restless day

gosh. so tired.............. =.= suddenly afetr such hectic week, no work. my body gonna crumble liao
can feel every inch of my body muscles trying to relax..

anwyay, alot to blog. lets see if i remember

so.. ytd. i thought i saw redz at taka. from the corner of my eyes... but its liek he wore a hat, the way he stand (leaning against the wall and looking at his phone was like 100% his style.  i think its him. but i dunno ba. that time thought i saw him at mrt too. reason why i don wanna see him not becos im scared of him watsoever. its because i dunno what i'l ldo. i'll probably gib a dirty evi lglare, scold or shout at him in public. i will u know. those anger are still inside of me. thigns i wanna scold him upside down but din get a chnce to do so.. all inside of me. so wanna lashes out at him. pfft
ow ell... hope i wont ever see him again

oh. so today. was checking ot this korean singer wat banana song.
canadian korean i thinK? omg. that girl. she was dancing and singing live. its quite rare though. cos i heard they don usually sing live. cept for boa. =)
anwyay, yea. i dunno that was a pre recorded live, or live performance. i think its live performance. so her dancing was minisie cos if dance  , u need to restrict abit. if not ur singing will not be very good. will be tough ba
and soooooooooooo i was like .oh great! finally a live performance form korean. then......... =.=
o.m.g. she suckssssssssssssss. her dancing as expected some moves. .but not so great. worse thing is her singing. like teenagers karaoke. like that also can become singer? wat to do. u have a face, body, can become star liao. voice just need to edit through dunno wat. so yea.
but.. omgggggggg
her live really sucks. i couldnt bear to watch finish the video .i just close it. =.=
so disappointed.
=/
hopefully there'll be a good performer  like boa coming up soon.
like that also dare to come out and sing live? omg. image shattered =/
too bad. thought i would like her .
but yea. rrly liek the fact that boa didnt have to blend in with the other girls. lke they'll be wearing skirts and all.. dressy up. then boa will be wearing a casual top with jeans or something. and she looks beautiful. yea. u rrly don have to blend in with anyone in iorder to look beautiful. if u ahve it, ppl can see it. =)

anwyay,
mm... im forgetting something .i dunno wat.

last night was quite a gd one =) though day wasnt.=.= due to fren asked me and another fren last min msg wanna head out for gathering anot. then last min also let us know oh cannot make it. wth.
stil lgot time to fb. then say too busy to msg us. excuses. =.=
o well. no hard feeling sba. soemtimes pppl does forget thigns. .o well

huu.... =/ appied for leave cos of bro la. voucher gonna expire then use. omg.
haiz. waxted my leave. o well.
once in a while family dinenr ba ..

im so tired and nono energy today.. huuu =/
terrrible.
oh back to last night. was finally alone. msging sammy. on the couch comfy. sat night. tv playing my fav movie resident evil. chips. if only he's here, omg. everythign wil lbe perfect. but anyway, still its comfy and cosy. .nice to relax. its been such a hideous week for me. =/ busy liek mad. huuuuuuu
uh huh. =(
and then tired. not enough rest. etc.haiz. then finally last night get to have a dinner outside with parents. then ntuc. then home. online bath, then fav movie. its such a short lived moment. but yet its almost near perfection for a night. uh huh. sat night at home quiet and peaceful. then sammy gotta slp early. then me just watch movie.
thinking how nice it wouldve been if he's here with me
hopefully this kind of night will coem soon ba.
nice night. uuh huh .
simple. but rrly relaxing.
bath... .was like .under the shower... for a good few mins letting water splashy onto my head and face whilst im sitting down...
just relax.. htinking.. oh how nice it is. finally this hectic crazy week is over. finally my off day tmr.

o well. liek tat ba. so short lived. but at least betetr than none eh

mm... anything else anot.. =.=
mm...
thast abt it i guess?

hoep bro is having a great time in rome now .
k. .gtg.
though im pretty bored and slpy tired restless...now.. huu
seeknig joy with msging him

jaa mata