oh wow. hey guys im back!!! gosh... but i feel very sad now. =( so much happened.. so much to type and blog.. gosh. dunno where to start. if i recalled anything , ill blog it in my next blog and so on k. cos so much to talk about,.
ok. first thing first. so dramatic. i lostmy travel money =((( no idea when or how. i recalled i checkout and open up my wallet to make sure my notes are there before i throw my wallet into my bag. sighs.
but when i was heading to airport, i had the shocked of my lifer. moneys gone =((( i took cab back n rush to find.. but to no avail .i cried al lteh way to departure gate and into the palce. sighs. terrible start =(((
now im still sad and i m kinda stress cos of money isssue. u knwo, i miscaculated. tbut this year, i'll make sur eim strict with my self. shoppings all done in this week. so no more of that for monthsss to coem. imma live on breads n all.. so i could return my fren the money she's kind enough to lend me.
gosh. i didnt know i'll be spending so much this time! so diff from last year. maybe cos i was left alone to shop.. so no one to control. haiz. but this year imma save hard!!! for trips and for personal life.
so yea. i noted down everything everyday in my travel journal. i went to have dim sum with sammy.. we watched movie at imax.. .it was such a perfect date. =) we even went clubbing!! so fun and always its great to dance with him. the drinks he ordered bailey thingy are so nice. =P
as we're walking down the street, he asked me to notice my surroundings.. ppl eyes on me and all.. .ha. but i cant la. so shy. XD eyes on floor instead while holding his arms tight . club eneded about 330am we started walking back. he met his sort of a fren there. after club he found him.. he shook my hands again with his very sweaty palm.. ha. he's very drunk u can tell.
so nice.. we walked back slowly towards hotel... still energetic.. we talked alot.. then he asked if i would marry him if he asked me to. ha.. so shy. i looked on the floor while grasping his arm tight i replied 'of course i will'. ha..was too shy to look at him saying that mahXD. but yea. what a surprised questions eh.
dunno why he suddenly ask.. but well. if when ppl ask u a question like that, it should be a yes. if not a yes, why even be together.
that reply of mine i didnt even think twice. cos i know whats my answer long ago. *blush
anyway, i hope his citizenship get approve soon and all.. and hopefully he get what he wants, his plans all go smoothly.. his bike as well... so glad he have this good job with high pay enough to make his living better now.
yup. just hope everything will go well for him =) at least he's good at planning the future living expenses and all.
mm.. as a housewife and both at work.. if finish early by the time reach home at least still have time to cook and tc of family eh. good thing its not so stressful to work there. huu.. i wanna go =(
mm.. i think that it is certainly a sweet thing to do when ur partner thought about the future the both of u share together like that. thats very nice. =)
mm... food there still same.. huge portions.. not so nice.. expensive.. .weather. .not tat burning hot like last year. huu. .which is abit..aw. .=/ but the wind very cold. strong as usual. like. .just so cold especially at night.
i think both sammy n i loses all our energy by the 3rd date or so. haha. gosh so tiring from all those walking! soemtimes i'll just rather lay in bed whole day just to rest n watch tv. relaxing n chilling.. omg. nice. but still very tired. even now too. ha. but great holiday.
i also met this kind china lady? i dunno. a chinese lady. she commented that i look very young compared to her daughter whos younger than me. lol. but she's frenly. thats at the paddys market. one of my fav place to walk around.
mm... boght something for my mum too from there.. pearls
mm.. bro nothing much.. haiz...
dad.. a lil something omw back from airport. XD
o well.. no money liao. but this week is worth it. i just wish things couldve been easrier and enjoyable more for sam .
haiz. but yea.
mm....
then hotel... scary thing happened the days before im heading back.
aircon on n off by itself repeatedly..(luckily its morning if night i dunno how)
then final night in hotel, lights flickered. huuu.. .scaryyyyyyyy i was like. .omg. not me tat is so movie!
i msg sammy but he din reply. i thoght he's slping. but then suddenly he called n asked me to open up the door. huu...... he did it again. sobx. =)
he surprised me! ..reminded me the day before he left sg,.. i was so sad and yearning to see him again.. and he did. he suddenly pop into my room.. i piouce on him. huu....
so glad to see him and be with him on this final night.
sobx. .so touched and sooooo happy.
he thought of driving me to the rocks area..night scene. i think last year also... we walked along hte lights and all... but we din go in the end. cos i could tell he's very tired and he's still sick .i was tired too. i don mind. really. cos as long as i get to be with him. anywhere wil ldo. =)
haiz. still cant believe im back in sg .....new chapter huh.. i hope he's right.
i miss him dearly now.
i hope his parents din find out this time that i was there.
but basicaly me din go anywhere much either.
i was so sad days before im leaving. the final day too . cried and cried... sighs.....
=/ cant help it. i miss hte place.. miss him... i really envy the ppl working there. china pl alot too. was like. .how the hell they get there when they cant even speak good english.
sighs. .so envy ne.. =/
wish i could stay and work tehre too... haizzzzz
we drove past this max brenner or brennder chocolate bar. he said he forgot to bring me there. i was like aww.... but o well.. hopefully theres a next time ba. seems like a romantic place. ha
we din go to this thai restaurant i wanted to go either. cos money.... o well.... its ok. hopefully will hav next time. but dunno how ba... i know its difficult for him
anyway, glad to see him again. feel him again. know him better, spend soem real quaility time with him.
he taught me alot about streets and all... .hope ill remember all!
mm... yea. i get to see his morning smile!! yay. hugging each other to slp. yay. not alot but glad we did.
he's very slpy most of the time. he would just slp.. and i'll watch him.. 2 hours in the car the final day where he slpt at carpark. ha. yup. 2 hours. so long right but every minute counts...
i like his final 'jaa!' said to me when i stepped into the departure gate in syd.
was surprised. but i managed to turn on time to wave back n replied jaa...
before heading in, i kissed him , hug him, and grab hold of his hand again just to feel him for the so called last time before im back in sg.
i think i din shed tears at that moment. but heart so pain... and crie din the palne as always.
again. new memoried wondereful made in my mind now.
i wont forget. not taht now i have my travel journal with me
on the final day.. i relaly wonder if i should ask him take the instax photo with me. so i could keep. or he could keep it too. but hav a feelign he'll say no... but again. im scared.. so scared that i'll cry non stop each time i look at the photo in my wallet or something. os yea... in the end didnt ask him to take.. ha.
o well.. .
but his face and all will be in my heart and mind. so yes. i tried to take alot of pics liek my bro asked me to.
my cam got problem again. but good thign it happened the last few dasy before i leave. so yeta. i used my phone instead.
i think not as much pics.. but yea. still gd
i even walked to darling harbour.. i video it.. i feel the wind. .the sound... i took a good long look. .asking myself to remember all of it. cos i know its all gonna change back to sg soon.
nice moment. but.. sighs. stil labit sad one.
oh we had a nice dinner at darling harbour area. with all the newly built fountains and all... ha.
so nice. =)
nice night... and all.... gosh.
liek i said.. its been great with him.
he gottel sick though out of a sudden morning. huu... hope he's feeling better now...
all hte more he need slp..
its ncie to give him a good hug in the hotel before we left.
i'll rememebr these feelings
mm.. yea. great that he got me this sim card. so at least i can still use internet and all.
good thing i note down in my book. cos i know that whenever i read it(though most liekly i'll cry) , at least i have all fresh memories in my head.
the htings he said.. how he looks like. .the way he sound.. his cute expressions and all... =)
that means alot to me. not alot of time and days we spend together, however im thankful for even a day being jsut with him. liek i said. every minute counts. i still love him dearly .
u know. i walked past this liquer store. i walked in and plucked up my courage to purchase. cos stores are closed and all... so yea. might as well chill in my room .. but main reason is that i'll stop feeling so sad about leaving.. .
that hotel is good. i'll consider going backk again i think. nice location. at least i know where to walk from there.. .
rrly thansk to sam. if not for him, and im alone, i wouldntve know where to start. my first night i got lost. but yea... then i learned again. .oh how to get ba ck.. its easy once i saw the tall building he told me of.
mm.... anyway, imma hurry unpack luggage again....
hopefully can upload pics soon. but first is to find money. but seriously. i find till dunoo where else to fin dliao =((
i wish for a miracle.. sighs.... help
huuuu
double check money still gone missing. whats going on. =( wish i could have every secs of my memory back. sighs
kk. see if theres time or anythign to add on, i'll blog again soon.
jaa mata! glad to blog again .
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