ok. so its best to blog early whilse i can. im so slpy. i dunno why! my off day i spend at home without going anywhere. .i had 10 yrs of slp onmy off... then.. why today stil lso slpy?
O.o confused

anwayy,

i kept forggeeting to blog about pandora!!
ok so. =) hehe .so exciting.
erm as i was saying..

recently saw theres exclusive preview or soemthing for pandora. ppl signing up to go in store.. hav a look or something. i was heading to toilet. so yea. cant join. but it still amazse me that whenevr i walked past the store, there's all sorts of unpected ppl in there.
young man. like teenagers .or 20s plus.
young girls
women
older women
men
older men( older as in with white hair mature ppl)
even youngsters O.O huhhhhhhhhh
seems liek they are rrly buying something. not just to browse. but then.. how come these teenagers so rich ar!? XD lol

anyway, it seesm to be a place where it is perfectly normal for even students, and men to step in without feeling awkward. i always see the unexpected guys and teenagers in there. O.o uh huh. probably buying for their mum or wife  or gf.
but anway,
i need to find my booklet. mm.. forgot where i misplaced them =( huu... need to find but now today ba.

gosh. .getting very slpy now... huuu

anyway, i think. depending on how much i would've saved by then... but i think....... IF i do head oover to syd in jan, i want to get one.. mm.. or maybe two.. or maybe just one tiny weeny piece of pandora from australia. becaos soem of them u cant find it in ur own country. i think thats what made it special too!
i love to get something which cant be bought in singapore. hahaha. more special don cha think ;)
but depend on how much i get to save first. aussie dollar pandora ne... dunno exp anot. mm.. maybe i can check online? better not ask sammy. later he think im trying to hint at something=.= '' sometiems guys will take the wrong answer eh
so yea.

mm.. but i think maybe more exp ne?
dunno. but if im there, if i save enough, have extra bit money left, i think i'll check it out. definitely will ask. which charm is exclusive to ur country and which cannot be bought in sg?
XD haha. yea i'll definitely ask that. lol. skali they dunno aslo=.- *faint

anyway
just a bit of plan ba. see how...
mm....
ha. coem to think of it. sammy is the one who got me all interested in it=.= lolXD
such a exp but highly exquisite item to own..
i know its exp. so if i do ever own one , can one month get one piece or something huh>
>? dunno ba

oh kept forgetting. so theres this angmoh lady. fat woman. so i commented on her pandora..saying thsoe are expensive isnt it. but beautiful  and her mum or dunno who. older lady, say. .yes..especially those with gold plated on it. XD lol. then she said(to that fat lady) she's a lucky girl . im guessing maybe her husband or bf bought for her? shld be ba.
nowadasy i do noticed alot of my customers waering them though

ahh. .wat treasure... damn.. .but so far no courage to step in yet. cos all exp.. somemore skali i cant resist, rrly go buy. omg. die. XD so yea. better walk past each time i go toiletand hav a few secs look. rather than going in. hahaha . so funny
coem to tihink of it,
im like the little girl in the story where she'll walk past the store everyday to stop and stare at a few secs of that beautiful dress. XD
hahahah. but not dress. =.= im looking at pandora.

but.. o well. next year ba. maybe imy first pandora will ceom from syd indeed. ahh.. how extra special that'll be. pandora bracelt with a story to tell..

mm.. today.. haiz..... morning sucks. but all good whe i realized im cleared.
been.. a weird long day ba... mm..
o well... dunno ...
sometimes.. .haiz.
o well

jaa mata

11 September 2012

happy day with him =)

ha. notin much to do yet still slpy n tired. not rrly tired actually. but slpy .
cant wait to slp in abit

it is a good day^^ on skype 3 hrs with him.. =) makes me very happy when i heard him laugh n all. ha. well, actually its more of like laughing together.
cann be like this cos i think his family not ard ba. then he's at home more freedom to say wat he wan. or when he's not talking i'll be keeping him company whilst he's gaming or studying. gaming n studying cannot talk too much in case distracted u know. hehe. but its gd enough
its a nice day with him n first part of msging him then skpye. nawww... =) makes me smile alot. happy desu.
it felt like a real date. short one. but day time date including the msging part. oh love it. ^^

wont forget today's laughter withhim and our conversations. hehe .gosh. its funny XD
but yea. we all enjoyed a gd laugh or fun here n there. cant help but smile=)
i think somehow not just me. even he can predit wat i will reply. XD ha. yea. .alot of times i can tell what he'll reply or say. guess it could be the same case as him huh? anwyay been years alreayd.
ha

mm.... yea. night time very slpy. gonna slp right after this.
rrly mish him. wish he's next to me.
o h he asked me todya hows ps. now then i recalled! been so long since im there=X i wonder if they rebuilt ps done alerady or not. mm... but the pics looked great though. think i posted on fb in my album. mm.. anwya time flies, soon the mall will be done. more coming up though. at tpy isit? unsure. but yea. so many malls happening .ha. and trains... wow.

kk. think i'd better go now. sammy in bed liao

jaa mata

10 September 2012

touching movie

haiz. .cried the bawls outta my eyesT_T rrly disliek sad movies. huuuu especially sad lvoe movie n sad animal movies. hachiko.. huu.. .bro la.. .play that movie instead of takenT_T sobx... cried again cos so touching nad sad that movie huuuuuuu
anyway, better now ba=/ sobz. poor doggie.. dunno wats hachiko about? google it=.=
anyway bro hav both jap n eng version of it. me prefer eng ba. duno .cos harrison ford is pretty gd.

mm. .wat else. .oh yea. duno why today such a good mood. like. im so happy. O.o why ar. was it becos sammy once in a blue moon msg me chit chatting cos his frens not ard for the day? (ha i sound so poor thing XD)  or.. because finally ive reconvered. and feeling way much better to work now? anwyay v much better n refreshed ba. just that im still superbly thirsty and dehydrated =/ dunno why. no take med alreayd. .but still. .ow ell

mm... so yea. long day. with sm abt quitting.. now im worried. .jan how am i gonna get away like that? =./ haiz. trying not to think too far first but .. yea. .o well

mm...

so yea. imma try slp earlier abit tonight

oh. today theres this... i dunno. his name is thai name i think. but he seems to be from korean. i hav no idea. but he's a big customer of mine . yay. anway, he said that my english is very good. and asked if i speak chinese. and also i've been to thailand. and wahts my working hours like. v weird huh. nahhhhh don get it wrong. i duno think he's hitting on me or wats so ever. he's just 10yrs younger than my dad k =.=
but meaning he can be my dad liao .so yea. no meaning to it. just saying

i realized that. older men actually asked questions(they dare to)more than those idiots who prefer to ask a girl out only when tey're with a bunch of friends. =.=  nah.. perhaps not idiots. some guys rrly are too shy to ask, and needed some frens to help boost their confidence. but i find that rrly unappealing. lol. not that i give a dang anyway.
hate it when guys wanna approach me with weird intentions. can leave them to all those girls who likes it=.=

mm. .anyway... too bad today not off... huu. =( tmr dunno he'll be with his frens till late anot.. wonder what shld i do for tmr... shld i plan something. or just a simple day remain as it is_) mm... see how ba.

kk. gtg.

my first official day of no sick off day

mm. .hoep din forget anythign else to blog. mm.. ..
haiz. u know. i rrly wanna go aust and work. =/ tyr out their lifestyle n stuff... i miss it...
sighs.
guess its always liek that huh. when there, miss sg. when here, miss syd. but when im there in jan, ok ba. din rrly miss sg that much i guess? perhaps just food? ha. anwyay..

mm.. if sm gonna break the news to rgm regarding abt her resignation... in oct break news.. .gosh. how i wish to apply leave now for jan!
o well. hope for miracle ba. hoepfully thigns will go smoothly

mm.. stomach not gd=/

omg, bro forced me listen to oppa gunam style i spelled wrong but i don careXD
yea whilst i was brushing teeth. he purposely play it. lol. but me no watch. only listen for one min or so ?
yea. he say its crazy .u will go crazy if u watch n listen. all hte more i shouldnt. ha. nonsense ne

mata

08 September 2012

4th day sick but recovering(i hope)

so... morning high fever again. somehow, i din get to se emy mum. whe i did, reminded her buy med, panaldo... she then tell me that theres panaldo bro bought from thai. its different packaging. but after that med, i think abit better? though still warm. colleague brought me the med. from a doc. dunno wat med. a stronger one than panadol. anyway, im feeling much better now cept for my nose. still abit blocked here n there.. itchy.. irritating and i feel abit weak and tired. v tired.
so yea. finally tmr off.

oh gosh. 4 days of sufferings. finally its over. bene a rly tough n bz week=/
gosh

mm.. just a short blog here .
erm.. wat else. .yea

las tnight like i said cold n hot on my head.. so wish he could be here hugging me warm. but i hug bloster instead. so yea ,hah. mm.. so now as usual, my throat is affected. coughing abit here n there. huu. so yea

appetite not gd lately due to sickness.. .tmr . .shld be beter eh?
so yea. yay. glad im feeling much better now at least than ytd. ytd soooo much worse. omg. i dunno how i survived for 10 and half hours sick like that-_- super woman eh. omg

anyway yea. though not fully recovered, but at least better

mm.. wat else. thats ablt it ba? rch home so tired n very slpy cos of med. knockout in bus too =X but luckily no miss stop. my first time having drowsy med at work .yea. usually i don get such meds.
so. .ea .now i learned it, i dont think i'll do it again ba. unless its very serious

sometimes. .everything all came clear whether or not if anyone is lying or hiding the truth. it can be so disheartening .. wat is the point of doing that. 100% truth, but only given 50% of it. nowadays ppl are smart enough to detect the rest of 50%

kk. jaa mata

07 September 2012

3rd day sick and down with fever

am freezing and shivering now. fever so high.. had a shock.. thought after bath will get better.. but worse. imma slp soon peeps.

after all, i still dislike mc huh. gosh. =.=

anwyay, hopefully tmr will be better .
mm.. so yea. wish me luck

im freezing. whilst bro say he's warm. no wonder huh.. gosh. head hot body leg fingers all cold. no need fan tonight eh

sometimes.. tired of asking arelady for same old thing. might as well just stop asking for abit. .
mm..  colleague say wanna bring fever med. another say bring cold (strong type ) of med. nono. i have to decide carefully. bloody panadol nowadasy so dang expensive =.=
gosh. totally din expect med is out. tch.
anwyay hope will be betetr tmr

sch a bad slp n dream last night. due to sick ba

kk. gotta go

best not to mc eh. nowadays ppk trying to keep track mc then off. soyea... haiyo..
dunno ba. not so happy place to u know

anwyay i ggotta go. if not fever tmr 40 how. will faint anot? i dunno kena that before anot. so not sure.

kk. jaa mata

06 September 2012

sick for yet another day

gosh. wonder if the haze's thats making my nose worse... anyway, just another sick day =( still gotta work.
woke up.. totally numb. tired. too tired. plus sick. tot i was off for a sec. .then was like..*tire schrrech*  hell no. =.= i need to work. sighs
 but yea
terrible ... totally terrible. somemore forgot eat med. n med ran out=.=
gosh .. wonder how long its gonna take for me to get well again =/ totally weak now. sighs...
tch.. o well
just bear with it ba

ha. another compliment from customer again. thats great... but yea.. gotta use up al lmy energy to serve3.. .then at the end of day just so tough n tired.. and..looking forward to something that nvr ..
o well . forget it
anwyay,

seems liek that mc staff wanna quit. oh gosh. another quitting? dunno ba. sm need to hav a talk with yea.. then sm say she keeping telling them. .yea. .they all we all hav problems.. but cannot put it into work.. blah3.. then say again. pauline for a small body like yours, you're very strong. but ur heart is strong.. .blah3...
stronger than anyone one of them.. was like. huh. why ell me again. even some frens was like saying they thought of me this way but. i dunno ne. wat is counted as a strong heart?
im not strong? or isit that i do not know of?

or maybe its just that i nvr show to anyone. icry, i cry in room. i cry in bath room. i cry in bed during bedtime.. its all hidden.
and i hardly even ask my frens out to cry out with. rarely. i can even count with my one hand fingers.
=.=
but yea. maybe not showing sadnesson shop floor is strong ? or maybe able to put up a cheery smile each day is considered as strong too?
i dunno. i just.. dunno. if im strong, why woul di be crying?
maybe they din see ba. and maybe by crying in the dark is consider as strong too? dunno ba. how they think

haiyo. sm is quitting. i think. liek quite confirmed? but dunno ba. hoep my leave wil still be able to approve. anwyay se ehow

gosh. my energy is getting lower. yet i have to push my limits for sales and customer service.. .
its very tough

oh. haha. so nice. my fren ask me if i wanna go lego land if his fren cannot make it. wth. =.=
no way.. lol. if im a bitch, i can say yes. cos i do rrly wanna go check that place out. but nah. im a gd girl .cannot say no.
anyway so weird =. =if just the two of us.

tired now. v tired..
nose eyes brain is like.. .@_@
gosh
haiz. .o well.

soemtimes its true ba.. expect too much, wil lonly end up in disappointments.
its just a simple thing to do and fulfill.. but yet. why does it always end up in disappointments

ppl are rrly taking things fo rgranted huh.. ha

gosh. had so  little lunch. breads. plus one old chang kee. not that hungry anwyay. but lsterd me till 11. still not hugnry. think cos im sick ba

gonna stop now
too weak. pray for my health be back again

mata

05 September 2012

v sick day

mm.. nothing much.. just. .rrly not feeling well... =( huu. .now slpy..

struggled at work.. cos very sick =/ huuu.... but caxnnot mc.. so yea. ..
o well... ut.. .yea.tmr shld be fine ba.. med ran out. .so.. .uh huh

hate it when bunch of nonsense guys make fun of girls. was like walking along this narrow path out of toilet. .then they disturb. omg. lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeee only hav courage to dis ppl when they are in a group of ppl. wth. *roll eyes

oh yea. come to think of it, i can find alot of boa live performance but whne i tried finding the others, like. .none. or maybe one. or like none. none of them perform live singing O.o
omg. was like. huh. so difficult to find?
or they nvr sing live. dots
anwyay was searchign for it cos i wonder if the singgers there can sing as well as boa is while she's dancing and singing at the same time
o well. too bad ba. abit disappointed

mm........ wat else ive been wanting to blog... mm..so yea .basically just weak and sick today.. huu.... poor nose.. .and my whole aching body.. gosh late now. i need to slp soon

mm... so far so gd.. i've been controlling my spendings.. only buy food and stuff.. so yea.. hoope i'll be able to save enough by end of year ba

oh haha. got customers these days. .compliment me abgain fo rhow rrly gd i am as a sales person =) uh huh..
so happy desu.
mm.. wat else.. okk. thats abt it i guess?

cant think liao .

aw.. hope sammy will be fine with his game probs. .i can understadn how frustrating that can be =/ if me, .. .gosh. i dunno how i'll handle it. sure pissed off upset and feeling down .. haiz.
kk

jaa mata ne

04 September 2012

same old day

ahh.. he asked me to play the game. .he taught me too.. .uh huh

but somehow.. i still felt bored n tired.. tired.. os of tough work? ...

anyway..

sighs

mm... yea.. oh yeas. .was watching alot of doggie videos today. .so sad... v sad. =( .. htey are sch poor things.. .told sammy abt it .but. .thnik he's too bz... he replied with only a.. huh orh'' =/

yea.. hope he did enjoy his frens gathering pool session though.. even with the huh orh reply i get

one of the doggie..  to be found it in google.. map .
now she's been rescuesd.. .aw.. .sighs. .over 10 yrss one of the stall owner seen her teher waiting..
( dunno why he din sav eher=.=) ... poor hting...............
so glad a hero saved her now =) i rrly cant imagine a dog do that.. sighs. poor thing=(

my stomach abit weird.. huu

anwyay.... gosh. ytd.. yea i jst recalled.. a middle age man approached me.. asked me if i know this . blah3... company.. i kept saying 4 to him.. nad walk awy .i dun care now. be it for real or not. he wanted m,eto be his model, or earn money, or wat. i dun care. i jept saying no. and i walk away. i learnet that from him too. but yea. i learned how to say no now.
so scary that place..

anyway... yea.

sighs.

felt like another day. .day by day.. same old day.. im so sick n tired of it................................. =/
work... home off..rest at home work.. home off rest at home..work.. .(repeatedly)...

its liek. that robotic life is back((((( sihs,....................... ..i cant stand it. its drivng me ntus. t the same itme, i f i fdo go out, i migh spend money right

tho0ugh dunno will go hoklida not.. he say need to see if he's bz.. then say few dasy see each other will be gd.. .but u know.. yea. few dasy better than now. oh cant wit to shop there too

anwyay, sorry too tired.. ectrememly tired. .my spelling sworse than ever i know. =/ .i hav no energy to change.. .=

anwya yea

mog/ my best fren. kept sayin ghe's gonna ell our mustural fren abt me. cos our mutual fren been waning a gf.(told ya guys before).. not form his own country gf. omg. i say.. don joke abt htis. =/ not funny. can destroy frenship u know=( sigsh. me dun wan  my fren tell him how gd i am. how he shlf hav me as gf.. omg. i'll kill jhim==.=
somemore wanting to ask him abt staying over at his place. omg... oplssssssssssssssss

i cant allow that. even if can save alot of money... but i cant do tat. cos unfair to sammy too. i always thoug of his situatuoions.. so yea. i blieve in fairnes.s. if he do it, i will say no cannot too. even though ys the frn might be innocent ,, but sitll. .not gd.....
so yea. me rather go hotel

god. .my back is hurting from sittng too long onlnie

mata.

03 September 2012

boring moments

gosh. soooo tired. woke up early. .din slpt well last night=/ not enough rest. my whole body is aching. was so bore after work=/ haiz.

anwya, was on skype with sammy for like 4 n half hour?
uh huh. simpe but yet satisfying . was great to hear his laughter and all. though can picture hi concenrating in playing game. shoot2* hehe.
anwyay yea... =)
at least theres his voice there

geez. so much work to do in the morning=( yea .no wonder im all beat out. huuuuuu

anyway, was wearing this white top .. its tight fitting from syd target i think. its not so thick the material. .abit lowcut.. but yea figure tight fitting type of tshirt. so was wearing it. wore spec today. like. ..normal.. .but. .alot of men looking sia. =X i think cos of my top> ? omg. sickening=.=
somemore me not like super boney flat chested kinda girl mah. .so when wear tight fitting clothes, can see figure. erm. im not saying like. wow super figure. but yea u get wat i mean. gosh .those lechers=.= argh

ok....... so... there's sorta this one week time period..i might be able to go. .(or less tha a week?) .. mm.. but not sure yet. sammy might not be free due to his internship
but yea... he did say see a few days is better than none.. which i agree..
mm..
wonder if he'll forget his words again ha
but anyway, nowadays whenever i see anything, i'll tell myself. save it. there're more unique and better thigns in syd to buy from. my fav paddys market, and brasnthings. uh huh.. .playboy lingerie... =.= hahhahaa. yea. but im using that to u know.
but when very bored, or nothign to do during break time, rrly ne.. =/ will tend to wanna shop online, or outside. .haiz. rrly gotta control. but sometimes too tired, or nothing to do. just wanna check out online websites== haiz.
tot of playing game today. but this steam thingy dunno say wanna restart.. or wat blah2... =.= then yea. .nvm. too tired alreayd to u know =. =
ended up youtube till dunno wat else to youtube. .then he told me check ot some horror game.s. .whichh... i dunno wats so horrifying about.. erm. .maybe if i play, will be ba?? but im used to bro's game .. so yea. used to it
those scary games. till i rrly like watching him play .ha. can help him figure out the quests along the way. u know right. i can be rrly gd at helping him soemtiems ;) haha .so proud. lol
nah

mm.. gonna slp soon..
i bet tmr mrg wakey sure whole body aching again.=.=
uh huh

mm.......... oh yea. finally i knwo. t ara n kara not related XD was like. .are they like part one or two girl group. .like seniors. .and juniors.. even the wat. .2am.. .2pm.. duno wat am and pm boy group i heard XD
yea. haha .sooooo i see. not related at all. .ahhhh....
but i totally stopped watching that.. kara isit? the bully ppl group. yea. =/ maybe just not now eh>? feel like. .they're so fake now. o well.
not my prob anwyay.
alot of groups al lliek that wan

oh yea. so he rrly isnt coming back this ear for cny with his bro. ahh...
o well.. too bad i guess. cannot go uss with him ha
but sometimes. .liek today .after work, i do wish to go out thoguh.  o well.

mm.. tot i heard door knock again .. i don feel gd slping tonight,,, but .i gotta slp =/ so yea.
abit.. uneasy.. huuu T_T
duno ba. try not to think .. huu

anwya..
mm....... haiz. today jst borng to th emax ba. but at lesat sammy is there today.
but when he's not ard. .besides game youtube fb comic.. wat else .... wat else am i doing.. .
i rrly dun like this kind of life at al l=/
sighs.
this kind of life.. is just so boring. go out, but too tired to do so. . not liek im going out with sammy. thats diff. if sammy here, can go on dates oh so often .ha

mm. tot i'd watned to blog something.. .
mm. .wat ne.. .

.. .tahts about it i guess?
mm.... yea. .
mm.............. =.= i think so ba?

kk. jaa then. mata

haiz. slping time liao =/


02 September 2012

reddy lippy


nothing much. goshi am totally late for bed. huu

gosh been so slpy and tired. even though ytd was my off =X can u believe this? 
wow. 

anwyay, nothing much to type about=/ sorry

mm... yea. gosh. boring days are back

mm. woncer why sammy asked when can i take leave huh. O.o
thank goodness cny in feb. 
mm.. yea.... totzlly looking forward to end of year. dunno wats in store. wil li see him again, will i get nmy playboy bras.. .etc2..... rrly unsure. last year at this time me very sure huh. =.= mm. .isit. ha

anwyay, so much to look forward to. with him
wt else. 
oh yea. i realized, not much ppl  dare to apply red lipstick .to pull off tha tlook. tey seems afraid. asked a coupe of my frens=.= so eya .cos wanted to givec them. 
wow. so little dare to wear it. soem afraid of the attention ppl look at them.. etc. 
but i think. u can pull it off as long as u have confidence, personaility, and the it factor. be conident, and u can surely wear a sexy red lip colour. nothin to be afraid of. 
fof r me.. .not too much of a trouble ba. red lips can be sexy depends on how u put it

oh dear. rrly gotta go . past my bed time =(

mata

01 September 2012

sing sing away

huu.. fav korean cooking drama is now on=/ cant watch. dang. .why did they air it in such a late timeslot =/

me sooo tird and weak the whole day. no enegry . huu. one day not enough rest.
hate runny nose

anyway, haha. was singing out abit when i was skping with sammy XD but cant sing totally all the way through. cos mic too near. later he gone deaf XD haha.
but yea. .awesoem songs from tangled aka rapunzel . always so funny no matter how much time i d watched. and that last line he said when he's dying.. ''rapunzel, you're my new dream. '' then she replied. .youre my new dream too... (cos tey had previous dreams before they met each otehr ..etc so yea. go watch).
omg. the dying last part alwyas make me cry T_T huuuuuuuuuu yea. .i teared again okkkkkkk =.= always at that last ending part. haz
o well

anyway, super tired. gonna slp liao

wa telse. mm.. yea. oh ya. whilst talking with sammy,. mm.. reminded me of how i learned boa dance and trying to sing as well.. lol. XD so... naive of me that tme. bt its gd. just a dream nvr get to fulfill.. lol. but yea. its a nice fnu thing to do baXD secretlyyyyy LOL

oh.. that tangled movie songs, very nice. .and sweet. i enjoyed singing them. haha. hope he wont find it too unbearable XD
i gotta hold back u know. headphone mic is not a proper mic after all! XD haiz... but yea. by covering up the mic, at tleast can sing abit more freely without worryign he'll go deaf. XD ha.
cannot sing too loud mah.

omg. kkk... i rrly need go slp. =/ super tired.

sighs. .[u have no idea whats in store for me in days time =( ... haiz. im telling u. i'll be dead meat tired energyless when the day is over=/
so not looking forward to that. sighs

mata