danger always lurking around

ha. so lazy to blog today. omg. cos kept forgettingstuffs.. .

mm

today so boring =/ i dun like.
and walking back home. dislike either. scary and ..just felt dangerous ha. maybe cos after reading the melb missing woman jill case. so scary n poor thing=( only 5mins walk... haiz. but u know. ..fate has it. .sometimes.. even if its 5mins or 3mins walk, if something meant to happen, no matter how safe the place is, u will still get killed or abduct. taken in a way. uh huh. TAKEN> hahahah. that movie. =) oh anway, yea. tkaen=/
haiz.... so poor thing. i wonder what she tlak to her bro on the phone about. luckily theres cctv. if not how. =/ and to think polivce always knew that area is dangergous. or alot of problems time to time. yet, they do nothing. omg. i dunno what have they tried. but. they themsleves can say that, yet. .theres no prevention or improvements to that area? hello? that is so.. omg. humiliating .for the polcies. so useless. =/
if u knw theres troubels there, do ur best to prevent. it. why wait for a missing woman to happen , then come say oh that area always in trouble. =.= wth.
haiz. dunno ba. so scary.
luckily me the most wat. ..7 or 8pm. hmm.... eh i forgot. i went back to hotel quite late one my first day there. yea. i remember the sky alreayd very dark. and i was lost. goodness. so . .scary haha .luckily that tiem i didnt know of this news yet. so many strangers ard.. and those pub. .crawling with indencent ppl.. eew. sacry .there there this one guy angmoh guy. i thought i caught him looking at my bags of stuffs. liek rrly look. i dunno. but yea. im alive. haha.
but still, so poor thing. dunno wat that man taled to her before she's gone. maybe he asked her out? maybe he tried asking her questions to determine if shes alone? like taken . tha movie. that bad guy also start by asking them non scary questions .then the girl tell him oh they're alone=.= then he say to pick them up to a party, she go and tell him their room floor. *head palm =.= uh huh
o well. .sometimes. .ppl tend to take for granted ba.. oh nothing will be wrong. 5mins walk left only. stil lahve lots of cars ard. .still hav couple more ppl walking ard.. .area is bright.. blah3....
next thing u know, car u turn towards u, youre a goner. =.= push u into car, or stab u behind ur back for that one sec when no one see u. take ur possession, then rnu. u left there.. alone .dying. regretting the words u said before. 5 mins walk only? tink again

but then again. its human nature to think nothing of such 5mins walk danger. or with 2 frens, oh it is save for sure. skali u kena ppl with 15 frens. ahhh die =.= thats why. stupid ppl will find fault with ppl when they tot oh 2 frens of mine are so strong. i can act cool by raising my voice and picking a fight . then when 10 frens of theirs come out, ahh.. .all those cocky talk wil lbe 0 points. but all human nature thoguhts ba. especialy if theyre drunk =/ . me also ba? will think shld be fine. but in my heart i know. this cant be sure. if ur time is up, something sure will happen .ppl come out attack me, or kill me.

tats why stil lwill worry for sammy whenver he';s alone or out late in the dark n stufff. syd there. .mm.. rrly cant say safe. day time might be beautiful. .night time,.. .horrible i ithnk .like wat my rgm said before his encountered in melb. rememerb?
beach where beautiful in mrg, but drugs and prosititue at night.. sighs .wat a waste..

late alrdy. .me nono feel gd.
i dun like this feeling=/
huu
wish i wont think too much

mm. .wat else. .ok. saw a young man alone in pandora today..
buying dunno wat. choosing charms ba. .or sumtin

mm.. ohhhh

am happy thogh. =) dad finally dare to order food. he never ever dare to or wan to order food at hawker. he'll always ask me mum go buy. no matterh ow much mum tried to persuade him to get up n go. i thin khe's paiseh ba? maybe cos he always drink2. tere... then paiseh to buy food form those stalls.. .nearby.
but that day, he actually finally get up and go cehck out the food after mum as usual kept asking him to go see wat he wanna eat.
=) i was so surprised.
then lately, he did it again. he go... and he looked at the stall's menu.. and he ordered. omg. i was so taken aback. 2nd time alrdy. even at bugis. he also queue up for bean curd drink.
by himself.
=) just so glad and happy that finally thigns are getting better abit for him.
like. yea.
all thse years of drinking. .i wonde rif he ever regret now..
his fren asked him to go join them for a drink. he declined .say his leg not well. yea. .his leg.. i dunno .but i think he's not fully recovered yet.
another time. think his fren  called. he say.. daughter and wife wanna go out, if he free will go find him. that fren is a drinking fren.
but i tin k he's turning him down . cos. he himself wanna go out. with mum . and me wanna tag along of course ha.
then by the time we're back, of course he no time go find his fren.
so yea. mm.. yea. .hoep this will be fine ba.
in the past mum want him to bring us out on sunday, or on his off. , he also always say dun wan, tired, or in the aftnoon, will head down for drinks with frens.
now, every sunday he off, sure will go out with mum. =) im impressed though hah .one day off only, he still wanna go out. omg. if me,... comepared to him, i sucks. lol.
dunn oba. cannot compared the same tired level ba. my job workload is hideous.
one day off not enough .
v tired.

mm. late alryd. think he fallen aslp eh
haiz. dunno how to play with him. rrly wan to too.
but. if use my old lappy, wonder wats gonna happen eh. maybe i shld try=.=
maybe it wont be that bad. haha .o well .gotta find out .

kk. gtg.
bro is coming home soon .finally. hahahahha wonde rwat pressy he got me this time=P mm. .but then.. maybe he not much money left ba .ha. maybe less pressy ?

k jaa mata ne