Weekend Ended

my childhood fren planned to sing kbox till morning tonight actually. then have a simple dinenr first.. she asked along 2 other frens. supposed to be after eating, they leave, me and my fren go kbox. but then.. they decided to go play pool...

we had our dinner at waraku. ate alot... omg. haha. they order alot. that we play guessing number game.. who lose, take a bite of the remaining unfinish food. and yup. thats how we finish everything up.. =.=

pool........ well.. me dunno how to play that well. been taught once by someone before. then today, they teach me. it kinda aite.. at the end of session, me geing the hang of it. :) still need more practice though of course. my ch fren suggested a bet. we lost. she won with another fren. so me and another person gotta trreat tehm ben and jerrys icce cream next time. haiyo. tehy so happy sia!!
then shockingly,.. i met my primary school fren. also a fren of my childhood fren. i was so shocked.. she recognize me.. but she din recognize my childhood fren. my childhood fren say becos my face never change-_-. ..ahem.. duno.. anyway..
theress another primary school fren my ch fren was telling me about. long story.. her name is.. h.x. and i heard she got a boyfren.. very ugly looking but very rich. they've been together foryears. and theyre getting married. WOW. Shock!!!! omg..

these 2 primary mates of mine.. ... me actually got some hard feeligns towards them.. cos.. long story man.. lets just say tehres alot of backstabbing behingd these girls. and thats why i swear im not gonna be like one of those girls.. argh.

very slpy.. very tired.. my heart is yearning for home.. him.. was wondering hard.. so difficult. then me decided to bring up the subject.. i aske dmy ch fren if its ok im not going for kbox.. she was so shocked. me felt bad.. but... yeah... good thing she say ok.. then me.. yeah.. feel bad.. but still.. me really need to get home.. aint the time to stay out late man.

im so tired now. thinking about next week's schedule beats me up.. sigh.

3 months.. :( how can i take it.. omg.... im holding on real hard... huuu........... u have no idea.. ..:(

chan lu say he's quitting. omg... so sad. vaz also soon. haiz.. see.. now this company no ppl already.. tough job man.. its the schedule that kill us.

oh.. at the pool, theres this girl.. with her 2 girl frens, and her bf. she play with her bf. and she was acting cool all the way like some kind of a rich spoiled girl. i pity her bf man. really dislike her.

ytd.. and today.. ok.. not that bad.. hm..... ... i really wish he's here now.. my motivation to keep me moving on..... to push me look forward to that off.. or half shift.. so i can get a date.. spend with him.. without him here..., perhaps thats why.. my working days been getting tougher.. as though im having difficulty catching my breath..

actually today would be a nice day to stay at home. bro and redz are at home.. then me can chill with them.. haiz.. why ne.. everytime me bored, they cant keep me company at home. when me got plans, they're at home. -_- argh..

but.. in anycase..
.... tmr.. another week to hang on to...
promo coming.. ..:( sigh....

u have no idea how stress my heart is now about work. not stress about anything in particular.. but.. the tiredness part.... the working time.. is killing me,.. im working like a china staff.. haiz. ..:(

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mata... ...