happy birthday to me

omg im away for long again eh meep

so.. wats been happening. .i try to kkeep up and remeebr k

recently had celebrated my bday . as usual very casual normal one. and as usual bros pressy will arrived late probably from online again

fren asked me out for dinenr . at first she tot it was over as i;d posted pics of my ca ke. but its a ctually midnight when i posted it. so shes liek yea. wow we celebrated together.

anywya thanks to her bah at least my bday is a lil diff. go home also nothing to do =/
and thought sammy will msg me happy birthday again whihc he usually does every year. but he didmt. we msg a couple during the night ...yea though wish for a ..more memorable one bah.

but anywy.. like that bah. so weird. bday over just liek that.
my colleague gave me a cbuoquet of flowers. i ddint know flowers can actually make me happy haha. smells so swt and nice.. .so pretty.
and happy colours makes me smile at the sight of it. =)
 though im still not a flower kinda girl.. but... yea. i dont hate it .
im starting to like them ..more=)

so my instore cd was playing brono mars 'when i was your man'
when i was listening to the lyrics.. its. .literally written for ppl who didnt cherish who they were with . like how he regretted not spending time with her etc.. .and now a new guy is doing all those stuffs with her. and he regretted it.
i havem watch the mv yet .but yea..
then coincidentally my fren was telling me how her fren wanna get ba ck to his gf cos he's the one who pushes her away first. cos he's busy with duno work or stuffs. and didnt have much time for her .so when she bring sit up times and again, he say its best for her to u know. go. and ifnd osmeone better. like in a gd way not a nasty ask her to go wya. so yea. now hes askin gmy fren if she think he has a chance to get b ack with her.=.=

my fren say not la. anyway im like. yea should tell him listen to brono mars 'when i was your man' .XD
perfect song.

last night i felt so sick =( huu. my throat sore and iim sooo thirsty. my nose runny abit. hopefully by tmr i will be fine. but tonight still gotta work =/

feel so unwell..

jaa mata

will do my best to post next post soon as im on al. yay... thugh ... .rrly wishes i could go syd.. .sighs=/
shouldlve bought the tix when it was on offer. .
sighss.. .

=/ o well.
but heard its so cold there now.

kk jaa mata

hit it off

worked with soemone new today.
chinese. and yea... not trying to be racist.. but somehow the hcineses ive worked with..is much better with... yea...

a poty shes not from my store.

oh yea.. .ytd went to expo food fare and robinson sale. walk2 look2..
just didnt wanna stay at home.. =/

today so slpy cos slpt late

so yea hit it off well iwth her right away.. cos chinese mah and someitmes one look u can tell if they are nice anot..

and yea.. everything was fine till. i was so awkward when her cousin a guy, came in with his gf. and shes like oh he says you look young.
then she slike guesisng im 22.. and blah3...
and since shes also quite comfortable with em she todl me her cousin gf like so rude. shes not that pretyt. and when she say hi and bye she slike give a v black bochup face.

for me im shy with strangers unless those u know .. few that at first sight u new youl hit it off with them kind.. anwya.. yea even if shy. at least i don show that kind of face to my bf frens.
the most i smile answer abit and yea.. but i wont give black face.

so...
i duno ba.
she say before she met her today she did asked him if his gf is pretty. he relpied no. and since they are form diff schools. she asked if she got stolen frmo toher guys how. he say don care then he find other girls.

we're like... erm... ok... maybe he's jsut not into her at all.

well he's just a teenager after all

rememebr that time i posted abt this blac k guy who just releases  a book.. and he was so poor in the past and hes now on ellens show... blah3..

then recently i read a product producer'' ceo story. and he was like working sooo many hrs per week even he's rich niow he still works so many hrs(omg) anyway.
he was saying education adn teacher wont teach u something2. its experience.

he quitted his stable high pay job. and worked out his own company. from a 5000 credit card loan and heaps of NOS from companies.. and working form a bbasement... he...is sososo rich and successful now. its a health product

anyway.

from slping on a matttress with his parents in a room.. to where he own his own huge house... the v movie exp type of looking room... yea

u can tell he rrly worked his ass off.

anywya... inspiring eh

kk... gotta go unwind myself abiit.. go youtube abit or somethng. ..

jaa mata ne

movie creepness

 ok. ok...  so. imma stop now ok.

i tried to snapchat couple of scences from insidices 3.

the horrofying clips .. but,... i tot it went through. .then it didnt... and my phone hanged.. and i need to restart it obviously.and,.. my wallpaper aint there anymore ..and.. .

its just wont send through its like... hanged

ok. coincidence eh.. ok. i keep telling myself that

i hurreid open my door up cos.. i don like this kind of... 'coincidence'

1 went through.. but i doubt i wanan try the rest.. =(((

anywya............

dang it thou

erm yea.

my colleague new fren.. came to our sotr erecently to purchase stuff.. .my col says her fren is crying cos.. her bf.. msg her wont be meeting her . even if she wanna tag along.. he will treta her as a dog tagging behin


OMG

for a muslim to syaa that???  wow bth me and colleague ..shocked.

i asked how long they bee ntogether she say few yrs bah

im like.. .. crap. she shld dumped him.
how can a man not respect a mown???!!!!

wat dog???


if u don wan her to tag along say so. dont desceibr her as dog!!

describe

and... sighs.. .=/ .feel so sad for her

 furhtermore.. her bf.. yea my fren sown me his puic. not handsome.

=.=

shes ok looking. but hte ugy is like crap. cmon... she don deserve him.

wth


 dog???


sighs..

kk. anyway still gonna continue watch my movie onlnie.. but yea the whole snap chat hting.. is too much of a coincidence.. .creepy

k.. itried again..and it didnt let me get rhough.. .wats wrong with snapchat?? or .. has it gotta do with my movei??

jaa
night

rude ppl from al ages

omg today had a weird bad dreaam.
was feeling rrly in my heaart .. sad and,... dunno what to do,

besides me theres other galsx too we got kidnapped or somehting..

and we  cant use phone omehow in drea i coul still use it whilst pretending to talk to my duno hwo...

and i was like hey im fine etc2... i knew the moment i stop, i will be serving hte men. os i keep tlaking... then i think i  alled myy best fren in dream? duno who she is.. i talk2... tehn whens theres chance i said. hinted gdbye or sumtin etc.. .and i was sobbing alrdy etc... and yea..

at hte end of call i cant tell her wher i am.. etc... just wish she could tell police...u know.. =/

so.. yea.. .and.. blah3.. .i woke up whne my alarm i sup.. i was so glad cos my dreams aint gd at all howle night

and yeya.

ppl att nex mall all so rude till i cn at take it no more i wen ttch' at some point.
stupid aunties.. etc

cos so croded.. but hey at least say ecuse me!!!

then when headin ghome my mum stopped and turn. she say this couple.. the girl bumpled into her hardly...so rude nvr say sorry... but my mus like. nvm. gd thingn when she bumped into her, she also bumped into my mumms mop pole. the pole hit her hand she says.

as i told ya guys before ... nowadas.. youngsters so rude as though they went into a babarian school

i was abit surprised when my m suddenlly stopped too.

cos i did a wtahat couple.

that girl and guy.. probably teenagers with heaps o makeups etc..

she wore a dress.(through my oneglance of her)
she was quite pretty with long hair ike korean or wat...
she was chatting loundly wit her bf in hand. like walking pretty fast...

even if she bumped into my my whislt rushing for god knows what... .she shoudlve apologize!

i dunoo.

i kst catn stand anyone ... anyone.. . to bully my family. (horoscope cancer spirit).. if sehs an auntie .. no education whatsoever.. i owuldve been.. ok... bear with it.. but her??? cmon nowadasy so many scchools... ..their students... ? .... .s**ks. manners downpoint.

fast motion i tot she looked pretty prettye... but maybe shes rrly ugly in upclose?
anyway.. eve if rrly pretyt.. that kind of action and heart... .pls. don.
u cant even compare to anyone else.

argh

haiz...

this human word now... =/

o well.. wat to do...

anyyway yea. irritaiting day...

many rued ppl..

huu

mata

eyes prob..night's a prob too

today.. night onwards kinda badlucky going with me.. =( so sad.. sigsh

and i totally missed out the fact that... im wearing lens for more than 15hrs =(((( my eyes red and irritated now =((

to tired and slpy to notice that bah. thanks to a meeting early mrg at duno where sentosa... somewhere near sg most exp hotel.
taxi driver say 2 tables two night stays is 10,000.
im like whoa... skali its near there. like a apartment. i duno. but its nice. and spacious. ..
not the hotel hor.
but yea its for a meeting. and yea. the so called office ... its there. =.=
wow.

anyway still a exp place bah.

and.. .yea. i keep thinking ok bear with 12hrs... wih the lens. but i miscalculated.. its more than 15=( i totally regretted that now=( sighs.. my eyes rrly bad = ( huu

theres just liek u know lil things that went wrong.

onwards

then omw back. this old man tap on my hand to indicate leg go of the pole cos he wanna pass.
bus not even stop yet.

liek the kind of no manner taps.

imm like ok. .liek what my mum todl e. sometimes old ppl like that its becos they had no education .
etc..
duno manners
so im pissed off. but i tell myself. .maybe he rrly.. u know no education watso ever in the old itmes...
maybe he's mute. maybe he's deaf?

so yea... but ..still alrdy sad.. still makes me more upset and frustrated =(

theres this black man on elllen show.

omg i cant believe i forgot his name=(

but he was saying how he was so poor.. homeless..and live in a car for 3 yrs.

lbut yet every mrg he wakes up and feel grateful to be alive and thankt his god for being alive 10mins every mrg.
then i duno wat happened... but he's rich enuff to be on elllens show.

and yea...

he wa ssaying... a man will not perish without education (he drop out of high school i think..he din complete it) .. but a man will perish without a dream.

im like. wow. blown over by that.

true thou

he reminded me of that guy in jurassic park.. that main lead character. .that guy trainer.
he also lived in van for like duno.. .2 yrs or how long ...3?

then he end up beocming famous. .

read this mag ha.. he was saying how he detest the celebrities trying to flirt and chitchat with his famous wife(when he's still not famous)... right in front of his eyes somemore.
anyway they are still together and hav a child now so yea dun worry haha.

but yea.

it all comes down to luck i guess... and nvr give up...and.. yea. u know. u nvr know whats gonna happen.

ppl say don do this do that etc.. .but end up.. u missed out some great paths

u knowo my sm... also due to her luck.. her pay is 4k. retail u know.

cos tat super store sales v v gd that time when not so many stores as of now..
she herself say yea she srrly lucky. but after that.. no pay raise liao.

shes says her bro graduated from uni also still lower pay than her.

anywayyyyyyyyyyy

yea. today im feeling down.

and..  i just dun understand why am i shedding tears over the same thing over again.

is this how one supposed to be treated this way?

i dun even know.

but yea...

so weird. how when i was looking through his photots and he msg..

may tmr be a happier day .
mata..

-wat am i even pining for...-

hiii long time no blog gomen ne

oh wow its been ages since i last blogged. cos.. u know. ... youtube and all... lazy to type hahaha. oopps.

anwyay... didnt hav much to talk abt i gues.s..

just wanan say hi everybody

and erm ... yea. just been so busy. recently went back at abt 2am again. rushing to end at 1am cos rm say its ok to leave earlier then changed of mind when senior rm wants to be tough' and say cannot leave earlier.
o well. watever.

recently went on online purchased. gosh shoudlnve.. .if i wanna go on my trip... but.. .see howba..

anwyay finally bought this brand of makeup brushes ive been wanting to try for the longest time!!
and today came my dress.. .soooo onice. wow. love it. though material wise. .i tot couldvebeen better.
nonetheless, it fits me, and its stunning .clubbing dress eprfect!

god knows when will i wear it haiz=.=

so difficult to wanna wear anything nice and dressup when ur partner is not in sg all the time.

made a mistake a work in mrg. .o wlel... =/ why oh why

mata

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