04 April 2012

true wrong timings?

it was a terrible ytd.. sighs. threw up. .this moring stil lfeeling weak n all...
=(
now down with runny nose.. .nose stopped now after about 10 hourso f suffering. .now lets see... yea. i am having a *ucking fever now.
hows that fo rmy health
..
tch. =/ i duno man.. sighs..
sucsk
big time =/

luckily can go back early today. but.. he's not there. he's busy. ..soemtimes really frustrated that th etiming is so off or wrong. i off, or knock off early, but he's not there.  sick also not there.. but timings ba. .wat to d o right. different places different lifes.. so yea..
sighs .ha.. dunno ba.. coincidence huh..
talk about that .ha.

think fever should go down by itself wihtout any med ba. me try not to reply on med too much.
dang this fever. i feel terrible. =( stuoid nose stupire fever stupid stomach.
but then again who else can i blame. i've not been taking care of myself thats why.
others can tc super well. but why am i not important to myself huh. i duno either.
so many parts of me i couldnt understand

why push myself to the limits. i also dunno. why rush to the extremes .. i also dunno..
all these. .for whta?

oh yea. yay. thansk to my jap fren, me know where to get the albums i want liao. heh. super expensive website. but well, i'll save hard to reward myself ba. se ehow. not sure if i will buy it.. but yea seehow ba
doubt i'll have any time to train n snig.. but then again.. cna always make time fo rmy lesson n singing n..cooking...n....drawing.. .n... =X.... erm.. o well. dots

so yea.. sighs. these past weeks i think wow . ...u knwo everything all messed up. staple meals, drinks, lifestyle, timings, .. really took a toll on my health huh.
wow.. .its been really bad.. =(
but its as though i dont give a damn
and i wonder why

trying to drink some cold drinks now. .wonde rif my fever has subsided.. too tired to get up and check again
leg hurts

wonder whats he doing now. .so busy huh.....
at least he can have some fun for me ba

gosh. wait a min. my fver just went up =X wtf.
cold drinks not helping??? no wonder i feel so warm now . inside out =(
huu..... but well. .wont die anyway just feels.. uncomfy and sick ba=( baka desu.. cold drinks not helpign.. mm.. codl shower?? ,,, gosh.. i wonder if i can tahan it =( huuu

o well

haiz.

why did i even knock off early.. ..baka..

mata

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