Family Day Out :D

Ah... yes... its hardly easy for me and family to get a chance and go out together.. finally comes today.. ha. bro, dad, and mum, plus me.. went out for a movie. ha. watched taken for my 2nd time.. ;)





hm.. only blogspot can see this vid.. me and my family.. me took it for memories.. ha. :P oh, cos frenster got prob loading it. -_- argh...

this movie 'taken'... wow me still... haha... u know? i can watch this over and over again. :P 'TAKEN"!!! the best movie so far!! XD ha. .me sound so excited eh? XP

oh, anyway, my dad... been soooo long never catches any movie ya know.. so.. yeah.. today pulled him out no matter what. ha. hm.. so.. ...well, we walk ard for a tiny bit, oh!! and we took neo prints!!

hm.. then.. me took a vid of me and my family when
we head out. for memories sake. :) but cant post it here.. a pity huh? cos having prob to do that. hm.. neo prints.. ha.. so interesting.. abit wasted.. cos press the wrong button,.. causing the background colours to be plain.. but its alrite.. what matters most is we took it. :) and im happy. hehe.

yes.. this week spend alot of money i admit.. but.. worth it.
:)

hm.. oh! tmr will be watching wolfverine!! the movie. then.. perhaps will be walking ard.. hee. looking forward to tmr. :)

hm.. oh.. ...ha.. what a intense night of moment just now for me... .. :P not gonna say it here! XD haha.. bleahx.. shy. ^^ hahaha.

oh! ytd night.. played 3 and half hours of game with bro!! was sooo sleepy. wanted to slp early.. at 10pm plus. then me ask bro wanna play game or something?
cos dun wan him to be left alone. then he think2,.. and say ok. so.. we played. .end up having exciting times.. and played for sooo long. ha.

hm.. nice slp i had.. cos really needed rest... ..hm.... had a sad bad dream.. hm.. wakey, and happy to see a very sweet nice msg from sammy.
:)

hm.... ...well... ...basically... today me just out bah.. out for the day.. hm. .sleepy now already. haha. :P tmr still need to get up early..

hm. .tmr... ..no bloggy bah.. ..

jaa, mata ne. :)

Movies!

ha.... he was about to head out for smoke, when im so bored, and snap pics with him. XD

oh.. so funny.. was talking about the movie' taken', (soul say he heard that its nice too.) and that i watched it alone,. he say.. 'are you mad?!' lol... XD so funny his reactions.. everyone's like so shocked..
is it that shocking?? XD ha.
hm.. anyway, my frens are thinking of watching the malay horror movie.. but dunon when.. soon i guess? and 'taken'..
soul wanna watch too.. but.. ha! we don seem to have enough time.. XD see how ba..

oh yes.. me still kept telling my fren how great the movie 'taken' was.. and keep budging them to go watch it no matter what. XD haha. me still cant get over that 'taken' phase.. oops... :P :P shoutout also.. haha. XD!

hm.. oh.. chan getting his PR next week.. becos of him,..(he worked at every outlet before) realised.. my outlet.. really stress man.. HFC.. and tanglin.. like.. relax.. tanglin the most.. out of stress zone.. p.p, die.. XD haha.. as for others,.. haiz. .forget it. XD anyway,.. im still hanging on.. sometimes just wish that the bosses will tough it is for our sales..and job..blah3.. ha.

lol.. so funny this customer!!
he was buying something.. me serving him.. then when he saw my eyes,. he say.. my eyes very nice.. is it blue?.. XD!! then the lady behind him say..
its called.. c~o~n~t~a~c~t l~e~n~s~~~
XD haha.. so funny..

hm. .hungry already.... cant wait to eat.. had wanted to cook just now.. but!! when i went to ntuc, found out that one ingredient sold out!! XD thats why no cook.. let my mum cook the chicken that i bought. haiz. been wanting to cook that sia. haiyo

today, nearly kena fullshift. luckily chan still can make it to work. he
got toothache he say.. cant speak.. then.. somehow he still reach here for work..
hm.. thx chan. then me can have my rest now.. very2 sleepy.. keep falling asleep in bus! ha. .was telling zuan.. in case me fullshift, and go home at night again, me sure will be afraid of taking bus. cos will fall aslp for sure!!XD

so.. tonight, im hoping i can get a very2 good night res.. ha.
oh, i might try to online and book tickets later.. see how... my first time desu! XP

jaa, mata.

Sad Comment? Is It? -_-

hahaha.... my fren tell me he went to watch the movie 'taken' twice too. XD cos me posted on my shoutout..asking ppl to watch it twice.. haha. :P hm.. yes.. me thinking of doing that.. see how.. hopefully can find time to do that bah. butg.. wah.. so many nice movies coming out in may.. haiyo..

hm.. slpy still.. hm. .looking forward to tmr.. oh.. .. i hope my dad aint working tmr.. hoping to bring my mum and dad out for a movie or something tmr.. ..see how.. but i think dad cant make it..

hm.. this early morning.. before i went to work,... ...so weird.. ..out of a sudden,.. my thoughts drifted to sam's pic.. the pic he's in before he met me. cos was looking at it last night.. the way
he look in the pic.. the way his impression he give me in the pic,.. ..hm.. seems as though something is missing.. abit lonely.. abit.. ..'colourless'.. ..then i look back on the pics i took with him.. ..:) theres smiles i see.. very sweet smiles.. very happy.. full of love.. full of happiness all over his face.. :) .....
then.. somehow from the pic,.. my thoughts drifted to the time where i first met him.. the places we went.. the conversations we shared.. the first impressions of him.. and so on... like.. .suddenly my thoughts just drifted all to there.. dunno why.. ..ha. then when i 'woke' up, i was like.. ok.. 5 or more mins passed already! XD haha. .so.. get ready for work.. hm.. as though.... i was in a trance or something.. ..so.. .. hm... in another world of state.. ..

anyway,.. ..funny.. ... zuan say he went to my profile..(he added me.. but i.... XD) and saw sam's comment in my frenster.. then he say when he read it,.. its like sound so sad.. i was so surprised. huh?? why sad sia?! XD hahaha. he say.. becos the way he said it,.. its like.. ..... because he's going back to aust already... thats why wanna spend more time with me.. ..before he go.. Then he say.. sound so sad.. ..ha. really din expected zuan to say something like that u know.. ..oh well.. ..
.what to do.. ..

..

hm.. me wore something really plain today.. ..sometimes i'll feel like wearing really plain and simple.. but at times, i do like to dress up.. wear nice2.. haha. dunno why ne. :P

oh.. that day.. the new staff say my english sounds different.. did i mention that?.. but anyway,.. i reply.. ha. i get that alot..
i also dunno why.. XD seriously.. i have no idea how to reply to that.. haiyo.. got different ar??? -_-

oh, met chan's parents just now..ha. they look cute. oh.. i was doing something funny when i saw his parents outside our shop.. then i burst into laughter.. XD! omg.. :P
i think his parents must be thinking.. how come this girl keep laughing ar.. XD haha. :P

oh.. i told chan that the movie 'taken' is so cool. then he say he think im cooler!! XD hahaha. cos i go watch it alone. haha. but ok ar.. yeah.. quite rare ppl watch alone. but.. still ok ar.. ha.

hm.. sleepy..

jaa, mata ne.

Little Hammy

hmm.... haha. .forgot wanna say what already.. XD

today.. very3 sleepy.. din slp well... hm.. then... oh.. ham was telling me about how this 2 frenster guys wered like.. pestering her.. haha. then one of them,.. omgv.. jerk man! so touchy2!! angry sia when i heard about it. lucky she never give in or what. but now still got msg2 the guys. i rather she didnt. hm.. really scary ar.. some frensters frens cant be trusted.. but some are ok.. hm.. speaking of the ok ones... ..so sad.. a ptiy me lost in contact with a frenster fren i know long ago. suddenly my fren's profile cut off.. then we don have each other's number.. that tgime my fren got came down to visit me . once.
then about a month later, we loses contact. ha.. sad ne. dunno why profile kena erase..

anyway, so funny.. me kept calling ham 'little hammy'. haha.. :P
either hammy, or little hammy. :P cos of the soft toys.. little izuan, and little hammy. yes.. we named them.. XP

hm... me still thinking about the 'taken' movie.. really cant foget it man.. soooo cool to the max.. whoa.. i love it so much. wonder if i'll get to watch it again anot.. ha. hm.. yes.. the images.. everything. .still flashes in my mind.. i dunno about u guys. .but.. wow. .now i understand why that movie can remain in number 1 spot for weekss.

hm..see how bah. ha. maybe will watch again. XP

hm...... ... lets see...
today.. oh... yeah.. besides feeling very3 sleepy, hm.. after lunch at 1pm, me feel full all the way. ha.. now abit hungry though. :P oh.. so.. during breaktime,...
i was walking ard
.. trying to get some food.. but.. sigh.. really no appetite.. every food i see, either me dun wanna spend much money on it,(cos not that hungry)
or becos i don feel like eating. so. .end up buying this packet of peanuts.. but. .eat abit only. cant finish.

hm.. k.. me gonna go check out some stuffs.. then offline, and rest asap.

ha.. that time my blog.. got one post title is little izuan.. now its... hehe. :P look on top bah.

mata ne.

TAKEN

...omg.. this anthony guy.. from since dunno when.. keep msging me in frenster.. from tgime to time.. argh.. i mentioned before right? geez... seriously i have no idea what he want..i don even wanna know.
tch...

hm.. feel more than neglected today i must say.....
... sigh.. ..dunno why also... .. perhaps.. i talk too much?.. ..then.. ..dunno.. feel like ppl don pay attention to what im feeling.. ..

today.. its my first time watching a movie alone.. yeah.. ha.. i almost cant find the hall 7!! XD omg... geez... anyway, i watched 'Taken'. this movie,.. oh gosh.. its absolutely fabulous. great. stunning. fantastic. awesome. exciting. and more. its been a long time since a movie catches my attention like this. hm.. 'bolt' considers as one.. but this 'taken', whoa.. haha. i really4 love it... there're sooo much excitement going on! bang after bangs! its so cool.. i was like.. ha.. saying bloody s*hit.. omg.. and dunno what.. cos its so unexpected.. really4 darn cool. :P love it man. and.. the touching part.. ..sigh.. father's love for his daughter.. ... its a really2 great movie.. go catch it ppl. . hm.. me really feel like watching it again! XD cant wait for the release of vcd.

hm. .this is a action packed movie.. the stunts, were captivating. there's skills in it.. its just so cool. really action packed. its different from other type of action fighting movies.. cos this one, the skills are for real.. if u notice it, u can tell... its done professionally...

hm.. today..went to tampiness 1.. newly opened mall.. went with sam. alot2 of nice shops.. but no time to really chek them all out.. cos was so tired and hungry.. searching for a place to sit down and eat.. so tiring.. yes.. im so tired today..

....hm.. ytd.. went out with sam.. late at night.. watched movie international... ha. .then met someone i know over there.. so funny.. hm.. then.. yeah.. slpt so late.. had ard 3hrs of slp.. then today morning shift.. so glad today morning.. ha. finally.. sat got morning shift.. hm...

..oh well.. me gonna go rest now i guess.. ..... tired.. dunno wanna think no more.. ..

mata...























- I thought they understand why i feel so excited.. and.. thought.. they could've at least share with me this...... -

Another Filming

so sleepy and tired.. ha..

hm.. dunno where to start off.. so lazy.. XD

hm.. early morning wakey.. helped my fren do filming.. then.. went out.. then took neo-prints.. hahaha. hm.. saw the celebrity.. Jeff wong. he's so much better looking in person. very2 nice anf funny guy! charming.

hm... oh.. then went out. .so funny.. my fren's cousin.. hm.... she's.. ok la.. nice person.. can say she's the only person i know who's very chinese like.. dun wanna say lian.. but i dunno how to use the word.. hm.. well, lets just say she got alot of 'bros' in gangs.. and.. well, very 'chinese'.. hm.. but in any case, she's still a very nice person. just my first time to get 'close' to a very 'chinese' person like her.. haha. .she say.. the way i speak chinese, got english base!! XD lol. so weird. .ha. is it?? hm.. dunno la.. the way i speak, seems to've 'amazed' alot of ppl. -_-

ha.. so funny.. from ham's blog, me found out that whenshe received her first lappy, she quickly go to msn, and wedcam everyone!! XD! omg.. testing out webcam eh?.. hahaha. hm.. must be so interesting.. me so gonna ask her about it..

hm... spend alot of money for this month too.. ...tch.. oh well....

hm.. so tired.. really2 glad me next 2 days morning shifts..

hm... well then.. me supposed i should get going now.. tired....

mata ne.

Time To Relax

wow.... really 5 tired from past few days of wok.. serious.. today i off.. slept all the way till 1pm.. soooo tired still.. after that, straight away online.. check out my mails.. go online window shopping for abit.. ha. wow.. i can really2 spend up to a few hours sitting in n front of the comp man.. :P

today.. not bad.. finally got the time to relax after working hard..

hm.. afternoon.. gotta offline.. cos meeting sam.
first time watching movie at the newly opened illuma. not bad.. like the sound system. its clear. think its clearer than the one at ps. then.... haha... we played the ice-cream catcher.. yes.. those kind of putting in the coins, and catching items.. :P he really caught it. :P hahaha... cool.. :) on the 3rd attempt. :)

oh.. so funny.. his dream.. 'cinnamoroll2, cinnamoroll dance!!' ^^! soo funny and cute!!! hahaha. can really imagine.. all the cinnamorolls dancing ard.. singing this song.. :P so funny! super kawai!! haha. :)

hm.. tired now even still... ytd.. was on to something.. so.. slept late.. tmr.. need to wakey early help my fren's filming.. so.. hope to turn in early.. ..hm.. hopefully...

kk, me need to check out something before offline.
gotta rush. :P

hm.. really nice to take break for 2 days... really needed that..

mata!!

Webcam...Interesting..

hahaha... so funny.. yes.. thats BumbleMe!! XD!
so funny sia.. when took this pic.. XD! :P hehe..

ah.. sleepy.. haha.. tmr so gonna wakey late if possible..

ok.. lets see... hm.. so.. thurs.. ha. me don need to plan! my fren ask me go shop2 after filming ends. :) so.. yup. happy. ha.

hmm........ ..was thinking lots about the photo shoot today.. ..seems to've come to a decision..
but then.. still wondering for abit. ...
perhaps.. ..by this sa or sunday.. i'll have to call then up..
haiyo.. troublesome ne...

hm.. today shop was so quiet.. nonetheless, sales was alrite.. was chatting with chan lu.. a new staff. we chatted alot. he's kinda happy to become a fulltimer for next month. ha. he got his pr already. congrats chan lu! :)

ha.. he was asxking me lots of questions.. XD what drinks i like.. i like fastfood anot.. do i go club?.. weird but amusing.. haha. then when our bus came, hahaha... i purposely missed it.. XD so he go on ahead on board. me lazy to run after bus with him anyway.. so rather take another bus to sit alone. lol. :P

hm.. we're trying to play tech decks. XD difficult.. haha. he bought one. then we watch youtube.. but still,... haha.... failed! XP hard la.. need to practice.. but, its really fun to just anyhow flip the finger skateboard anyway. :)

hm.......... .... nose... still the same.. me not well yet.. on the road to recovery already..

ha.. chan was laughing at me! XD cos i ask alot about webcam.. XP so funny.. me din know that u can 'call' the other party and let them see your face even if u don have any webcam. then can hear voice as well.. wahaha.. and its free. XD ah.. sooo interesting!! haha. then just now.. i was having a hard time deciding whether should i head out to watsons and get chocos anot.. then he laugh at me again.. haiyo.. -_-

hm.. that day,.. at work. .this customer,.. that time me and zhul served him.. the uncle i mentioned once here.. about him aying will come back.. and we done a good job.. and yes.. he's back.. he say hi to me.. i say hi back.. he say.. remember him?.. always sees me being so cheerful.. its good that im always so cheerful... hm.. thx uncle.. but.. hm.. makes me wonder... .. do i always give ppl that kind of vibe?.. all i did was to say hi back to him.. ..hmm... im wondering.. did i say hi to him
very in a cheery kind of way?.. hm.. have?.. cant remember.. all i remember was thinking.. is that so? all i did was to say hi..like.. casually.. hm.. ohw ell. glad that uncle's happy anyway. :)

hm.. next month... may.. my total hours is 265hrs. or more. hm........ crazy eh?.. ha. long story man.. ..long story.. ..

haiz.. hope i can survived.. ..

jaa, mata ne.

Free For The Week!

...sigh..... oh well... dunno why... ...doesnt feel right today... like... ..hm. .as though something is missing.. ..a feeling? or what. ..nah.. i guess its about my book.. ..its like im missing out on alot of my time.. ..

this morning, had a nightmare. freaky. could it be due to me wearing the eye mask?..
theres this time where i wore a eye mask to slp, and keep having nightmares. my dad tried it, and get the same results. ha. but nah!! highly unlikely this time..
cos me wore that eye mask for a few times already mah.. until now then happen. hm.. as i was saying.., the nightmare.. happen ard my working place.. the most freaky part is where im trying to hide from the killer, and i was breathing mad.. catching my breath.. trying so hard not to let him hear me.. whoa.. thats so intense. it felt so real. thats why i say freaky.
hm.. hope tonight will get a better slp..

today.. finally im feeling better.. though throat is so dry.. and still sniffing like mad.. sigh.. this week.. aint good man.. ..see how...

hm.. thursday... ...gonna help my fren with filming again..
its ktv this time.. but dunno i'll be doing what this time. i hope her frens are there. so i wont be alone. but.. not sure yet. who's going or not. hm.. well.. wont be having any plans except for that appointment.. ..so... hm.. will be bored if it ends early.. ..so.. well.. its my off day u know.. ..hmm. was thinking of going somewhere... ...maybe.... oh yeah.. theres a movie i wanna catch.. ..but dunno ar.... should i watch?...
hmmm........... *thinking.. nonetheless, i'll plan something for myself. wonder if my fren's gonna be free after the shoot.. i hope so. if not, i can always plan something else ne.

ha.. ytd.. was so excited and happy when i bought the mc cinnamoroll

happy meal toy. XD so funny.. was so excited and jumping up and down.. XD ham saw it. hahaha...yeah.. i can be so happy over a little small and simple thing..ha. sam bought one for me too. so funny.. the was he described what happen when he's having his order taken. but yeah.. really sweet of him to do that.. simple action.. shows that i matters..

..ahem... anyway, i was making my way to kinokuniya..and end up.. lost for abit. head towards the wrong direction. -_- oh dear... hard to belive eh?.. me too... but found it nonetheless. haha.:P

oh.... me din know at all.. my ex-partimer,
actually asked zuan if i have any boyfren. -_- was talking with zuan today at work.. when he sudden mentions that..
i was like.. huh? never tell me..
but im glad he didnt. if he did, hm.. i guess will be kinda awkward working together eh?

theres alot of nice movies coming out in may i think.. theres one im looking really forward to... ^^ hee. so cant wait to watch it.
.....finally... a sat morning shift.. gosh.. finally got it again.. after so long.. i wonder whats this weekend's plan.. tch.... actually this week is perfect if i wanna have my photos taken.. but.. i dunno.. i need afew more days to think.. today's monday.. hm... im supposed to give them an answer by this week.. ..what should i do.. ..

yeah.. finally.. today i got my morning shift.. this week i'll be very2 free. :) plenty of time on my hands. ha. so... ....hm... ....sat.. oh im sooo not gonna let it go just like that!!! *fierce serious look im sooooo gonna enjoy my time outta my workplace, and at home!! im sooo gonna do that! even if that means spening lots of money. ...speaking of that.. ahem.. ....err.. yeah. .guess.. .. this month..would kinda be like last month... lesser money saved... but seriously.. after working so mad and hard for last week, oh gosh.. all i want is to enjoy heading out. today i did. but for a little bit of time only. abit tired. ha. hm....... .....

..tch... not good ar.. spend money like this... ..but i dunno.. i wanna relax for abit.. ..ami abit too tensed up cos of work?.. or something else too perhaps. butg.. yeah.. whatever it is,... ...this week.. im so gonna rest well.. tmr.. full again..argh.. what to do.. after tues then can relax.. wed.. dunno.. will be meeting sam.. but dunno he wanna go out anot.. if not.. then just rest bah.. thurs... film..enjoy outside world abit.. fri... maybe can pick him up.. sat.. totally gonna enjoy outside's freedom on a bloody SAT!!! then.. well.. i guess that ends it..for now perhaps?

hm.. bored now. .sleepy abit.. think wanna slp early bah.. tmr.. long day ahead.. hopefully can slp early.. still got my book mah.. ..

hm...... ...........tch.. 9 already...

.......k.. ..i guess...... i'd better keep my mind on something else. hm.. i wonder who's on msn now.. argh... lazy to go there.. XD but since so bored.. hm.. well, go for it ne?

ok then.

mata.

Worries...

hmm....... ....was worried....... ...i must admit.. .. this kind of matter,.. i do worry and care alot.. sigh.... .. ...........

... i cant confirm anything much for now..gotta wait until ard a week more.. ..
i hope.. things are simple.. ...

hm.. ..oh.. so... friday.... .....morning i woke up... feeling so sick.. wakey extra early.. arrive at work extra2 early too... fri and sat(yesterday), was the worst sick weekends yet for me. i was down with a cold.. a very5 bad cold.. i cant explain how bad it was.. but.. im suffering man.. lots. cos zuan is off, and im on 2 fullshifts, with a new staff.
today finally got better abit. but still.. so.. yeah. now my throat's turn to get affected.. argh..

hope me get well soon ne.

tmr.. finally!!! my turn to have morning shift!!! omg.. looking forward to it! hm. .what to do tmr eh?... .. first..
work.. then.. after work, head down to town and collect my book. hm.... so.. ..oh well... haha.

hm.. then whats next.. ...not much of nice movies ard.. ... hm.. feeling so weak now.. .. cant think..

hm........ ..sigh... feel sad.. to see the blackish scar left behind by my own bite.. ..ha. baka ne. ..will never forget that day bah.. almost all becos of work.. then so upset.

..sigh.. i dunno why. feel so heavy hearted now.. ..ytd.. din slpt well.. ate too full.. plus feeling hot.. i hope tonight i can rest well.. plus tmr too...

this blog is kinda short huh.. .... ..sigh... what to do.. abit not in the mood now.. ... feeling abit sad.. i need to keep worries out of bay.. ..

mata.

COMING SOON ( My Version XD! )

omg..... XD! now look at that.. so scary dude! hahaha.. was taking pics with ham.. then thought of taking a scary pic since this frame got the words 'cmoming soon'. reminded me of that thai horor movie. hahaha.. so i took... wah.. like a vengeful female ghost sia.. XD actually theres another even more freaky one..
but i deleted it already.. that one really scary.. XD haha. even ham also say so!

ah... me enjoying me new frenster blog page.. ^^ cos.. cos put photo albums and add some stuffs into it.. hehe. so much better than blogspot now.

me falling sick.. huu... got runny nose.. throat dry.. :( huu.... i hope tmr will be better....hopefully..

hm. .tmr.. alot of things to do...
then working with a new staff somemore... haiz.. what to do. .slowly do bah...

ahh... read this in yahoo's mail.. found out that my birthday...., actually its the solar eclipse
day!! haha. and dunno will come true anot.. my birthday, tsunami? -_-
ha.. nah.. don really think tsunami's really befall on my b'day. :P but eclipse huh.. hm.. 8.30am to 9.30am.. me so gonna wakey and watch it!! my birthday after all mah.. heh.

ahh... found my book.. hehe... monday so gonna go collect it. :)

hm.. work was fine... ... then.. at the end of the day,.. was looking through the net with ham.. looking at blogspot clothes.. and blah3... dunno why.. me not interested to find other ppl's blog and read.. only my frens then me read. but.. only 2 frens blog. haha. :P so... yup.

huu.. tmr... so dread it.. -_- gonna spend 10 hours with a staff me meet first time. i so wish my lady boss will come!! hm.. hopefully the new staff will be easy to work with.. ..then.. will come another new staff.. from tanglin mall. cos no ppl, so transferred here for time being bah.

hm.. kk, gotta go. really not feeling well.. nose aint good either.. argh.. feel so sick now.. hope can sleep early later..

tmr no blog bah.. ..

mata ne! :)

Searching For Books!

hahaha.... took this pic when izuan is talking to solleh!! :P hehe. so funny sia.. his expressions. even he lol too.. :P solleh say he wanna see them this sunday. ha.

hmm… really2.. dunno how i got another cut again. small one.. on my middle finger.. -_- sad sia.. everytime like that.. sigh.. was scratching it.. cos feel itchy.. then realised its a cut.. -_- eew… oh well.. at leasxt not that bad as that fan cut..

anyway, today sleepy and tiring as usual.. leg super sore this morning.. so glad today’s fullshift finally over. phew.. tmr.. can wakey late..

was searching though the web today.. hmm… wanna get this book.. see,ms like the only place to get it is through the website.. but… well.. see how. got 2 books i wanna get.. hm.. perhaps.. next monday if i finish work early, i’ll be heading to town. 2 big bookshops there for me to check it out.
oh yes…. *eyes sparkled.. XD i dun really want anything pressy from anyone.. but this time,… hehehe… besides one thing which im hoping someone can give me one day,..(that, im not gonna say anything.).. theres one more thing… -_-… hehehe… i found it in borders. theres 2 types.. but.. well, of course i’ll get the cheaper one. hehe. i’ll be so happy if someone or my family can get me that.. but its impossible i know. everything i wanted, i pay every cent with my hard earn money.
ppl claim they bought everything they wanted with their own money, but of course. their parents were the ones who put money into their banks in the first place. isnt it? so whenever my frens claim to be like that, i’ll just kinda like ignore it. lazy to talk much to these ppl. XD evil huh. gosh. but i don mean they’re bad ok. alrite back to topic.. then.. thats why i was thinking.. if really2 cant find the book i’d wanted, then i’ll get from borders. see how huh.

hm.. today saw the newspaper.. ard town there, theres jap course
available..
but… dunno come with a cert anot..

hm.. i dunno.. ..shall see how…
syah…. sigh….. what to do.. again and again… cant make it.. thus a new partmer will be taking over.. gosh.. first time work with a new staff, and its fullshift.. -_- wonder if theres anything to talk about anot.. hope have enough chemistry bah..
sat… not sure who’s taking over yet.. hm.. argh…. trouble3! hate this job!!

lol… zuan ar.. really can become a photographer u know.. we’re taking pics out of boredom.. then we’re wearing this wii gloves.. XD! and pose2.. haha. he suggested it first! then i was posing too.. had wanted to laugh.. then he’s like.. no.. act like a boxer.. musnt laugh.. no smiles.. XD wow.. he’s good ya know? hehe. then he ask me to pose like this.. like that.. haha. wow.. like a pro man. cool. me like taking pics like that.

hahaha…. yes.. above.. thats one of the pic.. after he took it, i was like.. wah.. so fierce looking..like a real boxer sia.. XD hehe. anyway, its fun. really had nice time posing today with him. XD
…hm…. … ….. sigh.. i hope some matters can be settle asap. k, after blogging and stuffs, me gonna check out books again in web.

me cant wait for fri to arrive as usual!!

Mata!

- somehow.. from the first day they stick together,.. she already knew that they’re gonna last until the end..

…..and the end is……… -

Hate The Job

oh ya! forgot to mention.. haha. in jp went to the arcade. hahaha. .so fun the basketball.. cos its a short machine. :P then got tickets.. and exchange for aa little pull back doggie. hahaha.:P

oh.. im gonna start doing my 'stuff' soon. yes.. again.. haha. so fast right.

hm..... ..wonder this sat how. ... that time sammy finish course so late.. dunno why.. ..guess he got some tips eh?.. ..just what he wanted.. ..me glad.. .. sigh. weekend been so.. ...tch.. hm.. ..uncolourful.
nothing much to do..except work..

oh.. me worried about my pet wabby... hmm.... tch.. i hope she's ok... .. *muakz her!!

aww...... the movie.. fast and furious 4.. sooo touching!! the main character is sooo devoted! like.. aw.. so sweet and so touching..for a guy like him.. huu...
so sad sia.. after so many years together,.. she died for him.. if only he didnt left her... ..for her safety sake. really2 touching part man... its nice to see a man like that. really

hmm............ ....my thumb.. ..even now still can see the reddish bruise that i've bitten.. ..keep reminding me of how i cried.and feel so upset that sat... ..
what a bad99 night huh.... .... sigh... ......... ..

was talking abit about long distance relationship(ldr) website thingy with zuan..
when he recalled his past ldr.. and for a moment there, his eyes went abit red..with tears rolling in his eyes..he.... ..still mad at that girl. after 7months.. ..sigh.. that girl ended up with a doc.. she's woking alongside the doc.. dunno whats her position.. forgot. then.. ..hm... yeah... h

PS/JP

HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!~~~ pain9!! huu.... :( since afternoon after movie.. like that already.. ouchie...

today.... been a long day man.. tired.. early aftnoon went out, for that model interview thingy.. so easy and fast. settle already. unlike what ham said.. like sos troublesome. ha.
then my fren meet me for movie.. then he went to meet his parents. whereas i go meet sammy.

was at ps with the whole model and movie thing.. then head to jp.. had dinner wsith sammy.. thai express.. ha. i talk so much.XP then.. we walk3..... then i saw this really2 cute notebook... but.. din buy in the end.. ha. almost wanted to.. :P hm.. then.. my head still hurting.. then.. ate yogurt ice-cream.. then find a seat.. and rest.. then rest abit on sammy's lap. ha. hm.. then head home. oh.. when i was waiting for sammy, wah.. i scream! cos sammy startled me from behind! XD hahaha... so funny.. me scream so loud. :P

...scary.... ..dreamt twice or more about work today.. with ross my boss in there too!! soooo stress!! gosh3.. my off day still gotta dream of working.. sigh... :( :(

seriously.. im thinking today.. im getting sick of this job.. ever since sunday.. im tired of the shifts.. of the schedule.. of the stuffs im being held responsible for..
..sigh...... :( stress.... ....stress... im so tired........

huu..~~:( but what to do.. need money.. ..tch..... ..sigh.. sometimes i wonder.. if its worth it to stay on there just for the sake of money..
..should i change job soon..?

...mata..

Modeling

ok.. so the moment ham broke off with her bf, another guy from frenster she known for one,2 months, wanna go stead with her. we're like.. hm.. ..weird.. -_- sounds like taking advantage ar.. but well, at least she seems much happier than that time now. :)

hm..ytd.. after breakfast at 11.30am, me never eat till 1am. haiz... ..so bad for health huh.. ..but.. really too upset to eat ar.. ..was upset about some stuff already.. then when i get that call from ross, totally crumbled. crying out so bitterly. sigh.. now.. when i wanna get a morning shift or ask for off... .. sigh.. i dunno.. .i always gotta think of what they're thinking.. i mean.. ..sigh.. tch.. im just so upset.. ..they're always like that.. ..never spare a thought for us.. maybe i should really quit huh. .... quit.. ..then..... ... i dunno. ... was thinking about taking this jap course thing...
but... hm.. now what.

cos... tmr... supposed to be going for interview at this modeling agency.. ..
the so-called cant really be trusted.. i dunno man.. ..whether i should try that out.. my fren say i should.. but.. .. haiz.
then.. this evening, i was waiting for sammy outside the washroom. then this guiy came outta his shop..and looking in my direction for abit. i thought he looking at something else.. after that... me and sammy went towards this shop.. he walked past us..then towards the washroom.
then.. sammy gotta go to the washroom again. then me go walk ard in this urs shoes shop. then head back to the same spot and wait for sammy again. then that guy came out. and ask me.. what.. they looking for freelance.. what.. new face needed.. something like that.. ask me wanna do partime job anot. then.. ask me to go to that agency next week. tmr cant.. cos he wont be there he say.. so.. i dunno... see how... cos next week my schedule will be packed too..

hm.. .. argh.. that matter don care..
not that important.. whats important is what happen last night and today.. ...hm.... sigh.... sam cried so hard... :( makes me soooo super upset too... ..me so badc huhb.. ..such a bad person.. :(... he mention that i don understand him.. ..then i... ...sigh.... i thought i do.. ..but.. ..what now.. .. ...will do my best... ..sigh..

its been a very bad weekend.. ..
how i wish i can get my leave.. but if i ask again, ... sure they gonna say.. im not committed to my job.. cant work here and there.. ..
sigh... so misunderstanding.. i really4 dislike that..for ppl to misunderstood me.. :( thats why ytd i cried so hard.

...sigh........... ...tch.. really a bad3 week... .. make me feel so upset.. and no heart to work....

today.. basically went to sammy's house.. then walk ard at marina square... go look at lappys.. wow... so gonna have a nice time looking through them later. k.. think me gonna go clean up my room if i got the time later! cos tired now!!

..mata.....

Very Bad Day At Work :(

today really sucks to the core. i cant take this lying down cos i know i've work hard enough not to deserve that. u know i was crying soooo freaking badly in the shop? was so pissed off and upset. none of the staffs nor izan know what really make me upset. they thought becos im thinking boss is angry with me. but no. what he said to me is the reason why im hurt so much. a few lines from him pushes all the blames to me, and wipes away all my hard sweat of work done. ..sigh.. still very6 upset now... was crying so badly till i bit my thumb.. its swollen now. and reddish. and sdunno how i got a new small cut today. total cuts on my both hands now should be 5.

ytd.. was using some big plush toys to 'fight' with zuan..
yes.. softtoys fight.. it was fun.. and nonsense.. ha.

so funny.. a customer saw my fingers all wrap
up in plasters, and say im accident prone. the wife laugh at me too. saying. 'you're really accident prone'. cos when i pass her her toy, i make a signage stand fall down.

wow.. so shocked.. thought my frenster fren really gonna come down find me sia. lucky its just a joke. but my childhood fren really did. so.. yeah. go break with my c fren.

..weekends been getting so bad for me.. worse and worse.. ..last sat.. aint that good. this sat,.. ..sigh. izan's daughter bought a sweet for me and mimah.
..but that didnt cheer me up. for hours, my smile never resurfaced.

supposed to leave at 6pm today. but since not meetging sam cos he wanna get some 'tips', so.. yeah. pointless for me to go back early. so.. stay till closing today. ...really3 sucks..cos din expect my night to turn out like this.

just now i was crying bitterly.. ..but now.. though still upset,.. but.. at least can control my tears now. ..sat sucks....

hm.. im kinda in a rush.. o well.. next time then talk about 2 creepy coinbanks in our shop... .. for those who always read my blogs, they should know what kind of stuffs been happening in the shop..... ...

mata.. :( :(

Little Izuan

oh well... this is about today.. the 8 april..

like i'd said.. i'll be bringing my blogs over here.. from frenster. yes.. just finished over at frenster side.. then copy and paste it right here..

hmm..... ..next monday.. ..got this modeling dunno what nonsense.. ..
see how bah.. ..dunno whats gonna happen on monday..

hm.. .. next week.. ..like not much of any free time.. .. wed morning shift.. but gotta go warehouse to take stocks. soul ask me go.. so.. well, at least got a company bah.. ..hm... bosses complain about stocks not enough in shop..

..hm........ ..

..im thinking about something.. ..yes.. it isn't good if i say that.. .. hm... ....
im thinking about trust. .. sigh.. its like.. hard to explain.. but.. sometimes u cant help but to think about it.. .. ..well...... ... i dunno... ..anyway,.. im hoping monday i can get
big break or something. ..sam wont be meeting me.. so.. im thinking of whether to go for a movie anot.. ..hm.......... ... i duno man.. .. oh!! yeah.. i can settle some stuffs at ps.... ...then. hm... ..see how bah..

poor sammy.. gotta be so busy for so long.. ..so gonna miss him ne. as of me.. ..well.. ..gotta concentrate on my work then. gotta be focused. while he's busy away with his stuffs, i'll find things to busy myself with. ha. ..hm......

how can frens be more important than the one u love?.. .... ..if you're worthy of that person's love.. ..why doesnt that person cherish it?..
i don understand.. .. yes.. time flies.. we tend to forget little things that used to make us so happy.. sweet memories.. the care.. ..i love the fact that ppl who's in love, are able to say i love you to their love ones everyday. of course must say it from the bottom of the heart everytime..no matter how many times you've already done that.
i feel that its such a wonderful thing to love a person with all your heart and soul. ..hm... ..i hope my frens and those who fell out of love,.. will meet someone who can complete them..and love them so much more..
cos.. yeah.. ..trust me. thats a really2 wonderful thing to do in life. u don encounter that a couple of times in a lifetime u know? sometimes none if u don learn how to cherish.. ne?

ha.. so funny...!! lol.. was laughing with ham about this elephant soft toy ytd. cos it really looks like izuan!! XD!! soooo funny!! then when i told him earlier this aftnoon, i was laughing again... XD! look like him sia! both the big and the small. then i name the small ones, little izuan!! lol.. so many little izuan in my shop!!XD hahaha. anyway, yeah.. perhaps should take a pic that day, and post it.. so cute!! ^^ hee.

ah.. was playing with izan's daughter, and ham ytd.. a bucket frog game. haha.. kidna fun man!

hm.......... .....sigh..... ...... i think i need a nice cool shower later.. ..wanna chill for abit. .. ..... hmm.. ... sometimes thinking too much aint of a good thing at all. ..will try not to bah..

oh, btw i tried out a new 'thing' today. hm. .succeed. :) erm..... ...see how.. ... if i feel like its a right time, i'll say what it is here.

oh, tmr.. ha. gonna try out something new for my very first time too. ha... ;P

oh.. tmr.. no blog bah.. hm.. think a few nights cant blog.. .. sorry..

hm.. ..i feel weird now.. .. tch.. .. time is flying so fast.. .. and.. ..there doesnt seem to be any much time left to do anything. ... :(

jaa mata ne.

My First Try

ok...... ... so.. erm.. lets see... .. shall i intro myself?.. ..nah. anyway thats me on top. yup. hm.. right now im just testing this blog out.. cos its my first time here in blogspot. i love blogging so much. ha. been blogging in friendster for more than 2 years already. hm.. think there should be ard 600 posts there?.. anyway, im trying this out.. but doesnt mean im giving up on frenster side. ha. so.. basically SHOULD BE ABOUT THE SAME post as my blogs over in frenster. who knows.. ..perhaps certain things i do not wish to reveal here..or there.. so.. yup.

ok.. what im gonna do now.. like i'sd said.. im gonna try this blog out.. for my first blog here, im gonna copy the post from YESTERDAY's blog post in frenster, and paste it here.. so.. below, the post is from yesterday. 7 april night. kk, gonna give it ago.. if i got the time, night time i'll be back to type out my blog here. and in frenster too. ha. kk, here goes....
oh btw, everytime at the end of my blog i say.. 'MATA'. its meaning.. see ya. so.. yup. i'll definitely put that so ppl know thats a complete post. in case my post got prob, and cant show it full..or something. that happened before. and its so irritating! ha.
kk, here goes yesterday's blog....


Fulltime

..abit upset bah.. was talking with sam.. then like.. ..as if im talking alone.. halfway talking.. was thinking i should stop.. ..but me don wanna just cut it halfway.. as i wanna share it with him.. so.. me continue..but end it fast.. .. maybe he’s too tired?.. maybe..But i guess its the same with guys huh. like my fren said.. sometimes the girls do the talking, the guys didnt seem to react..as if never hear anything or not paying any attention a all. but yeah.. thats guys. what to do huh. ]

read from syah’s blog.. had a tiff with his gf. hm.. its like.. wow. .come to think of it.. 3 frens of mine.. relationships are on the rocks. eh…
nope. 2 destroyed, one on the rocks. kind of. … what happened to ham recently.. ..really make makes me think.. of how true one person can be..
..its scary when you’re sure you can be faithful.. but yet the other party already started to lose it… .. and when they wanna get it back, you’ve already move on.

..hm…. oh.. closing late today.. cos waiting for izan.. got problem closing ar.. …hm….. ….. then.. before we’re outta the shop, the delicfrance guys are like doing that stupid sound. -_- then one of them ask my fren for number. shoot.. so daring sia. my god. but me fren never gib. ha. clever.

luthfi dropped by yesterday!! omg!! din get to see him!! huu…. wasted..

today.. was so happy when ham say that theres someone looking for a fulltime vacancy. then.. omg.. turn out to be a strong build guy. who’s cracking his fingers.. so scary sia!! XD like he can beat anyone up at anytime. tmr he;s gonna head for interview at the main office. dunno if he’ll be getting it anot.. ..most likely will be.. but.. omg.. if put him in my shop,….-_- wonder if my bones gonna crack too… ..ha. nah. as long as they can get ppl before my partimers go back to school, it’ll be great.. but… ..wodner what kind of new person i’ll be working with… ..

hm… tired.. really need sleep.. this morning thought i woke up at 12pm! so scary.. my goodness.. hm…. oh.. saw monsoo the other day at the busstop..
where i usually take my bus to work. lol. so funny! really2 never expected him to go work from there!

hm.. k.. need to check out some other stuffs.. then off i go to shower land!

mata.