30 August 2015

passion for ur job

hey guys.been workng at town aare lately... busy2... and yet im kinda used to it.. jut not used to how messy their cupboards are...
my fulltimer recently promoted to asm... so happy for her after al lthe training we went through.. .but shes upset cos the sm there pinoy..mean to her.. and their cupboards and evreyting is so messy

/i used to think if im being too strict with them etc.. now im glad. im glad my store is the way it is now. with the help of great team ofc.
without rules and boundaries, theres cerntainly no nice store. no wodner alot of other tea memebr came into my store and say its so neat. now i understand why.

saw my fren took up this makeup forever class thing months back... dunogot cert or wat kind. but anywya... saw her pics. .seems liek shes working for them now... doing makeup for gigs show event kinda thing. ..
then she commented.. doing what she love...

then... im kinda jealou... cos.. as gd as i am.. (oh ytd a lady asked if i wanna join their company... haha.. .anwyay) ... yea. ..i like this job.but i don love it. its not liek my huge passion for accessories.
and yea....

haiz. ppl say... chase after ur dreams.. but i duno how. and . .theres too much at stake u see.

haiz. .o wellllll see how life takes me then.

when u work for money, and youre not the boss, most lielly its not rrly the passon that youre after. ..

to wake up and being able to do what u love.. is the bes.t. after all.. .most of our lifetimes...theyre spend on working.. unless youre born with a golden spoon in ur mouth

jaa

14 August 2015

kept in draft oops. . this should be when i was still on AL

was playing this conversation starter thing with my colleague the other day.
and one thing she said admired me about is that im strong, and like no matter how tough the situation is at work, or the times i cracked under pressure (yes my blody job is blood tough) , i always bounce back and nvr give up.

its thigns liek that i don notice, and having ur team meber complimented that great thing abt u is so.. amazing.
and i feel proud of myself.
i dunno how words get into other stores that im hardworking=.=
but im glad rm knows. my fren told me.
but yea. .its weird. and in a way i disliek how words gets around u know.
im not the type to go talk2 gossip etc. im just doing my own job. yea.
so iduno how in the world my hardwork gets to their ears. strange. ppls mouth i tell u. .but luckiy its a gd compliment

mm... so yea.

forgot wat others to say.. .as usual.

sighs. sianz going back to work.
=/
wat to do.

and i hurt my sole. so painful .1 chunk of skin peeled offT_T
i rememebr that time my hand cut by fan still got sammy help me.
and i made a mistake by not washing my wound before i put on plaster overnight. argh

anyway plaster is v bloody. eew. im having a painful time trying to walk =/

mata

sick few days =(

i fell sick
few days back

throat hurts... coughing.. .and recently i got a runny nose altogether.

so paiseh when meeting started, i was coughing so badly. arghhh
irritating

a customer even told me to get a day off. ha rm was there duno she got hear anot

but yea. today still so slpy and unwell. dread going to work today =(
didnt get much rest either. with stocktake going on etc.. and then meeting on my off day =) arghhh

thaat explains why im still so tird and slpy now .wish i coulde slp more =/
though its past 11am

haiz

anyway
will do my best today bah. though i rrly didnt feel like opening up my mouth and talk.
=/
haiz

kk.. gtg.
just a short blog. health hasnt been great lately. and no time to go for run cos just too slpy with all these super early mrg shifts. =/ 6-6 mind u. supposed to hav 2 hrs break. according to our law here. but think she duno. so i took only an hr break. andn claim the other hr on other day.
by the end of day, i was so beat up =/

mon helping with another stores stockatake.
then next day 8am again. just that its 8-6 cos not my off day .
sianzz=(

haiz... hopefully i wil lget well sooon bah.. .hoepfully sunday wont decide to see doc

jaa

09 August 2015

breaking down

so this youtuber right... he's gay...  and he was saying he refused brochure from two girls (about jesus and stuff).. and as he walked passed them.. he heard them says.. he must be a faggort etc... he then walked back, and in no offense to christians etc.. .he said to them.. something abt jesus borned.. blah2... and they are whores. the girls looked shoccked.
and he just walked on...

like seriously. they mustve been paid to do this brochure.. if not. if youre a true blue christian, why would u judge and comment about this gay? (duno if he wore makeup when hes walking there)

my fren told me.. .theres this one time.
she sin her bf place right . no bra. and rrly wanna go toilet. so she just put on shirt. she and her fiance quite plump. but shes still ok looking.
her fiance younger broa nd frens were out in living room hanging out. she no choice but to go toilet. then one of his yohunger bro fren sorta give her that look. up and down look? and asked who is she. ur sis? then he say no its his elder bro gf.
then when shes back in her room sher overheaerd his fren saying.. 'mustve been nice to bang her' .then her fiance heard it and confronted his frens. and he tell his bro to let them get out before he step outta his room later.

i thin thats so cool to stand out for ur gf. so cool. rrly.

some man woulve pretended nvr heard it.

anyway...

and recently she was tellign me... how her bf been working  hard and kinda neglecting her la... cos he 's trying to earn more money for the future.  he also dun wan her to work when shes married.wan her be a housewife. (its her dream anyway ).. then it strikes me when she says(i think she told him) ..
theres no future if shes not there ( at the end) .
as in.. if u don love her enuff..neglated her..... .and she decided to leave, then there wont be two of them anymore anyway in the future.

stressed out abt work ne.

and night slp was pretty bad two nights before... lat night 3hrs slp so din exprience anything.
but yea...
couldnt tell anyone. .
think imma offer josssticks again tonight.

sghs

sad.
i don feel good at all at this point
yet  i nid to focus on sales..etc

haiz.. wha tto do. higer pay, meaning more work.

more stress

personal stress.. work stress... i hate it all.
im breaking down

mata

02 August 2015

on bored AL

ok. and so.... i had alot to blog but i cant rememebr. .again =.=

ok so i wil ltry my best. meep.

ok so.. ive been sick at the wrong timing. whenim ono AL. =.=
runny nose and couching. .sore throat. .sobx

and i went uss with my family totally looking sick

mm... yea. was pretty bad actually.
and tat day my snapchat i think broke my own record. ..liek the logest post ever haha

2 days ago i think? i went... overboard at sephora online website. meep. like.. ouch. shouldnvet speend so much. but figured that since theres no holiday oveerseas, just treat it as a holiday shopping trip' but.. .yea. oh dear.

anywayyyy its those once in a v v v v long while splurge.

mm... i had so much fun cooking. its so awesome. ive cooked twice this week =)

mm.. duno what else to do... at hoe also bored sometimes. meep
sianz ne.
he also busy.
me just trying to find things to do bah

today had coffee.. and i feel so terrible due to caffine

huuu

mata