mm.. recently so stressed out aboiut the job thing.
gosh. wish i could stop myself from becoming so stess. or jsut stop thinking about it .
maybe my life has been too uptight i gues? i dunno
jsut. .lots of thigns missing ..i guess
mm.. also sunno what to blog ne. .
oh intro my fren to the dog whisperer show. she like it too haha.
this show is jus ttoo amazing . if only i ge to see his dog name daddy with him more often. a pity he's dead
anyway, gotta rest early ba. tired. os many stocks=( sighs
eevry day
so tirred at work everytday. also dunno what kind of sales job am i working.. so tiring.
haiz
mata
30 October 2013
29 October 2013
poor wound bite
i am still very slpy now. but apoligies for wrong spelligns or talking halfway through.. i dunno .u know i have no habit of reading my previous posts.
so yea. but i knew that i was dozing off.. tyoign half way and zzzzz
so.. hav a feelign i din blog throughout
anywy, its just my sm apologizing to me...
cos she raises her voice at me when its not my fault=/
and my poor thigh... swlooen big roung patch pink n red... itchy... and pain
today it continues.. but yea... appling a med from dad.. it does seems to be getting better.. though it says only to be used under medical spervision or somethign. i was like. .erm...ok... since dad insists.
but well if it can work, why not try it. though.. .yea.
but.. mrg just wokey.. going toilet. .then accidentally staterd scratching it cos i forgot =.= oh man
slpy
rested for an hour. .9-10
dunno why. maybe jus tnot enough rest. cos past few days been slpign for only 5hrs ish
u knwo that mopvie escape plan. its pretty good. cos of the two actors. i like them . mr stallone and arnold. though very old, but they are stil lfunny. especially mr arnold. his face alwasy so funny. hahahah. he's so suitbale for comdey
but yea. they are much better and interesting actors than other young actors.. like. .the so called' handsome' popular.. actors nowdasy. .==.= like whatever.
i dont care.
but i liek these two actors better.wat a agreat pair up =)
if not i wont watch .cos bro say its pretty good.
bro go slp liao. left me.. ow ell
still spitting out here n there.. throat stil ldry sometiems..
like no fluid at all in them =/
kk. .one mroe episode of cesar thenimma head to bed
mata
so yea. but i knew that i was dozing off.. tyoign half way and zzzzz
so.. hav a feelign i din blog throughout
anywy, its just my sm apologizing to me...
cos she raises her voice at me when its not my fault=/
and my poor thigh... swlooen big roung patch pink n red... itchy... and pain
today it continues.. but yea... appling a med from dad.. it does seems to be getting better.. though it says only to be used under medical spervision or somethign. i was like. .erm...ok... since dad insists.
but well if it can work, why not try it. though.. .yea.
but.. mrg just wokey.. going toilet. .then accidentally staterd scratching it cos i forgot =.= oh man
slpy
rested for an hour. .9-10
dunno why. maybe jus tnot enough rest. cos past few days been slpign for only 5hrs ish
u knwo that mopvie escape plan. its pretty good. cos of the two actors. i like them . mr stallone and arnold. though very old, but they are stil lfunny. especially mr arnold. his face alwasy so funny. hahahah. he's so suitbale for comdey
but yea. they are much better and interesting actors than other young actors.. like. .the so called' handsome' popular.. actors nowdasy. .==.= like whatever.
i dont care.
but i liek these two actors better.wat a agreat pair up =)
if not i wont watch .cos bro say its pretty good.
bro go slp liao. left me.. ow ell
still spitting out here n there.. throat stil ldry sometiems..
like no fluid at all in them =/
kk. .one mroe episode of cesar thenimma head to bed
mata
28 October 2013
extremely lack of slp these days.. gosh. unglamly knockout in bus=.= head banged into windows.. poles. .=.= uh huh .
jsut now nearly fall aslp whilst sitting on floor
gonna slp asap after this blog. guess samy slp liao
gosh. i understadn. .when oen person is too frustraed, will tend to snap at another person.
so yea. sm did so today. tat fulltiemer la. say i working. but im not. i say i don rememebr counting the cartons(as there may be missing ones) . so maybe its my parttimer. she raises her coive frustratedly saying i cant say like that! etx.. then i fight back a lil. ont fight. bt i aso need to raise voice alittle. say 'no! i mean....
i haven even finish my words, and she cut off liao
argh
then call apologise its not my fault cos i was actulaly on off. tat fultimer saw worng my roster=.=
sighs
o well. at elast she apologise ba. .but sad. kena shouted at for nothing=/
BUT. imagine its me working that day, the workign pattern has always been like that wat.
they're alwasy liek that .alot of times. somethign wrong bad happen, then say why like that ..etc... why nvr do this do that.. to precvent it. then teach earlier la!!! all the while nothign wrong, then when somethign happen, so much compalints come out must do this.. .why nvr do..etc
=.=
rrly hate it.
another one also. just recalled. some workshop thingy. its always been the sm or rgm who keep the product fo rcustomers beforehand. then when no one doeos that, ask why nvr keep aside for customer
=.=
canot teach earluer isit??
gosh
always .. hate it ar..follow the old pattern..by learnign ppl the way they do thigns. the suddenly no need liao.
somemre can say why nvr do this n that =.=
teach earlier baaaaaaaaaaaa
agrgh
..mm. .at first rrly wasnt sure abt the new job.. but after alking to the staff there, mm. .yea. not bad ne
'
okk main prob here.
omg
my thigh. whilst in bus, i wore jeans
suddenly lie normal bite. me itchy. skali througho the day, swollen, big lump. very very vcery big
not kidding.
abit warmtoo
mm.. so yeah.
gosh im almsot dozig off now
slpy liek hell. been slping for ard combined hours of 4?
cant htink. too slpy. eye shalfed cllsoe
too slpy forgot say my outfie=/
jaa mata ne =)
so yea gosh eye scloing here. kk. gtg
mata
jsut now nearly fall aslp whilst sitting on floor
gonna slp asap after this blog. guess samy slp liao
gosh. i understadn. .when oen person is too frustraed, will tend to snap at another person.
so yea. sm did so today. tat fulltiemer la. say i working. but im not. i say i don rememebr counting the cartons(as there may be missing ones) . so maybe its my parttimer. she raises her coive frustratedly saying i cant say like that! etx.. then i fight back a lil. ont fight. bt i aso need to raise voice alittle. say 'no! i mean....
i haven even finish my words, and she cut off liao
argh
then call apologise its not my fault cos i was actulaly on off. tat fultimer saw worng my roster=.=
sighs
o well. at elast she apologise ba. .but sad. kena shouted at for nothing=/
BUT. imagine its me working that day, the workign pattern has always been like that wat.
they're alwasy liek that .alot of times. somethign wrong bad happen, then say why like that ..etc... why nvr do this do that.. to precvent it. then teach earlier la!!! all the while nothign wrong, then when somethign happen, so much compalints come out must do this.. .why nvr do..etc
=.=
rrly hate it.
another one also. just recalled. some workshop thingy. its always been the sm or rgm who keep the product fo rcustomers beforehand. then when no one doeos that, ask why nvr keep aside for customer
=.=
canot teach earluer isit??
gosh
always .. hate it ar..follow the old pattern..by learnign ppl the way they do thigns. the suddenly no need liao.
somemre can say why nvr do this n that =.=
teach earlier baaaaaaaaaaaa
agrgh
..mm. .at first rrly wasnt sure abt the new job.. but after alking to the staff there, mm. .yea. not bad ne
'
okk main prob here.
omg
my thigh. whilst in bus, i wore jeans
suddenly lie normal bite. me itchy. skali througho the day, swollen, big lump. very very vcery big
not kidding.
abit warmtoo
mm.. so yeah.
gosh im almsot dozig off now
slpy liek hell. been slping for ard combined hours of 4?
cant htink. too slpy. eye shalfed cllsoe
too slpy forgot say my outfie=/
jaa mata ne =)
so yea gosh eye scloing here. kk. gtg
mata
27 October 2013
decision? =/
soo olspy jsut now whiislt watching dvd
not been having enough slp. not for tonight either haiz
so mch to do. but luckily vm lady nice enough. help alot. she say im lovely and also say im adorable haha
awww
so niec of her
rlry happy n glad to work weith ppl like them
they do thigns fast n nice.
yea
o well. too bad they're not in sg
voice much better. though abitttt weird. but yea. stil lcoughign though.sometimes can be badly
been feeling unsure about some stuffs lately.
gonna follow my heart?
oh yea. from now on, when it comes to my frens, yea .i think i'll feel more at ease now knowing its fine to take pics with even the opposite sextats what i learned
anyway. its fair isnit
mm.. my heart is saying join other company
yea
it feels right u know. ...its always so. .difficult to .. yea
mata. late liao.not enough slp again
so gratefl for sammy helpign me with the dl of songs. swt. so yea. yay got more new songs=) hehe. thx sammy daer
mata
not been having enough slp. not for tonight either haiz
so mch to do. but luckily vm lady nice enough. help alot. she say im lovely and also say im adorable haha
awww
so niec of her
rlry happy n glad to work weith ppl like them
they do thigns fast n nice.
yea
o well. too bad they're not in sg
voice much better. though abitttt weird. but yea. stil lcoughign though.sometimes can be badly
been feeling unsure about some stuffs lately.
gonna follow my heart?
oh yea. from now on, when it comes to my frens, yea .i think i'll feel more at ease now knowing its fine to take pics with even the opposite sextats what i learned
anyway. its fair isnit
mm.. my heart is saying join other company
yea
it feels right u know. ...its always so. .difficult to .. yea
mata. late liao.not enough slp again
so gratefl for sammy helpign me with the dl of songs. swt. so yea. yay got more new songs=) hehe. thx sammy daer
mata
26 October 2013
VM windows
jaga bee seaweed new flav . mm sooo good. yummy. need to buy more of those
so... ha. i knew it. sm dislike doing window vm too. she was helping with the vm ppl from aust.
and she ask me alot. and say she rrly hate doing it.
i don like either. but no choice. i have to do it.
she have no choice but to do it perfectly. cos the vm ppl is there. they seek perfection. which is no prob to me becos im used to doing it perfectly .(i do my best la)
so yea. can tell shes in a flustered mode abit.
o well. gdluck to her then
mmm.. i don feel gd=/
anyway, heard form my colleague, noe of the customer chatted with the vm lady. say why flew all the way here to help us with window? why not print the papaer, and let us do it .
hello???????? stupid csutomer i tel lu. u think its that bloody easy to hang even a simple poster????? gth.
i HATE it when ignorant ppl say stupid thing. oh so easy this job.. stnad there only.. do sales.. .blah4....... just gth bah. espeically those born with a golden spoon in their mouths. asking mummy to buy them diary 2014. alrdy grown up, go get a job will ya???
gosh... .cant stand them,!
anyway, yea. stupid words from them. its xmas, v important .so they nid to make sure window is proper installed. furthermore, its complicated k. got lights ne. xmas is one of hte most difficult windows ever in whole year
even the vm ppl say its difficult for her to do it inside the narrow window. she sya next window coming up wil linstall table into it. she say dunno how we gonna do it. what to do. i climb onto the table lor. what else.
gosh i shld get double the vm ppl pay. (jk)
hearing her say that, i felt proud of myself for doing my job well.
if the vm ppl can say difficult for her, yet i did it countless of times alrdy .
yea.
i shld give credit to myself even if no one realizes.
haiz.
so yea. kidna happy though. tht sm can have a go through experinence of what im going through everytime iim doing windows vm
it snot easy. its tiring and .. omg. can go crazy over the little details
haiz.
so yea.. today .. .im back at work. i feel sianz. i rrly... do think i cant stay here any longer. i need to leave ba. but to leave at xmas time.. oh man... rrly will kena scold. .haiz. wonder if i'll have the worst one month there before im gone. anyway.. .tues huh.. need to reply liao. .i feel so.. =/ uneasy
ha. i didnt know he's rrly tat pok with me typign alot huh. me had the fear of taliing too much. cos unsure u know. if some ppl will think . omg type so much. so many things ar. msg2 ..
so yea .
was afraid he'll think that way too . but yea. .its nice to hear him say he dont mind. thats a huge relieve. now can msg without that holding back le ba. sometiems will hold back form msging too much cos u know. scared i tlak too much .or he'll find my msg annoying . so mnany notifications. .u know that kind of fear? some ppl find it irritating. so tats why im scared he'll think that way too .scared he'll find me a nuisance.. so yea. . true. open communication is important indeed. there comes fear bcause i cherish him..alot
saw a guy carried his gf miu miu handbag today at escaltor. uh huh. u know how i feel about that. ha. oh man.. poor thign. how can the girl make him do that. or did the guy volunteer
mmm
=.=
haiz. 12 hours shift is coming =( ..gdluck to me
soemtiems.. the more ppl try to hide thigns, the more ppl wonder ..the more ppl .. wil lstart thinking. .perhaps ... dont understand that person well enough.. then when thigns starts to unfold itself,.. u found out thigns u nvr knew..shocker
whats the reason of ..covering it up.. etc.. only questions left in the adrk.. no answer. if only theres no questions at the beginning
mm... yea. the rgm i met. .so nice. so frenly towards the staffs. oh man.
rrly hope no chaos when i break the enws to them, =( dunno when shld i tell them. huuuu howwwwwwwww
mm.. seems liek i forgot something earlier on. .i wanted to blog. .mm..
oh well nvm ba
ha. i wanted to try correct dogs liek the way cesar did. so cool. i rrly wanna try. but currently no dog in sight fo rme T_T .my neighbour owns a cat. huu no dog
o well
my throat. .still hurts. .my voice. .slightly better.. yet still not souding much like me.. abit weird only. but stil lhurts.. thought i tasted blood in my mouth. checked my throat. .no blood though. .so yea.. .mm......... hoepfully tmr wil lget better. still coughign badly in middle of night though. at work todayt oo =/
o well
heh. happy . can msg him lots liao. no worries ^^
hm.. why i have a feelign rgm tmr wont do much with helping the vm n the lady. he'll get flustered easlily especially when aussie ppl ard from ho.
kk
oh btw so swt!! the vm lady say shes 31. she just got married this year .with her bf of 10 yrs. awww reminded eme of sabrina. the first rgm of sg. 10 yrs of staying together, they got marreid soon after she left sg . =) swt.
mata ne
so... ha. i knew it. sm dislike doing window vm too. she was helping with the vm ppl from aust.
and she ask me alot. and say she rrly hate doing it.
i don like either. but no choice. i have to do it.
she have no choice but to do it perfectly. cos the vm ppl is there. they seek perfection. which is no prob to me becos im used to doing it perfectly .(i do my best la)
so yea. can tell shes in a flustered mode abit.
o well. gdluck to her then
mmm.. i don feel gd=/
anyway, heard form my colleague, noe of the customer chatted with the vm lady. say why flew all the way here to help us with window? why not print the papaer, and let us do it .
hello???????? stupid csutomer i tel lu. u think its that bloody easy to hang even a simple poster????? gth.
i HATE it when ignorant ppl say stupid thing. oh so easy this job.. stnad there only.. do sales.. .blah4....... just gth bah. espeically those born with a golden spoon in their mouths. asking mummy to buy them diary 2014. alrdy grown up, go get a job will ya???
gosh... .cant stand them,!
anyway, yea. stupid words from them. its xmas, v important .so they nid to make sure window is proper installed. furthermore, its complicated k. got lights ne. xmas is one of hte most difficult windows ever in whole year
even the vm ppl say its difficult for her to do it inside the narrow window. she sya next window coming up wil linstall table into it. she say dunno how we gonna do it. what to do. i climb onto the table lor. what else.
gosh i shld get double the vm ppl pay. (jk)
hearing her say that, i felt proud of myself for doing my job well.
if the vm ppl can say difficult for her, yet i did it countless of times alrdy .
yea.
i shld give credit to myself even if no one realizes.
haiz.
so yea. kidna happy though. tht sm can have a go through experinence of what im going through everytime iim doing windows vm
it snot easy. its tiring and .. omg. can go crazy over the little details
haiz.
so yea.. today .. .im back at work. i feel sianz. i rrly... do think i cant stay here any longer. i need to leave ba. but to leave at xmas time.. oh man... rrly will kena scold. .haiz. wonder if i'll have the worst one month there before im gone. anyway.. .tues huh.. need to reply liao. .i feel so.. =/ uneasy
ha. i didnt know he's rrly tat pok with me typign alot huh. me had the fear of taliing too much. cos unsure u know. if some ppl will think . omg type so much. so many things ar. msg2 ..
so yea .
was afraid he'll think that way too . but yea. .its nice to hear him say he dont mind. thats a huge relieve. now can msg without that holding back le ba. sometiems will hold back form msging too much cos u know. scared i tlak too much .or he'll find my msg annoying . so mnany notifications. .u know that kind of fear? some ppl find it irritating. so tats why im scared he'll think that way too .scared he'll find me a nuisance.. so yea. . true. open communication is important indeed. there comes fear bcause i cherish him..alot
saw a guy carried his gf miu miu handbag today at escaltor. uh huh. u know how i feel about that. ha. oh man.. poor thign. how can the girl make him do that. or did the guy volunteer
mmm
=.=
haiz. 12 hours shift is coming =( ..gdluck to me
soemtiems.. the more ppl try to hide thigns, the more ppl wonder ..the more ppl .. wil lstart thinking. .perhaps ... dont understand that person well enough.. then when thigns starts to unfold itself,.. u found out thigns u nvr knew..shocker
whats the reason of ..covering it up.. etc.. only questions left in the adrk.. no answer. if only theres no questions at the beginning
mm... yea. the rgm i met. .so nice. so frenly towards the staffs. oh man.
rrly hope no chaos when i break the enws to them, =( dunno when shld i tell them. huuuu howwwwwwwww
mm.. seems liek i forgot something earlier on. .i wanted to blog. .mm..
oh well nvm ba
ha. i wanted to try correct dogs liek the way cesar did. so cool. i rrly wanna try. but currently no dog in sight fo rme T_T .my neighbour owns a cat. huu no dog
o well
my throat. .still hurts. .my voice. .slightly better.. yet still not souding much like me.. abit weird only. but stil lhurts.. thought i tasted blood in my mouth. checked my throat. .no blood though. .so yea.. .mm......... hoepfully tmr wil lget better. still coughign badly in middle of night though. at work todayt oo =/
o well
heh. happy . can msg him lots liao. no worries ^^
hm.. why i have a feelign rgm tmr wont do much with helping the vm n the lady. he'll get flustered easlily especially when aussie ppl ard from ho.
kk
oh btw so swt!! the vm lady say shes 31. she just got married this year .with her bf of 10 yrs. awww reminded eme of sabrina. the first rgm of sg. 10 yrs of staying together, they got marreid soon after she left sg . =) swt.
mata ne
25 October 2013
decision
its hard.. imnot sure what decision to make..=/ go for the new job?
what shld i say. oh boy tehy're gonna hate me for it .
what shld i say. oh boy tehy're gonna hate me for it .
rrly hate to couhg so badly whislt im slping or lying in bed trying to slp. i have to get up and spit, or just couldnt slp due to cough
rrly dislike the itchy throat part. especiall yin bus /train. omg. so paiseh to cough so badly =/
weird. why am i feeling light headed all of a sudden. mm.. hungry. but gotta slp soon
funny. if i didnt get to watch cesar millian show one day, its like.. not used to it. like somethings missing
addicted to the show alrdy huh ha
addicted to the show alrdy huh ha
sometimes.. u cant control how ppl treats cha.. wat to do.
o well..
time to slp it al laway
oh yea .one more. can u beluieve it
was supposed to attend the workshop ,then , due to checking the vm props for half an hr, rgm send us home without even apologizing
was supposed to attend the workshop ,then , due to checking the vm props for half an hr, rgm send us home without even apologizing
wth was that for= .= so rude. dunno ba. his mood so bad. wasted my time by waking up and heading there on my off day. argh
jaa mata
24 October 2013
one week passed
bad day =/
o well
anywya, wow. jsut realized its been a week since my high fever occured last wed night
my throat stil lsucks cman. coughing in middle of night. that explains why i'd only 3hrs plus of slp=.= totally .. gosh. wanna die liao. hoping i can rest earlytonight
u know those .. moments when u tlak too long cos using voice too much, then throat gets irritated n itchy , and u keep on coughing on sstop. gosh .that happen with customers. i wish i dont have to talk for the day=/
still coughing badly. i dunno when i'll recover though. sighs
i think my body temperature is still kinda warmer than usual.
scared cough till blood. touch wood.
owell
see how for next week ba
i feel like asking for timeout. i needd to rest for at least 3 days straight=(
..huu
poor body
=/ o well
thats lfie
part of life
and its so iritating to go in and out just to spit the germs out
so troublesome =/
sianz ne.
sick still must work. wow. rrly din expect one week passed just like that..whilst i wa scoughign nons top these days
..not gd huh
kk. notin to do liao
better hit the sack and yea..
shut down mybrian n
wish for a swt dream
mata
o well
anywya, wow. jsut realized its been a week since my high fever occured last wed night
my throat stil lsucks cman. coughing in middle of night. that explains why i'd only 3hrs plus of slp=.= totally .. gosh. wanna die liao. hoping i can rest earlytonight
u know those .. moments when u tlak too long cos using voice too much, then throat gets irritated n itchy , and u keep on coughing on sstop. gosh .that happen with customers. i wish i dont have to talk for the day=/
still coughing badly. i dunno when i'll recover though. sighs
i think my body temperature is still kinda warmer than usual.
scared cough till blood. touch wood.
owell
see how for next week ba
i feel like asking for timeout. i needd to rest for at least 3 days straight=(
..huu
poor body
=/ o well
thats lfie
part of life
and its so iritating to go in and out just to spit the germs out
so troublesome =/
sianz ne.
sick still must work. wow. rrly din expect one week passed just like that..whilst i wa scoughign nons top these days
..not gd huh
kk. notin to do liao
better hit the sack and yea..
shut down mybrian n
wish for a swt dream
mata
23 October 2013
voiceless
my poor throat.. voice almost all gone.
even if i do talk, within a few sentences, i'll cough nonstop badly cos its irriataing my throat.
the ellowish part of my throat ..grew more.
yea. bad sign. no wonder cough so bady. now im losing my voice .
its so irritating. wish i couldve get a mc off . just to rest. but too much ocming up for me to do tha tba/ sighs
tch very irritaitng.
one of the shift im working 8am-8pm somemore
vv v v ..... dunno what to say=/
o well
sighs
=/ tch..
sometimes the more i think abt this, the more i dunno why am i staying on here in this company.
and the incentive is so little.
sighs
anyway, rushing to bed to bed. late liao. not much slp for the next few days
mm.. what else
wanted to blog something... long ago. oh man.. .alwyas on the spot now , moment, i forget. i jsut cant recaleld. last night in bed i recalled. haiyooooooooooooooooooo
nvm bah argh=.=
anyway, hope the inflammation will heal on its on.
important aussie ocming soon. i cant be sick =/
mata
even if i do talk, within a few sentences, i'll cough nonstop badly cos its irriataing my throat.
the ellowish part of my throat ..grew more.
yea. bad sign. no wonder cough so bady. now im losing my voice .
its so irritating. wish i couldve get a mc off . just to rest. but too much ocming up for me to do tha tba/ sighs
tch very irritaitng.
one of the shift im working 8am-8pm somemore
vv v v ..... dunno what to say=/
o well
sighs
=/ tch..
sometimes the more i think abt this, the more i dunno why am i staying on here in this company.
and the incentive is so little.
sighs
anyway, rushing to bed to bed. late liao. not much slp for the next few days
mm.. what else
wanted to blog something... long ago. oh man.. .alwyas on the spot now , moment, i forget. i jsut cant recaleld. last night in bed i recalled. haiyooooooooooooooooooo
nvm bah argh=.=
anyway, hope the inflammation will heal on its on.
important aussie ocming soon. i cant be sick =/
mata
22 October 2013
understand dogs
oops gotta slp soon
quick blog
so .. voice changed. .almost gone huut-t coughign badly =/
been havig med toda. .so hoepfully by tmr will get better. not worsen again =/ huu
oh yea .the dog whsiperer again. lol. watched so much today.
im not a fan of bulldogs at all. but after watching him nad his dog daddy in action, i do like them much better now. i think they're so calm n sturdy... very nice.
cos ppl always hav misconception abt certain dogs.especially those fighting types.
but in fact, not all of them are liek that .all the same. but owners dunno how to treat them in a correct way.
and because humans dont understand dogs) , that causes many dogs to be put down.
=/ sad
oh man... .my throat. ..=/
sighs. .rrly hope to get better soon.
kk gonna slp
las tnight so shoick. raining heavily n me close eyes to bed
tonight no rain huu
haha..
oh yea. though it was a simple msg love icons, but reminded me of the pattern lovey ones sammy msg me when he was stil lin sg. ha. especially after he just send me to store and after he walked away, i'll received the lovey special msg. like u put it together into pattern or waords. or specialy worsd
i stil lhav the one he gave me using a-z every words is about me. i returned him the favour by msging him something too. forget wha tliao.. i wrote on a vook to figure out what to msg him specially. got one time he saw.he say awww. XD lol so paisehhhhhhhhhhhh
think its his name ne
anywya kk gtg.
kaa mata
quick blog
so .. voice changed. .almost gone huut-t coughign badly =/
been havig med toda. .so hoepfully by tmr will get better. not worsen again =/ huu
oh yea .the dog whsiperer again. lol. watched so much today.
im not a fan of bulldogs at all. but after watching him nad his dog daddy in action, i do like them much better now. i think they're so calm n sturdy... very nice.
cos ppl always hav misconception abt certain dogs.especially those fighting types.
but in fact, not all of them are liek that .all the same. but owners dunno how to treat them in a correct way.
and because humans dont understand dogs) , that causes many dogs to be put down.
=/ sad
oh man... .my throat. ..=/
sighs. .rrly hope to get better soon.
kk gonna slp
las tnight so shoick. raining heavily n me close eyes to bed
tonight no rain huu
haha..
oh yea. though it was a simple msg love icons, but reminded me of the pattern lovey ones sammy msg me when he was stil lin sg. ha. especially after he just send me to store and after he walked away, i'll received the lovey special msg. like u put it together into pattern or waords. or specialy worsd
i stil lhav the one he gave me using a-z every words is about me. i returned him the favour by msging him something too. forget wha tliao.. i wrote on a vook to figure out what to msg him specially. got one time he saw.he say awww. XD lol so paisehhhhhhhhhhhh
think its his name ne
anywya kk gtg.
kaa mata
21 October 2013
coughing stage
its so irritating how the korean singers voice.. they make it into so ..they modified it. .so fake. like .. so .. omg. it sliek im hearing a robot singing. why the sudden .cos bro is playing random mv, and yea. couple were the korean.
i dun get it. so irritating. all u niod to do is dance n makeup pretty, then u will become famous.
and talking about htat, the recent photo of 8 days magazine, the girls generation arrived in sg for performance. maybe no photo shop, or maybe its camera, but sorry to say this. they look fat .
ok not fat. more of. .meaty'? compared to the pics u see in their album etc, sg pic look different. like so real. get what i mean
and their faces plus expressions,... Omg........ sorry to say again. they look ugly =/
i was shocked. cos in pics or mv their makeup or pics usually thick n dramatic. then this one. .dunno bah. maybe they too tired=/=
and im not even exaggerating . they dont look pretty at all, not skinny at all. ( most of them not)
no wodner they're ask to keep in starving diet mode. =/
poor stars
anyway, that aside. sighs .throat got worse. inflammation i think .=/ huuuu
thats what happens when no see doctor. and still uses my voice so much
=/ o well
was looking forward to headin ghome n watch dog whisperer thogh haha. so exciting .so much to learn ^^ i like learning. today sm was having difficulty trying to apply loose powder with a brush. i taught her how to use it .i feel happy=) i like to teach
anwya, throat rrlyirritates me. so pain =/ cough3.. yet. .i stil lcant resist spicy food =/=
haiz. o well..
mm. gonan slp early eh.
gosh .slpt like what in bus.. .omg. paiseh ne
kk jaa mata. looking foward to tmr more of cesar show ;)
i dun get it. so irritating. all u niod to do is dance n makeup pretty, then u will become famous.
and talking about htat, the recent photo of 8 days magazine, the girls generation arrived in sg for performance. maybe no photo shop, or maybe its camera, but sorry to say this. they look fat .
ok not fat. more of. .meaty'? compared to the pics u see in their album etc, sg pic look different. like so real. get what i mean
and their faces plus expressions,... Omg........ sorry to say again. they look ugly =/
i was shocked. cos in pics or mv their makeup or pics usually thick n dramatic. then this one. .dunno bah. maybe they too tired=/=
and im not even exaggerating . they dont look pretty at all, not skinny at all. ( most of them not)
no wodner they're ask to keep in starving diet mode. =/
poor stars
anyway, that aside. sighs .throat got worse. inflammation i think .=/ huuuu
thats what happens when no see doctor. and still uses my voice so much
=/ o well
was looking forward to headin ghome n watch dog whisperer thogh haha. so exciting .so much to learn ^^ i like learning. today sm was having difficulty trying to apply loose powder with a brush. i taught her how to use it .i feel happy=) i like to teach
anwya, throat rrlyirritates me. so pain =/ cough3.. yet. .i stil lcant resist spicy food =/=
haiz. o well..
mm. gonan slp early eh.
gosh .slpt like what in bus.. .omg. paiseh ne
kk jaa mata. looking foward to tmr more of cesar show ;)
20 October 2013
dog whisperer / dogs! =)
throat still irritating.. dry. gosh. not totally well. .but yea. .headache gosh. hopefully tmr will get better. =/
taking so long. haiz
coughing here n there=/
ohyea. so glad sammy asked me to watch dog whisperer. i've heard abt him and think he's amazing when he was in sg. but i forgot abt his title.. and somehow.. i didnt bother to check up on him. din know he's got a whoel shows n books stuffs liek that.
wow i enojyed his videos. so cool
he's such a smart man. he knows dog. theres this otehr lady sooo super cool. known as the wolf woman. wow. so cool. i wish i could train a wolf. =)
oh man. why sg don have such job available!!? =.=
anyway, such nice jobs
din know he was homeless for 2 months living under the bridge before he came to us.
wow.
anyway,
couple of moments i feel so sad for the wolf and dogs.
like. .getting small space caged up and the eletric fence. omg. =( its terrible. he just sit there. cos cannot touch the fence. so cruel .
sighs
rlry heart breaking. but he's such a lovable half wolf n dog. he's more towards the dog side. jsut cant imagine anyway would put electric fence on him. though i understadn its to prevent him from getting intop the house n chewingetc
but yea... so pain.. huu..... =( liek a prison.
sighs
electric... =( still cant get over that fo rme=(
then this otehr part for a lab. lab isx one of the most love family dog like golden retriever. in fact, its popularity is taking over golden retriever.
that aside, main this is, the cameraman man suggested that dog whisperer to say its okay. eat the food. (long story)
then he edned up confused when he get 'hit' by the dog w(whisperer)
dog w. erm well his name is cesar. he also say it broke his heart to say its okay.
like. its a robot. liek u say ok go eat. its disrupting hte 'nature
of dog. if that makes sense.
when i see he hit the dog, omg. my heart break =(((
so sad fo rit. though tis not liek he's hitting it in buse mode. but its liek training mah.
no choice. but to hit him cos of that camera man words, oh that idiot. =.=
cameraman argh
so sad. kena hit for nothing. sighs.. rrly breaks my heart =(
and dunno ppl breed wolf n dog fo rwhat. though i admit. they are breautiful. wolves, dogs, both so gorgeougs. especially wolves. i think they're so cool, so freaking COOL. beautiful pack.
workign togetehr. i liek them alot too.
but in fact, i think if i hadnt watch this show. i wouldve love the idea of miz breed between these two.
liek so cool and nice. two perfeect nice fav breeds as one.
but yea. wolf is wolf. u cant keep mother nature in a cage.
its their instint to hunt and run in nature. but yea. still, i find them absolutely fasinating
=)
so gorgeous!!!!
those eyes. pierceful eyes.. gosh.
so cool
i wish i can do the same as tha wolf woman does. drag its collar, and stare a tits eyes. .growled at it. so cool
but u gotta be brave
and this cesar guy. his dog pack. wahhhh jealous neeeeeeee lol
envy bah
haha
so nice. such number 1 lead by example dog. liek so mature and nice. and that big daddy .. his dog. ha. wow. so swt. such swt dog. but sadly.... 15 yrs... (i hav a feelign he's dead now) but i dunno. maybe its resting still.
anyway, ... can imagien the sadness if he die.. if im cesar, ,..gosh... i dunno how or what to react... will buy coffin for him definitely.. proper burial.. but .. i bet my heart will break.. sighs. .what to do... no matter how loyal and swt a dog is, they will ahve to leave one day =(
long ago, i forgot at where. fb dunno where. i commented on something. dog post i think. why get n keep a dog if i know i'll go through such heartache of losing soemthing so important like a love one. family.then get dog again, and go through heartpain again. this person say something like. at least we give them the life they deserved. we tc and make them happy till they die. its liek we're saving their lives. even if u get another dog, it die, its liek u save' and made another dog so happy cos of a master liek u. it die well. instead of imagine being treated at the worng hands before they die. if that makes sense.
i was like.. yea.. true. then i stoipped thinkign that way liao
sadly, big georage. the world guiness record largest dog is dead. 8yrs onlt. sighs. =( sad news. he evevn got books i tihnk. the owner releasde books.
sigsh
reminded me of that big brown large huge dog at a bar near my hotel in syd. had wanted to take pic but sammy dont allowed=/
at the same time , me also hesitate abit bah.. cos dunno how its owner think i will feel bad if i din seek its permission. somemore god knows it hte dog liek to take pic even form afar. skali it can see' me taking pic (no flash la)
soyea. better safe than sorry. though i was so tempted to take pic from afar. but .. rlry dunno how the owner wil lreact.. adding on, sammy say dont. so yea i didnt =/
but hes on wheeled chair. old man i think. butyea. .rather not bah.
wonder if its still there. .he's the largest n amazing dog iveseen in person. with my eyes so far.
oh man. now i wish i could se eit again. ha.
twice or once i passed by with sammy. the other time i was alone.
they're liekthere often ba?
kk. gtg slp.
mm. shall catch up on the shows more. hehe .
this is nice .thanks to sammy
ps. onmg jsut saw the daddy dog passed away video!!! =((( so he's rrly dead indeed huuuuuuuuuuuuu... may he rest in peace =((
pitbull huh.. this pitbull name daddy definitely is one of the best pitbull ive learned about. dang those ppl who uses bulldogs pit bulls for fight!! area.. .etc. argh. sighs. o well.... =/
jaa mata ne
taking so long. haiz
coughing here n there=/
ohyea. so glad sammy asked me to watch dog whisperer. i've heard abt him and think he's amazing when he was in sg. but i forgot abt his title.. and somehow.. i didnt bother to check up on him. din know he's got a whoel shows n books stuffs liek that.
wow i enojyed his videos. so cool
he's such a smart man. he knows dog. theres this otehr lady sooo super cool. known as the wolf woman. wow. so cool. i wish i could train a wolf. =)
oh man. why sg don have such job available!!? =.=
anyway, such nice jobs
din know he was homeless for 2 months living under the bridge before he came to us.
wow.
anyway,
couple of moments i feel so sad for the wolf and dogs.
like. .getting small space caged up and the eletric fence. omg. =( its terrible. he just sit there. cos cannot touch the fence. so cruel .
sighs
rlry heart breaking. but he's such a lovable half wolf n dog. he's more towards the dog side. jsut cant imagine anyway would put electric fence on him. though i understadn its to prevent him from getting intop the house n chewingetc
but yea... so pain.. huu..... =( liek a prison.
sighs
electric... =( still cant get over that fo rme=(
then this otehr part for a lab. lab isx one of the most love family dog like golden retriever. in fact, its popularity is taking over golden retriever.
that aside, main this is, the cameraman man suggested that dog whisperer to say its okay. eat the food. (long story)
then he edned up confused when he get 'hit' by the dog w(whisperer)
dog w. erm well his name is cesar. he also say it broke his heart to say its okay.
like. its a robot. liek u say ok go eat. its disrupting hte 'nature
of dog. if that makes sense.
when i see he hit the dog, omg. my heart break =(((
so sad fo rit. though tis not liek he's hitting it in buse mode. but its liek training mah.
no choice. but to hit him cos of that camera man words, oh that idiot. =.=
cameraman argh
so sad. kena hit for nothing. sighs.. rrly breaks my heart =(
and dunno ppl breed wolf n dog fo rwhat. though i admit. they are breautiful. wolves, dogs, both so gorgeougs. especially wolves. i think they're so cool, so freaking COOL. beautiful pack.
workign togetehr. i liek them alot too.
but in fact, i think if i hadnt watch this show. i wouldve love the idea of miz breed between these two.
liek so cool and nice. two perfeect nice fav breeds as one.
but yea. wolf is wolf. u cant keep mother nature in a cage.
its their instint to hunt and run in nature. but yea. still, i find them absolutely fasinating
=)
so gorgeous!!!!
those eyes. pierceful eyes.. gosh.
so cool
i wish i can do the same as tha wolf woman does. drag its collar, and stare a tits eyes. .growled at it. so cool
but u gotta be brave
and this cesar guy. his dog pack. wahhhh jealous neeeeeeee lol
envy bah
haha
so nice. such number 1 lead by example dog. liek so mature and nice. and that big daddy .. his dog. ha. wow. so swt. such swt dog. but sadly.... 15 yrs... (i hav a feelign he's dead now) but i dunno. maybe its resting still.
anyway, ... can imagien the sadness if he die.. if im cesar, ,..gosh... i dunno how or what to react... will buy coffin for him definitely.. proper burial.. but .. i bet my heart will break.. sighs. .what to do... no matter how loyal and swt a dog is, they will ahve to leave one day =(
long ago, i forgot at where. fb dunno where. i commented on something. dog post i think. why get n keep a dog if i know i'll go through such heartache of losing soemthing so important like a love one. family.then get dog again, and go through heartpain again. this person say something like. at least we give them the life they deserved. we tc and make them happy till they die. its liek we're saving their lives. even if u get another dog, it die, its liek u save' and made another dog so happy cos of a master liek u. it die well. instead of imagine being treated at the worng hands before they die. if that makes sense.
i was like.. yea.. true. then i stoipped thinkign that way liao
sadly, big georage. the world guiness record largest dog is dead. 8yrs onlt. sighs. =( sad news. he evevn got books i tihnk. the owner releasde books.
sigsh
reminded me of that big brown large huge dog at a bar near my hotel in syd. had wanted to take pic but sammy dont allowed=/
at the same time , me also hesitate abit bah.. cos dunno how its owner think i will feel bad if i din seek its permission. somemore god knows it hte dog liek to take pic even form afar. skali it can see' me taking pic (no flash la)
soyea. better safe than sorry. though i was so tempted to take pic from afar. but .. rlry dunno how the owner wil lreact.. adding on, sammy say dont. so yea i didnt =/
but hes on wheeled chair. old man i think. butyea. .rather not bah.
wonder if its still there. .he's the largest n amazing dog iveseen in person. with my eyes so far.
oh man. now i wish i could se eit again. ha.
twice or once i passed by with sammy. the other time i was alone.
they're liekthere often ba?
kk. gtg slp.
mm. shall catch up on the shows more. hehe .
this is nice .thanks to sammy
ps. onmg jsut saw the daddy dog passed away video!!! =((( so he's rrly dead indeed huuuuuuuuuuuuu... may he rest in peace =((
pitbull huh.. this pitbull name daddy definitely is one of the best pitbull ive learned about. dang those ppl who uses bulldogs pit bulls for fight!! area.. .etc. argh. sighs. o well.... =/
jaa mata ne
19 October 2013
onlookers
slpy liao.
glad im feeling better
wow. time flies today. which is a very good thing.
there were days when its extremely slow.. 15 mins passed, seems as though an hour passed alrdy. thought yay an hour is over. but skali only 15mins=.=
gosh. .those days...
gotta slp soon. so late
oh man. couldnt find dad's pressy. wouldve love to gib it to him by morning ya know/ o well. nvm ba. see tmr how.
was walking with my colleague today. my collaegue was pointing out to me this group of guys. chinese. one of them .asking me to check him out. not liek he's so great or waht. but just a casual check him outmy colleague say. then my colleague say actually she thought that guy was looking at him. towards our direction. but then he realized that guy was actually looking at me. see. told ya right. creepys when u din even know someone is looking at ya =.=
anyway, i was joking that. no la. maybe he saw my phone case with a broken mirror. thinking whats wrong with this girl ar. still wanna use a broken mirror XD then she lol.
weird la .thats one of the reason why i love to walk fast. dun like ppl look la
stomachache. kk. gtg.
toilet hten hurry to bed=.=
but sure online phone again.
kk mat!!
yay finally off tmr! =)
glad im feeling better
wow. time flies today. which is a very good thing.
there were days when its extremely slow.. 15 mins passed, seems as though an hour passed alrdy. thought yay an hour is over. but skali only 15mins=.=
gosh. .those days...
gotta slp soon. so late
oh man. couldnt find dad's pressy. wouldve love to gib it to him by morning ya know/ o well. nvm ba. see tmr how.
was walking with my colleague today. my collaegue was pointing out to me this group of guys. chinese. one of them .asking me to check him out. not liek he's so great or waht. but just a casual check him outmy colleague say. then my colleague say actually she thought that guy was looking at him. towards our direction. but then he realized that guy was actually looking at me. see. told ya right. creepys when u din even know someone is looking at ya =.=
anyway, i was joking that. no la. maybe he saw my phone case with a broken mirror. thinking whats wrong with this girl ar. still wanna use a broken mirror XD then she lol.
weird la .thats one of the reason why i love to walk fast. dun like ppl look la
stomachache. kk. gtg.
toilet hten hurry to bed=.=
but sure online phone again.
kk mat!!
yay finally off tmr! =)
18 October 2013
sick at work still
just ognna blog a quick oe then hit the sack
so weak.. not a good night slp yet again
so warm due to fever. thorat hurts.. gotta work.. now nose n throat... still got probs
stresses
sighs
argh
working on a sick day =/ sucks
imagine still need to go around chasing after customers to get sales. .etc.. worry about sales figure.. personal result. .etc
though no commisions
geez
gotta tahan bah
though fever is gone bah. but still left my body weak and sick
gotta slp soon.
tonight forgo the med, and head fo rthe relax drink thigny. i hope i'll hav a gd night slp this time
been like.. =/ half awake of sort.. mind tlaking...thinking... argh. .gosh so irritating!! keeps going on talking n thinking of dreams. .its rrly like half awake
tch.gettign late.
haiz..
kk.. jaa mata
so weak.. not a good night slp yet again
so warm due to fever. thorat hurts.. gotta work.. now nose n throat... still got probs
stresses
sighs
argh
working on a sick day =/ sucks
imagine still need to go around chasing after customers to get sales. .etc.. worry about sales figure.. personal result. .etc
though no commisions
geez
gotta tahan bah
though fever is gone bah. but still left my body weak and sick
gotta slp soon.
tonight forgo the med, and head fo rthe relax drink thigny. i hope i'll hav a gd night slp this time
been like.. =/ half awake of sort.. mind tlaking...thinking... argh. .gosh so irritating!! keeps going on talking n thinking of dreams. .its rrly like half awake
tch.gettign late.
haiz..
kk.. jaa mata
17 October 2013
feverish =/
theres good news n theres bad news..
wow .just as i was tlakinbg about it last night... today i actually received that compliment again!! yes. did u guess it? that came from a aussie rgm. and she was saying good thigns about me to her colleague. n called her boss for it. gosh. hang on .or is that iother angmoh her boss?? O.o omg.
i dunno. anyway, she was like saying her boss also ask her to recruit me fast. lol.
long story ba. anyway, its nothign but good thigns that she was saying. im happy. but i cant agreed right away. as i nee to know the details n stuffs.
mmm.. dunno ba see how ne
but after all, it is a piece of gd news. its niec when somebody say that she's been here in sg for so long, and been to same store alot of times. but nobody rememebrs her like i do. its the first. i feel so honoured.
but.. well. we shall see what will happen then.. perhaps shall contact her on sunday?
bad news. i was down with slight headache. throat hurts. then got worse. migrain. an hour before shinft ends, im totally collasping=/ i tahan till go home. reached home, knew somethign aint right .its always when rch home then realized fever is on. over 37 plu temp
then rest in bed abit.. turned to over 38 degrees.
i feel so hot and feverish. i should be taking mc. but... u know me. =/ ..sighs. yea. i decidede not to.
..o well
so yea. feeling terrible righ t now.
fever sucks. body aching... badly
when i touch my body, it hurts. .like skin..sensitive ba. dunno how to explain
i nid slp real soon i think. but tv.>T_T why tonight. .huu
faintish...
just ate panaldo. hopefully will get well soon by tmr. cant afford to be sick ya know
heh last night waited for sammy to slp. guess we fell aslp together ba
msging in bed is nice .
but i din slpt well
hot. and my mind keep working
thought of wanan drink relax drink tonight. but sick. so better not eh =/
dunno why my mind keep on workign on its on. i cant shut it down. irritating=/
today din hear abt his day. jsut agar2 can guess bah.
yea. .hope his assignments n sports wil ldo well eh
so hot my body. as in warm. not that sexy hot hot k.
more work to do soon
so i'd better get well by tmr. wish me luck
my bones rrly aching badly. especially legs=/
feeling very weak. but yea...
o well.
kk. wil lwatch finish then slp ba.
seems to be a nice comedy
mata
wow .just as i was tlakinbg about it last night... today i actually received that compliment again!! yes. did u guess it? that came from a aussie rgm. and she was saying good thigns about me to her colleague. n called her boss for it. gosh. hang on .or is that iother angmoh her boss?? O.o omg.
i dunno. anyway, she was like saying her boss also ask her to recruit me fast. lol.
long story ba. anyway, its nothign but good thigns that she was saying. im happy. but i cant agreed right away. as i nee to know the details n stuffs.
mmm.. dunno ba see how ne
but after all, it is a piece of gd news. its niec when somebody say that she's been here in sg for so long, and been to same store alot of times. but nobody rememebrs her like i do. its the first. i feel so honoured.
but.. well. we shall see what will happen then.. perhaps shall contact her on sunday?
bad news. i was down with slight headache. throat hurts. then got worse. migrain. an hour before shinft ends, im totally collasping=/ i tahan till go home. reached home, knew somethign aint right .its always when rch home then realized fever is on. over 37 plu temp
then rest in bed abit.. turned to over 38 degrees.
i feel so hot and feverish. i should be taking mc. but... u know me. =/ ..sighs. yea. i decidede not to.
..o well
so yea. feeling terrible righ t now.
fever sucks. body aching... badly
when i touch my body, it hurts. .like skin..sensitive ba. dunno how to explain
i nid slp real soon i think. but tv.>T_T why tonight. .huu
faintish...
just ate panaldo. hopefully will get well soon by tmr. cant afford to be sick ya know
heh last night waited for sammy to slp. guess we fell aslp together ba
msging in bed is nice .
but i din slpt well
hot. and my mind keep working
thought of wanan drink relax drink tonight. but sick. so better not eh =/
dunno why my mind keep on workign on its on. i cant shut it down. irritating=/
today din hear abt his day. jsut agar2 can guess bah.
yea. .hope his assignments n sports wil ldo well eh
so hot my body. as in warm. not that sexy hot hot k.
more work to do soon
so i'd better get well by tmr. wish me luck
my bones rrly aching badly. especially legs=/
feeling very weak. but yea...
o well.
kk. wil lwatch finish then slp ba.
seems to be a nice comedy
mata
16 October 2013
release them out
tired.. .as always
gosh. but dont wanna stay at home .online too much also sianz ne
mm.. .o well. same old off day. but ok bah.. jsut company mum walk2
at night just msg sammy.. uh huh. best part of day.
poor hting. cos of sunburnt..made him suffer=/ haiyo
mm.. am also concern abt if theres any problems he hav naturally. jsut wondering if he's fine at hoem or at school..
hopefully everythign is ok. even if hav slight problems, hoepfully its not that serious one.
feel bad to be the only one telling him my problems.
so yea.. rrly hope things will go smoothly for him.
sometimes im nt happy at home either. sometiems feels liek i need my freedom.
nothing too big a deal. but... yea. .just.. soemtimes when parents care too much abt u, may not be a gd thing.
o well.
anyway, life will not be smooth always.. but still.. hopefully obstacles can be overcome without much hassle..for most of it
yea.. o well
i wanna be there emtionally for him too
haiz
need rest liao. my work.. v tough
so gald he had a gd comment left by his colleague
hehe. =) thats a very good thing.
my previous rgm and sm from australia, did told my australia rgm how good i am. then when rgm form australia came to singapore, she complimented me. saying htat she heard gd thigns abt me.
after the aussies sm rgm gone, yea... u guess it.
o well
jaa mata
gosh. but dont wanna stay at home .online too much also sianz ne
mm.. .o well. same old off day. but ok bah.. jsut company mum walk2
at night just msg sammy.. uh huh. best part of day.
poor hting. cos of sunburnt..made him suffer=/ haiyo
mm.. am also concern abt if theres any problems he hav naturally. jsut wondering if he's fine at hoem or at school..
hopefully everythign is ok. even if hav slight problems, hoepfully its not that serious one.
feel bad to be the only one telling him my problems.
so yea.. rrly hope things will go smoothly for him.
sometimes im nt happy at home either. sometiems feels liek i need my freedom.
nothing too big a deal. but... yea. .just.. soemtimes when parents care too much abt u, may not be a gd thing.
o well.
anyway, life will not be smooth always.. but still.. hopefully obstacles can be overcome without much hassle..for most of it
yea.. o well
i wanna be there emtionally for him too
haiz
need rest liao. my work.. v tough
so gald he had a gd comment left by his colleague
hehe. =) thats a very good thing.
my previous rgm and sm from australia, did told my australia rgm how good i am. then when rgm form australia came to singapore, she complimented me. saying htat she heard gd thigns abt me.
after the aussies sm rgm gone, yea... u guess it.
o well
jaa mata
15 October 2013
busy and tired out
geez. been so busy and tired these few days .very crowded and busy
hehe. so nice. last night when i was left with one more stop, sammy msg me he also. then we reached our stop at the same time. my bus went off, and he' sright abt to start his car =) i like this kind of small concidences =) feels close . hehe.
nice ones eh
haha .read this news abt aussies say what racists la.. cos sg day in sydney they cant go in.. but in fact they made a fool out of themselves. hello? register first aites.
=.=
so paiseh ne.
ppl haven even say aussie racists to the world, ( though i heard alot of ppl say so), to think they declared out loud about others. omg. face palm. rrly ..baka ne=.=
anyway, still oh do tired. v v tired .slpy too.
but more of tired. so glad tmr can rest. gosh
mm.. my velvet cake candle smells so good=)
ahh.. love it
mm.. did something skipped my mind again =. =
...mm...
oh yea. my heart. dunno heart burned or what. twice. so pain. like sharp needle pains..poking at my heart=( i need to stop. and hand touched my hheart area for abit. yea. its that painful aites
dunno whats wrong. think i still exerienced the dizziness here n then. just a faint one. mm... maybe i not enough rest ne. i dunno
gosh slpy
gonna slp right after this
mm...
k ba. catn think alrdy
jaa mata
hehe. so nice. last night when i was left with one more stop, sammy msg me he also. then we reached our stop at the same time. my bus went off, and he' sright abt to start his car =) i like this kind of small concidences =) feels close . hehe.
nice ones eh
haha .read this news abt aussies say what racists la.. cos sg day in sydney they cant go in.. but in fact they made a fool out of themselves. hello? register first aites.
=.=
so paiseh ne.
ppl haven even say aussie racists to the world, ( though i heard alot of ppl say so), to think they declared out loud about others. omg. face palm. rrly ..baka ne=.=
anyway, still oh do tired. v v tired .slpy too.
but more of tired. so glad tmr can rest. gosh
mm.. my velvet cake candle smells so good=)
ahh.. love it
mm.. did something skipped my mind again =. =
...mm...
oh yea. my heart. dunno heart burned or what. twice. so pain. like sharp needle pains..poking at my heart=( i need to stop. and hand touched my hheart area for abit. yea. its that painful aites
dunno whats wrong. think i still exerienced the dizziness here n then. just a faint one. mm... maybe i not enough rest ne. i dunno
gosh slpy
gonna slp right after this
mm...
k ba. catn think alrdy
jaa mata
13 October 2013
end of day..=3
v v vslpy today. as usual. sat night closing cos os busy.. then this mrg wakey without adequate of rest, .. yea. rrly tough. tired n v slpy .v tired
at the end of day, though theres no sammy to pick me up.. but theres always him i can msg with. in a way i felt his presense. adn i look forward to msg. then tel him my day.. somehow, he's closer to me than ever.
still, iat elast i get to look forward to msging him my day.
though cant go out for dinner or shopping.. but yea. .we'll have our ways of doing things in long distance then
but nothing beats seeing him in person
sooo slpy. i hope i can slp early tonight. hair's about dry soon
so full though
today still.. at times i felt dizziness. but ive been eatin gne. maybe jsut too slpy ba
anywy its not a huge dizzy prob. so yea. probabl nid more rest eh
oh man. so difficult to wake up this morning. my bloster!! hugging tight. cant let go and htining of sammy too. so comfy. .jst wanna slp on. huuuu
o well...
work as usual busy. and crowded. . then taking sales.. i don liek to snatch ppl sales. so if ppl snatxhes mine, i feel rrly sad. but what to do. =/
so stressful.
no commision somemore k
mm..
still haven recall what i'd wanted to blog for so long ..what abt.. m..
o well
mata ne!
at the end of day, though theres no sammy to pick me up.. but theres always him i can msg with. in a way i felt his presense. adn i look forward to msg. then tel him my day.. somehow, he's closer to me than ever.
still, iat elast i get to look forward to msging him my day.
though cant go out for dinner or shopping.. but yea. .we'll have our ways of doing things in long distance then
but nothing beats seeing him in person
sooo slpy. i hope i can slp early tonight. hair's about dry soon
so full though
today still.. at times i felt dizziness. but ive been eatin gne. maybe jsut too slpy ba
anywy its not a huge dizzy prob. so yea. probabl nid more rest eh
oh man. so difficult to wake up this morning. my bloster!! hugging tight. cant let go and htining of sammy too. so comfy. .jst wanna slp on. huuuu
o well...
work as usual busy. and crowded. . then taking sales.. i don liek to snatch ppl sales. so if ppl snatxhes mine, i feel rrly sad. but what to do. =/
so stressful.
no commision somemore k
mm..
still haven recall what i'd wanted to blog for so long ..what abt.. m..
o well
mata ne!
12 October 2013
xmas prelude
haiz.. thinking about how much i like my work again.. =/
today v tired. colleagues too. cos its v v v busy. its like xmas time
yea.. the crowds.. the sales.. ppl all taking sales here n there. .its difficult.. .to get much sales..
so yea. .its still stressful ba.. hence the reason why im thiking of how much longer can i stand staying here.. or was it jsut becos its a busy store.. i dunno. its irritating me =/
tch
haiz...
sometimes i just duno what to do. whats the decision now.
was nice to slp early last night .msging sammy..even he also dozed off. ha. yea. .its nice to slp together'
tonight cant. hes too tired. he need to slp alrdy. but luckily still managed to msg him abit before he slp
happy for him. finally get to eat his favourite sg dishes= ) so nice. ha
so many nice food. wish i could go with him too. oh man.
but yea. .rrly glad he ate so much. hopefully that'll satisfied his sg food cravings for now.
if me sure will miss too.,
the chilli.. chicken.. old chang kee. .yum3....
haha
mm.. wonder if he'd tried the new one form old change kee though. chicken mushroom
but he'll still prefer the curry for sure ba
ha. what a special nice day if me sure enjoy lots ba
to eat al lnice food. omg .cant believe phua chu kang is there=.= .like. wow
so tired. tiny bit dizzy cant concentrate that much. its too .. .yea too crowded and all
walk ard the store non stop.
sometimts i wish i could just stand. but i cant . and u nvr know if big boss or rgm sudddenly stand outside the store n watch =/
so tired
k ba. better go rest liao
strange. .theres somethign ive been wanting to blog fo rso long. .cant rememebr now. .thought i'd recalled ytd.. o well
nvm
next time ba
mata
today v tired. colleagues too. cos its v v v busy. its like xmas time
yea.. the crowds.. the sales.. ppl all taking sales here n there. .its difficult.. .to get much sales..
so yea. .its still stressful ba.. hence the reason why im thiking of how much longer can i stand staying here.. or was it jsut becos its a busy store.. i dunno. its irritating me =/
tch
haiz...
sometimes i just duno what to do. whats the decision now.
was nice to slp early last night .msging sammy..even he also dozed off. ha. yea. .its nice to slp together'
tonight cant. hes too tired. he need to slp alrdy. but luckily still managed to msg him abit before he slp
happy for him. finally get to eat his favourite sg dishes= ) so nice. ha
so many nice food. wish i could go with him too. oh man.
but yea. .rrly glad he ate so much. hopefully that'll satisfied his sg food cravings for now.
if me sure will miss too.,
the chilli.. chicken.. old chang kee. .yum3....
haha
mm.. wonder if he'd tried the new one form old change kee though. chicken mushroom
but he'll still prefer the curry for sure ba
ha. what a special nice day if me sure enjoy lots ba
to eat al lnice food. omg .cant believe phua chu kang is there=.= .like. wow
so tired. tiny bit dizzy cant concentrate that much. its too .. .yea too crowded and all
walk ard the store non stop.
sometimts i wish i could just stand. but i cant . and u nvr know if big boss or rgm sudddenly stand outside the store n watch =/
so tired
k ba. better go rest liao
strange. .theres somethign ive been wanting to blog fo rso long. .cant rememebr now. .thought i'd recalled ytd.. o well
nvm
next time ba
mata
11 October 2013
be a lovey dovey couple
i was sooooo full. i felt sick and dizzy after dinner =(
perhaps body not used ot having so much food in one day huh. cos usually at work also didnt eat much whole day down.
stomach feels weird.. =/
i dont feel so well.
perhaps shld slp soon
terrible feeling
i feel sick to the stomach
aw.. thats ncie . so swt of sammy .able to msg him much today =)
he's free cos his plan cancelled. though frustrated for him that his team didnt inform ihim earlier. if not he couldve rest mroe =.=
anyway, what else
oh this x factor.theres this couple sooooo swt. everyone can tell haha. so affectionate. its like. awwwww u can tell they love each other alot. even when they perform.
the guy will keep hugging and kissing his gf cheeks. liek just keep holding her .she's kinda shy. so yea.. but still very cosy together. i guess thats the kind of relationship and bf almost every girl would want.
and that misses sammy more.
huu
lucky couple. hopefully they'll get mazrried soon. hehe
but yea. so swt. always together.. holding hands. .though hugs kisses n holding hands seems simple, yet, its the kind of affectionate feelings. .the love u are giving to ur partner.. mm.. haha. not sure how to say this. but yea.
u can feel its true, real and swt. very loving.
some ppl after years of holding hands, lazy alrdy. only half hold the fingers or hands =.= like.. wth
geez.
cannot hold tight isit.
haha o well
dunno whats so difficult
anyway, i miss those times with sammy
those not much we can do, but sometimes that little efforts, big or small, is what makes this work big. it means something big.
sory not gd with my words tonight. perhasp due to dizziness
if only everyday can msg him like that
anyway, its a gd day. ^^
i know he;ll be kissing my cheeks holding my hands and hugging me in spirit through my heart and soul.
likehow he alwasy does. and then my heaert will feel warm . and happy. and abit teary. haha cos touched.
=P
yea. my words abit weird today eh?
kk. need to rest soon
mata
perhaps body not used ot having so much food in one day huh. cos usually at work also didnt eat much whole day down.
stomach feels weird.. =/
i dont feel so well.
perhaps shld slp soon
terrible feeling
i feel sick to the stomach
aw.. thats ncie . so swt of sammy .able to msg him much today =)
he's free cos his plan cancelled. though frustrated for him that his team didnt inform ihim earlier. if not he couldve rest mroe =.=
anyway, what else
oh this x factor.theres this couple sooooo swt. everyone can tell haha. so affectionate. its like. awwwww u can tell they love each other alot. even when they perform.
the guy will keep hugging and kissing his gf cheeks. liek just keep holding her .she's kinda shy. so yea.. but still very cosy together. i guess thats the kind of relationship and bf almost every girl would want.
and that misses sammy more.
huu
lucky couple. hopefully they'll get mazrried soon. hehe
but yea. so swt. always together.. holding hands. .though hugs kisses n holding hands seems simple, yet, its the kind of affectionate feelings. .the love u are giving to ur partner.. mm.. haha. not sure how to say this. but yea.
u can feel its true, real and swt. very loving.
some ppl after years of holding hands, lazy alrdy. only half hold the fingers or hands =.= like.. wth
geez.
cannot hold tight isit.
haha o well
dunno whats so difficult
anyway, i miss those times with sammy
those not much we can do, but sometimes that little efforts, big or small, is what makes this work big. it means something big.
sory not gd with my words tonight. perhasp due to dizziness
if only everyday can msg him like that
anyway, its a gd day. ^^
i know he;ll be kissing my cheeks holding my hands and hugging me in spirit through my heart and soul.
likehow he alwasy does. and then my heaert will feel warm . and happy. and abit teary. haha cos touched.
=P
yea. my words abit weird today eh?
kk. need to rest soon
mata
10 October 2013
bored slow day =/
whoa... what a long and boring day it is =/
oh man.. another job offer.... how........... sighs.
somehow i do feel like i nid to get out of here.. but.. i dunno. =/ i rrly dun
sighs
so hard to decide... i rrly have no idea whats the right path... maybe i know. .yet i chose to ignored it.. cso of fear
tch. o well.. see how ba =/
such a long slow day. argh...
so tmr off. gonna find entertainment fo rmyself ba.
seems like sammy wouldnt be free for a long day
yea. bad timing. my off. o well.
nothing much to be odne. .can only msg him. theres no date nights o ranything. but yea. .thats what we've been doing fo rso long
jsut msg
sometimes i find it like a miracle. .its amazing how we've come this far
=)
anyway, haiz
see what to do for tmr ba... mm...
cant wait to rest. tired.
wonder how can i train' myself to be not sad or bored if sammy nvr msg. mm...
he's a guy naturally its easier fo rhim ba
but im a girl ne. .need a man ... mm.. how shall i put this. sow eird. haha.
anyway , mm.. yea thinking how ar...
i mean ..also dun wanna trouble him .. he got his frens n game
mm.. dunno baaaaaaaaaaaa
sianz
like. .must find a way but dunno how. how to train ne
=.=
tch
so difficult
haizzzzzzzzz troublesome.
rrly dunno how. no idea in my head at all. im cracking my head but to no avail right now=.=
geez
maybe shld online .yea tried that . me alwas online
haiz
thinknig back of hte jb offer..
perhaps im unsure cos . .maybe i know thats not where my passion lies. .
i know what i like. but. nothigns easy
its true. if u are doing something u love, and its ur passion, u wont feel lie its workk, or dread going to work .
o well
frustrated at these thoughts and questions=/
mata
oh man.. another job offer.... how........... sighs.
somehow i do feel like i nid to get out of here.. but.. i dunno. =/ i rrly dun
sighs
so hard to decide... i rrly have no idea whats the right path... maybe i know. .yet i chose to ignored it.. cso of fear
tch. o well.. see how ba =/
such a long slow day. argh...
so tmr off. gonna find entertainment fo rmyself ba.
seems like sammy wouldnt be free for a long day
yea. bad timing. my off. o well.
nothing much to be odne. .can only msg him. theres no date nights o ranything. but yea. .thats what we've been doing fo rso long
jsut msg
sometimes i find it like a miracle. .its amazing how we've come this far
=)
anyway, haiz
see what to do for tmr ba... mm...
cant wait to rest. tired.
wonder how can i train' myself to be not sad or bored if sammy nvr msg. mm...
he's a guy naturally its easier fo rhim ba
but im a girl ne. .need a man ... mm.. how shall i put this. sow eird. haha.
anyway , mm.. yea thinking how ar...
i mean ..also dun wanna trouble him .. he got his frens n game
mm.. dunno baaaaaaaaaaaa
sianz
like. .must find a way but dunno how. how to train ne
=.=
tch
so difficult
haizzzzzzzzz troublesome.
rrly dunno how. no idea in my head at all. im cracking my head but to no avail right now=.=
geez
maybe shld online .yea tried that . me alwas online
haiz
thinknig back of hte jb offer..
perhaps im unsure cos . .maybe i know thats not where my passion lies. .
i know what i like. but. nothigns easy
its true. if u are doing something u love, and its ur passion, u wont feel lie its workk, or dread going to work .
o well
frustrated at these thoughts and questions=/
mata
09 October 2013
poor diets by korean starlets
ahhh finally i rememvered!! been wanting to talk about this guy for so ooolong. a month oso so laio. gosh my memory sucks
anyway, the fox song. this weird yet addictive song.. the point is...though his lyrics is nonsense, doesnt make any snese much, yet he have a v v good signing voice. yea.his vocals is v good. and he;s not afraid of being weird. get what i mean> no need to act hadnsome, cool or what, but he's jus being himself. goody and v silly.
thats what impresse sme the most. hate it when guys try too hard to be handsome or cool .argh=.=
so yea. he's silly. so" his voice is really good. and well, his song gets everybody talking abt it thoug its weird haha
nice name of his too
unlike this jkorean boyboyband name big band. i think they're rrly 3 big . like famous and get all the girls going gar gar over him. but honestly. i dunno whats the big deal. from the songs sammy gav me, .. they didnt sang as well as 2am, songs, not very gd to be hinest.
2am hv better song and voicess. BUT> having said that, soory. but both of the groups ...not gd looking. sorry!
so yea. i rrly dunno why they are so famous. ..especiall this big bang.
they look so weird. .girly ... ...eew. .. and their voice. .honestly not impressing...
so what if htey dances well? geez.
man. i don get it. why girls go crazy over this type of guys. pls. =.=
speaking of groups..
ytd just read 8 days magazine ..
revealing certain kjorean female stars diet habits...
including girls genertaion.. sistar one of the memebr.. and.. dunno who la. groups too much
boa also. when she's 14, they wanted her to diet. she say its a regret thats why she's not super tall now. only 1.6
but shes power k.
then theres girls generation. .waht... only 600 calories per day or something.OMG. what??? ?crazyyyyyyyyyyyy
sooner or later , they're skin is ognna be worse looking, and only photoshop can save tehm
not to mention their poor health
and yes health.. one the anotehr girl.. from a group.
had this deaf thign.. goign on .. cos she ate too lil or what.. .then she blog what... if shes hungry, she will eat 3 cherry tomatoes and.. half a swt potatoe. OMG. yea she's hospitalise
=( very poor thing they all.
with sugergy, face and body not enough. even after undergoing the knife....(BTW BOA did not undergo surgery!! she's REAL)
not, the company still wan them to diet and maintain.. sighs.. is this rrly worth it?
to have a ncie body, (for now) , and have a 60yrs old health.
=/
food.. so much nice food all around.. .but.. .to refrain from weating is... such a.. .omg. =/
i pity them
and i watche dthis youtube show.. jkorena one. two girls. picture look sooo pretty n cute,m but in video so fake and sucks.
then they makeover this school girl. to a nicer lookign girl. tehn they photoshop this girl into so pretty. v v pretyt lookign photo. then show her.
if me, sure sad. cos ppl photo shop me till SO different!
her face so much sharper, and eyes bigger.
how could they do that??
it sliek saying photoshop her face is better than her real face.
omg.
i pity her. poor hting.
she still cna smile . in front of camera nochoice b?
then yea. from there, i was liek truly convinced.... photoshop.. rrly can trun a ugly or normal looking girl into a beauty.
i swear by god and family whatever, i nvr even try photoshop. i dun even know where they dl or how they have hte patience to do it.
but i hate it. its so fake. if abit maybe still fine for celebritites. but too much, its like.. eewwww
gosh
but yea. .knwoing those poor korean stars.. even after sugeries , still need to g through this phase of dieting,.... gosh.. rrly poorhting... =/
they rrly like it huh>
? sughs.. is fame that important?
so poorthing
o well... their lifes. .their choice..
slpy n tired.
but always nice to slp around same time with sammy. like last night
tonight he slpt early so yea..
i hoe to slp soon too
mish him alot. so nice to msg him liek this. .. the swt phase
=3
but if he gets busy,.. hten yea... wont msg or commuicate as much.. o well
anyway, today my mood is so much better
=)
sianz. .kena stupid indian man taking advantage oe me this morning in train huuuu =(((( idiot!!!!!!!!!!!! so scary.. huuu....... i hate indians!!!(those bad ones) ever since i read sooooo much news of women being raped by them .huuu
not te first itmr indians took advantage of me!!! the previous ones include my customer who's married, and the pervert in bugis. yes i did blogged all about them before .if u remmeber. huu.. stupid indians...(bad ones)
=((((
mata ne
anyway, the fox song. this weird yet addictive song.. the point is...though his lyrics is nonsense, doesnt make any snese much, yet he have a v v good signing voice. yea.his vocals is v good. and he;s not afraid of being weird. get what i mean> no need to act hadnsome, cool or what, but he's jus being himself. goody and v silly.
thats what impresse sme the most. hate it when guys try too hard to be handsome or cool .argh=.=
so yea. he's silly. so" his voice is really good. and well, his song gets everybody talking abt it thoug its weird haha
nice name of his too
unlike this jkorean boyboyband name big band. i think they're rrly 3 big . like famous and get all the girls going gar gar over him. but honestly. i dunno whats the big deal. from the songs sammy gav me, .. they didnt sang as well as 2am, songs, not very gd to be hinest.
2am hv better song and voicess. BUT> having said that, soory. but both of the groups ...not gd looking. sorry!
so yea. i rrly dunno why they are so famous. ..especiall this big bang.
they look so weird. .girly ... ...eew. .. and their voice. .honestly not impressing...
so what if htey dances well? geez.
man. i don get it. why girls go crazy over this type of guys. pls. =.=
speaking of groups..
ytd just read 8 days magazine ..
revealing certain kjorean female stars diet habits...
including girls genertaion.. sistar one of the memebr.. and.. dunno who la. groups too much
boa also. when she's 14, they wanted her to diet. she say its a regret thats why she's not super tall now. only 1.6
but shes power k.
then theres girls generation. .waht... only 600 calories per day or something.OMG. what??? ?crazyyyyyyyyyyyy
sooner or later , they're skin is ognna be worse looking, and only photoshop can save tehm
not to mention their poor health
and yes health.. one the anotehr girl.. from a group.
had this deaf thign.. goign on .. cos she ate too lil or what.. .then she blog what... if shes hungry, she will eat 3 cherry tomatoes and.. half a swt potatoe. OMG. yea she's hospitalise
=( very poor thing they all.
with sugergy, face and body not enough. even after undergoing the knife....(BTW BOA did not undergo surgery!! she's REAL)
not, the company still wan them to diet and maintain.. sighs.. is this rrly worth it?
to have a ncie body, (for now) , and have a 60yrs old health.
=/
food.. so much nice food all around.. .but.. .to refrain from weating is... such a.. .omg. =/
i pity them
and i watche dthis youtube show.. jkorena one. two girls. picture look sooo pretty n cute,m but in video so fake and sucks.
then they makeover this school girl. to a nicer lookign girl. tehn they photoshop this girl into so pretty. v v pretyt lookign photo. then show her.
if me, sure sad. cos ppl photo shop me till SO different!
her face so much sharper, and eyes bigger.
how could they do that??
it sliek saying photoshop her face is better than her real face.
omg.
i pity her. poor hting.
she still cna smile . in front of camera nochoice b?
then yea. from there, i was liek truly convinced.... photoshop.. rrly can trun a ugly or normal looking girl into a beauty.
i swear by god and family whatever, i nvr even try photoshop. i dun even know where they dl or how they have hte patience to do it.
but i hate it. its so fake. if abit maybe still fine for celebritites. but too much, its like.. eewwww
gosh
but yea. .knwoing those poor korean stars.. even after sugeries , still need to g through this phase of dieting,.... gosh.. rrly poorhting... =/
they rrly like it huh>
? sughs.. is fame that important?
so poorthing
o well... their lifes. .their choice..
slpy n tired.
but always nice to slp around same time with sammy. like last night
tonight he slpt early so yea..
i hoe to slp soon too
mish him alot. so nice to msg him liek this. .. the swt phase
=3
but if he gets busy,.. hten yea... wont msg or commuicate as much.. o well
anyway, today my mood is so much better
=)
sianz. .kena stupid indian man taking advantage oe me this morning in train huuuu =(((( idiot!!!!!!!!!!!! so scary.. huuu....... i hate indians!!!(those bad ones) ever since i read sooooo much news of women being raped by them .huuu
not te first itmr indians took advantage of me!!! the previous ones include my customer who's married, and the pervert in bugis. yes i did blogged all about them before .if u remmeber. huu.. stupid indians...(bad ones)
=((((
mata ne
08 October 2013
oh girls/ im smiling again! =)
will try to remember what i wanna blog. theres quite a few. bt just slipped outta my mind throughout the day
so... well... my slp is back to normal i guess. sammy msg me.. and we talk again and all... im just so grateful to have him in my llife.
i rrly do. and i dont wish to ever change.cept to love him more.
but yea.. didnt quite know what sort of week he had.. but... yea.. jsut hope all will be well.
thought he didnt wan me anymore.. baka me.
it was my foolish thoughts after all.. =)
ok dogs first before i forget.
just found out theres this new breed name pomsky. omg. mini version of husky!!!! great for ppl like me who like a husky, but cant afford to tc of a big one for now.
but stilll love big husky. theres this family who owns four huskies. one of the husky though no two colour eyes, yet it has this smile on his face. among the four when they take pic, u can see. he appeared to be smiling!! v v v v v vcute n smiley dog. awww lucky family!!! imagine taking care of them al lday long. wow. i wan that job. haha
and poor doggie.. .i could not bring myself to watch this disgusting video. 3 pinos, tortured and crushed this puppy to death=(((((( its horrible. i rrly cant watch it. i nrv even attempt to press play. ppl must know. how cruel they are!!! im so disgusted by them.
poor pup. =( sighs... v painful death i can imagine.. .huu... no worse.. =/
sighs... these ppl... rrly
speaking of ppl... gosh. watched this movie with mum today. alot of students groups of them
.keep screaming loudly, tlaking loudly behaviour is unacceptable. omg. i hate groupies.
then at one point even throw oen popcorn at me. my mum kena a piece of cardboard or paper. probably they throing at their frens. omg. rrly almost wanna scream at htem.
irritating bunch of ppl/kids./students. rrly hate it .
spoiled the ambience. argh
my mum also say heir manners are v v v bad / nowadays the ppl. argh. especially the gourp of girls sitting next to us!!! and behind!! that why i dislike sitting next to groupies. cos so noisy!
especially girls!
and.. .speaking of that... haha.
saw this pic. well. what boa once said. but its true la. 'I like to drink with people who can talk about creative stuff. However, I don’t really gossip or talk behind people’s back, so I don’t frequent places where females gather. There’s probably a 100-year-old grandfather living inside me.'
-boa
which i agree.
i know what shes talking about. same thing. if u hang out with the typical omg girls group ,..gosh.
thats why i'll rather go out with one gf or 2 the most. i remember tht time the adventure cove trip with 3 females. gsoh. though not rrly their fault la.. but... two headache la.. then tired la.. then hungry... buy food nvr rrly share properly.. etc
argh. though fun still abit, yet ..its kinda like. .u know. torublesome
whats the point of going then
=.=
thats why it can be rather difficult.. ' as in.. troublesome when they whine here n there.
not all moments are bad, but still. u get the drift eh
i agreed with sammy. he say: girls=problems
true bah
especially if u encounter the immature, attention seeker, gossip, /etc types of girls.
and if they come in group,... haha. gdluck =.=
babysit them bah
=.=
i encountered those ppl when i was in my teens. its horrible feeling ba. jsut don like it.
like theres the popular ones.. .etc... leader' type... argh. v v irritating
bitch abt u here n there.. or pretencious
nie to u, then ignored u.. join the girls chitchat group. *rolledeyes
yea... horrible memories. rrly dislike it.
ESPECIALLY the attention seeker type. do thigns or wear nice nice jsut to attract guys attentions or be the top popular girl=.=
*facepalm
bimbo
k ba. .there goes reality
so tired even if its my off=/ dunno why
mish him alot.
so happy to contact him again.
for the first time since so long, i finally had a better night last night.
i can smile again
love sammy. my love.
=3
oh yea.mum fell. huu... worried. hope that wont affect her eye, or injured her bones=((
mata
so... well... my slp is back to normal i guess. sammy msg me.. and we talk again and all... im just so grateful to have him in my llife.
i rrly do. and i dont wish to ever change.cept to love him more.
but yea.. didnt quite know what sort of week he had.. but... yea.. jsut hope all will be well.
thought he didnt wan me anymore.. baka me.
it was my foolish thoughts after all.. =)
ok dogs first before i forget.
just found out theres this new breed name pomsky. omg. mini version of husky!!!! great for ppl like me who like a husky, but cant afford to tc of a big one for now.
but stilll love big husky. theres this family who owns four huskies. one of the husky though no two colour eyes, yet it has this smile on his face. among the four when they take pic, u can see. he appeared to be smiling!! v v v v v vcute n smiley dog. awww lucky family!!! imagine taking care of them al lday long. wow. i wan that job. haha
and poor doggie.. .i could not bring myself to watch this disgusting video. 3 pinos, tortured and crushed this puppy to death=(((((( its horrible. i rrly cant watch it. i nrv even attempt to press play. ppl must know. how cruel they are!!! im so disgusted by them.
poor pup. =( sighs... v painful death i can imagine.. .huu... no worse.. =/
sighs... these ppl... rrly
speaking of ppl... gosh. watched this movie with mum today. alot of students groups of them
.keep screaming loudly, tlaking loudly behaviour is unacceptable. omg. i hate groupies.
then at one point even throw oen popcorn at me. my mum kena a piece of cardboard or paper. probably they throing at their frens. omg. rrly almost wanna scream at htem.
irritating bunch of ppl/kids./students. rrly hate it .
spoiled the ambience. argh
my mum also say heir manners are v v v bad / nowadays the ppl. argh. especially the gourp of girls sitting next to us!!! and behind!! that why i dislike sitting next to groupies. cos so noisy!
especially girls!
and.. .speaking of that... haha.
saw this pic. well. what boa once said. but its true la. 'I like to drink with people who can talk about creative stuff. However, I don’t really gossip or talk behind people’s back, so I don’t frequent places where females gather. There’s probably a 100-year-old grandfather living inside me.'
-boa
which i agree.
i know what shes talking about. same thing. if u hang out with the typical omg girls group ,..gosh.
thats why i'll rather go out with one gf or 2 the most. i remember tht time the adventure cove trip with 3 females. gsoh. though not rrly their fault la.. but... two headache la.. then tired la.. then hungry... buy food nvr rrly share properly.. etc
argh. though fun still abit, yet ..its kinda like. .u know. torublesome
whats the point of going then
=.=
thats why it can be rather difficult.. ' as in.. troublesome when they whine here n there.
not all moments are bad, but still. u get the drift eh
i agreed with sammy. he say: girls=problems
true bah
especially if u encounter the immature, attention seeker, gossip, /etc types of girls.
and if they come in group,... haha. gdluck =.=
babysit them bah
=.=
i encountered those ppl when i was in my teens. its horrible feeling ba. jsut don like it.
like theres the popular ones.. .etc... leader' type... argh. v v irritating
bitch abt u here n there.. or pretencious
nie to u, then ignored u.. join the girls chitchat group. *rolledeyes
yea... horrible memories. rrly dislike it.
ESPECIALLY the attention seeker type. do thigns or wear nice nice jsut to attract guys attentions or be the top popular girl=.=
*facepalm
bimbo
k ba. .there goes reality
so tired even if its my off=/ dunno why
mish him alot.
so happy to contact him again.
for the first time since so long, i finally had a better night last night.
i can smile again
love sammy. my love.
=3
oh yea.mum fell. huu... worried. hope that wont affect her eye, or injured her bones=((
mata
06 October 2013
lost weight?
actually didnt feel like blogging... but o well.
bored anyway.
just v slpy. took the relax day drink. need to get more of those tmr. hopefully still hav stocks. thought i saw it left one or none the other day
at least make me slpy and not think too much of sadness
its difficult to try and keep up with a smile these days botha t work and at home
dad asked me jsut now have i lost weight. he indicated to my cheeks.
he said i lost weight. i say no la.. dont have. he's like.. yea leh.. like youve lost weight(signal towards my face)
dunno ba. i also didnt notice much.
perhpas appetite not gd these days.
been eating half. depends ba. i lvoe food. i do eat still sometimes
man.. haven got a chance to watch insidious 2. =.=
hopefully this week i'll get to watch it. yea. .but this week. hopefully
cant wait.
man. .thought of slping early. but think theres the tv going on.. see how ba. more slp = less pain
may tmr be better=/
jaa mata
bored anyway.
just v slpy. took the relax day drink. need to get more of those tmr. hopefully still hav stocks. thought i saw it left one or none the other day
at least make me slpy and not think too much of sadness
its difficult to try and keep up with a smile these days botha t work and at home
dad asked me jsut now have i lost weight. he indicated to my cheeks.
he said i lost weight. i say no la.. dont have. he's like.. yea leh.. like youve lost weight(signal towards my face)
dunno ba. i also didnt notice much.
perhpas appetite not gd these days.
been eating half. depends ba. i lvoe food. i do eat still sometimes
man.. haven got a chance to watch insidious 2. =.=
hopefully this week i'll get to watch it. yea. .but this week. hopefully
cant wait.
man. .thought of slping early. but think theres the tv going on.. see how ba. more slp = less pain
may tmr be better=/
jaa mata
05 October 2013
destress needed
runny nose when clearing stocks for ytd.. terrible..
glad today better
guess mustve been the dusts huh
not a very gd day..
jsut yea..
after crying for days.. tired.. emtionally strained
so tired
..dunno where to begin..
baka..
cant wait for tmr..
gonna destress if i can. dunno how.. but see how ba...=/
think imma shopthough i shouldnt..but.. owe ll
not liek anyone cares
think im too stressed out recently..
not good
dunno how to get back on track again
sighs
hate crying in bathroom. so pathetic
..let alone crying in the room at night
both body nad soul tired already..
so tired..
every ounce of energy drained
forgot to buy the night relax drink
tch..
how can i..
o well. tahan for one more night ba
jaa mata
glad today better
guess mustve been the dusts huh
not a very gd day..
jsut yea..
after crying for days.. tired.. emtionally strained
so tired
..dunno where to begin..
baka..
cant wait for tmr..
gonna destress if i can. dunno how.. but see how ba...=/
think imma shopthough i shouldnt..but.. owe ll
not liek anyone cares
think im too stressed out recently..
not good
dunno how to get back on track again
sighs
hate crying in bathroom. so pathetic
..let alone crying in the room at night
both body nad soul tired already..
so tired..
every ounce of energy drained
forgot to buy the night relax drink
tch..
how can i..
o well. tahan for one more night ba
jaa mata
04 October 2013
another sad night
was so hard thinking of how to reply his msg last night. without geting too angry over it or soemthing. or too harsh. i dunno .nid to let him know how i feel. but.. not wanting to make it harsh. especially over msg.. u nvr know the tone..
took me awhile to figure out how to write it..kinda
yea. he finally msg after so long
just a couple of words only
what to do
busy huh.. i wonder what sort of busuy he meant
tried as hard ... but still. .sometimes.. oen day .. theres always a limit.. and the limit snapped.
wonder if rgm meant somethign like this, so called i'll be disappoined by him
that sounds like a big word huh..
..o well. wil ltry not to think ba.
though still rather upset.. sighs... but what to do =/
cant force ppl to msg me if they don wan to
truth to be told, i am sad still.
=(
pointless to be sad isnt it. he shld be enjoying himself now
tch. .got a few small cuts doing stocks.. if ppl dunno, might think i get mistreated eh
sighs
mata
took me awhile to figure out how to write it..kinda
yea. he finally msg after so long
just a couple of words only
what to do
busy huh.. i wonder what sort of busuy he meant
tried as hard ... but still. .sometimes.. oen day .. theres always a limit.. and the limit snapped.
wonder if rgm meant somethign like this, so called i'll be disappoined by him
that sounds like a big word huh..
..o well. wil ltry not to think ba.
though still rather upset.. sighs... but what to do =/
cant force ppl to msg me if they don wan to
truth to be told, i am sad still.
=(
pointless to be sad isnt it. he shld be enjoying himself now
tch. .got a few small cuts doing stocks.. if ppl dunno, might think i get mistreated eh
sighs
mata
03 October 2013
a fool
so slpy. lethargic day
rrly
long day.. jsut tired.. n v v slpy.
gd thing i slpt early last night. well. thoguh its stil l1130ish ba
in case you're wondering, nope. he stil ldidnt bother to msg me.
i felt liek a fool. waiting for him to skype. ha.
so baka
now i knwo.. how he treats a lady..
cant believe it.. but well, its the truth after all
just how many times must my heart be broken...
o well...
anywy yea,.. so slpy...
wonder if its due to the drink i drank. the night relax drink thingy. gosh. was so .. slpy.. though had a ok slp.. but.. dreamt too much-/
think i need to stock up on those soon eh.
shoot. not cheap la
mm..
so yea. v v slpy still. slpt liek what in the bus jus tnow. ha
o well
tired alrdy...
feels like a fool....
being played like that.. .
sighs
mata
rrly
long day.. jsut tired.. n v v slpy.
gd thing i slpt early last night. well. thoguh its stil l1130ish ba
in case you're wondering, nope. he stil ldidnt bother to msg me.
i felt liek a fool. waiting for him to skype. ha.
so baka
now i knwo.. how he treats a lady..
cant believe it.. but well, its the truth after all
just how many times must my heart be broken...
o well...
anywy yea,.. so slpy...
wonder if its due to the drink i drank. the night relax drink thingy. gosh. was so .. slpy.. though had a ok slp.. but.. dreamt too much-/
think i need to stock up on those soon eh.
shoot. not cheap la
mm..
so yea. v v slpy still. slpt liek what in the bus jus tnow. ha
o well
tired alrdy...
feels like a fool....
being played like that.. .
sighs
mata
02 October 2013
disappointments...rrly
and so.. yup. did u guess it?
..
he still yet to reply.. nor did he skype me..
he just left me waitig there.. like an....
perhaps im not gd enough to be on his mind that he remembers to notify me
i dunno what else.
he jsut didnt keep his words
and im truly disappointed. ...
very i am
duno what happen..// but.. sighs
o well
perhaps im ju tnot important enough to be ya kow. .reme,berd. or.. to think of or.. i dunno.. .
what went wrong
that feelign when somebody tells u .. wanna skype.. then oh in bed alrdy.. ok fine.. next day then.. .but that didnt happen..
then.. no words.. no explanation,. no apologies..
etc
uh huh.. then thats it.
just left all alone.. dunno..
tired alrdy...
no girls shouldvebeen reated this way at all
seriously
sorry. too ..hard for em to go on..
mata
..
he still yet to reply.. nor did he skype me..
he just left me waitig there.. like an....
perhaps im not gd enough to be on his mind that he remembers to notify me
i dunno what else.
he jsut didnt keep his words
and im truly disappointed. ...
very i am
duno what happen..// but.. sighs
o well
perhaps im ju tnot important enough to be ya kow. .reme,berd. or.. to think of or.. i dunno.. .
what went wrong
that feelign when somebody tells u .. wanna skype.. then oh in bed alrdy.. ok fine.. next day then.. .but that didnt happen..
then.. no words.. no explanation,. no apologies..
etc
uh huh.. then thats it.
just left all alone.. dunno..
tired alrdy...
no girls shouldvebeen reated this way at all
seriously
sorry. too ..hard for em to go on..
mata
01 October 2013
no calls
sighs..
he asked shall we skype.. then he's in bed.. so i let him slp.. he said he'll call me..
but then that didnt happen..
no reply msgs..
soyea.. dunno why i waited after all..
o well
so scary. this man on the bus. like. .keep turning his head to look at me or my phone i dunno. jsut s o freaky. other place dun wan sit, but sat down next to me . argh
nowadays im wary of weird guys. but ..o well .waht to do. they're all ard
oh hav i ever mention that when i went uss, haven meet my fren yet. due to free breakfast, so i went in first. this girl who was escorting me there, asked me if im lovcal. i say yes. she say.. oh i thought youre japanese!
XD haha. but that makes me kinda happy. lol
mm.. not been slping well lately =/
wonder how to night will be
hopefully cna slp long and hard
so tired
work stress.. personal life stress
sighs
nvm ba
probably he's slping alrdy, forget or out to party somewhere
ow ell
haiz. k jaa mata
maybe tmr be a better cheerful day ..
he asked shall we skype.. then he's in bed.. so i let him slp.. he said he'll call me..
but then that didnt happen..
no reply msgs..
soyea.. dunno why i waited after all..
o well
so scary. this man on the bus. like. .keep turning his head to look at me or my phone i dunno. jsut s o freaky. other place dun wan sit, but sat down next to me . argh
nowadays im wary of weird guys. but ..o well .waht to do. they're all ard
oh hav i ever mention that when i went uss, haven meet my fren yet. due to free breakfast, so i went in first. this girl who was escorting me there, asked me if im lovcal. i say yes. she say.. oh i thought youre japanese!
XD haha. but that makes me kinda happy. lol
mm.. not been slping well lately =/
wonder how to night will be
hopefully cna slp long and hard
so tired
work stress.. personal life stress
sighs
nvm ba
probably he's slping alrdy, forget or out to party somewhere
ow ell
haiz. k jaa mata
maybe tmr be a better cheerful day ..
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