happy marriage =)

and so.. that morning. .my previous blog ba. wakey and was thinking of sammy =) today also. then in bed.. so tired also wanna slp. slpt lat eyt dmah. but couldnt slp at all =.= ha. think  of him .mind fuull of him. guess he'll be very happy if he knows huh =)

wow. think my primary school mate same age as me ba. i think .we in same class mah. well,........ he proposed to his gf!!!!!!! OMG> =X was like...huh? so young wanna get married liao ar. Dunno. i think he's working alrdy. yea he did told me. but. wow. this is gd eh. if a man can save enough to marry a woman at his age, yea. thast rrly something.

well, guess theres rrly isnt long or fast journey to marriage ba. once u feel that the time is right, you get married. book' first before someone else gets their hands on her XD lol .
but yea,. or some couple, waited for 10 yrs , lived together, like my previous kind rgm sabrina. then she get married.

anwyay, earlier better ba. haha. but yea. think he placed the ring in a biuquet of flower. dunno hows it like... but. well, seems liek it only two of them. like. nothing fancy ba. .liek those romantic proposal videos u see eh .ha. so memorable.
but then again,  yea. marriage and proposal is always a great thign as long as its sincere and heartfelt =)

hehe .today. wow. after so long.. finally me get to dress up again . =) i rrly like to dress up. but usually too tired to. =// cos u know me. work rrly tired me out. however, its rrly nice. i am excited though. to be able to doll myself up again. i rrly like hte eye makeup i done today.
simple easy and fabulous.
my dress and heels. .nails. all nicely done. ( at least to me i think so hahahaXD)
uh huh. rrly need to doll up once in a while. no id everyday. haha .but. .course i wan though XD just need energy. and a bf to doll up for. sammy no here. so .. .yea. all the more me just need mini shorts and t shirt ,singlet simple will do fine =)

mm.. wat else.
theres a couple of thigns. cant rememebr. ..mmm.. oh

sugergy
read two bloggers from sg . one spend like $130 000 , the oter got sponser or somethign. no. htink she spend alot of money too. she saved hard for months.
anwyay, they do look ok. maybe beter than a few other girls.
but i vcan tell. their face are fake.
like. the features. .cna be maybe nose too narrow and thin.. stuffs like that.
but ... wow .al lsuch money.. spend onto not just their faces, but body too. they dont look normal. like. .abit plastic doll. no sense of realisticness to them.
however, i believe that. if they are happy, they are rich. hten yea. i have nothing against them. so no worries haha
just saying that.. haiz. .soemtimes. ..these undergo the knift to pursue beauty. .can end up making u un natural ... =/ plastic looking.
too perfect may not be a gd thign .just.. not realistic. .unreal ba
wow . all those money onto their faces and body. ... gosh. and those pains.. .
dunno why they wanna do it. maybe cos beauty to them.. .is a huge thig ba. they wan ppl always look at them? they wanna be popular? they wanna be liek their korean girl group stars .. haiz. nowadasy.. .
o well

then today saw this pointed chin girl .i duno real anot. but... omg. its disgusting. how can anyone think thats pretty???
anime looking girls are not liek that .rrly2 not liek that. big eyes, rosy cheeks. .uh huh.. .but. .certainly not alien pointed cheeks like..so ...over the top . gosh.

sad huh. if im a parent. and... my childern.. wanna change their featuires.. features of me and my partner who gave it to them.. features of them who resemblenms us.. .then having to erase it.. .=/ sad. very sad.
rememebr those days ppl say.. ohj ur eyes looked like ur mum. oh ur lips looked like ur dad.. .etc.. .having one day my child wanna say i wanna change my lips. .eyes.. nose.. etc.. .gosh. =/ sad.
no wonder that korean girl group. .erm. i emntioned before. but forgot her name liao. too many of them .
but yea. she say thast such a harsh and sad thign for the compoany to tell her parents stright in the face that they wanted to change her face, and her body.
.. especially when ur parents come form humble family, ..=/ sad

im lucky my parents are supportive. thogh. ..mm. .onot those. .difficult to say ba. at least i have my freedom and all.
how i wish sammy could have those kind of life.
freedom, wont lead stray, happily do watever he want.
..its hard ot imagine ba .. if i come home. .. late or slpt late.. or... talk too loud. .etc.. .everythign i need to check ard me.. .to see if i can do it or not... gosh .
me wan him to be happy. i rrly do.
if i ever live wit him , i'l lmake sure he'll be the most happiest man in the world=)
wan him to feel free. ..coming home can do watever he wan.. wont missed out on thigns that'll make him happy. that he wanna do..  the kind of life im havin gnow.
of course mine isnt perfect ok. haha .but at least. its good enough for now ba
jsut wish he can be nearer.

my ex colleague is getting married soon. next year june ba. eh.. .or march? htink june.. . then shes gonna head to malaysia and live wit her fiance. as in husband liao. ha.
uh uh. that girl ar. younger than me.
ldr too. his fiance travel here n there. .korea.. malaysia. .sg... blah3... pretty much awat .but at least they stil lcna meet here n there when he's nearer in sg
thin kshe's younger than me? i think so. but happy for her =)

mm.. wat else. ..

oh yea. haha. i was so short. (if sammy hear this think he'll laugh. no if he see , he'll laugh) . so short that. i went in my bro room .mum told me he bought masks. so i see. ohhhhhh ok .nice i took long time to admire it. then when he'd finally back homne, he was talking abt it. then he said the thir mask. i was like. ..huh? wat thiid mask. cos i only saw two new ones. turned out htat theres a much bigger mask.. .hung above the other two smaller new masks=.='''''''''''
i said. .omg. i din see. cos i did tilt my head up, but. .i was so short. i din noticed theres another mask above!XD!!!! lolll then bro bend down so his head same height as mine. he was like. omg...!
lol. sorry la. wat to do. me short mah. tilyed my head up, still canot see that mask hung above XD lol .ssssoooooo funny. i was infact looking through like long itme u know. not say one ,5 secs. lol..........
still i din notice that mask . that third mask above. XD hahahhahaha. so funny.

gosh im tired. kk .thats abt it.

jaa mata