Stresses

me woke up. .all ready to .. u know.. perpared to destress.. hten ,. .got the meeting matter.. steresses ma llto..
i duno hwat to say..

lwtting outhers causes me tears.. im sad...
uits stupid..

and other than tht. another matter bothers me.
oh, hten my fren today.. also tell me how they treated her at other outlet. it was shocking,. and words of me get to her side too., ..
what have i done wrong>???????

=(((
i duno... i make sure every step i take, i made it right. but why am i wrong>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>???????????????????????????????????/
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sighes................. i told myself. no thinking of work today. but ikept thinking of it. .... shi*... ...

prepared huh he said... am i supposed to be doing so too> i duno how or where to start preparing.... how could you starnt preparing to break a hart>? do u know>??.. ..
i duno. .never tried that before...
i duno how to get prepared.. his words frightened me.. as htough there could be a warning i should be aware of firsthand... ..
i duno.. shoulld i?..

tmr.. i think.. i need to.. just clear my head...
yea.. i don wanna think of anything at all. not at all.
and i wnna see.. what matters.. what is my concerns...

i wanna save and travel .i want to.

haiz. huamns.. suddenly.. making ... me.. thinking.. of . .how to.. u know. .how to deal with them and stuffs... its like.. all my life.. till now.. i didnt think that they could have the ability to hurt me so much.
and now that i have one so close to me.. .it svery frightening..
suddenly.. im afraid and .. kinda fear for hte future...
its scary.. making me wonder.. ...
when to stop. . or how to continue...
what is going on...

one adn the other.. afraid of the same matter...
.. haiz...
tch.. why...

i thought.. everything is nicely.. sweet.. .then.. .how come the reality always hurts...

being so hopeful about something.. would htat always bring harms along???
..


... ok. .not my night to talk.. im getting really confused about how the ways ppl are behaving.. i have no idea anymore...>>.

cuts...... ...are not meant to be heal anytime soon...

gosh.. peeps.. tell me.....
why cant u trust someone wholeheartedly????????
....

mate.. ....................