monday bluey morning

so tired.
slpt super duper late last night
haiz. die. .over th enext longgg days ahead.. how to survive.

no msg from him again when wakey * pouts.
wonder if he's wakey

haiz. what to do for hte day. =(( tired and lazy.
i wish someone could just tell me to get out of the house right now
or just kick me out or something. helped me malke the desicion. . cos yea. im so tired that i cant decide.
and basically everday i am tired so yea. its like telling me to never go out
*roll eyes

sighs. very sianz. =/ i really wish to have just one week or more. .u knwo .stay at home go out. or perhaps just to stay at home and compete my tasks. the stuffs i wanna do, learn, read.. etc.
u know how tis feeling goes right .u wanna do something .as simple as exp mopping the floor. but youre so friggin tired and not enough rest plus slp, u just end up nto wanting to do antyhing=/

sorry btw. last night relaly wanna blog! but forgot all about it wheni went online search for soemthing haha .so yea

anyway, gosh 2 ays ago. erm. .yea he slpt early, bro ended up home late . was alone in living room watching tv. sooooooooooooo bored. gotta say. its lonely =.=
then forced to watch hills have eyes. O.M.G. ....yes forced. cos nothign to do online. not slping. what else can i do besides tv??
nope. not gonna read or what. u knwo me. tired after work somemore. gonna rest my brain. my brain is dying
sighssssssssss so yea. one of those worst moments of my time. =/.=
argh..

it ahs come to my attention. .after reading a article. so. the aussie or other unis, they have like school days of 3 days in a week or so. thats why everything is like squeezed into those  3 days of lessons. god. imagine u gotta learn everythign within those fe w days in a week, then gotta do homework, etc.. how can u learn much from those few days ? can u even get to understand this subject before moving on to another bunch of info kena force into ur head?
sounds alot to absorb eh. but well.. i think it should be easy to graduate huh. i dunno jjst guessing. seems like everythign there is liek half past six=/
i think. yea. o well.

last night i was eating like hell of a lot. pasar malam  snacks plus dinenr from mum .omg. full like what.
=.=
but... not good for my health ba ..... alreyad u know.. not so good.. then yea. also not good to eat more than nothign then less.. my meals always been liek that =(
sighs.
waht to do.
it is difficult to stay happy sometiems. plus he workload n stress. gosh u tell me

though not sure if my weighing machine is accurate, cos its like crumbles alreyad =.=
but gald im not back to 39 kg for now. phew.
about 41 if that is correct.
still find it ok ba. if hits 39 or 40 again, thats when yea.. need ot tc liao.

house is so quiet.. =/

oh just saw a pic of my fren with hiis gf. seems liek she's driving. . ha. going shopping i gues? reminded me of him driving me around liek that too. just that we din take any pic. well, used to before that happened

playing some fb game now.. .haiyo.. .how long can it last.. befor eim bored again. =(
can someone forced me to finish up my daily tasks pls=/
1145am now.. tch=/ time to rest aint much left..

luckily sat n sun nvvr off.. he was like so busy the whole day..
but dunno today how ba
he everyday busy too i guess. uni mah.

there are little things that needs to be asked and talk about everyday..
but well. i guess somehow time prevented from doing do

not sure if i'll blog again later in evening or night or what. but yea. keep an eye out ba.  ..monday huh.. very monday blues right now

haiz. too quiet cannot.
think imma go find some frens to tlak with

btw, everynight im like kinda scared to go to slp... i hate the dark =( boo huu


mata