oh gosh. today. such a .. bad morning again. 7am. woke up screaming nin stop cos of a roach =((( sighs. couldnt slp no more. though tonight i rrly hate to slp in my room, but i guess i haev to try =((
so bored. beat myself up fopr not going anywhere today. sighs. gosh. ii cant tell u how bored i am. =((( sighs. baak to those dasy. .tired. .bored... no energy for outside world. ...dammit. i gotta change myself. = /
tch. very frustrated.. .=( sighs.
shoudlve push and forced mysefl to head out no matter wat. .bt. .o well.......
jus so tired ba.. inside out
this job.. ...just so tiring =/
tch ... stupid roach. wiill it attack me again tonight? =( causing me to lose slp? we shall see haiz... wisxh me luck =/
OMG. i feel so bored.
ha. was asking sammy about any pet peeves of his... then he nvr reply. i din ask again .guess thats pros n cons ba. can improve if know.. but.. then i wonde rif i rrly wanna know. ha. interesting q huh.
sighs. how i wish to slp right now.
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hate my dinner.
had a few mouthfuls before i threw my rice away. yea. when i cant eat, i just cant. no choice but to throw =(
few pieces of vegie .. one small meat. thats it.
maybe not feeling too gd eh i guess.
sighs. guess its itme for me to find a gd place to chill.
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tch..
jsut hate this type of days. .nothing to do.. moodless to do anything...
=/ ... sighs. so.. argh
not happy desu. =/
wanted to clog abt thsi k goup girl getting all bullied and stuff.. her poor vbullied treatments reminded me of my own ... so yea. i rrly rrly hate and dislike girls in a grpup. as in being frens, or being colleagues. .etc. because girls tend to get gossips.. .jealous, backstab each other... etc etc... alot. they ar every mean when in a gourp. as in if they are bad females in the beginning with .argh. hate it.
.but... nah. ges i'll skipped. say another day ba. and robert plus kristen.. .kept forgetting..
anwyay, robert is a very good guy. cant believe i misjudge hi. he's such a nice homebody guy. very down to earth.
the roach inniceident happened before.. got me all frigetende up. now this happened again.. gosh .now whenevr thigns touches my feet , or i thought i saw something black or brown small moving along hte ground, i will scream out of oure fear. yea. sighs.
sad the roach got away =(
... in my room still.. sighs.. =/ another unhappy things about slping at night.
so rrly wish i hav a proper room of my own.. sharing an apartment also will do with others. as long as i have my own room....
sighs.. .
will blog those another time ba=/ jaa
mata
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