Runny whole day

hm.. today.. sick.. from the moment me wakey, till midnight, my nose . omg.... sighs....................................
pathetic.=( o well.. what can i say..
sianz.. so sianz.. sighs. .to off on my off day=( feel so sick to continuce.. .
just now had some tlaks with sammy.. yea.. seems like we 2 felt the same way.. when 2 ppl in love, u do feel the same way yea. .
so.. now u cant say u duno what the other arty is thinking about.

someitmes i dont understand.
... like.. what usual everyday thing u used to do for someone, then u stop after someitmes. then tehy'll ask.. has something changed? less important to do now? or is that the person instead?
the heart never really lies..

so yea.. .. someitmes i still blame myself. .why is it that after a  bloody one year gone, i still couldnt let go of certain thigns.
..its taking me forever to learn. or perhaps like what my fren said.. no matter how long, its not something which u could let go just like that. there'll always be heartache. always.
now i look at her.. (after she gone through 4 years).. im so envy her. .she's married now.. but she's getting a new home with her hubby. so yup. ha. yea. .she didnt really like to live with her husband family too. not disliek them. but just inconvenient
hm...
so yea. .it snice to know .we hav ehte same thikings on this. the going out part. .
tch.. its difficult to explain here... but yea. ...
.hm..
o well...
perhaps. .this mimght be the chance to present to me huh.. try hanging out with frens more often. i always tries to restrict myself. .as sammy come first. .and wanna onlnie ,communicate with him. so yea..
i should learn from him perhaps eh.. in such ways..
even if alone time... i should have some even if frens couldnt make it..
however, i know always. .what my piorities are.
who come first always.
shoudl just.. u knwo. .take it easy as he did.. not say that kind of easy.. but.. u guys know. .erm.. yea. like. .'easy;... don take thigns too seriously.. wait. that isnt right. .ha. i duno how to put them into words. sorry.

hm.............

ah. .glad im stil lwakey.. yea. .perhaps of mocha i took just now....
haven gotten my schedule yet. ..o well. .haiz..
..
but im glad ot be wakey..

hm.. .o well..

todya.. went to clark quay.. boguiht some sweets.. yea. .only there have.. haiyo. .then find the place too boring. .went to ps..
suddenly rememberd thtat my fren is workng there. so drop by, and indeed he is.
then chat2.. he suddenly ask me try on soooo many pairs of heels=.=
gosh.. yea. .he's worknig in a shoe shop. so ea.. then something caught my eyes. omg... no......~
but me didnt buy. ahhaha .so yea.

u know. .im so glad tmr off.. i nid some.. time to relax. clear my thoguhts.. see where im going nextl.not so serious..haha.. but yea.. just some relax.. erm. yea.. rest..

ppast few days been incredibly busy in shop.. thigns to do.. etc..
i duno wanna end up like my manager who fainted quite recently.du e to stress and lack of nutrients.

hm... hwat els.e. so yea.. wen tto eat ajisne. .cos realy nid something hot in my bod. .but. in the end, im still having terribole4 runny nose.. sigsh.............

finally get home, eat med. cured for about 15misn. then still useless. .runy3..
then.. at about near 12? fianlly im ok. omg. took so long=.= haiz

hm.. weird.. felt as though last night forgot to type what.. hten now also cant remerb =.= haizyo..

nvm.

k.. i ';d betet get ready for bed asap.. just abit more. .then slp.. tired.. but..... .. o well.. singing abi mroe first..

mata