am super slpy..
anwyay, just a quick blog befor i forget.
mm.. oh yea. so... .was watching this concert live fromboa.. aw... ha. so emtional. but very cut en funny too. actually she had to come back up the stage again and sing it all over again cos its the night of convert where they gonna put into dvd. (cant expect them to record a crying boa wihtout singing into dvd mah) so yea. lol; then ppl laughing. ha. as in laugh not cos of meaness. but yea. so funny. blur queen sometimes she =) haha.
in fact, she's very cute and blur sometimes. lol. though in mv and stage, shes very cool and so serious at work. .yea. i rrly admired her alot. ultimate idol =)
anwyay,... just read a post abt her.. in interview.. saying she dont think she's sexy.nor suit sexy.. as in. she chose cute over sexy. she says. .she thinks sexy is like an alien to her. XD she more of belong to cute.. but the host (a female) say she thinks she's very sexy in boa's show(shes a judge) . i thin kitz great. when you're not trying to be sexy or cute, or not intended to be, yet ppl recognizes u as one, its rrly.. yea. nice .the most truly sexyness and cuteness come from not knowing at all. nor trying hard to be . thats the ultimate true sexy and cuteness.
u dont pretend, u dont depend on clotehs, nor action2 to be cute nor sexy. if u do all those on purpose, thats nothign . nothing special about u anymore=/ yea ..sadly. nowdasy women try so hard. sighs.
in case you're wondering, if u know me., you wouldve known i dont try or do that at all. just let nature take its course. i dont see the need of purposely doll urself up to look in another certain way=/ so unnatural.
except for bed time. if im living alone or with my partner, yes. i will wear sexy lingerie. becaus ei like it .it makes me feel good. its liek. feelign sexy naturally. its just a natural thing. without trying too hard or watsoever. thast just me.
bed time. only me or my partner can see anyway=.= so yea. nothing to show off or imitate sexy cuteness about.
anwyay, .. .cos. .speaing of that =( huu.. .me so wanna wear it... huu...
o wweell
mm.. oh yea. rrly think my rgm is so biased with certain staffs. .haiz. o well........ nvm ba. i.. dunno ba
been slloy and tired.yet i enjoyed las ngiht wih sammy. though i wish couldve stay with him till he slp. but a pity me in mrg shift
=(
m.. wat else....
so eya thats abou tit??
O.o
mm........... u knw me. alwaysforget
ohh.. yea.. he was saying about not being 'stupid',, ,i understadn somestupid cutomer rudeness and all.. but i wonder if he meant the same way...
but.... was abit worried whne he aske dme not to be like them. cos dunno whats he meant.. definition by stu[pid.. so ueya.. o well.. hoep its nothign too .. deep ba.. of course im not as bringht as a lawyer, judge, or ceo. but. .yea. .just neeed ppl to see me as i am .see me best. love my flaws.
but. .yea. .hoepfully.. my flaws are hte ones he can stand. .otherwise....
but its always gd to be truth ful yea.
gosh. was browsing though playbo bras n thing website. omg. play boy bras.. on saleT_TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i cannot buyyyyyyyyyyyy huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sadddd . .huuuuuuuu not sad. but yea. .sad. huuuuuuuuuuuu
=( u know. of all bras, 9 out of 10, play boy is he one i liek hte most. but .. cannot ship to my counry. huuuuu
can someone ship me to australia now? =(
omg. if im crazy enough, and rich, i wouldve. .. .book2 or 3 days tix to syd, buy bras see him, and come back to sg. (cos hotel exp mah ). if normal rich. if super rich, duhhhhhstay as long as i can=.=
but yea. .too bad fo rme i guess
i still rememebr.. i get so many nice deals from brasn thigns that time .. aww.... i rrly lie the store so much .how i wish can work there.. hahaha.
but yea. wt a great store.. my fav place to shop for bras there. .. lingerrie. though lasenza baby dolls are absolute gorgeous. i saw a piece i soooooooooo liek liek liek in love with. but. u knwo me. i buy a exp baby doll, how am i gonna wear? =/ show my whole family my figure ar? huu =( but seriously. i rrly 3 liek that soooo much=/ no choice. gotta let it go..... sighs. if cheap. ok. but.. its not cheap. and if i wear once a year only, (when holiday) wwasted right? =/ haiz.
too bad.....
esepcially when times im tired, body aching or abit too warm, after bath i think to myself. how i wish im not wearing a bra now. or ust soemthing silky soft... nighties. .babydoll... omg. how nice..
too bad. im not alone. so cannot do watever i wan=/
kk. about 2am now. omg so late
jaa!!!!
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