sad life

didnt feel gd today =(
...sighs. sad. very sad.

soetimes wonder why life always like that.

anyway, found iout today tha my fav brand of lingerie couldnt be shipped to my country. =/ sighs. what disappoitmnet

=(
deeply

can u imagien that> ? haiz...

cant believe its only in au n nz.. its ridicuklous

..=/
sighs.. just need to get tback to syd n get them ba.
but wonde rwhen.

these two days nvr prepared home food. so yea=/
dunno wha tto eat ne.
sometimes bread until very sianz.
very hungry a few hours later.
usually have to wait till night then can hav proper food=/
...

sighs.

if only can live alone
then i can do anything i wan liao.

sad =(

.....

haiz ...

wonder if i should eat bread tmr. din buy any though.
or i think i'll tahan with just old chang kee ba
a dollar plus i sbetter than 4 plus.

im gd at taking care of others. but i dunno why. when it comes to me, i dont bother at all. lol.
so weird.
perhasp.. i just don care much about myself

others will always be more important

i am so tired. slpy. and very3 tired. at my max liao. really need a break. need to chill.. .need to let off. sighs. =( stress.. .gosh. i felt the stress... cant believe this...

sobx.=/

baka desu

but yea. i am very tired... very3 tire.d.... u cant imagine  that...
=(

cant take this anymore...

but need to hang on...

oh. long daysss ago, theres this guy buying pressy for her gf. he bought a diary. but wee left with only green. she like red. his gf not ard. he bought it secretly.
so ncie.
another one. an older angmoh man. secretly bought a card for his wife or gf. wife ba given their age.
he ask her to shop her own... lol. so funny. then i sw him pout something inside the card. but dunno what. so swt.
ha.
cute actions

finanly feel so sterss out .ha. baka desu... so fast tired liao...

...wonder if i had any hollidays.. if syd was a dream..

oh had a nightmare today. dreamt of sammy msging in a group msg. 6 or 5 ppl. ( somehow i can see that lol). then nvr msg me in wahst app. ha .was like sad when i wakey. XD

oh ya. then continue on, my day sucks =/

haiz...............

fed up

i wan more money.

mata