hehe. yay... soooo glad hte new jap album i purchased is sooo nice. =) ncie songs. i like them. cool. =)
but so far no pratice yet. oen of the days ba.. hopefully
mm....
tired. tahnks to the med taken in morning without breakfast. nose runny liao.. if no take med sure will get worse later
mm..
so yea. slpy n tired. haiz... no thanks to the med. make me so weak=.=
haiz...
mm...
anyway, phew. glad the skype works. skype call with sammy the other day. but a pity me no ear piece=/
but at leats its clear ba
.soon.. after i get new phone. but.. nope. not soon. lol. still ong!!stil lgot monthsss to go!
gosh. ytd this guy was like straight looking down at my boobs when he walked past me. WTH.. omg. but well, he cant do anything anyway. doesnt belong to him =/=
so slpy n tired. glad redbull helped. phew.
haiz. my fren is back form melbourne liao....
haiz... hope they'll be fine ne.... ..
after 3 weeks, suddenly you realized cant see each other again for so long..
..see! todl ya. nowadasy sooo many couples go for ldr. i dunno why also. =.=
perhasp.. its more open now ba..
anyway, mm....
wait. .thinking of what im missing out.. i need to blog something. .whattt is itttt =.=
bad memory. .haiz....
mm.....
o well. anywaym, ytd my feet hurts liekhellllll
cos worre the pair of heels bro bought me=/
if no wear for long time, will spoiled. huu.. .no choice mah .gotta wear it once in a world. haiz.
but appreciated ne. so yea. if no wear feelvery bad for him.
i do liek it .but too painful for long walks.
so yea.
see how ba.. wonder when will i be wearing it again. just don wan bro to be disappointed yea
ha. cant wait to sing the new album i bought . yay.......
mm.. waht else....
did i tell u guys ... that i went to eat at aoba restaurant with mum?
the chef is awesome. the braised. egg.. omg. inside is soft n egg york too! half boiled liek that. inside of hte hardboiled egg!!
adn the crispy chicken.. omg...... sooo crispy n crunchy!!!! wonde rhow they do that! totally yummy. crunch3... like crunching on ice or potatoe chips. wow.
mm... what else..
oh dressed up ytd. went to store get some stuffs for my outlet. .then ha. my jap fanatic fren commetned that i lok kawaii like japanese. .XD lol. so funny. she was like. 'who are u?' when she saw me walked in XD
workplace mah.. no need dress up so nice. everyone was liek asking who am i going out with. i was like.. my mum!! XD
mm........
k ba. thats all folks. i think im missing out on some stuffs. but i couldnt rememebr anythign for now.
every girl just need a promise to stay(?)
so nice ne... with age grows, some ppl actualy become more charmign than ever. turned out to be more gorgeous than ever. except for lindsey lohan =.= ''
she's like an 45yrs old woman now. scary.
wah. was like shocked. i went to the ladies.. .then these teenagers.. .so young. .alreayd having frens doing make up for them!! lol. me was like. .wah.. ppl really changed now. me only started to touch makeup at about age 21? omg. these teenagers nowadasy.. wow.. liek secondary students.. alreayd know how to help ppl do makeup n vice versa. =.=
so mature ar. dots..............
i have my interests n hobbies.. but due to work, alot cannot be done.. .haiz.
... if only i can tae alot of time off huh. but wont do. i need money mah. ha.
so yea... sometimes... haiz. not everybody's passion can be fulfilled u know.. not especially when u need to work hardn keep those money rolling. and to prove yourself.
mm.. k ba. .thast about it eh..
it is not easy to meet someone you love with whole heartedly.
you're considered very lucky to have someoenliek that.
but. nothing beats the luck than being able to spend your whole entire life blissfully with your partner. i think thats, one of hte miracles which depends on you. money cant buy you such bliss in life.
why is love so important? because after all, you're gonna be spending the next half of your whole life with your partner till death.
kk... talk soon. mata!~! i need good rest!!! slpy... huu... .missed my stop the other day
mata
30 April 2012
28 April 2012
be safe
sooo tired. out of energy now. had to crawl outta bed ya know=/ sighs
anyway, since i started at my new location, ha. my previous staffs alot of them stayed there. so they wil ldrop by to say hello. aw... =) am glad. cos so long never get to see each other mah. guess htey're all busy eh
stomach feels weird now =/ huu.. hope im able to slp. well, i should be. because i am soo tired n super slpy
oh yea.
rea a news about asians being attacked in a train. at syd. beeing called with nasty names aint gd ne. =/ but perhaps they're drunk? anyway i htink it happened at 1230am? so yea. perhasp usually ppl there will be dead drunk alreayd or what. but.. so scary to beat ppl up/
at first i wonder if i'll ever take a train again. but hten again. .well. .as long as its not too late shld be fine huh.
i dun think i'll be hanging around syd train aread at night
eew. scary. but sad huh. a pity they hate asians so much. so racists=/i duno. thats waht i heard. thast all
anyway, oh my fren flying back in mrg flight tmr. haiz. i can imagine they must be crying now or something .or cannot slp. i dunno =/ that feelin sucks.
hope they'll stay strong. saw a pic. he bought her a tag or something.metal sliver dog tag. theres their initials and lovey words . dunno isit key rings or necklace.
anyway, yea... haiz.. shld be fine ba. im sure he'll wan to visit her again soon. just liek i do
see. forgot what to blog again. seconds ago i just thought of it. now blank=/=
u know what. k ba. think imma slp
mata
anyway, since i started at my new location, ha. my previous staffs alot of them stayed there. so they wil ldrop by to say hello. aw... =) am glad. cos so long never get to see each other mah. guess htey're all busy eh
stomach feels weird now =/ huu.. hope im able to slp. well, i should be. because i am soo tired n super slpy
oh yea.
rea a news about asians being attacked in a train. at syd. beeing called with nasty names aint gd ne. =/ but perhaps they're drunk? anyway i htink it happened at 1230am? so yea. perhasp usually ppl there will be dead drunk alreayd or what. but.. so scary to beat ppl up/
at first i wonder if i'll ever take a train again. but hten again. .well. .as long as its not too late shld be fine huh.
i dun think i'll be hanging around syd train aread at night
eew. scary. but sad huh. a pity they hate asians so much. so racists=/i duno. thats waht i heard. thast all
anyway, oh my fren flying back in mrg flight tmr. haiz. i can imagine they must be crying now or something .or cannot slp. i dunno =/ that feelin sucks.
hope they'll stay strong. saw a pic. he bought her a tag or something.metal sliver dog tag. theres their initials and lovey words . dunno isit key rings or necklace.
anyway, yea... haiz.. shld be fine ba. im sure he'll wan to visit her again soon. just liek i do
see. forgot what to blog again. seconds ago i just thought of it. now blank=/=
u know what. k ba. think imma slp
mata
27 April 2012
super short blog
ok .a very fast quick short blog .very late n im way of fmy bed time. cos im superrrrrr slpyyy
hope he get to let his hair down todya. 2nd day of week huh to have a big one. but anywya yea. this time me no msg dis him. haha. but should be fine ba. he mustve been busy having long nights n days anyway eh
gosh. im super slpy.
u know what. i wil ldo my best to head out .uh huh
see what will happen
goodness. that banker after almost done, he asked if i just knocked off from work. =.=
gosh. i relaly need no one to chat me up.
mm. .forgot hwat to blog again .haiyo always like that.
anyway, shoot. super late. gtg oh no!
mata
hope he get to let his hair down todya. 2nd day of week huh to have a big one. but anywya yea. this time me no msg dis him. haha. but should be fine ba. he mustve been busy having long nights n days anyway eh
gosh. im super slpy.
u know what. i wil ldo my best to head out .uh huh
see what will happen
goodness. that banker after almost done, he asked if i just knocked off from work. =.=
gosh. i relaly need no one to chat me up.
mm. .forgot hwat to blog again .haiyo always like that.
anyway, shoot. super late. gtg oh no!
mata
26 April 2012
work is very busy. fullstop.
argh so sorry. last night no bloggy. mm............ so yea... i had alot of thigsn to blog.some quite important. but guess what. as usual, i forgot liao.......... or just don wanna rememebr
anyway, this guy at the bank. same guy. really sooo irritatin =.= he was like.. talking to me. i dun like. i aske dmy colleague. she said she never get thta from him.
omg. i hate him. =.=
and dare to say he walked past my store, and it looks like so slack thejob.. very relaxing. .etc. me just replied 'no, actually theres heaps of thigns to be done''. he stil lcan ask really ar? looks so quiet etc.. .
holy crap. i swear that if(not real swear) the next person gonna tell me my job is easy peasy, realxing, boring, nothign to do kinda job, i will raise my hand and slap that person!! omg. pissed off man .
only the ppl working at my company will know how tough this job is. if partimers find it touh, what do u think? managers gth right.
omg.
i am so insulted n offended. especially if its my frens. so far only one said that ba. so yea. so insulted i tell ya.
omg
god knows how hard i worked. not to be commented by these type of ppl. pfft. wat? think im working at a low down place with low pay or soemthign? just because my store looks like it is quiet and empty?
oh please. we have to be on hte balls at all time. looking out for a customer to strike. from there we have to 'attack' them, show them stuffs. tell them whast good of the studfs. now dont tell me oh its just books n pens youre selling. gth. one pen i have to say so many good thigns about it. one book, ii have to talk3.....
then from book, to pens, to refills, to bags.. etc. u think its an easy job? dare u to work with us for one month.
pffts
so angry sia.
esepcially those nvr been in sales line before. perhaps because this is aussie company mah. .so yea. more or less ppl get the wrong idea. haiz. its just.. bloody hell heaps of stuffs to be done i tell ya. it is stressful too.
=/
if store is quiet and we're standing around, doesnt mean everyday is like that. doesnt mean we have no worries, no stress. there'll always be mystery shops k
haiz. anywya,
oh .rememebr that guy whom i forgot that other day? well ,his stock has arrived. called him up. but so paiseh to see him like. ok .but its nothing really. atleast i know his name liao. i recognize .so yea. so paiseh to recalled ne.. erm.. .who are u? have we met before? when? =.='' 'omg
but yea. awkward. totally awkward situation
gosh soo slpy.
my colleague kept asking me to go out and get to know more frens. lol.
i kept complaining that i am so tired. and tired to head out. etc.
she just said that she forces heself to go out. even her bf sometimes will ask her go out.
ow ell what to do. i don hav anyone here ask me go out mah .
so yea.
but haiz. u know. i think she relaly got a point there. i really5 have to force myself and do something.
i dont know if i cna do it. but i'll try ba. =/
skali end up making myself more tired than ever at work. but then again, im alreyad so freaking tired. even not going out so yea.
i think i'll try my best to listen to her and head out more often. mm.. perhaps i should keep track eh
have u ever felt like u wanna know some details, but u aint sur eif u should ask? in case ppl don like? ..
like.. wanna know so much.. but yet.. .knows nothing.. nothing much at all. .
oh dear. so slpy.. not been resting well. haiz. i mean well my off i din go anywhere, but stil ldin rest well. i give up. its not working. i relaly need to forced myself and get my ass out there
=/
mm.... see what i can plan ba.. haiz
anyway, what else.. .mm...........
last night and this morning. .thought of blogging some stuffs. .wahst it about=/ couldnt remember. .
o well. anyway, glad sammy had a nice day with his frens. if only i could join huh =(.. sighs
wouldve taken so much pics
anyway, my fren is taking morning flight from melb to sg this sunday. =/ haiz. he posted he would love to stay n live there.
well... he's thinking of getting a working holiday thingy too.
i relaly don know much about htat. but yea=/
nothigns gonna be easy huh.
if me get that, lol. sure wouldnt wanna leave liao. gosh
but yea. i really do hope that. .o well. .dreams and wishe wil lcome true...
but i guess. .most girls jst wan some kind of a promise huh
was coming outta mrt. .then thought i saw light flickers. i turned back to have a quick look. but din catch anythign as i was in a hurry to rush home
ok. think im too tired huh.
no more lights flickering please.
today about cheap stuffs. haha. so much goodies ^^ yay
great n awesome hehehehe
mata!
anyway, this guy at the bank. same guy. really sooo irritatin =.= he was like.. talking to me. i dun like. i aske dmy colleague. she said she never get thta from him.
omg. i hate him. =.=
and dare to say he walked past my store, and it looks like so slack thejob.. very relaxing. .etc. me just replied 'no, actually theres heaps of thigns to be done''. he stil lcan ask really ar? looks so quiet etc.. .
holy crap. i swear that if(not real swear) the next person gonna tell me my job is easy peasy, realxing, boring, nothign to do kinda job, i will raise my hand and slap that person!! omg. pissed off man .
only the ppl working at my company will know how tough this job is. if partimers find it touh, what do u think? managers gth right.
omg.
i am so insulted n offended. especially if its my frens. so far only one said that ba. so yea. so insulted i tell ya.
omg
god knows how hard i worked. not to be commented by these type of ppl. pfft. wat? think im working at a low down place with low pay or soemthign? just because my store looks like it is quiet and empty?
oh please. we have to be on hte balls at all time. looking out for a customer to strike. from there we have to 'attack' them, show them stuffs. tell them whast good of the studfs. now dont tell me oh its just books n pens youre selling. gth. one pen i have to say so many good thigns about it. one book, ii have to talk3.....
then from book, to pens, to refills, to bags.. etc. u think its an easy job? dare u to work with us for one month.
pffts
so angry sia.
esepcially those nvr been in sales line before. perhaps because this is aussie company mah. .so yea. more or less ppl get the wrong idea. haiz. its just.. bloody hell heaps of stuffs to be done i tell ya. it is stressful too.
=/
if store is quiet and we're standing around, doesnt mean everyday is like that. doesnt mean we have no worries, no stress. there'll always be mystery shops k
haiz. anywya,
oh .rememebr that guy whom i forgot that other day? well ,his stock has arrived. called him up. but so paiseh to see him like. ok .but its nothing really. atleast i know his name liao. i recognize .so yea. so paiseh to recalled ne.. erm.. .who are u? have we met before? when? =.='' 'omg
but yea. awkward. totally awkward situation
gosh soo slpy.
my colleague kept asking me to go out and get to know more frens. lol.
i kept complaining that i am so tired. and tired to head out. etc.
she just said that she forces heself to go out. even her bf sometimes will ask her go out.
ow ell what to do. i don hav anyone here ask me go out mah .
so yea.
but haiz. u know. i think she relaly got a point there. i really5 have to force myself and do something.
i dont know if i cna do it. but i'll try ba. =/
skali end up making myself more tired than ever at work. but then again, im alreyad so freaking tired. even not going out so yea.
i think i'll try my best to listen to her and head out more often. mm.. perhaps i should keep track eh
have u ever felt like u wanna know some details, but u aint sur eif u should ask? in case ppl don like? ..
like.. wanna know so much.. but yet.. .knows nothing.. nothing much at all. .
oh dear. so slpy.. not been resting well. haiz. i mean well my off i din go anywhere, but stil ldin rest well. i give up. its not working. i relaly need to forced myself and get my ass out there
=/
mm.... see what i can plan ba.. haiz
anyway, what else.. .mm...........
last night and this morning. .thought of blogging some stuffs. .wahst it about=/ couldnt remember. .
o well. anyway, glad sammy had a nice day with his frens. if only i could join huh =(.. sighs
wouldve taken so much pics
anyway, my fren is taking morning flight from melb to sg this sunday. =/ haiz. he posted he would love to stay n live there.
well... he's thinking of getting a working holiday thingy too.
i relaly don know much about htat. but yea=/
nothigns gonna be easy huh.
if me get that, lol. sure wouldnt wanna leave liao. gosh
but yea. i really do hope that. .o well. .dreams and wishe wil lcome true...
but i guess. .most girls jst wan some kind of a promise huh
was coming outta mrt. .then thought i saw light flickers. i turned back to have a quick look. but din catch anythign as i was in a hurry to rush home
ok. think im too tired huh.
no more lights flickering please.
today about cheap stuffs. haha. so much goodies ^^ yay
great n awesome hehehehe
mata!
24 April 2012
aching all over =(
soooo tired... abit cold today huh. good
=/ whole body is crumbling down.. .sighs..............
what should i do. i feel like my life is so inbalance right now. and sometimes i don know how to manage it =(
just need some pushings.. but. o well.
just wondering.. how to suvive this sorta .. working lifestyel
so tired everyday. i don know what went worng. neither does my colleague. we're both wondernig why are we so tired everyday?
my body is aching, im tired everyday. .slpy sometimes yes. often yea.
but fatique man.. thats the killer
gosh
i dunno. just hope july will be here soon. hopefull ymy birthdya will be a good one. remember last year? the worse one .diaster ever. haiz... wonder if this year will eb worse huh. nvr know.
but hope its not too bad ba
in need of a long break. my body is so tired.
aching . and restless
dunno how to overcome each day long working hours. oh man =/
sometimes all i need ot know is just a little truth and information. is that all too much to give?
what do u think
so wish i have the osim leg massager . omg
holy cow. i just realized i scratched myself till bleed. small bleed =.='''' dots. so itchy !! i think its mosquito bite or something. five holes. weird huh
oh that time i read this atricle. .about this korean girl from this girl gorup. dunno isit 2 ne 1 or dunno waht. they all look the same to me.. .=.=
turns out she just had a double eyelid sugery ,and posted her pic up in her dunno website or soemthing
i dunno. if you're the one, will u be proud to show the whole world and let them know oh i just had a surgery for my eyes. O.o but hten again, i guess thats a normal everyda y thign for them ba. heard koreans has the most go under the knife women ocuntry.
so yea. to them its very common ba. tocut here change there everywhere.. .as long as they hav money ,pay for it, then just change. gues to themits nothign wrong. it is just a normal casual thing to change the features they dislike.
but seriously, u can tell some of htem are very fake. O.o
which is very wasterd ba. a nice girl, ended up having to cut herself.. .eew.. .kk .better stop now
=X eerie
sighs... not looking forward this week=( don like .huu..
u know. rgm blamed it on the staffs aagin. his fault right. then always make it as otehr ppls mistake=( sighs. rrly dunn owhat to say..
my manager also cannot stand this part of hm. she get very angry about it too.
glad theres soem time fo rmy jap revision todya. otherwise most of hte dasy me wil lfeel tired to do anythign else.
need to revise ne. if not , cosno speak everyday, will end up forgetting alot. haha
do not try to hide anythign from me.
i am not stupid.
senses are so so accurate. uh huh.
huuuuuu tired. =(
tired9999999999
bored. and tired. pain all over. huu.....
today just had a thought. wouldnt it be ncie. if i rent a hotel or soehting. those with a kitchen. apartment eh. gosh. .wouldve been perfect. a week... nothig to do, watch tv on bed, chill... movie.. . cook. gosh. i can cook n cook n cook.
all at the comfort of one small room with kitchen tv n living room. better yet if theres a bathtub eh .giv me at leats oen week of life like that, omg. no complaints liao.
sure wil lbe refreshed. ..mm... should be. ha
but silly thought. sure will be expensive.
but nice eh. if only that time the hotel has a kitchen. hahah .but impossible ne
too exp i guess.
but gd tright. when shop and walk too long, just stay in and relaz. thats what i did in syd. i dont find the need to go out everyday from mrg till late night. i think its good to just watch tv.. in bed. nothign to worry about. no work. no stress. just eat slp chill... omg. that is so great.
but o well. .at leats i did that alryad. but not back to square one .super tired.
huu so wanna go uss =((
no time. and frne's schedule so messed up . how to go. huu. .bro dun dare take rides. how.. .huu
me so wanna go=( ...
but then again.. ...u know. ..i wouldnt mind going alone at all .mm.............
well, wait till my birthday is here the decide ba
if wait3.. will end up nvr go=.= just like movies. say wanna go, in the end, tired, busy.. etc..then edn up movie gone. haizzzzzzz my poor life.
kk. gtg ba
mata
=/ whole body is crumbling down.. .sighs..............
what should i do. i feel like my life is so inbalance right now. and sometimes i don know how to manage it =(
just need some pushings.. but. o well.
just wondering.. how to suvive this sorta .. working lifestyel
so tired everyday. i don know what went worng. neither does my colleague. we're both wondernig why are we so tired everyday?
my body is aching, im tired everyday. .slpy sometimes yes. often yea.
but fatique man.. thats the killer
gosh
i dunno. just hope july will be here soon. hopefull ymy birthdya will be a good one. remember last year? the worse one .diaster ever. haiz... wonder if this year will eb worse huh. nvr know.
but hope its not too bad ba
in need of a long break. my body is so tired.
aching . and restless
dunno how to overcome each day long working hours. oh man =/
sometimes all i need ot know is just a little truth and information. is that all too much to give?
what do u think
so wish i have the osim leg massager . omg
holy cow. i just realized i scratched myself till bleed. small bleed =.='''' dots. so itchy !! i think its mosquito bite or something. five holes. weird huh
oh that time i read this atricle. .about this korean girl from this girl gorup. dunno isit 2 ne 1 or dunno waht. they all look the same to me.. .=.=
turns out she just had a double eyelid sugery ,and posted her pic up in her dunno website or soemthing
i dunno. if you're the one, will u be proud to show the whole world and let them know oh i just had a surgery for my eyes. O.o but hten again, i guess thats a normal everyda y thign for them ba. heard koreans has the most go under the knife women ocuntry.
so yea. to them its very common ba. tocut here change there everywhere.. .as long as they hav money ,pay for it, then just change. gues to themits nothign wrong. it is just a normal casual thing to change the features they dislike.
but seriously, u can tell some of htem are very fake. O.o
which is very wasterd ba. a nice girl, ended up having to cut herself.. .eew.. .kk .better stop now
=X eerie
sighs... not looking forward this week=( don like .huu..
u know. rgm blamed it on the staffs aagin. his fault right. then always make it as otehr ppls mistake=( sighs. rrly dunn owhat to say..
my manager also cannot stand this part of hm. she get very angry about it too.
glad theres soem time fo rmy jap revision todya. otherwise most of hte dasy me wil lfeel tired to do anythign else.
need to revise ne. if not , cosno speak everyday, will end up forgetting alot. haha
do not try to hide anythign from me.
i am not stupid.
senses are so so accurate. uh huh.
huuuuuu tired. =(
tired9999999999
bored. and tired. pain all over. huu.....
today just had a thought. wouldnt it be ncie. if i rent a hotel or soehting. those with a kitchen. apartment eh. gosh. .wouldve been perfect. a week... nothig to do, watch tv on bed, chill... movie.. . cook. gosh. i can cook n cook n cook.
all at the comfort of one small room with kitchen tv n living room. better yet if theres a bathtub eh .giv me at leats oen week of life like that, omg. no complaints liao.
sure wil lbe refreshed. ..mm... should be. ha
but silly thought. sure will be expensive.
but nice eh. if only that time the hotel has a kitchen. hahah .but impossible ne
too exp i guess.
but gd tright. when shop and walk too long, just stay in and relaz. thats what i did in syd. i dont find the need to go out everyday from mrg till late night. i think its good to just watch tv.. in bed. nothign to worry about. no work. no stress. just eat slp chill... omg. that is so great.
but o well. .at leats i did that alryad. but not back to square one .super tired.
huu so wanna go uss =((
no time. and frne's schedule so messed up . how to go. huu. .bro dun dare take rides. how.. .huu
me so wanna go=( ...
but then again.. ...u know. ..i wouldnt mind going alone at all .mm.............
well, wait till my birthday is here the decide ba
if wait3.. will end up nvr go=.= just like movies. say wanna go, in the end, tired, busy.. etc..then edn up movie gone. haizzzzzzz my poor life.
kk. gtg ba
mata
23 April 2012
bodyache
bad headache right now=/
stomach aint feeling good either
todya . .such a boringggggg same old plain day.. =/ online. .tv.. eat sit.. uh huh.. same. =/
so boring. i am just too tired to do anything else. so so tired= /
then it struck me. life wouldve been sooo different if he is here with me. tired , but perhaps wont be so tired. wil lhave him accompany me. .there'll be fun laughter and happiness. even if its quiet , it wouldnt be bored
oh dear .
how i wish to have that kind of a life
my energy level is sooo low. haiz... tch. i need one whole week of rest. seriously i do
ok. so at least. he brightens up my day. best part is msging him part =)
at one point think he fell aslp for a couple of hours? me fell aslp too. but jjust a tiny bit htats all .
wow. .i can feel that my whole body is crumbling down...
oh gosh
oh last night watched this tv..movie. theres the pool bubble form thingy sam tol dme about the other day.
ha. exactly as i pictured it.
guess thats a common thing eh? but ... dun like. too wild.
like. ..alot of bitches and u know.
messy.
and so.... yup.
gosh stomach is killing me
mm. .i think im having a cough soon?
i dunno. i can feel that my throat aint good right now =/
been coughing here n there. not alot yet.
but yea .spitted out somehtin gjust now. argh.. so yea. hopefully i'll be fine. cant get sick u know no matter what. cannot mc.
gosh. i cant even sit up straight=(
perhasp i should go lie down in bed.
too tired..my body,
huu
aching. all over.
oh dear=/
oh yea. sammy got into an accident today. haiz.. .so scary.. nobody acn tell the future. im just so thankful that he's safe and sound. .phew..... very scary. wish nothing bad will ever happen to him.
wth the taxi drivers doing man. tch... haiz. so scary.. just hope he'l lbe fine. poor thing. his head=( and good thing theres car insurance. if night time alone worse. omg. touch wood. kk.. gtg
mata
stomach aint feeling good either
todya . .such a boringggggg same old plain day.. =/ online. .tv.. eat sit.. uh huh.. same. =/
so boring. i am just too tired to do anything else. so so tired= /
then it struck me. life wouldve been sooo different if he is here with me. tired , but perhaps wont be so tired. wil lhave him accompany me. .there'll be fun laughter and happiness. even if its quiet , it wouldnt be bored
oh dear .
how i wish to have that kind of a life
my energy level is sooo low. haiz... tch. i need one whole week of rest. seriously i do
ok. so at least. he brightens up my day. best part is msging him part =)
at one point think he fell aslp for a couple of hours? me fell aslp too. but jjust a tiny bit htats all .
wow. .i can feel that my whole body is crumbling down...
oh gosh
oh last night watched this tv..movie. theres the pool bubble form thingy sam tol dme about the other day.
ha. exactly as i pictured it.
guess thats a common thing eh? but ... dun like. too wild.
like. ..alot of bitches and u know.
messy.
and so.... yup.
gosh stomach is killing me
mm. .i think im having a cough soon?
i dunno. i can feel that my throat aint good right now =/
been coughing here n there. not alot yet.
but yea .spitted out somehtin gjust now. argh.. so yea. hopefully i'll be fine. cant get sick u know no matter what. cannot mc.
gosh. i cant even sit up straight=(
perhasp i should go lie down in bed.
too tired..my body,
huu
aching. all over.
oh dear=/
oh yea. sammy got into an accident today. haiz.. .so scary.. nobody acn tell the future. im just so thankful that he's safe and sound. .phew..... very scary. wish nothing bad will ever happen to him.
wth the taxi drivers doing man. tch... haiz. so scary.. just hope he'l lbe fine. poor thing. his head=( and good thing theres car insurance. if night time alone worse. omg. touch wood. kk.. gtg
mata
22 April 2012
love be told
phewwwwwwwww . now no longer need to us emy own internet. bro's friend fixed it. yayyyyyyyyyyy great news eh =) haha finally!!! phew.
now no more worries about internet
mm......... yea. seriously so many weird guys of all ages in my store at that new area. .and u knw what. todya soooo many couples!!! omg. whats wrong? today not valentines day ne .cos of sunday u think? mm..
but anyway, haiyo.. waht a day
mm.. stomach not good ne.. like.. yea dots.. not comfy
was talking to my colleague.. about how we're so tired even though sometimes nothing much to do. but very tire.d off day also very tired.
she told me of how that guy she met. erm. .rememebr i wrote about this girl , she's late 20s. .has a bf. then somehow she met this guy at this store cos guy asked for her number. and she duno why herself, she gave him. blah3... then her bf ofund out through texts or what. .and now she not seeing him liao .
theh one i asked her. .since the guy nvr asked if she's attached, if he did ask, will she say yes? she was stumped. she said she dunno =.=''
anyway, glad its over now. and glad she din break up
so yea she was telling me its nice to meet someone new, do something exciting or what. ..
liek how that guy made her day when they went out together.
(i know siounds so wrong omg)
like she'll be so happy and all.. as in i dunno. as in frenship happy ba?? dunno she even like him or waht
anyway, thats so wrong huh. ha. pity her bf =/ haiz... but well, its also new and refreshing?? isit? to hav new fren, go out etc.. .but then.. nvr shouldve forget her bf mah... later anything happen regret also no turning back liao =(
luckily she listened, and didnt stay in contact with htat guy.
but who knwos.
mm... so yea ..guess sometimes its these little temptations or thigns that leads ppl to nvr return regret momnets road huh =/ not good .
glad that she n her bf ben together for years, and well, they have future. at least she knew she will marry him soon enough. so thats good. =)
guess she's just innocently wanna make fren ba.. but that guy perhaps really like her huh? o wel. oterhwise why ask her out when it is near xmas period.
its fine i guess?? but when u know the other party has a motive for asking u out, then why did u agree to go =/ wouldnt tat be so unfair to ur partner>? perhaps she din think so much.
o well.
for me, i'll never go out with the person again if i know he likes me. its so awkward . argh.
imagine how her bf will feel huh. .haiz. somethigns just.. o well =/
soyea..read a couple of ldr fan page in fb... the couples stories. .so inspiring. .another one recently i read... really toching. they nvr give up .and after years, they finally get to be togetehr. or at least stay near each other where its about 18hrs drive.
18hrs drive better than spending money on tickets right.
ha
anyway .. still thinking abut tat bethany and ryan story. .few days back me blogged about it remember.
.. yea.. .thigns will never be ok.. .imagine when she sleep alone, lights out.. i tell u.. that feeling.. sighs .=/ its the hardest and saddest feelign in teh world...yet.
i bet she cried herself painfully to slp everynight for months.
or even a year.
i feel her pain. yet im sure her pain is much worse.
at least they treasure it all. no regrets(sorta). they married. and he's brave to have ask for her hand in marriage. just such a pity.. sweet couple has to be separated for eternal liek that =(
sighs.
wonder how will she be huh.
the living one. .will always be the painful one =/
.. reailty version on titanic huh? erm.. welll. .not quite. lol. so yea...
their courage and love is somehting.. most ppl couldnt even find in their whole lifetime. for a love like this. for a sweet blissful life like this. soemtiems.. when you owns the world, but no one to share it with, that, can be a very lonely thing..
now why dont u guys give tha special someone of yours a big tight hug now and tell thenm u love them.
actually,.. simple gesture will do. doesnt need to be fancy or expensive. as long as youre sincere, she or ohe can surely feel it..
nothing beats the true sincerity coming out from a persons heart.....
just sad. .me just sad that a couple like that... future, travel plans, having babies.. .all has to be stopped because he's going to a far away neevr to return land.. =/
such a waste. .such cruelty ... haiz..
why...
heart stil..clenches whenevr i thought of their .. haiz.
kk. gtg. shoulder aching. me very tired as usual .
slp y liao. .but guess gonna online somemore ba
it was an enjoyable night msging him just now. ha.. =)
so joyful.
short time, but yet so.. =) nice.
mata ne ^^
now no more worries about internet
mm......... yea. seriously so many weird guys of all ages in my store at that new area. .and u knw what. todya soooo many couples!!! omg. whats wrong? today not valentines day ne .cos of sunday u think? mm..
but anyway, haiyo.. waht a day
mm.. stomach not good ne.. like.. yea dots.. not comfy
was talking to my colleague.. about how we're so tired even though sometimes nothing much to do. but very tire.d off day also very tired.
she told me of how that guy she met. erm. .rememebr i wrote about this girl , she's late 20s. .has a bf. then somehow she met this guy at this store cos guy asked for her number. and she duno why herself, she gave him. blah3... then her bf ofund out through texts or what. .and now she not seeing him liao .
theh one i asked her. .since the guy nvr asked if she's attached, if he did ask, will she say yes? she was stumped. she said she dunno =.=''
anyway, glad its over now. and glad she din break up
so yea she was telling me its nice to meet someone new, do something exciting or what. ..
liek how that guy made her day when they went out together.
(i know siounds so wrong omg)
like she'll be so happy and all.. as in i dunno. as in frenship happy ba?? dunno she even like him or waht
anyway, thats so wrong huh. ha. pity her bf =/ haiz... but well, its also new and refreshing?? isit? to hav new fren, go out etc.. .but then.. nvr shouldve forget her bf mah... later anything happen regret also no turning back liao =(
luckily she listened, and didnt stay in contact with htat guy.
but who knwos.
mm... so yea ..guess sometimes its these little temptations or thigns that leads ppl to nvr return regret momnets road huh =/ not good .
glad that she n her bf ben together for years, and well, they have future. at least she knew she will marry him soon enough. so thats good. =)
guess she's just innocently wanna make fren ba.. but that guy perhaps really like her huh? o wel. oterhwise why ask her out when it is near xmas period.
its fine i guess?? but when u know the other party has a motive for asking u out, then why did u agree to go =/ wouldnt tat be so unfair to ur partner>? perhaps she din think so much.
o well.
for me, i'll never go out with the person again if i know he likes me. its so awkward . argh.
imagine how her bf will feel huh. .haiz. somethigns just.. o well =/
soyea..read a couple of ldr fan page in fb... the couples stories. .so inspiring. .another one recently i read... really toching. they nvr give up .and after years, they finally get to be togetehr. or at least stay near each other where its about 18hrs drive.
18hrs drive better than spending money on tickets right.
ha
anyway .. still thinking abut tat bethany and ryan story. .few days back me blogged about it remember.
.. yea.. .thigns will never be ok.. .imagine when she sleep alone, lights out.. i tell u.. that feeling.. sighs .=/ its the hardest and saddest feelign in teh world...yet.
i bet she cried herself painfully to slp everynight for months.
or even a year.
i feel her pain. yet im sure her pain is much worse.
at least they treasure it all. no regrets(sorta). they married. and he's brave to have ask for her hand in marriage. just such a pity.. sweet couple has to be separated for eternal liek that =(
sighs.
wonder how will she be huh.
the living one. .will always be the painful one =/
.. reailty version on titanic huh? erm.. welll. .not quite. lol. so yea...
their courage and love is somehting.. most ppl couldnt even find in their whole lifetime. for a love like this. for a sweet blissful life like this. soemtiems.. when you owns the world, but no one to share it with, that, can be a very lonely thing..
now why dont u guys give tha special someone of yours a big tight hug now and tell thenm u love them.
actually,.. simple gesture will do. doesnt need to be fancy or expensive. as long as youre sincere, she or ohe can surely feel it..
nothing beats the true sincerity coming out from a persons heart.....
just sad. .me just sad that a couple like that... future, travel plans, having babies.. .all has to be stopped because he's going to a far away neevr to return land.. =/
such a waste. .such cruelty ... haiz..
why...
heart stil..clenches whenevr i thought of their .. haiz.
kk. gtg. shoulder aching. me very tired as usual .
slp y liao. .but guess gonna online somemore ba
it was an enjoyable night msging him just now. ha.. =)
so joyful.
short time, but yet so.. =) nice.
mata ne ^^
21 April 2012
always tired day at work
haiyo..... work work work. .thigns gone wrong, he'll blame his staffs=/ is that hwat we deserve?
first time i heard his voice so.. .argh. .=/
like so frustrated..
anwyay,
very slpy.
so tired.
wow seems like our ceo aka boss dropped by with a surprised bomb yet gaian. ha. he praises the staffs workign n thank them for making store wonderful. .but then lashesout (or did he?) at our rgmXD so clever. yea of course boss wan staffs to lvoe them eh
anywya, haiz... tch. been so.. i dunno.. ont so happy at work lately
too tired out eh? i dunno.
im afraid my next off will be a diaster one again
hate the runny nose part=/
sniff2
yawn.. slpy n tired. .haiz....
=.=
mm.. thats abot it ba.
just plain tired. haiz
mata
first time i heard his voice so.. .argh. .=/
like so frustrated..
anwyay,
very slpy.
so tired.
wow seems like our ceo aka boss dropped by with a surprised bomb yet gaian. ha. he praises the staffs workign n thank them for making store wonderful. .but then lashesout (or did he?) at our rgmXD so clever. yea of course boss wan staffs to lvoe them eh
anywya, haiz... tch. been so.. i dunno.. ont so happy at work lately
too tired out eh? i dunno.
im afraid my next off will be a diaster one again
hate the runny nose part=/
sniff2
yawn.. slpy n tired. .haiz....
=.=
mm.. thats abot it ba.
just plain tired. haiz
mata
20 April 2012
numb body
erm... ok..... O.o this is a new layout. gues blogspot js upgraded its page huh. weird.. .anyway.. .
so.. this is my 2nd blog of the day. just now i finished it ooff with dinenr right. so yea..
continued.. me very numb.. couldnt move my body.. very tired. like. its the worse kind of tired im talking about... =(
sighs.
really bad. my body is.. .sighs.. very bad state right now =(
maybe cos too tired, plus the stupid med.
im like. wow. .. i can just lay in bed 24/7. i really.. sigsh. im using alot of energy just to ,ove my leg or hand
oh speakin gof which. u know right. i had bruises. .swollen. and cuts all around my hand. sighs...
i think im kinda stress now =(
i really am.
= /
i duno what to do about it.
sighs
theres just so much going on man.. ic ant take this anymore. my whole body is so tired.. =(
T_T
haiz.. .so wasted. sighs. couldve talk on the phone with him an hour...
but. .phone cut off and off and off.. .then when it seems ok.. he gotta hang up.. then call aain. .same prob arises.. .
wouldve been great to talk alot more over the phone huh..
=/ but o wel. ..better tha n none.. ..i guess
like hinm.. i rrly wanna sighs. just spend some quality tiem with him. .even if its just a voice..
so yea. oh glad i finally cleaned up my room.
forced myself to do it. with runny nose somemore. sighs. poor me =(
anyway glad room is clean and easy to move around now
i thought i saw the so called strongness in me. .when i had to u know.. .go through all those trash to find that stipd machine. and guess what. its inside drawe r at counter all along. but the store sm told me otehrwise. sigsh.
i bleed for nothing
msg her, she replied.. hahahahahhaha''
=.=
ut now im .. totally. .down..
i hope tmr will be a better day. i am really worned out .=(
sighs
wanna cry liao
i rrly cant take this anymoer=(
sighs...
so stressed out and everything...
=(
..sorry. perhasp just too sick ba
jaa mata
so.. this is my 2nd blog of the day. just now i finished it ooff with dinenr right. so yea..
continued.. me very numb.. couldnt move my body.. very tired. like. its the worse kind of tired im talking about... =(
sighs.
really bad. my body is.. .sighs.. very bad state right now =(
maybe cos too tired, plus the stupid med.
im like. wow. .. i can just lay in bed 24/7. i really.. sigsh. im using alot of energy just to ,ove my leg or hand
oh speakin gof which. u know right. i had bruises. .swollen. and cuts all around my hand. sighs...
i think im kinda stress now =(
i really am.
= /
i duno what to do about it.
sighs
theres just so much going on man.. ic ant take this anymore. my whole body is so tired.. =(
T_T
haiz.. .so wasted. sighs. couldve talk on the phone with him an hour...
but. .phone cut off and off and off.. .then when it seems ok.. he gotta hang up.. then call aain. .same prob arises.. .
wouldve been great to talk alot more over the phone huh..
=/ but o wel. ..better tha n none.. ..i guess
like hinm.. i rrly wanna sighs. just spend some quality tiem with him. .even if its just a voice..
so yea. oh glad i finally cleaned up my room.
forced myself to do it. with runny nose somemore. sighs. poor me =(
anyway glad room is clean and easy to move around now
i thought i saw the so called strongness in me. .when i had to u know.. .go through all those trash to find that stipd machine. and guess what. its inside drawe r at counter all along. but the store sm told me otehrwise. sigsh.
i bleed for nothing
msg her, she replied.. hahahahahhaha''
=.=
ut now im .. totally. .down..
i hope tmr will be a better day. i am really worned out .=(
sighs
wanna cry liao
i rrly cant take this anymoer=(
sighs...
so stressed out and everything...
=(
..sorry. perhasp just too sick ba
jaa mata
loving
so tired. so.... tired.
ha
hey guys, i wanna apologise for last night i was s o pissed. not in gd mood. =( i hate to curse. so sorry -( i dun liek that post eeither
sighs.
u know. almost ervday i'll encounter ppl like.. .weird. .eyesights. .especially army guys?
like that day. or last week? i dunno
i thought he awanted to ask me somethign with his fatehr btw.. .then i look at him expecting him to ask somethign for stocks or waht.. then he gave this stare a tme look.............. oomg...... .sooo......... freaky . to think that look coming out from an army man. =X
then thers another where i couldnt remember him.. but i'll sure see him again. why? =.= because he reseved something from us. haizzzzzzzz
hopefully when he come to collect the thing, i wont be around =.=
wow. sammy surprised me todya. was so surprised when he knew it how i feel .haha .
cool huh.
yea.. ocem to think of it. .of coure huh.... 4 years liao...
o well
been a very sick day... .tried out new med today.. .now im ok. but. .its took a couple of hours for hte med to wrk. im like. .i was in hell man =/
u knwo.. today i cried alot. till eys sswollen .cos of this couple.
so sa.d.. they are meant to be.. but.... =( sighs. .you'll never knw when somethign will hit ya in the face... telling ya.. .sorry .but u need to leave now. for eternity.
i really .. sighs. my heartgoes out to them .such a swt couple.. but one has to go to heaven first =(
some couples.. they have the chance to be together for life. yet does not know how to cherish their days together. ppl so much want to spend their life together, but they can't . sighs.
so unfair huh. life is never fair
i crie my balls out fo rhtem=(((( they touched me dearly
..sighs. .why let this happened to them=( they dont deserve it.
if you ask me, *TOUCHWOOD!!!!!!
i wouldve done the same. i woudlnt care less. i wil lagree no matter if its one week left of his life or what. his as in my partner's life.
if i love somnee, i will give my lfie to that someone. because he will be worth my lfie.
and i wouldnt care a thign in the world. i wil lmarry him if he's ever gonna die in days time.
i know how she felt.
because i ahve someone i really love strongly.
u guys know who im tlaking about eh
so eya.
no regrets.
i hope yo guys wil lbe able to find that soeone special in your life . someone who meant everythign to you. someone who's worth dying for
dont wait. do not wait till the last minute.. then u realized you've shoud;'ve said somethign sooner than later
gosh. parpents ask me go down eat=( haiz. gtg.
mata. hope i'll get to blog later!
ha
hey guys, i wanna apologise for last night i was s o pissed. not in gd mood. =( i hate to curse. so sorry -( i dun liek that post eeither
sighs.
u know. almost ervday i'll encounter ppl like.. .weird. .eyesights. .especially army guys?
like that day. or last week? i dunno
i thought he awanted to ask me somethign with his fatehr btw.. .then i look at him expecting him to ask somethign for stocks or waht.. then he gave this stare a tme look.............. oomg...... .sooo......... freaky . to think that look coming out from an army man. =X
then thers another where i couldnt remember him.. but i'll sure see him again. why? =.= because he reseved something from us. haizzzzzzzz
hopefully when he come to collect the thing, i wont be around =.=
wow. sammy surprised me todya. was so surprised when he knew it how i feel .haha .
cool huh.
yea.. ocem to think of it. .of coure huh.... 4 years liao...
o well
been a very sick day... .tried out new med today.. .now im ok. but. .its took a couple of hours for hte med to wrk. im like. .i was in hell man =/
u knwo.. today i cried alot. till eys sswollen .cos of this couple.
so sa.d.. they are meant to be.. but.... =( sighs. .you'll never knw when somethign will hit ya in the face... telling ya.. .sorry .but u need to leave now. for eternity.
i really .. sighs. my heartgoes out to them .such a swt couple.. but one has to go to heaven first =(
some couples.. they have the chance to be together for life. yet does not know how to cherish their days together. ppl so much want to spend their life together, but they can't . sighs.
so unfair huh. life is never fair
i crie my balls out fo rhtem=(((( they touched me dearly
..sighs. .why let this happened to them=( they dont deserve it.
if you ask me, *TOUCHWOOD!!!!!!
i wouldve done the same. i woudlnt care less. i wil lagree no matter if its one week left of his life or what. his as in my partner's life.
if i love somnee, i will give my lfie to that someone. because he will be worth my lfie.
and i wouldnt care a thign in the world. i wil lmarry him if he's ever gonna die in days time.
i know how she felt.
because i ahve someone i really love strongly.
u guys know who im tlaking about eh
so eya.
no regrets.
i hope yo guys wil lbe able to find that soeone special in your life . someone who meant everythign to you. someone who's worth dying for
dont wait. do not wait till the last minute.. then u realized you've shoud;'ve said somethign sooner than later
gosh. parpents ask me go down eat=( haiz. gtg.
mata. hope i'll get to blog later!
19 April 2012
sad tired sighs...day
i am so pissed off at almos everytihg today =(
i got more cuts. countless of cuts in 2 days.
and one is ver very dang painful
a small one, but omg. hell painful
sharp pain
then sales not gd. rgm emailed blah3.. checked with other stores.. they aint bad =( so i.. had to forked out my own money=(((
..heart very pain. .sighs
...got mhome. no appettei.. full. forced to eat abit. watch tv.
received a couple of his msg.. seems like his whoel day is workking. i dunno.
oh sorry. wanted to blog ytd. but too tired =(
so yea.
all these lil thigns add sup, really makes me so sad=(
and... helpless.
sigsh =(((
........
=/ its been really bad..
haiz.
not a happy dya at all .
seriously.
teary in bathroom. i think imma slp very late tonight .then cry to slp in abit.
need to let it al out ya know =/
\bottling up my tears aint gd
AND I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!! WTF sia. when did i view my frne's prfile 7 fucking times!???? then she fucking posted it on my profile?? WTFFFfffff
i am so not having a gd day. and home, saw that fucking post.
stupid photo app or whatspever!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
argh!!!!!!
i din even see her profile one fucking time.
sorry im so rude righ tnow. but im bloody pissed off mood.
sighs
why cant thigns in lif be any easier=((((
one more thing. im using my own interent.
bro new connectinon or mode, m been build up in living room. but i dunno why. he also duno why my lappy couldnt connect to tit so yea. if internet exceed , i ned to pay extraa. just like last time
theres more weirf guys iat my work place. hanging ard or what>
wanted to tlak about thisytd. but tonight also nah.
rrly no mood.
my leg hurts. feet aching . no way u can imagine.
=((((
toes hurts so much. sighs
....
i am so freaking tired=(
...
i thinkhe'd fallen aslp liao
haiz.. .k ba. gtg. online. .blah3.. then wil lslp later.
couldnt smilenor cheer up now. u think tmr will be a better day for me? will i get to comepleete my own personal tasks?
=( sighs
i am so tired. ......
i cant keep helping my store u knw.
mata
i got more cuts. countless of cuts in 2 days.
and one is ver very dang painful
a small one, but omg. hell painful
sharp pain
then sales not gd. rgm emailed blah3.. checked with other stores.. they aint bad =( so i.. had to forked out my own money=(((
..heart very pain. .sighs
...got mhome. no appettei.. full. forced to eat abit. watch tv.
received a couple of his msg.. seems like his whoel day is workking. i dunno.
oh sorry. wanted to blog ytd. but too tired =(
so yea.
all these lil thigns add sup, really makes me so sad=(
and... helpless.
sigsh =(((
........
=/ its been really bad..
haiz.
not a happy dya at all .
seriously.
teary in bathroom. i think imma slp very late tonight .then cry to slp in abit.
need to let it al out ya know =/
\bottling up my tears aint gd
AND I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!! WTF sia. when did i view my frne's prfile 7 fucking times!???? then she fucking posted it on my profile?? WTFFFfffff
i am so not having a gd day. and home, saw that fucking post.
stupid photo app or whatspever!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
argh!!!!!!
i din even see her profile one fucking time.
sorry im so rude righ tnow. but im bloody pissed off mood.
sighs
why cant thigns in lif be any easier=((((
one more thing. im using my own interent.
bro new connectinon or mode, m been build up in living room. but i dunno why. he also duno why my lappy couldnt connect to tit so yea. if internet exceed , i ned to pay extraa. just like last time
theres more weirf guys iat my work place. hanging ard or what>
wanted to tlak about thisytd. but tonight also nah.
rrly no mood.
my leg hurts. feet aching . no way u can imagine.
=((((
toes hurts so much. sighs
....
i am so freaking tired=(
...
i thinkhe'd fallen aslp liao
haiz.. .k ba. gtg. online. .blah3.. then wil lslp later.
couldnt smilenor cheer up now. u think tmr will be a better day for me? will i get to comepleete my own personal tasks?
=( sighs
i am so tired. ......
i cant keep helping my store u knw.
mata
17 April 2012
tired overboard
i am sooo looking forward to slping right now. lol. bedtime. .gosh love it. i need to slp. soo tired
glad i went out with frens today. ha. they made me put on some dresses. =.='' dots .but one of it is nice. red leatehr dress. sadly i couldnt fit. it was too loose. my frens say me too skinny. huu// so yea o well. nvm ba. leather will be difficult to wash anyway
haiz.. .goo dba to head out. .otherwise whole day also nvr hear from him. hes like super duper busy so yea. wi thnk. so yea.. well, waht do i know huh,, shld be his uni thingy. exam? projects? i dunno .test.. exam eh.
but i think i know how that feels ba. to think of somethign else cos its important .work studies..
sooooooooooooooo... yea. .head out, so nvr clean room n stuff .haiz.
im dead. so dead
wbloody tired n dead /omg. mmm.... .should i drink energydrink now... ...will be counting my won death huh... mmm.........
anyway, cant wait for time to pass. so i can slp
mm.... gosh. me no energy to sit up straight =X
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUu
sad
gosh so wanna shut my eyes now
haiz. wonder if my fren's gf no more study. heard she;s working. but im guessing its fulltiem job ba.. don think she'll have a full busy day like school huh. well, cant say for sure eh
omg .me so wish to slp now.
my body cant take this kind of thing man. =/
walways not enough rest. always tired. gosh wth is wrong with me
cannot anyhow mc. if not see a doctor will be best
so much thgns wanna blog about but i thhink imma stop here now. sorry=/
though im pretty sure i'll forget them all.. but yea. relaly no.. .u know.. i cant do this anymore
felt liek my body is collasping
he finally msg. and he's about to slp. o well. at least i spend my day off with my frens.
sunday what did i do huh. he wasnt around pretty much too. mm.............
i think i stayed home huh?
mm....... yea. sit n online fullday i guess?
sorry. memory bad.
gosh .so tired to breathe.... tired like hell.
=/ is this all worth it?
have i ever felt this way when i worked at atz back then?
pehaps i should go join witchery huh.
ha jk.. .
sianz.. nothig to do. go online shopping ba
when theres nothig to do, its sit n try to relax as much as i can
ahh. ytd din gett o speak with him after all
he should be well doing his studies al lthe time ba
think .. u think perhasp tis tiring for students too? thogh uni is like only a couple of days per week =.=''' dots. yea i know.. like. ...huh?
haha
o well
k ba. no wan blog no more.
im having difficuliteis to breahter right now
breathing through my mouth. why? cos NO ENERGYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
=.=;;;;;
yeamy shoulder. .right shoulder aches like hell. wth
huu ==/
kk. need massage liao.
nvr thought breathing is so difficult
dunno why last night my wound on my ankel hurts badly
so itchy. dang it
kkkkk i gtg!!!! my shoulder hurts liek mad
jaa
glad i went out with frens today. ha. they made me put on some dresses. =.='' dots .but one of it is nice. red leatehr dress. sadly i couldnt fit. it was too loose. my frens say me too skinny. huu// so yea o well. nvm ba. leather will be difficult to wash anyway
haiz.. .goo dba to head out. .otherwise whole day also nvr hear from him. hes like super duper busy so yea. wi thnk. so yea.. well, waht do i know huh,, shld be his uni thingy. exam? projects? i dunno .test.. exam eh.
but i think i know how that feels ba. to think of somethign else cos its important .work studies..
sooooooooooooooo... yea. .head out, so nvr clean room n stuff .haiz.
im dead. so dead
wbloody tired n dead /omg. mmm.... .should i drink energydrink now... ...will be counting my won death huh... mmm.........
anyway, cant wait for time to pass. so i can slp
mm.... gosh. me no energy to sit up straight =X
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUu
sad
gosh so wanna shut my eyes now
haiz. wonder if my fren's gf no more study. heard she;s working. but im guessing its fulltiem job ba.. don think she'll have a full busy day like school huh. well, cant say for sure eh
omg .me so wish to slp now.
my body cant take this kind of thing man. =/
walways not enough rest. always tired. gosh wth is wrong with me
cannot anyhow mc. if not see a doctor will be best
so much thgns wanna blog about but i thhink imma stop here now. sorry=/
though im pretty sure i'll forget them all.. but yea. relaly no.. .u know.. i cant do this anymore
felt liek my body is collasping
he finally msg. and he's about to slp. o well. at least i spend my day off with my frens.
sunday what did i do huh. he wasnt around pretty much too. mm.............
i think i stayed home huh?
mm....... yea. sit n online fullday i guess?
sorry. memory bad.
gosh .so tired to breathe.... tired like hell.
=/ is this all worth it?
have i ever felt this way when i worked at atz back then?
pehaps i should go join witchery huh.
ha jk.. .
sianz.. nothig to do. go online shopping ba
when theres nothig to do, its sit n try to relax as much as i can
ahh. ytd din gett o speak with him after all
he should be well doing his studies al lthe time ba
think .. u think perhasp tis tiring for students too? thogh uni is like only a couple of days per week =.=''' dots. yea i know.. like. ...huh?
haha
o well
k ba. no wan blog no more.
im having difficuliteis to breahter right now
breathing through my mouth. why? cos NO ENERGYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
=.=;;;;;
yeamy shoulder. .right shoulder aches like hell. wth
huu ==/
kk. need massage liao.
nvr thought breathing is so difficult
dunno why last night my wound on my ankel hurts badly
so itchy. dang it
kkkkk i gtg!!!! my shoulder hurts liek mad
jaa
16 April 2012
why do that to her?
me.... sad for one of my fren.. also aka my colleague..
not sure if u guys remembr.. i think..... i did talked about her and his bf. mixied blood? of chincec?
and malay.
anyway,... he broke up with her the 2nd time =((( sigsh. .i feel so sad for her.. i knew he's a jerk from what she tol dme of him. .ad the way i see him. and the way he look at me. i knew somehting is wrong. but she wann be with him still. sigsh=/
...i dunno how is she nwo. .btu i hope she's fine..
sighs..
how could he. .suhe's a nice girl. .hw can he be so fikel minded.. =(
..sighs.. ..............
hai. i hope shel'll be fine soon
omg th e orplace .. of ine ..so scary. the guys alls o scary looking.. like . .eyes got problem or waht =.=
huu
i dun like.
long story ba.
mm.. missed out sammys call.. .he said he;ll try again.. but dunno if can or now. .so yea ..mmm.. .see how ba.. but hope he can.. =/
just that hopefully his paretns wont wakey
these few days ive been stressedout man.. mostly dur to work. haiz
anwyay, ... yea..
gtg
mata
not sure if u guys remembr.. i think..... i did talked about her and his bf. mixied blood? of chincec?
and malay.
anyway,... he broke up with her the 2nd time =((( sigsh. .i feel so sad for her.. i knew he's a jerk from what she tol dme of him. .ad the way i see him. and the way he look at me. i knew somehting is wrong. but she wann be with him still. sigsh=/
...i dunno how is she nwo. .btu i hope she's fine..
sighs..
how could he. .suhe's a nice girl. .hw can he be so fikel minded.. =(
..sighs.. ..............
hai. i hope shel'll be fine soon
omg th e orplace .. of ine ..so scary. the guys alls o scary looking.. like . .eyes got problem or waht =.=
huu
i dun like.
long story ba.
mm.. missed out sammys call.. .he said he;ll try again.. but dunno if can or now. .so yea ..mmm.. .see how ba.. but hope he can.. =/
just that hopefully his paretns wont wakey
these few days ive been stressedout man.. mostly dur to work. haiz
anwyay, ... yea..
gtg
mata
15 April 2012
weird tamp ppl
ha. .that night was like shedding tears when i listened to an old msg from sammy from years back.. i could picture him in my room behind close doors whispering those loving words or certainy. .
haiz.. anyway, slpt very late again last night .but glad so. cos i get to hear his voice. gosh last night stomach really weird. todya much better. but ankel. .well, slowly heal ba
very slpy n tired. drank red bull again
and yup. tv al lthe way haha. boring=.=
anyway,
so yea.. soemtimes i wonder if my fren can stand the expensive food n harsh weather in melb with his gf. .thigns liek that .
but he don liek sg anyway so yea. ha.
but he once said he dislike the coldin melb during winter. too cold
but anywa, what im trying to say is..
well, at the endof the day, it doesnt matter where u're gonna end up at. .or hows the food, expenses ,etc. .most impotnatly is. .who you're gonna end up with at the end of it all.
and thats the most important part eh. without the person u love by ur side, fine weather also means nothing
as long as u have that perosn with u, everythign else is bearable . or acceptable . isnt it eh =)
erally wish them all the best. ha. seems liek they went to some beaches..
me din really took much pics when i was in syd. cos very paiseh to take pics alone XD later ppl know me alone as a little tourist.. then if got trouble die. lol
anywya yea. im glad i took video n some pics though of the nice scenary. even took it from my instant camera . memories sia. the view is great
sea sunlight.. wow =)
so yea. though not alot of pics, but better than none .
whast wrong with tamp ppl there? all weird2 one. .or the way their eyes look. .weird. .and i was at this bank, as i was having bad runny nose mah. i loked sick and al. then the banker suddenly asked me in chinese''very tired ar?'' i was like. ...ah , the bankers there so frenly wan ar? O.o
im just here to bank in money. not to make frens ne =.=
but awkward... gotta face him everytime i go bank=.=
hope i wont see him again. dots. c ant wait to get out of tamp
mm... kinda
mm... boring slacking day...
so great to sit.
huggin chair and thinking of him.
nice feeling. nostalgic
well.. wish i could wish his bro happy birthday but. msg wont get to deliver anyway.. its my good intentions that counts huh ..o well. nvm. at least i can help deliver sammys good blessings whenevr my familys birthday
kk gtg
mata
haiz.. anyway, slpt very late again last night .but glad so. cos i get to hear his voice. gosh last night stomach really weird. todya much better. but ankel. .well, slowly heal ba
very slpy n tired. drank red bull again
and yup. tv al lthe way haha. boring=.=
anyway,
so yea.. soemtimes i wonder if my fren can stand the expensive food n harsh weather in melb with his gf. .thigns liek that .
but he don liek sg anyway so yea. ha.
but he once said he dislike the coldin melb during winter. too cold
but anywa, what im trying to say is..
well, at the endof the day, it doesnt matter where u're gonna end up at. .or hows the food, expenses ,etc. .most impotnatly is. .who you're gonna end up with at the end of it all.
and thats the most important part eh. without the person u love by ur side, fine weather also means nothing
as long as u have that perosn with u, everythign else is bearable . or acceptable . isnt it eh =)
erally wish them all the best. ha. seems liek they went to some beaches..
me din really took much pics when i was in syd. cos very paiseh to take pics alone XD later ppl know me alone as a little tourist.. then if got trouble die. lol
anywya yea. im glad i took video n some pics though of the nice scenary. even took it from my instant camera . memories sia. the view is great
sea sunlight.. wow =)
so yea. though not alot of pics, but better than none .
whast wrong with tamp ppl there? all weird2 one. .or the way their eyes look. .weird. .and i was at this bank, as i was having bad runny nose mah. i loked sick and al. then the banker suddenly asked me in chinese''very tired ar?'' i was like. ...ah , the bankers there so frenly wan ar? O.o
im just here to bank in money. not to make frens ne =.=
but awkward... gotta face him everytime i go bank=.=
hope i wont see him again. dots. c ant wait to get out of tamp
mm... kinda
mm... boring slacking day...
so great to sit.
huggin chair and thinking of him.
nice feeling. nostalgic
well.. wish i could wish his bro happy birthday but. msg wont get to deliver anyway.. its my good intentions that counts huh ..o well. nvm. at least i can help deliver sammys good blessings whenevr my familys birthday
kk gtg
mata
14 April 2012
simple
wow.. .stomahc is burning man.. ha. wonder if its cos of the energy drinks.. but no caffine ba i think ...mmm dunno why. gosh. bloody weird man=/
dammit
itss liek intesties flowing all ard.
gosh sooo freakin tired inthe morning. heaps of work to be done etc....
wow. busy non stop man.
dunno why so tired. maybe cos of my 5th day of working huh.
god. so tired. as in extremely tired. had to drink two bottles of u know waht. i think my stomahc couldnt hold it ya know .cos max is 2 bottles. .imixed it. .i dunno. sucks man but i ned drinks to keep me moving. too much work man. cant affored to collaspe at this time. or at any time.
just need ot stomach suffer or some bits=/
waht to do
haiz . aint cheap either T)T huu
now fatique is goen ba
glad get to watch supernautrla again with bro. yea he's back from kl. finaly. haiz.
been so bored without a decent tv show.
but he got back late. so was forced into another round of hills have eyes 2 T_T huuuu
yea forced. like i said, dun wanna stay in room alone
anywya,
pso slpy n tired. not slpy. cos stomachache kept me awake. more of tire.d like maixmum tired
gosh. tired. dang tired thast all i gotta say
...ha . couldve said something .just one word. only one line or word. ci said i wont bother. so i wont. its ok. freedom right. wil lgive yea. w
but still end up with waiting ..without anything at all .
no news. no nothing. just waitnig. and waiting. othen yea. it is true after all.
wjust wonder .. why no news at all ..but to kept me waiting..and waiting..
at olest one word, and i can say ok. then i'll go shut up the whole night wouldnt that be good for .u knwo.
isnt that what u guys want?
so many different personailities.. differetn ppl.. diff souls..
huamsn are so complicated indeed..
stepped down. thought enough. but guess it wasnt.
hard way to learn it all
ha. don gues swhat im tlaking about. i dun think you'll undestand wat im tlaking about
just thoguht something as simple as that couldve be simple.. but...
*shrugs ...
thought just a word will do. .just one line.
but none came.
lfe is always liek that
smile on the outside. when its time to cry, then let it all out at night.
when its time to work, work with a smile n stay focus. forced if u have to.
breaktime comes, let it out
doesnt matter now
gonna rest stomach soon. cant believe im slping late. damn im freaking tired since morning!! =X
omg. i cant belivev im not slping yet
mm.. online abit more ba
gosh. tired.
but.. gosh. backache O.o
nah.. stomach worse.
argh. .need a goood massgae fo rmy legs n back now
mata.
online timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee almost 3am liao =X sharks. tmr die. tired like hell i guess
dammit
itss liek intesties flowing all ard.
gosh sooo freakin tired inthe morning. heaps of work to be done etc....
wow. busy non stop man.
dunno why so tired. maybe cos of my 5th day of working huh.
god. so tired. as in extremely tired. had to drink two bottles of u know waht. i think my stomahc couldnt hold it ya know .cos max is 2 bottles. .imixed it. .i dunno. sucks man but i ned drinks to keep me moving. too much work man. cant affored to collaspe at this time. or at any time.
just need ot stomach suffer or some bits=/
waht to do
haiz . aint cheap either T)T huu
now fatique is goen ba
glad get to watch supernautrla again with bro. yea he's back from kl. finaly. haiz.
been so bored without a decent tv show.
but he got back late. so was forced into another round of hills have eyes 2 T_T huuuu
yea forced. like i said, dun wanna stay in room alone
anywya,
pso slpy n tired. not slpy. cos stomachache kept me awake. more of tire.d like maixmum tired
gosh. tired. dang tired thast all i gotta say
...ha . couldve said something .just one word. only one line or word. ci said i wont bother. so i wont. its ok. freedom right. wil lgive yea. w
but still end up with waiting ..without anything at all .
no news. no nothing. just waitnig. and waiting. othen yea. it is true after all.
wjust wonder .. why no news at all ..but to kept me waiting..and waiting..
at olest one word, and i can say ok. then i'll go shut up the whole night wouldnt that be good for .u knwo.
isnt that what u guys want?
so many different personailities.. differetn ppl.. diff souls..
huamsn are so complicated indeed..
stepped down. thought enough. but guess it wasnt.
hard way to learn it all
ha. don gues swhat im tlaking about. i dun think you'll undestand wat im tlaking about
just thoguht something as simple as that couldve be simple.. but...
*shrugs ...
thought just a word will do. .just one line.
but none came.
lfe is always liek that
smile on the outside. when its time to cry, then let it all out at night.
when its time to work, work with a smile n stay focus. forced if u have to.
breaktime comes, let it out
doesnt matter now
gonna rest stomach soon. cant believe im slping late. damn im freaking tired since morning!! =X
omg. i cant belivev im not slping yet
mm.. online abit more ba
gosh. tired.
but.. gosh. backache O.o
nah.. stomach worse.
argh. .need a goood massgae fo rmy legs n back now
mata.
online timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee almost 3am liao =X sharks. tmr die. tired like hell i guess
13 April 2012
pain pain
huu.. nose also pain. .leggie also...
=/
sneeeeze till nose area ..haiz. pain. skin rubbed off ba?
and what luck.. to have this thick super heavy acrylic photo frame to fall on my back ankel area. bleed.=.=
pain. huu...
but of ocurse stil lmust tahan n serve customers first.
haiz.
pain sia..
the edges... gosh. its super painfulully sharp. if u knock tha against a man's head, yes he will die. =.=
its super heavy n sharp.
what luck eh
oh i just recaleld something.
when i sstep into one of the store today, i noticed one of the light flickers above me. lol.
nah. i think it all coincidence ba. .just happened to notice all these erm.. .lights?
gosh. maybe cos of the med.. so slpy. gonna slp liao
haiz. busy long day man=/
tired. really busy long day .so many tasks to complete..
was a lil pissed off when my fren commented that my job should be easy just stand there.. etc.
....wanna punch him sia. =.=;; ;(jk)
sooooo many thigns n strict n standards to follow and do. u think my job is as easy as those bugis street job eh?
omg.
please
no pain no gain.
though .. mm.. i think perhaps withceryis that case huh. ha
anyway kk gtg. brain shutting down .slpyyyyyyyyyyyy
gosh hope i wont forget to put on plaster before bed
mata
=/
sneeeeze till nose area ..haiz. pain. skin rubbed off ba?
and what luck.. to have this thick super heavy acrylic photo frame to fall on my back ankel area. bleed.=.=
pain. huu...
but of ocurse stil lmust tahan n serve customers first.
haiz.
pain sia..
the edges... gosh. its super painfulully sharp. if u knock tha against a man's head, yes he will die. =.=
its super heavy n sharp.
what luck eh
oh i just recaleld something.
when i sstep into one of the store today, i noticed one of the light flickers above me. lol.
nah. i think it all coincidence ba. .just happened to notice all these erm.. .lights?
gosh. maybe cos of the med.. so slpy. gonna slp liao
haiz. busy long day man=/
tired. really busy long day .so many tasks to complete..
was a lil pissed off when my fren commented that my job should be easy just stand there.. etc.
....wanna punch him sia. =.=;; ;(jk)
sooooo many thigns n strict n standards to follow and do. u think my job is as easy as those bugis street job eh?
omg.
please
no pain no gain.
though .. mm.. i think perhaps withceryis that case huh. ha
anyway kk gtg. brain shutting down .slpyyyyyyyyyyyy
gosh hope i wont forget to put on plaster before bed
mata
12 April 2012
lmost ovely trip
drank a new energy drink today. gosh feels weird.. .but no caffine mah..i think. =.= mm... dunno ba.. .o well.
so tired.
wil lgambate..
wanna slp soon ba. wonde rif smamy has falen aslp or what
haiz. just saw my fren's album . alot of pics he just uploaded. so envy ne.
can tell he's so happy with that girl. got another couple like i said. mayeb they're all frens?
but anyway, yea. so nice. its really a very nice feeling to cross over the country and be reunited with your love one.
so wish i can do that now
haiz.
o well... soon ba..i hope.
what to do. over there money must spend so much. tickets still ok. if not for the stupid hotel.. not stupid. .erm i mean... yuea.. .
if not for the hotel cost, thing wouldve been easier eh.
at least i can control and decide dhow much i wanna bring and spend ther. but hotel is about the same price. i cant control that. if cheap ones, will ahve to go to u know.. .the more unsafe type.. dunn o how unsafe.. but... yea. kinda saw it i guess?
when he drove past the palce
anyway, yea..... seriously.. if only theres a super cheap yet safe and good enough hotel... haiz.
gosh would so love to stay for 2 weeks lor. of course want 3 weeks like my fren did..( probably staying with his gf? ) but yea.. .3 weeks can die ba with the hotel money lol.
mm. .who knwos. hopefully there'll be a solution for that ba.
if can find cheap ones, ha. can go twice a year eh? lolllll
i wonder XD
o well.
k ba. .
gtg
bro not here.. went to kl haiz. so bored and abit lonely. so quiet ...
=/
mm.. japan is a nice place to go too. but my heart still yearns to go australia ..so yea
really so envious that my fren is there now. well, makes me all the way wanna look back at my aust pics. ha. but a pity we din take alot of pics.. and i cant post anything swt on his wall...
such restrictions eh.. o well.....
nvm ba.. think of good ones. .at least i have the ability to go there huh.
yea.. to go that far. .al lalone somemore.. not totally alone la
kk.. gonna go lookie at my ole n new aust rip photos now. hehe
jaa!!
so tired.
wil lgambate..
wanna slp soon ba. wonde rif smamy has falen aslp or what
haiz. just saw my fren's album . alot of pics he just uploaded. so envy ne.
can tell he's so happy with that girl. got another couple like i said. mayeb they're all frens?
but anyway, yea. so nice. its really a very nice feeling to cross over the country and be reunited with your love one.
so wish i can do that now
haiz.
o well... soon ba..i hope.
what to do. over there money must spend so much. tickets still ok. if not for the stupid hotel.. not stupid. .erm i mean... yuea.. .
if not for the hotel cost, thing wouldve been easier eh.
at least i can control and decide dhow much i wanna bring and spend ther. but hotel is about the same price. i cant control that. if cheap ones, will ahve to go to u know.. .the more unsafe type.. dunn o how unsafe.. but... yea. kinda saw it i guess?
when he drove past the palce
anyway, yea..... seriously.. if only theres a super cheap yet safe and good enough hotel... haiz.
gosh would so love to stay for 2 weeks lor. of course want 3 weeks like my fren did..( probably staying with his gf? ) but yea.. .3 weeks can die ba with the hotel money lol.
mm. .who knwos. hopefully there'll be a solution for that ba.
if can find cheap ones, ha. can go twice a year eh? lolllll
i wonder XD
o well.
k ba. .
gtg
bro not here.. went to kl haiz. so bored and abit lonely. so quiet ...
=/
mm.. japan is a nice place to go too. but my heart still yearns to go australia ..so yea
really so envious that my fren is there now. well, makes me all the way wanna look back at my aust pics. ha. but a pity we din take alot of pics.. and i cant post anything swt on his wall...
such restrictions eh.. o well.....
nvm ba.. think of good ones. .at least i have the ability to go there huh.
yea.. to go that far. .al lalone somemore.. not totally alone la
kk.. gonna go lookie at my ole n new aust rip photos now. hehe
jaa!!
11 April 2012
funny work encounters
so tired. but better abit ba. got energy to work. .perhasp due to...... me finish work early?
anyway,today meeting was fun. there was plenty of crazy laughters due to some games quiz thigny.. ha. everyoen is funny.
well. almost
my colleagues long time nvr see me cos me tranfer out.
she comemted that i put on some weight on my cheeks area(haha fod there is nice) . but she said i look better now. i forgot wha word she used. look more.. focus? more energized? refresh? i think its refresh. but yea. dunno whats so refreshing about my face. my mum always tells me though. .i loko better with my cheeks round and chubby. hahhaa.
but i dunno. just glad i look better. well. don think my fren will lie ba in front of other maangers. she herself is manager btw haha
at this one part of the work thing,y at metting ,i was paried up aiwht my colleague. like i m the customer, then he gotta talk through to me as though for real. omg. my reactions. hahaha. i cant believe i'll say this. its cute and yet so funy and innocent.
i laugh at the thoghtof it. no way i can describe this in details here for u. basically just my reactions and the way i talk ba. lol .so funny. next thin i know, i turned my head, everyone burst out laughing. i was like. huh. whats so funny. XD cos thats my real reaction. i wasnt trying to crack up a funny joke or what .
after all the pretened showig around the store, he asked (pretending) so anythig u looking for? i replied. 'no!' in a one shoulder thrusts up, and said it in a happy smiley tone. like innocently and naiive way.
imagien ur customer said no to u after al that crap u went through about ur store n products. hhaha.
my maager was liek saying.. 'heartpain ar after all this talk. ' (and i said no)
its funny, but just u knwo. i couldnt possibly describe hte whole exact situation here
so tired to blog .but decided to do so. cos i knew later i;l l probably get tired adn too slpy to do anythign
today. another weird customer. omg. why my store got all these ppl =.=
so eya. he boguht these love and mum memory books.. i have a feeling he's attached, but idunno. i don care.
anywya, this man actually asked me if i had my break i said no. waiting for my fren be back mah
then he said the reason why he ask was becos he hate to dine alone .and was wondering if i am willing to accompany him. ....=.='''''
LAME>..........
=.= wth
no way im dining with anybody.
gosh.
so lame. was like laughing at his lameness hahaha
=.=;;
some guys. geez. but if thast somehting ur bf ask, then its fine. but for a stranger? =.= ern.. .no thansk
but anywya, glad he made a purchase.
more $$
mm... thast about it ba. so tire.dredbull helped a lil.. .but stil lback to slpy tired mode
haiz. need rest soon
. if he's here, i'll definitely be aslp by 8pm or so liao.
together.
mata
anyway,today meeting was fun. there was plenty of crazy laughters due to some games quiz thigny.. ha. everyoen is funny.
well. almost
my colleagues long time nvr see me cos me tranfer out.
she comemted that i put on some weight on my cheeks area(haha fod there is nice) . but she said i look better now. i forgot wha word she used. look more.. focus? more energized? refresh? i think its refresh. but yea. dunno whats so refreshing about my face. my mum always tells me though. .i loko better with my cheeks round and chubby. hahhaa.
but i dunno. just glad i look better. well. don think my fren will lie ba in front of other maangers. she herself is manager btw haha
at this one part of the work thing,y at metting ,i was paried up aiwht my colleague. like i m the customer, then he gotta talk through to me as though for real. omg. my reactions. hahaha. i cant believe i'll say this. its cute and yet so funy and innocent.
i laugh at the thoghtof it. no way i can describe this in details here for u. basically just my reactions and the way i talk ba. lol .so funny. next thin i know, i turned my head, everyone burst out laughing. i was like. huh. whats so funny. XD cos thats my real reaction. i wasnt trying to crack up a funny joke or what .
after all the pretened showig around the store, he asked (pretending) so anythig u looking for? i replied. 'no!' in a one shoulder thrusts up, and said it in a happy smiley tone. like innocently and naiive way.
imagien ur customer said no to u after al that crap u went through about ur store n products. hhaha.
my maager was liek saying.. 'heartpain ar after all this talk. ' (and i said no)
its funny, but just u knwo. i couldnt possibly describe hte whole exact situation here
so tired to blog .but decided to do so. cos i knew later i;l l probably get tired adn too slpy to do anythign
today. another weird customer. omg. why my store got all these ppl =.=
so eya. he boguht these love and mum memory books.. i have a feeling he's attached, but idunno. i don care.
anywya, this man actually asked me if i had my break i said no. waiting for my fren be back mah
then he said the reason why he ask was becos he hate to dine alone .and was wondering if i am willing to accompany him. ....=.='''''
LAME>..........
=.= wth
no way im dining with anybody.
gosh.
so lame. was like laughing at his lameness hahaha
=.=;;
some guys. geez. but if thast somehting ur bf ask, then its fine. but for a stranger? =.= ern.. .no thansk
but anywya, glad he made a purchase.
more $$
mm... thast about it ba. so tire.dredbull helped a lil.. .but stil lback to slpy tired mode
haiz. need rest soon
. if he's here, i'll definitely be aslp by 8pm or so liao.
together.
mata
09 April 2012
little things matters
so yup. 2nd blog of hte day. will make it a quick one. so tired. need to rest
not feelign too well=/
so yea.. blah3.. .im sitting al lthe time.. gosh. al lday. but still aint enough. haiz.much more work to be done..
mm...
haiz. anyway, yea..
wish i could be there for him ya know.. must be a terrible feeling huh=/ to not win anything..
hope he'll be fine soon..
but am glad that i know about this. at least he shares it with me ya know
and at the end of the day, though day time he's too busy and all, but yea. .at the end of the day, the little bit of msgs at night can made my day good.
short while, little bit, but it meant so much to me.
good enough to cheer me up
little things matters peeps.. cheris h the little things and even the little time in life.. you'll feel satisfied..
so yea. =) k. gonna go slp now. hug my bloster and dream of him again i hope.
nice dreamof him this morning ha. but end part liek erm.. .ha. o well
kk gtg.
no energyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
mata!
not feelign too well=/
so yea.. blah3.. .im sitting al lthe time.. gosh. al lday. but still aint enough. haiz.much more work to be done..
mm...
haiz. anyway, yea..
wish i could be there for him ya know.. must be a terrible feeling huh=/ to not win anything..
hope he'll be fine soon..
but am glad that i know about this. at least he shares it with me ya know
and at the end of the day, though day time he's too busy and all, but yea. .at the end of the day, the little bit of msgs at night can made my day good.
short while, little bit, but it meant so much to me.
good enough to cheer me up
little things matters peeps.. cheris h the little things and even the little time in life.. you'll feel satisfied..
so yea. =) k. gonna go slp now. hug my bloster and dream of him again i hope.
nice dreamof him this morning ha. but end part liek erm.. .ha. o well
kk gtg.
no energyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
mata!
08 April 2012
monday bluey morning
so tired.
slpt super duper late last night
haiz. die. .over th enext longgg days ahead.. how to survive.
no msg from him again when wakey * pouts.
wonder if he's wakey
haiz. what to do for hte day. =(( tired and lazy.
i wish someone could just tell me to get out of the house right now
or just kick me out or something. helped me malke the desicion. . cos yea. im so tired that i cant decide.
and basically everday i am tired so yea. its like telling me to never go out
*roll eyes
sighs. very sianz. =/ i really wish to have just one week or more. .u knwo .stay at home go out. or perhaps just to stay at home and compete my tasks. the stuffs i wanna do, learn, read.. etc.
u know how tis feeling goes right .u wanna do something .as simple as exp mopping the floor. but youre so friggin tired and not enough rest plus slp, u just end up nto wanting to do antyhing=/
sorry btw. last night relaly wanna blog! but forgot all about it wheni went online search for soemthing haha .so yea
anyway, gosh 2 ays ago. erm. .yea he slpt early, bro ended up home late . was alone in living room watching tv. sooooooooooooo bored. gotta say. its lonely =.=
then forced to watch hills have eyes. O.M.G. ....yes forced. cos nothign to do online. not slping. what else can i do besides tv??
nope. not gonna read or what. u knwo me. tired after work somemore. gonna rest my brain. my brain is dying
sighssssssssss so yea. one of those worst moments of my time. =/.=
argh..
it ahs come to my attention. .after reading a article. so. the aussie or other unis, they have like school days of 3 days in a week or so. thats why everything is like squeezed into those 3 days of lessons. god. imagine u gotta learn everythign within those fe w days in a week, then gotta do homework, etc.. how can u learn much from those few days ? can u even get to understand this subject before moving on to another bunch of info kena force into ur head?
sounds alot to absorb eh. but well.. i think it should be easy to graduate huh. i dunno jjst guessing. seems like everythign there is liek half past six=/
i think. yea. o well.
last night i was eating like hell of a lot. pasar malam snacks plus dinenr from mum .omg. full like what.
=.=
but... not good for my health ba ..... alreyad u know.. not so good.. then yea. also not good to eat more than nothign then less.. my meals always been liek that =(
sighs.
waht to do.
it is difficult to stay happy sometiems. plus he workload n stress. gosh u tell me
though not sure if my weighing machine is accurate, cos its like crumbles alreyad =.=
but gald im not back to 39 kg for now. phew.
about 41 if that is correct.
still find it ok ba. if hits 39 or 40 again, thats when yea.. need ot tc liao.
house is so quiet.. =/
oh just saw a pic of my fren with hiis gf. seems liek she's driving. . ha. going shopping i gues? reminded me of him driving me around liek that too. just that we din take any pic. well, used to before that happened
playing some fb game now.. .haiyo.. .how long can it last.. befor eim bored again. =(
can someone forced me to finish up my daily tasks pls=/
1145am now.. tch=/ time to rest aint much left..
luckily sat n sun nvvr off.. he was like so busy the whole day..
but dunno today how ba
he everyday busy too i guess. uni mah.
there are little things that needs to be asked and talk about everyday..
but well. i guess somehow time prevented from doing do
not sure if i'll blog again later in evening or night or what. but yea. keep an eye out ba. ..monday huh.. very monday blues right now
haiz. too quiet cannot.
think imma go find some frens to tlak with
btw, everynight im like kinda scared to go to slp... i hate the dark =( boo huu
mata
slpt super duper late last night
haiz. die. .over th enext longgg days ahead.. how to survive.
no msg from him again when wakey * pouts.
wonder if he's wakey
haiz. what to do for hte day. =(( tired and lazy.
i wish someone could just tell me to get out of the house right now
or just kick me out or something. helped me malke the desicion. . cos yea. im so tired that i cant decide.
and basically everday i am tired so yea. its like telling me to never go out
*roll eyes
sighs. very sianz. =/ i really wish to have just one week or more. .u knwo .stay at home go out. or perhaps just to stay at home and compete my tasks. the stuffs i wanna do, learn, read.. etc.
u know how tis feeling goes right .u wanna do something .as simple as exp mopping the floor. but youre so friggin tired and not enough rest plus slp, u just end up nto wanting to do antyhing=/
sorry btw. last night relaly wanna blog! but forgot all about it wheni went online search for soemthing haha .so yea
anyway, gosh 2 ays ago. erm. .yea he slpt early, bro ended up home late . was alone in living room watching tv. sooooooooooooo bored. gotta say. its lonely =.=
then forced to watch hills have eyes. O.M.G. ....yes forced. cos nothign to do online. not slping. what else can i do besides tv??
nope. not gonna read or what. u knwo me. tired after work somemore. gonna rest my brain. my brain is dying
sighssssssssss so yea. one of those worst moments of my time. =/.=
argh..
it ahs come to my attention. .after reading a article. so. the aussie or other unis, they have like school days of 3 days in a week or so. thats why everything is like squeezed into those 3 days of lessons. god. imagine u gotta learn everythign within those fe w days in a week, then gotta do homework, etc.. how can u learn much from those few days ? can u even get to understand this subject before moving on to another bunch of info kena force into ur head?
sounds alot to absorb eh. but well.. i think it should be easy to graduate huh. i dunno jjst guessing. seems like everythign there is liek half past six=/
i think. yea. o well.
last night i was eating like hell of a lot. pasar malam snacks plus dinenr from mum .omg. full like what.
=.=
but... not good for my health ba ..... alreyad u know.. not so good.. then yea. also not good to eat more than nothign then less.. my meals always been liek that =(
sighs.
waht to do.
it is difficult to stay happy sometiems. plus he workload n stress. gosh u tell me
though not sure if my weighing machine is accurate, cos its like crumbles alreyad =.=
but gald im not back to 39 kg for now. phew.
about 41 if that is correct.
still find it ok ba. if hits 39 or 40 again, thats when yea.. need ot tc liao.
house is so quiet.. =/
oh just saw a pic of my fren with hiis gf. seems liek she's driving. . ha. going shopping i gues? reminded me of him driving me around liek that too. just that we din take any pic. well, used to before that happened
playing some fb game now.. .haiyo.. .how long can it last.. befor eim bored again. =(
can someone forced me to finish up my daily tasks pls=/
1145am now.. tch=/ time to rest aint much left..
luckily sat n sun nvvr off.. he was like so busy the whole day..
but dunno today how ba
he everyday busy too i guess. uni mah.
there are little things that needs to be asked and talk about everyday..
but well. i guess somehow time prevented from doing do
not sure if i'll blog again later in evening or night or what. but yea. keep an eye out ba. ..monday huh.. very monday blues right now
haiz. too quiet cannot.
think imma go find some frens to tlak with
btw, everynight im like kinda scared to go to slp... i hate the dark =( boo huu
mata
06 April 2012
unhappy day
so sleepy and tired. slpt late, auto wakey early. argh =.=
..finally took med. no choice. =/ my nose is going on forever. sighs
so yea..
but kinda nice to get outta house and enjoy a walk or two..
gosh dinner makes mes ooo slpy! iw as walking and with eyes shutting down on me. omg. had to squat down n closes my eys abit. lasted quite long. but not too long.
what a irritating feeling .man wish theres a bed right there n then=.=
ok. so i need ot have sme shopping done. but alreyad over budget.
so yea.. must see how..
still abot 2 weeks before pay is here
still very listless n slpy.. dun think i smiled for the day yet. yea. experessionless
ha
miss the feeling of msging him as though he was by my side..
oh .saw the pic of my fren with his gf and another couple.. think its their fren ba?
ha. at a jap restaurant. aw... so nice to be reunited huh. thats a great feeling. especially u also get to dine together and all...
ha. you shouldve seen how sammy can glup down a burger with just 3 or four bites. 4 ba. gosh. just a couple of mins =X less than 5 mins. so power. ha
anywya, haiz. bored =(
oh. .so my poor door slammed my finger wound... ....well.. lets just say... perhasp i din tc of it well. .or u know. .water ..slping time... u just sorta u knw .mess it up ..bangin n touching it accidenta;;y.. huu
stil lraw. sighs. i tell u. one thing for sure. its gonna leave a scar on me. my left hand alreayd has the scars.
2. pretty obvious. same signs. rotten, blah3... that ring wound remeber? i couldnt get it off my finger. .so yea.
haiz.. my poor finger=( tough luck. relaly hate scars. huu
i am so tired n slpy.. so went out.. and.. u know. i kept telling myself i gotta clean up my room. but i never did. =/
baka desu .haiz. i know... ..huu.
sooo messy now =/
don like.
but ..haiz. i need my time n energy, no. i just need energy to get thigns done.
i feel.. alot of stress. i thin mostly from work.
been long since im unhappy. perhaps due to work..then sick.. u know stuffs like that. little2 thign s piles up to a bbig huge stressball ?
there are thigns im stil llearning, getting used to, trying to understand.. sighs.
if u guys know where should i start if i wanna head overseas for a life, please let me know. cept for this marriage and work send me there info. cos i alreayd knew. any other ways? =./
haiz.
so wanna slp now. but don wan to. u know that feeling? like. .jsut forced ur self not to slp. day will end.
u know. yea thta feeling. i hate it
gosh. feels so good to have my wound coverded by a plaster. otally forgot man. =/ before i head out. was teling myself i should. but i forgot.
yea. i can remember to tell ppl , but tell myself, i forgot=.=
i should be another person taking care of myself eh. dots
mm.. also .. so thirstytoday. guess cos of ytd ba. not enough fluid.
haiz
sometimes i rrly dunno what to do.
u know where u shold be going. but. soemhow you're stucked. and theres no one to push u.
or.. =/ o well
though unhappy, but still glad i get to rest for the day
gtg
jaa
..finally took med. no choice. =/ my nose is going on forever. sighs
so yea..
but kinda nice to get outta house and enjoy a walk or two..
gosh dinner makes mes ooo slpy! iw as walking and with eyes shutting down on me. omg. had to squat down n closes my eys abit. lasted quite long. but not too long.
what a irritating feeling .man wish theres a bed right there n then=.=
ok. so i need ot have sme shopping done. but alreyad over budget.
so yea.. must see how..
still abot 2 weeks before pay is here
still very listless n slpy.. dun think i smiled for the day yet. yea. experessionless
ha
miss the feeling of msging him as though he was by my side..
oh .saw the pic of my fren with his gf and another couple.. think its their fren ba?
ha. at a jap restaurant. aw... so nice to be reunited huh. thats a great feeling. especially u also get to dine together and all...
ha. you shouldve seen how sammy can glup down a burger with just 3 or four bites. 4 ba. gosh. just a couple of mins =X less than 5 mins. so power. ha
anywya, haiz. bored =(
oh. .so my poor door slammed my finger wound... ....well.. lets just say... perhasp i din tc of it well. .or u know. .water ..slping time... u just sorta u knw .mess it up ..bangin n touching it accidenta;;y.. huu
stil lraw. sighs. i tell u. one thing for sure. its gonna leave a scar on me. my left hand alreayd has the scars.
2. pretty obvious. same signs. rotten, blah3... that ring wound remeber? i couldnt get it off my finger. .so yea.
haiz.. my poor finger=( tough luck. relaly hate scars. huu
i am so tired n slpy.. so went out.. and.. u know. i kept telling myself i gotta clean up my room. but i never did. =/
baka desu .haiz. i know... ..huu.
sooo messy now =/
don like.
but ..haiz. i need my time n energy, no. i just need energy to get thigns done.
i feel.. alot of stress. i thin mostly from work.
been long since im unhappy. perhaps due to work..then sick.. u know stuffs like that. little2 thign s piles up to a bbig huge stressball ?
there are thigns im stil llearning, getting used to, trying to understand.. sighs.
if u guys know where should i start if i wanna head overseas for a life, please let me know. cept for this marriage and work send me there info. cos i alreayd knew. any other ways? =./
haiz.
so wanna slp now. but don wan to. u know that feeling? like. .jsut forced ur self not to slp. day will end.
u know. yea thta feeling. i hate it
gosh. feels so good to have my wound coverded by a plaster. otally forgot man. =/ before i head out. was teling myself i should. but i forgot.
yea. i can remember to tell ppl , but tell myself, i forgot=.=
i should be another person taking care of myself eh. dots
mm.. also .. so thirstytoday. guess cos of ytd ba. not enough fluid.
haiz
sometimes i rrly dunno what to do.
u know where u shold be going. but. soemhow you're stucked. and theres no one to push u.
or.. =/ o well
though unhappy, but still glad i get to rest for the day
gtg
jaa
05 April 2012
dark of the night
wow so nice.. so long.. my fren flew off meet his gf at melbourne fo r3 weeks. ha. reminded me of my first trip there for three weeks.. that long huh. but soon time flies, then.. going back liao. haiz. well, hope he'll find a way to her permanently ba. whatever their dreams are
huu slammed my finger with door accidentally .so suey =( nail chipped, nail bed still hurts, and skin teared and bleeding. wound hurts even as i typed.. near knucked there mah the wound
gosh so listless today=/
tired as alwasy
wonder how sammy i snow.. must be frustrating huh? whe u got so many weird questions to figure out .school is so.. mm.. yea. but he can do it ba. no ppl will say school is easy right
last night so frightening. after wat my parents told me about my room smell,s then smell disappeared... at first i din think much of it as i was so sick n drowsy n half wakey. . then at night it striked me.. yea. why my aparetns would say that so suddebn. .why couldnt i smell it. but perhaps due to my one sided blocked nose. but tehn again .. i tried to breathe in deep and all, but couldnt smell it. it happened after i opened up the door to go bath... after bath then dad told me about it. mum went it and said yea. but it disappeared (the smell) soon after she went in to comment on it. gosh .freaked me out at night whilst trying to slp. but nice under blankie.. hugging bloster missing someone..
yet stil lafraid.. then guess waht. omg.
..i had nightmares. multiples. and i even woke up dunno one time or more to se eif i was relaly awake or what. cos my dream, gotta do with ghost la.. .but anyway, in my dream, its exactly when im slping, then get wakey and things happened.. what it does to me.. god.. =/ im scared to slp tonight too.
i could still remmeber its eerie voice .. =( huuuuuuu
the more i say the more i don like. especially the feeling when u wakey panting and heart beating , but all alone in the room =( huu
perhaps me think too much and iwas too afraid before i fall aslp. thats why will have so many nightmares hor ?
huuu=( i hate nightmares. and i hate to wakey curl up under blankie shut tight my eyes trying to slp again while the fear lingers on .huu really sucsk
haiz. but anywya,
...yea... im relaly hoping tonight i'll slp through. .nothign bad will happen....
sometiems u just cant control what u think mah.. especially in q``uiet nights
u know.. i think ..mm. .i shouldnt hold on to that thought liao..
perhasp i was so sick and couldnt think straight.. telling him i wish he could accompany me..
but yea.. he got his thigns to do.. i rrly shouldnt said that.
i mustnt u know..
o well..
nothing i sperfect. sickness makes me forget about that huh.
couldnt think straiht .was so.. .zzz like wanna.. yea.
terrible days.
today better. just stil llistles sand really hungry..
plus as always, tired
mm.. i wonder if next time i should still cut bangs? so many ppl say it suits me.. my young teens staffs commented i look like alittle girl =.= ;;; antoer say like japanese cute cute hairstyle.. ahh.. japanese hairstyle? ^^ haha. i wouldnt mind that. but.... dots.. little girl ar.. mm.... i dunno man.
i'll se ehow ba. .bangs grow fast so yea...
but since i got so many compliemnts. .mm.. i dunno.
work alongside with stresses , and stuffs.. .haiz. sales figures...
=/ sometiems i wishes for thigns to be simpler..
but i want money. so i can destress. so i can travel.
so yea. no pain no gain. nothing good comes easy. oh. thast what he told me that time ar O.o
anwyay, me trying not to press too hard. my finger still hurts even when i type..
slpy liao... but.. not gonna slp early tonight i guess?
i guess my fren in melborune now must be all teary and happy huh..the two of them.
ha. this time time, come to think of it, i did not cry when i met sammy. XD
maybe cos he wasnt like waiting there on time. or maybe i cried enough..and yea still crying ove rmy lost money. XD ha..
what an experience .. if only i could bring him around sg..
if only he can do what an adult to do - to travel on his own without permissions.. o well..
...k ba. shoulders aching.. back aching. .body aching. .eyes slpy n tired..
gtg
jaa mata
04 April 2012
empty stomach
..dunno what to blog about either... =/
feeling still weak n u know. .the heavy brain in ur head kinda feeling..
thasnk to the stupid runny nose
doing my best not to take med. but i have a feelign in the middle of the night i will wakey to very much regret it .=.=
but... yea.
going against my own body huh ha
late alreayd.. stomach growling .dinner not bad today but me no appetite to eat.. lunch oly had 2 small sandwiches. =.=
sighs. the thought of having to endure empty stomach till late aftnoon.. dang
nvm ba. used to it liao.
haiz. so weak
baka desu
this time round din get to speak with him much on the phone.. but.. better than nothing huh..
just wish if only i din get sick on the wrong days. 2 days in a roll. wth =.=
my fren with his gf shares the same dreams. i dunno what sort of dreams they are talking about. but. .well i hope they'll get there
i dunno where to begin or how to find a job there or i dunno..just to get there.
holiday visa? i duno man. if u know where to begin, let me know.
but he cant come back either
ha. why not i just go pick morning fruits there huh. good pay though bloody hardwork. but better than no ways huh. ha...
o well..
gonna rest soon i guess.
not a happy day for sure
sick sick me.
o well
jaa
-dont hide it-
feeling still weak n u know. .the heavy brain in ur head kinda feeling..
thasnk to the stupid runny nose
doing my best not to take med. but i have a feelign in the middle of the night i will wakey to very much regret it .=.=
but... yea.
going against my own body huh ha
late alreayd.. stomach growling .dinner not bad today but me no appetite to eat.. lunch oly had 2 small sandwiches. =.=
sighs. the thought of having to endure empty stomach till late aftnoon.. dang
nvm ba. used to it liao.
haiz. so weak
baka desu
this time round din get to speak with him much on the phone.. but.. better than nothing huh..
just wish if only i din get sick on the wrong days. 2 days in a roll. wth =.=
my fren with his gf shares the same dreams. i dunno what sort of dreams they are talking about. but. .well i hope they'll get there
i dunno where to begin or how to find a job there or i dunno..just to get there.
holiday visa? i duno man. if u know where to begin, let me know.
but he cant come back either
ha. why not i just go pick morning fruits there huh. good pay though bloody hardwork. but better than no ways huh. ha...
o well..
gonna rest soon i guess.
not a happy day for sure
sick sick me.
o well
jaa
-dont hide it-
true wrong timings?
it was a terrible ytd.. sighs. threw up. .this moring stil lfeeling weak n all...
=(
now down with runny nose.. .nose stopped now after about 10 hourso f suffering. .now lets see... yea. i am having a *ucking fever now.
hows that fo rmy health
..
tch. =/ i duno man.. sighs..
sucsk
big time =/
luckily can go back early today. but.. he's not there. he's busy. ..soemtimes really frustrated that th etiming is so off or wrong. i off, or knock off early, but he's not there. sick also not there.. but timings ba. .wat to d o right. different places different lifes.. so yea..
sighs .ha.. dunno ba.. coincidence huh..
talk about that .ha.
think fever should go down by itself wihtout any med ba. me try not to reply on med too much.
dang this fever. i feel terrible. =( stuoid nose stupire fever stupid stomach.
but then again who else can i blame. i've not been taking care of myself thats why.
others can tc super well. but why am i not important to myself huh. i duno either.
so many parts of me i couldnt understand
why push myself to the limits. i also dunno. why rush to the extremes .. i also dunno..
all these. .for whta?
oh yea. yay. thansk to my jap fren, me know where to get the albums i want liao. heh. super expensive website. but well, i'll save hard to reward myself ba. se ehow. not sure if i will buy it.. but yea seehow ba
doubt i'll have any time to train n snig.. but then again.. cna always make time fo rmy lesson n singing n..cooking...n....drawing.. .n... =X.... erm.. o well. dots
so yea.. sighs. these past weeks i think wow . ...u knwo everything all messed up. staple meals, drinks, lifestyle, timings, .. really took a toll on my health huh.
wow.. .its been really bad.. =(
but its as though i dont give a damn
and i wonder why
trying to drink some cold drinks now. .wonde rif my fever has subsided.. too tired to get up and check again
leg hurts
wonder whats he doing now. .so busy huh.....
at least he can have some fun for me ba
gosh. wait a min. my fver just went up =X wtf.
cold drinks not helping??? no wonder i feel so warm now . inside out =(
huu..... but well. .wont die anyway just feels.. uncomfy and sick ba=( baka desu.. cold drinks not helpign.. mm.. codl shower?? ,,, gosh.. i wonder if i can tahan it =( huuu
o well
haiz.
why did i even knock off early.. ..baka..
mata
=(
now down with runny nose.. .nose stopped now after about 10 hourso f suffering. .now lets see... yea. i am having a *ucking fever now.
hows that fo rmy health
..
tch. =/ i duno man.. sighs..
sucsk
big time =/
luckily can go back early today. but.. he's not there. he's busy. ..soemtimes really frustrated that th etiming is so off or wrong. i off, or knock off early, but he's not there. sick also not there.. but timings ba. .wat to d o right. different places different lifes.. so yea..
sighs .ha.. dunno ba.. coincidence huh..
talk about that .ha.
think fever should go down by itself wihtout any med ba. me try not to reply on med too much.
dang this fever. i feel terrible. =( stuoid nose stupire fever stupid stomach.
but then again who else can i blame. i've not been taking care of myself thats why.
others can tc super well. but why am i not important to myself huh. i duno either.
so many parts of me i couldnt understand
why push myself to the limits. i also dunno. why rush to the extremes .. i also dunno..
all these. .for whta?
oh yea. yay. thansk to my jap fren, me know where to get the albums i want liao. heh. super expensive website. but well, i'll save hard to reward myself ba. se ehow. not sure if i will buy it.. but yea seehow ba
doubt i'll have any time to train n snig.. but then again.. cna always make time fo rmy lesson n singing n..cooking...n....drawing.. .n... =X.... erm.. o well. dots
so yea.. sighs. these past weeks i think wow . ...u knwo everything all messed up. staple meals, drinks, lifestyle, timings, .. really took a toll on my health huh.
wow.. .its been really bad.. =(
but its as though i dont give a damn
and i wonder why
trying to drink some cold drinks now. .wonde rif my fever has subsided.. too tired to get up and check again
leg hurts
wonder whats he doing now. .so busy huh.....
at least he can have some fun for me ba
gosh. wait a min. my fver just went up =X wtf.
cold drinks not helping??? no wonder i feel so warm now . inside out =(
huu..... but well. .wont die anyway just feels.. uncomfy and sick ba=( baka desu.. cold drinks not helpign.. mm.. codl shower?? ,,, gosh.. i wonder if i can tahan it =( huuu
o well
haiz.
why did i even knock off early.. ..baka..
mata
03 April 2012
bad health
so tired.
wasnt feeling well either=( sighs.. threw up. gosh.. terribel3 feeling=( all weak and. .sighs. i hate throwing up =(
but feeling better.. .but those few hours of suffering, oh gosh.. pleasse i wish not to relive that moment again =/
huuuu terrible!
boring day. .just enjoying myself i guess.. alone in house. .mum worked ot.. it was nice. .until i get sick that is=.=
huu...
waht to do..
o well.
mm... wonde rhows his parents with my pressy now... wonder if they still ask.. ..=/
gosh im slpy. kk gtg.
one day rest.. never enough =/
mata
wasnt feeling well either=( sighs.. threw up. gosh.. terribel3 feeling=( all weak and. .sighs. i hate throwing up =(
but feeling better.. .but those few hours of suffering, oh gosh.. pleasse i wish not to relive that moment again =/
huuuu terrible!
boring day. .just enjoying myself i guess.. alone in house. .mum worked ot.. it was nice. .until i get sick that is=.=
huu...
waht to do..
o well.
mm... wonde rhows his parents with my pressy now... wonder if they still ask.. ..=/
gosh im slpy. kk gtg.
one day rest.. never enough =/
mata
02 April 2012
missing
ytd was so tired out to blog... internet not worknig well either
was so happy and glad to hear his voice.. i was relly.. down in the mood and stresses out for 2 dasy straigt.. but so glad his voice lifts my spirt up..
not been able to msg much though.. seems tat he's eally busy and stuff with his school ad work=(..perhasp he's tired ba.. duno. .sighs. jst wish threes more time with him,.. jus wish if only .. sihgs. perhaps he just dozes off ba.. =/ ...
loliness is suha a scary thing.. can u you feel tat tooo? =/
but o well...
haiz
anyway,... just wanna say.. i've been feelign better now..
not used to the hooking ups at this homeland palce.. dang.. =.=
but yea.. wil lget used to it all.. catn wait to get back to my mother place. as in mother... first store ya... get what i mean?
sighs.....
but still. me ant happy =(
i don
and i couldnt feel any happiness inside of me. sigh.s..
=/ i dunno why... but... sighs.
oh. 2 of my stafs saw me for the first time with my new hair stayle. .one said very nice n pretty, the other said i looked like a little girl .... ....a .. .little girl?... =.==''''''
anyway, yea/.. but seriously, nomatter how 9 out of 10 they praises me, me still coldnt realy ge used to my new hairstyle.. O.o why ar... ..
haiz. i think he' slpin gnow.. .
me.. so tird... and.. worned out. .=(
mata
was so happy and glad to hear his voice.. i was relly.. down in the mood and stresses out for 2 dasy straigt.. but so glad his voice lifts my spirt up..
not been able to msg much though.. seems tat he's eally busy and stuff with his school ad work=(..perhasp he's tired ba.. duno. .sighs. jst wish threes more time with him,.. jus wish if only .. sihgs. perhaps he just dozes off ba.. =/ ...
loliness is suha a scary thing.. can u you feel tat tooo? =/
but o well...
haiz
anyway,... just wanna say.. i've been feelign better now..
not used to the hooking ups at this homeland palce.. dang.. =.=
but yea.. wil lget used to it all.. catn wait to get back to my mother place. as in mother... first store ya... get what i mean?
sighs.....
but still. me ant happy =(
i don
and i couldnt feel any happiness inside of me. sigh.s..
=/ i dunno why... but... sighs.
oh. 2 of my stafs saw me for the first time with my new hair stayle. .one said very nice n pretty, the other said i looked like a little girl .... ....a .. .little girl?... =.==''''''
anyway, yea/.. but seriously, nomatter how 9 out of 10 they praises me, me still coldnt realy ge used to my new hairstyle.. O.o why ar... ..
haiz. i think he' slpin gnow.. .
me.. so tird... and.. worned out. .=(
mata
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