Be Happy

ah.. finally.. these 2 nights i rememberd to take my med. .though. .thoraot still coughing here and there.. .o well

omg... =.= todya.. cos no one to lock the door. .then redz say wanna wait for him 5mins. then ended up he came outta toilet, still wnana go bath. i was .. yea.. angry. i don like. if gonna be more than 5mins, why ask me to wait????
 thats is very wrong .  i don like. but yea.. haiz. in the end i missed my bus, and i reched just on time. perhaps a couple of secs late. but my manager say i just mafe it. so yea. phewwwwwwwwwwwww omg. i hate this 12.30 aftnoon shifts=/
sianz

anyway... hm.. yea. haiz.. hate it.

hm...
well.. seems to me that.. our rm.. relaly not good ne.. =/ haiz. long story.. but yea.. i duno what to say...
haiz.. he's not cut out for htis com[pany. seriously. he's good at tlaking. but tats it. the way he handle stuffs, isnt what this company expects. i know. i could tell. haiz.. so wasted.. why sabrina picked him? =/
cos he;s so good with tlaking to ppl laugh2.. joke.2... then behinfs ppl bakc. .duno do what.
anyway. .enough of him.

hm.... yea. .hungry.. only had breads.. oh. .saw this dress... huuuuuu... yea. know me right. .fallen in 'love' at first sight.. then yea.. huu... i want!!!! but its abit expensive.. im trying to convince my bro. lol. get that for me as xmas present .lol. cos he owe me abit of money. lol.
huu... i really like it alot! but i think its the kind of dress i will only wear during chy, and to club. but if club. i don even dare to step outta the road!!! dots. anyway,, i rarely hardly ever have any night out. so nah. but even if for cny.. omg. wothr it i hope? ha. me no buy.. so never try that out.. .haiz.
i like thta alot ne.. .huu... wanna buy.. but yea.. cannot.. see how my bro's side first. .anywya still must get my money back. lol
so yea.
anwya.. yea.. see how ba. ah.. suitable to wear for xmas too eh. ha. .o well

hm. .seems liek tehre could be a delay.. ... maybe.. yea.. i might be workling with those ppl for another more weekssss to go. anwyay. im not afraid of them. i work as usual. talk only about work now. nothign else. whatever.
let them suffer coming to work like that too. i have a feeling. they alreayd knew. no. its confirmed. im sure they alreayd knew i know about htis fb thingy. but i got this feeling they know manager from melb who just returned to shop, alreyad heard about it from me.
ha. one of them even seems to wanna quit. whatever!!
what age alreayd. stil dare to do such evil thing to me. should it be my turn to say serves them right>? nope. i don wanan be part of them. argh.
anwayy, yea. whatever they wanna do. i don care.
me just work my own.busy is good liek i said. time pass, day flies. .soon.. please. .nov.. then dec.. let dec be over. .then i'll be yay..

wow.. really ne.. thexe couple of days been so happy. like. .so long never really felt this way. O.o duno ba..
anyway, just glad this stone been lifted off my chest.
hm.. and hopefully i'll stay this way for as long as possible. ...
hm. .yea....
cos its always difficult. .trying to be happy when the most important person isnt next to u everydya.....

ok. time to rest down!

ohhh. .i just recaleld something. =( huu... the other time, i think .. i duno... was it last year .. end of year before me go sydney? or what.. butim pretty sure it was a xmas season i saw.there was this black beautiful looking erm.. kinda like corset thing? i duno.. its pretty long. .looks like a corset. i forgot wjhat happen.. i think i mentioned to my female frne.. so pretty.. really  so wanna buy it. .but wasted mnoey.. cos bf not around.. wear so nice. .no one can see also..
i think i said somethig liek that. so never buy...

but i recently just saw the pic on internet (i think) . omg. i relaly want it!! dots. it was gorgeous! and me no buy it. huu... i shouldve think this way.. nvm.. next time he can still see.. and i can wear good, feel good too.
XD ha/ but yea... aw.. so wasted..... =/ so nice sia..
o well...... what to do. ranges are like that one.. once gone, wont come back = / haiz. nvm ba..

hm. .slpy liao.. k..
hopefully sammy's side will go well. he must be playing hard. .and looking all dash andhot. ;) thats my man! lol
miss him.. =/ he'll think of me ne? uh huh.. going to dreamland.. perhaps could see him there. ok, well then.
final off for htis week...month i mena.. i gotta cherish it this weekend.
k, gambat!!!!

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