..feels like kena scolded.. ..haiz.. .o well.. what to do.. thigns chaanged.. ..o well... sighs.
hm.. so.. last night .totally .. thanks to the med mum gave me, gosh.. my bpody.. doesnt feels like it belong to me. so weak and tired and sleazy..
it lasted till late evening k!!! omg.
so power. haiz..
but rlaly.. my nose works fine now. so yay.
hope tmr too. then shall it porved to me that it relaly work well.
then.. sighs. .middle of hte morning, wokey, head veins or duno which wire went wrong. .maybe cos of med?? hurts like hell.. imagine body alreyad liek that.. hten head somemore.. plau me got 10hours to work ne.. sianz.. hat eto wkey. .hten yea.. hurry take med.. wait for it to work its effect.. then .. done somehting perhaps i shouldnt have.. o well.. wont do it ever again.
hm.. so yea.. hten work. .sianz.. oh, hten found out my manager like.. almost fainted again.. so she went back. o well.
hm. .yea.. then hint2 by manager, took my break early. haiz. from 2 till 3. then all hte way till closing never break. o well.. just hang on ba.. do stocks. .do work.. find thigns busy with.. so yea.. its good to be busy ba.. =/
then somehow in the middle of the day, got a bunch of books dropped onto my foot =/ then cripple abit. .but after tat, soon can walk fast again. but hurts now. yea . blueblack.. swollen.. hurt my vein i think. haiz.. poor me. .=(
tch . suey da.. start bad,m end also bad. =/ o well.. nvm ba..
maybe tmr better.. i hope..
nvm.. certain parts will and can be healed.. so yea..
hm.. bah...
internet suckx today. =/ haiz.
hm.. next time better don ask so much alerayd..
only bring myself into troubles. ..
baka..
..certain thigns wanan ask, also no need for that liao
o well.... some words cant be cured now. no matter what. =/
got home, all i nwated is to u know. just something simple a girl wants.o well.. i guess.. perhaps some ppl couldnt understand at all..
what else. .. haiz. oh, closing time.. duno why.. regional manager called me ask about how to do closing in some parts. was like. .dots.. why ask me.. =.= thought they alreayd made it clear go to the managers first. o well. .wahtever ba. alreydy frustrated enough.. me don wanna think of such htigns le.
haiz. .certain excuses.. i don take them. incurable. i don like .
wrong means wrong.
theres no excuses to excuse oneself.
mata
disappointments.. are ones' actions being self inflicted upon.... =(
28 September 2010
27 September 2010
Drowsy Med
gosh.. so drowsy and tired and weak.. i need slp and rest soon!!!
gosh.. my slp kena disturb.. by collegaue =.=
not my mistake again.. then kena wkey.. omg.. ahiz..
so wakey up.. then cant slp any longer.. somemore me slpt late previous day.. almost 3am then slp.. then yea. .
o well. .then nose start to get runny again much to my dismay.. sighs..
then also due to head spinning abit, not enough slp.. then worse. after med .so me took at nap about 2 hours.. then wakey.. then bathh wash head.. then somehow still runny.. but later onwards better..
gosh.. my off day.. sighs.. always get destroyed =/ i cant do anything feeling liek this!
wanna clear room also cannot.. haiz .feeling terrible=/
sianz.. hate runny nose!!
then the med.. like. .tok 4 capsules at one go.. its purple and ellow colour.. made in sg.
hm.. i duno if that actually helps.. but yea. .mum suddenely just went out and bought fo rme. so yea..
at least now betetr.. still not so good.. but it stops getting runny and wet.
but making me so weak and tired.. huu..
o well..
hope my next off day i wont like this again. .actually thought of bringing mum out for a nice lunch . then liek htat.. how to go out. .=( so cancelled it. haiz.. stay at home rest better. thats a wise choice indeed.
oh.. last night get to tried out somehting alwyas wanted to do, but didnt dare to. lol. but got a chance to do so.. o well.
try2 only.
it was a weekend night. .somemore today off.. so yea..
then was pretty nervous. lol.
cos like. .duno wanna try anot. .but always wanted to go that place.. but too late. last min.. no one to go with.. so yea.. what to do. .go alone lor...
then just sit.. do some work stuf.. nothing much.. listen to band playing.. they're abit funny.
hm.. nothing much. it was boring to be alone there. dots..
o well..
but at least ge to try somehting new, and done off with my wishes ba. ha. .watever,
anyway, then home, received call frmo sammy.. then become happy liao. yeag..
had a really nice chat.. huu.. mis shim. .me stil llooknig out for tickets. but prices still aint dropping =./ haiz..
my fren told me the other days theres the tiger airway promotion again.. the 99cents or something.. then when me chcek, don have!!! sh ealreyad bought ticks again to bangkok. haiz.... maybe sold out, or she see wrong. but she was so certain it was there. sighs.. if only she told me earlier =/
o well.. so yea. .me betetr go rest abit nwo.. later theres show.. so yea. .haiz..
k the.. jaa..
mata
gosh.. my slp kena disturb.. by collegaue =.=
not my mistake again.. then kena wkey.. omg.. ahiz..
so wakey up.. then cant slp any longer.. somemore me slpt late previous day.. almost 3am then slp.. then yea. .
o well. .then nose start to get runny again much to my dismay.. sighs..
then also due to head spinning abit, not enough slp.. then worse. after med .so me took at nap about 2 hours.. then wakey.. then bathh wash head.. then somehow still runny.. but later onwards better..
gosh.. my off day.. sighs.. always get destroyed =/ i cant do anything feeling liek this!
wanna clear room also cannot.. haiz .feeling terrible=/
sianz.. hate runny nose!!
then the med.. like. .tok 4 capsules at one go.. its purple and ellow colour.. made in sg.
hm.. i duno if that actually helps.. but yea. .mum suddenely just went out and bought fo rme. so yea..
at least now betetr.. still not so good.. but it stops getting runny and wet.
but making me so weak and tired.. huu..
o well..
hope my next off day i wont like this again. .actually thought of bringing mum out for a nice lunch . then liek htat.. how to go out. .=( so cancelled it. haiz.. stay at home rest better. thats a wise choice indeed.
oh.. last night get to tried out somehting alwyas wanted to do, but didnt dare to. lol. but got a chance to do so.. o well.
try2 only.
it was a weekend night. .somemore today off.. so yea..
then was pretty nervous. lol.
cos like. .duno wanna try anot. .but always wanted to go that place.. but too late. last min.. no one to go with.. so yea.. what to do. .go alone lor...
then just sit.. do some work stuf.. nothing much.. listen to band playing.. they're abit funny.
hm.. nothing much. it was boring to be alone there. dots..
o well..
but at least ge to try somehting new, and done off with my wishes ba. ha. .watever,
anyway, then home, received call frmo sammy.. then become happy liao. yeag..
had a really nice chat.. huu.. mis shim. .me stil llooknig out for tickets. but prices still aint dropping =./ haiz..
my fren told me the other days theres the tiger airway promotion again.. the 99cents or something.. then when me chcek, don have!!! sh ealreyad bought ticks again to bangkok. haiz.... maybe sold out, or she see wrong. but she was so certain it was there. sighs.. if only she told me earlier =/
o well.. so yea. .me betetr go rest abit nwo.. later theres show.. so yea. .haiz..
k the.. jaa..
mata
25 September 2010
November is coming
this is kinda boring.. =/ another typical day.. o wel..
same thing.. nothig special. .
but today sales ne.. hit 8 k over . wow... so happy. iim very3 sure whne xmas or nov is here, it's gonna be .. about more than 10 or 15000 over!! definitely can =)
hm.. .. feel kidna sad for my fren.. now even his ex gf aint fren swith him in fb.. .. hiaz..how power the words of an evil man. see.. partly of cos evil man, can make one girl hate him. 4 or 5 years of relationship ne.. destroyed just like htat.. haiz.. but then again. .who knows.. i heard of my frne's case.. eve nafter 8 years of being together, middle half way still can break for one year, hten got back together, in the end still got married. .. perhapsy.. someitme sits right to say this eh..
whats meant to be will be.. whats ever yours, will always be yours..
juist the matter of.. fate, destiny, and whether you're holding on to them or not.
take the chance , and they'll be yours for good. =)
so slpy suddenly.. maybe cos of work ba.. o well.. tmr will hang on lots.
hmm.....
..hiaz.. somehow got a feelign that stupid guy not leavin gyet. =( see how ba.. o well.. thought my bad days are gonna be over. huu
hm.... =. o well.. so boring. .nothign to say alreayd...
o well.... hiaz.. k then.. better go. tmr lets do something different.
zz gdnite ppl..
mata
same thing.. nothig special. .
but today sales ne.. hit 8 k over . wow... so happy. iim very3 sure whne xmas or nov is here, it's gonna be .. about more than 10 or 15000 over!! definitely can =)
hm.. .. feel kidna sad for my fren.. now even his ex gf aint fren swith him in fb.. .. hiaz..how power the words of an evil man. see.. partly of cos evil man, can make one girl hate him. 4 or 5 years of relationship ne.. destroyed just like htat.. haiz.. but then again. .who knows.. i heard of my frne's case.. eve nafter 8 years of being together, middle half way still can break for one year, hten got back together, in the end still got married. .. perhapsy.. someitme sits right to say this eh..
whats meant to be will be.. whats ever yours, will always be yours..
juist the matter of.. fate, destiny, and whether you're holding on to them or not.
take the chance , and they'll be yours for good. =)
so slpy suddenly.. maybe cos of work ba.. o well.. tmr will hang on lots.
hmm.....
..hiaz.. somehow got a feelign that stupid guy not leavin gyet. =( see how ba.. o well.. thought my bad days are gonna be over. huu
hm.... =. o well.. so boring. .nothign to say alreayd...
o well.... hiaz.. k then.. better go. tmr lets do something different.
zz gdnite ppl..
mata
24 September 2010
Stomach Argh =/
feeling warm.. yea.. abit. so nice to have a nice shower just now..
gosh.. was feeling really terrible jjust now =( now.. much better.. but still eya. .feelign a lil weird=/
liek stomach ba.. i duno. .was it the coffee again? or perhaps mooncakes? i duno.. bt feel so.. argh.. cant even lie down properly and rest. .cant realy slp cos was feeling so sick and terrible.. like. .wanna vomit.. i duno. .just such a sickening feeling=(
glad better now. .
o well...
tmr.. tmr... ah.. i hope it will be a good night..
hm... oh, and so.. well, i don care about that ch fren matter alrayd ba. not so totally odnt. but yea.. thats all i could do now. what else can i say? anyway ppl like her doesnt matter.. .o well..
so yup. at least feels better now than last night. yup.. just let go of it ba =/
haiz.. ..
hm.. seems like sammy has fallen aslp.. aww.. always nice to hear him doing well and comfy...
im.. still wishing for his warmth.. ..haiz. o well
today, i woke up.. since last night, u know,. i really thoguht its still in late august. =.=
then morning wakey, was thiking abou tit again.. somehign seems amissed.. then was like. .hey wait.. think3.. isnt now sept?... then was like. .WOW... omg. .its end of sept already!! cheers!! =)
hehe... was kinda glad.. cos like.. wow. .its october alreayd.. wow =) hehe. cant wait .. omg. .please.. december.. be here.. then let it over with... let me see 201.. and know that my days with sammy aint a year anymore.. uh huh.. even if 6months sounds so far.. but at least its called 6months, 7months.. not one year anymore.. then.. holding on to that thought, it'll carry me and make me hang so hard till i see him finall yagain.
july huh... ..yea... ..cant wait.. huu.....
..
hm. .the stomach fainting feeling is back=/ huu.. hope later can slp well..
o well..
gonan slp soon i guess.. ..
sam is so tired and slpy ne.. he didnt slp properly.. only bits here and there i car=/..
o well..
but glad he's safe.. phew.
yea.. stomach not good again.. feeling terrible again =/ huu.. sickening feeling.. disliek ne..
mata
gosh.. was feeling really terrible jjust now =( now.. much better.. but still eya. .feelign a lil weird=/
liek stomach ba.. i duno. .was it the coffee again? or perhaps mooncakes? i duno.. bt feel so.. argh.. cant even lie down properly and rest. .cant realy slp cos was feeling so sick and terrible.. like. .wanna vomit.. i duno. .just such a sickening feeling=(
glad better now. .
o well...
tmr.. tmr... ah.. i hope it will be a good night..
hm... oh, and so.. well, i don care about that ch fren matter alrayd ba. not so totally odnt. but yea.. thats all i could do now. what else can i say? anyway ppl like her doesnt matter.. .o well..
so yup. at least feels better now than last night. yup.. just let go of it ba =/
haiz.. ..
hm.. seems like sammy has fallen aslp.. aww.. always nice to hear him doing well and comfy...
im.. still wishing for his warmth.. ..haiz. o well
today, i woke up.. since last night, u know,. i really thoguht its still in late august. =.=
then morning wakey, was thiking abou tit again.. somehign seems amissed.. then was like. .hey wait.. think3.. isnt now sept?... then was like. .WOW... omg. .its end of sept already!! cheers!! =)
hehe... was kinda glad.. cos like.. wow. .its october alreayd.. wow =) hehe. cant wait .. omg. .please.. december.. be here.. then let it over with... let me see 201.. and know that my days with sammy aint a year anymore.. uh huh.. even if 6months sounds so far.. but at least its called 6months, 7months.. not one year anymore.. then.. holding on to that thought, it'll carry me and make me hang so hard till i see him finall yagain.
july huh... ..yea... ..cant wait.. huu.....
..
hm. .the stomach fainting feeling is back=/ huu.. hope later can slp well..
o well..
gonan slp soon i guess.. ..
sam is so tired and slpy ne.. he didnt slp properly.. only bits here and there i car=/..
o well..
but glad he's safe.. phew.
yea.. stomach not good again.. feeling terrible again =/ huu.. sickening feeling.. disliek ne..
mata
23 September 2010
Turning Night =/
sighs.. duno whats going gone alreayd.. thought.. tch. .thought tonight could just relax or enjoy abit.. but yea.. =( .. i duno.. i just brought home a bag of questions marks, whys.,. and perhaps 2 lost frens..
o well................. waht to do.. .
i know what to do now.. i shall just make frens with my colleagues, and make frens with fren's frens. fed up p with ppl already. its so damn difficult to trust ppl.. i duno..
its like.. at hwat age alreayd???? ppl still playing backstab words.. wth. ..tch.. this is insane.. .. sighs. .cept that.. this time .. ( i could've lost my childhood fren for good. ..
sighs...
its ok.. life moves on.. i'll be fine even without her. if what my fren said is true, then she's the most stupid idoito chilidha freaking fren i ever had!!!!!!
sighs............ =(
...
feeling down=/ .. coudnlt talk to sam about this now either.. =(..
sigsh................
o well..
just lose 2 frens.. i'll get more frens from other place.s.. who needs them. f them.
so foolish and stupid of some ppl .. to believe some words.. im glad im fren vbelieve in me still. .otherwise.. o well.. both of them wouldve done the same too..
i duno..
its so unexpected..
i felt s wronged by someone i hardly know for long.. ..sighs.. =/ so baka...
its ok. i could always go somewhere and sit down, listen to live band, have a drink, look at my phone, notebook, and chill alone. i don need stupid ppl like them.
speaking of which. , been ecountering ppl who keep truing thir stupid heads to look at me. this is bull*hit. bah... whatever. .they wanna look just look.. shameless men..
whatever.. i just walk away thast all,.
sianz... duno what some guys are thinking.
one angmoh guy even keep looking at me even though he's hugging and kissing another woman!!! this is really3 stupoid. -_-
i duno.. sighs.. u'll never realy know what one is thinking about. .=/ this is frightening. .to be able to get hurt by the one u love =( im scared.. so scard. .=(
o well..
guess tonight's outing kinda left me more with tourbles.. busted.
hopefully sunday night will get beter =( o well... what to do.. sighs
trying hard not to let small thigns get me down..
then there i was.. holding my phone since i step outta the house.. i didnt even let it put into my bag. i was holding on to it.. or on the table next to me even when i eat..
but. .still didn get to msg sammy much.. i udnerstand. .must;ve been so fun there.. partying all night there.. i duno.. o well.
BAH.... tch.. i duno.. sucks.. hate all htese foolish childish thingkings.. by aman.. ..arhg...
today.. again.. since wakey, bene sneezing terribly ,. then good thing.. i finally remember to take my med.. -_- yea.. kept forgetting.. haiz.. hten take.. then remeber theres another med.. then 2 hours later, me took another med. cos hte firts med aint working. .waht to do. .know htats wrong.. but yea.. cant take it.. my nose too.. argh!!! so after that, still snezzing abit. but abit begettr. .then rest for like 15 mins.. then yay.. stop runny abit.. but then still have abit..
but yea.. now better.. stop runnign liao..
mhy fren say i look really so different from the image at my shop. cos my frens will drop by someitmes to say hi mah.. tehn see if im free to head out.
so yea.. i was like. .uh huh.. htats our company image mah.. have to wear simple. .cover shoes.. blah3.. but when i get a chance to doll myself up, thats another stoory. another girl.
i have so many personailities. i wasnt really suprised at all with what he said.
i could one day, dress normal liek a country girllXD.
then another,m sexy theme.,. < then another, sweet... then another, cool...
its like.. versatile ba.. i duno.. yea. i don have one specific style or.. personalility.. i like who i am.. but yea ..used to think like.. why are there so many diff part of me. .but now.. well, just treat it as unique ba..
its nice to always be diff somehow.. u know..
fierce the first day, then sweet the nezt..
o well..
whatever.
erm.. so yea..
haiz...
but even if i never go out, i'l;l still be bored at hom e.. perhaphsp even snezzing still.. then keep waiting for sam's msg.. which he never realy msg lots.. and i'll go lie. .crazy?,. so yea.>
at least there're something else to keep me busy= ./
but.. somehow. .found out the truth of how ugly frenships or humans really cna be.. they are so crazy.
=( .. sighs... tch...
o well.. hwat more could i say... ....
..haiz.. tell u guys here sffirst ba..
tmr wakey.. should feel beter eh?.. ..
o well..
let me fnd my peace somehow..
and yeah. my memoy.. haiz.. espeically names.. gosh.. and titles.. omg.. so difficult to remebr. .or recalled.. =/
im losing my memories.. till i find a way to find them back.. liek that scary title of a movie.. gosh. .i tell u.. frightening.. i totally 3 forgotten whats the name of it.. omg.........
so scar sia.. like.. allways tlak about it soeitmes. hten suddenly one day forget liao. .dots..
mata
o well................. waht to do.. .
i know what to do now.. i shall just make frens with my colleagues, and make frens with fren's frens. fed up p with ppl already. its so damn difficult to trust ppl.. i duno..
its like.. at hwat age alreayd???? ppl still playing backstab words.. wth. ..tch.. this is insane.. .. sighs. .cept that.. this time .. ( i could've lost my childhood fren for good. ..
sighs...
its ok.. life moves on.. i'll be fine even without her. if what my fren said is true, then she's the most stupid idoito chilidha freaking fren i ever had!!!!!!
sighs............ =(
...
feeling down=/ .. coudnlt talk to sam about this now either.. =(..
sigsh................
o well..
just lose 2 frens.. i'll get more frens from other place.s.. who needs them. f them.
so foolish and stupid of some ppl .. to believe some words.. im glad im fren vbelieve in me still. .otherwise.. o well.. both of them wouldve done the same too..
i duno..
its so unexpected..
i felt s wronged by someone i hardly know for long.. ..sighs.. =/ so baka...
its ok. i could always go somewhere and sit down, listen to live band, have a drink, look at my phone, notebook, and chill alone. i don need stupid ppl like them.
speaking of which. , been ecountering ppl who keep truing thir stupid heads to look at me. this is bull*hit. bah... whatever. .they wanna look just look.. shameless men..
whatever.. i just walk away thast all,.
sianz... duno what some guys are thinking.
one angmoh guy even keep looking at me even though he's hugging and kissing another woman!!! this is really3 stupoid. -_-
i duno.. sighs.. u'll never realy know what one is thinking about. .=/ this is frightening. .to be able to get hurt by the one u love =( im scared.. so scard. .=(
o well..
guess tonight's outing kinda left me more with tourbles.. busted.
hopefully sunday night will get beter =( o well... what to do.. sighs
trying hard not to let small thigns get me down..
then there i was.. holding my phone since i step outta the house.. i didnt even let it put into my bag. i was holding on to it.. or on the table next to me even when i eat..
but. .still didn get to msg sammy much.. i udnerstand. .must;ve been so fun there.. partying all night there.. i duno.. o well.
BAH.... tch.. i duno.. sucks.. hate all htese foolish childish thingkings.. by aman.. ..arhg...
today.. again.. since wakey, bene sneezing terribly ,. then good thing.. i finally remember to take my med.. -_- yea.. kept forgetting.. haiz.. hten take.. then remeber theres another med.. then 2 hours later, me took another med. cos hte firts med aint working. .waht to do. .know htats wrong.. but yea.. cant take it.. my nose too.. argh!!! so after that, still snezzing abit. but abit begettr. .then rest for like 15 mins.. then yay.. stop runny abit.. but then still have abit..
but yea.. now better.. stop runnign liao..
mhy fren say i look really so different from the image at my shop. cos my frens will drop by someitmes to say hi mah.. tehn see if im free to head out.
so yea.. i was like. .uh huh.. htats our company image mah.. have to wear simple. .cover shoes.. blah3.. but when i get a chance to doll myself up, thats another stoory. another girl.
i have so many personailities. i wasnt really suprised at all with what he said.
i could one day, dress normal liek a country girllXD.
then another,m sexy theme.,. < then another, sweet... then another, cool...
its like.. versatile ba.. i duno.. yea. i don have one specific style or.. personalility.. i like who i am.. but yea ..used to think like.. why are there so many diff part of me. .but now.. well, just treat it as unique ba..
its nice to always be diff somehow.. u know..
fierce the first day, then sweet the nezt..
o well..
whatever.
erm.. so yea..
haiz...
but even if i never go out, i'l;l still be bored at hom e.. perhaphsp even snezzing still.. then keep waiting for sam's msg.. which he never realy msg lots.. and i'll go lie. .crazy?,. so yea.>
at least there're something else to keep me busy= ./
but.. somehow. .found out the truth of how ugly frenships or humans really cna be.. they are so crazy.
=( .. sighs... tch...
o well.. hwat more could i say... ....
..haiz.. tell u guys here sffirst ba..
tmr wakey.. should feel beter eh?.. ..
o well..
let me fnd my peace somehow..
and yeah. my memoy.. haiz.. espeically names.. gosh.. and titles.. omg.. so difficult to remebr. .or recalled.. =/
im losing my memories.. till i find a way to find them back.. liek that scary title of a movie.. gosh. .i tell u.. frightening.. i totally 3 forgotten whats the name of it.. omg.........
so scar sia.. like.. allways tlak about it soeitmes. hten suddenly one day forget liao. .dots..
mata
22 September 2010
Happy mooncake festival!
yay.... aww. .after sammy left, its like. .felt so weird. .so .. empty wihtout him. .i duno=/
hten he suddenly gib me a clal. i duno. .he sounded like he was slping or sumtin.. so slpy like taht.. aww...
=) happy to hear his voice. very ^^
well, such a pleasant surprise ne ^^ hhehe..
hmm.. today.. work at first start out abit bored.. then.. somehow.. ok.. getting all pumped up.. duno why also.. O.o but yea.. its good though..
oh just remeberd.. at one point, i tlaked so much adn make effort to this customer. then she really bought.. then the stupid guy was like. .oh she got her.. nah.. too long to type. .somemore its over. i dun wanna tlak abt this. .haiz..
anwyay, focus on good hting. so yea.. at least today not ba.. orking wiht manager been a pleasure too. not bad only.
so yea..
work.. have the neergy today. duno why also.O.o
hm.. .
what else..
oh, another time then mention something here ba.. cos kept forgettnig.. but another time ba.. me tired..
oh just had ooncakes.. abit.
huu.. didnt go look at hte moon.. tired to walk out. LOl. baka desu. however,.. yea.. o well.. bro bought alot of mooncakes. dotsss...
he say eberything sold out today everywhere. wow. luckily me bought alreayd just on time. phew =)
hm.. slpy alreayd.. been slping late ne.. o well.. tmr.. o well..
tired. ha.
hten he suddenly gib me a clal. i duno. .he sounded like he was slping or sumtin.. so slpy like taht.. aww...
=) happy to hear his voice. very ^^
well, such a pleasant surprise ne ^^ hhehe..
hmm.. today.. work at first start out abit bored.. then.. somehow.. ok.. getting all pumped up.. duno why also.. O.o but yea.. its good though..
oh just remeberd.. at one point, i tlaked so much adn make effort to this customer. then she really bought.. then the stupid guy was like. .oh she got her.. nah.. too long to type. .somemore its over. i dun wanna tlak abt this. .haiz..
anwyay, focus on good hting. so yea.. at least today not ba.. orking wiht manager been a pleasure too. not bad only.
so yea..
work.. have the neergy today. duno why also.O.o
hm.. .
what else..
oh, another time then mention something here ba.. cos kept forgettnig.. but another time ba.. me tired..
oh just had ooncakes.. abit.
huu.. didnt go look at hte moon.. tired to walk out. LOl. baka desu. however,.. yea.. o well.. bro bought alot of mooncakes. dotsss...
he say eberything sold out today everywhere. wow. luckily me bought alreayd just on time. phew =)
hm.. slpy alreayd.. been slping late ne.. o well.. tmr.. o well..
tired. ha.
21 September 2010
Mooncakes
haiyo.. din see the time=./ almost 2am.. tmr another slpy long tiring day..
thought today duno what would i be doing. .but yea.. still got lots of things to do.. till closing. just nice. phew..
so many things.
o well..
=( dun wanna tlak about work now.. just glad my off is coming. phew..
just wanna relax for some bits. and let some air out.
argh. .tiredness.. downess.. everyhting. just out. let them out.
yea. .needed that..
and come to think of it, its been monthssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss since i went out late on a weekend.
was thinking of trying out on sunday.. but not sure where to go.. couple of places will do.. but might opt for somewhere peaceful.. just sit. .write , read.. have some time abit.. i duno. sounds good eh?
rare treat ne. yeah.. i don remeber the last time im out on a weekend.. wit. .i think have.. .. when my fren was looking for me.. no.. thats aint no night.. nope... not at all.. yea.. i think ever i started working, or when im back in sg, i've never had a proper weekend. i duno. not liek that matters.
anyway, today at work.. oh dear.. -_- runy nos!!!! i hate it!!!!nose still bit of runny now.. not runny anymore. .more of pain. .and still abit sore. .yea. .not right. haiz.
o well.. tmr hope better..
i gotta change bedsheets soon ba.
every mornign keep sneeing like mad.. huu
oh.. .. just saw the photo album on facebook.. .
hm..
been 8montsh alreayd... since i last saw him..
8 long months..... wow.. so much happened eh.. we learn we overcome thigns..
..wonder about htings. .thinking about things.. important matters.. .etc..
big or small..
was wondering just now.. do we tell frens matters which we dont tell partners?
..i duno.. trying to recall.... if theres anythign. ...
then like. .yea.. sometimes.. certain matters do tlak to certain ppl only...
hm..
just.. u know. .try to take it as it is.. not everythign one should know huh. .now i know..
well.. yea..
tch.. internet sux.. cant logoin into my fring=.,= grrrrrr.......................
huu.. poor my nose=/
o well..
hope by thurs still can clean up a lil ba.. somehow =/
cos nose gonna be .. argh.. nonono... canot. .better be fri. otherwise nose liek that how to go out. huuuu.. better clean lil paperwork and stuffs.. dots.
hm.. 2am alreayd.. haiz..
k ba.. tmr hope wil be a betetr day..
hm. .yea..
oh, bought mooncakes as salim instructed.
ha. just nice. .stil lgot the flavs sammy love to eat.. almost outta stocks liao.. tmr.. mooncakey ne..
apity my family isnt all here.. not and wont be complete wihtout him.. =/ haiz..
hopefully one day get to eat with him under the moon with mooncakes from there and with some nice tea..
i don feel good tonight =/
mata
thought today duno what would i be doing. .but yea.. still got lots of things to do.. till closing. just nice. phew..
so many things.
o well..
=( dun wanna tlak about work now.. just glad my off is coming. phew..
just wanna relax for some bits. and let some air out.
argh. .tiredness.. downess.. everyhting. just out. let them out.
yea. .needed that..
and come to think of it, its been monthssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss since i went out late on a weekend.
was thinking of trying out on sunday.. but not sure where to go.. couple of places will do.. but might opt for somewhere peaceful.. just sit. .write , read.. have some time abit.. i duno. sounds good eh?
rare treat ne. yeah.. i don remeber the last time im out on a weekend.. wit. .i think have.. .. when my fren was looking for me.. no.. thats aint no night.. nope... not at all.. yea.. i think ever i started working, or when im back in sg, i've never had a proper weekend. i duno. not liek that matters.
anyway, today at work.. oh dear.. -_- runy nos!!!! i hate it!!!!nose still bit of runny now.. not runny anymore. .more of pain. .and still abit sore. .yea. .not right. haiz.
o well.. tmr hope better..
i gotta change bedsheets soon ba.
every mornign keep sneeing like mad.. huu
oh.. .. just saw the photo album on facebook.. .
hm..
been 8montsh alreayd... since i last saw him..
8 long months..... wow.. so much happened eh.. we learn we overcome thigns..
..wonder about htings. .thinking about things.. important matters.. .etc..
big or small..
was wondering just now.. do we tell frens matters which we dont tell partners?
..i duno.. trying to recall.... if theres anythign. ...
then like. .yea.. sometimes.. certain matters do tlak to certain ppl only...
hm..
just.. u know. .try to take it as it is.. not everythign one should know huh. .now i know..
well.. yea..
tch.. internet sux.. cant logoin into my fring=.,= grrrrrr.......................
huu.. poor my nose=/
o well..
hope by thurs still can clean up a lil ba.. somehow =/
cos nose gonna be .. argh.. nonono... canot. .better be fri. otherwise nose liek that how to go out. huuuu.. better clean lil paperwork and stuffs.. dots.
hm.. 2am alreayd.. haiz..
k ba.. tmr hope wil be a betetr day..
hm. .yea..
oh, bought mooncakes as salim instructed.
ha. just nice. .stil lgot the flavs sammy love to eat.. almost outta stocks liao.. tmr.. mooncakey ne..
apity my family isnt all here.. not and wont be complete wihtout him.. =/ haiz..
hopefully one day get to eat with him under the moon with mooncakes from there and with some nice tea..
i don feel good tonight =/
mata
20 September 2010
Moon love
aww.. i kenw it. hehe =) even though sammy never tell me, i knew he'll say the same hting this year, even if he no tell me, i'll do so too^^
its that time of month agaib.. mooncake fdestivcal!! his fav snowskin moocakes at bengawan solo.. the flavs he like. i still tremember T_T last year i bought them and eat.. aww....
hm.. tmr will check see how ba.. omg. .din realised the festival is in 2 days time@ duno still have anot. .luckyily ion have solo shop.. k. .hope still have those flavs.. aw..
so yup.. haha. =) he's still the same.. aw.. me like htat.^^ will definitely eat for him again ne. =)
today another slpy dya.. good thing no slp in bus. .cos theres sam with me. yay.. hehe.
hm... well.. .. todya nothign much, .its always work3.. monday morning always busy. do report.. blah3.. phew.. next week finally not my turn ^^ yay.. haha.
its nice to talk about the future last night with sam.. its far away. .but well, its good to have plans isnt that so.
so yup.. a man who includes me in his future,.. aw.w. im so lucky =;)
just now thought he wouldnt call.. he was in a rush to get offline. .so yea.. me din receive his msg.. alil too late.. then he's gone. .then he stil lremmeber he our call =) so yay.. yup.. we called.. it was good ^^ i am happy .
haiz. .tmr anohte rlong day.. and finally manager ba ck to work. .gosh.. a nrand new week eh... o well. .gambat ne.. i hope i can learn alot from them. so yup.. wanna absorb as much as possible now. my manager say to me. .oh, when my colleague(the 2ndic) gone( to new outlet in late oct) , i'll be having headache and alot of work or trouble he said. i was like. .so??? thinking only. ha. yes. .my collegua working for 10years alreyad.. i know.. but i wont die without her gone.
i told him then. yes i know. i'll learn whatever i cna now. but u know? someitmes its good when alone. cos u learn by yourself at a faster pace. u get to learn more in this process sometiems.
instead of trying to wait and learn from other ppl. so fo rme, im ok. been there, done that.. im ok. then he's like. .yeah. .thats true..
duh.. i knwo what im doing..
so yup... im not that worried.. only thign im more worried about is the workload.. and my shifts.. my angmoh manager alwyas get mrg shifts alot. but of course. .if she mrg, i aft. so how?? i wont let that happen no matter what.
hm.. k ba. .i hope tmr i'll feel good. and work good..
sianz. .working with that irritating guy. i hope he's off =.= see his face very sianz. o well..
i just hope i have energy for tmr..
mata
its that time of month agaib.. mooncake fdestivcal!! his fav snowskin moocakes at bengawan solo.. the flavs he like. i still tremember T_T last year i bought them and eat.. aww....
hm.. tmr will check see how ba.. omg. .din realised the festival is in 2 days time@ duno still have anot. .luckyily ion have solo shop.. k. .hope still have those flavs.. aw..
so yup.. haha. =) he's still the same.. aw.. me like htat.^^ will definitely eat for him again ne. =)
today another slpy dya.. good thing no slp in bus. .cos theres sam with me. yay.. hehe.
hm... well.. .. todya nothign much, .its always work3.. monday morning always busy. do report.. blah3.. phew.. next week finally not my turn ^^ yay.. haha.
its nice to talk about the future last night with sam.. its far away. .but well, its good to have plans isnt that so.
so yup.. a man who includes me in his future,.. aw.w. im so lucky =;)
just now thought he wouldnt call.. he was in a rush to get offline. .so yea.. me din receive his msg.. alil too late.. then he's gone. .then he stil lremmeber he our call =) so yay.. yup.. we called.. it was good ^^ i am happy .
haiz. .tmr anohte rlong day.. and finally manager ba ck to work. .gosh.. a nrand new week eh... o well. .gambat ne.. i hope i can learn alot from them. so yup.. wanna absorb as much as possible now. my manager say to me. .oh, when my colleague(the 2ndic) gone( to new outlet in late oct) , i'll be having headache and alot of work or trouble he said. i was like. .so??? thinking only. ha. yes. .my collegua working for 10years alreyad.. i know.. but i wont die without her gone.
i told him then. yes i know. i'll learn whatever i cna now. but u know? someitmes its good when alone. cos u learn by yourself at a faster pace. u get to learn more in this process sometiems.
instead of trying to wait and learn from other ppl. so fo rme, im ok. been there, done that.. im ok. then he's like. .yeah. .thats true..
duh.. i knwo what im doing..
so yup... im not that worried.. only thign im more worried about is the workload.. and my shifts.. my angmoh manager alwyas get mrg shifts alot. but of course. .if she mrg, i aft. so how?? i wont let that happen no matter what.
hm.. k ba. .i hope tmr i'll feel good. and work good..
sianz. .working with that irritating guy. i hope he's off =.= see his face very sianz. o well..
i just hope i have energy for tmr..
mata
18 September 2010
TIRED YTD
ha.. last night.. too slpy and super duper tired. .didnt blog, and didnt managed to watch a nice show finish=/
right after i hang up the phone with him, i fell aslp tooo. lol.
gosh..
ytd. .so tiring.. morning at first i thought back to normal. .then suddfenly need to do some changes to shop.. so busy2.. almost done.. but not quite. running out of time, i gotta hand it over to my colleague. then rush to taampines mall and work. sammy helped me twice today. =)
thanks to him. i was able to get my probs solved.
big or small.
i duno what to do without him. ..haiz.
so yup..
work there.. at first like. .interesting to know whats there. hows it like workingt there.. then suddenly soon after, became so boring =.,=.. dots....... so sianz. customer types also super boring. haiyo.....maybe for now only ba.
anyway, yea.. hten go tphone bill thingy.. wah so fast arrive liao. gosh me so tired sitll.. now. =/
anyway, yea.. abit confused at what to do. .then find also cannot find thorugh web. maybe type wrong words or what. then tootired.. every part of body aching.. then decided to just let it rest.
so many htings to think and do, and so tired... so yea.. i really gotta start cleaning up adn stuff=/
settle lil2 things..
today.. suddenly asked myself ..what can i do for him?
was like. .ah.. yea.. thatzs a good question...
k. .another matter to add up and think. but most likely thigns to do for him.. better thigns.. i mean.must wait till i meet him then can.. haiz..
o well.. will ask him about it, and also figure out on my own. lol
k.. i gtg.. get ready for work.
hope by tonight will have energy to do blog. oh no... tmr report. .huuuuu
mata
right after i hang up the phone with him, i fell aslp tooo. lol.
gosh..
ytd. .so tiring.. morning at first i thought back to normal. .then suddfenly need to do some changes to shop.. so busy2.. almost done.. but not quite. running out of time, i gotta hand it over to my colleague. then rush to taampines mall and work. sammy helped me twice today. =)
thanks to him. i was able to get my probs solved.
big or small.
i duno what to do without him. ..haiz.
so yup..
work there.. at first like. .interesting to know whats there. hows it like workingt there.. then suddenly soon after, became so boring =.,=.. dots....... so sianz. customer types also super boring. haiyo.....maybe for now only ba.
anyway, yea.. hten go tphone bill thingy.. wah so fast arrive liao. gosh me so tired sitll.. now. =/
anyway, yea.. abit confused at what to do. .then find also cannot find thorugh web. maybe type wrong words or what. then tootired.. every part of body aching.. then decided to just let it rest.
so many htings to think and do, and so tired... so yea.. i really gotta start cleaning up adn stuff=/
settle lil2 things..
today.. suddenly asked myself ..what can i do for him?
was like. .ah.. yea.. thatzs a good question...
k. .another matter to add up and think. but most likely thigns to do for him.. better thigns.. i mean.must wait till i meet him then can.. haiz..
o well.. will ask him about it, and also figure out on my own. lol
k.. i gtg.. get ready for work.
hope by tonight will have energy to do blog. oh no... tmr report. .huuuuu
mata
17 September 2010
Blink Of An Eye
so slpy and tired still. .haoiz.. tmr back to work.. =/ not nnice to feel this way.. but yea.. haiyo..
so suey ne. .off dya kena runny nose so terrible. then at least today get to rest ba.. but didnt feel like doing anything at all.. didnt even clean my room, or settle my paper notes. .haiz.. hope to see my next off soon ba..
hm... yea.. u know.. perhaps next week i could try and arrange my time abit, take some time off, go chill out at somewhere for a short while.. doesnt have to be a few hours.. but yea.. short while would do fine.. just sit and do nothing or sumthing.. then watch pl.. lol. nah..
but yea.. will try to see how ba.. mabe its time to make up for some free time with frens, or for myself.
gosh.. still tired.. i really hope tmr i off. huu.. o well.
haiz..... ..
though tof doing some cooking today.. or paint my nails.. but didnt do so=/ lie i said. .too tired. now too tired to do all small things. cos body just wanna slp and rest , just doesnt feel like standing. ya know.
tmr.. wonde rif its gonna be another busy day.. should be eh.. .haiz.
just get it over with ba.. yes.. get it over..
hm..
o well..
yay... today finally for so long in time, get to talk with sammy for longer abit. our off today.
thoguh yea.. not say talk super lots.. but yea.. it just feels alil different form usual i guess.
cos of phone ba i guess. .so diff way of talking.,. more .. i duno. haha. yeah
[ytd.. slpt at 4am.. gosh.. cos of coffee i think. o well..
me ne.. .got a feeling i know when's my off.. but.. o well.. see how ba. hope isnt too far away.. for i wan my off. soon. haha. duh. plus a fren's birthday is coming. dotss.sss... how to plan sia... =.=..........
haiyo.. shall see how. me lazy to go do all these birthdya thigny.. but yea.. o well.. trying to change it now.. no need to restrict too much eh.. just .. u know.. yea. .haha.. learning.
haiz.. body so tired..
memory also not so good now..
=/ even movie titles having such difficult time to remember. no. its liek couldnt recall at all. till i have to google blah3.. then finally found the link to my answer. then found the movie i was looking for. like .completelly wiped out from my memory. i jsut cant remember the name!!
omg... if its a human situation, i might freak out., haha.
o well....
will tc more then..
..ah.,. o well.. everytime thought about hte thigns i get to do when im in sydney again,. it makes me so excited. no.. its as long as i can get to do thign sand sit with sammy again, i'll be so happy. then downside is, next moment u'll relaised, oh, that belongs to 10months frmo now T_T. huuu....
o well..
anywhere is happy as long as he's here with me.
soemtiems i do thought of the fact that.. . its so painful. .but.. if u love someone, u gotta hang on.. no matter what.
so yea..
here i am. praying the days wil lpass asap.. let it bygone..
ah.. almost pay day.. almost end of sept before we know it.. soon..
then oct will be here. .thigns in shop will gonna start to get busy in no time. ..
what to do..
hm.. perhaps even more busy than now. .i will tc of my body. .or at least i try to. will tell myself use my manager as example. don end up like her. stress work, plus no breakfast, no nutrients, then faint.
yea.. we don have the habit of taking breakfast. dots. but she
ll take coffee every morning. but.. i heard cannot take coffee on an empty stomach. so yea.. usually me just with water. i nid those 2 cups of water every morning.
so yup.. will.. tc. .till next year. .pull through those hard times.. how? i duno yet. just pull. ha. ..o well..
nothign pretty much to look forward to in the near future except for work only i guess. then soon, gonna be cny.. yea. .cny will come pretty fast. early feb eh? i think.. .so yea.. even that, i do not really look forward to. hahah.. .XD o well.. ..
nvm.. just dress up pretty, nicvely,. and perhaps.. who knows. could have another session of steamboat with my frens again eh. yea. could be.
hm...
haiz .ok ba.. gotta slp later alreayd.. just now took a nap too. .30mins or so. .but its quite good.. kinda.
may tmr be an easy day , fast be over. .i hope.
mata
so suey ne. .off dya kena runny nose so terrible. then at least today get to rest ba.. but didnt feel like doing anything at all.. didnt even clean my room, or settle my paper notes. .haiz.. hope to see my next off soon ba..
hm... yea.. u know.. perhaps next week i could try and arrange my time abit, take some time off, go chill out at somewhere for a short while.. doesnt have to be a few hours.. but yea.. short while would do fine.. just sit and do nothing or sumthing.. then watch pl.. lol. nah..
but yea.. will try to see how ba.. mabe its time to make up for some free time with frens, or for myself.
gosh.. still tired.. i really hope tmr i off. huu.. o well.
haiz..... ..
though tof doing some cooking today.. or paint my nails.. but didnt do so=/ lie i said. .too tired. now too tired to do all small things. cos body just wanna slp and rest , just doesnt feel like standing. ya know.
tmr.. wonde rif its gonna be another busy day.. should be eh.. .haiz.
just get it over with ba.. yes.. get it over..
hm..
o well..
yay... today finally for so long in time, get to talk with sammy for longer abit. our off today.
thoguh yea.. not say talk super lots.. but yea.. it just feels alil different form usual i guess.
cos of phone ba i guess. .so diff way of talking.,. more .. i duno. haha. yeah
[ytd.. slpt at 4am.. gosh.. cos of coffee i think. o well..
me ne.. .got a feeling i know when's my off.. but.. o well.. see how ba. hope isnt too far away.. for i wan my off. soon. haha. duh. plus a fren's birthday is coming. dotss.sss... how to plan sia... =.=..........
haiyo.. shall see how. me lazy to go do all these birthdya thigny.. but yea.. o well.. trying to change it now.. no need to restrict too much eh.. just .. u know.. yea. .haha.. learning.
haiz.. body so tired..
memory also not so good now..
=/ even movie titles having such difficult time to remember. no. its liek couldnt recall at all. till i have to google blah3.. then finally found the link to my answer. then found the movie i was looking for. like .completelly wiped out from my memory. i jsut cant remember the name!!
omg... if its a human situation, i might freak out., haha.
o well....
will tc more then..
..ah.,. o well.. everytime thought about hte thigns i get to do when im in sydney again,. it makes me so excited. no.. its as long as i can get to do thign sand sit with sammy again, i'll be so happy. then downside is, next moment u'll relaised, oh, that belongs to 10months frmo now T_T. huuu....
o well..
anywhere is happy as long as he's here with me.
soemtiems i do thought of the fact that.. . its so painful. .but.. if u love someone, u gotta hang on.. no matter what.
so yea..
here i am. praying the days wil lpass asap.. let it bygone..
ah.. almost pay day.. almost end of sept before we know it.. soon..
then oct will be here. .thigns in shop will gonna start to get busy in no time. ..
what to do..
hm.. perhaps even more busy than now. .i will tc of my body. .or at least i try to. will tell myself use my manager as example. don end up like her. stress work, plus no breakfast, no nutrients, then faint.
yea.. we don have the habit of taking breakfast. dots. but she
ll take coffee every morning. but.. i heard cannot take coffee on an empty stomach. so yea.. usually me just with water. i nid those 2 cups of water every morning.
so yup.. will.. tc. .till next year. .pull through those hard times.. how? i duno yet. just pull. ha. ..o well..
nothign pretty much to look forward to in the near future except for work only i guess. then soon, gonna be cny.. yea. .cny will come pretty fast. early feb eh? i think.. .so yea.. even that, i do not really look forward to. hahah.. .XD o well.. ..
nvm.. just dress up pretty, nicvely,. and perhaps.. who knows. could have another session of steamboat with my frens again eh. yea. could be.
hm...
haiz .ok ba.. gotta slp later alreayd.. just now took a nap too. .30mins or so. .but its quite good.. kinda.
may tmr be an easy day , fast be over. .i hope.
mata
16 September 2010
Runny whole day
hm.. today.. sick.. from the moment me wakey, till midnight, my nose . omg.... sighs....................................
pathetic.=( o well.. what can i say..
sianz.. so sianz.. sighs. .to off on my off day=( feel so sick to continuce.. .
just now had some tlaks with sammy.. yea.. seems like we 2 felt the same way.. when 2 ppl in love, u do feel the same way yea. .
so.. now u cant say u duno what the other arty is thinking about.
someitmes i dont understand.
... like.. what usual everyday thing u used to do for someone, then u stop after someitmes. then tehy'll ask.. has something changed? less important to do now? or is that the person instead?
the heart never really lies..
so yea.. .. someitmes i still blame myself. .why is it that after a bloody one year gone, i still couldnt let go of certain thigns.
..its taking me forever to learn. or perhaps like what my fren said.. no matter how long, its not something which u could let go just like that. there'll always be heartache. always.
now i look at her.. (after she gone through 4 years).. im so envy her. .she's married now.. but she's getting a new home with her hubby. so yup. ha. yea. .she didnt really like to live with her husband family too. not disliek them. but just inconvenient
hm...
so yea. .it snice to know .we hav ehte same thikings on this. the going out part. .
tch.. its difficult to explain here... but yea. ...
.hm..
o well...
perhaps. .this mimght be the chance to present to me huh.. try hanging out with frens more often. i always tries to restrict myself. .as sammy come first. .and wanna onlnie ,communicate with him. so yea..
i should learn from him perhaps eh.. in such ways..
even if alone time... i should have some even if frens couldnt make it..
however, i know always. .what my piorities are.
who come first always.
shoudl just.. u knwo. .take it easy as he did.. not say that kind of easy.. but.. u guys know. .erm.. yea. like. .'easy;... don take thigns too seriously.. wait. that isnt right. .ha. i duno how to put them into words. sorry.
hm.............
ah. .glad im stil lwakey.. yea. .perhaps of mocha i took just now....
haven gotten my schedule yet. ..o well. .haiz..
..
but im glad ot be wakey..
hm.. .o well..
todya.. went to clark quay.. boguiht some sweets.. yea. .only there have.. haiyo. .then find the place too boring. .went to ps..
suddenly rememberd thtat my fren is workng there. so drop by, and indeed he is.
then chat2.. he suddenly ask me try on soooo many pairs of heels=.=
gosh.. yea. .he's worknig in a shoe shop. so ea.. then something caught my eyes. omg... no......~
but me didnt buy. ahhaha .so yea.
u know. .im so glad tmr off.. i nid some.. time to relax. clear my thoguhts.. see where im going nextl.not so serious..haha.. but yea.. just some relax.. erm. yea.. rest..
ppast few days been incredibly busy in shop.. thigns to do.. etc..
i duno wanna end up like my manager who fainted quite recently.du e to stress and lack of nutrients.
hm... hwat els.e. so yea.. wen tto eat ajisne. .cos realy nid something hot in my bod. .but. in the end, im still having terribole4 runny nose.. sigsh.............
finally get home, eat med. cured for about 15misn. then still useless. .runy3..
then.. at about near 12? fianlly im ok. omg. took so long=.= haiz
hm.. weird.. felt as though last night forgot to type what.. hten now also cant remerb =.= haizyo..
nvm.
k.. i ';d betet get ready for bed asap.. just abit more. .then slp.. tired.. but..... .. o well.. singing abi mroe first..
mata
pathetic.=( o well.. what can i say..
sianz.. so sianz.. sighs. .to off on my off day=( feel so sick to continuce.. .
just now had some tlaks with sammy.. yea.. seems like we 2 felt the same way.. when 2 ppl in love, u do feel the same way yea. .
so.. now u cant say u duno what the other arty is thinking about.
someitmes i dont understand.
... like.. what usual everyday thing u used to do for someone, then u stop after someitmes. then tehy'll ask.. has something changed? less important to do now? or is that the person instead?
the heart never really lies..
so yea.. .. someitmes i still blame myself. .why is it that after a bloody one year gone, i still couldnt let go of certain thigns.
..its taking me forever to learn. or perhaps like what my fren said.. no matter how long, its not something which u could let go just like that. there'll always be heartache. always.
now i look at her.. (after she gone through 4 years).. im so envy her. .she's married now.. but she's getting a new home with her hubby. so yup. ha. yea. .she didnt really like to live with her husband family too. not disliek them. but just inconvenient
hm...
so yea. .it snice to know .we hav ehte same thikings on this. the going out part. .
tch.. its difficult to explain here... but yea. ...
.hm..
o well...
perhaps. .this mimght be the chance to present to me huh.. try hanging out with frens more often. i always tries to restrict myself. .as sammy come first. .and wanna onlnie ,communicate with him. so yea..
i should learn from him perhaps eh.. in such ways..
even if alone time... i should have some even if frens couldnt make it..
however, i know always. .what my piorities are.
who come first always.
shoudl just.. u knwo. .take it easy as he did.. not say that kind of easy.. but.. u guys know. .erm.. yea. like. .'easy;... don take thigns too seriously.. wait. that isnt right. .ha. i duno how to put them into words. sorry.
hm.............
ah. .glad im stil lwakey.. yea. .perhaps of mocha i took just now....
haven gotten my schedule yet. ..o well. .haiz..
..
but im glad ot be wakey..
hm.. .o well..
todya.. went to clark quay.. boguiht some sweets.. yea. .only there have.. haiyo. .then find the place too boring. .went to ps..
suddenly rememberd thtat my fren is workng there. so drop by, and indeed he is.
then chat2.. he suddenly ask me try on soooo many pairs of heels=.=
gosh.. yea. .he's worknig in a shoe shop. so ea.. then something caught my eyes. omg... no......~
but me didnt buy. ahhaha .so yea.
u know. .im so glad tmr off.. i nid some.. time to relax. clear my thoguhts.. see where im going nextl.not so serious..haha.. but yea.. just some relax.. erm. yea.. rest..
ppast few days been incredibly busy in shop.. thigns to do.. etc..
i duno wanna end up like my manager who fainted quite recently.du e to stress and lack of nutrients.
hm... hwat els.e. so yea.. wen tto eat ajisne. .cos realy nid something hot in my bod. .but. in the end, im still having terribole4 runny nose.. sigsh.............
finally get home, eat med. cured for about 15misn. then still useless. .runy3..
then.. at about near 12? fianlly im ok. omg. took so long=.= haiz
hm.. weird.. felt as though last night forgot to type what.. hten now also cant remerb =.= haizyo..
nvm.
k.. i ';d betet get ready for bed asap.. just abit more. .then slp.. tired.. but..... .. o well.. singing abi mroe first..
mata
15 September 2010
It's Over
ok.. so.. today.. very buisy.... busy3... but its good. .tiem flies in a way.. not fast.. but at least wont have to keep looking at watch.. os yea..
well. .todya finally 8 days over.. omg.. i pray that this wont happen again.. ..
yea.. so glad whne its all over. .bought so much chips home. omg. can last me for months i think.
so slpy and tired.. ..
ah.. bought the seventeen mag.. .turns out that i didnt get featured in it, but its alrite. i guess they somehow used their own ways to find ppl in sg.. anyway, its a pity theres only 2 pages only.
theres this small section for the fb group, another that tells u signs if.. dun oif wat. .but somethimg about not loving hte guy anymore.
then another tlaking about if it suits u.
someitmes.. theres no space for any excuses not to stick to what u said yea.. said it, then mean it.
and do it. maybe.. sometimes ppl just forgets the most basic thing to do..
i duno..
argh.. had tough days .. tmr finally time for me to chil out abit.. just abit. .i need rests.. i duno..
hm..
o well.. what else.. haiz.. .job gets tougher..
yea..definitely..
hm.. o well...........
=/
its been a long time huh... lets see... yea.. very long time. .sometimes it makes u wonder how u pull it through all this while..
gosh. .last night. .a moth flew into our living room. redz bro and me saw it. me remain calm. ust sat there. both of them, were scared outta their wits =.='' . lol. was so gonna post it on fb i told them. but jlk only. ha.
its hilarious. .they were screaming and shouting.. =.= shift here and there trying to get cover up. me just sat there calmly only with htis expression -_-.
lol. me felt liek iom a super girl. hahaha.
o well.. hm.. yea.. hope the fb groupd wont be too disappointed about the mag release. .its just just a corner of them./ .so yea. .o well..
k.. gonna rest laster on.. hm... hope tmr can relax and have a good day eh..
jaa.
well. .todya finally 8 days over.. omg.. i pray that this wont happen again.. ..
yea.. so glad whne its all over. .bought so much chips home. omg. can last me for months i think.
so slpy and tired.. ..
ah.. bought the seventeen mag.. .turns out that i didnt get featured in it, but its alrite. i guess they somehow used their own ways to find ppl in sg.. anyway, its a pity theres only 2 pages only.
theres this small section for the fb group, another that tells u signs if.. dun oif wat. .but somethimg about not loving hte guy anymore.
then another tlaking about if it suits u.
someitmes.. theres no space for any excuses not to stick to what u said yea.. said it, then mean it.
and do it. maybe.. sometimes ppl just forgets the most basic thing to do..
i duno..
argh.. had tough days .. tmr finally time for me to chil out abit.. just abit. .i need rests.. i duno..
hm..
o well.. what else.. haiz.. .job gets tougher..
yea..definitely..
hm.. o well...........
=/
its been a long time huh... lets see... yea.. very long time. .sometimes it makes u wonder how u pull it through all this while..
gosh. .last night. .a moth flew into our living room. redz bro and me saw it. me remain calm. ust sat there. both of them, were scared outta their wits =.='' . lol. was so gonna post it on fb i told them. but jlk only. ha.
its hilarious. .they were screaming and shouting.. =.= shift here and there trying to get cover up. me just sat there calmly only with htis expression -_-.
lol. me felt liek iom a super girl. hahaha.
o well.. hm.. yea.. hope the fb groupd wont be too disappointed about the mag release. .its just just a corner of them./ .so yea. .o well..
k.. gonna rest laster on.. hm... hope tmr can relax and have a good day eh..
jaa.
14 September 2010
working non stop
sometiems, u know u nid nothing else but one thing ^^ . everyone should have that one hting in their life. do u have it? u know hwat that is? ^^
todya. omg. busy till non stop. nvm.. at least go tthigns to do. but yea.. non stop... omg. fo rhoursss to go. non stop. =.= work3.. .do stocks... haiz. o well.. but yea.. no need to look at watch .godo hting in a way ba.
ah.. finally.. tmr.. wee!! after tmr.. omg... im free!!!!! i cant wait to get out!!! im so gonn hve the best off ever. ha.
give myself a break that i deserve. rest3..
hm... oct is coming... in 2 weeks.. kinda fast eh>... ? sometim sstil lfeels kinda long fo rme. cos of next year. yea. .u know... o well..
eh... hope sammy's phone will be alrite... =/ couldnt see his fae just now.. maybe thats becos of his phone thigny thta he did.. as for me. .hm.. duno ba.. that is too complicated. me don nid too good.. well, once i have the update, its gonna be godo enough. better enough alreayd.. i think i don nid to do anything else.
o well..
so yea.. hopefully' his phoen wil lbe fine ne.. wanna see him again. and his test.. he slpt late.. =/ so yea.. really hope that wont affect his test.. may he pass with flying colours=)
gosh.. me so slpy.. k.. tired.. wanan go rest..
tmr still go tstocks and work to finish off. haiz.. jia you ne...
oh!! today my batt lasted till night. wow. hahaha.. me happy. duno how come. but yea.. lets see tmr how =)
batt improved eh.
mata
todya. omg. busy till non stop. nvm.. at least go tthigns to do. but yea.. non stop... omg. fo rhoursss to go. non stop. =.= work3.. .do stocks... haiz. o well.. but yea.. no need to look at watch .godo hting in a way ba.
ah.. finally.. tmr.. wee!! after tmr.. omg... im free!!!!! i cant wait to get out!!! im so gonn hve the best off ever. ha.
give myself a break that i deserve. rest3..
hm... oct is coming... in 2 weeks.. kinda fast eh>... ? sometim sstil lfeels kinda long fo rme. cos of next year. yea. .u know... o well..
eh... hope sammy's phone will be alrite... =/ couldnt see his fae just now.. maybe thats becos of his phone thigny thta he did.. as for me. .hm.. duno ba.. that is too complicated. me don nid too good.. well, once i have the update, its gonna be godo enough. better enough alreayd.. i think i don nid to do anything else.
o well..
so yea.. hopefully' his phoen wil lbe fine ne.. wanna see him again. and his test.. he slpt late.. =/ so yea.. really hope that wont affect his test.. may he pass with flying colours=)
gosh.. me so slpy.. k.. tired.. wanan go rest..
tmr still go tstocks and work to finish off. haiz.. jia you ne...
oh!! today my batt lasted till night. wow. hahaha.. me happy. duno how come. but yea.. lets see tmr how =)
batt improved eh.
mata
13 September 2010
STILL TIRED!!
so sleepy and tired.. as usual. .nothign special..
todya busy.. thigns to do alot. .then stocks came. .im alreayd outta energy to do anythign else. so yea.. serving cusomers also makes me so tired.. no extra energy to push..
tmr.. finally get to see my manager again . the sg one. haiz..
i hope will be a good day. .so tired and stress for today.
i asked my colleguae who worked her 7th dya todya.. hows it feel. she sy numb. lol. omg.. tmr.. i wonde rif im gonna feel that way. numb eh. ha
yay.. glad sammy's test is over and good. pray that wed will be alrite for him too^^
hm. .what else. haiz..
so tiring.. huuu..... i wnat my off asap.. i really cant wait..
so tired.. =/
looking back at the photos me tok along with sam's frens in sydney, haiz.. really.. so missing it.. i look so so happy... now, i don see that in me anymore,.
not at least everyday.
haiz.. ..
o well...
about 9,10months to go ba.. jia you lor.. .o well..
hanging in the middle of ropes.. yea..
k.. im gonna slp soon ba.. -_- t.i.r.ed................... huuu
mata
todya busy.. thigns to do alot. .then stocks came. .im alreayd outta energy to do anythign else. so yea.. serving cusomers also makes me so tired.. no extra energy to push..
tmr.. finally get to see my manager again . the sg one. haiz..
i hope will be a good day. .so tired and stress for today.
i asked my colleguae who worked her 7th dya todya.. hows it feel. she sy numb. lol. omg.. tmr.. i wonde rif im gonna feel that way. numb eh. ha
yay.. glad sammy's test is over and good. pray that wed will be alrite for him too^^
hm. .what else. haiz..
so tiring.. huuu..... i wnat my off asap.. i really cant wait..
so tired.. =/
looking back at the photos me tok along with sam's frens in sydney, haiz.. really.. so missing it.. i look so so happy... now, i don see that in me anymore,.
not at least everyday.
haiz.. ..
o well...
about 9,10months to go ba.. jia you lor.. .o well..
hanging in the middle of ropes.. yea..
k.. im gonna slp soon ba.. -_- t.i.r.ed................... huuu
mata
12 September 2010
Tired Nights
haiz.. sneezing now.. =.= thanks to using bro's carpet cleaning machine. arghh.... me too sensitive to dust.. haiz..
phew.. finally.. after an hour, my work is done.
im so tired.=( haiz...
really so tired.. these past few night sbeen so tired.. gosh...
yea. .every night keep saying im so tired.. indeed i am.. day by day , i can feel it.. like. .lesser energy bit by bit to serve customer. .haiz. wil lhang on tmr. .after get back, will certainly.. yea.. o well.
super tired!! good thing theres a nice colleague to work with today. so yea.. phew.. lesser stress abit.
work abit easier and nice.
hm...
so yea.. gdluck to me for tmr;'s report. .
gosh.. so nice to sit down.. but when get up, omg.. leg feel so heavy and tired.. haiz..
must definitely reward myself soon after working so hard
mata
phew.. finally.. after an hour, my work is done.
im so tired.=( haiz...
really so tired.. these past few night sbeen so tired.. gosh...
yea. .every night keep saying im so tired.. indeed i am.. day by day , i can feel it.. like. .lesser energy bit by bit to serve customer. .haiz. wil lhang on tmr. .after get back, will certainly.. yea.. o well.
super tired!! good thing theres a nice colleague to work with today. so yea.. phew.. lesser stress abit.
work abit easier and nice.
hm...
so yea.. gdluck to me for tmr;'s report. .
gosh.. so nice to sit down.. but when get up, omg.. leg feel so heavy and tired.. haiz..
must definitely reward myself soon after working so hard
mata
10 September 2010
Dont Fake It. Be Natural
bus.. last night forogt.. duno why, when its reaching my place, it got 2 heavy sharp bump!! i was like. .shocked.
then yea.. big eyes. ha.
then tonight alsop =,= duno isit same driver, or the road got prob. i think should be the road. tmr i shall see if it happens again. so scary to bump2 like that.=.= yes. im sensitive to bus, cars.. whatever now k.. ha. be careful mah. somemore now go tnew phone, wil ltype2 and use more..
today, theres this lady iwht bf angmoh. omg.. you can tell straight away that she's trying so hard to blend in wiht her bf. i .. duno what to say. i hate these type of pppl. she's not a bad person. but. .she's too fake.. why force herself???
be a singaporean, adn use whatever accent she have and speak with her bf ar.. whats so embrassing? u can tell righ taway.. omg. .the most .. fake .. omg. .i ever seen.. dots... a disgrace to us sg girls. .T_T
o well .what to do... reminded me of htat time my bro redz and me went to drink at choco bar, next to us teres this couple, then bro say she try so hard to fake her accent, and the guy try so hard to be funny. angmoh guy.
omg.. me wanan drink the chocolate drink again speakin gof htat place.. yummy...... huu.. no time go and .. o well..
anyway, yea... me don like. me like au natural, no evil intention typr of ppl. i think ne. .hee.. ^^ thats part of the first impression sammy gave me when i first get to know him.. erm. .when im getting to know him better..
so yea..
anyway, ..hm.. so yea..
poor her.. not all angmoh guys are bad. .however, well, i hope they wont do anything bad.. and yea. .for those girls. .haiz.. i duno what to say. just be yourself.. if they care and truly love u, they don care about the way u tlak. am i right?
wow.. big news... O.o after i got home and blah3, i recieved this news from my manager. that the guy i really dislike, is quitting. whoa... im relaly glad and happy. but. what i fear now is, that they''ll make him stay or somehting.. however, i relaly hope its not one of his gimmicks, and htat he'll really be gone from this company. im not being evil.. becos.. seriously, this job doesnt suit him. and he doesnt liek it like. .sooo muhc to. this company really not for ppl like him..
i see no passion in his eyes for htis job.
so yea. .i relaly hope a better person will come along and take his palce. seriosiuly i do.
so yea. .i hope he wont stay.. and yea.. htey wont make him stay..
tmr see how ba. .
hm.............. more thigns to do if he's relaly gone. .wish me luck..
k.. may tmr be betetr. .these few days sucks. .
today . not as busy as i thgouth.. erm. .very busy in day.. but. .o well.. ntohig much. i lost track of what dasy it is, how amnay days i've worked.. i tyr not to htink. .don remind myself. ha. so yea.. gosh.. im running outta work clothesT_T so difficult to find. .haiyo..
jaa, mata
then yea.. big eyes. ha.
then tonight alsop =,= duno isit same driver, or the road got prob. i think should be the road. tmr i shall see if it happens again. so scary to bump2 like that.=.= yes. im sensitive to bus, cars.. whatever now k.. ha. be careful mah. somemore now go tnew phone, wil ltype2 and use more..
today, theres this lady iwht bf angmoh. omg.. you can tell straight away that she's trying so hard to blend in wiht her bf. i .. duno what to say. i hate these type of pppl. she's not a bad person. but. .she's too fake.. why force herself???
be a singaporean, adn use whatever accent she have and speak with her bf ar.. whats so embrassing? u can tell righ taway.. omg. .the most .. fake .. omg. .i ever seen.. dots... a disgrace to us sg girls. .T_T
o well .what to do... reminded me of htat time my bro redz and me went to drink at choco bar, next to us teres this couple, then bro say she try so hard to fake her accent, and the guy try so hard to be funny. angmoh guy.
omg.. me wanan drink the chocolate drink again speakin gof htat place.. yummy...... huu.. no time go and .. o well..
anyway, yea... me don like. me like au natural, no evil intention typr of ppl. i think ne. .hee.. ^^ thats part of the first impression sammy gave me when i first get to know him.. erm. .when im getting to know him better..
so yea..
anyway, ..hm.. so yea..
poor her.. not all angmoh guys are bad. .however, well, i hope they wont do anything bad.. and yea. .for those girls. .haiz.. i duno what to say. just be yourself.. if they care and truly love u, they don care about the way u tlak. am i right?
wow.. big news... O.o after i got home and blah3, i recieved this news from my manager. that the guy i really dislike, is quitting. whoa... im relaly glad and happy. but. what i fear now is, that they''ll make him stay or somehting.. however, i relaly hope its not one of his gimmicks, and htat he'll really be gone from this company. im not being evil.. becos.. seriously, this job doesnt suit him. and he doesnt liek it like. .sooo muhc to. this company really not for ppl like him..
i see no passion in his eyes for htis job.
so yea. .i relaly hope a better person will come along and take his palce. seriosiuly i do.
so yea. .i hope he wont stay.. and yea.. htey wont make him stay..
tmr see how ba. .
hm.............. more thigns to do if he's relaly gone. .wish me luck..
k.. may tmr be betetr. .these few days sucks. .
today . not as busy as i thgouth.. erm. .very busy in day.. but. .o well.. ntohig much. i lost track of what dasy it is, how amnay days i've worked.. i tyr not to htink. .don remind myself. ha. so yea.. gosh.. im running outta work clothesT_T so difficult to find. .haiyo..
jaa, mata
09 September 2010
Selamat hari raya!
i actuall ydidnt feel liek bloggin .cos i m soo osleepY!!! can fall aslp anytime =.=zzzzzzzzz
oh, today finally get to meet my vm manager . its nice. yea..
omg. .slpy..
today fren drop in to say hi. .bt me working night shift. .so cant go for coffee..
anwyay, good thing my fren's wiht me. i duno why this angmoh guy is looking at meO.o so weird. .but great that im doing lots of wrappings at that time, plsu talking to my fren, then yup.. its good.
i think he walk awya. i duno.. didnt bother to look.
gosh.. tmr.. not enough manpower ne.. huu..........
haiz. .waht to do.. got double pay. .just wprk ba.. days to go.. mst hang on. .anyway,
yea.. this mrg had a long good slp. .me slpt at abefore 1am.. about 1am.. yea.. so nice. .to slp all the way..
now 2.. hm.. k.
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
kk, gtg..
couldnt rememerb what to say
mata
oh, today finally get to meet my vm manager . its nice. yea..
omg. .slpy..
today fren drop in to say hi. .bt me working night shift. .so cant go for coffee..
anwyay, good thing my fren's wiht me. i duno why this angmoh guy is looking at meO.o so weird. .but great that im doing lots of wrappings at that time, plsu talking to my fren, then yup.. its good.
i think he walk awya. i duno.. didnt bother to look.
gosh.. tmr.. not enough manpower ne.. huu..........
haiz. .waht to do.. got double pay. .just wprk ba.. days to go.. mst hang on. .anyway,
yea.. this mrg had a long good slp. .me slpt at abefore 1am.. about 1am.. yea.. so nice. .to slp all the way..
now 2.. hm.. k.
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
kk, gtg..
couldnt rememerb what to say
mata
08 September 2010
Cold Everywhere
so cold... really at htis time - tired, abit stress from work.. tired from work.. sleepy ,runny nose.. very cold.. i relaly need a big warm arm from u know hwo to cuddle me into his arms now..
sigh.. today.. i duno hwat to say.. i mena. .i dun fele liek talking abt my bad day.. bad par tof day. just saying. today very3 busy. .alot of thigns haandle.. haiz..
o well. .may tmr be better eh..
haiz.. relaly no mood to talk.. plsu its so long to type. .=( really.. not easy to type it out.. haiz.. so long. .and so complicated. .u wouldnt even understand. =/ its sad when after al lthe work u put in tyring to explain, yet ppl still doesnt understand. .and took it as peanbuts.
tch.. k ba.. just bear with it..
shooty. .sitll runny nose.. k, gonan slp ain abit. sooo tired=/
mata
sigh.. today.. i duno hwat to say.. i mena. .i dun fele liek talking abt my bad day.. bad par tof day. just saying. today very3 busy. .alot of thigns haandle.. haiz..
o well. .may tmr be better eh..
haiz.. relaly no mood to talk.. plsu its so long to type. .=( really.. not easy to type it out.. haiz.. so long. .and so complicated. .u wouldnt even understand. =/ its sad when after al lthe work u put in tyring to explain, yet ppl still doesnt understand. .and took it as peanbuts.
tch.. k ba.. just bear with it..
shooty. .sitll runny nose.. k, gonan slp ain abit. sooo tired=/
mata
07 September 2010
Broken Flying Glasses
ok.. so.. today.. almost dinner time, it was so dramatic... omg.
i had flying glasses flying all over my hand today! O.o it was like watching a movie called matrix. like i could see the bits and pieces went up, and then down onto my hand, everywhere . gosh. .its weird. i was stunned.
immediately, i look down on my hand. i knew for sure its not gonna be good. unless im not made of flesh.
you know how when u throw a ball onto the ground, and it bounces right up? yea .thats the case with my glass today.. down, then everything flew up, and scatter al laround, before falling back onto the basin.
i guess i had my hand slipped =/ , and somehow my cup just fell off, and.. yea.. haiyo....
i;ve never seen naythign liek this case befoe-_- interesting.
but yea.. not somethig good to happen. ha.
good thing nothingtoo serious. just had a couple of plasters on. phew. as long as there aint any bits of glass stuck to my flesh. then yea.
tough luck. but lucky enough to suffer minor cuts only. so yea.. me good.
hm. .getting slpy.. especially when theres nothig to do. sianz..
tch...
didnt feel like doing much today. just wanna rest4... tried to set up wifi.. but.. somehow.. i duno.. it used to be able to.. now. .duno whats the prob. .haiz. .what to do. .sam aint here..
hm.. so yea.. just wanna rest. .
see.. its overboard don u think>? when u assigned ur staffs to work 8 days straight. =/ u think they gonna come to work happily and ful lof energy? i don think so. ha. i asked my colleguae how she felt on her 8th day. she says.. 'dying'. =.= ok... that helps. dots..
hm.. o well.. like that ba... days wil lmove on.. it will passed. .tiem moves. it wont turn back.. everydya ust keeps on going and moving. .world wont stop. time wont stop. no matter how much i would love to see him, it stil lwont hapen even after a week, or months.
i'll just have to endure the slow process,.. .and.. o well. .pray that the xmas will be super busy one(im sure it will) , peaceful one , relax one, stressfree one, and yes.. tada to 2011!
4months to end this..
yea.. o well... =/
oh yea.. started to pratice on my swpe today. ha. not too bad. at first i don really like it. .but thansk to the settings and stuffs, im glad that i got hte hand of it, and yea.. not perfecet, but its alrite. fine by me. cant wait to swype more ne. ha..
hm .hopefully bro wil lcome home soon...
haiz. .feel so bad couldnt go redz house stayover. its raya time.. then yea..
but im working the next day.. mrg. .so yea.. inconvenient.. feel bad ba .cos yea.. u know. .not nice to turn down..
my fingers feel stiff with the palsters on =.= hahah...
..haiz....
so many workstuff to thi nkand .. u know.. keeping a clear mind is what i need righ tnow. cos no sammy ard, so yea.. my best swtheart int he world isnt here.. so.. i gota do it on my own yea.
well, the wifi thign. .hm.. who knows.. maybe it will work after a few days huh. so yea. .hoping it will.
thx to his help.. somehow thigns got better. .btu yea.. see how ba. .hopefully in future would be able to sue it eh.
gosh.. so not in the mood to go back work. .but yea.. jia you ba...
mata
i had flying glasses flying all over my hand today! O.o it was like watching a movie called matrix. like i could see the bits and pieces went up, and then down onto my hand, everywhere . gosh. .its weird. i was stunned.
immediately, i look down on my hand. i knew for sure its not gonna be good. unless im not made of flesh.
you know how when u throw a ball onto the ground, and it bounces right up? yea .thats the case with my glass today.. down, then everything flew up, and scatter al laround, before falling back onto the basin.
i guess i had my hand slipped =/ , and somehow my cup just fell off, and.. yea.. haiyo....
i;ve never seen naythign liek this case befoe-_- interesting.
but yea.. not somethig good to happen. ha.
good thing nothingtoo serious. just had a couple of plasters on. phew. as long as there aint any bits of glass stuck to my flesh. then yea.
tough luck. but lucky enough to suffer minor cuts only. so yea.. me good.
hm. .getting slpy.. especially when theres nothig to do. sianz..
tch...
didnt feel like doing much today. just wanna rest4... tried to set up wifi.. but.. somehow.. i duno.. it used to be able to.. now. .duno whats the prob. .haiz. .what to do. .sam aint here..
hm.. so yea.. just wanna rest. .
see.. its overboard don u think>? when u assigned ur staffs to work 8 days straight. =/ u think they gonna come to work happily and ful lof energy? i don think so. ha. i asked my colleguae how she felt on her 8th day. she says.. 'dying'. =.= ok... that helps. dots..
hm.. o well.. like that ba... days wil lmove on.. it will passed. .tiem moves. it wont turn back.. everydya ust keeps on going and moving. .world wont stop. time wont stop. no matter how much i would love to see him, it stil lwont hapen even after a week, or months.
i'll just have to endure the slow process,.. .and.. o well. .pray that the xmas will be super busy one(im sure it will) , peaceful one , relax one, stressfree one, and yes.. tada to 2011!
4months to end this..
yea.. o well... =/
oh yea.. started to pratice on my swpe today. ha. not too bad. at first i don really like it. .but thansk to the settings and stuffs, im glad that i got hte hand of it, and yea.. not perfecet, but its alrite. fine by me. cant wait to swype more ne. ha..
hm .hopefully bro wil lcome home soon...
haiz. .feel so bad couldnt go redz house stayover. its raya time.. then yea..
but im working the next day.. mrg. .so yea.. inconvenient.. feel bad ba .cos yea.. u know. .not nice to turn down..
my fingers feel stiff with the palsters on =.= hahah...
..haiz....
so many workstuff to thi nkand .. u know.. keeping a clear mind is what i need righ tnow. cos no sammy ard, so yea.. my best swtheart int he world isnt here.. so.. i gota do it on my own yea.
well, the wifi thign. .hm.. who knows.. maybe it will work after a few days huh. so yea. .hoping it will.
thx to his help.. somehow thigns got better. .btu yea.. see how ba. .hopefully in future would be able to sue it eh.
gosh.. so not in the mood to go back work. .but yea.. jia you ba...
mata
06 September 2010
Just Smile
gosh.. woke up so early todya. .din have time to rest. .anyway, last night net was terrible. somemore was so tired. .so didnt get ot blog yea.
oh yea.. alwyas wanted to post this but forogot..
u know.. espeically at work, i always tell myself'' smile . smile even if you're feeling sad, or down. just smile. u have to put up a brave front in fron tof ppl. it helps them not to worry about u, or affect your work. Just Smile~~''. well, i do managed to keep up my smile, but still, inside feeling like rotten apple. ha. o well.. but its my job to do so..
no harm smiling anyway..
but yea.. it could be a hassle sometimes.. to.. yea.. really just.. u know.. cover i all up..
hm.. tonioght. .beter than last night. .not so slpy and tired.. slpy, but yea..
im gonna have lesser free tiem soon .omg.. =( drea it.
good thign im done with phone thing(for now) bytoday.
so yea. .and so glad i found my phone thingy so fast thanks to my colleagues=)
ha..
so yea.. hm...
tch..
oh.. i jus rememebred. and i tried to fni dit again. .but to no avail. .samy showed and taught me how to on the wireless a year ago. i rememebr him saying. .better dont do that(after i was onto wifi) cos ppl can easily get to my info and comp stuff. so i remeber clearly i was on the wifi indeed..
but. .well, duno ba. .was soooo disappointed when the call failed =( it was terrible. .sioghs.sss tch. .again, like i said, put on a smile when its needed, i smile in front o fmy bro.. though i was sad. but yeeea.. i don think he detects it, and we watched dvd peacefully with .. erm. .talks? yea.. o well. anything.
aw.. so cute.. just now hamster slp till.. lol.. bro was saying. .it could be having a nightmare. so it was moving its arms and leggies. .naww... haha... yea.. i took a vid. .gona post on fb.
breakfast.. hm.. not bad.. end up with ppl chatting and getting to know each other betetr yea.. its good.
got a haircut cos of that too. new colleague. so yea..
hair. .hm.. i duno. .will have to see.. kinda like and hate it. ha. see how ne..
tmr. .duno what to do ne.. hm.. just rest definitely. but.. yea.. duno wanna do what.. read perhaps.. i duno ..ahiz.. sianz. .
long story
ytd theres a new staff on floor trail. omg... my collegaus(both attached) i know they complimnet only.. but they were saying that the new stuff is cute. dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss=.=''''''' i was like... wth???
htey one of they ask me, i was like.. NOOOOOOO ~ =.='''''
oh my goodness...
anyway, he;s the fren of my collegaue. and theres another new staff from the same collega too. fren.
but. .LOL .both of htem requested not to work wiht my colleguae!!!!! funny right??? cos usually ppl would wanna work with someone they know. LOL .omg.. my collegaue. .very funny and crazy.. lol.... i was lauhging out loud when my manager told me what they sid. hahahaha,.... funny ne. XD but as in interesintg.. not like they dislike him.. but yea.. he's just noisy ba i guess.. talks alot. ha.
funny..
hmm..don u have those moments, wher u mention one thing, and then u thoguht to urself..
yea.. its different now. .or u don feel like tlaking about that deeply anymore?
gosh.. so indeed it is! my cmopany, allows ppl to work. .say like a day or 2 in their aust shops if u ever went there!! omg.. .i really feel like heading over to melbourne, or sydney for abit in jan just to have a go at it!! then wa like.. omg.. wait a min.. =-= what if they fni dme not good? cos we work the very most different way from aust ppl does. very total opposite ways. skali they called to boss or who to complina.. XD onmg.. the staff from sg sucks.. lol. nah.. don wan them to have a bad impression hahah.. but. .yea. .would be so awesome eh.. imagine.. =)
tch.. yeah... i .. someimtes i wonder if my body could wait for another year to have a berak.. so wanna have it now. .liek yea.. NOW.
2am alreyad. .Hm..
so yea... .think less, smile more.. thats what i've been telling mysef. ya know. .work3.. and smile3.. i have to do that eveydya to thousands of ppl a week. no.. could come up over 10000 ppl a weke. can u imagine that? O.o hmm.. yea... ...
=.= just realized ne.. gosh.. so many..
and i hate the way when u know the way a man looks at you while u guys are talking. u knwo hwats he's thinking. .and its liek ..omg.. thast not right .=.,=
argh. .that sux. its not gd to know. but sometiems its so obvious =.= eew.
hhaaa
xmas.. is coming soon.. busy preiod.. could be starting from oct. .or late oct.. .
busy mode.. gota get ready.. gonnabe exciting, at the same time, a nightmare.
..bah.........
cmon. .lets just get ths ove rwith eh?
2010. .cant wait to get rid of it =/ in fact, cant wait to get rid of 10 years.
anyway, hm.... haven got hte time to dl my apps and stuffs.. perhaps tmr... hm... yea...
se ehow... i have so much thigns to do.. =./ sighs..
tch..
life is a hassle.
mata
me restrained.
oh yea.. alwyas wanted to post this but forogot..
u know.. espeically at work, i always tell myself'' smile . smile even if you're feeling sad, or down. just smile. u have to put up a brave front in fron tof ppl. it helps them not to worry about u, or affect your work. Just Smile~~''. well, i do managed to keep up my smile, but still, inside feeling like rotten apple. ha. o well.. but its my job to do so..
no harm smiling anyway..
but yea.. it could be a hassle sometimes.. to.. yea.. really just.. u know.. cover i all up..
hm.. tonioght. .beter than last night. .not so slpy and tired.. slpy, but yea..
im gonna have lesser free tiem soon .omg.. =( drea it.
good thign im done with phone thing(for now) bytoday.
so yea. .and so glad i found my phone thingy so fast thanks to my colleagues=)
ha..
so yea.. hm...
tch..
oh.. i jus rememebred. and i tried to fni dit again. .but to no avail. .samy showed and taught me how to on the wireless a year ago. i rememebr him saying. .better dont do that(after i was onto wifi) cos ppl can easily get to my info and comp stuff. so i remeber clearly i was on the wifi indeed..
but. .well, duno ba. .was soooo disappointed when the call failed =( it was terrible. .sioghs.sss tch. .again, like i said, put on a smile when its needed, i smile in front o fmy bro.. though i was sad. but yeeea.. i don think he detects it, and we watched dvd peacefully with .. erm. .talks? yea.. o well. anything.
aw.. so cute.. just now hamster slp till.. lol.. bro was saying. .it could be having a nightmare. so it was moving its arms and leggies. .naww... haha... yea.. i took a vid. .gona post on fb.
breakfast.. hm.. not bad.. end up with ppl chatting and getting to know each other betetr yea.. its good.
got a haircut cos of that too. new colleague. so yea..
hair. .hm.. i duno. .will have to see.. kinda like and hate it. ha. see how ne..
tmr. .duno what to do ne.. hm.. just rest definitely. but.. yea.. duno wanna do what.. read perhaps.. i duno ..ahiz.. sianz. .
long story
ytd theres a new staff on floor trail. omg... my collegaus(both attached) i know they complimnet only.. but they were saying that the new stuff is cute. dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss=.=''''''' i was like... wth???
htey one of they ask me, i was like.. NOOOOOOO ~ =.='''''
oh my goodness...
anyway, he;s the fren of my collegaue. and theres another new staff from the same collega too. fren.
but. .LOL .both of htem requested not to work wiht my colleguae!!!!! funny right??? cos usually ppl would wanna work with someone they know. LOL .omg.. my collegaue. .very funny and crazy.. lol.... i was lauhging out loud when my manager told me what they sid. hahahaha,.... funny ne. XD but as in interesintg.. not like they dislike him.. but yea.. he's just noisy ba i guess.. talks alot. ha.
funny..
hmm..don u have those moments, wher u mention one thing, and then u thoguht to urself..
yea.. its different now. .or u don feel like tlaking about that deeply anymore?
gosh.. so indeed it is! my cmopany, allows ppl to work. .say like a day or 2 in their aust shops if u ever went there!! omg.. .i really feel like heading over to melbourne, or sydney for abit in jan just to have a go at it!! then wa like.. omg.. wait a min.. =-= what if they fni dme not good? cos we work the very most different way from aust ppl does. very total opposite ways. skali they called to boss or who to complina.. XD onmg.. the staff from sg sucks.. lol. nah.. don wan them to have a bad impression hahah.. but. .yea. .would be so awesome eh.. imagine.. =)
tch.. yeah... i .. someimtes i wonder if my body could wait for another year to have a berak.. so wanna have it now. .liek yea.. NOW.
2am alreyad. .Hm..
so yea... .think less, smile more.. thats what i've been telling mysef. ya know. .work3.. and smile3.. i have to do that eveydya to thousands of ppl a week. no.. could come up over 10000 ppl a weke. can u imagine that? O.o hmm.. yea... ...
=.= just realized ne.. gosh.. so many..
and i hate the way when u know the way a man looks at you while u guys are talking. u knwo hwats he's thinking. .and its liek ..omg.. thast not right .=.,=
argh. .that sux. its not gd to know. but sometiems its so obvious =.= eew.
hhaaa
xmas.. is coming soon.. busy preiod.. could be starting from oct. .or late oct.. .
busy mode.. gota get ready.. gonnabe exciting, at the same time, a nightmare.
..bah.........
cmon. .lets just get ths ove rwith eh?
2010. .cant wait to get rid of it =/ in fact, cant wait to get rid of 10 years.
anyway, hm.... haven got hte time to dl my apps and stuffs.. perhaps tmr... hm... yea...
se ehow... i have so much thigns to do.. =./ sighs..
tch..
life is a hassle.
mata
me restrained.
03 September 2010
Poor Kids
ah.. samy didnt manage to get phoen todya..
its ok. .tmr will do so ba.
me cant wait to read up all the instructions, then settel by tme. i hope by tmr. if not, gotta wait again ba.
so yea..
can settle together. yay..
huu.. lost myschedule book T_T baka desu.. keep forgetting stuffs.. haiyo..
hm.. oh yea.. read til lso slpy.. =.= those words.. ha.. o well..
haiz.. just watched this video.. using a little abby to carry drugs.. this world.. wha is going on ? =/ so poor thing. .imagine how the mum must've regret eh.. why didnt keep an eye on him.. or. .haiz...
so sad.. sg nvm.. if overseas, if i have a chile overseas,.. ha!! my hands will be holding on to my kid's hand i tell u. dun wan let go ne. so many times i read news on how parents didnt notice thei kid,s, then they die by the age or 2 to 6 or so on.. haiz..
get to see them everyday must be taken for granted u know.. cannot...
gosh.. me so sleepy today.. shop quiet. but got htigns to do.. so yea.. glad to be in mrg shift. .
hm.. seemslike sammy nt in a good mood just now.. but after a bath, and stuff, yay.. he's happy again.. haha. tats great ^^
omg.. my collegaue, new colleague, is in a ldr. deng3!! * omg.. i was like. .waht??? no again? i thoguht its supposed to be somehting uncommon, but. .its like happenign ard me. =.= wow. was like. now wayyyyyyhaha. well, they never met before, know each other thourgh internet, only see each other throughskype or video call msn or what..
7 hours or time difference.s. .he talked about marriage with her alreyad.. will be coming to see her soon. ha. sh esay she's not sure yet.. o well, however good that at least the guy alreyad pop the question eh.XD
he say he like to keep his woman happy. so for over a year plus or more, they are together(yea.. long ne given that they nebver met) then send her pressy...
im abit surprised.. that. .yea. .they never met, yet sustained for so long. O.o i hope he's a good man ne...
anyway, yea.. hahah.... so many ldr ardXD
ah.. the movie i've been dying to watch is out!! huu... but cant watch onlnie. .duno can dl anot haiz.. so wanna watch ne..
and re after life.. o wel.. hoep can watch soon ba.. ....
k.. gott aslp soon... slpyyyyyyy seems liek im slping about 2 again.. haiyo.. alreyad 1plus.. kk.. gtg then..
im sur ei missed out on what to type. i know gotta type, but forgot what liao.bt really cant recaleld now.. haiyo.. sory.
mata
its ok. .tmr will do so ba.
me cant wait to read up all the instructions, then settel by tme. i hope by tmr. if not, gotta wait again ba.
so yea..
can settle together. yay..
huu.. lost myschedule book T_T baka desu.. keep forgetting stuffs.. haiyo..
hm.. oh yea.. read til lso slpy.. =.= those words.. ha.. o well..
haiz.. just watched this video.. using a little abby to carry drugs.. this world.. wha is going on ? =/ so poor thing. .imagine how the mum must've regret eh.. why didnt keep an eye on him.. or. .haiz...
so sad.. sg nvm.. if overseas, if i have a chile overseas,.. ha!! my hands will be holding on to my kid's hand i tell u. dun wan let go ne. so many times i read news on how parents didnt notice thei kid,s, then they die by the age or 2 to 6 or so on.. haiz..
get to see them everyday must be taken for granted u know.. cannot...
gosh.. me so sleepy today.. shop quiet. but got htigns to do.. so yea.. glad to be in mrg shift. .
hm.. seemslike sammy nt in a good mood just now.. but after a bath, and stuff, yay.. he's happy again.. haha. tats great ^^
omg.. my collegaue, new colleague, is in a ldr. deng3!! * omg.. i was like. .waht??? no again? i thoguht its supposed to be somehting uncommon, but. .its like happenign ard me. =.= wow. was like. now wayyyyyyhaha. well, they never met before, know each other thourgh internet, only see each other throughskype or video call msn or what..
7 hours or time difference.s. .he talked about marriage with her alreyad.. will be coming to see her soon. ha. sh esay she's not sure yet.. o well, however good that at least the guy alreyad pop the question eh.XD
he say he like to keep his woman happy. so for over a year plus or more, they are together(yea.. long ne given that they nebver met) then send her pressy...
im abit surprised.. that. .yea. .they never met, yet sustained for so long. O.o i hope he's a good man ne...
anyway, yea.. hahah.... so many ldr ardXD
ah.. the movie i've been dying to watch is out!! huu... but cant watch onlnie. .duno can dl anot haiz.. so wanna watch ne..
and re after life.. o wel.. hoep can watch soon ba.. ....
k.. gott aslp soon... slpyyyyyyy seems liek im slping about 2 again.. haiyo.. alreyad 1plus.. kk.. gtg then..
im sur ei missed out on what to type. i know gotta type, but forgot what liao.bt really cant recaleld now.. haiyo.. sory.
mata
02 September 2010
phoney 2
haiz.... my phone have scratch on the cam lens there=.= sianz. .however, o well.. today been a nerve wrecking day. ha. omg.. waiting so long for my phone. finally arrived. .so ye.a. there.. i have a new phone now.. however wont start to use it till... well, things are settle ba. ha. hopefully by tmr will get the reading done. haiyo.. read till so much to remember and slpy.. ha. me gonna slp soon. today went out with bro cos he wanna go mustafa. so bring mum along. sommore same at school, usually wont get to talk with him till he bath and eat and abt night time.. so head out.. gosh.. im soo tired and so weak.. i feel so uncomforatable =/ haizz. .glad im home now. .day passes by so fast. .gosh. .back to work againb.. huu..
o well.. me gonna slp asap after htis quick blog.
hm.. so yea.. me.. duno where to begin.. agar2 ba.. gosh.. so tired.. erm.. o well.. =/ hope tmr be a good day.. me wanna slp alreyad. .
..sighs.. life is.. .hm.. i duno.. almost back to normal.. trying to balance everything.. hm.. yea.. since alreadyh facing the present now, might as well.. just .. u know.. put on a hard shell, and go fo rit.. try to prevent from getting myself hurt.
so shell is nescessary . hm.. hm. .work.. also facing big time. .o well.. this is life. all sorts of challenges gets thrown onto ur face at one shot.
ok.. almost 1am.. musnt slp at 2plus again. .so not good.. haiz..
k.. wishing tmr will read all up my instruction booklet.
mata
o well.. me gonna slp asap after htis quick blog.
hm.. so yea.. me.. duno where to begin.. agar2 ba.. gosh.. so tired.. erm.. o well.. =/ hope tmr be a good day.. me wanna slp alreyad. .
..sighs.. life is.. .hm.. i duno.. almost back to normal.. trying to balance everything.. hm.. yea.. since alreadyh facing the present now, might as well.. just .. u know.. put on a hard shell, and go fo rit.. try to prevent from getting myself hurt.
so shell is nescessary . hm.. hm. .work.. also facing big time. .o well.. this is life. all sorts of challenges gets thrown onto ur face at one shot.
ok.. almost 1am.. musnt slp at 2plus again. .so not good.. haiz..
k.. wishing tmr will read all up my instruction booklet.
mata
01 September 2010
Phoney
so slpy now.. ha. been a long tiring day.. if not fo rmy colleguem would've close smoothly .. but anyway, glad i didnt missed my bus.. home alreyad.. rest ..happ ysammy stil lwkey.. we chat till forgo ttime. .haiyo .
ha.. i cant wait to try out the catching doll machine thing. but im afraid.. the machine might be diff from the one in jap.. might be weak.. however, its gonna be interesting eh. lol.must pratice if i ever see one. cos wanna giv sammy one. hahahah...
ye.a. soo cant wait if i se ehim again, so gonna go with him play those machines. =) ^^
me happy tmr off. yay.. oh , and phone gonna arrive too. yay .. but.. haiyo.. me really duno how to start it, or duno where to start using it desu.. however , most probably, will just charge it for day first.. then see how... cos must dl apps and stuff.. haiyo. .hope iots really easy and not so complicated ne.. >_>
that number been with me for so many yearsT_T huuu........ sad ne...
kinda.. yea. .been with me fo rso long.. haiz..
yay... i got my number back.. uh huh... though the other number not bad too.. .. but i think i prefer the one sammy chose for me ^^ makes it all the more special!!! peace~ heheeh....
hm...
k ba.. duno what esle to say here.. hm.....
forgot what i did fo rmy break also.. hm.. boring ne. .
oh yea.. bought working clothes. cos gonna start white season alreyad.. ha. finally. .gosh.. i cant wait to wear back my white!
what els ei forgot. .hm.. nothig alreayd i guess. O.o
oh yeah, omg. .alryad been a year, and finally im getting my phoen .gosh -_- seems liek forever,. ha.
i like what drew barrymore said in the newspapaer.. she say she can easily relate to how her character is feeling..
like.. ''when u're super-excited and you want to call someone, and its too late, their time, and u cant. ''
''or you want to cry to someone, but you cant becos they're out with their frens and you dont want to spoil their ime, so you have to put it in a box and save it for another time. ''every other kidn of emotions, slowly accumulate, till one day it explodes.
but that doesnt mean only ld couples wil lget that kind of situations. even couples living in the same city also encounter that type of arguements.
yup. .thast all .thast what she said. i think its quite true yea.. ... o well... gotta be persistant. .strong..u know..
jaa, mata. will update u guys after i get my phone tmr ne.
-Im never going to ask if you cheated, But if I catch you in a lie, im gone.-
ha.. i cant wait to try out the catching doll machine thing. but im afraid.. the machine might be diff from the one in jap.. might be weak.. however, its gonna be interesting eh. lol.must pratice if i ever see one. cos wanna giv sammy one. hahahah...
ye.a. soo cant wait if i se ehim again, so gonna go with him play those machines. =) ^^
me happy tmr off. yay.. oh , and phone gonna arrive too. yay .. but.. haiyo.. me really duno how to start it, or duno where to start using it desu.. however , most probably, will just charge it for day first.. then see how... cos must dl apps and stuff.. haiyo. .hope iots really easy and not so complicated ne.. >_>
that number been with me for so many yearsT_T huuu........ sad ne...
kinda.. yea. .been with me fo rso long.. haiz..
yay... i got my number back.. uh huh... though the other number not bad too.. .. but i think i prefer the one sammy chose for me ^^ makes it all the more special!!! peace~ heheeh....
hm...
k ba.. duno what esle to say here.. hm.....
forgot what i did fo rmy break also.. hm.. boring ne. .
oh yea.. bought working clothes. cos gonna start white season alreyad.. ha. finally. .gosh.. i cant wait to wear back my white!
what els ei forgot. .hm.. nothig alreayd i guess. O.o
oh yeah, omg. .alryad been a year, and finally im getting my phoen .gosh -_- seems liek forever,. ha.
i like what drew barrymore said in the newspapaer.. she say she can easily relate to how her character is feeling..
like.. ''when u're super-excited and you want to call someone, and its too late, their time, and u cant. ''
''or you want to cry to someone, but you cant becos they're out with their frens and you dont want to spoil their ime, so you have to put it in a box and save it for another time. ''every other kidn of emotions, slowly accumulate, till one day it explodes.
but that doesnt mean only ld couples wil lget that kind of situations. even couples living in the same city also encounter that type of arguements.
yup. .thast all .thast what she said. i think its quite true yea.. ... o well... gotta be persistant. .strong..u know..
jaa, mata. will update u guys after i get my phone tmr ne.
-Im never going to ask if you cheated, But if I catch you in a lie, im gone.-
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