unhappy day

so sleepy and tired. slpt late, auto wakey early. argh =.=
..finally took med. no choice. =/ my nose is going on forever. sighs
so yea..

but kinda nice to get outta house and enjoy a walk or two..
gosh dinner makes mes ooo slpy! iw as walking and with eyes shutting down on me. omg. had to squat down n closes my eys abit. lasted quite long. but not too long.
what a irritating feeling .man wish theres a bed right there n then=.=

ok. so i need ot have sme shopping done. but alreyad over budget.
so yea.. must see how..
still abot 2 weeks before pay is here

still very listless n slpy.. dun think i smiled for the day yet. yea. experessionless
ha

miss the feeling of msging him as though he was by my side..

oh .saw the pic of my fren with his gf and another couple.. think its their fren ba?
ha. at a jap restaurant. aw... so nice to be reunited huh. thats a great feeling. especially u also get to dine together and all...
ha. you shouldve seen how  sammy can glup down a burger with just 3 or four bites. 4 ba. gosh. just a couple of mins =X less than 5 mins. so power. ha

anywya, haiz. bored =(

oh. .so my poor door slammed my finger wound... ....well.. lets just say... perhasp i din tc of it well. .or u know. .water ..slping time... u just sorta u knw .mess it up ..bangin n touching it accidenta;;y.. huu
stil lraw. sighs. i tell u. one thing for sure. its gonna leave a scar on me. my left hand alreayd has the scars.
2. pretty obvious. same signs. rotten, blah3... that ring wound remeber? i couldnt get it off my finger. .so yea.
haiz.. my poor finger=( tough luck. relaly hate scars. huu

i am so tired n slpy.. so went out.. and.. u know. i kept telling myself i gotta clean up my room. but i never did. =/
baka desu .haiz. i know... ..huu.
sooo messy now =/
don like.
but ..haiz. i need my time n energy, no. i just need energy to get thigns done.

i feel.. alot of stress. i thin mostly from work.
been long since im unhappy. perhaps due to work..then sick.. u know stuffs like that. little2 thign s piles up to a bbig huge stressball ?

there are thigns im stil llearning, getting used to, trying to understand.. sighs.
if u guys know where should i start if i wanna head overseas for a life, please let me know. cept for this marriage and work send me there info. cos i alreayd knew. any other ways? =./

haiz.
so wanna slp now. but don wan to. u know that feeling? like. .jsut forced ur self not to slp. day will end.
u know. yea thta feeling. i hate it

gosh. feels so good to have my wound coverded by a plaster. otally forgot man. =/ before i head out. was teling myself i should. but i forgot.
yea. i can remember to tell ppl , but tell myself, i forgot=.=

i should be another person taking care of myself eh. dots

mm.. also .. so thirstytoday. guess cos of ytd ba. not enough fluid.
haiz

sometimes i rrly dunno what to do.
u know where u shold be going. but. soemhow you're stucked. and theres no one to push u.
or.. =/ o well

though unhappy, but still glad i get to rest for the day

gtg

jaa