Blink Of An Eye

so slpy and tired still. .haoiz.. tmr back to work.. =/ not nnice to feel this way.. but yea.. haiyo..
so suey ne. .off dya kena runny nose so terrible. then at least today get to rest ba.. but didnt feel like doing anything at all.. didnt even clean my room, or settle my paper notes. .haiz.. hope to see my next off soon ba..

hm... yea.. u know.. perhaps next week i could try and arrange my time abit, take some time off, go chill out at somewhere for a short while.. doesnt have to be a few hours.. but yea.. short while would do fine.. just sit and do nothing or sumthing.. then watch pl.. lol. nah..
but yea.. will try to see how ba.. mabe its time to make up for some free time with frens, or for myself.

gosh.. still tired.. i really hope tmr i off. huu.. o well.

haiz..... ..
though tof doing some cooking today.. or paint my nails.. but didnt do so=/ lie i said. .too tired. now too tired to do all small things. cos body just wanna slp and rest , just doesnt feel like standing. ya know.

tmr.. wonde rif its gonna be another busy day.. should be eh.. .haiz.
just get it over with ba.. yes.. get it over..

hm..
o well..

yay... today finally for so long in time, get to talk with sammy for longer abit. our off today.
thoguh yea.. not say talk super lots.. but yea.. it just feels alil different form usual i guess.
cos of phone ba i guess. .so diff way of talking.,. more .. i duno. haha. yeah
[ytd.. slpt at 4am.. gosh.. cos of coffee i think. o well..
me ne.. .got a feeling i know when's my off.. but.. o well.. see how ba. hope isnt too far away.. for i wan my off. soon. haha. duh. plus a fren's birthday is coming. dotss.sss... how to plan sia... =.=..........
haiyo.. shall see how. me lazy to go do all these birthdya thigny.. but yea.. o well.. trying to change it now.. no need to restrict too much eh.. just .. u know.. yea. .haha.. learning.

haiz.. body so tired..
memory also not so good now..
=/ even movie titles having such difficult time to remember. no. its liek couldnt recall at all. till i have to google blah3.. then finally found the link to my answer. then found the movie i was looking for. like .completelly wiped out from my memory. i jsut cant remember the name!!
omg... if its a human situation, i might freak out., haha.
o well....
will tc more then..

..ah.,. o well.. everytime thought about hte thigns i get to do when im in sydney again,. it makes me so excited. no.. its as long as i can get to do thign sand sit with sammy again, i'll be so happy. then downside is, next moment u'll relaised, oh, that belongs to 10months frmo now T_T. huuu....
o well..
anywhere is happy as long as he's here with me.
soemtiems i do thought of the fact that.. . its so painful. .but.. if u love someone, u gotta hang on.. no matter what.
so yea..
here i am. praying the days wil lpass asap.. let it bygone..
ah.. almost pay day.. almost end of sept before we know it.. soon..
then oct will be here. .thigns in shop will gonna start to get busy in no time. ..
what to do..
hm.. perhaps even more busy than now. .i will tc of my body. .or at least i try to. will tell myself use my manager as example. don end up like her. stress work, plus no breakfast, no nutrients, then faint.
yea.. we don have the habit of taking breakfast. dots. but she
ll take coffee every morning. but.. i heard cannot take coffee on an empty stomach. so yea.. usually me just with water. i nid those 2 cups of water every morning.
so yup.. will.. tc. .till next year. .pull through those hard times.. how? i duno yet. just pull. ha. ..o well..
nothign pretty much to look forward to in the near future except for work only i guess. then soon, gonna be cny.. yea. .cny will come  pretty fast. early feb eh? i think.. .so yea.. even that, i do not really look forward to. hahah.. .XD o well.. ..
nvm.. just dress up pretty, nicvely,. and perhaps.. who knows. could have another session of steamboat with my frens again eh. yea.  could be.

hm...
haiz .ok ba.. gotta slp later alreayd.. just now took a nap too. .30mins or so. .but its quite good.. kinda.
may tmr be an easy day , fast be over. .i hope.

mata