ok.. so the moment ham broke off with her bf, another guy from frenster she known for one,2 months, wanna go stead with her. we're like.. hm.. ..weird.. -_- sounds like taking advantage ar.. but well, at least she seems much happier than that time now. :)
hm..ytd.. after breakfast at 11.30am, me never eat till 1am. haiz... ..so bad for health huh.. ..but.. really too upset to eat ar.. ..was upset about some stuff already.. then when i get that call from ross, totally crumbled. crying out so bitterly. sigh.. now.. when i wanna get a morning shift or ask for off... .. sigh.. i dunno.. .i always gotta think of what they're thinking.. i mean.. ..sigh.. tch.. im just so upset.. ..they're always like that.. ..never spare a thought for us.. maybe i should really quit huh. .... quit.. ..then..... ... i dunno. ... was thinking about taking this jap course thing...
but... hm.. now what.
cos... tmr... supposed to be going for interview at this modeling agency.. ..
the so-called cant really be trusted.. i dunno man.. ..whether i should try that out.. my fren say i should.. but.. .. haiz.
then.. this evening, i was waiting for sammy outside the washroom. then this guiy came outta his shop..and looking in my direction for abit. i thought he looking at something else.. after that... me and sammy went towards this shop.. he walked past us..then towards the washroom.
then.. sammy gotta go to the washroom again. then me go walk ard in this urs shoes shop. then head back to the same spot and wait for sammy again. then that guy came out. and ask me.. what.. they looking for freelance.. what.. new face needed.. something like that.. ask me wanna do partime job anot. then.. ask me to go to that agency next week. tmr cant.. cos he wont be there he say.. so.. i dunno... see how... cos next week my schedule will be packed too..
hm.. .. argh.. that matter don care..
not that important.. whats important is what happen last night and today.. ...hm.... sigh.... sam cried so hard... :( makes me soooo super upset too... ..me so badc huhb.. ..such a bad person.. :(... he mention that i don understand him.. ..then i... ...sigh.... i thought i do.. ..but.. ..what now.. .. ...will do my best... ..sigh..
its been a very bad weekend.. ..
how i wish i can get my leave.. but if i ask again, ... sure they gonna say.. im not committed to my job.. cant work here and there.. ..
sigh... so misunderstanding.. i really4 dislike that..for ppl to misunderstood me.. :( thats why ytd i cried so hard.
...sigh........... ...tch.. really a bad3 week... .. make me feel so upset.. and no heart to work....
today.. basically went to sammy's house.. then walk ard at marina square... go look at lappys.. wow... so gonna have a nice time looking through them later. k.. think me gonna go clean up my room if i got the time later! cos tired now!!
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