worst nightmare yet =(

i bought her al bum. boa. yay... haha .got her two cute photo cards wiht signatured XD yay. anwyay, haven open up the poster...
mm. no space to put up =.=
see how ba.

terrible day start. .cos orf morning. =/ had two weird nightmares. first one was like. i rrly cant type it now. its too frightening. only told this to sammy . gosh. its so .. haiz. im trying hard not to think.
so eya. let sjust say.. its not the first time alreyd. i think its stress huh? when   u dreamt of liek. .soemthing enterin ur body or ur body cant move.. cos its.. yea.
but that voice i heard this moring. omg. thats it.
kk. im not gonna type liao. later cant slp at all =(

anwyay.. so. no mood to go out. decided to cook. yay. awesome job. lol XD yea. i like my cooking lol. hahahaha.
so yea. am proud of it =) and finally have the time to cook thai express yellow ginger chicken. omg. i altered the recipe u know. yea. its MY recipe. haha.so happy it turned out awesome . almost same taste and colour the same ^^

praticed boas song.. so weird korean. i still liek sining in jap. im v comfortable with
mm.. jap book. yea. its gd so far. but will continue bit by bit. if not scared cant rememebr everythign if read too much eh.

mm...
wat else.

was jsut looking back at my old album in fb. love hte way he held my hand tight .looking back.so much happened.. so much learnt. .grew up.. new hobbies developed.. stuffs like tat ba. went through all pics of my syd trip. 2010. first time there.
v v nice stay. how i wish to go again.
mm...

yea.

ha. alot of my pics my eyes pretty swollen. cos cried alot tat time.. aw.. .yea. poor hting right. ha. o well.. .
but yea.
must look forward to future happiness liao. so yea.

mm.. .dislike night time. huu. i wish hes here to slp with me. =/
huu... i think i shld be fine ba. but i definitely cant gurantee for future. not first time liao. each time seesm to get wors.e or was it. cant rrly remember.
just recalled in syd isit... sammy wakey me up. and i recalled i said somehting like. omg im so glad u woke me up! was having nightmare halfway.. soemthing like that ba.
amazing huh he  can tell ..
but yea. huuu.... .mish him

will tahan for these few nights ba. hoepfully tmr night i will be ok enough to slp with lights off.
or shld i wait for morning... nah. later i get too tired out. then lie todya will be so weak and restless. rrly v weak today. =/
haiz

mm.. wat else. yea a pity bro not here. he went holiday. huuu.... otherwise at least will have someone here at this time ba

kk. jaa mata ne.... will slp with lights on tonight. hope it wont off by itself T_T choyyy ykk. don think2... not gonna happen again liek thaat time at hotel.. .kk.. need to relaz

jaa mata T_T huuuwish me luck n pray fo rme.

cant tell my mum the dream. later make it into larger prob =/