love be told

phewwwwwwwww . now no longer need to us emy own internet. bro's friend fixed it. yayyyyyyyyyyy great news eh =) haha finally!!! phew.
now no more worries about internet

mm......... yea. seriously so many weird guys of all ages in my store at that new area. .and u knw what. todya soooo many couples!!! omg. whats wrong? today not valentines day ne .cos of sunday u think? mm..

but anyway, haiyo.. waht a day
mm.. stomach not good ne.. like.. yea dots.. not comfy

was talking to my colleague.. about how we're so tired even though sometimes nothing much to do. but very tire.d off day also very tired.

she told me of how that guy she met. erm. .rememebr i wrote about this girl , she's late 20s. .has a bf. then somehow she met this guy at this store cos guy asked for her number. and she duno why herself, she gave him. blah3... then her bf ofund out through texts or what. .and now she not seeing him liao .
theh one i asked her. .since the guy nvr asked if she's attached, if he did ask, will she say yes? she was stumped. she said she dunno =.=''

anyway, glad its over now. and glad she din break up

so yea she was telling me its nice to meet someone new, do something exciting or what. ..
liek how that guy made her day when they went out together.
(i know siounds so wrong omg)
like she'll be so happy and all.. as in i dunno. as in frenship happy ba?? dunno she even like him or waht

anyway, thats so wrong huh. ha. pity her bf =/ haiz... but well, its also new and refreshing?? isit? to hav new fren, go out etc.. .but then.. nvr shouldve forget her bf mah... later anything happen regret also no turning back liao =(
luckily she listened, and didnt stay in contact with htat guy.
but who knwos.
mm... so yea ..guess sometimes its these little temptations or thigns that leads ppl to nvr return regret momnets road huh =/ not good .
glad that she n her bf ben together for years, and well, they have future. at least she knew she will marry him soon enough. so thats good. =)
guess she's just innocently wanna make fren ba.. but that guy perhaps really like her huh? o wel. oterhwise why ask her out when it is near xmas period.
its fine i guess?? but when u know the other party has a motive for asking u out, then why did u agree to go =/ wouldnt tat be so unfair to ur partner>? perhaps she din think so much.
o well.

for me, i'll never go out with the person again if i know he likes me. its so awkward . argh.
imagine how her bf will feel huh. .haiz. somethigns just.. o well =/

soyea..read a couple of ldr fan page in fb... the couples stories. .so inspiring. .another one recently i read... really toching. they nvr give up .and after years, they finally get to be togetehr. or at least stay near each other where its about 18hrs drive.
18hrs drive better than spending money on tickets right.
ha

anyway .. still thinking abut tat bethany and ryan story. .few days back me blogged about it remember.
.. yea.. .thigns will never be ok.. .imagine when she sleep alone, lights out.. i tell u.. that feeling.. sighs .=/ its the hardest and saddest feelign in teh world...yet.
i bet she cried herself painfully to slp everynight for months.
or even a year.
i feel her pain. yet im sure her pain is much worse.
at least they treasure it all. no regrets(sorta). they married. and he's brave to have ask for her hand in marriage. just such a pity.. sweet couple has to be separated for eternal liek that =(
sighs.
wonder how will she be huh.
the living one. .will always be the painful one =/
.. reailty version on titanic huh? erm.. welll. .not quite. lol. so yea...

their courage and love is somehting.. most ppl couldnt even find in their whole lifetime. for a love like this. for a sweet blissful life like this. soemtiems.. when you owns the world, but no one to share it with, that, can be a very lonely thing..

now why dont u guys give tha special someone of yours a big tight hug now and tell thenm u love them.

actually,.. simple gesture will do. doesnt need to be fancy or expensive. as long as youre sincere, she or ohe can surely feel it..
nothing beats the true sincerity coming out from a  persons heart.....

just sad. .me just sad that a couple like that... future, travel plans, having babies.. .all has to be stopped because he's going to a far away neevr to return land.. =/
such a waste. .such cruelty ... haiz..
why...

heart stil..clenches whenevr i thought of their .. haiz.

kk. gtg. shoulder aching. me very tired as usual .
slp y liao. .but guess gonna online somemore ba

it was an enjoyable night msging him just now. ha.. =)
 so joyful.
short time, but yet so.. =) nice.

mata ne ^^