Lots.. Day..

hm................ ....sigh

now ppl are getting on my nerves.. long story man..
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i just dislike it when all ppl start gathering in and and.. gosh. i feel like im so busy .T_T
..sigh
somethign's on my mind.. always. not good sia.

sometimes i dunno how to start things.. what i mean is... .. its so diffcult to type everything out. when talk, at least little details can be mention throughout.. but.......
..but...........
when my hands are on the keyboard,.. thigns just stopped. so much happened today. so much to say to him. .yet. i dunno. why fingers stopped. i guess.. im thinking he's busy.. never reply lots..

i dunno man.. its been weird...
my lifestyle like.. suddenly changed.. it just changed.. not like im liking it.. but.... ..tch. its really frustrating. i don like it at all. yet somehow i made it happen. because i wanna rebel for abit. ..did i just said that?
gosh.. i must be going bonkers.

today there lots of love shapes appear before me.. theres chips.. theres mag.. about 4 i think. amazing huh.. ..

ytd was so sick... :( on and off.. i feel like just.. gosh.. but today better again...

oh got this day, chan was buying cigarrette. then he throw me the box from afar(he wanna make payment). i caught it by surprise! O.O i was closing my eyes and i caught it! i was like.. 'i did it!' :) i looked at the box and smile........
sound so.. erm.. yeah. .little girl -_- anyway he was smoking. we're all chatting. zuan also there. i was sitting next to chan. his bud brushed across my finger(its 2nd time already -_- ). and geez.. pain of course.. huu..... kena burnt twice. so not gonna sit next to him when he smoke. grr.. why smoke..

this auntie working beside us ask me fasting ar?? i was puzzled. and say fasting? im not a malay. she say she thought i was one. cos i speak like them. -_-....... ...
im not fasting... geez..

i walked past this long table. to buy my lunch. me eat at 3.30pm plus T_T. theres this bunch of guys sitting there. then they were like saying hi! how are u!? i totally ignored them and move on. wth. these guys.. i hate these type of cowards. .always makes noise whenever they're in a bunch. argh!

my fren suddenly say to me.. not say but type.' your boyfren very lucky.' as in like to have me. .. o well... hm.. ..

ah.. was in the lift with chan, zuan and raz. then i saw chan's new handpone. then everone went 'woooo wow.. ahhh..!!!~~' all gone bonkers like in the heineken commercial. lol. its hilarious.

hm......

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i don feel so good.. not happy.. ..not..

ah.. was so angry today. about public holidays matter. me agree to work on public holidays is becos i thought they'll put it as ot. but.. ..no money already.. .. they aint giving. i've work in vain.

sometimes i really wanna chat alot with him. but i dunno.. isit me?.. or is he always replying like.....
thats why me always don dare to continue. i need alot of focus. thats why if cant get, i'll get disappointed.. and i wont feel like doing it again..

.. i'll try to relax as much as possible..

strange.. ..today... ..like i dunno.. weird.. is that all i've gotta say? or am i still keeping mum.
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i think i'd baetter turn in early.. ..
i just wanan shut my eyes and forget some heavy loads. .. ...

mata