feeling lost

weird. .theres something i wanted to blog. .but i kkept forgetting!anyway... huu.. my right eye =( swollen.. eyelid. .cos of. .haiz. stupid thing ba. =/

anyway so itchy T_T n huu.. not nice with swollen red eyelid.
hate it =( hopefully will heal soon

gosh.. im really very worried about getting around... my colleague ask me go research . then map.. whne i replied that i still odn get map ,. ..she stopped talking like gib up liao. lol
o well.. .hough wil lhave bit of help.. but there'll bound to have times imma be alone right. so yea.. .
gosh.. totally unprepared... ...but. this is what imma have to do. so yea. no turning back. just do it.
so scared=(
its like.. totally arriving there without any preparations. nor research. T_T .don have time. cant be bother ba. =/ i know. even if i do, i still don get what the woprds are trying to direct me.
anyway,

my mum asked me last night. .that if i see him, tell him that mummy n daddy misses him alot.. ask when he;s coming back to sg... then she ask if he's like even coming to sg and visit his grandma perhasp..
what can i reply> i was like.. i have no idea.
i..haven tell him yet. cos u know.. face to face? like. .so awkward to say those ba=/ i dunno.. what if he gets the wrong idea opf what my parents are thinking.
so yea.. se ehow ba. duno how to tell him too. its their concern for him after all.
..
but yea. .wonder why especially my mum miss him so much huh. ..o owell

today . .my colleague cant resist.. and pinched my cheeks after i smiled at her =.='' she say im so cute, and really cannot resist.. just wanna pinch me. so yea. i kena pinched both sides of cheeeks by her. ha. the young one lor. .17yrs old that one.
haha.. .omg. i was like. .huh. why she pinch me XD

haiz.... my poor eyeT_T huuuu.. please heal soon....

u know .sometimes i fear for my safety too.
..like.. waling down the street if left alone.. hwats gonna happen>?
..gosh.. better stop thinking those ba.
just. .perhaps fear should be cast aside asap.
just a.. weird bad feeling im having thats all... .

gosh. .me so dislike apply sunblock. but my colleguae from perth(she study there n hates it remember ) she advices to do so. can get skin cancer.. what... huu.. but i liek the sun. btu. .why so hot . hottern hotter every year=./ haiz.
anyway, stil lcant wait ba.
os yea. .bought a kids one. .from daiso. cheap mah. watson cant find ne. so eyea. probably sold. o well
i don relaly bother with sunscreen anyway.
mmm.....dunno what esle nee to buy. times almost up... must bring what. .all must write down..

haiz.

kk.. gtg... tmr wil lcontinue packing. ..

jaa mata