sick for yet another day

gosh. wonder if the haze's thats making my nose worse... anyway, just another sick day =( still gotta work.
woke up.. totally numb. tired. too tired. plus sick. tot i was off for a sec. .then was like..*tire schrrech*  hell no. =.= i need to work. sighs
 but yea
terrible ... totally terrible. somemore forgot eat med. n med ran out=.=
gosh .. wonder how long its gonna take for me to get well again =/ totally weak now. sighs...
tch.. o well
just bear with it ba

ha. another compliment from customer again. thats great... but yea.. gotta use up al lmy energy to serve3.. .then at the end of day just so tough n tired.. and..looking forward to something that nvr ..
o well . forget it
anwyay,

seems liek that mc staff wanna quit. oh gosh. another quitting? dunno ba. sm need to hav a talk with yea.. then sm say she keeping telling them. .yea. .they all we all hav problems.. but cannot put it into work.. blah3.. then say again. pauline for a small body like yours, you're very strong. but ur heart is strong.. .blah3...
stronger than anyone one of them.. was like. huh. why ell me again. even some frens was like saying they thought of me this way but. i dunno ne. wat is counted as a strong heart?
im not strong? or isit that i do not know of?

or maybe its just that i nvr show to anyone. icry, i cry in room. i cry in bath room. i cry in bed during bedtime.. its all hidden.
and i hardly even ask my frens out to cry out with. rarely. i can even count with my one hand fingers.
=.=
but yea. maybe not showing sadnesson shop floor is strong ? or maybe able to put up a cheery smile each day is considered as strong too?
i dunno. i just.. dunno. if im strong, why woul di be crying?
maybe they din see ba. and maybe by crying in the dark is consider as strong too? dunno ba. how they think

haiyo. sm is quitting. i think. liek quite confirmed? but dunno ba. hoep my leave wil still be able to approve. anwyay se ehow

gosh. my energy is getting lower. yet i have to push my limits for sales and customer service.. .
its very tough

oh. haha. so nice. my fren ask me if i wanna go lego land if his fren cannot make it. wth. =.=
no way.. lol. if im a bitch, i can say yes. cos i do rrly wanna go check that place out. but nah. im a gd girl .cannot say no.
anyway so weird =. =if just the two of us.

tired now. v tired..
nose eyes brain is like.. .@_@
gosh
haiz. .o well.

soemtimes its true ba.. expect too much, wil lonly end up in disappointments.
its just a simple thing to do and fulfill.. but yet. why does it always end up in disappointments

ppl are rrly taking things fo rgranted huh.. ha

gosh. had so  little lunch. breads. plus one old chang kee. not that hungry anwyay. but lsterd me till 11. still not hugnry. think cos im sick ba

gonna stop now
too weak. pray for my health be back again

mata