oopsy. been tired and lazy to blog lately. so yea.. .
very tired... back to those tired days from work and all.. =/
gosh. .heard my colleague talk aso much abt the living lifestyle in australia.. huuu... me rrly so wanna go =( sighs. but so hard...
but.. so nice... and. .gosh. boy do they drink all the time=.= i wonder if they are the numebr one country for drunk driving or accidents..
anwyay, naw.. last night so happy when sammy sudenly being so romantic. small gestrure. but i think thats ver sweet and romantic=) hehe.
^^ its so nice and swt when a guy opens up to u and confesses how they ffeel eh =) nice.
haiz. was so pissed off just now. my phones internet. .tch. so much prob with my phone. either no ringtone.. cant type. .blah3.... small probs. but.. i always need to restart from time to tiem =/ then just now no internet. whoel day checking my phone, wondering why sammy so busy to msg me . then realisse could it be internet prob> /? cos i tried to log into fb. no connection. so after restart, =.= yea . theres internet liao. OMG. so friggin irritatinggggg argh
today so glad i found the size for the dress ive been yearning for=) fianlly foudn it hehehe. so pretty. rrly like it alot. =) and i think that rrly suits me.
saw another romper style. but thats rrly3 expensive.. =/ cant afford to buy so yea...
o well..
mm.. wat else
oh. todya yet another case of my colleague telling me a guy kept looking at me. ==. = haiyo... very weird ne. i thought it was a wrong gut feelign .skali its right. dun like how ppl look at me in whichever kidn of way ba=.= so weird. imagine u dunno anythign cos uve not been paying attention. then suddenly ur fren tel u. hey i think he liek u. he keep staring at u... etc... omg. if i'd known earlier, i wouldve gone to toilet, or hide in backroom=.=
so weird to let ppl stare at u thinking god knows wat.
haiyo.. always like that ne . having my colleagues or frens telling me tat=.=
me dun like desu. they shld look at someone else =.=
so slpy. not gona wait for hair to dry ba .
slpy. v slpy...
nice to pic him slping in the way he described^^ imma slp with that image in my mind later
mm.. wat else. basically ytd so bored. ohhh. now i remembered =/ fri night had such a bad day. the night part. haiz. thats why sat still very sianz. =/ stupid mistake made.
sighs.
but today definitely feelign better .cetp for the internet part=.=
mm.. wat else.
oh . boa is rrly popular among the male artists. hehe. not hard to know why.
i think she's special ba. don have to wear sexy clothes. wear baggy jeans, singlet, normal casual wear, minimal makeup.. hairstyle so simple. so cool. she don have to dance in a sexy way, and u can tell that shes sexy and pretty in her own special way. its like. she stands out among all other female artist .shes not trying hard to be someone else. she's herself. and, thats very real. no made up images. very down to earth. and i think thats why everyone can see that .see her own true shine (personaility). i rrly like tat. u don have to wear wat mini shorts al lthe time.. or low cut top.. or dance ur hips away.. draw thick eyeliner.. curl ur hair all the time.. mini dress to show off ur legs.. etc.... don have to. shes mesmerizing in her own way. and ppl can tell that .=) and thast one of the reason why i liek her alot . she don have to do the same as other female artists does. yet she's still stand out brightly. and memorable. ppl can remember her. = )
being different among the rest, rrly makes her stand out so much. she's not a copy cat to other artists. she got her own style. and i think thast so cool
same thing ba.. its like how. .i dislike being look a liek with exp clubbing girls. imagien if i wanna go club, omg. wear same type of lbd.. (stil lcan wear lbd but in a different special wayyyyy)... mini tigh tfitting one.. then.. hang out with a bunch of smiliar girls.. .omg. i cant stand it. i dislike being the same as others. thats their own trends ba. i can do my own way with a twist. without being too alien like out of place type of twist k -but yea.
stil lrememebr. .after movie isit.. yea. after movie with sammy in syd. he bought me to maccas. then we saw teenagers. or uni ppl... obviously going to club. (it was sat or fri night. .nono. its fri? or thurs. i thinkits fri. mm. not sure. but not sat. cos sat was the sday he bought me to club ^^ )
but anwyaym we saw abunch of gusy and girls. and the girls, hanging out together, making loud chatting noises=.= (hate that) .. wearing all abt the same outfit. .with a clutch.. all look the same O.o. then i remmeber sammy say. .yea. .the girls there typically all the same. mm. he siad somehtin gliek that i think. so yea.
gosh. if im studying there. .or wat. .i cant imagine myself haniging out with such ppl.. depends ba.. =/ just. .rrly dislike attention seeking girls. argh. so irritaintg!! i wouldve wear something different ba. i dunno. i just don wish to become one of those girls u see out in uni or clubs. anyway, ive always been different since i was a child. so yea...
not trying to say.. oh im so special.. blah3... but this is just me. and i ike finding my own way to be me. not soeone else.
aw.. hoep sammy is well now. .tummy ache in middle of night sucks. especially when its middle of night.. .so dark.. huu. me hate to wakey and go toilet =/
ahh.. quetion ar. gd wife..... being a gd wife.
i think most importantly, must have respect for eac other. listen.. being a great companiion.. nthin is easy of course. and must cook, tc of ur partner well. lvoey all the time=) prepare clothes. .iron.. all everything for him so he can have a easier time at home. ahh.... the life of twosome... =)
working in pair.. to keep this happy family going. i think yea.,
so wish i could gib him med or a cuppa warm water now=/ hope he's doing fine...
stomach ache rrly not gd at all. huu.
hahaha.. lol. oopsy. stopped tying for a few seconds there.XD was imagining me giving him med and hav twosoem life together. haha XD oopsy. =P
but yea. .u cant clap with one hand. when both hand does the job, it will only then be completed..
i believe .. as long as u have trust and respect for each other, things will be so much easier in lfie. nothing is perfect at all times. but. compromise, listen with respect, understand each other.. move back one step if need to.. taking turns. .respect. .uh huh... fairness.. truths.fun..joy... yup. i think thast great
but overall. .these few years of ldr.. and long years with him.. rrly .. we grew.. and feelings getting stronger. .and i understand better now. and learn day by day how not to be so sad. .still will. but. at lrast compared to the days he just went over.,.. yea.. better abit. can never be oh so well. cos.. who wil lwanna be apart form ur most imporatnt one at all times eh.. .
okk. see. type so long .gtg
slping time
mata =) sudden msg from the awoken sammy made me smile^^ my night turn better, not pissed off alreayd.
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