26 January 2012

slpy mode on!

mm... soooo slpy. had only 4 hrs of slp. lol. huuu not lol. thansk to ebay.. .remmeber last night i said hopefull nohting catches my eye or something. well i found osmething =.='' '
o well............

nvm. for hte next 3 weeks i shall control myself.

today forgot bring bread. huu.. so had laksa for lunch
=/ spend abit moe. but ow ell.... hopefull yi'll bring next time.

gosh ive been slpy n tired. cos so much work need to be done.
then plus review thingy coming up again =/ sighs.
so much thigns to settle
but point is, ive been working since cny. and remmebr ? cny iwas so tired like hell .
gosh

hope thigns will be fine ba. im starting to feel a lil more than stress now=/
will hang in there

ha. my colleague recently her bf went thai or dunno where. dunno how long or what for. me no ask.
she asked me if fring is free. then she's very glad it is after i let her know.
we msg abi. .then she say that yea its hard n only been 1 week, she's very sad alreyad.
she said i am strong. thats why can tahan all these.
i was like. .huh? im strong? OMG.
lol
u gotta be kidding me.
im nowhere near strong.
but weird huh. someone actually se eme as a strong person. ha. O.o
mm.. well.. .its been like... 2 years n a half sort of ldr alreayd eh? but known him for 4 years. wow. time flies.. .
i never expect that. .. it is 4 yrears now.
it  seems as though it was ytd when he put in his msn captions. .'2 yeras and still going strong''.. ;lol. yea i know. sometimes i rememebr well certain thigns XD
ha.
but yea. 4 years huh.. .stepping into 5 years... wow. who couldve thoght tha we've coem so far.
when i first met him, i also nvr predicted future is to be like this.
o well.. .=)

mm. .super slpy. hope i'll feel betetr soon. thirsty too

oh! i think i had a dream of sammy very very clear deram.. almost real. last night? or last 2 nights.
yea. not sure whas it about.. but.. .yea. any dreams of him is nice.
and rememebr the deram i sued to had? me shoppig with him in syd.. me around syd with him... ha. well. finally i get to do that.

certainthings to do, see , say  etc.. i  forgot. because too rush ba.. work tired etc. soemreo din get see him often. plus i was sooo tired everydya in syd. but fun tired kinda.
so yea... a lil aww.... but nothigs perfect. at leats i even get to spend some nice dates. best dates yet . =)
first 2 nights are the best ba. i dunno. every nights are special.
first day i went shopping spree alone. omg. such a nice day relaxing moment in my life once a year. gosh.. ..to feel that way,... =/ i coudlnt ask for more.. .u have no idea hwats that feel like to enjoy for a day with no worries.
..haiz... yea...
tough life eh.
after all ive been through.. i only have such a day to enjoy. but of course. so on and on... i have enjoyed myself too. clubbing, movie, eating.. .dessert... =) haiz... omg. how i wish that can happen every month =/ huu...
jsut wanna be near him.. =/
sighs.
so sad...
see. .me where got strong. .ha. baka.

o well... review is up again.. .i shall do it. same goal. same request.

k. .gtg soon

mata ne

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