look at whats important

aww.. =/ a pity tonight still didnt get to skype with sammy....
o well....
but yea. .the other was funny. lol. .he and his joke.. ha... =) make sme laugh.. omg

kk.. im sooooo super duper tired and slpy.
omg.
wakey auto so earlu to runny nose and sneezy so hard. -=/ duno why also. caught a cold during the nifht >? o well
anyway if me no go out celebrate redz birtdhay, i think most likely i'll be runy nosey wnole day. duno why like that. anuway

todya.. yea.. thought only going out when near buffet choco with redz and bro.. but redz wanna see town night light soyea. head there.. walk.. thats all>
at least along the way i have sammy's company with me =)
so yea.
these few days feel extra close to him .=)
yay
^^

hm.. i think i wanna blog something last night. but i forgot.. haiyo.

anyway...
redz really liek what bro gib him for pressy. a gshock watch. very nice indeed .
hm...
i can do this.
spend on what need to be spend.. yea.. the rest jsut save hard.. for my happiness true happiness i mean . ahead the way.. i can do this. =) gambate ne..
and pray that hotel and airtics still available.. as long as its available.. even is exp.. then yea.. no choice. .at leats have space ba

hm... .. hopefully tmr closing wont be so late =( huu.
baka desu. don care. this time must close exyra early liao. ..
o well

i really wonde rhwat that guy at orachead wanna talk to redz about . hmm.....
bro walking ahead of us.. htis chinese guy suddenly approached redz whos walking next to me.
redz very defending and say no no no.. duno hwat ... then guy say he meant no harm.. not ask for money or what or sumitn. but yea.. redz just walk away. hmm... i wonder why.. whos he..

tonight after buffet almost want to go kbox or sumtin. but... i don relaly wan... cos late, and im so tired.. plus tmr work=/ otherwise would lvoe to go. cos been so long since i sang wit them. oplus i relaly soooo long no go kbox=( been more than a year ba. or so. haiz.
so yea

wow. .shop been so busy every single day.. plsu with stocks =/.. .4 weeks to hang on for... ...wow. .suddenly seems so.. far and long. .howveer i know it will be over before i know it. so yea.
jia you!!! nails broken, got cuts and scratchez, nvm. .hang on ba... my wounds wil lbe heal in no time when i see him =) looking forward

hm.. sometimes .it sso easy to envy someone.. my fren once said.. he envy our otehr fren.. got nice sister.. who dotes onn him.. he's rich. got car./ he's a sugeon or sumtin.. blah3...
while my fren nto super rich.. with his sister cannot get along..
i said to him.. u don have to envy him. perhaps u have somethig which he envys or ppl envys u about. he say liek what? i say im not too sure. but definitely there is somehting. PERHAPS U CANT SEE IT. BUT OTHERS CAN. then he keep quiet. haha.
so yea..
maybe this peson is poor... and down on his liuck al lthe time.. had bad time at work.. but.. perhaps he have alot of close buiddies... he can count on.. talak with.. destress with..
while otehrs.. perhaps rich and good at evrything with work.. but at the end of sdya.. no one is there to share with him anything.
theres always... a balance in erythign.. in life.
good and bad. depending on how u see it.

sometimes u can't see it. but others could.
they knwo. but u dont. and when u dont, u tend not to know how to cherish it nor treasure it. thats when ppl often regret when they lost it, and see whats important to them. but it could be too late.
thats why........... envy.. who doenst.. someitmes i do...
rich girl. .with rich family.. good backgroud.. can study overseas..
but then.... i have to see what im contend with too. i have a mmother who dotes on me and work so hard for this family. she held on so tight for us. i like who i am.
i like the way thigns work sometimes..
i like some nice looking branded bag.. but its alrite even if i don own them. cos i loike unique items. so eve nif they cost next to nothing, but as long as they are unique looking and special be it as a gift or whatsoever... i will be so happy to own it.
i have a hubby who love me so much
yea..

beign down to earth and a simple girl.. its nice too u know.
being a rich girl borned wioht a golden spoon in he rmouth.. hmm... well.. its alrite..
i do like. .being down to earth.
simple pleasure. .is enough.
perhaps.. hte future could bring me mroe.. but for now...Yea.. we must learn how to be contend.. and try not to envy others for what they have...
we have our very special own ppl or thigns...even if we are poorer than them.
its the question of whetehr we could see it for oursdelf or not.
understand it.
see. life would be easier.

don lose what u've alreayd own.. they are special.. don lose it in the process of pursuing something that is... u knw.. whats that word.. hm.. shen wai wu. like.. things that can be bought.. or erm.. just something liek outer thing. forgot whats that word. lol. anwyay.. yea.. don lose what u alreyad own.. just becos of some useless pointless matter..that u thought u should join... or do in oder to be part of the team.. or being popular.. being popular doesnt mean anything.
=/
yea.. thats kinda wha i wanna say..
tyr hard to be in that so called good team, when its actually not, . u end up losing urself, and true frens or family . yea. it cna be that seriosu;

huu. type till shoulder hurts. k gotta stop . \ocuh

well, at leats i know in my life whats the most important hting or rather person in my life. hjow about u?
overcome probs. .and stay strong. .fight for it.
believe in it.
stay true. and to the rules..


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