Just Smile

gosh.. woke up so early todya. .din have time to rest. .anyway, last night net was terrible. somemore was so tired. .so didnt get ot blog yea.

oh yea.. alwyas wanted to post this but forogot..
u know.. espeically at work, i always tell myself'' smile . smile even if you're feeling sad, or down. just smile. u have to put up a brave front in fron tof ppl. it helps them not to worry about u, or affect your work. Just Smile~~''. well, i do managed to keep up my smile, but still, inside feeling like rotten apple. ha. o well.. but its my job to do so..
no harm smiling anyway..
but yea.. it could be a hassle sometimes.. to.. yea.. really just.. u know.. cover i all up..

hm.. tonioght. .beter than last night. .not so slpy and tired.. slpy, but yea..
im gonna have lesser free tiem soon .omg.. =( drea it.
good thign im done with phone thing(for now) bytoday.
so yea. .and so glad i found my phone thingy so fast thanks to my colleagues=)
ha..
so yea.. hm...
tch..
oh.. i jus rememebred. and i tried to fni dit again. .but to no avail. .samy showed and taught me how to on the wireless a year ago. i rememebr him saying. .better dont do that(after i was onto wifi) cos ppl can easily get to my info and comp stuff. so i remeber clearly i was on the wifi indeed..
but. .well, duno ba. .was soooo disappointed when the call failed =( it was terrible. .sioghs.sss tch. .again, like i said, put on a smile when its needed, i smile in front o fmy bro.. though i was sad. but yeeea.. i don think he detects it, and we watched dvd peacefully with .. erm. .talks? yea.. o well. anything.

aw.. so cute.. just now hamster slp till.. lol.. bro was saying. .it could be having a nightmare. so it was moving its arms and leggies. .naww... haha... yea.. i took a vid. .gona post on fb.

breakfast.. hm.. not bad.. end up with ppl chatting and getting to know each other betetr yea.. its good.
got a haircut cos of that too. new colleague. so yea..
hair. .hm.. i duno. .will have to see.. kinda like and hate it. ha. see how ne..

tmr. .duno what to do ne.. hm.. just rest definitely. but.. yea.. duno wanna do what.. read perhaps.. i duno ..ahiz.. sianz. .
long story

ytd theres a new staff on floor trail. omg... my collegaus(both attached) i know they complimnet only.. but they were saying that the new stuff is cute. dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss=.=''''''' i was like... wth???
htey one of they ask me, i was like.. NOOOOOOO ~ =.='''''
oh my goodness...
anyway, he;s the fren of my collegaue. and theres another new staff from the same collega too. fren.
but. .LOL .both of htem requested not to work wiht my colleguae!!!!! funny right??? cos usually ppl would wanna work with someone they know. LOL .omg.. my collegaue. .very funny and crazy.. lol.... i was lauhging out loud when my manager told me what they sid. hahahaha,.... funny ne. XD but as in interesintg.. not like they dislike him.. but yea.. he's just noisy ba i guess.. talks alot. ha.
funny..

hmm..don u have those moments, wher u mention one thing, and then u thoguht to urself..
yea.. its different now. .or u don feel like tlaking about that deeply anymore?

gosh.. so indeed it is! my cmopany, allows ppl to work. .say like a day or 2 in their aust shops if u ever went there!! omg.. .i really feel like heading over to melbourne, or sydney for abit in jan just to have a go at it!! then wa like.. omg.. wait a min.. =-= what if they fni dme not good? cos we work the very most different way from aust ppl does. very total opposite ways. skali they called to boss or who to complina.. XD onmg.. the staff from sg sucks.. lol. nah.. don wan them to have a bad impression hahah.. but. .yea. .would be so awesome eh.. imagine.. =)
tch.. yeah... i .. someimtes i wonder if my body could wait for another year to have a berak.. so wanna have it now. .liek yea.. NOW.

2am alreyad. .Hm..
so yea... .think less, smile more.. thats what i've been telling mysef. ya know. .work3.. and smile3.. i have to do that eveydya to thousands of ppl a week. no.. could come up over 10000 ppl a weke. can u imagine that? O.o hmm.. yea... ...
=.= just realized ne.. gosh.. so many..
and i hate the way when u know the way a man looks at you while u guys are talking. u knwo hwats he's thinking. .and its liek ..omg.. thast not right .=.,=
argh. .that sux. its not gd to know. but sometiems its so obvious =.= eew.
hhaaa
xmas.. is coming soon.. busy preiod.. could be starting from oct. .or late oct.. .
busy mode.. gota get ready.. gonnabe exciting, at the same time, a nightmare.
..bah.........
cmon. .lets just get ths ove rwith eh?
2010. .cant wait to get rid of it =/ in fact, cant wait to get rid of 10 years.

anyway, hm.... haven got hte time to dl my apps and stuffs.. perhaps tmr... hm... yea...
se ehow... i have so much thigns to do.. =./ sighs..
tch..
life is a hassle.
mata


me restrained.