numb body

erm... ok..... O.o this is a new layout. gues blogspot js upgraded its page huh. weird.. .anyway.. .

so.. this is my 2nd blog of the day. just now i finished it ooff with dinenr right. so yea..

continued.. me very numb.. couldnt move my body.. very tired. like. its the worse kind of tired im talking about... =(
sighs.
really bad. my body is.. .sighs.. very bad state right now =(
maybe cos too tired, plus the stupid med.
im like. wow. .. i can just lay in bed 24/7. i really.. sigsh. im using alot of energy just to ,ove my leg or hand

oh speakin gof which. u know right. i had bruises. .swollen. and cuts all around my hand. sighs...

i think im kinda stress now =(
i really am.

= /

i duno what to do about it.
sighs
theres just so much going on man.. ic ant take this anymore. my whole body is so tired.. =(
T_T

haiz.. .so wasted. sighs. couldve talk on the phone with him an hour...
but. .phone cut off and off and off.. .then when it seems ok.. he gotta hang up.. then call aain. .same prob arises.. .
wouldve been great to talk alot more over the phone huh..
=/ but o wel. ..better tha n none.. ..i guess
like hinm.. i rrly wanna sighs. just spend some quality tiem with him. .even if its just a voice..

so yea. oh glad i finally cleaned up my room.

forced myself to do it. with runny nose somemore. sighs. poor me =(
anyway glad room is clean and easy to move around now

i thought i saw the so called strongness in me. .when i had to u know.. .go through all those trash to find that stipd machine. and guess what. its inside drawe r at counter all along. but the store sm told me otehrwise. sigsh.
i bleed for nothing
msg her, she replied.. hahahahahhaha''

=.=

ut now im .. totally. .down..
i hope tmr will be a better day. i am really worned out .=(

sighs

wanna cry liao

i rrly cant take this anymoer=(
sighs...
so stressed out and everything...

=(

..sorry. perhasp just too sick ba

jaa mata